Amen and thank you lord for the msg thank you sir bandon that gods used you to deliver the msg to people may the lord give you more wisdom hallelujah in jesus mighty name amen 🙏
I've been watching tarot readings for some time, but for some reason, this is the first time I've come across you. AMAZING reading! Had me crying because some things that you said were SO true. Yes, I feel ridiculously obsessed with this love and dwell on it almost continuously. Can't seem to let it go. Glad you gave me 'permission' to keep focusing on it as much as I have. Yes, upon it hinges 'everything' in my life - it IS all-encompassing and will lead me be able to express all of who I am fully. But there's been resistance and some strange approaches towards me from the other side as well, which raises people's eyebrows whenever I even mention what he's done. Nevertheless, despite all, I know he's the key - and that I am also the key to his heart and his purpose here on earth. So I can't give up, no matter what. Thanks so much for your insightful words.
Ty Brandon for this Confirmation I've been praying 🙏 about. He's asking me to trust my intuition & his plan. So ty for sharing your beautiful gift 🙏 Let go let god
Thanks for the message. I randomly found my forever love in late February and we’ve been inseparable every since. I have learned to trust. I’m a new subscriber 😊
❤️ altho some one in my life is not at my spiritual level and energy, I choose to focus on myself...I am not responsible for fixing anything or anyone! I have no expectations and I'm working hard to choose peace and love over resentment! ❤️ thank you! ❤️ blessings to you ❤️!!
First time here and seeing you. This resonates in so many ways. I am a channeled messenger for God too on fb and had put a pause to doing it again. Hearing you makes me feel more comfortable resume doing it again. Thanks for your time.
Brandon, you are sag sun and libra rising?? Me too. Ty for all you do handsome 😊😊😊 this year will be big year in positive way for the sagi. Stay strong everyone 💪 ❤️
@@brandontobias1138 oh nice! Ty 4 all you do handsome. Ps you mention God and other tarot readers. The love messages with Monica love mentions God and says the same in case you wanted to follow her too 😀
She is fantastic. She was an early inspiration of mine (I learned from watching her early on!) and the only other Channel in Tarot I'll watch and still be blown away with her advice and precision. Thanks for mentioning her!@@thestumpavarieteeshow
@@brandontobias1138 oh yeah! She was big inspiration for me as well. And big on confidence and being her own, with no worry of others. Hence, one time she mentioned God and said this is me and how I read and what I believe in. 😀
This is the only reading that ever resonated with my situation from start to end. Thank you for what you are doing and for allowing it happening through you. God bless you.
"You're too much!" I distinctly remember my 7th grade P.E. teacher calling me a "hot dog" because I celebrated scoring a goal with my team! Definitely a wound I have been working on healing these last few years.
I’m not sure you do truly understand Sagittarius ♐️. Reconciliation when past situation was toxic , not a chance . Sagittarius does not mess around , act like an ass we are off and that’s final
People of a particular zodiac sign may share attributes but we are all still human raised under different cultural and societal conditioning. I think he understands Sag- and people- very well. You, however, may need to brush up a bit more before making judgmental statements like that.
I feel u concerning toxicity n keeping going... but its not right to judge someone talent cause the reading does not resonate with u. I hope you ll get that it is not your own private reading but it's a reading for many Sagittarius with a very different birth chart than yours. That is why i always tell my own subscribers that "if doesn't resonate, its simply not for you..." to try to keep away any low vibrational or ignorant comments.
I disagree with your comment as a sag on multiple levels. Sure we do get done at some point but as others have stated. Each person is raised differently and we do have our own minds and thoughts and we aren’t just sag. I think this just doesn’t resonate with you as it resonated immensely with me. I’m sag in most of my houses. I 100% know this was for me ❤ I claim this ❤
You’re reading my POI’s sign and it feels so spot on. Thank you, it’s very helpful as we are in separation. He’s got a Ph.D., so… yeah, lol. I am learning to be empowered by receiving but boy… tough. ❤I hope somehow me hearing this also helps him?
Thank you for this reading. Everything you've said resonated 100%. I am learning how to give and I even wrote a love poem to the man I felt like was or still is my man and read it in front of him. Guess what? It was too much for him to receive lol
I have been there all of last year in 2023 not any more it’s getting a lot better I have grown so much my man and I got back together in November we have a strong soul connection we did reconcile ❤
I gotta get through what I am goin through 1st and foremost. I am an intuitive reader. My faith has been tested from a very young age. I am love. I have unconditional love for everyone. At 7 mins in to this video. My heart bleeds for everyone who struggles. I have very lil blood to bleed for myself. My revelation. Im freezing to death in my truck. No matter how much I just want to give up. Say I'm done. Theres absolutely no quit in me. I am alone in this life. Everyone in my life has left. Walked away and left me out in the cold. My most recent ex. Almost died. She can still die. I took care of her in the hospital. And went back to our truck broken down in the cold no heat. Still got up in the morning. 7 miles away. Still I don't care what society thinks. Never fit in to society. I have no interest in fitting in to society. I've changed lives. Saved lives
This is my first time to hear you but I'm really trully Blessed because you help me a lot, I really resonate your reading and I really felt your sincerity, God Bless You, Son! And Goodluck also to your carreer and take care always, Thank You!
The first time I watched this (which was like 5 mins ago lol) right at the moment u said Nine of Wamds and the last 2 cards I got chill bumps. Not goose bumps but chill bumps. I also started tearing up. Not exactly sure why but I'll continuously have this on my mind until I figure it out in my own way. Just wanted to tell you this just in case maybe you might know why.... Oh and also want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FRFR 💞🕯️You're videos have been helping me slowly (BC I am a procrastinator FRFR) but your knowledge and messages are definately making me reevaluate some reasoning in my head. I've been dealing with a lot amd I mean heavy Anxiety for like almost 2 years. You were right when you said I've dealt with holding back and sacrificing in a way that probably sounds selfish to most coming out this way but it's not the way it sounds to me. My Dad passed on April 16th, 2020. I was in jail at the time and shortly after I went to prison. So I was not able to actually let all of my grief out or allow myself to feel all of the grief. I've been out of prison 2 years now. And when I got out I only then allowed myself to start feeling the full effects of my grief or the full emotions from my grief. And also while I was locked up my oldest daughter got married and had my first granddaughter. Which I have not been allowed to see and I also have a grandson by her now. And my second daughter has also gotten married in the last couple months. Neither one will talk to me not because all of something that I have done but I do acknowledge that I have heard them emotionally not meaning to because of my emotional trama. Which honestly everyone hurts their children not meaning to it's not when they do it it's how they hurt. I know for a fact that the main reason is because of family influence. Jealousy and greed pretty much. I have hope because they have not fully blocked me on Facebook or messenger. So I frequently almost all the time send them messages telling them I love them. I have also apologized for my part in them hurting emotionally. I also have two younger children. A girl and a boy. My son being the youngest of all four. He was absolutely a miracle and I do not think that he was honestly supposed to be here. I believe in my heart that I gave him a piece of my soul because he is very important in this world. I have done a lot of things in my life that I'm not proud of but in general I am a good person I have a good heart I care about everyone I would not let someone die in front of me unless they were a pedophile. That may be going too far but I am a Sagittarius and I'm very blunt and I'm very honest. I pride myself on being as honest as I know to be. I've always felt in my heart that I'm here for a reason and I've always wanted to be a counselor of especially teenagers and young kids because of my trauma. But I do not know how to start that because I'm not sure if I'm in the right headspace as of just yet I feel here lately that it's coming it's close but I'm coming to a breakthrough. I've been Herman in myself in my room for the past 2 years and no I don't like it because I love nature I love being outside I'm a country girl I'm from Wilkes County North Carolina. I love my feet in the dirt, in the mud, and in the water. I know I'm sharing a little bit too much so I'll bring this to a close. Oh and I was also in a very abusive relationship with someone that knew me very well that I had known my whole life that was like my best friend and was my very first love. He was the father of my last two children. And when I have my son I have placenta splasher so he was born at 30 weeks that morning actually is 6:00 a.m. is when I woke up and started bleeding death I actually was dying on the toilet and the volunteer firefighter kept me alive by talking to me and smacking his hands in my face until the ambulance got there. My son was an absolute miracle. I thought I was going to lose the boy that I had wanted for so long. He's so much like my father it's crazy. Sorry I'm crying right now. My father was my hero. I learned everything I knew about respect, love, and loyalty. He honestly was the best man I've ever known in my whole life. As of last year I got a message through someone on a live Tik Tok session a Chandler and she said that he told me to stop saying that he was dead because he was not dead he was just on the other side and he was always with me. I do feel him with me so much but as you said on one of your other videos about either not acting or not listening I have not fully been listening or allow it must subconscious I don't think it's allowing me to hear because I'm so cut off right now. I'm sure you know how it feels to hurt a heartache. It honestly hurts. As a child the only thing I wished to be in life was a mother and maybe later on it was a counselor as well. I know I have not failed and I will not fail until I die with my children. But my heart is missing most pieces of it. I have been trying to deal with it and allow myself to feel all these feelings that through my whole lifetime I bottled up and kept inside because I felt like it was weak and I did not want to be vulnerable. And now in my adult life is carried over and it has caused a lot of pain and a lot of full on explosions in my mind, my physical, in my heart. I really don't know why I'm sitting here and I told you all this kind of crazy because this is the first time I've ever left a comment on somebody's TH-cam videos ever like this. This long. So anyway. My birthday is December 1st 1984 my oldest daughter Skylar her birthday is December 11th, 2001 and she is my twin. So I have a Sagittarius, a Leo, a libra, and a Pisces. All intelligent beautiful and handsome human beings. I just want to allow myself to feel more blessed and love myself and stop being so harsh on myself for all the mistakes and the ways that at the time I could not be there. I regret not spending more time with my father. And even though I know he's still with me but I'm still a human and I miss him so freaking much. I'm crying again by the way. Well anyways I'm sorry again for some reason I just felt like I need to say this I don't understand what you're supposed to be short and it became long but thank you so much for your videos and your gifts. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart❤ bless you With Love Ellen Haynes
Beautiful story, thank you for blessing me (and all of us!) with your Soul. You are beautiful! Inside and out. I agree with you, don’t give up-you’ll get where you want to go but God has tested you and will continue to test you until you get there so you can be an even greater blessing to the World. And your children-thanks for bringing them into this World too 😀you have had one of the hardest/greatest purposes here on Earth bringing them in and being a Mother to them and generally speaking. Not many people can endure what you have, God’s Soldier! Thank you for fulfilling that purpose and everything else you’re here to do..but remember simply by bringing your Children to Earth you are/have already provided the World and God the greatest service and purpose possible on Earth which is to be a mother-the test is just extra 😀rest easy God’s warrior you’ve done plenty already! And the best is yet to come. Thanks so much for watching and I’m so glad it helps. Take care. 💙
You missed what Brandon was saying and you should not have listened. Even if you are a Sagittarius if this person is your true person then there will be ifs and questions. True love transcends your signs. Thank you Brandon as a Sagittarius this whole thing is exactly what I’m going through and giving me the piece of mind that I’m not crazy as others around me tell me that I am for feeling the way I feel.
Hello how you I'm laughing too that's true all what you said : I'm really enjoying the way you explain thank you : Merry Christmas and God blessed 🙏❤️🙏
Cynical, NO, However, i am hesitant sometimes, and then when i muster the courage and overcome my doubt and fear, at that very .moment, the opportunity disappears or is stolen. I am not cynical but im not going to accept something and pretend its ok or good when its not
Wrote a comment explaining all the things and reasons why I feel it’s over between me and this love I’m dealing with. The doubts and all. It’s been two months and she ignored my messages multiple times but I still can’t seem to let go of her as I f she’s still here. But I know there’s a reason I stopped on this video which is the first I’ve ever watched from you. I will try to continue to have hope but at the same time idk. 😢
Can't trust any 1 right now. Was independent not anymore bcuz I feel I'm 2 much of an easy target 2 mess with. I understand ppl and why some ppl R sour/ bitter within; 4 they have had their heart broken/deceived by love 1s'. I have been thru 2 much and my soul is soooooooo exhausted just fighting evil/fear and everything that Satan tries 2 throw @ me 2 bring me unbalanced. Not 2day satan and your minions. Please pray 4 me and my family. I'm living with parentals now and I miss living by myself with my cat. 12~20~1975/2:12PM 6:12
4th attempt to speak my truth. An add deleted my comment. I tried again. Its out of my hands. Giving it to god. Im broke down in my truck. Freezin to death. No heat no money. No food. Sunrise manor. Las vegas NV ive given every ounce of my energy. To everyone else. Ill wait. My fait is out of my hads. How much time do i have. The clocks ticking .
My twin encouraged me to move 2K miles from home and waited until I officially accepted the job he recommended to tell me he was moving two hours away. He insisted that he wasn’t running from me again and intended to see me regularly. When I told him my move-in date was December 1st, he said I should plan a stopover at his house the night before so my last day of driving would only be two hours. When I arrived Thursday night he was happy to see me. We had a nice conversation over dinner and he snapped a photo of us together before I left. Then he waited until the next day, after I moved into my new place, which happened to be my birthday, to casually announce that he had a new girlfriend. 🤯😭 Today he said his girlfriend is moving in with him and wanted him to invite me to come over for Christmas dinner. I said I would rather eat broken glass and maybe after I get over him we can be friends.
Thats so fkd up! I remember I got dumped on vday 1 year and then the guy posted him and her online. I was so sad, eating chocolate and crying on the couch 😂 but now he is single, alcoholic, miserable and bitter. He wants me back but never will I ever go back. Ugh. Disgusting. I am disgusted with myself about him.
@@pcharm3711 after I stood outside, barefoot, box breathing, and doing Ho’Oponopono chanting for twenty minutes, did my new exercise routine, showered, called my mom, cooked myself a healthy meal, and finally felt very centered and grounded, he started messaging me, spontaneously, which has been happening more often lately. He was messaging with me for five hours and started by asking if I got my mom off safely to the airport. I sort of let him have it emotionally, and he didn’t seem to fully grasp what I was trying to convey, but he did say that he cared about my feelings and emotions and he did try to answer all of my questions, where previously he would have just ignored direct questions that made him uncomfortable. I learned that he had begun his new relationship just before I started reaching out to him for confirmation that he wanted me to come here. In his mind somehow I had told him that I wasn’t coming here to be with him but to prove to myself that I could be without my family. That was mostly true but I was definitely expecting and hoping to be with him. Now I realize I was searching for clues in him that he wanted to be with me. At one point, when I asked him why he could say all of the same things about me and then toss me aside for someone new, he said he didn’t know why he did that. He said, “maybe I don’t know what love actually is or how to do it right,” and sometimes thinks he could be a borderline sociopath. I reminded him of the trauma he had suffered throughout his life and how he developed the ability to detach from his negative emotions and pretend hurtful things didn’t hurt him, but it’s not actually a coping skill and can cause self-destructive behaviors. Around midnight I told him he needed to get some sleep but he continued the interaction until 3:15 am and ended it by saying, “I want to keep going but I have to get ready for work in 3 hours”. We hadn’t talked that long in almost a year. I have known him for nine years and loved him for the last three years, since our love bubble, when he triggered my kundalini effect and this spiritual awakening began but I didn’t even realize it or know about twin flames until January, when he ran from me for the second time and I started randomly watching tarot readings for the first time in my entire life. The bizarre thing is that everything nice he said about her is something he previously said about me, but he has actually said many more wonderful things about me. Last night I learned that when you try to get your twin to love you, they look for you in other people because you are looking for love outside of your self. It made sense that when I focus on myself is when he comes to me spontaneously. We definitely have unconditional love for each other, like no one else. And other relationships can be important karmic lessons. He’s in therapy but I’m trying to stop reaching for him and just reach for myself because everything I need is within. When I do that, and just put him out of my mind, he seems attracted to me like a magnet. Last night he said he doesn’t mind the two hour drive to see me and is looking forward to taking me to see the Christmas lights and hiking his favorite trail and when it gets warmer he wants to take me tide pooling.
True love but with 0 communion. Its not funny. A Neverending joirney through the desert. There is no communion so no joy. "Allow it" ? Like the chemical burn in Fight Club but without end. It doesnt inspire joy.
When a Sagittarius is done,we are DONE,the" whats"and "ifs" are thought of BEFORE the decision to break up is made,
Amen and thank you lord for the msg thank you sir bandon that gods used you to deliver the msg to people may the lord give you more wisdom hallelujah in jesus mighty name amen 🙏
I knew I'd cry revisiting this reading. I didn't cry any of the times I watched it before because I wasn't with the right person, until now.
I've been watching tarot readings for some time, but for some reason, this is the first time I've come across you. AMAZING reading! Had me crying because some things that you said were SO true. Yes, I feel ridiculously obsessed with this love and dwell on it almost continuously. Can't seem to let it go. Glad you gave me 'permission' to keep focusing on it as much as I have. Yes, upon it hinges 'everything' in my life - it IS all-encompassing and will lead me be able to express all of who I am fully. But there's been resistance and some strange approaches towards me from the other side as well, which raises people's eyebrows whenever I even mention what he's done. Nevertheless, despite all, I know he's the key - and that I am also the key to his heart and his purpose here on earth. So I can't give up, no matter what. Thanks so much for your insightful words.
Thanknyou lord for the mgs
This reading just explained whats been going on in my life for the last 2 years and this video has blessed my soul ❤
I love you, and every nervous smile after delivering the hard truth. Thank you 💜💜💜
Ty Brandon for this Confirmation I've been praying 🙏 about. He's asking me to trust my intuition & his plan. So ty for sharing your beautiful gift 🙏
Let go let god
Thanks for the message. I randomly found my forever love in late February and we’ve been inseparable every since. I have learned to trust. I’m a new subscriber 😊
❤️ altho some one in my life is not at my spiritual level and energy, I choose to focus on myself...I am not responsible for fixing anything or anyone! I have no expectations and I'm working hard to choose peace and love over resentment! ❤️ thank you! ❤️ blessings to you ❤️!!
First time here and seeing you. This resonates in so many ways. I am a channeled messenger for God too on fb and had put a pause to doing it again. Hearing you makes me feel more comfortable resume doing it again. Thanks for your time.
Brandon this is larger than life reading for me - life changing and incredibly important- you are the best most gifted person in spirituality
Always been a worrier and a warrior,,, ty xxx
My first time here and I love the way you read. For myself, I am so unsure because of lack of communication. Thank you
I 🙏 for bringing God In the tarot reading. Thank you🙏
Thank you! I love your style and God needs to be present. I prayed for direction and found your channel. I resonate with this 100% Be Blessed.
Thank you, Brandon. This really resonates, 'cause I am too much... I've heard it all my life too ❤.
Subscribed today! Thank you for the Very Accurate reading. Happy Holidays!
Brandon, you are sag sun and libra rising?? Me too. Ty for all you do handsome 😊😊😊 this year will be big year in positive way for the sagi.
Stay strong everyone 💪 ❤️
Aries sun 🌞 but Sag is strong in my chart. Cheers!
@@brandontobias1138 oh nice! Ty 4 all you do handsome.
Ps you mention God and other tarot readers. The love messages with Monica love mentions God and says the same in case you wanted to follow her too 😀
She is fantastic. She was an early inspiration of mine (I learned from watching her early on!) and the only other Channel in Tarot I'll watch and still be blown away with her advice and precision. Thanks for mentioning her!@@thestumpavarieteeshow
@@brandontobias1138 oh yeah! She was big inspiration for me as well. And big on confidence and being her own, with no worry of others. Hence, one time she mentioned God and said this is me and how I read and what I believe in. 😀
Just happened upon your channel today and am glad I did. Thank you for reading! ❤
Damn. This is a good reading, man. Just discovered your channel and immediately subscribed. Spot on so far
This is the only reading that ever resonated with my situation from start to end. Thank you for what you are doing and for allowing it happening through you. God bless you.
"You're too much!" I distinctly remember my 7th grade P.E. teacher calling me a "hot dog" because I celebrated scoring a goal with my team! Definitely a wound I have been working on healing these last few years.
Your coach was probably chastised and wounded in the same way he did it to you.
Wow! You were talking to me and my person. I definitely need the extended. Thank you for this!❤😊
I Like You. I all ready talking/speking about it! Love from Sweden ❤❤❤🙏🏻
I’m not sure you do truly understand Sagittarius ♐️. Reconciliation when past situation was toxic , not a chance . Sagittarius does not mess around , act like an ass we are off and that’s final
People of a particular zodiac sign may share attributes but we are all still human raised under different cultural and societal conditioning. I think he understands Sag- and people- very well. You, however, may need to brush up a bit more before making judgmental statements like that.
@@AndreaLikesMusicWell said! Thanks for saving me the trouble. ;.) Sadges can actually be some of the most easy going and open minded of the zodiac.
Maybe this just wasn't your reading. I'm sag sun and I have given plenty ppl Second chances. No disrespect this is not for you 😉
I feel u concerning toxicity n keeping going... but its not right to judge someone talent cause the reading does not resonate with u. I hope you ll get that it is not your own private reading but it's a reading for many Sagittarius with a very different birth chart than yours. That is why i always tell my own subscribers that "if doesn't resonate, its simply not for you..." to try to keep away any low vibrational or ignorant comments.
I disagree with your comment as a sag on multiple levels. Sure we do get done at some point but as others have stated. Each person is raised differently and we do have our own minds and thoughts and we aren’t just sag. I think this just doesn’t resonate with you as it resonated immensely with me. I’m sag in most of my houses. I 100% know this was for me ❤ I claim this ❤
My man Brandon definitely has me in tears 😭 omg this is too much of a coincidence lol 😂 cause there are none right!! 💯
Yes. 2 wishes were fulfilled.
You’re reading my POI’s sign and it feels so spot on. Thank you, it’s very helpful as we are in separation. He’s got a Ph.D., so… yeah, lol. I am learning to be empowered by receiving but boy… tough. ❤I hope somehow me hearing this also helps him?
I've rewatched this so many times
This was very accurate, full of doubt 😮
This is my first time here , & what an amazing read ! Big eye opener, & blew me away. RESONATES ! ❤😊😊 Ty very much !
You had me at fuck it 😂 Subscribed ✔️
Missed you and your guidance…❤ I’ll keep working on me. Thanks!
Thank you ❤this was exactly what I needed ❤claiming this and manifesting this! ❤
Thank you Brandon. I love you
Thank you for this reading. Everything you've said resonated 100%. I am learning how to give and I even wrote a love poem to the man I felt like was or still is my man and read it in front of him. Guess what? It was too much for him to receive lol
Omg this is spot on I have tried to move on but I keep getting pulled back. I definitely feel like I am crazy 😢
Thank you! Sending love and light….
Thank you so much for a beautiful reading ❤
I have been there all of last year in 2023 not any more it’s getting a lot better I have grown so much my man and I got back together in November we have a strong soul connection we did reconcile ❤
I love your style of reading
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Resonates deeply 🫠
I gotta get through what I am goin through 1st and foremost. I am an intuitive reader. My faith has been tested from a very young age. I am love. I have unconditional love for everyone. At 7 mins in to this video. My heart bleeds for everyone who struggles. I have very lil blood to bleed for myself. My revelation. Im freezing to death in my truck. No matter how much I just want to give up. Say I'm done. Theres absolutely no quit in me. I am alone in this life. Everyone in my life has left. Walked away and left me out in the cold. My most recent ex. Almost died. She can still die. I took care of her in the hospital. And went back to our truck broken down in the cold no heat. Still got up in the morning. 7 miles away. Still I don't care what society thinks. Never fit in to society. I have no interest in fitting in to society. I've changed lives. Saved lives
Amen hallelujah
This is my first time to hear you but I'm really trully Blessed because you help me a lot, I really resonate your reading and I really felt your sincerity, God Bless You, Son! And Goodluck also to your carreer and take care always, Thank You!
Thank you and kudos! ❤
Thank you so much for this reading ❤
Love this reading as a sag sun your on point. Plus im Libra rising.
OMG!!! SPOT ON!!😃👍🤩💫💖
Sooo app Ur channeled awesome wisdom & advice!!🥰💫🕊💙💛
The first time I watched this (which was like 5 mins ago lol) right at the moment u said Nine of Wamds and the last 2 cards I got chill bumps. Not goose bumps but chill bumps. I also started tearing up. Not exactly sure why but I'll continuously have this on my mind until I figure it out in my own way. Just wanted to tell you this just in case maybe you might know why....
Oh and also want to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FRFR 💞🕯️You're videos have been helping me slowly (BC I am a procrastinator FRFR) but your knowledge and messages are definately making me reevaluate some reasoning in my head. I've been dealing with a lot amd I mean heavy Anxiety for like almost 2 years. You were right when you said I've dealt with holding back and sacrificing in a way that probably sounds selfish to most coming out this way but it's not the way it sounds to me. My Dad passed on April 16th, 2020. I was in jail at the time and shortly after I went to prison. So I was not able to actually let all of my grief out or allow myself to feel all of the grief. I've been out of prison 2 years now. And when I got out I only then allowed myself to start feeling the full effects of my grief or the full emotions from my grief. And also while I was locked up my oldest daughter got married and had my first granddaughter. Which I have not been allowed to see and I also have a grandson by her now. And my second daughter has also gotten married in the last couple months. Neither one will talk to me not because all of something that I have done but I do acknowledge that I have heard them emotionally not meaning to because of my emotional trama. Which honestly everyone hurts their children not meaning to it's not when they do it it's how they hurt. I know for a fact that the main reason is because of family influence. Jealousy and greed pretty much. I have hope because they have not fully blocked me on Facebook or messenger. So I frequently almost all the time send them messages telling them I love them. I have also apologized for my part in them hurting emotionally. I also have two younger children. A girl and a boy. My son being the youngest of all four. He was absolutely a miracle and I do not think that he was honestly supposed to be here. I believe in my heart that I gave him a piece of my soul because he is very important in this world. I have done a lot of things in my life that I'm not proud of but in general I am a good person I have a good heart I care about everyone I would not let someone die in front of me unless they were a pedophile. That may be going too far but I am a Sagittarius and I'm very blunt and I'm very honest. I pride myself on being as honest as I know to be. I've always felt in my heart that I'm here for a reason and I've always wanted to be a counselor of especially teenagers and young kids because of my trauma. But I do not know how to start that because I'm not sure if I'm in the right headspace as of just yet I feel here lately that it's coming it's close but I'm coming to a breakthrough. I've been Herman in myself in my room for the past 2 years and no I don't like it because I love nature I love being outside I'm a country girl I'm from Wilkes County North Carolina. I love my feet in the dirt, in the mud, and in the water. I know I'm sharing a little bit too much so I'll bring this to a close. Oh and I was also in a very abusive relationship with someone that knew me very well that I had known my whole life that was like my best friend and was my very first love. He was the father of my last two children. And when I have my son I have placenta splasher so he was born at 30 weeks that morning actually is 6:00 a.m. is when I woke up and started bleeding death I actually was dying on the toilet and the volunteer firefighter kept me alive by talking to me and smacking his hands in my face until the ambulance got there. My son was an absolute miracle. I thought I was going to lose the boy that I had wanted for so long. He's so much like my father it's crazy. Sorry I'm crying right now. My father was my hero. I learned everything I knew about respect, love, and loyalty. He honestly was the best man I've ever known in my whole life. As of last year I got a message through someone on a live Tik Tok session a Chandler and she said that he told me to stop saying that he was dead because he was not dead he was just on the other side and he was always with me. I do feel him with me so much but as you said on one of your other videos about either not acting or not listening I have not fully been listening or allow it must subconscious I don't think it's allowing me to hear because I'm so cut off right now. I'm sure you know how it feels to hurt a heartache. It honestly hurts. As a child the only thing I wished to be in life was a mother and maybe later on it was a counselor as well. I know I have not failed and I will not fail until I die with my children. But my heart is missing most pieces of it. I have been trying to deal with it and allow myself to feel all these feelings that through my whole lifetime I bottled up and kept inside because I felt like it was weak and I did not want to be vulnerable. And now in my adult life is carried over and it has caused a lot of pain and a lot of full on explosions in my mind, my physical, in my heart. I really don't know why I'm sitting here and I told you all this kind of crazy because this is the first time I've ever left a comment on somebody's TH-cam videos ever like this. This long. So anyway. My birthday is December 1st 1984 my oldest daughter Skylar her birthday is December 11th, 2001 and she is my twin. So I have a Sagittarius, a Leo, a libra, and a Pisces. All intelligent beautiful and handsome human beings. I just want to allow myself to feel more blessed and love myself and stop being so harsh on myself for all the mistakes and the ways that at the time I could not be there. I regret not spending more time with my father. And even though I know he's still with me but I'm still a human and I miss him so freaking much. I'm crying again by the way. Well anyways I'm sorry again for some reason I just felt like I need to say this I don't understand what you're supposed to be short and it became long but thank you so much for your videos and your gifts. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart❤ bless you With Love Ellen Haynes
Beautiful story, thank you for blessing me (and all of us!) with your Soul. You are beautiful! Inside and out. I agree with you, don’t give up-you’ll get where you want to go but God has tested you and will continue to test you until you get there so you can be an even greater blessing to the World. And your children-thanks for bringing them into this World too 😀you have had one of the hardest/greatest purposes here on Earth bringing them in and being a Mother to them and generally speaking. Not many people can endure what you have, God’s Soldier! Thank you for fulfilling that purpose and everything else you’re here to do..but remember simply by bringing your Children to Earth you are/have already provided the World and God the greatest service and purpose possible on Earth which is to be a mother-the test is just extra 😀rest easy God’s warrior you’ve done plenty already! And the best is yet to come. Thanks so much for watching and I’m so glad it helps. Take care. 💙
@@brandontobias1138 💖🙏
Amen its true hallelujah
You missed what Brandon was saying and you should not have listened. Even if you are a Sagittarius if this person is your true person then there will be ifs and questions. True love transcends your signs. Thank you Brandon as a Sagittarius this whole thing is exactly what I’m going through and giving me the piece of mind that I’m not crazy as others around me tell me that I am for feeling the way I feel.
I’m not gonna lie I was about to skip then you said United can change the World 🌎 so Sir Brandon you’ve got my attention 👀👀👀
Thank you.
Meet me in the Heavens, Precious Souls
Thanks!
Huge Sagittarius ♐️ and Jupiter fan… who isn’t?!? Hahaha I love being us!!! ❤
Haha! True! ❤
You are awsome Brandon!love you❤
Hello how you I'm laughing too that's true all what you said : I'm really enjoying the way you explain thank you : Merry Christmas and God blessed 🙏❤️🙏
You're Good, You!🫵😊
We're related Brandon!!! Blessings 💞🙏
Oh.. suggestion.. move the overhead light or camera because there's a glare or use a cloth on black shiny table
TRUE READING
Dear God I’ve been waiting ages for this update but darn not my sign..🎉 I’ll be patient
Hallelujah
Cynical, NO,
However, i am hesitant sometimes, and then when i muster the courage and overcome my doubt and fear, at that very .moment, the opportunity disappears or is stolen.
I am not cynical but im not going to accept something and pretend its ok or good when its not
He must of lead me to you because your beautiful 😍❤️
Wrote a comment explaining all the things and reasons why I feel it’s over between me and this love I’m dealing with. The doubts and all. It’s been two months and she ignored my messages multiple times but I still can’t seem to let go of her as I f she’s still here. But I know there’s a reason I stopped on this video which is the first I’ve ever watched from you. I will try to continue to have hope but at the same time idk. 😢
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I am a saggi
Please gemini
No you don't GEART Read 😊 thank you..
Can't trust any 1 right now. Was independent not anymore bcuz I feel I'm 2 much of an easy target 2 mess with. I understand ppl and why some ppl R sour/ bitter within; 4 they have had their heart broken/deceived by love 1s'. I have been thru 2 much and my soul is soooooooo exhausted just fighting evil/fear and everything that Satan tries 2 throw @ me 2 bring me unbalanced. Not 2day satan and your minions. Please pray 4 me and my family. I'm living with parentals now and I miss living by myself with my cat. 12~20~1975/2:12PM 6:12
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U a talking about me serious
4th attempt to speak my truth. An add deleted my comment. I tried again. Its out of my hands. Giving it to god. Im broke down in my truck. Freezin to death. No heat no money. No food. Sunrise manor. Las vegas NV ive given every ounce of my energy. To everyone else. Ill wait. My fait is out of my hads. How much time do i have. The clocks ticking .
There is no love or hope in this world it's full of evil individuals that worship the devil🌍👿💔
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@@brandontobias1138 no 💔💔
My twin encouraged me to move 2K miles from home and waited until I officially accepted the job he recommended to tell me he was moving two hours away.
He insisted that he wasn’t running from me again and intended to see me regularly.
When I told him my move-in date was December 1st, he said I should plan a stopover at his house the night before so my last day of driving would only be two hours.
When I arrived Thursday night he was happy to see me. We had a nice conversation over dinner and he snapped a photo of us together before I left.
Then he waited until the next day, after I moved into my new place, which happened to be my birthday, to casually announce that he had a new girlfriend. 🤯😭
Today he said his girlfriend is moving in with him and wanted him to invite me to come over for Christmas dinner.
I said I would rather eat broken glass and maybe after I get over him we can be friends.
Thats so fkd up! I remember I got dumped on vday 1 year and then the guy posted him and her online.
I was so sad, eating chocolate and crying on the couch 😂 but now he is single, alcoholic, miserable and bitter. He wants me back but never will I ever go back. Ugh. Disgusting. I am disgusted with myself about him.
@@pcharm3711 after I stood outside, barefoot, box breathing, and doing Ho’Oponopono chanting for twenty minutes, did my new exercise routine, showered, called my mom, cooked myself a healthy meal, and finally felt very centered and grounded, he started messaging me, spontaneously, which has been happening more often lately.
He was messaging with me for five hours and started by asking if I got my mom off safely to the airport.
I sort of let him have it emotionally, and he didn’t seem to fully grasp what I was trying to convey, but he did say that he cared about my feelings and emotions and he did try to answer all of my questions, where previously he would have just ignored direct questions that made him uncomfortable. I learned that he had begun his new relationship just before I started reaching out to him for confirmation that he wanted me to come here. In his mind somehow I had told him that I wasn’t coming here to be with him but to prove to myself that I could be without my family. That was mostly true but I was definitely expecting and hoping to be with him. Now I realize I was searching for clues in him that he wanted to be with me.
At one point, when I asked him why he could say all of the same things about me and then toss me aside for someone new, he said he didn’t know why he did that. He said, “maybe I don’t know what love actually is or how to do it right,” and sometimes thinks he could be a borderline sociopath. I reminded him of the trauma he had suffered throughout his life and how he developed the ability to detach from his negative emotions and pretend hurtful things didn’t hurt him, but it’s not actually a coping skill and can cause self-destructive behaviors.
Around midnight I told him he needed to get some sleep but he continued the interaction until 3:15 am and ended it by saying, “I want to keep going but I have to get ready for work in 3 hours”.
We hadn’t talked that long in almost a year. I have known him for nine years and loved him for the last three years, since our love bubble, when he triggered my kundalini effect and this spiritual awakening began but I didn’t even realize it or know about twin flames until January, when he ran from me for the second time and I started randomly watching tarot readings for the first time in my entire life.
The bizarre thing is that everything nice he said about her is something he previously said about me, but he has actually said many more wonderful things about me.
Last night I learned that when you try to get your twin to love you, they look for you in other people because you are looking for love outside of your self.
It made sense that when I focus on myself is when he comes to me spontaneously.
We definitely have unconditional love for each other, like no one else. And other relationships can be important karmic lessons. He’s in therapy but I’m trying to stop reaching for him and just reach for myself because everything I need is within. When I do that, and just put him out of my mind, he seems attracted to me like a magnet.
Last night he said he doesn’t mind the two hour drive to see me and is looking forward to taking me to see the Christmas lights and hiking his favorite trail and when it gets warmer he wants to take me tide pooling.
Ugh I'm so sorry thats fu#¥ed up 😮 Let the karma headed his way be your biggest strength to pay that energy no mind...
Wow smh sorry you had to go through all of that. There’s someone better for you out there that’s worth your time. Just believe that!
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True love but with 0 communion.
Its not funny.
A Neverending joirney through the desert.
There is no communion so no joy.
"Allow it" ?
Like the chemical burn in Fight Club but without end.
It doesnt inspire joy.
Recently discovered your channel and I love it. I love your combination of god and tarot 💜✨