Im really not one of those who comments on these types of videos, but you really are the best. I have been searching for good content in the ASMR genre since 2014, but you are the only creator who consistently create what I consider quality content. Whether you post regularly or not, we love your content. Please don't stop creating, but take what ever time you need. I'd love to see more, but if not I will continue to watch your older videos. All the best to you and your family!
Oh y e s, the ASMR community has just expanded soooo much. To the point where I actively have to seek out smaller channels if I still want that genuine , somewhat lofi vibe. You're amazing for being able to handle all that stress and still taking the time out to update us. I know I would've cracked at point or another, heh. Wish you and your family the best 💛
So happy you’re back. As a mom of two under two, both in daycare, I appreciate hearing another mom being honest about how hard it can be. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all of this, but I also appreciate knowing I’m not alone in my stresses. Thank you, mama!
OMG!!! I'm so happy to see a new video from you!! You have such a gift for making people feel calm. Your warmth and empathy come through in every one of your videos, no matter what the video is about. I'm so grateful for you and your videos. Please don't hesitate to come vent to us when you need to. It's the least we can do in return for everything you've done for us.
Oh my goodness- I can’t imagine what you went through with your baby! I’m so sorry you went through this. I’m so glad you finally found an answer. Sending you lots of love.
You are my favorite ASMR channel ever. Doesn’t matter how long you could ever go away!! I love having your content new and old to watch. You have such a comforting, supportive, and nurturing feeling that transfers in your videos. Even though ASMR has changed over the internet, there will always be a space for you and your content that no one can come close to!! Your spirit 💕 sorry to hear about your son, glad you all figured out what was going on. Don’t ever feel guilty. You are human and go through things and upload at your own pace, we will always be here 🫶
Ashley, I missed you. I am so glad you are back. Sorry about your little angel. I hope he gets some respite from the recurrent infections now. I will be keeping you and your whole family in my thoughts. Wishing you continued success in your practice and lots of peace and love. 💗💗
These last few years have been insanely hard for everyone, so take all the time you need before coming back! I do wanna say this though… Some of your videos talking about therapy really made a huge impact on me. They were part of the reasons why I decided to enroll in a masters program for MFT work. Just wanted to say thank you for your content ❤️
You would chuckle if you knew how many times I checked to see if you had posted a video! So, so happy too see you back. God did I miss your content! As you said, a lot of ASMR is no longer giving me what I need. Welcome back from the bottom of my heart. ❤
I have missed your Ulta and other catalog shopping videos from the holidays. Your life, family, and well-being are always priority. So happy to see you again in whatever capacity!
As a mom of a five year old, I so appreciate the sharing because it does feel so isolating when they are having a hard time! The sharing I really appreciate because the majority of the “content” out there is all curated and perfect but it makes you feel very alone if you don’t see all sides of what it really means to be a mom. I am so glad your son was able to get some answers, a mother’s intuition is worth so much. Life is such a ride at times and I send you good vibes to your family!
Oh my goodness I’m listening to this video while staying at the hospital with my daughter who has just had an operation to have her tonsils, adenoids removed and tubes fitted. I completely understand how you feel and what you have been through with your son. I’m really glad your son is doing well. It’s lovely to hear you back and really enjoyed this video so much. Thank you 😊
Oh Ashley, I'm so relieved that you and your precious family are safe and finally well. I hate that you feel guilty for sharing your bad news. You've really been through a tough time and you deserve time and space to deal with that. So wonderful to hear from you. Please prioritize and be kind to yourself. So much love 💕 xxx
I’m so sorry for the struggles you and your family have been facing. It’s so nice to hear from you again. Your videos have given me so much comfort in my own difficult times. Please make sure to put you and your family first ahead of any of your fans online. You are important and appreciated!
I am so glad that you felt comfortable enough to share all of this with us! I can empathize as I have two young children, one of which had a lot of medical issues over a couple year period similar to your child’s, as well as a major emergency situation (everyone is now fine after tonsils and adenoids removed as well as tubes and the wonderful doctors and nurses at the children’s hospital near us). Please know that we are rooting for you and we so appreciate you and the fact that you are a real person (not a curated/commercialized ASMRtist-this is why I personally love your videos so much). I hope your son (and you/family) continue to come out of this time and find your way to feeling “back” to where your life feels a bit normal again. I totally get it and am sending big mamma hugs to you! Thanks for the update :-)
This was comforting, like catching up with an old friend :) I respect& appreciate your transparency sharing your story My 7 yr old has had his fair share of severe illnesses, but never in such succession. I know the feeling of just doing your best, and *barely hanging on* until they’re feeling well again. But to have such back-to-back illness with little time to recoup, I can only imagine the overwhelming toll it took on you& your family 🤍 Any content you make is always warmly received and appreciated. But please never feel pressure or like you’re letting us down! I’ll happily watch your old videos in the meantime x
You have no idea the reach your videos have had and continue to have. I don’t usually comment on videos but as someone with a lot of anxiety who’s been able to soothe and rest from your videos, it must be said! I’m sure there are many out there also like me who don’t speak up but continue to be touched and positively affected by your videos ❤
So happy to see this video come up in my feed! Not so happy that you've been through SUCH challenging times the past year, but I hope it will be smoother sailing for the foreseeable future. I totally agree about the ASMR community having become so commercialized and sexualized. I think many of us miss your warm, timeless presence in this space. I hope your life allows you to make more videos, but you should never feel guilty for prioritizing your family and your own well-being. Hugs!
It is wonderful seeing you here, I am so sorry to hear about your poor son having to go through such a terrible illness, my Niece had the same surgery. Best wishes to you and your family, I have been following you for SIX years!! I truly missed you and I am so happy you are back!! 🌺🌸✨🌸🌺
I am so happy to see you posting videos again - they are so calming and soothing. So sorry to hear about you recent stresses. I know it's a cliche but it will pass. I can understand how you were nearly broken. There are only so many burdens we can balance. But life will get better. Loving your work greenbeauty ❤️
Did I forget about this channel? Yes. Was I instantly thrilled and reminded why I followed when you in the first place when this popped up on my feed? Yes. Excited to watch whatever you choose to put out next - take your time!! We will be here. 🤍
Hooray, my message last night was clairvoyant. 😉 I'm so glad you finally found out what was going on and your son is on the road to recovery. I do understand what you are saying about the change in the ASMR community. That's one of the many reasons you were so missed
I can’t tell you how appreciative I am that you’re back. I have played your newer videos repeatedly lately and not really played anything else. They have put me to sleep quickly every night. I never thought I’d be able to say that. I was averaging 4 hours of sleep a night until I returned to your channel. You have put me at peace. I can’t thank you enough. Bless you!
Really hope life takes an upward turn for you soon, you’ve been through a lot. Love how you’re still able to appreciate the good as well as the hardships💚 Just so you know, your typing/ receptionist as required role plays are still the best on TH-cam. I rewatched the hotel one yet again only yesterday! I have no idea how many times I’ve watched all the typing ones, several hundreds for each of them I’d imagine. Pure gold❤️
I was like your little guy. I was very very sickly throughout my childhood up until fifth grade. I had severe strep throat, ear infections where my ear drums would burst and bleed and many other illnesses. I was known to be sickly by all who knew me. In fifth grade I had my tonsils and adenoids removed. My life changed permanently. No more ear and throat issues. What a miracle it was. My third son almost died because of an overly casual doctor who would not take my mamma concern more seriously. He ended up at 3 weeks needing emergency surgery and all issues were gone - except for the residue trauma that I was left to deal with. Shame on your doctors who didn’t take a closer look. But what a miracle you were blessed with the right surgeon. You are an amazing mom and very grounded. Do not let pressure about asmr have any power. You have been blessed thru the challenges. Prayers to you and your family.
I am so very sorry to hear about everything you have been enduring.I want you to know that you are one of the few ASMR artists that I keep returning to. I rewatch several of your videos. I am a family practice nurse and as you know things have been beyond stressful. But your voice always brings me to a peaceful place at the end of the day. I hope you are finding that place for yourself. I appreciate what you do for us.
Omg Ashley, I can’t even imagine how overwhelming, stressful, and emotional this has all been for your entire family. I am so so sorry what your son had to go through but I am so happy there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel. When it rains it pours! (Moving, husbands job, etc.) ugh I can’t imagine. It’s so cliche but everything happens for a reason- there is so much positive coming ahead for you guys.. ❤️ thank you for opening up and sharing this all with us- we love you! I never clicked on a video so fast, I was so happy to see you back, of course it didn’t make me happy to know you’ve been going through so much but I am sending your family love and prayers. Hang in there!
Thank you for taking a break! I’m pretty sure I’m not alone when I say that I think your well-being is way more important than any video you could make. Not to say that we wouldn’t enjoy seeing new ASMR videos from you, what I mean is that we care about the person behind the camera :)
My goodness it’s so hard!! I became a mum almost a decade ago and have 3 kids and for years I couldn’t work as someone was always sick and couldn’t be in child care. It gets a lot easier when they start school as they are at an age where they don’t catch as many things. I’m finally working part-time again and feeling more balanced. You’re in the most intense parenting stage, hang in there! 💛
It's so wonderful to hear your voice again! Congratulations on your new home and finding the cause of you son's illness! I can totally relate to the difficulty of job hunting - I got laid off in December and it's been a frustrating (and so far unsuccessful) journey to try and find work. I hope things continue to look up for your family!
I am so grateful you are back! I also have a son that age, we have no help, and I can so relate to what you are going through. I really have no one to talk to about it, and hearing your genuine, nurturing, caring voice talk about your own struggles is so validating to me personally. I love your channel! Your spirit comes through so authentically, and in a way I feel like as moms we truly need this because the supportive community women once had just kinda doesn’t exist anymore. So thank you for what you contribute. I hope that things become less stressful in the health and finance departments soon. Congratulations on the success of your practice!
Hi GreenBeauty, so glad that you are back! Your ASMR friends missed you. I was so excited yesterday when I saw the notification that you posted a new video! I am sorry to hear about all the troubles you’ve been having over the past year. Don’t ever feel like you are burdening us with your problems. Your ASMR friends are here for you anytime you need to get stuff off your chest. Looking forward to relaxing to your new content in the months to come! All the best to you and your family ❤
Oh my goodness, my heart goes out to you GreenBeauty. ❤ I pray things get easier for you this year. I am excited to see you back. I'm sending you so much love and prayers. One of my favorite sounds you do is when you use the curling iron for hair. You don't have to put it in of course if you don't want to, I'm looking forward to your video either way! ❤😊
so so happy that you’re back and thankful for this update! I think about you and your family often, and i’m really glad you got some answers in regards to your son. poor guy, hope you all are doing better now ❤️
Ashley, it’s so good to hear from you. I’m so sorry for the stressful year. Your son’s situation really resonated with me, because I was the exact same as a kid. I also got my adenoids removed around his age and if it’s any relief, things got so much better for me. Not only did I get sick *much* less but also I grew taller and was more energetic etc. I’m in my mid 30s now and my parents still talk about how tough that time period was for them where I was constantly sick (and kept crying cause my ear was hurting lol). Please know that I’m thinking of you and your family and wish you guys all the best ❤ Take care and thank you for this update.
Whew you've had a year (or more). I'm so glad you were able to get some help for your son, that must have been terrifying! Best of luck to your husband with his job searching. I'll be here whenever you feel like posting :) your old videos (some REALLY old ones) are in my regular rotation of asmr favorites so you were never truly *absent* Hoping for lots of good things for your whole family this summer 💗
So glad you’re back and your son is okay!! I’m sorry it’s been so stressful for you but we’ve all been hoping you’re doing okay. Thank you for all of your hard work!! ❤
OMG how happy I am to finally hear from your Ashley! I haven't watched this video but I already need to leave a comment. I've discovered your channel a few years ago and I am constantly coming back to your videos. Your voice and the way you speak give me INSANE tingles and I had to leave a comment for your return. You are amazing ❤ Love from France, Claire
I’m so glad you’re welI, Ashley! I’ve been thinking about you occasionally, and just assumed Covid was involved. It’s good to hear your son’s surgery went well! As you were talking about it, I guessed it was adenoids; a friend’s daughter went through a lot of testing, and hospitalizations before they discovered the issue. Also, my condolences about your kitty. 💔😞😢 I had to say goodbye to my kitty girl back in April, but sometimes it feels like it was just last week. I miss her so much, but am glad she knew I loved and appreciated her. 🐾🐈⬛💜 Another friend of mine’s husband was laid off too. You’ve truly experienced so many life events! You sound like you’re healing, and I hope you have your own therapist you can talk to. 😊❤ Bless you for helping the kittens! I’m volunteering at a rescue and it’s therapeutic for me, and also helping the cats be socialized so they are more likely to be adopted. I agree that a lot of the ASMR community has gotten too commercialized and sexualized--which is totally not what ASMR is. 🙄 There are only a handful of channels I like anymore. At first, I was kind of excited that you’d have another story about an eccentric neighbor 🙃, but that’s ok. You don’t need more drama; that story was truly interesting 🍿🍿🍿! I hope things calm down, and the worst is behind you and your family. 💜
It sounds like you guys have been going through it! I am so happy you came back to share your life with us. I hope everything starts getting less stressful for you and your family soon.
Omg I’m so happy, I have missed your videos so much! I have watched this video in 3 parts because I fall asleep every time🤣 sending love to you and your son ❤
I feel so much relief for you! So glad you got to the bottom of his illness! I know it’s so so stressful. Please don’t apologize for ANYTHING. You’re a real person with real problems. ❤
I totally understand the stresses of having a sick kiddo. It hurts so bad to not be able to help them. Hopefully you’ve found the issue with your son and sending positive vibes for everything else in your life!
I still always come back to your videos! I am glad you are doing much better now and I am thankful for all you do! I love just hearing you talk about your life so this was lovely. Best wishes.
I am so so happy to hear from you! My daughter had her tonsils and adenoids removed in match & I totally understand what you meant when you were talking about the difficulty of picturing them during surgery. So glad to hear your son is well!
I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much. I can empathize with the sickness. My daughter had a similar situation this fall winter and early spring. Hoping for a new job for your husband, good health, and happiness for you and your family. Will be praying for you. Anytime you want to come over and make ASMR I will be grateful. I agree with you on how it has changed and I’m not a fan. Hope to hear more from you coming up!
Oh man. I've been here since the beginning and have really missed you! Your videos offer me so much comfort, especially in hard times. So glad your stressors are starting to ease a bit. ♡
Your video didn’t show up in my feed, but I was wondering where you’d been a few days ago, so I searched and found you had just posted. Friend! (Hope that’s okay to call you. :)) You have spoken so much help and wisdom to me even in sharing your recent heartaches. Our two children were SO.SICK. the entire winter/spring. It was exhausting. My job shifted big time when the business was sold to a new owner, my husband and I both kept catching sicknesses from them (which was very odd for us!), and it was just such a draining time. I didn’t realize this was happening all over the country! No one ever shared with us about the problems with viruses due to the quarantine, etc. Makes so much sense! Anyway… we have an ENT appointment in a couple of weeks that we’ve been waiting months for. I might literally climb across the desk if they don’t agree to take my daughters tonsils. Lol. Thank you for sharing with us! Thank you for being honest about your (and my!) experiences with the asmr community. Praying and hoping with you for quick resolution to your husband’s job hunt!
Welcome back! You were sorely missed, but my God what you have been through! I watched so many of your old videos during your absence because you have a very special gift of true ASMR that has gone away , sadly, from other videos. Thank you for sharing your difficult journey. We love you!
I felt this. My daughter started Kindergarten this past August and let me just say she was sick the entire time.. she did just have her little graduation and is on the way to 1st grade ( thank goodness). She had double ear infections, sinus infections, throwing up and just snot everywhere. I, of course was sick with her just about the whole time too. Fun times. Lol. So happy to hear your son is improving. I really hope your stress subsides soon and your family has sunny, bright, and beautiful days ahead ❤
So happy to see you! I’m so sorry this last year has been so hard. I so agree about the new aged ASMR. I find myself only watching old videos from the originals.
Oh my goodness… you have gone through so much, I am so sorry! Thank you for sharing. I am a parent and this was so eye opening and informative. I never knew all of this could go on. This really put things into perspective for me. You are such a strong mama and your son will appreciate you not giving up on him even after the doctors were saying “it’s just the season.” I am so happy your son is recovering well. Sending prayers to you and your family. I watch your wax video almost every night to go to sleep, I really enjoy your content. ❤
Oh my gosh, I had a hard enough time packing up an apartment with just myself and my mom, neither of us employed, and no children. I can't even imagine how you packed up a house while working and taking care of two kids one of whom was sick!
It's so nice to see you. I am so sorry to hear that you have had such a difficult year. I have been here since the beginning and I think you are so special. I pray your son's surgery is a game changer for his health and that your husband find a job quickly. I hope you know that this is a reciprocal friendship. You comfort us but we can also comfort you. I personally want to offer you a little of what you have offered me. It's wonderful to see you and I hope this next season of your life is everything you deserve - which is the very best. ❤❤❤❤🩷
I’ve been watching you for years and I’m just now realizing I’ve never commented in one of your videos until now :) So happy you’re back! I don’t watch any other asmr creators anymore but I’m happy to hear my one and only favorite creator is doing better, Welcome back!
Crazy! I was thinking about watching one of your old videos but so happy to see that you are still uploading videos! You are my favourite English-speaking ASMRtist!😀😀
It’s wonderful to see you again! I kept hoping you would return and so while waiting I watched your previous videos like my favorite, Lavender Extravaganza! I am so sorry about the stress you’ve experienced. Take care and so happy to see you!
Oh my gosh all that you have gone through sounds so stressful! Remember you don't owe us anything, you are always valid to step away from this account and take time for yourself. I hope you have better times ahead.
I am so happy to see you posted. Your videos are some of my favorite ASMR and have help me so much during peak stressful times. I wish you and your family much good vibes.
Children and their illnesses are all consuming for the caretakers 😢 my son is also 4 and he just got over a nasty bout of strep throat that was going around school. I’m so happy that your son received the help he needed thanks to your advocacy. ❤❤ welcome back!
So happy to see you again! There are very few ASMR creators I follow closely (for some of the reasons you stated) but you have always been at the top of my list. I was worried about your absence and I’m sorry to hear about what your family has gone through - Yipes. That was quite a load. I much appreciate you so openly sharing though. Sending good energy and love that things will be on the upswing now! You are missed but taking care of yourself and your family is #1. Us diehards will be here whenever you’re able to make an appearance. ❤️
I am so happy to hear from you, but so sad to hear of the difficulties you've faced. As a mother of 4, I totally understand the worry and stress involved in fighting to have your mothers instincts heard and taken seriously. There is nothing worse than seeing your child sick and feeling unable to help them. The house move and your husband being laid off must have felt so overwhelming too. Never apologise for being yourself or sharing your emotions. The people here in your corner genuinely care about you and want to share the good times and the bad. I too have had a terrible year of ill health, operations and sadness and I feel like there is so much pressure to stay positive and never complain. Positivity is only healthy if its genuine, if its forced it just produces guilt and feelings of inadequacy. Its okay not to be okay all the time! Sending so much love. ❤
Sorry to hear you've had such a hard time. I hope.the surgery is the start of better times to come. My daughter had undiagnosed strep A last year and was continuously sick with various things for months as a result. It almost broke me too x
Thank you for the update green beauty! I’ve missed you. I’m sorry life threw you all those curve balls but you are so strong for handling all that 💪🏻 keep being you and I can’t wait for the new video(s)! 😊
I'm so sorry you and your family dealt with so many stressful things at once for such a long time :( you have my sincere wishes that things are easier moving forward! Sending you all much love from Pittsburgh.
I am glad you shared, but I am so sorry to hear all that you went through. Very high stress! You should be proud that even through all of that, you are thriving.
GB!! You’re back! Omg. It’s so so so good to see you upload again. I literally got goosebumps when I saw you upload. Your videos have been such a comfort to all of us over the past years. I literally watched your dermatologist role play last week (for the 100th time haha) I’m happy to hear that your son is doing better as well. I remember when you were pregnant with him and now he’s 4 already. Wow. Wishing you and your family all the best! Take as long as you need. We will be here waiting for you, queen! Xx
As someone with a small kid, my heart goes out to you for the health struggles of your kid. It's so difficult. As for ASMR changing, I agree, but I'm also happy to find that there are still people doing old school ASMR style videos. I try my best to tell TH-cam not to recommend me the style of video I have no interest in and the algorithm usually offers me videos in the old school style or content creators I already enjoy, nothing sexualized or eating sounds or wet sounds which I don't enjoy. I've gone back to your old videos as well, your voice is very soothing and I love the simplicity of them.
Welcome back. You were definitely missed. So sorry to hear about your son - and all the other turmoil- but hopefully things will settle down now for you & your family.
this happens every time i sub to someone who hasn’t upload in a while…i was binging your videos last night and i thought to myself “i sense it…she’ll be back soon.” WELCOME BACK
I figured life and a small child was taking up your time, plus I remembered you said you were going back to work full time. I'm so glad you're back! Take a break whenever, you have plenty of content to keep us busy. Being a parent is hard, I'm glad you listened to your instinct. A similar thing happened with my coworker's daughter, she was so sick all the time and her speech was garbled. At 3 years old their pediatrician told them she was going to grow up deaf due to the way she wasn't developing speech-wise. I told him they should go to EMT and get her ears checked, because she was talking and putting together sentences, its just that her pronunciation wasn't understandable. Turns out she had a similar situation as your son! She got the ear-tube surgery and the change was amazing! She wasn't sick anymore and her speech (as well as her hearing) was 100%. They couldn't believe the pediatrician never recommended it prior.
Hey GB! I listened to this when you first posted but didn't get to comment till now. I felt this community was important to you so when you went away I knew it had to be something serious. Not knowing was a stresser but I'm glad everything worked out for your son. Don't blame you at all for taking a break. I agree with you about the over sexualization of ASMR these days which is why it's so good to have you back. Your videos are very wholesome and it's good to have creators like you that produce that kind of content. I've been a long time fan. Can't wait to see your keyboard again soon! The one with the orange spacebar. Some of my personal favorites of yours is the Covid grocery store, the pharmacy and, one of your last vids about calling for classes. Anyways, so glad you're alive and all is well. Can't wait to see what you do next!
I'm so excited to see that you're back! I'm so sorry you've been through so much though, it is hard to have a sick little one! I'll be praying he heals up well and that your husband finds another job very soon. What a blessing that you have your practice though and that it is thriving! I agree with what you said about asmr not being the same anymore. I wouldn't know how to drscribe it but many of the channels don't fulfill what I am seeking. I like a much simpler video with some imperfections, I feel it is more relatible for me. I have been dabbling in creating some content for mostly my own enjoyment, helps me relax to make things and I make content I personally enjoy without all the bells and whistles. I'm really looking forward to more videos from you when you're able to make some!
Im really not one of those who comments on these types of videos, but you really are the best. I have been searching for good content in the ASMR genre since 2014, but you are the only creator who consistently create what I consider quality content. Whether you post regularly or not, we love your content. Please don't stop creating, but take what ever time you need. I'd love to see more, but if not I will continue to watch your older videos. All the best to you and your family!
Thank you so much for your support 🤗
Totally agree! The grocery store vid with the egg counting is a classic
Oh y e s, the ASMR community has just expanded soooo much. To the point where I actively have to seek out smaller channels if I still want that genuine , somewhat lofi vibe.
You're amazing for being able to handle all that stress and still taking the time out to update us. I know I would've cracked at point or another, heh. Wish you and your family the best 💛
So happy you’re back. As a mom of two under two, both in daycare, I appreciate hearing another mom being honest about how hard it can be. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all of this, but I also appreciate knowing I’m not alone in my stresses. Thank you, mama!
OMG!!! I'm so happy to see a new video from you!! You have such a gift for making people feel calm. Your warmth and empathy come through in every one of your videos, no matter what the video is about. I'm so grateful for you and your videos. Please don't hesitate to come vent to us when you need to. It's the least we can do in return for everything you've done for us.
Thank you 🤗
Every so often I go through channels and check my favorites who disappeared and it's rare that one comes back but this is great
Oh my goodness- I can’t imagine what you went through with your baby! I’m so sorry you went through this. I’m so glad you finally found an answer. Sending you lots of love.
You are my favorite ASMR channel ever. Doesn’t matter how long you could ever go away!! I love having your content new and old to watch. You have such a comforting, supportive, and nurturing feeling that transfers in your videos. Even though ASMR has changed over the internet, there will always be a space for you and your content that no one can come close to!! Your spirit 💕 sorry to hear about your son, glad you all figured out what was going on. Don’t ever feel guilty. You are human and go through things and upload at your own pace, we will always be here 🫶
Ashley, I missed you. I am so glad you are back. Sorry about your little angel. I hope he gets some respite from the recurrent infections now. I will be keeping you and your whole family in my thoughts. Wishing you continued success in your practice and lots of peace and love. 💗💗
These last few years have been insanely hard for everyone, so take all the time you need before coming back! I do wanna say this though… Some of your videos talking about therapy really made a huge impact on me. They were part of the reasons why I decided to enroll in a masters program for MFT work. Just wanted to say thank you for your content ❤️
You would chuckle if you knew how many times I checked to see if you had posted a video! So, so happy too see you back. God did I miss your content! As you said, a lot of ASMR is no longer giving me what I need. Welcome back from the bottom of my heart. ❤
🤗 ♥️ so happy you’re here!
I have missed your Ulta and other catalog shopping videos from the holidays. Your life, family, and well-being are always priority. So happy to see you again in whatever capacity!
As a mom of a five year old, I so appreciate the sharing because it does feel so isolating when they are having a hard time! The sharing I really appreciate because the majority of the “content” out there is all curated and perfect but it makes you feel very alone if you don’t see all sides of what it really means to be a mom. I am so glad your son was able to get some answers, a mother’s intuition is worth so much. Life is such a ride at times and I send you good vibes to your family!
Thank you so much for being here!
Oh my goodness I’m listening to this video while staying at the hospital with my daughter who has just had an operation to have her tonsils, adenoids removed and tubes fitted. I completely understand how you feel and what you have been through with your son. I’m really glad your son is doing well. It’s lovely to hear you back and really enjoyed this video so much. Thank you 😊
Oh Ashley, I'm so relieved that you and your precious family are safe and finally well. I hate that you feel guilty for sharing your bad news. You've really been through a tough time and you deserve time and space to deal with that. So wonderful to hear from you. Please prioritize and be kind to yourself. So much love 💕 xxx
I’m so sorry for the struggles you and your family have been facing. It’s so nice to hear from you again. Your videos have given me so much comfort in my own difficult times. Please make sure to put you and your family first ahead of any of your fans online. You are important and appreciated!
I am so glad that you felt comfortable enough to share all of this with us! I can empathize as I have two young children, one of which had a lot of medical issues over a couple year period similar to your child’s, as well as a major emergency situation (everyone is now fine after tonsils and adenoids removed as well as tubes and the wonderful doctors and nurses at the children’s hospital near us). Please know that we are rooting for you and we so appreciate you and the fact that you are a real person (not a curated/commercialized ASMRtist-this is why I personally love your videos so much). I hope your son (and you/family) continue to come out of this time and find your way to feeling “back” to where your life feels a bit normal again. I totally get it and am sending big mamma hugs to you! Thanks for the update :-)
This was comforting, like catching up with an old friend :) I respect& appreciate your transparency sharing your story
My 7 yr old has had his fair share of severe illnesses, but never in such succession. I know the feeling of just doing your best, and *barely hanging on* until they’re feeling well again. But to have such back-to-back illness with little time to recoup, I can only imagine the overwhelming toll it took on you& your family 🤍
Any content you make is always warmly received and appreciated. But please never feel pressure or like you’re letting us down! I’ll happily watch your old videos in the meantime x
You have no idea the reach your videos have had and continue to have. I don’t usually comment on videos but as someone with a lot of anxiety who’s been able to soothe and rest from your videos, it must be said! I’m sure there are many out there also like me who don’t speak up but continue to be touched and positively affected by your videos ❤
So happy to see this video come up in my feed! Not so happy that you've been through SUCH challenging times the past year, but I hope it will be smoother sailing for the foreseeable future. I totally agree about the ASMR community having become so commercialized and sexualized. I think many of us miss your warm, timeless presence in this space. I hope your life allows you to make more videos, but you should never feel guilty for prioritizing your family and your own well-being. Hugs!
It is wonderful seeing you here, I am so sorry to hear about your poor son having to go through such a terrible illness, my Niece had the same surgery. Best wishes to you and your family, I have been following you for SIX years!! I truly missed you and I am so happy you are back!! 🌺🌸✨🌸🌺
Hi!! 🤗 I am so glad you’re here!
I am so happy to see you posting videos again - they are so calming and soothing. So sorry to hear about you recent stresses. I know it's a cliche but it will pass. I can understand how you were nearly broken. There are only so many burdens we can balance. But life will get better. Loving your work greenbeauty ❤️
Thank you for your comfort 🤗
Did I forget about this channel? Yes. Was I instantly thrilled and reminded why I followed when you in the first place when this popped up on my feed? Yes. Excited to watch whatever you choose to put out next - take your time!! We will be here. 🤍
When I tell you I RAN to this video. I have missed you!!! You have such a gift. So happy you uploaded ❤
Hooray, my message last night was clairvoyant. 😉 I'm so glad you finally found out what was going on and your son is on the road to recovery. I do understand what you are saying about the change in the ASMR community. That's one of the many reasons you were so missed
I can’t tell you how appreciative I am that you’re back. I have played your newer videos repeatedly lately and not really played anything else. They have put me to sleep quickly every night. I never thought I’d be able to say that. I was averaging 4 hours of sleep a night until I returned to your channel. You have put me at peace. I can’t thank you enough. Bless you!
I am so glad you have been able to get some true rest ♥️
Really hope life takes an upward turn for you soon, you’ve been through a lot. Love how you’re still able to appreciate the good as well as the hardships💚 Just so you know, your typing/ receptionist as required role plays are still the best on TH-cam. I rewatched the hotel one yet again only yesterday! I have no idea how many times I’ve watched all the typing ones, several hundreds for each of them I’d imagine. Pure gold❤️
I was like your little guy. I was very very sickly throughout my childhood up until fifth grade. I had severe strep throat, ear infections where my ear drums would burst and bleed and many other illnesses. I was known to be sickly by all who knew me.
In fifth grade I had my tonsils and adenoids removed. My life changed permanently. No more ear and throat issues. What a miracle it was.
My third son almost died because of an overly casual doctor who would not take my mamma concern more seriously. He ended up at 3 weeks needing emergency surgery and all issues were gone - except for the residue trauma that I was left to deal with. Shame on your doctors who didn’t take a closer look. But what a miracle you were blessed with the right surgeon.
You are an amazing mom and very grounded. Do not let pressure about asmr have any power. You have been blessed thru the challenges. Prayers to you and your family.
I am so very sorry to hear about everything you have been enduring.I want you to know that you are one of the few ASMR artists that I keep returning to. I rewatch several of your videos. I am a family practice nurse and as you know things have been beyond stressful. But your voice always brings me to a peaceful place at the end of the day. I hope you are finding that place for yourself. I appreciate what you do for us.
Omg Ashley, I can’t even imagine how overwhelming, stressful, and emotional this has all been for your entire family. I am so so sorry what your son had to go through but I am so happy there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel. When it rains it pours! (Moving, husbands job, etc.) ugh I can’t imagine. It’s so cliche but everything happens for a reason- there is so much positive coming ahead for you guys.. ❤️ thank you for opening up and sharing this all with us- we love you! I never clicked on a video so fast, I was so happy to see you back, of course it didn’t make me happy to know you’ve been going through so much but I am sending your family love and prayers. Hang in there!
Thank you for taking a break! I’m pretty sure I’m not alone when I say that I think your well-being is way more important than any video you could make. Not to say that we wouldn’t enjoy seeing new ASMR videos from you, what I mean is that we care about the person behind the camera :)
My goodness it’s so hard!! I became a mum almost a decade ago and have 3 kids and for years I couldn’t work as someone was always sick and couldn’t be in child care. It gets a lot easier when they start school as they are at an age where they don’t catch as many things. I’m finally working part-time again and feeling more balanced. You’re in the most intense parenting stage, hang in there! 💛
It's so wonderful to hear your voice again! Congratulations on your new home and finding the cause of you son's illness! I can totally relate to the difficulty of job hunting - I got laid off in December and it's been a frustrating (and so far unsuccessful) journey to try and find work. I hope things continue to look up for your family!
I am so grateful you are back! I also have a son that age, we have no help, and I can so relate to what you are going through. I really have no one to talk to about it, and hearing your genuine, nurturing, caring voice talk about your own struggles is so validating to me personally. I love your channel! Your spirit comes through so authentically, and in a way I feel like as moms we truly need this because the supportive community women once had just kinda doesn’t exist anymore. So thank you for what you contribute. I hope that things become less stressful in the health and finance departments soon. Congratulations on the success of your practice!
Hi GreenBeauty, so glad that you are back! Your ASMR friends missed you. I was so excited yesterday when I saw the notification that you posted a new video!
I am sorry to hear about all the troubles you’ve been having over the past year. Don’t ever feel like you are burdening us with your problems. Your ASMR friends are here for you anytime you need to get stuff off your chest.
Looking forward to relaxing to your new content in the months to come! All the best to you and your family ❤
Oh my goodness, my heart goes out to you GreenBeauty. ❤ I pray things get easier for you this year. I am excited to see you back. I'm sending you so much love and prayers. One of my favorite sounds you do is when you use the curling iron for hair. You don't have to put it in of course if you don't want to, I'm looking forward to your video either way! ❤😊
so so happy that you’re back and thankful for this update! I think about you and your family often, and i’m really glad you got some answers in regards to your son. poor guy, hope you all are doing better now ❤️
Ashley, it’s so good to hear from you. I’m so sorry for the stressful year. Your son’s situation really resonated with me, because I was the exact same as a kid. I also got my adenoids removed around his age and if it’s any relief, things got so much better for me. Not only did I get sick *much* less but also I grew taller and was more energetic etc. I’m in my mid 30s now and my parents still talk about how tough that time period was for them where I was constantly sick (and kept crying cause my ear was hurting lol).
Please know that I’m thinking of you and your family and wish you guys all the best ❤ Take care and thank you for this update.
Whew you've had a year (or more). I'm so glad you were able to get some help for your son, that must have been terrifying! Best of luck to your husband with his job searching. I'll be here whenever you feel like posting :) your old videos (some REALLY old ones) are in my regular rotation of asmr favorites so you were never truly *absent*
Hoping for lots of good things for your whole family this summer 💗
I’ve missed you so much! So glad you are back!!👏🏻🤗👏🏻🤗
I’ve watched your videos forever and I love them and you!!! You are so comforting no matter what you do. You’re amazing!! Glad you’re back 🫶
So glad you’re back and your son is okay!! I’m sorry it’s been so stressful for you but we’ve all been hoping you’re doing okay. Thank you for all of your hard work!! ❤
OMG how happy I am to finally hear from your Ashley! I haven't watched this video but I already need to leave a comment. I've discovered your channel a few years ago and I am constantly coming back to your videos. Your voice and the way you speak give me INSANE tingles and I had to leave a comment for your return. You are amazing ❤
Love from France,
Claire
I’m so glad you’re welI, Ashley! I’ve been thinking about you occasionally, and just assumed Covid was involved.
It’s good to hear your son’s surgery went well! As you were talking about it, I guessed it was adenoids; a friend’s daughter went through a lot of testing, and hospitalizations before they discovered the issue.
Also, my condolences about your kitty. 💔😞😢 I had to say goodbye to my kitty girl back in April, but sometimes it feels like it was just last week. I miss her so much, but am glad she knew I loved and appreciated her. 🐾🐈⬛💜
Another friend of mine’s husband was laid off too.
You’ve truly experienced so many life events! You sound like you’re healing, and I hope you have your own therapist you can talk to. 😊❤
Bless you for helping the kittens! I’m volunteering at a rescue and it’s therapeutic for me, and also helping the cats be socialized so they are more likely to be adopted.
I agree that a lot of the ASMR community has gotten too commercialized and sexualized--which is totally not what ASMR is. 🙄 There are only a handful of channels I like anymore.
At first, I was kind of excited that you’d have another story about an eccentric neighbor 🙃, but that’s ok. You don’t need more drama; that story was truly interesting 🍿🍿🍿!
I hope things calm down, and the worst is behind you and your family. 💜
It sounds like you guys have been going through it! I am so happy you came back to share your life with us. I hope everything starts getting less stressful for you and your family soon.
Yes yes yes I'm so glad you are back!!! I have been rewatching your videos so much lately! Please don't stay gone so long!! 😊
Omg I’m so happy, I have missed your videos so much! I have watched this video in 3 parts because I fall asleep every time🤣 sending love to you and your son ❤
I feel so much relief for you! So glad you got to the bottom of his illness! I know it’s so so stressful. Please don’t apologize for ANYTHING. You’re a real person with real problems. ❤
I totally understand the stresses of having a sick kiddo. It hurts so bad to not be able to help them. Hopefully you’ve found the issue with your son and sending positive vibes for everything else in your life!
I’m so unbelievably happy ❤ thank you for gifting us with this and opening your heart so honestly.
I still always come back to your videos! I am glad you are doing much better now and I am thankful for all you do! I love just hearing you talk about your life so this was lovely. Best wishes.
I am so so happy to hear from you! My daughter had her tonsils and adenoids removed in match & I totally understand what you meant when you were talking about the difficulty of picturing them during surgery. So glad to hear your son is well!
The last few years have been hard on everyone. Wishing you many blessings to come your way. I am so happy you are back. I could cry! ❤
I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much. I can empathize with the sickness. My daughter had a similar situation this fall winter and early spring. Hoping for a new job for your husband, good health, and happiness for you and your family. Will be praying for you. Anytime you want to come over and make ASMR I will be grateful. I agree with you on how it has changed and I’m not a fan. Hope to hear more from you coming up!
Oh man. I've been here since the beginning and have really missed you! Your videos offer me so much comfort, especially in hard times. So glad your stressors are starting to ease a bit. ♡
Your video didn’t show up in my feed, but I was wondering where you’d been a few days ago, so I searched and found you had just posted. Friend! (Hope that’s okay to call you. :)) You have spoken so much help and wisdom to me even in sharing your recent heartaches. Our two children were SO.SICK. the entire winter/spring. It was exhausting. My job shifted big time when the business was sold to a new owner, my husband and I both kept catching sicknesses from them (which was very odd for us!), and it was just such a draining time. I didn’t realize this was happening all over the country! No one ever shared with us about the problems with viruses due to the quarantine, etc. Makes so much sense! Anyway… we have an ENT appointment in a couple of weeks that we’ve been waiting months for. I might literally climb across the desk if they don’t agree to take my daughters tonsils. Lol.
Thank you for sharing with us! Thank you for being honest about your (and my!) experiences with the asmr community.
Praying and hoping with you for quick resolution to your husband’s job hunt!
Welcome back! You were sorely missed, but my God what you have been through! I watched so many of your old videos during your absence because you have a very special gift of true ASMR that has gone away , sadly, from other videos. Thank you for sharing your difficult journey. We love you!
I felt this. My daughter started Kindergarten this past August and let me just say she was sick the entire time.. she did just have her little graduation and is on the way to 1st grade ( thank goodness). She had double ear infections, sinus infections, throwing up and just snot everywhere. I, of course was sick with her just about the whole time too. Fun times. Lol. So happy to hear your son is improving. I really hope your stress subsides soon and your family has sunny, bright, and beautiful days ahead ❤
So happy to see you! I’m so sorry this last year has been so hard.
I so agree about the new aged ASMR. I find myself only watching old videos from the originals.
Oh my goodness… you have gone through so much, I am so sorry! Thank you for sharing. I am a parent and this was so eye opening and informative. I never knew all of this could go on. This really put things into perspective for me. You are such a strong mama and your son will appreciate you not giving up on him even after the doctors were saying “it’s just the season.” I am so happy your son is recovering well. Sending prayers to you and your family.
I watch your wax video almost every night to go to sleep, I really enjoy your content. ❤
Oh my gosh, I had a hard enough time packing up an apartment with just myself and my mom, neither of us employed, and no children. I can't even imagine how you packed up a house while working and taking care of two kids one of whom was sick!
Oh my gracious, welcome back sweet lady! I hope all is well, and it's always nice to hear your voice ❤️
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It's so nice to see you. I am so sorry to hear that you have had such a difficult year. I have been here since the beginning and I think you are so special. I pray your son's surgery is a game changer for his health and that your husband find a job quickly. I hope you know that this is a reciprocal friendship. You comfort us but we can also comfort you. I personally want to offer you a little of what you have offered me. It's wonderful to see you and I hope this next season of your life is everything you deserve - which is the very best. ❤❤❤❤🩷
I’ve been watching you for years and I’m just now realizing I’ve never commented in one of your videos until now :)
So happy you’re back! I don’t watch any other asmr creators anymore but I’m happy to hear my one and only favorite creator is doing better, Welcome back!
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Great to hear from you again. I discovered your channel while you were away and I just like to say you make some of the best asmr videos out there.
Crazy! I was thinking about watching one of your old videos but so happy to see that you are still uploading videos! You are my favourite English-speaking ASMRtist!😀😀
It’s wonderful to see you again! I kept hoping you would return and so while waiting I watched your previous videos like my favorite, Lavender Extravaganza! I am so sorry about the stress you’ve experienced. Take care and so happy to see you!
Oh my gosh all that you have gone through sounds so stressful! Remember you don't owe us anything, you are always valid to step away from this account and take time for yourself. I hope you have better times ahead.
I am so happy to see you posted. Your videos are some of my favorite ASMR and have help me so much during peak stressful times. I wish you and your family much good vibes.
Children and their illnesses are all consuming for the caretakers 😢 my son is also 4 and he just got over a nasty bout of strep throat that was going around school. I’m so happy that your son received the help he needed thanks to your advocacy. ❤❤ welcome back!
I literally just GASPED when I saw this!!! So so excited to watch this. We have missed you so much 🩷🩷
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So happy to see you again! There are very few ASMR creators I follow closely (for some of the reasons you stated) but you have always been at the top of my list. I was worried about your absence and I’m sorry to hear about what your family has gone through - Yipes. That was quite a load. I much appreciate you so openly sharing though. Sending good energy and love that things will be on the upswing now! You are missed but taking care of yourself and your family is #1. Us diehards will be here whenever you’re able to make an appearance. ❤️
The way I GASPED when I saw this notification !! So so so glad you’re back ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
I am so happy to hear from you, but so sad to hear of the difficulties you've faced. As a mother of 4, I totally understand the worry and stress involved in fighting to have your mothers instincts heard and taken seriously. There is nothing worse than seeing your child sick and feeling unable to help them. The house move and your husband being laid off must have felt so overwhelming too. Never apologise for being yourself or sharing your emotions. The people here in your corner genuinely care about you and want to share the good times and the bad. I too have had a terrible year of ill health, operations and sadness and I feel like there is so much pressure to stay positive and never complain. Positivity is only healthy if its genuine, if its forced it just produces guilt and feelings of inadequacy. Its okay not to be okay all the time! Sending so much love. ❤
Ma’am. You have been greatly missed. I would check your page at least once a week for an upload lol! I’m so grateful ❤️
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ WOW. A. LOT. Glad your son is healing and thriving. ☮️✝️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Welcome bacckkkk, we’ve missed you & that gorgeous Voice of yours 💜🥰
You have been my favourite ASMRtist since I first came across your channel many years ago!! So excited to see another upload from you ❤️ Thank you!
Sending you lots of positive vibes! Hope your son will be feeling better :)
Omg I’ve been manifesting for you to come back! Rewatching your videos. I’m so happy!!!!! Woo!!!
Sorry to hear you've had such a hard time. I hope.the surgery is the start of better times to come. My daughter had undiagnosed strep A last year and was continuously sick with various things for months as a result. It almost broke me too x
Thank you for the update green beauty! I’ve missed you. I’m sorry life threw you all those curve balls but you are so strong for handling all that 💪🏻 keep being you and I can’t wait for the new video(s)! 😊
I'm so sorry you and your family dealt with so many stressful things at once for such a long time :( you have my sincere wishes that things are easier moving forward! Sending you all much love from Pittsburgh.
Sooooooo happy to see you! I am going to save this for when I have complete solitude. I look forward to listening to you tell me ALL the things.
There’s so many things 😆 this video is all over the place because I was trying to make sure I captured it all!
I am glad you shared, but I am so sorry to hear all that you went through. Very high stress! You should be proud that even through all of that, you are thriving.
GB!! You’re back! Omg. It’s so so so good to see you upload again. I literally got goosebumps when I saw you upload. Your videos have been such a comfort to all of us over the past years. I literally watched your dermatologist role play last week (for the 100th time haha) I’m happy to hear that your son is doing better as well. I remember when you were pregnant with him and now he’s 4 already. Wow. Wishing you and your family all the best! Take as long as you need. We will be here waiting for you, queen! Xx
Thanks for sharing, it was great to catch up with you. Always love hearing your stories ❤ I hope your son is recovering well!
As someone with a small kid, my heart goes out to you for the health struggles of your kid. It's so difficult.
As for ASMR changing, I agree, but I'm also happy to find that there are still people doing old school ASMR style videos. I try my best to tell TH-cam not to recommend me the style of video I have no interest in and the algorithm usually offers me videos in the old school style or content creators I already enjoy, nothing sexualized or eating sounds or wet sounds which I don't enjoy. I've gone back to your old videos as well, your voice is very soothing and I love the simplicity of them.
Welcome back. You were definitely missed. So sorry to hear about your son - and all the other turmoil- but hopefully things will settle down now for you & your family.
this happens every time i sub to someone who hasn’t upload in a while…i was binging your videos last night and i thought to myself “i sense it…she’ll be back soon.” WELCOME BACK
I’m still loving all your old videos ❤ I haven’t watched this one yet but just wanted you to know you are appreciated ❤❤❤
So happy to see a new video from you. You have been truly missed!
OMG YOU'RE BACK!! I haven't watched the whole video yet but I hope you've been doing well!! We've missed you so much 😭❤
I figured life and a small child was taking up your time, plus I remembered you said you were going back to work full time. I'm so glad you're back! Take a break whenever, you have plenty of content to keep us busy. Being a parent is hard, I'm glad you listened to your instinct.
A similar thing happened with my coworker's daughter, she was so sick all the time and her speech was garbled. At 3 years old their pediatrician told them she was going to grow up deaf due to the way she wasn't developing speech-wise. I told him they should go to EMT and get her ears checked, because she was talking and putting together sentences, its just that her pronunciation wasn't understandable. Turns out she had a similar situation as your son! She got the ear-tube surgery and the change was amazing! She wasn't sick anymore and her speech (as well as her hearing) was 100%. They couldn't believe the pediatrician never recommended it prior.
I never knew how much ENT issue can effect small children!
omg i missed you you videos are the best but a break is needed and family time is important i hope you can continue the great work
Hey GB! I listened to this when you first posted but didn't get to comment till now. I felt this community was important to you so when you went away I knew it had to be something serious. Not knowing was a stresser but I'm glad everything worked out for your son. Don't blame you at all for taking a break. I agree with you about the over sexualization of ASMR these days which is why it's so good to have you back. Your videos are very wholesome and it's good to have creators like you that produce that kind of content. I've been a long time fan. Can't wait to see your keyboard again soon! The one with the orange spacebar. Some of my personal favorites of yours is the Covid grocery store, the pharmacy and, one of your last vids about calling for classes.
Anyways, so glad you're alive and all is well. Can't wait to see what you do next!
So happy that you are back with a new video❤❤ you are truly the best!! I missed you.
I cannot believe you have made a new video. I'm in complete shock!!!!! I'm so glad you're back!!!!!
Ahhh so happy you posted again! I can’t wait to watch this and relax. I really hope you and your family have been well. You have been missed! 💜
I was literally watching your videos yesterday, as many as I could! Missed you! ❤
I'm so excited to see that you're back! I'm so sorry you've been through so much though, it is hard to have a sick little one! I'll be praying he heals up well and that your husband finds another job very soon. What a blessing that you have your practice though and that it is thriving!
I agree with what you said about asmr not being the same anymore. I wouldn't know how to drscribe it but many of the channels don't fulfill what I am seeking. I like a much simpler video with some imperfections, I feel it is more relatible for me. I have been dabbling in creating some content for mostly my own enjoyment, helps me relax to make things and I make content I personally enjoy without all the bells and whistles.
I'm really looking forward to more videos from you when you're able to make some!
Feel free to link me your own content if you ever want to! 😉 always looking for new stuff!
welcome back!! i missed you and your videos so much! wish your family well ❤