Currently reading Isaiah 59, right now. Because I am so guilty of using sin as a coping mechanism, to deal with my being poor in spirit and all my health issues the past 30 years. Huge pile of wreckage to resolve. Thanks for your videos, I’m reviewing them all.
Its like, my heart is screaming out for the presence while I am living in sin. A strong desire to stop sinning and a relief when I say "Yes" is in me right now and have been for weeks
Friend, his GRACE is greater than your sin. Focus on WHO you are in HIM and quote the scripture when you fail. Always remind the devil of WHO YOU ARE and WHO YOU BELONG TO. I have prayed for you!
Wow, and here after oh man at least 30 years, I’ve been shaming myself to beat the band, for being poor in spirit- like it’s meant I’m some kind of weak faithed/mediocre believer. I’ve always been kind of a person of mercy towards others, but never to myself. There is so much forgiveness and mercy that needs to happen.
I need God so bad - I am so lonely, depressed, and confused. I need Jesus to emmerse me in the Holy Spirt. Convert me Lord. Change my heart. Fill my heart with Joy and gladness, restore my soul. In your presense is fullness of joy - I need your presence - God is love, and I need love, joy, and peace and his righteousness. I studied the word to day for hours, now I will worship as you suggested - yes I know worship is the key. that is how it has been - I feel like I'm going to die if he doesn't reveal himself for me. I am desperate for God.
Simple terms, the world is not enough! Thanks for your videos, really really appreciated. Do we ever stop hungering, once we’ve realized a desperation for Jesus? Not a bad thing, right, but I just don’t think it’s possible in this dead world.
Hi Becky I just saw your video and i am going through a REALLY difficult time right now. For starters i have always been a Christian and got saved when i was 10 years old. Don't get me wrong i have always and still do believe in god but the problem is when ever i got saved i was still living and acting the way the devil wants me to act. Also my family at the time and now aren't a great support system and they (including myself) live in a way that is not pleasing to god. I also suffer from low self esteem due to being bullied by my family and it has cause me to develop an eating disorder and depression. I am 21 now still living at home with my family,but i feel like god is telling me to grow up and become the person he wants me to be. In order for me to do this i think i should move out and began a life on my own and work on improving my self (mentally,physically and spiritually) but the thing that is holding me back is fear. I know ill be happy if i work on what god is telling me to work on but I've NEVER been happy in my life and to know that i cant run to instant happiness in food and other sinful things. Is a really scary step. I don't go to church and i don't have any positive support where i am.(that's why i feel its time for me to move) i want to start therapy as well and try to move toward a better life but i have a hard time believing it will happen and i'm scared of the road ahead. And i'm really scared to come to god again because there are many times i have let god down and ran back to living my life the way i wanted to and not how god wants me to. At 21 i know i need to live a life separate from my family in order for me to be happy. Its just at times i Don't feel gods presence and i give up. Sorry for the long comment i just saw your video and was looking to possibly seek a little guidance. Thank you so much, Keyanna
Keyanna, love your heart AND your authenticity. First, it sounds to me like you are ready for change. That can be scary. And trust me there is no perfect church. But we do serve a perfect Lord:) I started discipleship with just reading one chapter of the bible a day and then praying about what concerned me.
about two weeks ago i prayed because i wasn't feeling the holy ghost had a vision of Christ after my prayers two nights ago me and my son got hit with gods Presence. we got hit indivisibly it's like he came thru the apartment and hit both of us. i am half blind and my son helps me with the online stuff like bringing people to Christ and commenting we never felt his presence before. it was amazing only lasted about 6 secs. and then it was gone keep watching for the rapture we are getting close.
Hi so I understand I should read small chunks and pray everyday. What about memorizing scripture? Also, what about worship? Is this a daily thing? Im trying to avoid huge ruts where I get stuck just going through the motions. Also, I'm trying to cut down on the drinking to once a week. But because im so broken and hungry for God I just feel like I might get a little looney if I don't get out of my house once in a while and just be a little normal here and there. I'm sure I can kick it 100 percent once I get more revelation.
David Saroea David I completely understand what you’re saying and I really like the way that you’re trying to not institute of formula. I go through the word of God every day and attempt to memorize it because that is what has helped me become an over comer. Thank God you’re broken that means you’re blessed.
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Currently reading Isaiah 59, right now. Because I am so guilty of using sin as a coping mechanism, to deal with my being poor in spirit and all my health issues the past 30 years. Huge pile of wreckage to resolve. Thanks for your videos, I’m reviewing them all.
You are welcome!
Its like, my heart is screaming out for the presence while I am living in sin. A strong desire to stop sinning and a relief when I say "Yes" is in me right now and have been for weeks
Friend, his GRACE is greater than your sin. Focus on WHO you are in HIM and quote the scripture when you fail. Always remind the devil of WHO YOU ARE and WHO YOU BELONG TO. I have prayed for you!
successnotsabotage Thank you so much. Your prayers mean A lot personally to me. It is the best weapon and gift. Hugs!
You are literally hitting everything on the nail when u describe what i’m feeling..wow
Thank you Jesus:)
Wow, and here after oh man at least 30 years, I’ve been shaming myself to beat the band, for being poor in spirit- like it’s meant I’m some kind of weak faithed/mediocre believer. I’ve always been kind of a person of mercy towards others, but never to myself. There is so much forgiveness and mercy that needs to happen.
Wow. That was really powerful. I hope it helped.
I feel God's presence everyday, even when I first woke up in the morning..but His presence is stronger at night 💛 I feel His presence more at night.
I need God so bad - I am so lonely, depressed, and confused. I need Jesus to emmerse me in the Holy Spirt. Convert me Lord. Change my heart. Fill my heart with Joy and gladness, restore my soul. In your presense is fullness of joy - I need your presence - God is love, and I need love, joy, and peace and his righteousness. I studied the word to day for hours, now I will worship as you suggested - yes I know worship is the key. that is how it has been - I feel like I'm going to die if he doesn't reveal himself for me. I am desperate for God.
Thank you for sharing. Keep worshipping! It's the key to success!
Thank you SO much for sharing your wisdom with those of us who are So desperate for a drink of God's presence. 🙏
You are so welcome
Thank you for sharing!❤️
Thanks for watching!
This is amazing
Simple terms, the world is not enough! Thanks for your videos, really really appreciated. Do we ever stop hungering, once we’ve realized a desperation for Jesus? Not a bad thing, right, but I just don’t think it’s possible in this dead world.
I hope I never stop hungering, good for you for wrestling with all of this
Thank you. This is good.
You're welcome!
God bless you. Thanks for blessing me through this word. Pray for the ministry here in Kenya. Pastor Mathews
You are welcome! Praying!
God bless you Ma'am. This is real. I felt God speaking to me. 2020
You are welcome, God is near to all who call on Him!
This bless me thanks
I'm glad it helped:)
Hi Becky
I just saw your video and i am going through a REALLY difficult time right now. For starters i have always been a Christian and got saved when i was 10 years old. Don't get me wrong i have always and still do believe in god but the problem is when ever i got saved i was still living and acting the way the devil wants me to act. Also my family at the time and now aren't a great support system and they (including myself) live in a way that is not pleasing to god. I also suffer from low self esteem due to being bullied by my family and it has cause me to develop an eating disorder and depression. I am 21 now still living at home with my family,but i feel like god is telling me to grow up and become the person he wants me to be. In order for me to do this i think i should move out and began a life on my own and work on improving my self (mentally,physically and spiritually) but the thing that is holding me back is fear. I know ill be happy if i work on what god is telling me to work on but I've NEVER been happy in my life and to know that i cant run to instant happiness in food and other sinful things. Is a really scary step. I don't go to church and i don't have any positive support where i am.(that's why i feel its time for me to move) i want to start therapy as well and try to move toward a better life but i have a hard time believing it will happen and i'm scared of the road ahead. And i'm really scared to come to god again because there are many times i have let god down and ran back to living my life the way i wanted to and not how god wants me to. At 21 i know i need to live a life separate from my family in order for me to be happy. Its just at times i Don't feel gods presence and i give up.
Sorry for the long comment i just saw your video and was looking to possibly seek a little guidance.
Thank you so much,
Keyanna
Keyanna, love your heart AND your authenticity. First, it sounds to me like you are ready for change. That can be scary. And trust me there is no perfect church. But we do serve a perfect Lord:) I started discipleship with just reading one chapter of the bible a day and then praying about what concerned me.
Bless you.
This is excellent
Thank you!
about two weeks ago i prayed because i wasn't feeling the holy ghost had a vision of Christ after my prayers two nights ago me and my son got hit with gods Presence. we got hit indivisibly it's like he came thru the apartment and hit both of us. i am half blind and my son helps me with the online stuff like bringing people to Christ and commenting we never felt his presence before. it was amazing only lasted about 6 secs. and then it was gone keep watching for the rapture we are getting close.
God is good!
Hi so I understand I should read small chunks and pray everyday. What about memorizing scripture? Also, what about worship? Is this a daily thing? Im trying to avoid huge ruts where I get stuck just going through the motions. Also, I'm trying to cut down on the drinking to once a week. But because im so broken and hungry for God I just feel like I might get a little looney if I don't get out of my house once in a while and just be a little normal here and there. I'm sure I can kick it 100 percent once I get more revelation.
David Saroea David I completely understand what you’re saying and I really like the way that you’re trying to not institute of formula. I go through the word of God every day and attempt to memorize it because that is what has helped me become an over comer. Thank God you’re broken that means you’re blessed.
I believe i felt.
It did help! Thank you
So glad! Come into our group if you want Vanessa!
Thank you dear
I ‘ve always shamed myself, for being poor in spirit. I am sorry for this.
Actually your BLESSED! Never apologize for depending on God!
Great video! Thank you!