Snow White and the Seven Deadly Sins. If you believe in that stuff. If not, still...wraps up all our bad choices in a neat little package, no? No judgment. Just sorrow. Empathy. Hope. Your Prince Charming died. You are now older, pregnant and alone. You've bitten the apple. The poison is running through your veins...into your baby. Please, seek help! It is available!!!! Especially if you are pregnant!!! Please, please, please...SEE a better future for yourself and your child. It does not have to be a fairy tale. It could be real. If you make it so. Go, Snow White. Go now. You are the hero of this story. You must save yourself. Save your baby. Think of me as Mirror Mirror...on the wall....read my words and let them reflect on your soul. Go. Now.
she doesn't tear up talking about the terrible things people did to her - violent and non consensual - but she did when she talked about never being heard when she was a child. that just kills me. i hope she feels like we've all listened to her and support her x
It truly hits home the point that trauma in childhood/early life is the gateway to so many terrible things. That seems to ring true with so many of these cases.
@Like a good neighbor... That's creepy bro. Real talk... your probably In your mom's basement drinking a Mountain Dew & munching on hot pockets right now 👽
Seriously, is it better to bring a child that is unwanted from the get go into this world? Top that with doing Crack cocaine during pregnancy, knowing it can harm the fetus? And this option is better than an abortion??? I don't understand this. Good luck, hopefully this story will have a good ending.
@@HeatherDick054 That's the "logic" of anti-abortion people. I don't know if they are able to view the entire picture in the long run or simply don't care enough to take the time to evaluate these situations.
Such a sad cycle. A family member adopted a baby that was found abandoned, unfortunately she became a crack addict as an adult and her children we're all taken from her then her daughter ended up having her children taken from her. So sad all around.
@@ashe2148 that's so sad. All it takes is for one generation to break the cycle. I think that's quite difficult with the upbringings some people have though
Yes!!! Why oh why do most of them have kid after kid, to be in the same cycle of treatment they had, or even worse because there's so much more drug use, etc, than EVER before! Least that's the way Arkansas is where I come from. People that you would've NEVER in a million years thought would be doin drugs, are. Along with every Tom, Dick, and Harry, grandpa's, grandma's, mom's, dad's, brother's, sister's, uncles, aunts, cousin's, and so called friends!!! The cycle just never ends seems like. 😔
For sure...i met a lady in Los Angeles she raised her 9 children, her daughter had n left her with 3 children, the last one special needs, when traveling, she must take him with her...Big Shout Out...
It’s horrible enough that these people have such a rough life, but when they come on camera beaten up and bruised it just really highlights the reality of their pain.
This is what happens to rebellious kids. She could have stayed with her grandmother and go to school rather than getting on a bus and going to a strange place. At thirteen I would not dream of doing such a thing; I would be scared out of my mind.
@@ronniemead805 You don't know what it was really like living with her grandma. It was probably a whole lot worse than she could say. I doubt she just left for no reason or just to rebel. She didn't even want to say it, but her grandma sounds hateful, neglecful and abusive to the point where it was either kill herself or run away.
@@ronniemead805 Rebellious? Rebellious was going out with my friends to London and coming home one hour after my curfew. Rebellious was staying over at a friend's house even though my parents didn't agree to it. Rebellious is maybe getting into a fight and being sent to detention. Rebellious is not doing as your told in school or by your parents and ending up punished. What 'normally' rebellious 13 year old runs away and goes into prostitution?
Octavia she seems like a nice person. Even someone I would want to talk to and get to know. Most of them talk about drug use, I’m not judging but I do not want any mother using while pregnant. That’s not fair
There's a quote that says once you've done what you had to do they will never let you do what you want to do. Even after you get outta the life and try and escape the pain you can't escape because the moment you try and break free is the moment the memories of why it all began in the first place start pouring in. It's like your never quite free but then again were you ever free ... Its hard especially if your on your own.
It's the oldest profession in the world. Not all prostitutes are drug addicted, some pride themselves. Most men are seeking a fair exchange...these stories are sad and the women are sad, the forgotten children are sad, the drug abuse, rape and kidnapping is atrocious.
Prostitution will never go away it’s always been around and always will. The world needs to change their way of thinking about it and everything will change
sad to say probably not if she was prostituting herself since 13 and still doing it in her 30s its a circle but I do hope she will turn her life around one day as well
To see a pregnant woman beaten and bruised and alone is so sad! This poor baby will also have to go through a detox to come off the crack! One vicious circle after the next!
You know, I'm getting school teacher vibes from her. She would have been a really good teacher. She has a way of explaining things and her good nature could have been beneficial. There's always hope also and I'm praying for you, girl. 🙏💕
There is a saying, 'You don't know what you don't know.' I think that applies to many of the people interviewed. If you have never experienced a non chaotic, secure life you don't know that is even possible. If you have never felt self-respect, self-esteem, a loving parent you don't know how that feels. If you have never had relief from depression/anxiety you don't know that can even be a reality. My heart goes out to her, her children and her unborn baby.
Yes but it’s not always true. My mother was beat by her mother. She has a burned leg from a house fire when she was baby. Her mother beat her. Told her no one would ever love her. That no omg would ever want someone with a disability like hers. Her burned leg that is shorter than her other leg. Told she was ugly. Every day. She watched her father beat her mother so bad. Her mother would faint. My mom is a survivor an overcomer. Loving forgiven women. Who never received any love or nurture. And through that she knew deep down she would never ever treat her kids like what her mother did to her. We all have a free will choice. My mother has her own image. She is not in her mothers image. So anyone can survive and persevere through.
@@mariesoto569 So glad your mom overcame her childhood trauma and stopped the cycle with you. That is awesome and inspiring!! I am not saying that people who suffer addiction, abuse and trauma have no free will and are destined for skid row. I can relate in part to your mom and people interviewed here because I overcame a violent and abusive childhood too but it was not without a ton of support from my husband and a ton of counseling in which the ingrained abusive patterns were aknowledged, recognized and new ways modeled for me. Yes, it is possible but abuse, trauma, neglect, poverty, genetics, environment and on and on can stack up against someone where it takes tremendous effort and resources to overcome regardless of their desire or free will. For anyone who is curious about the factors that can stack against someone and a system in which therapists and others used to guage someone's risk, look up 'ACE Scores'. This stands for Adverse Childhood Experiences. The more ACE's a person experiences, the more at risk they are for a whole host of social problems. It is worth reading about since there are long term studies showing how the higher someone's ACE score is the higher risk they are for not only addiction but ill mental and physical health, unemployment, homelessness etc.
She doesn’t believe in killing babies, but she’s four months pregnant and using crack. Such disconnect. The same disconnect her own mother obviously had. As someone previously commented, perhaps her children will break the cycle. I pray for her AND her unborn child 🙏🏻
Mmama Llama she straightened out her life when she could. Stayed faithful to one man and clean when she was offered protection. Now what she does is so painful she needs to numb herself to feed herself.
um22w22, although she reports that the setup with the older man was good, I don’t classify a life with a sugar-daddy as “straightened out”. Certainly it was the best life she has known, which is super sad in itself. If he was a man of means he could have helped her. I wish he had cared enough to fund mental health counseling and an education that would have allowed her to build her confidence and self reliance. I hope this woman finds the strength to rise out of the darkness, for herself and her children.
Ines, that came from Snow White’s interview. She said, “I don’t believe in killing babies.” She kept the pregnancy because of that belief, yet started using crack. Very disconnected thinking. So very sad for her and her unborn child.
I don't understand anti-abortion logic. It seems much worse to me for a child to be born out of rape, then given up for adoption (so without either parent), and maybe even suffer from the negative effects of the mother's drug use.... instead of just aborting the child before it even forms.
I hope people can understand that she is LOCKED into a lifestyle and would definitely need lots of outside assistance to actually leave this life and do something else. To begin at 13 stripped her of so many important tools a person needs. Deeply upset she was not given a proper opportunity to learn her worth. Sending all the love to Snow White
dakotah fitzgerald I feel like her best opportunity in this dark world was when she was seeing the older gentlemen. My heart breaks for her! She’s in my thoughts and prayers
Snow White, I really feel your pain and am sorry for what you've been through. I was once homeless, in touble with the law and addicted to opiates. I eventually got into a drug treatment program, got a job, went to a shelter where I was set up with a caseworker who really helped me. She got me on health insurance, food stamps, Section 8 (free or reduced housing) and I got sober and got my own apartment! I've been clean and sober for 5 years. If I can do it, I know that you can! 💯 Never give up, sometimes good things take time and work. You got this and we all are rooting for you bc you are all sorts of amazing! 💯🕊️💚😍
I was in a very similar situation. I’ve been clean from H, 4 years on Easter and I got off methedone treatment in January. Very proud of you for getting out!
Great comment! As a recovering addict with 14 years clean, I know that it CAN be done. It was people like you who shared their stories of where they came from and how they got clean that gave me faith that I could do it too! I got clean at age 35, and had been using one drug or another for 20 years. It took SO MUCH support for me to learn that there is a good life out there for me, and that I was WORTHY of it....that's the roughest thing, realizing that you are a worthwhile human being.
@@Mrstarrant619i am impressed that you got off of methadone !! I took it for 11 years and when i wanted to change to suboxone because i got married and my husbands insurance paid in full for outpatient treatment. I thought i was dying from withdrawals. I was half crazy. I didn't sleep or eat. My legs wouldn't stop jumping. What we realized is that i do not produce much spit at all i always have dry mouth. So we switched over to subsolv because it contains the same ingredients as subs however these are in pilll form. I have been on them for over 6 years. I dont care if i have to take it for the resr of my life i am off of the streets. I have a good job and a 4 bedroom townhouse in a nice neighborhood. It is possible to revover. And i tried all drugs and the worst to withdraw from are definitely opioids.
I really hope she stops using hard drugs during her pregnancy. No mean spirited judgement..I'm just saying. Abortion is terrible to her, but she's okay with smoking crack while pregnant. I've seen babies addicted to cocaine and it's heartbreaking to see
She never said she was ok with smoking crack while pregnant. These people are sick mentally and spiritually. You don’t know what she is going through. Not saying it’s right, but this is HER reality right now.
halacris if you’re seeing/hearing hate then I ask you to check again. She’s got many people advocating for her to get free of this lifestyle that’s keeping her in a cycle of dissatisfaction.
Like a good neighbor... that’s for opiate dependency and it’s not safe for pregnant women, it’s also an alkaloid and can cause organ damage if not used correctly.
SNOW WHITE, I AM 47, RAISED 4 KIDS OF MY OWN, MY TWO OLDEST EACH HAVE HAD A CHILD, SO I AM A GRAM NOW TOO. I LIVE IN VERMONT, I DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO ADOPT YOUR CHILD, BUT, I WOULD RAISE YOUR CHILD IN A LOVING HEALTHY HOME. I AM NOT RICH. BUT I WORK FULL TIME AND I COULD DO IT, FOR YOU. FOR THE CHILD. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU, THAT YOU HAVE NOT ABORTED YOUR BABY, AS I DO NOT BELIEVE IN THEM TOO. EVEN IF YOU HAVE THINGS PLANNED FOR THE BABE ALREADY, I HOPE YOU CAN FIND YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS LIFESTYLE YOU ARE STUCK IN, YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE, BUT GETTING THERE IS THE HARD PART. LOVE AND PRAYERS, HUN.
Just loved this woman. Something special about her soul. Her breakdown about yearning for someone to ask how she is doing...😭😭😭she will forever be in my thoughts and prayers.
me too. It is finals week for me, my privileged ass is crying about not doing well in my classes.. as sick as it might sound, these videos make me feel better. But it's not all about ego boost but coming to terms with reality, a huge portion of society has trouble just getting through day to day, avoiding the needle, etc.... now when I see homeless I wonder about their story and I'm not afraid to look them in the eye, because they are human too.
She is such a sweet soul. My heart ached listening to the pain she has endured. I wish she knew how precious she is!! Prayers for her and her children as well.
.. Regret can be essential to doing things different next time. There's nothing wrong with feeling shame or regret unless you keep doing the things that make you feel that way. Or unless it's someone else his/ her opinion that makes you feel that way and it's not authentic. A person that truly regrets something is a person able to make a change.
i felt that too i don’t know her but i like her and i believe in her ability function normally in society OFF THE STREET i wish she didn’t do drugs while pregnant but only God can judge
Smoking crack whilst pregnant and the destiny of the child is already decided, as she'll give it away for adoption? And you're liking her / finding her to be humble? Really?
@@Baresi-Unico-Capitano Right? I'm amazed how many people say how smart and strong she is. Umm if she were either she wouldn't be a prostitute and doing drugs especially while pregnant. There are many strong/smart women out there not selling their bodies and doing drugs to support themselves.
Smart people do stupid things all the time and "good" people have skeletons in their closet too. She has her reasons for doing the things she does. Right or wrong in your eyes, they are her reasons and shes allowing you a glimpse into her life. The best thing you can do is sit on your high horse and trample her some more? Damn how does that make you a better person to judge her??
There’s just something about this woman that strikes me. She’s so incredibly strong. I pray that the lord watches over her and leads her to a better life💕 she deserves so much better than the cards she was dealt. ugh I’m in tears...
I see her as one who will eventually come out of the black hole. She is strong. And yes, men do not care about women who aren't related to them. She is right!!!
You can see she's a good person, she was left to herself and the only thing to survive was her body. When she found a way to escape this life with this man she felt in love with she did and life took him away. I'm so sorry Snow... I hope a good miracle happens to you.
This reminds me to start each day with a grateful heart. It pains me to hear how nonchalantly these women describe being raped and degraded. As long as you are breathing, there is hope to change and make a positive impact on the world. Please don’t give in to the disease! I’m sober through the 12 steps of AA, and I’ve been blessed to see absolute miracles. We call it the “gift of desperation”...when a person is so broken that they are willing to take certain steps. Please join us, we need you and love you 💕
Bless this woman. I will adopt her baby and keep in contact with her. My son is adopted and we have completed all the required paperwork to adopt for a second time. If you know how to reach her you could share my contact if she’s interested. Such a beautiful woman with a broken childhood. If you could make the connection let me know how I can send you my contact info.
God please send this woman the help she needs and deserves. And please God, let her accept that help and accept that she has the real power to save herself.
Both my parents were on drugs & would always abandon my sister and I. This is soooooo true. I just wanted to be heard. I’m so grateful to have a normal life. My sister didn’t fair as well. 😢
@@stmcgowen I understand especially when it comes to being heard. That saying DON'T TALK UNLESS SOMEONE SAYS YOU CAN. CHILDREN ARE SUPPOSED TO SEEN AND NOT HEARD. DO AS I SAY NOT AS I DO. or this one really hurt, " WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? and of course my reply had to be, NOBODY😭. Let me tell you the first time I asked my son WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?, Dear God I reassured my son all of the positive attributes he had. And that the thing or decision he had made was bad not him. I couldn't stop crying. The tears rolled and my little boy was trying to dry my tears and held me tight. God has given me 3 children 26, 19, and 12. Times get tough especially with disabilities, but I love them TO THE MOON AND BACK🙏God bless you.
DesignzRUs1 The crack itself is what’s selfish. It doesn’t matter how good a person you are, it will steal everything from you. You are just lucky you weren’t in a situation like hers where you were ripe for addiction if you tried it. When you are putting up with unwanted sex to survive, you will try anything that might help you get through that. The world is cruel enough... no need to be cruel to each other. ✌🏻
Lara Stewart crack will take you down no matter how mentally sound you think you are, although mental illness often does contribute to initiating the behavior. After that first hit, it’s equal opportunity.
I usually don't comment on the dozens of Mark's videos he's posted but I have mixed feelings. She got pregnant by rape, not by choice. She knows about God and right from wrong apparently. She decided to try crack and continue AFTER she knew she was pregnant.... but doesn't agree with abortion. 🤷🏽♀️. I hope her whole life settles it self out.
@@johnbiebe4092 Pretty ignorant thing to say to be honest. you missed the whole point of this video. Yeah a lot of these people do awful things, in fact everyone makes mistakes to some degree BUT it is NOT black and white. as horrid as that is, and is NOT the behavior of a Mother, it does NOT make her a bad person or any less of a broken little girl inside.
"Just to be heard.... just to know that someone cared." 😭😭😳💔💔💔 PARENTS: Please hug your children and never take them for granted, because they never asked to be born.
Really got to me when she said she still believes in the Lord. As a Christian let me tell you, Jesus loves you and cherishes you so much. It’s amazing to me you have not hardened your heart to God with all you have experienced. I pray you continue to seek the grace of God and He will take all your burdens from you.
What amazes me is how deep the Lords love goes. He could have easily hardened her heart, but he continues to pursue her heart. He is her Prince Charming.
I don’t believe whatsoever but I do believe if what you believe in makes you a better person and you treat others w kindness and respect than believe away.
@@TiffanyMaryJean ohh also gossiping and jelousy and hatred, just for a liiiittle bit more of a complete picture of what sin is and what God wants from us trough the Salvation from it and eternal death he offers in the death of his Son ( the death that payed for ours im the afterlife, the death that would put us far away from God forever). Shalom Tiffany. 🌼🌵
Thing is.... these ppl Mark interviews could be any of us. Thank God for parents that care and sacrifice to ensure certain lifestyles are created but nothing is certain.
I was 16 trying crystal overdosed my first time , moved to coke then shrooms and acid then Xanax but I got pregnant at 19 got clean and I haven’t looked back only forward
This woman is kind, beautiful, honest and articulate. I really hope she can get off the streets and discover her independence elsewhere. She struck me when she said she is not by default a happy person because neither am I; yet she speaks with such grace and positivity. I really wish you the best Snow White 🙏🏻
A beautiful soul uses drugs whilst pregnant? Really? I understand the prostitution but she cares for no one other than herself. 2 children brought into the world that she contributes nothing towards and now a third that will go straight into adoption. beautiful soul indeed.
Fee Narvaez the pill would be more affordable for these woman.. are you serious? Where are these woman getting healthcare? Come on.. most of these woman are homeless.
This interview hit me especially hard, especially when Snow White said no body cared about her. We all deserve to be loved, heard, and nurtured. I wish I could hug her, and tell her she is loved and valued. Sending my love to you Snow...
It's sad how her voice broke when she said she just wants someone to ask how are you? Women are just discarded in that lifestyle and it's so obvious they need help.
Just Shade “They refuse to help themselves” MANY of these women can’t free themselves mentally and are so stuck in this lifestyle. I’m sure that if they were given help they would take it. Nobody is helping them, This guy can’t give her a home. He can only give her a voice. A lot of people like you with the “ don’t save her” attitude is the reason why many of these girls are overlooked
"I could never ask for anything. I think I owe people something." I can totally relate to that. I have people all around me who I can fall on. Yet I never ask. Instead I get angry that nobody notices I need help. That's a character flaw we share. But, I'm starting to learn all you have to do is ask for help. People can only say yes, or a no. It sounds like you're very much like me and hearing the word "no" hurts. It makes you feel depressed, and bad. Sometimes people can't help because they're in their hole, but you'll never know if you don't ask. Literally happened today with a client. I was struggling on a project and my client said "Relax. If you need anything ask". I asked him for money to cover some bills and he did it happily.
Yeah, this is something that you really need to work on changing. I am sorry to say that and I don't want to upset you or put you on the defensive, but it is absolutely exhausting for other people to be tasked with emotionally taking care of another full grown complex adult, with their own desires, opinions, habits, moods, etc. Please stop expecting other people to be attentive to your needs and provide for you. You don't realize it but it's passive aggressive, it's draining, and even though in the beginning people will step up and try to help and give you what you need, after a short while, they will just avoid you because it's messy. I know you don't think of yourself as being "that bad." You're stable, successful, etc. Therapy can really help and give you a safe objective space to examine these thought and behavior patterns.
I feel this woman’s pain. Crack takes hold fast, in this life. I had a pimp and a trick give it to me to “facilitate the process,” and it does. All the pain and fear of it went right out of my head. I’m not downing escorting or legal sex work but, working the streets, you don’t want to do it again without crack. At first, it even helps you make money. Very soon, you never make money again (that you don’t smoke) and the side effects and constant need to smoke keep you from working. It makes you ignore that intuition that warns you about psycho tricks or cops. You do things for simps and dealers you would never have talked to (a pimp would not want a girl on this drug). I got off it through court ordered treatment, but not until an OD that could have gone the other way. I’m still working, and the hardest thing is when tricks are using. There’s no way to know what they’re going to have...they’re not gonna just tell you they got a pile of crack, unless they know you. Also you’re feeling like you’re losing money, because tricks who spend on crack throw money and you lose those clients. One night I made $2800 from a smoker from a rich family, but it was gone in a weekend. Losing those dates was no loss. If I could go back to the point that this girl was at, I would try to stop right away (although it may have been too late to not have to go through the whole cycle). For me it was 7 years up in smoke. I thought quitting was impossible but now I can’t see going back. If you are in this situation, go to wherever you have to (if possible) and stop for as long as you can. If you mess up, quit again. I’ve done it 100 times but now I’m good. I am coming up on 4 years off opiates & a year off crack, back to school, and good things are happening. If you read this, Snow White, you can do it, too! Crack is a lying simp...it promises to help you and grinds you out, instead.
Britta Olson, you can do anything you set your mind to. You’re clean 4 years and you should be proud of that! Please work just as hard to build a safer life. No judgement, just concern. You can do it. You are in my prayers.
"Just to be heard"!! She just said something so powerful! This world is a world where no one LISTENS anymore. Hearing is useless if we don't freakin listen. Greetings from Italy.
"I want to be heard just to know some body cares" It's the silent tears that usually hold the loudest pain.. Take any of the negative bullshit others had ever fed you and turn it into a soil of determination! She has a big heart and yet so much potential. We're all rooting for you. You got this!! Bless her soul
“A man will tell you what you want to hear real quick” that’s so true for a lot of us girls; even ones that aren’t in the game. When you’re lacking something, and somebody makes it seem like they see the real you and care for you, it’s so hard to see because it kinda feeds your inner child and esteem. Even if it is fake and temporary.
This breaks my heart so much. As a social worker I’m disgusted at how the system treats these children who grow up in neglectful households, were setting these children up for failure. This girl is an example of that, I pray for her. I hope she finds light at the end of the tunnel.
wow i can’t believe she’s been in the game as long as she has been, seems like a sweet woman and hopefully she has a healthy pregnancy. as much as she can
After the poor baby hopefully lives through withdrawal and then with whatever developmental problems it may have from neurological damage. Who knows. Poor woman. Grandma probably wss put through the ringer with her own daughter and had little patience left for raising another. At that pointvinvlife your bullcrap tolerance is nil.
That's not true. It's just the ones she attracts that don't. People who feel unworthy of love due to trauma and neglect as children unconsciously choose people incapable of love because it fits their deeply held belief. They may not even be aware they have it.
@@Opethfeldt yeah, I agree. I think people assuming all men are the same is very silly. Plus, look at the environment she has put herself him, I doubt good men are hanging out in these holes.
I raised my niece. She’s 21 now and very independent. Her attitude reminds me of this young woman. So strong, so matter of fact and won’t ever ask for help. I raised her like a daughter so luckily she has now and always had me as support in every way. I can see this woman did not get the love and support every person deserves and needs. She deserves so much better. I could see this woman being an AWESOME social worker. She just needs some love. ❤️
My dad calls these kinds of childhoods and adulthood a curse. I didn't believe it as a youngster but as I'm getting older I see it. I see why my dad moved us away from some of our family because of some of the toxicity we saw growing up.
@Like a good neighbor... yes and no. I think it's often learned behaviors. The stuff I saw as a kid I didn't realize was dysfunctional until many years later when I asked about it. I was never touched or hit as a child but others were. My dad didnt want that for us and so it never happened in his home. We just have children who aren't taught any different until many years later and another generation that comes along and says no more.
@Like a good neighbor... ,I dont believe that, because I know grown folks that had really rough lifestyles growing up and they turnd out awesome....but I know some that didn't too. I also know people that had the best childhoods ever and turned out on the streets and drugs took them over. So that's why I dont agree with that.
I love the questions you ask Mark like; best time in your life, worst time in your life, does this get you depressed, how has it changed you, what would you tell a young girl...etc. You are such a great listener, healer, and artist among other things.
Absolutely admire the respect you give to all of your subjects. Carries soooo much weight. Draws them out; we get to see the real person. Outstanding work.
why bc she loved an older man ? He helped her when no one else would and didn’t want her in the streets his age didn’t make him a bad person, he took her and her daughter in.
Yep so she doesn't believe in abortion but yet she will bring a child with addiction problems already and who knows with what else diseases, but yeah it's better to bring a human being to struggle with no love...
At 13 I was playing basketball at my high school. We had a male coach. He never looked us funny or touched us. Guy only screamed at us because we would score on our own basket. To think a lot of these people have gotten molested by any adult who was supposed to be protective and respectful with them is unbelievably horrible.
Right? Coaches, parents, family members, friends of family, teachers...I never once felt uncomfortable around anyone in the way these women have. Not even close.
I want her to know there are places she can go that will take her in and take care of her during her pregnancy.. This is a maternity home for homeless pregnant women in Orange county. We have helped women like her for over 45 years. We will truly love and take care of her and her unborn baby.
She seems so childlike, somehow, so open & almost innocent, like her whole psyche stopped developing at 13 when she got into this lifestyle, which isn't uncommon, in terms of drug use etc...I really feel bad for her :-/ You can see her switching between the hard-fronting street person she's had to become, & the much sweeter, more childlike, humble & open person she really is - I wish there was some way to help her get out of that lifestyle, while she still has some of her youth left. I can't believe she's my age & this has been almost entirely her reality since the age of 13, that's such a long time straight of such a grindingly awful existence :( And yet, to preserve such a youthful-seeming soul throughout that? She's incredibly strong, but no one's unbreakable. I hope this platform manages to help her somehow :(
Dude a pimp? Get some education and better goals a pimp is a loser, treat woman's the same way to want your momma or sisters be treated, and if you like that kind of ratchet lifestyle go out and sell your own ass instead of forcing and manipulate girls such a thing
Snow White and the Seven Deadly Sins. If you believe in that stuff. If not, still...wraps up all our bad choices in a neat little package, no? No judgment. Just sorrow. Empathy. Hope. Your Prince Charming died. You are now older, pregnant and alone. You've bitten the apple. The poison is running through your veins...into your baby. Please, seek help! It is available!!!! Especially if you are pregnant!!! Please, please, please...SEE a better future for yourself and your child. It does not have to be a fairy tale. It could be real. If you make it so. Go, Snow White. Go now. You are the hero of this story. You must save yourself. Save your baby. Think of me as Mirror Mirror...on the wall....read my words and let them reflect on your soul. Go. Now.
Wow... I ❤️ this!
Good shit
Amazing.. so true.. don't we just wish this for everyone struggling 🧡
Beautifully put. I love this
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she doesn't tear up talking about the terrible things people did to her - violent and non consensual - but she did when she talked about never being heard when she was a child. that just kills me. i hope she feels like we've all listened to her and support her x
bun bun well said
❤️
Yeah
Yup once the trust gets broken the first time that’s the only tough one
It truly hits home the point that trauma in childhood/early life is the gateway to so many terrible things. That seems to ring true with so many of these cases.
"money wont make you happy , it just makes it easier to live " -Snow White
Best original quote I heard about money
FaCTSSSSSS
Very true
Yessssss!
Wisdom 🌟
She said pregnant by rape so casual, that just shows you the amount of Trauma she’s had to endure. Crazy watching these, hearing people’s stories
When she cry’s because all she wanted was for someone to ask her “how are you?” This broke me 💔💔💔
Wonder how often she asks the 2 children shes already abandoned how they are??
@devontodetroit - what?
devontodetroit - how odd.. someone in distress and you find it a turn on..
I feel her pain ....yes i'm crying...
big time
I learn a whole other perspective of life when seeing these videos
Stephanie Torres exactly.
Like a good neighbor... you don’t tell anyone that. may god be with you.
Brianna’s Tv People Like That Allows The Devil To Control Them And Say Stupid Things Smh It’s Up To Him To Shake Him Off
@Like a good neighbor... That's creepy bro. Real talk... your probably In your mom's basement drinking a Mountain Dew & munching on hot pockets right now 👽
Stephanie Torres I agree
I couldn’t fathom being assaulted and carrying the baby to term AND giving it up... this woman is so unbelievably strong.
She also said she uses crack while her innocent baby is developing.
Seriously, is it better to bring a child that is unwanted from the get go into this world? Top that with doing Crack cocaine during pregnancy, knowing it can harm the fetus? And this option is better than an abortion??? I don't understand this. Good luck, hopefully this story will have a good ending.
@@HeatherDick054 she doesn’t believe killing something is better than drugging it. She’s pretty plump for a crackhead tho.
Scars don’t signify strength usually. Certain defense mechanisms create walls around their emotions. That’s not strength.
@@HeatherDick054 That's the "logic" of anti-abortion people. I don't know if they are able to view the entire picture in the long run or simply don't care enough to take the time to evaluate these situations.
It's a vicious cycle. Her mum wasn't there, and now she's not there for her kids. I hope her children manage to break the cycle
Such a sad cycle. A family member adopted a baby that was found abandoned, unfortunately she became a crack addict as an adult and her children we're all taken from her then her daughter ended up having her children taken from her. So sad all around.
@@ashe2148 that's so sad. All it takes is for one generation to break the cycle. I think that's quite difficult with the upbringings some people have though
Yes!!! Why oh why do most of them have kid after kid, to be in the same cycle of treatment they had, or even worse because there's so much more drug use, etc, than EVER before! Least that's the way Arkansas is where I come from. People that you would've NEVER in a million years thought would be doin drugs, are. Along with every Tom, Dick, and Harry, grandpa's, grandma's, mom's, dad's, brother's, sister's, uncles, aunts, cousin's, and so called friends!!! The cycle just never ends seems like. 😔
It's call a generation curse,prayers with faith can break n disconnect the link,y can't people just run to Jesus
Liz B amen!
SHOUT OUT to all the grandmothers who've done everything they could to fill the void for their grandchildren whose parents are going through it.
For sure...i met a lady in Los Angeles she raised her 9 children, her daughter had n left her with 3 children, the last one special needs, when traveling, she must take him with her...Big Shout Out...
Most Definitely... 😚✌
Yesss girl some grandparents are the best 💗
@Oakland Made Praise GOD for Your Grandmother and You...GOD HIMSELF worked through The Lady...
@Oakland Made Amen n Amen my Friend, likewise Be Blessed 🙌 👏🤲
“Not all money is good money.” One of the wisest things I have ever heard anyone say.
Yes i live by this !
and soooo very true
Money isn’t inherently good or bad.
@@davidwavidshmavider Depends on what youre willing to do to get it.
@@dellaB22 Right.
It’s horrible enough that these people have such a rough life, but when they come on camera beaten up and bruised it just really highlights the reality of their pain.
It hurts my heart.............
Yea and preggo with a crack habit..smh
Its just to inform people about that life and lifestyle. I'm sure she wasn't forced he just wants the story heard
I adopted my 3 kiddos and it is the biggest blessing ever. Thanks for considering adoption and giving your baby life. ❤️❤️❤️
Damon christopher true very true xx
She’s seems like a very genuine person, who just got the shit end of the stick in life.
This is what happens to rebellious kids. She could have stayed with her grandmother and go to school rather than getting on a bus and going to a strange place. At thirteen I would not dream of doing such a thing; I would be scared out of my mind.
@@ronniemead805 You don't know what it was really like living with her grandma. It was probably a whole lot worse than she could say. I doubt she just left for no reason or just to rebel. She didn't even want to say it, but her grandma sounds hateful, neglecful and abusive to the point where it was either kill herself or run away.
@@ronniemead805 Rebellious? Rebellious was going out with my friends to London and coming home one hour after my curfew. Rebellious was staying over at a friend's house even though my parents didn't agree to it. Rebellious is maybe getting into a fight and being sent to detention. Rebellious is not doing as your told in school or by your parents and ending up punished. What 'normally' rebellious 13 year old runs away and goes into prostitution?
@@justmetoo6067 shitty end of the stick. who made her bring two kids into this world and then leave them discarded?
She seems like she really needs a hand. she could maybe have a better quality of life.
I feel like she's so intelligent and genuine, the "I just wanted someone to ask me how I was, I wanted to be heard" I felt that down to my core...
She’s the first one that when asked what she’d say to a younger girl to give great advice. NO. NO. NO. DONT DO IT. I like her a lot.
I like her too, I wish her well.
There's something about her that i like, ... Despite living such a rough life she seems like she would be a good friend .
I feel the same way. The only thing that bothers me is she doing crack while she is pregnant? I hope not.
Amy Zankowitz damn idk how I didn’t even think about that
Octavia she seems like a nice person. Even someone I would want to talk to and get to know. Most of them talk about drug use, I’m not judging but I do not want any mother using while pregnant. That’s not fair
for $50?
@ReturnoftheBrotha LMAO!
Prostitution isn't a "career" cut out for any woman. When the money's long gone that pain and those memories will still be there.
It’s a lifestyle
Facts good way to put it
There's a quote that says once you've done what you had to do they will never let you do what you want to do. Even after you get outta the life and try and escape the pain you can't escape because the moment you try and break free is the moment the memories of why it all began in the first place start pouring in. It's like your never quite free but then again were you ever free ... Its hard especially if your on your own.
It's the oldest profession in the world. Not all prostitutes are drug addicted, some pride themselves. Most men are seeking a fair exchange...these stories are sad and the women are sad, the forgotten children are sad, the drug abuse, rape and kidnapping is atrocious.
Prostitution will never go away it’s always been around and always will. The world needs to change their way of thinking about it and everything will change
I wonder if she’ll ever see this video and know how many people care about her and hope she gets out of this lifestyle
Iam Notafan i get that but also, sometimes just knowing people are rooting for you is enough to find the will to recover
sad to say probably not if she was prostituting herself since 13 and still doing it in her 30s its a circle but I do hope she will turn her life around one day as well
Maybe,just maybe she gets straight and if she does positive comments help if she looks back on this.No need to be negative
Oh please, I don’t feel 1 bit of bad for this thing
the bear 65 okay? Do you think anyone cared or needed to read that? Lmfao
To see a pregnant woman beaten and bruised and alone is so sad! This poor baby will also have to go through a detox to come off the crack! One vicious circle after the next!
I would criticise but I don't want to say anything out of place but I hope she gets help .
It's terribly sad for the baby. Not fair at all.
pudddingpie facts
You actually don’t detox from crack , but I’m sure the baby will feel some symptoms seeing how much she has been using
Mandee c yea my bad, they aren’t born addicts but they will defiantly be in discomfort.
You know, I'm getting school teacher vibes from her. She would have been a really good teacher. She has a way of explaining things and her good nature could have been beneficial. There's always hope also and I'm praying for you, girl. 🙏💕
Yes she is very articulate and sounds intelligent
Omg yes!!
She's a total girls trip friend!!!
totally
Maybe mothering her own kids would be better. But she seems very capable of either to me.
as long as she didnt teach health class
There is a saying, 'You don't know what you don't know.' I think that applies to many of the people interviewed. If you have never experienced a non chaotic, secure life you don't know that is even possible. If you have never felt self-respect, self-esteem, a loving parent you don't know how that feels. If you have never had relief from depression/anxiety you don't know that can even be a reality. My heart goes out to her, her children and her unborn baby.
Eloquently spoken....Bravo
Yes but it’s not always true. My mother was beat by her mother. She has a burned leg from a house fire when she was baby. Her mother beat her. Told her no one would ever love her. That no omg would ever want someone with a disability like hers. Her burned leg that is shorter than her other leg. Told she was ugly. Every day. She watched her father beat her mother so bad. Her mother would faint. My mom is a survivor an overcomer. Loving forgiven women. Who never received any love or nurture. And through that she knew deep down she would never ever treat her kids like what her mother did to her. We all have a free will choice. My mother has her own image. She is not in her mothers image. So anyone can survive and persevere through.
@@mariesoto569 So glad your mom overcame her childhood trauma and stopped the cycle with you. That is awesome and inspiring!!
I am not saying that people who suffer addiction, abuse and trauma have no free will and are destined for skid row. I can relate in part to your mom and people interviewed here because I overcame a violent and abusive childhood too but it was not without a ton of support from my husband and a ton of counseling in which the ingrained abusive patterns were aknowledged, recognized and new ways modeled for me. Yes, it is possible but abuse, trauma, neglect, poverty, genetics, environment and on and on can stack up against someone where it takes tremendous effort and resources to overcome regardless of their desire or free will.
For anyone who is curious about the factors that can stack against someone and a system in which therapists and others used to guage someone's risk, look up 'ACE Scores'. This stands for Adverse Childhood Experiences. The more ACE's a person experiences, the more at risk they are for a whole host of social problems. It is worth reading about since there are long term studies showing how the higher someone's ACE score is the higher risk they are for not only addiction but ill mental and physical health, unemployment, homelessness etc.
This made me cry because it's so true!
My mum was great in one way ; she taught me how to be a mother ... to do the exact opposite that she did.
She doesn’t believe in killing babies, but she’s four months pregnant and using crack. Such disconnect. The same disconnect her own mother obviously had. As someone previously commented, perhaps her children will break the cycle. I pray for her AND her unborn child 🙏🏻
Mmama Llama she straightened out her life when she could. Stayed faithful to one man and clean when she was offered protection. Now what she does is so painful she needs to numb herself to feed herself.
um22w22, although she reports that the setup with the older man was good, I don’t classify a life with a sugar-daddy as “straightened out”. Certainly it was the best life she has known, which is super sad in itself. If he was a man of means he could have helped her. I wish he had cared enough to fund mental health counseling and an education that would have allowed her to build her confidence and self reliance. I hope this woman finds the strength to rise out of the darkness, for herself and her children.
abortion is not “killing babies”
Ines, that came from Snow White’s interview. She said, “I don’t believe in killing babies.” She kept the pregnancy because of that belief, yet started using crack. Very disconnected thinking. So very sad for her and her unborn child.
I don't understand anti-abortion logic. It seems much worse to me for a child to be born out of rape, then given up for adoption (so without either parent), and maybe even suffer from the negative effects of the mother's drug use.... instead of just aborting the child before it even forms.
Gosh I just want to give this woman a fresh start. I feel for her
if what you said is true,,, then reach out a friend and i are trying to find Florencia and Glow, reach out!! blessings.
I so agree
I hope people can understand that she is LOCKED into a lifestyle and would definitely need lots of outside assistance to actually leave this life and do something else. To begin at 13 stripped her of so many important tools a person needs. Deeply upset she was not given a proper opportunity to learn her worth. Sending all the love to Snow White
dakotah fitzgerald I feel like her best opportunity in this dark world was when she was seeing the older gentlemen. My heart breaks for her! She’s in my thoughts and prayers
Yeah it’s truly a shame
Truth ♡
Exactly!
Yes I guess!
Her mother was not with her in her childhood . And even she's not with her children a time when they need the most☹️ it is going round and round .
I felt this 💯
Yep, these situations are terrible, that's a fact
It’s a cycle :( it has to be broken
Right. She’s repeating the cycle, instead of breaking the curse.
@@AlanaGurl yup
Snow White, I really feel your pain and am sorry for what you've been through. I was once homeless, in touble with the law and addicted to opiates. I eventually got into a drug treatment program, got a job, went to a shelter where I was set up with a caseworker who really helped me. She got me on health insurance, food stamps, Section 8 (free or reduced housing) and I got sober and got my own apartment! I've been clean and sober for 5 years. If I can do it, I know that you can! 💯
Never give up, sometimes good things take time and work. You got this and we all are rooting for you bc you are all sorts of amazing! 💯🕊️💚😍
I was in a very similar situation. I’ve been clean from H, 4 years on Easter and I got off methedone treatment in January. Very proud of you for getting out!
@@Mrstarrant619 And I am proud of you for getting out!!! Blessings and good vibes to you
@@Mrstarrant619 GO GO❣ YOU GO GIRL❣❣🥰👍 🙌 💫🌟💫
Great comment! As a recovering addict with 14 years clean, I know that it CAN be done. It was people like you who shared their stories of where they came from and how they got clean that gave me faith that I could do it too! I got clean at age 35, and had been using one drug or another for 20 years. It took SO MUCH support for me to learn that there is a good life out there for me, and that I was WORTHY of it....that's the roughest thing, realizing that you are a worthwhile human being.
@@Mrstarrant619i am impressed that you got off of methadone !! I took it for 11 years and when i wanted to change to suboxone because i got married and my husbands insurance paid in full for outpatient treatment. I thought i was dying from withdrawals. I was half crazy. I didn't sleep or eat. My legs wouldn't stop jumping. What we realized is that i do not produce much spit at all i always have dry mouth. So we switched over to subsolv because it contains the same ingredients as subs however these are in pilll form. I have been on them for over 6 years. I dont care if i have to take it for the resr of my life i am off of the streets. I have a good job and a 4 bedroom townhouse in a nice neighborhood. It is possible to revover. And i tried all drugs and the worst to withdraw from are definitely opioids.
I really hope she stops using hard drugs during her pregnancy. No mean spirited judgement..I'm just saying. Abortion is terrible to her, but she's okay with smoking crack while pregnant. I've seen babies addicted to cocaine and it's heartbreaking to see
Indigo Girl ....it’s totally different...she is addicted!
You have NO idea until u are in that situation...been there!! Don't pass judgement.
She never said she was ok with smoking crack while pregnant. These people are sick mentally and spiritually. You don’t know what she is going through. Not saying it’s right, but this is HER reality right now.
I don't understand her logic at all...Snow White don't see what she's doing either....SAD!
She should just have an abortion. No child should be born into this shit.
Not judgment. Just the truth
I wish she will go to a shelter for pregnant women and leave that street life alone
She's going to need to detox before they except her into any programs...
Karina Ramirez-Rattan I don’t get the impression she’s too far gone with crack, and crack detox is much easier than heroin.
A shelter can only do so much. Only a change of your thoughts will truly save you.
halacris if you’re seeing/hearing hate then I ask you to check again. She’s got many people advocating for her to get free of this lifestyle that’s keeping her in a cycle of dissatisfaction.
Like a good neighbor... that’s for opiate dependency and it’s not safe for pregnant women, it’s also an alkaloid and can cause organ damage if not used correctly.
SNOW WHITE, I AM 47, RAISED 4 KIDS OF MY OWN, MY TWO OLDEST EACH HAVE HAD A CHILD, SO I AM A GRAM NOW TOO. I LIVE IN VERMONT, I DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO ADOPT YOUR CHILD, BUT, I WOULD RAISE YOUR CHILD IN A LOVING HEALTHY HOME. I AM NOT RICH. BUT I WORK FULL TIME AND I COULD DO IT, FOR YOU. FOR THE CHILD. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU, THAT YOU HAVE NOT ABORTED YOUR BABY, AS I DO NOT BELIEVE IN THEM TOO. EVEN IF YOU HAVE THINGS PLANNED FOR THE BABE ALREADY, I HOPE YOU CAN FIND YOUR WAY OUT OF THIS LIFESTYLE YOU ARE STUCK IN, YOU DESERVE SO MUCH MORE, BUT GETTING THERE IS THE HARD PART. LOVE AND PRAYERS, HUN.
Just loved this woman. Something special about her soul. Her breakdown about yearning for someone to ask how she is doing...😭😭😭she will forever be in my thoughts and prayers.
Thank you ❤🌹For feeling for her ,not just judging. Hope God hears your prayers 💛❤❣
Pray for her kids too! You know the ones born addicted to crack.😒
One of my favorites... seems so sweet and humble. She is special. God bless her ❤️
She’s so honest!!
I’m blown...
What about when she said she started smoking crack while pregnant at 4:10?
She’s a trooper man. My life hella nice and comfy and sometimes I even think that my life is shit and then I watch these and appreciate it fr
me too. It is finals week for me, my privileged ass is crying about not doing well in my classes.. as sick as it might sound, these videos make me feel better. But it's not all about ego boost but coming to terms with reality, a huge portion of society has trouble just getting through day to day, avoiding the needle, etc.... now when I see homeless I wonder about their story and I'm not afraid to look them in the eye, because they are human too.
She is such a sweet soul. My heart ached listening to the pain she has endured. I wish she knew how precious she is!! Prayers for her and her children as well.
"If you're ashamed of something that you're doing, you shouldn't be doing it."
-Snow White.
.. Regret can be essential to doing things different next time. There's nothing wrong with feeling shame or regret unless you keep doing the things that make you feel that way. Or unless it's someone else his/ her opinion that makes you feel that way and it's not authentic. A person that truly regrets something is a person able to make a change.
She's so likeable. Sure of herself but humble. Hope she's able to get herself off that drug she would be just fine.
i felt that too i don’t know her but i like her and i believe in her ability function normally in society OFF THE STREET i wish she didn’t do drugs while pregnant but only God can judge
Smoking crack whilst pregnant and the destiny of the child is already decided, as she'll give it away for adoption? And you're liking her / finding her to be humble? Really?
@@Baresi-Unico-Capitano Right? I'm amazed how many people say how smart and strong she is. Umm if she were either she wouldn't be a prostitute and doing drugs especially while pregnant. There are many strong/smart women out there not selling their bodies and doing drugs to support themselves.
Smart people do stupid things all the time and "good" people have skeletons in their closet too. She has her reasons for doing the things she does. Right or wrong in your eyes, they are her reasons and shes allowing you a glimpse into her life. The best thing you can do is sit on your high horse and trample her some more? Damn how does that make you a better person to judge her??
@@mrscp04 who are you talking to?
I really feel for her. I come from a pretty blessed childhood, and am forever grateful, and I wish I could make things better for everyone who didn't.
There’s just something about this woman that strikes me. She’s so incredibly strong. I pray that the lord watches over her and leads her to a better life💕 she deserves so much better than the cards she was dealt. ugh I’m in tears...
I see her as one who will eventually come out of the black hole. She is strong. And yes, men do not care about women who aren't related to them. She is right!!!
What about when she said she started smoking crack while pregnant at 4:10?
She’s very bright and articulate, I really like her.
You can see she's a good person, she was left to herself and the only thing to survive was her body. When she found a way to escape this life with this man she felt in love with she did and life took him away. I'm so sorry Snow... I hope a good miracle happens to you.
@Dank Dank I wonder too
That poor baby developing in her stomach is already fighting a war and isn't even born yet. Absolutely tragic.
Thirteen years old. THIRTEEN 🥺
Sonya Shirk poor darling so sad bless her
This not even the worse of it sick people will sell out
kids at 5
God please help us
ThirdeyeStrike growing too fast
My oldest just turned thirteen ..its unbelievable and so so sad 😔
This reminds me to start each day with a grateful heart. It pains me to hear how nonchalantly these women describe being raped and degraded. As long as you are breathing, there is hope to change and make a positive impact on the world. Please don’t give in to the disease! I’m sober through the 12 steps of AA, and I’ve been blessed to see absolute miracles. We call it the “gift of desperation”...when a person is so broken that they are willing to take certain steps. Please join us, we need you and love you 💕
I thought AA wasn't supposed to advertise or recruit publicly?
@@jordaneffbaby8048 In general no AA prefers to attract, not promote.
Megan H amazing grace. Thank you Megan.
Jordan effbaby why be a dick it’s her opinion AA works if you work it x
Amen
She talks very well. This girl was actually raised and educated. I hope she turns her life around.
God didn’t create “less.” Your worth more than you’ll ever know! 🙏🏼
Bless this woman. I will adopt her baby and keep in contact with her. My son is adopted and we have completed all the required paperwork to adopt for a second time. If you know how to reach her you could share my contact if she’s interested. Such a beautiful woman with a broken childhood.
If you could make the connection let me know how I can send you my contact info.
Email the maker of this channel
That's very nice of you, its awesome to know that there are folks out there like you that are so willing to help
Wesley alan ❤️
Amor Omnia Vincit I don’t see an email listed.
@@07BBrooke soft_white_underbelly@yahoo.com
God please send this woman the help she needs and deserves. And please God, let her accept that help and accept that she has the real power to save herself.
"just to be heard"....the critical factor in a child's life
buckluster that broke my heart “just to be heard” 😢
So damn right.
Both my parents were on drugs & would always abandon my sister and I. This is soooooo true. I just wanted to be heard. I’m so grateful to have a normal life. My sister didn’t fair as well. 😢
@@stmcgowen I understand especially when it comes to being heard. That saying DON'T TALK UNLESS SOMEONE SAYS YOU CAN. CHILDREN ARE SUPPOSED TO SEEN AND NOT HEARD. DO AS I SAY NOT AS I DO. or this one really hurt, " WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? and of course my reply had to be, NOBODY😭. Let me tell you the first time I asked my son WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?, Dear God I reassured my son all of the positive attributes he had. And that the thing or decision he had made was bad not him. I couldn't stop crying. The tears rolled and my little boy was trying to dry my tears and held me tight. God has given me 3 children 26, 19, and 12. Times get tough especially with disabilities, but I love them TO THE MOON AND BACK🙏God bless you.
Sophia Tisdale Thank you for telling your story. God bless you too darlin. 🥰
Aww she's 4 months pregnant and started crack cocaine?!?!? I hope she pulls through for the baby and her sake. I'm praying for her.
@Tanekawood527
Great, another crack baby...
Incredibly selfish.
DesignzRUs1 The crack itself is what’s selfish. It doesn’t matter how good a person you are, it will steal everything from you. You are just lucky you weren’t in a situation like hers where you were ripe for addiction if you tried it. When you are putting up with unwanted sex to survive, you will try anything that might help you get through that. The world is cruel enough... no need to be cruel to each other. ✌🏻
Lara Stewart crack will take you down no matter how mentally sound you think you are, although mental illness often does contribute to initiating the behavior. After that first hit, it’s equal opportunity.
I usually don't comment on the dozens of Mark's videos he's posted but I have mixed feelings. She got pregnant by rape, not by choice. She knows about God and right from wrong apparently. She decided to try crack and continue AFTER she knew she was pregnant.... but doesn't agree with abortion. 🤷🏽♀️. I hope her whole life settles it self out.
I pray the strength of the foster parents while that baby has to detox bc of his or her mother
Her describing how her grandmother was really hit home. That's how my upbringing was. I was taken care of financially but not emotionally
She honestly seems like such a sweetheart, just a broken little girl inside.
I was thinking the same. She seems like she is a really nice person
sissyreed1 you obviously don’t understand trauma at all.
What about when she said she started smoking crack while pregnant at 4:10?
@@johnbiebe4092 Pretty ignorant thing to say to be honest. you missed the whole point of this video. Yeah a lot of these people do awful things, in fact everyone makes mistakes to some degree BUT it is NOT black and white. as horrid as that is, and is NOT the behavior of a Mother, it does NOT make her a bad person or any less of a broken little girl inside.
She started doing crack 4 months into pregnancy. Yeah everyone makes mistakes but come on.
"Just to be heard.... just to know that someone cared."
😭😭😳💔💔💔
PARENTS: Please hug your children and never take them for granted, because they never asked to be born.
Prayers for that poor, innocent baby growing inside her. Despite who the father is, he/she deserves love, care and protection. 🙏💕😢
Mat The Most High protect this baby
my heart goes out to this beautiful, neglected woman. i wish her nothing but peace and love-- she deserves it.
What about when she said she started smoking crack while pregnant at 4:10?
If someone raped you since a child who knows what you would have turn into. It’s called trauma dmbfck.
Really got to me when she said she still believes in the Lord. As a Christian let me tell you, Jesus loves you and cherishes you so much. It’s amazing to me you have not hardened your heart to God with all you have experienced. I pray you continue to seek the grace of God and He will take all your burdens from you.
What amazes me is how deep the Lords love goes. He could have easily hardened her heart, but he continues to pursue her heart. He is her Prince Charming.
@@valerieousmane9656 yeeeees. The man that every woman needs.
I don’t believe whatsoever but I do believe if what you believe in makes you a better person and you treat others w kindness and respect than believe away.
@@TiffanyMaryJean ohh also gossiping and jelousy and hatred, just for a liiiittle bit more of a complete picture of what sin is and what God wants from us trough the Salvation from it and eternal death he offers in the death of his Son ( the death that payed for ours im the afterlife, the death that would put us far away from God forever).
Shalom Tiffany. 🌼🌵
@@valerieousmane9656
I don't believe that a god hardens someones heart.
Ppl harden hearts.
Thing is.... these ppl Mark interviews could be any of us. Thank God for parents that care and sacrifice to ensure certain lifestyles are created but nothing is certain.
Amen!
Absolutely right!
Hit the nail on the head 💯
amen , you couldn’t have said this any better , I agree with you
I was 16 trying crystal overdosed my first time , moved to coke then shrooms and acid then Xanax but I got pregnant at 19 got clean and I haven’t looked back only forward
Congrats. Thank is amazing ♡ thank you for sharing. Sending love
What was your overdose like? If u don’t mind me asking
WOW
How exactly did you overdose on meth? Just curious
Awsome🙏🏼♥️your a warrior!
This woman is kind, beautiful, honest and articulate. I really hope she can get off the streets and discover her independence elsewhere. She struck me when she said she is not by default a happy person because neither am I; yet she speaks with such grace and positivity. I really wish you the best Snow White 🙏🏻
Her soul is beautiful, she’s honest, she deserves a better life. I hope for you love and light Snow White. No one deserves this life, NO ONE!
A beautiful soul uses drugs whilst pregnant? Really? I understand the prostitution but she cares for no one other than herself. 2 children brought into the world that she contributes nothing towards and now a third that will go straight into adoption. beautiful soul indeed.
This may be the saddest interview. Imagine what amazing things she could have accomplished had she been loved as a child.
Im sadder for the 3rd baby shes going to have...why wouldnt a woman working as a prostitute not be using contraception?? Unbelievable
Laura Sinfield she was raped.....
Laura Sinfield uh cus she was raped
@@hannahherrera4003 IUD's?
Fee Narvaez the pill would be more affordable for these woman.. are you serious? Where are these woman getting healthcare? Come on.. most of these woman are homeless.
My heart goes out to her, she's just a survivor and seems like the sweetest person 😢
I love her energy, she seems like such a genuine person🥺
You have a 17 year old daughter. Repair that relationship or she going to end up very bitter.
End up? She probably bitter alrdy...
Too late
Or a cycle
This interview hit me especially hard, especially when Snow White said no body cared about her. We all deserve to be loved, heard, and nurtured. I wish I could hug her, and tell her she is loved and valued. Sending my love to you Snow...
She really had an impact on me. Breaks my heart for her. Shes a good person and I hope she can find happiness one day.
It's sad how her voice broke when she said she just wants someone to ask how are you? Women are just discarded in that lifestyle and it's so obvious they need help.
They refuse to help themselves. And often don’t accept help. So...
Just Shade you sound silly
4your Eyesonly how..?
4your Eyesonly explain.
Just Shade “They refuse to help themselves” MANY of these women can’t free themselves mentally and are so stuck in this lifestyle. I’m sure that if they were given help they would take it. Nobody is helping them, This guy can’t give her a home. He can only give her a voice. A lot of people like you with the “ don’t save her” attitude is the reason why many of these girls are overlooked
"I could never ask for anything. I think I owe people something." I can totally relate to that. I have people all around me who I can fall on. Yet I never ask. Instead I get angry that nobody notices I need help. That's a character flaw we share. But, I'm starting to learn all you have to do is ask for help. People can only say yes, or a no. It sounds like you're very much like me and hearing the word "no" hurts. It makes you feel depressed, and bad. Sometimes people can't help because they're in their hole, but you'll never know if you don't ask. Literally happened today with a client. I was struggling on a project and my client said "Relax. If you need anything ask". I asked him for money to cover some bills and he did it happily.
Yeah, this is something that you really need to work on changing. I am sorry to say that and I don't want to upset you or put you on the defensive, but it is absolutely exhausting for other people to be tasked with emotionally taking care of another full grown complex adult, with their own desires, opinions, habits, moods, etc. Please stop expecting other people to be attentive to your needs and provide for you. You don't realize it but it's passive aggressive, it's draining, and even though in the beginning people will step up and try to help and give you what you need, after a short while, they will just avoid you because it's messy. I know you don't think of yourself as being "that bad." You're stable, successful, etc. Therapy can really help and give you a safe objective space to examine these thought and behavior patterns.
I'm the same way 🙄 I'm sorry I didn't know😭😞
7 billion people and she's alone. I hate this world. No one should be lonely. Dammit man that broke my heart.
People don’t care ! I know to well
I feel this woman’s pain. Crack takes hold fast, in this life. I had a pimp and a trick give it to me to “facilitate the process,” and it does. All the pain and fear of it went right out of my head. I’m not downing escorting or legal sex work but, working the streets, you don’t want to do it again without crack. At first, it even helps you make money. Very soon, you never make money again (that you don’t smoke) and the side effects and constant need to smoke keep you from working. It makes you ignore that intuition that warns you about psycho tricks or cops. You do things for simps and dealers you would never have talked to (a pimp would not want a girl on this drug). I got off it through court ordered treatment, but not until an OD that could have gone the other way. I’m still working, and the hardest thing is when tricks are using. There’s no way to know what they’re going to have...they’re not gonna just tell you they got a pile of crack, unless they know you. Also you’re feeling like you’re losing money, because tricks who spend on crack throw money and you lose those clients. One night I made $2800 from a smoker from a rich family, but it was gone in a weekend. Losing those dates was no loss. If I could go back to the point that this girl was at, I would try to stop right away (although it may have been too late to not have to go through the whole cycle). For me it was 7 years up in smoke. I thought quitting was impossible but now I can’t see going back. If you are in this situation, go to wherever you have to (if possible) and stop for as long as you can. If you mess up, quit again. I’ve done it 100 times but now I’m good. I am coming up on 4 years off opiates & a year off crack, back to school, and good things are happening. If you read this, Snow White, you can do it, too! Crack is a lying simp...it promises to help you and grinds you out, instead.
Britta Olson, you can do anything you set your mind to. You’re clean 4 years and you should be proud of that! Please work just as hard to build a safer life. No judgement, just concern. You can do it. You are in my prayers.
Thank you for sharing this, And you're so brave
Stay free!!!😊😊
@Curbside Sports short and cheap.
Wow, Britta and Guess you are incredible. God bless you both♥️
"Just to be heard"!! She just said something so powerful! This world is a world where no one LISTENS anymore. Hearing is useless if we don't freakin listen.
Greetings from Italy.
"I want to be heard just to know some body cares" It's the silent tears that usually hold the loudest pain.. Take any of the negative bullshit others had ever fed you and turn it into a soil of determination! She has a big heart and yet so much potential. We're all rooting for you. You got this!! Bless her soul
This is so sad. She seems so well spoken & genuine. I hope she finds happiness & peace
“A man will tell you what you want to hear real quick” that’s so true for a lot of us girls; even ones that aren’t in the game. When you’re lacking something, and somebody makes it seem like they see the real you and care for you, it’s so hard to see because it kinda feeds your inner child and esteem. Even if it is fake and temporary.
That's why you heal your inner child and stop the leak in your energetic field. Keeps the predators away!
This breaks my heart so much. As a social worker I’m disgusted at how the system treats these children who grow up in neglectful households, were setting these children up for failure. This girl is an example of that, I pray for her. I hope she finds light at the end of the tunnel.
This is a smart, well-spoken, genuine person. I hope she doesn't get enslaved to crack, or addict her baby.
wow i can’t believe she’s been in the game as long as she has been, seems like a sweet woman and hopefully she has a healthy pregnancy. as much as she can
I'm speechless, it's painful to watch. I wish I could hug her. Love from Germany.
Ja, genau diese Frau möchte ich in den Arm nehmen.
I’m an adoptive mother, you will make someone’s dreams come true if you place this baby with a family.
❤
After the poor baby hopefully lives through withdrawal and then with whatever developmental problems it may have from neurological damage. Who knows. Poor woman. Grandma probably wss put through the ringer with her own daughter and had little patience left for raising another. At that pointvinvlife your bullcrap tolerance is nil.
She miscarried.
@@mooncow-io poor baby. She killed it with drugs and nasty lifestyle
She doesn't believe in killing a baby but , sadly smoking crack is ok ?
Bless the old man who has been taking care of you... he has such a good heart ♥ RIP
I’ve watched so many of these interviews, but this one really hit me. My heart goes out to her & her kids.
This channel is so incredible and raw! Great work. The stories are so touching. Blessings to all.
She broke my heart. May God hold her, heal her, and help her. ♥️ I wish there were something I could do to help her.
"men don't give a fuck about women" truer words have never been spoken. god bless her
What a dumb and generic statement
90% of them don’t
The person interviewing her is a man
That's not true. It's just the ones she attracts that don't. People who feel unworthy of love due to trauma and neglect as children unconsciously choose people incapable of love because it fits their deeply held belief. They may not even be aware they have it.
@@Opethfeldt yeah, I agree. I think people assuming all men are the same is very silly. Plus, look at the environment she has put herself him, I doubt good men are hanging out in these holes.
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 I really enjoy watching this Channel and I pray for everyone involved 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Amen! I’m with you, my friend 💛🙏🏼💛
Same here
I raised my niece. She’s 21 now and very independent. Her attitude reminds me of this young woman. So strong, so matter of fact and won’t ever ask for help. I raised her like a daughter so luckily she has now and always had me as support in every way. I can see this woman did not get the love and support every person deserves and needs. She deserves so much better. I could see this woman being an AWESOME social worker. She just needs some love. ❤️
My dad calls these kinds of childhoods and adulthood a curse. I didn't believe it as a youngster but as I'm getting older I see it. I see why my dad moved us away from some of our family because of some of the toxicity we saw growing up.
@Like a good neighbor... yes and no. I think it's often learned behaviors. The stuff I saw as a kid I didn't realize was dysfunctional until many years later when I asked about it. I was never touched or hit as a child but others were. My dad didnt want that for us and so it never happened in his home. We just have children who aren't taught any different until many years later and another generation that comes along and says no more.
@Like a good neighbor... ,I dont believe that, because I know grown folks that had really rough lifestyles growing up and they turnd out awesome....but I know some that didn't too. I also know people that had the best childhoods ever and turned out on the streets and drugs took them over. So that's why I dont agree with that.
Like a good neighbor... not true my friend had the best parents n the girl still ended up prostituting on the streets of LA
Your father was a wise man. Deuteronomy 28
says it all.
Childhoods shouldn't be competition amongst us now. I respect anyone who wants to break any bad cycle.
I love the questions you ask Mark like; best time in your life, worst time in your life, does this get you depressed, how has it changed you, what would you tell a young girl...etc. You are such a great listener, healer, and artist among other things.
My heart literally broke hearing her talk about wanting to hear someone just ask how she is doing 😢.. I just want to hug her ❤️
That baby is gonna have some serious health issues. 😢
I ❤️her personality I hope she loves herself and finds someone who loves her as well
Absolutely admire the respect you give to all of your subjects. Carries soooo much weight. Draws them out; we get to see the real person. Outstanding work.
I don’t think she really knows what love is.
But she wants to.
Clearly not
Truly sad
No Clue...the guys who asked her to stop selling her body were a start though...she just wanted to be a nightwalker
why bc she loved an older man ? He helped her when no one else would and didn’t want her in the streets his age didn’t make him a bad person, he took her and her daughter in.
She just started using crack? 4 months pregnant? Damn, this is all bad ☹️☹️☹️. Check back in with her in about T - 2 months.
Yep so she doesn't believe in abortion but yet she will bring a child with addiction problems already and who knows with what else diseases, but yeah it's better to bring a human being to struggle with no love...
Going to be like that other girl. Crack is the ultimate bossfight and the hero never wins.
We listened, Snow White. Thank you for talking to us about your life. I wish you all the best, because that's what you deserve. 💐🙋♀️💓
Being in her situation and saying “ I don’t want to be negative “ makes me appreciate the life I have so much
This is so sad to hear a woman in this situation. Praying for her...
I think she will have to very humbly and honestly pray for herself, and in Jesus Christ's Holy Name, we pray along with her.
She needs rehab. While on drugs, her brain isn’t able to make smart decisions.
This woman is incredibly articulate/intelligent for someone who has been hustling since 13. Born 2 a different life she'd probably b CEO of Google
This one hurt...it's sad to listen to this.
Pregnant and beaten, I feel so bad for her. Grandma sounds like she did try but sometimes it´s not easy. Good luck snow!
At 13 I was playing basketball at my high school. We had a male coach. He never looked us funny or touched us. Guy only screamed at us because we would score on our own basket. To think a lot of these people have gotten molested by any adult who was supposed to be protective and respectful with them is unbelievably horrible.
@Zert Teyyyjajajaja coach looked like he wanted to do that too but he could not get rid of all the witnesses.
Right? Coaches, parents, family members, friends of family, teachers...I never once felt uncomfortable around anyone in the way these women have. Not even close.
I want her to know there are places she can go that will take her in and take care of her during her pregnancy.. This is a maternity home for homeless pregnant women in Orange county. We have helped women like her for over 45 years. We will truly love and take care of her and her unborn baby.
💔💔💔 I hate seeing women like this. 🥺🥺
You’re gorgeous and precious, love. 🧡
I see you and I don’t judge you. 😭
She seems so childlike, somehow, so open & almost innocent, like her whole psyche stopped developing at 13 when she got into this lifestyle, which isn't uncommon, in terms of drug use etc...I really feel bad for her :-/ You can see her switching between the hard-fronting street person she's had to become, & the much sweeter, more childlike, humble & open person she really is - I wish there was some way to help her get out of that lifestyle, while she still has some of her youth left. I can't believe she's my age & this has been almost entirely her reality since the age of 13, that's such a long time straight of such a grindingly awful existence :( And yet, to preserve such a youthful-seeming soul throughout that? She's incredibly strong, but no one's unbreakable. I hope this platform manages to help her somehow :(
My uncle was a pimp. I wanted to be a pimp and videos like these kept me from doing this.
Thank you for not following thru! I wish more guys would have done the same as you...
❤️❤️❤️
good man-
Yes!! You can achieve so much more than being a pimp seriously!!
Dude a pimp? Get some education and better goals a pimp is a loser, treat woman's the same way to want your momma or sisters be treated, and if you like that kind of ratchet lifestyle go out and sell your own ass instead of forcing and manipulate girls such a thing