☔️ 0:00~3:25 lonely - dvdkm 3:25~5:55 i’m tired of feeling this way - Elijah Who 5:55~8:03 lonely without you - Elijah Who 8:03~10:37 Her - Dvdkm 10:37~13:52 家族の字 - Paniyolo
i met this boy about 4 months ago at orientation. we were in the same little group and we never talked. that was until the 2nd day of school when he said hi as he walked by. i didn't think he remembered me, so it felt nice. he passed me by a second time with a hello and that time i tried to say hi back, but he didn't notice. then, after one of my classes, we ran into each other and he gave me a note. it just said my name on it and in the corner telling me that he remembered my name and who i was. i thought it was a bit strange that he knew my first and last name but brushed it off. i thought it was kinda of sweet. i wrote back and gave it to him. after that we started passing notes whenever we saw each other. eventually, he asked for my socials and we started to talk outside of school. he was so kind and cool. i started to develop a crush on him. we started talking everyday, at home and at school. we hung out more. the more i learned about him, the more i loved him. i loved everything about him. his personality, his interests, when he rants about his interests, his eyes, his glasses, his voice. i loved him more than anything, but i knew we could and would never be together. deep down i knew he would never love me the way i loved him, see me the way i saw him... because i was a boy. he could never love a boy.
This is amazing. Thanks for sharing. I mean there still could’ve been a possibility, especially with the notes sharing part. But I get that it’s hard to really even let yourself fall into the trap of liking a guy who’s straight
I see everyone sharing their stories and I want to share mine. Thank you for reading~ My last semester of college I had fallen for my classmates. I had seen him as a friend for over a year but one day I just couldn’t get his smile out of my head. For the rest of the semester I would show up early and wait for him to walk into our lectures, ask him questions and make excuses to see him outside of college. As the semester was coming to an end we became very close. We would FaceTime and study together, eat after our lectures and sometimes he would come visit me at work. He was my motivation to finish my career, seeing him so passionate over a subject that most would consider boring really made me feel comforted in my career choice. He would always say I was his school wife and whoever I end up with would be extremely lucky to have me. I knew he didn’t feel the same way… he would ask me for relationship advice and talk about the dates he would go on. Still I was okay with my unrequited love up until the last few weeks of the semester. I knew that once we both left college we wouldn’t be so close. I feared never seeing him again and I cried knowing that I’ll probably be a another character in a chapter of his life. After our final, the last day I saw him I told him how I felt about him. I told him not to feel burden by my feelings and that I wanted to continue being friends.I was rejected and the way he responded hurt me the most. He just said “oh ok” and chuckled, almost laughed at me. He later on texted me saying he felt differently and thought we needed time apart. It’s been 8 months since I’ve last spoken with him. I still miss him… I think about and wonder if he’s enjoying his new job and apartment.I unfollowed him on social media because I’m trying to move on… I hope he does well in his career and is happy.
뭉게 구름,선선한 바람,나른한 수업 시간,운동장에서 나는 소리 그 안에 있던 너와 널 쳐다 보는 게 들킬까 가슴 졸이며 좋아했던 나 그 여름의 기억에 난 아직도 머물러 있어 내 앞자리에 앉은 너의 뒷통수만 뚫어져라 쳐다볼 때 정말 아무 생각 없이 설레기만 했었는데 시간이 가면 갈수록 널 좋아하는 내 마음에는 헛된 희망과 미련함으로만 가득 차 있더라 넌 잡으려 하면 부서지는 햇살 같은 그런 존재였어 순수하고 찬란했던 그 여름에 네가 있어 정말 다행이야 내 첫사랑의 기억으로 남아줘서 고마워
정말 누군가를 매번 좋아하고 사랑에 빠지지만, 이번만큼은 그러고 싶지않아요. 나도 이 항상 이 감정의 끝이 무엇을 보여주었는지 알기에. 하지만 널 눈에 담을 때마다 이러지 말아야지 하면서도 내 마음은 왜 내가 조절할 수 없을까 내 마음은 원망해도 너무 멋진 넌 원망할 수가 없다. 그냥 그 자리에서 항상 빛나줘, 나는 그런 널 이 마음이 문들어질 때까지 짝사랑으로 남겠지. 단지 네가 누군가의 애인이 되었다는 소식, 그거하나만 내게 닿지 않았으면 해..
Being on the other side of unrequited love also sucks...maybe not as badly. But especially if you're mature, gone through something similar, and/or can empathize, you feel bad that you can't reciprocate the affection someone has for you. But at the same time, you know you don't feel it and can't force things.
These feelings can evolve overtime. I forced myself to be with her because I knew I should be lucky to have someone who loves me, because I have been there as well and didn't want to do the same mistake my ex did. It took a year but I developped feelings for her
@@varsa507 it can be for people.. But some people u just don't feel at all.. If i m being neutral and if i find someone who like me.. I will fall for him too
When I was in high school I had a crush on this boy. Before I ever talked to him, a friend of mine asked me if I knew this guy that went by a silly nickname. If you're wondering what I said in response, I think the better question would be who didn't. What I knew at an arms length was that this boy was loud, he was obnoxious, and so very confident. He'd run around the cafeteria, classrooms, and hallways begging people to stream the music he made. He wore funny clothes and bleached his hair spontaneously. And, admittedly, I thought he was a little kooky but I really admired him for how sure of himself he was. Somehow we ended up in the same social circle and one day we started talking. We found out that we went to the same pre-school together and I just never realized it was him. The conversation wasn't long but we bonded over the fact that we actually knew each other for a long time in a sense. Whenever he was around others you could just see how people gravitated towards him, like moths to light. He could liven up any room he walked in. So time passes and after getting aquatinted with each other better through friend groups I was curious and gave his music a listen. It wasn't anything special, but it was the beginning of something exciting and you could obviously see he had both talent and potential. The following year we ended up in the same math class and that's when we became proper friends. Of course, he continued plugging his music wherever he went and as it was high school, some people were bound to judge and mock. It always made me so upset when people would laugh at or make fun of him because you know they would never allow themselves to as live freely as he did. As angry as it made me, he would just let all of it roll off his back like he never even knew what they'd said or done. That just showed what I really loved about him. We'd always chat away in class, such fun and effortless conversations, the teacher even had to change our seats because we talked too much. He'd just make you feel so comfortable when you talked to him, no judgment. He'd make you feel like the funniest person in the world. Another friend of mine that was in the same class would always ask if we were dating, so maybe our chemistry wasn't as deluded as I'd thought. She'd ask and ask but I could just never admit that I had a crush. When COVID hit and school went remote we used to talk frequently over DM's, but then the messages started to fizzle out. It went from a few times every week, to once a week, to once a month, and then nothing. I remember always telling him how talented he was, probably every time we spoke. Though, I don't think he ever knew that my words were deep and genuine. Fast forwarding to senior prom and graduation, a long while since we last talked, we'd catch glimpses of each other throughout both of those nights. His hair was long and no longer bleached and brassy, his sense of style changed, and his music was completely different from before. Despite all these changes you could just tell he was the same without him having to even lift a finger, I don't know why but I am very sure of this. I knew that he saw me and he knew that I saw him but now we were strangers and neither of us approached one another. Now I'm in college, still thinking about him from time to time. I don't care about the dating, I'm actually not even sure if he liked me back. I just wish I could have expressed to him how special of a person he really was. I know that one day he will make it big, and I will always admire him even if it's from the background, just like before we started talking.
A short story to add - I’m currently in college and have fallen hard for this girl that lives in my dorm. She’s the embodiment of glowing and every time I see her she always looks pretty and has a perfect smile on her face. We’re in the same math lecture and we study together often, and through this I’ve learned a lot about her life. Every time we study we always end up laughing together or occasionally exchanging stories. I would do a lot for her, even though I truly don’t know her that well. I feel so nervous to try to reach out more and form a deeper relationship. It’s scary. The fear of rejection, even from someone you may not really know that well. And I think this girl will never reciprocate, but without asking there’s never any way of knowing. I fear losing what small but amazing friendship we have to time and I don’t know what to do. This may be different than many of the other stories but this playlist still speaks to me
I would say fuck it and just do it it’s just like you said if you don’t say anything you’ll never know don’t flat out tell her i love you because that might be too much just ask her out on a date and see how it goes if the first date goes well go on more and eventually ask her to be your girlfriend even though you like her don’t over pursue I made that mistake and ended up pushing her away
Just tell her it’s not too late bro what really could go wrong like she ain’t gonna cut your neck after that the most she can do is reject you and that’s it you guys can still be friends
Remember that she is not the only woman who can make you feel this way, she's just the first. She may reject you or things might not turn out, but that you found one means you can find another. Do not harden your heart, rejection will come and rejection will go. Pain is only temporary. Meet as many people as you can. For a lover love comes easy, do not be afraid to be a lover. Do not close off your heart to the world.
You’ve hung out with her a lot and u know a lot about her. Why not ask her to hang out with you and get to know each other better through friendship? When people connect with each other they build a bond. And through that you can tell her how you feel. Your love for her doesn’t have to be romantic if you know that love is really something you want for the both of you to be with each other regardless of what kind it is. Time is never perfect for you. You might never know when it will be the day to tell her. You may fear that this wouldn’t be the perfect time, but, inside you would feel that we haven’t connected yet, I don’t think I can tell them. But yet I know eventually, they will find someone else I don’t. There isn’t a perfect answer for that problem. Just like there isn’t a simple equation for love. It’s complicated. Like everything else in life. This is what I would’ve have done but whatever u do it’s ur choice and u can do it however you want. But if we’re really longing to connect with someone and have them in mine and their life, I would tell them that of how I feel. And that regardless of how it works out or not, I want to connect with them as a person and would want them to do that with me if they were willing to connect with me. And no matter how it turns out if it is romantic, platonic, or it doesn’t at all, I would still like to get to know them. For who they truly are. You already know that time would move on even if you don’t make that decision. What are you waiting for then? The fear to go away? The perfect moment? Your self doubt? That is valid. How you feel of that. But what would happen if you did try? It may not be either of what you expect or fear. So then, Why don’t you give it a go? Wouldn’t you like to try?
짝사랑을 한다는 이 감정 그리 로맨틱하지는 않은거 같아요 그 사람이 날 봐주고 그 사람도 날 좋아할꺼란 착각 딱 그 감정이 생기면 로맨틱하다고 착각하는 것이죠 하지만, 저의 짝사랑은 걸레처럼 쓸모없어요 그 사람은 제게 자신의 짝사랑을 털어놓아요, 들을때마다 가슴이 찢어질듯 아프지만 티 내서는 안되요 그 사람이 알게된다면 나를 피하고 자신의 마음을 털어놓지 않을꺼에요, 그래서 항상 참았어요 들어주고 그 사람의 짝사랑 상대의 나쁜면을 은근쓸쩍 이야기 해보고 혼자 욕도 해봤어요 그래도 달라지는건 그 사람이 다른사람을 짝사랑하는 마음의 크기 그러던 찰나에 그 사람의 짝사랑은 끝이 났어요, 전 너무나도 기뻤죠 근데 그 사람은 슬퍼했어요, 왜? 난 여기 있는데 나는 봐주지 않는거야? 나는 너에게 사랑받을수 없는거야? 평생? 이러한 질문을 속에 품었어요, 그러던중 그 사람에 친구에게 털어놓았어요 그 동안의 나의 짝사랑, 근데 그 친구가 자신이 그 사람과 썸을 탄다고 해요 정말 미안하다고 말 안하면 더 상처일꺼 같다고 그 날 난 미친듯이 울었어요, 세상이 모두 끝난 사람처럼 모르는게 나았겠다고 생각했어요, 왜 난 눈치 채지 못했을까요 내 짝사랑은 이젠 정말 걸레짝처럼 너덜너덜하고 슬퍼도 눈물도 더 이상 나지 않는, 그런 사람이 되게 만들었어요 그런데도 그 사람을 포기할수 없는 이유는, 그 사람을 사랑하는 예쁜 나의 모습 때문인거 같아요 그 사람을 짝사랑하고 난 뒤부터 사람들이 예뻐졌다고 해요 그 사람은 눈치도 못채겠지만 많은 노력을 했어요 그 노력이 물거품 될꺼 같다는 생각에 포기하지 못하는거 같아요 짝사랑 하는 이 감정, 비참해요 짝사랑을 하고 오래 지난 지금 난 자존감이 많이 떨어져있고 나를 비난하고 망상하게 해요 그런데도 그를 포기하는건 나를 포기하는거란 생각이 들어서 차마 그것만큼은 못하겠어요, 짝사랑을 하고 있을 많은 사람들이 알아줬으면 해요 내가 제일 소중하지만 짝사랑하는 사람의 입장에선 듣지도 않을 이 말 그 사람 날 좋아하지 않는다면 포기해요, 그러지 않으면 난 저 끝까지 나를 끌어내릴꺼에요, 내가 그랬어요 슬퍼도 눈물도 안나고 주변사람들에게 무관심해지고 그 사람에게만 잘해주고 , 잘 된다면 좋겠지만 난 그러지 않더라구요 언제나 내가 가장 중요한거지만 모두 짝사랑하고 있는 입장이라면, 한번쯤은 나를 바닥으로 끌어내리는 사랑을 해보는것도 좋은거 같아요 그러니 이걸 보고있는 당신들의 짝사랑 응원해요 전 이미 걸레 같은 짝사랑을 마무리할 준비를 하고있지만요.
말도 제대로 못해봤던 사이였는데 졸업식 때 사진 한 장 같이 찍자고 말하고 사진 찍었습니다. 사진 찍고 마지막으로 악수를 청하면서 많이 좋아했었다고 말했어요. 어느덧 3년이 지났고 이젠 그 아이가 왜 좋았는지 뭐 때문에 그렇게 열렬히 사랑했는지 하나도 기억나지 않지만, 딱 졸업식 때만 생각나요. 그때의 분위기, 그때의 풍경, 그때의 그 아이, 그때의 나. 마치 달달한 로맨스 소설 속에 들어가 있는 느낌. 저는 그 기억들을 곱씹으며 행복하게 사는 중이에요. 그러니까 두려움이라는 사소한 감정에 너무 큰 행복을 버리지 않았으면 좋겠어요. 용기내지 못해 가슴앓이만 해왔을 당신 스스로를 좀 봐줘요.
우와..너무 감사해요! 고등학교 입학한지 얼마 안돼서 그 아이를 처음 봤어요. 다른 지역에서 왔다고 하더라고요. 그 애 머리가 너무 눈에 띄더라고요. 뽀글뽀글한 얇은 머리띠로 긴 머리를 올리고 다녔어요. 남자애가 머리띠를 하는 건 여중을 나온 저로서는 조금 충격적이였거든요. 근데 얼굴도 귀엽고 그냥 마음 속으로 "짜식 쪼매 구엽네~" 이러고 지나갔는데 다음 날도 복도에서 마주쳤는데 그 때부터 조금씩 제 머릿속에서 지워지지 않더라고요. 근데 제 친구에게 조금씩 관심을 가지고 있던 남자애가 저랑 제 친구 가 운동장을 돌 때마다 옆에 와서 같이 돌자고 하대요. 그래서 셋이서 같이 도는 게 어느 정도 익숙해졌을 즘 그 남자애와 제 짝남이 친구인 걸 알게 되고 저는 남자애에게 짝남을 좋아한다는 것을 알려주곤 제 짝남과 친해질 기회가 생겼죠. 그 짝남은 야자시간에 대학습실 줄여서 대학이라고 부르는 곳에서 자습을 했는데 저는 맨날맨날 그 아이 자리에 작은 봉지 젤리와 조그마한 초콜릿과 캐러멜을 두세개씩 올려두었어요. 어느 날 그 아이는 저보고 고맙다며 잘먹을게라는 말을 하는데 그냥 감사하다고 하는 말인데도 너무 기쁜거 있죠. 그렇게 제 친구와 친구썸남, 제 짝남과 저 이렇게 4명이서 영화도 보고 밥도 먹고 두 명은 노래방 가고 저와 짝남은 피씨방을 갔고 그 피씨방을 가며 많은 얘기를 나눴어요. 저는 남자애와 얘기하는게 거의 3년 만이라 정말 어색했어요. 어떤 말을 꺼내야 할 지도 몰랐고 너무 떨려서 아무 얘기나 막 한 것 같아요. 그렇게 서로 아주 짧은 시간이였지만 피씨방에서 게임도 했어요. 게임을 끝내고 나오니 짝남이 집에 가야할 시간이더라고요. 짝남은 다른 지역에서 왔으니 여기 길을 몰라 아까 애들이랑 헤어졌던 곳 이름만 알려달라 택시를 타고 가겠다고 했지만 저는 얘기를 더 하고 싶어 같이 가주겠다고 하였어요.(참고로 제 집은 도착지와는 완전 반대편이였답니다..) 그렇게 도착지까지 안전하게 잘 도착하였고 작별인사를 하고 서로의 집으로 향했죠. 그 다음날 학교에서 짝남한테 인사를 해볼까 했지만 용기가 안나 인사를 못하겠더라고요. 그렇게 시간이 흘러 야영을 가게 되었어요. 야영을 가서도 그 아이 밖에 생각이 안나고, 지금 그 애는 뭘하고 있을까? 라는 생각만 하고 지냈죠. 야영에서 하던 프로그램 중에 등산을 하는 게 있었는데 등산 중에 애들 힘들까봐 중간에 쉬는 곳이 있었는데 거기서 또 짝남과 얘기를 하다, 교관님이 여기서 포기하고 싶은 사람은 내려가고 올라갈 사람은 올라가자고 말씀을 하시더라고요. 그 아이는 등산이 귀찮았는지 포기를 한다고 하였고 저도 따라서 포기를 했어요. 물론 제 친구와 그 썸남도요. 4명이서 터덜터덜 내려가며 서로 아무말도 하지 않고 내려왔어요. 저도 아무생각 없이 막 내려오다보니 1등으로 내려왔더라고요. 그렇게 친구가 내려올 때까지 버스에서 기다리다 친구가 왔고 잠시 쉬던 중 그 짝남이 밖에서 뭔갈 열심히 보더라고요. 너무 궁금해서 버스 밖으로 나가 뭘 보고 있냐고 물어봤더니 다람쥐래요. 그렇게 다람쥐를 구경하다 이런저런 얘기도 해보고 갑저기 손 크기도 재보고 싶어 친구와 친구썸남이랑도 손크기를 재보는 척하고(친구썸남이랑 저랑 친구 사이였고 아무 감정 없었습니다. 그저 짝남과 손크기를 재보고 싶어 그런거였어요.) 친구 썸남에게 짝남과도 손크기 재보고 싶다하라고 말했더니 친구썸남이 짝남에게 쟤가 너랑도 손 크기 재보고 싶다고 얘기를 해주고 짝남과 손크기를 재봤죠. 설레는 마음으로 손을 맞대봤어요. 저보다 약간 작더라고요. 제 손 길이가 17.5정도 되는데 너무 귀여웠어요. 어찌저찌 하루가 마무리 되고 야영이 끝나고 선톡도 걸어보았지만 반응도 별로 없더라고요. 저는 그 아이가 저한테 별 관심이 없는 것을 느끼곤 그대로 짝사랑을 접었어요. 겨우 하루 밖에 연락을 안해봤는데 제가 너무 성급했죠. 그렇게 5~6개월이 지나 2학년이 되었고 또 다시 그 아이가 눈에 계속 들어오더라고요. 또 시작이 되었어요..제 짝사랑. 이쯤되면 거의 짝사랑 즐기는 중..ㅎ 그렇게 아무일 없이 3학년이 되었죠. 요즘 그 아이가 운동장에서 친구 2명과 함께 축구를 하더라고요. 저는 그 기회를 놓치지 않고 제 친구들과 함께 운동장을 돌았어요. 대놓고 쳐다보기에는 그 아이가 날 부담스러워하면 어떡하지? 라는 생각에 제대로 쳐다보지는 못하고 힐끔힐끔보며 운동장을 돌았죠. 지금은 그렇게 지낸지 거의 3주? 한 달쯤 다 되어가요! 운동장을 다 돌고도 반에 들어와 창문으로 그 아이가 축구하는 모습을 계속 본답니다. 저희 반 아이들은 제가 그 아이를 짝사랑하는 걸 다 알고 있어욬ㅋㅋㅋ 2년째 짝사랑 중인데 시험이 끝나면 선톡을 다시 걸어볼까? 고민 중이에요. 얼른 수능 끝내고 다이어트도 해서 용기있게 고백하고 싶네요! 이렇게 긴 글 읽어주셔서 너무너무 감사합니다💕 용기 얻고 가요!!
짝사랑 초반에는 이게 짝사랑인지도 알아채지 못할 만큼 이 사람을 좋아하는 마음이 엄청 부풀기만 해서 매일, 매순간 머릿 속에 그애가 떠돌아다닐 때 쯤 갑자기 어느 순간 띵하면서 아... 나 얘 좋아하네... 이러고 더 본격적으로 좋아하기 시작함. 난 아침에 알람이 울리기도 전에 눈이 떠지고 학교 가기전 준비하는 과정이 너무나도 설레이고 학교가는 길이 그렇게 좋았다? 학교 가면 그 애를 만날 수 있었으니까. 등굣길이 좋았다니... 으. 말도 많고 장난도 많이 치던 내가 그 애 앞에만 서면 고장나고 말도 안 하고 눈도 제대로 못 마주치고 엄청 조용해지고, 민초 절대 싫어하던 내가 그 애가 민초 좋아한다고 하니까 매일 민초 가방에 넣어서 학교 가져가고, 동아리 활동 잘 안 했던 내가 그애가 있는 동아리에 매일 참석하고. 이렇게 좋아하는 티가 엄청 나서 내 주변 친구들도, 걔도 처음부터 다 알고 있었다네 ㅋㅋㅋ 새벽까지 문자하고 통화하고, 침대에 누워서 이불을 끌어 당긴채 엄청나게 쿵쾅거리던 심장소리가 들릴까 손으로 가슴 누르고 그애 목소리 듣고 있고. 근데 지금와서 생각해 보니 짝사랑이든 뭐든 타이밍이 참 중요한거 같아. 나 혼자 좋아하고 설레이고 웃고 울고, 결국엔 아무것도 되돌아 오지 않아서 겨우겨우 맘 정리 다 하고 드디어 괜찮아졌을때 친구에게서 들은 말이: "야 개도 너 처음 부터 좋아했다는데?" ... 이미 맘정리 다 끝나고 더이상 아무런 감정도 남지 않았는데 이제와서 무슨. 19년 동안 살면서 인생 처음으로 누구를 좋아해 본거 였는데, 뭔가... 누군가를 좋아하니까 내가 진짜 살아있고 심장이 이렇게 빨리 뛸수도 있구나라는걸 깨닳았고, 그 애를 좋아했던 시간들이 아프기도 했지만 어떻게 보면 참 빛나기도 했던거 같아. 누군가를 그렇게 열정적으로 좋아하고 오르지 그 사람만을 위한 감정들은 그때의 나만이 느끼고 할 수 있었던 감정들과 행동들 이였으니까 참 소중하지. 에휴... 하고 싶은 멀 참 많은데 여기서 이러면 뭐하나... 잠이나 자야겠다.
i met this girl in my 11th grade in senior high. she's very beautiful. i still vividly remember the very first day of the class when i walked inside our classroom. she was dazzlingly pretty. when i laid my eyes upon her, i felt my heart skip a beat. that's when i knew that she's my crush. her name's rose, as pretty as the flower. we interacted with each other, but never really progressed at a point that i want to tell her, i love her. at the time, i was always surrounded by my group of friends, and while i enjoyed their company, a part of me longed to have a more intimate connection with rose. however, it seemed that she never looked at me in the way i desired. one day, a friend of mine told me that rose, was interested in another guy, our classmate. that time, i felt heartbroken, "i was out of time." i said to myself. the following days, she and him were really enjoying each other's company. i felt jealous of course, but that's just normal. there were some regrets along the way, like, i should've done that, i should've admitted my feelings sooner, i should've said to her, that i love her. however, those thoughts and regrets, at that time, were no longer important. they were happy, i saw them with my own eyes. they seemed comfortable, vibing, and talking to each other. as the days went by, i couldn't help but feel a sense of longing every time i saw rose and the other guy together. it was as if a cloud of sadness hung over me, knowing that my chance with her had slipped away. however, i tried my best to put on a brave face, and hide my feelings, continuing to interact with her as a friend. despite my efforts, there were moments when my emotions would overwhelm me. i found myself daydreaming about what could have been, imagining scenarios where i mustered the courage to confess my love for her. but reality had a way of grounding me, reminding me that i had missed my opportunity. although rose and i remained friends, we drifted apart as we pursued different paths in life. it wasn't easy, but i gradually found solace in the fact that sometimes, relationships aren't meant to be. perhaps it was a lesson that i needed to learn, an experience that would shape my future interactions and understanding of love. life moved on, and so did i. the memory of rose remains a beautiful reminder of the fleeting nature of my youthful infatuations, and i am grateful for her to have come into my life. years later, in an unexpected twist of fate, we crossed paths again. this time, in an online virtual world from an online game. i never expected that a chance encounter would reignite my connection with rose. it was a quiet evening, and i found myself playing a game, seeking solace and adventure inside the virtual realm. as i navigated through my friend list in that game, my attention was drawn to a familiar username. it was none other than rose, the girl from my high school days. i am seeking resources at that time, and i reached out to her, uncertain, if she would let me join her own virtual world. to my delight, she responded with genuine warmth, recognizing me, and expressing some surprise at our unexpected reunion. we spent a few hours playing, and while it was awkward at first, we found ourselves enjoying each other's company. through our conversations, i discovered that rose had also grown and changed in many ways. she shared her own journey of self-discovery, the ups and downs she had experienced, and the valuable lessons life had taught her. it was clear that she had been a strong and independent woman. as we continued to play the game together, our friendship deepened. we discovered shared interests, bonded over our mutual love for gaming, and embarked on virtual adventures side by side. the game provided a safe space for us to reconnect and explore our feelings without the pressures and inhibitions of the past. over time, our interactions transcended the boundaries of the game. we began exchanging messages outside the game, sharing our hopes, dreams, and aspirations in life. it was in these heartfelt conversations that i started to realize that my feelings for rose had been rekindled, stronger than ever before. as more time passed by, i invited her to meet in person, a "somewhere-in-between" date, eager to bridge the physical gap that had separated us for so long. "somewhere-in-between", as we couldn't figure out what we would label it, romantic or platonic. when i finally drove at her place, we finally saw each other, after so many years. after so many years, it was the first time i felt that time had stood still. this marked the very moment, that i said to myself, i love her. i truly do. days later, after that "somewhere-in-between" date, i confessed my feelings for rose. to my surprise and joy, she reciprocated my emotions. it was almost as if, the stars brought us back together, giving us a second chance at love. as we embarked on this new chapter of our lives, we were mindful of the lessons we've learned from the past. we knew that love could be complicated and unpredictable, but we were determined to nurture our relationship with open communication, trust, and mutual respect. i am very grateful for her, to her, for giving the chance to rewrite our story, and create a love that was destined to endure. guided by the stars, today, we are on our way, to an everlasting love.
제가 가장 좋아하는 플리인데 어느새 댓글창을 외국인들이 다 먹어버렸네요 허허… 아주 가끔 너무 공허해서 울고싶은데 눈물조차 나지 않을 때 이 노래들을 찾아 들어오곤 합니다 요샌 유독 그런 날이 많은 것 같아요 남의 사랑에 아파하고 안달내는 내가 너무 우습네요 모든 사랑들이 낱낱이 공개되었으면 좋겠어요 모두가 서로의 사랑을 전부 알았으면 좋겠어요 내가 그들의 생각을 읽을 수 있다면 정말 좋겠어요. 다신 돌아올 수 없는 사람들인걸 잘 알지만 마음 한켠에선 어쩔 수 없는 희망이 여전합니다. 이렇게 계속 나의 꿈을 되내이다 보면 죽기 전에는 한번쯤 찾아오겠죠 불가항력으로 나는, 필사적으로 나는 그들이 그들의 씬으로 돌아오는 상상을 합니다 그런 믿을을 갖습니다 될 리가 없다는 생각과 언젠간 오겠지 하는 생각이 내면에서 하루가 멀다하고 다툽니다. 그들의 재림을 기다립니다. 얼마 남지 않은 올해 나의 생일 소원도 어김없이 그들의 복귀입니다.
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Same thought. I am in high school now and hoping my feelings for my crush fades since he is in a relationship and one of my ethics is not to crush on someone in a relationship. I'm really trying hard but it's not working for some reason...
짝사랑이라는 제목에 홀려서, 우연히 이 플레이리스트에 들어오게 됐네. 첫 곡의 분위기가 너무 마음이 들더라. 외롭고 쓸쓸한 느낌이, 진짜. 내 상태랑 비슷해서 마음에 든 건 아니고, 그냥. 그냥 내 마음에 들어서, 내 취향에 맞는 곡이여서지, 뭐. 이어서 눈을 감은채 두번째 곡도, 세번째 곡도, 네번째 다섯번째 곡도 들어봤는데, 전부 다 너무 마음에 들더라구. 노래를 모두 들어본 뒤, 다시 가장 마음에 들었던 첫번째 곡을 틀었어. 이번에는 댓글창을 열어본 채로 노래를 들었어. 무의식적인 클릭이었지. 많고 다양한 이야기들이 있더라. 각자만의 짝사랑 이야기. 대부분이 슬픈 이야기였어. 그래, 성공적이었다면 그건 더이상 짝사랑이 아니지. 또, 플레이리스트 자체를 감탄하는 글도, 이 플레이리스트를 만든 유튜버를 칭찬하는 글도 있었어. 음, 노래가 만드는 분위기 때문일까. 원래라면 3분도 안 돼서 대충 읽고 나왔을 댓글창에 무려 15분이나 써버리고 말았네. 15분간 훑어내린 여러 댓글들 속에서 내가 유일하게 좋아요를 누른 댓글 하나가 있었어. 영어로 써진 댓글이었는데, 한국어로 자동 번역된 글이 아마, '짝사랑을 하지 않는데도 이 플레이리스트의 분위기가 너무 좋아 계속 듣게된다.' 이런 식의 댓글이었어. 뭐랄까. '맞지' 라는 생각이 드는 댓글이더라. 정확히 말하자면 그 댓글에 '맞지' 라고 말하며 똑같이 공감하고 싶은 댓글이었어. 왜냐하면, 난 지금까지 2년 동안 좋아하고 있는 아이가 한명 있으니까. 너무 좋아하고, 내 인생에서 가장 노력도 많이 해본 여자야. 아마 남들이 보기에 이런 내 상태를 짝사랑이란 단어로 정의 할 수 있겠지? 그치만, 난 뭐랄까. 이런 내 상태를 짝사랑이라는 말로 정의를 내리는 게 부끄러웠고, 또 굉장히 비참해지는 기분이야. 아마 그래서 내가 그런 댓글에 좋아요를 누른 것 같아. 짝사랑이란 단어에 홀리지 않은 채, 오직 노래의 아름다움에만 집중하고 감상할 수 있다는 점이 부러웠으니까. 그저 짝사랑을 인정하고 싶지 않아하는 마음이 더 컸을 수도 있고. 인정이라..... 막상 들어보면 굉장히 쉬울 것 같은데, 적어도 나에겐 굉장히 어려워. 힘들고, 슬프고, 지치기만 하는 행위. 가망 한 점 안보이는 땅바닥에 계속해서 삽질을 해대는 행위의 주체가 나라는 사실을 좋아할 사람은 없을테니까. 내게 관심이 없고, 이성적으로도 보지 않고, 만날때마다 노잼과 떨거지로 취급대는 사랑이란 쉽지가 않지. 그만하고 싶은 순간도, 왜 이런 짓을 계속 하고 있지 하는 순간도, 내가 너무 바보같아서 한심해지는 순간도 너무 많아. 여자에게 가장 별로인 남자 1순위가 여자한테 헤롱헤롱 거리며 온갖 영향이란 영향은 다 받고 자기 일에 집중하지 못하는 남자라던데, 그 말에 딱 부합하는게 나 같아서 참 슬프더라. 짝사랑을 하면 학교에 갈 이유가 생긴다던 글에 공감이 가면서도, 그렇게 간 학교에서 그 아이의 반응 하나하나에 일희일비하며 쩔쩔매고 힘들어하는 내가 생각나서 슬프고, 또 한편으론 그 작성자가 부러웠어. 자신들의 긴 짝사랑 이야기의 마지막에 '너가 행복했으면 좋겠어.' 라고 적어둔 작성자들이 대단하다고 생각해. 행복했으면 좋겠는건 사실이지만, 그 행복할 미래의 모습에, 내가 아닌 다른 남자와 서 있는 한 폭의 그림이 상상되어 질투심이 드는건 어쩔 수 없을테니까. 진짜 정말, 정말, 정말로. 정말 좋아하는데, 정말 사랑한다는 이런 오글거리는 표현을 쓸 정도로 좋아하는 여자는 내 생에 너가 처음인데. 너는 그 마음이 나와 같지 않다는게 당연하다 생각되면서도. 참 슬프다.
글 너무 예뻐요 제가 그 여성분이라면 자신을 이렇게 사랑해준다는것에 너무 감동일거 같아요 표현을 안 하면 모르니까 그 분에게 더 표현해보는건 어떨까요 아무렇지 않은듯 ‘추울까봐’ 라고 말하며 핫팩을 건네주고 생일에는 축하한다고 선물대신 꽃다발을 한 송이 주고 그런 작은 다정함이 모이면 분명히 그 분도 당신이 계속 생각나고 결국에는 사랑하게 될거에요 꼭 예쁜 사랑이 이루어지기를 🫧
I have this huge crush on a guy. He is so so so perfect. His black fluffy hair is quite messy but it looks so soft and shiny. He smiles at everything and his dimples complement his wide smile. It really warms up my heart. His dark brown eyes have such a bright sparkle in them. His hands are so gentle yet so manly, especially when he’s working. He stands and walk so awkwardly but it looks so wholesome on him. He’s like me. He doesn’t talk. He gets awkward when people he doesn’t know, talk to him. He observes people around him. And most importantly, he likes to do art and become an artist, -I’ve noticed since we have art class together. When ever we have a gallery walk, I stand at his artwork, thinking of all the good things I want to say to him but I never have the courage to. He stands at mine, he stands there for some time. I wonder what he thinks of it. Although we have so many similarities, we are so different. He’s popular. He has so many friends. He doesn’t talk to them though. They talk and he listens with a smile. People wave, smile, and say hi to him all the time during hall time. He just waves back. Girls ask him out all the time. He just walks away awkwardly. He gets so much attention, all because he’s handsome. Unlike him, I’m irrelevant. Nobody knows my name or face. I only have one friend but we’re only friends because she pities me. I walk behind her and her other friends. I’m an outcast. Instead of waving and smiling at me in the halls, people shove and glare at me. I stare at the ceiling and cry every night, think how unfair life is. Do people hate me so much because I’m ugly? Why am I and him so similar yet so different? I like him so much but he’s so out of my reach. How can a loser, ugly, quiet girl ever be with the handsome, popular, quiet boy? I remember so clearly. So so so clearly on the first day of school, in Spanish. We were playing an icebreaker to know each other in class. We had to sign each other’s papers in the sections that we could apply to. I sat in the back of the class, with my head hung low. I knew no one was going to talk to me. Looking at all the people talking and laughing with each other made me felt so lonely. Looking at my blank paper made me felt so miserable. I really wanted to cry and I really was going to. Until, I saw someone walking up to me. It was him. He took my paper without me saying anything, signed it and walked away. He was the only person who signed my paper. That was like the only interaction we had. I fell for him that very day. Everyday, I would stare at him, admiring every move he made. It was what quiet people do, they observe. I was an observer. The problem was, he was one too. We would make eye contact everyday. Sometimes he caught me staring at him and sometimes I caught him staring at me. It made me felt all weird inside. I liked it. But I was scared. What if he thinks I’m a weirdo like all my past crushes? However, I don’t know why but a part of me thought he was interested in me, even by a little bit. That little hope kept me motivated to go to school everyday. I would make eye contact with him every day but we never ever talked before. It was all good. I was fine with just staring at him. I was fine, very fine, until I found out he had a girlfriend. All that hope disappeared. Immediately. I felt so heartbroken and mad. Not mad at his girlfriend. Not mad at him. But mad at myself. Why would I ever think he was interested in me? I’m ugly. I’m irrelevant. I’m weird. I’m a loser. I’m a freak. He only stared at me because he’s an observer too. That was all. Maybe he was staring at my ugliness lol. His girlfriend is everything I’m not. She’s beautiful. She’s popular. She’s talkative. She’s smart. She’s rich. She’s a perfect East Asian while I’m just a dirty jungle Asian. Most of all, she’s his girlfriend. Even still, I love him. I love him so very much. I’d give him the world. I’d give up anything just to relive the day I fell for him. The way he looked at me. The way his sloppy handwriting laid on my paper. No one has ever made me felt so good inside. I love every aspect of him. I’ll probably never ever talk to him and he’ll definitely never talk to me. It hurts knowing the truth. I love you, J.
Dude this story made me cry...:( I haven't seen you but I'm REALLY sure you're pretty, just, in your own way. Beauty standards admired by society are conventional after all, and from what your descriptions were, I think your crush and his gf are both conventionally attractive which is why they get all that attention. But you, sis, have got your own strong points. It sounds like you just need to be a bit more confident in yourself! Remember confidence is damn attractive because when you carry yourself with style and grace, without caring a damn about what others think of you, it appeals to most people. That beings said, are you being bullied? Because the 'friends' you described don't seem to be at all accomodating of you or your feelings. You need to find new friends, those who will actually appreciate you as you are, support you and love you. It may sound impossible to do this but you have to step out of your shell to discover new people and connect them. Sometimes it goes well, other times it doesn't but that's ok. It's ok to mess up and start again :) It's a gamble but you have to be willing to take it. Good friends are so rare but we never know, they could be in your class and you just don't know it yet... I like your writing style btw, it's dynamic and descriptive, to the perfect degree. I can say you're talented at writing lol I hope things go well for you sis❤ you're beautiful and talented, and you MATTER. Your feelings are valid and don't let people undermine your worth. You got this.
Don't think that wah. Everyone has their own charm. Even though I've never seen you. I feel it. Your story is sad but somewhat beautiful. Don't be too sad and don't underestimate yourself. And if you don't mind, I'll suggest something.. Please write a novel or a song or whatever.. It will be worth it. 💜 ✨
I really wish you wouldn’t put him up on such a high stoop and put yourself so low because of who’s Attractive or not, in fact I for one know how insignificant looks are once you get older and once you see there’s more to life than how good you look or not. Truthfully you’re a beautiful soul waiting to blossom. Hopefully you blossom and grow without outside interruptions. Continue dreaming, drawing and writing ✍️ you should look in to poems ❤ Sincerely , a young man located in Brooklyn New York 🍎 🗽
i don’t understand even a word of these comments but i read that the title means “one sided love” so i hope everyone here finds their special someone to make them feel happy and if not i truly hope you find inner peace and self love because loving yourself is the most precious love anyone can have. you’re all so beautiful and loved already💞
Ty, I hope u find someone special for u too ^-^ (if u didn't in the moment im writing this) also ur english is good ;) (its not my first language too, but I still think its good:') )
This playlist hits me in a place even i won't even dare touch. I don't even bother to who will read my story, but i think I'll just let it be, and get it out of my chest. So, basically, I'm in-between the moment of confusion, and denial, and some bits of me accepting i actually do adore her. I met her since the first month of class for the first class of physically attending to the campus. I approached her first, since i noticed we have the same hobby. I saw her sketching a character at the corner of the class, focusing, she's very silent, i can't help but stare, because i really love her work (I'm an artist), then i gained curiosity about what does she do, things about her, and whatnot, then that turned out to me looking forward for class everyday to talk to her. I am self aware i was really acting weirdly, and so excited when i saw her sketching (lol), i asked about many things, and wanted to follow her around. It also have been years, since i had what i call a "friend", i can't even define what is one. I'm very happy. My head is full of flowers. There were moments when my heart was beating fast out of nowhere when she's near, and i feel kind of restless, but now, i feel the most comfortable around her, there was one time we accidentally touched shoulders and she was very close to me, i felt the warmth, it was nice. "Is this love?" Is what I always ask to myself. My world that was once dull, and without any colors, suddenly started to be colorful, and shining. I write some poems about what i feel, and some letters that i wouldn't even dare to give to her. I'd rather keep all to myself, and just have it as a silly little memory of my first, highschool love. She loves someone else. Even if she doesn't tell, i could already read her thoughts(she already gave hints to who that is), and that someone, is a very great person, they are always together, they've been for years, they're childhood best friends, in which i cannot beat. They....both have their feelings reciprocated without knowing... I wish her happiness. I wish them happiness. Her laugh, her smile, her troubles, all make up to be the only....her.. I once thought she was a perfect person, someone who's out of this world..but then ... I got to know about her...and she's become more wonderful... I'm one of her first few close friends, and I'm not going to lose this place for the sake of my own feelings. It's also better this way, if this feelings lasted for a year or more, i said to myself, then it is really...love. (All these happened in the span of 5 months lol) Living became more fun. I had a reason, to live.
@@yesitsnando4406 i wouldn't say that she completely made whatever negative feelings about myself that i harbor disappear. She made me realize about great things, and slowly made me feel better about myself and stuff lol. I'm happy i met her
I met this guy. I accidentally bumped into him on the elevator. He smiled and my heart melted. After that, we continue having encounters. I fell for his jokes, his thoughts, and his kindness. I dream a lifetime with him. But. He never felt the same way.
I have a story to share. Just finished 10th grade and going to Senior High this August but this was during the last 6-7 weeks of my recently implemented face-to-face method in school. I was just having fun acting like a friend with my 2-year-long crush (female, I'm a man, 6-day age gap just so there'll be no calls for concern) until one day, after school, we texted until it became night and then she asked me a daring question that I wasn't expecting. She asked me if I still had feelings for her, in which, yes, I did. And the reason why is because she was ready to accept my feelings and try enjoying life with me but with an agreeable stage of mutual understanding, since she had strict parents. So, of course, we did, we talked everyday, we discussed about our futures in a smaller scale, talked about our dislikes, likes, similarities, differences, and so on and so forth. Our relationship as M.U (mutual understanding) were surprisingly VERY stable and so happy, with no arguments at all. I was really looking forward to spend the rest of my long life with her until one morning, after a long and good dream about being with her, She sent me a letter in text regarding breaking up. Of course this was super unexpected, I was in absolute shock. I began questioning why but I realized that she was ignoring my messages because I was archived (yes, I know her behaviour). After a full month and 11 days, it was over. Just like that. She told me the reason why, and it was because she didn't really have any feelings of romantic love but only infatuation. Mind you love and infatuation is different, and I felt my heart ultimately shatter into pieces until there was nothing left. I had to make a letter for her sent by a friend of mine so we could have a talk discussing about this. I tried to convince her this wasn't really a good decision but I eventually had to let go because it was just finalized. One day I was thinking about sharing stories when I'm old about how I found my wife and then it just all went down to the gutter like it was just all a dream. It was truly devastating. My mother found my face wet from tears as I went down the stairs emotionless to make myself a hot cup of Milo to distract myself. She tried to comfort me but I just wasn't having any of it. I respect her so much to the point that my loyalty to her was unshaken and she was still valuable to me more than a crystal gem. Love in today's society is like a beautiful book that uncovers a deathly curse to someone who dares to read it. Please remember that she isn't a bad person at all. I regard her as beautiful, spectacular, very kind, and a genius as well. I don't like to see comments talking negative things about the people I cherish. Let's remain civilized, and thank you. And Janelle, if you're reading this, I'm still here and I still love you from the bottom of my heart.
@@erammap4131 All the best to you too. Actually, I was also writing a novel documenting about the experiences of my life but with a change in era and character. I've been writing it for her but since we're no longer together I might as well just write it until I think it's ready to end and publish it to the public. Thanks to her, I've been aspiring to become a writer, and now I'll, well, eventually bloom in this dream because she was my inspiration to do so. Funny how I actually shared this for no related reason. Focusing on, people just, really are unpredictable and I can understand why. I guess I'll probably wait until she has changed her mind for the right time (I know, I'm kind of obsessive which is bad, but do consider that I don't want to be with anyone else other than her) or just live the rest of my life alone. That's what I chose as my fate, to be honest. But, the future shall tell.
I love how pure your love is. You're like a water flowing that's so clear finding its spring, so don't go somewhere you will get there anytime soon. Also don't just look in the same direction you might miss something. Fighting though! 👍✊
I was around 8 years old in a Boston MBTA station with my family. I’m waiting for my mom and dad to finish buying tickets and I’m people watching and I see this couple up the steps, looking at eachother and hugging. Both the girl and the guy were sniffling and I watched them both kiss for a few minutes. I think about this now and then, that I happened to be a fly on the wall on what was perhaps one of the most poignant and transformative moments in the lives of two complete strangers I hope they’re still a couple and are together, wherever they are right now
i’ve had a crush on this boy for a while now. it started in fifth grade. me and my friends were all sitting around the lunch table when one of my friends asks out of the blue, “hey, do you guys have a crush on anyone?” we had started to laugh and one by one we all told each other who we had liked. finally it was my turn. i said the his name, quietly, eating my sandwich, scared to even think what their opinions were of me now that i had confessed. they were sitting quietly until my one friend looked at his lunch table and said,” oh yeah, -- is pretty cute”. i blushed. the next day we were out in the cafeteria, coloring with markers (you know as fifth graders do), when he came up to me. it was kind of weird, but he asked me to sniff this marker, the markers had different scents, and he had told me that it was his favorite. i was surprised that he had even approached me. we hadn’t really talked before. i then showed him my favorite scent of marker and he smiled at me and walked away. my friend smiled at me. “i think he likes you”, i remember her saying. i didn’t know what to say. she then began laughing and asked me if i really did like him, and of course i said yes. the day after that we all had gym class. i remember us walking around the gym for some reason. one of -- friends had walked a little faster to catch up with me and my friend. now, i know that my friend was only trying to help me, and we were also in fifth grade. she kept telling him about how much i liked him, and kept trying to get a confession out him if he liked me back. i remember his friend telling us, “hey can you stop trying to interrogate him? he’s really pissed at you”. i felt my heart sink into my chest. i had no idea what he was talking about. i later found out that day. i remember how i felt, my heart started to pound, i felt really dizzy and couldn’t breath. my friend walked me to the nurses office. i had had my first anxiety attack. my mom worked in the middle school and she drove me home. after that, me and the boy didn’t really talk, until i saw him in the hallway. he was passing me with another one of his friends when his friend pointed at me and whispered, “hey isn’t that the girl you li-“, he didn’t get to finish the sentence before -- told him to be quiet, and they quickly walked away from me. i was once again surprised by him. i thought that he never wanted to see me or talk to me again. but i was proven wrong. the next way was the last day of school. it was a really sunny day and we all had fun friday. when i got home i got a text from the same friend who was pestering -- about me. she showed me a screenshot of the boy saying that he liked me and that i could have his number. i was so excited that i ran inside and told my mother. she was extremely happy for me. i got his number. we had talked and talked all night before i had finally confessed to him. i felt like i had confessed to everyone else but him, and i had. i remember him texting back, “yeah i do too, if you didn’t notice”, my heart jumped. we both played minecraft and i would always send him pictures of certain builds that i had made or a pretty sunset in minecraft. that summer i was staying at my grandmas once a week. she would have cooking classes with me and my cousin whom i’m still very close with. i woke up and he had texted me and asked if i wanted to go to his birthday party in june. but there was one problem, i was leaving for vacation the day of his party, so we went on a date instead. it was at cold stone, we had both gotten ice cream and i remember getting a grilled cheese, which j barely touched because i was so nervous. we barely talked, just sort of looked at each other. my mom drove him home and that was it. i had gotten him a birthday gift. that cycle went on for a couple of years. we would both get eachother birthday gifts. i thought that was always sweet. but that was two years ago. i guess we kind of broke things off in seventh, we just stopped talking. we sat beside eachother in language arts, and i would look over at him and see him twirling his hair, this was in sixth. last year in eight grade we sat beside eachother. we would laugh everyday and sometimes i’d catch him looking at me, and sometimes i would be caught looking at him. two other guys sat in front of us and we all became friends. it was ironic because it was also a language arts class that i was sitting beside him. we laughed and goofed around all of the time. during our eighth grade d.c. trip one of my friends ditched me to hang out with a girl she liked, and i was sitting in the back of the bus with all three of them. one of them behind me, and the other two beside me. “well that was shitty”, he said. i stuttered and agreed. after that we hung out a lot of the d.c. trip together. my friend who was sitting behind me threw a ton of stuff at me at once and we were all laughing so hard that we almost got yelled at. i never really came to realize how much fun i had had with him, and my other friends too. | now i’m in ninth grade. five whole years of this. this year i got asked out to homecoming with one of my guy friends. i realized that -- was talking to me and hanging around me a lot more than he usually did. i thought this was weird. he even sat at my lunch table one day, which he never does because we’re all not that close anymore. i was walking to go to my locker and noticed he was beside me. i just glanced at him, he faced me and said “what are you looking at, small woman”, then laughed and walked away. i remembered why i had liked him in that moment: his brown eyes and glasses. how he was always kind to everyone. it brought back old feelings again. i like him now. i just can’t seem to shake the thought of him. once again i feel like i reverted back to my fifth grade self, scared about confessing, scared about what he would think of me.
you know I kinda miss having a crush... because I would spend hours of my time thinking about them or getting really shy when they come close to me, well now...I just think about all the problems in my life and feel sad and feel empty. It’s sad when you find out someone doesn’t like you back but I think it’s more sad when you keep feeling empty and useless.
yes i miss blushing whenever was around them or getting butterflies or falling asleep thinking about them. everything feels much more lonely without that fantasy of what could be with them:(
It's been 8 years since I've started liking him and 5 years since the last time I've seen him. I'm sick and tired of waiting for the same person but at the same time I just can't get enough of it. Maybe it's love, maybe it's addiction or it might be an unresolved psychological issue. Whatever it is I am too comfortable feeling this way.
Had this guy I liked at church and he was just everything I wanted and I really looked up to him and all. Tried to confess before he left for studies but was subtly shut down and now I moved as well and just whenever speaking about him I would just feel fluttery and still in awe at him, he's happy now and thriving. Still feel the same love and adoration but I'm genuinely happy for him. So this would be my second confession. Kuya (he's a few years older) I still love you, but I'm happy you're happy.
I’ve never had unrequited love. I’ve never even been in love. But I long for the feeling, the feeling of wanting to be loved and wanting to love someone just as much. They say love comes in many different ways, friendship, family, and of course, real love. But I don’t think I’ve ever felt truly loved in either of these ways. Friends drifted apart after graduation, family only expect you to be successful and pressure you into supporting them more then they support you, never getting the chance to experience real love because I always knew I would never be more than a friend. So I avoided love because I couldn’t find it. Maybe this is a unrequited love. Longing for it but never getting it because the universe wouldn’t allow it. Or maybe because I’m a coward to admit how I feel. Somehow, I still have a little bit of hope that I can love and be loved back.
있지 너는 나에게 있어서 첫사랑이였어 처음으로 사랑이라는 소중한 감정이 느껴진 건 너였어 사랑에 형태에는 우정 연애 가족 다양한데 그중에서 너는 우정이더라 내 첫사랑은 우정이였어 너가 처음이야 있잖아 나 좋아하는 사람이 생겼어 그래서 그 애랑 연애중이야 가끔은 너무 우울해져 만약에 너가 같이 있다면 너가 내 새로운 사랑은 응원해준다면..별 생각이 다 들더라 내가 정말 널 사랑했어 나보다 가족보다 이 세상보다 너보다 널 더 사랑했어 너랑 있을때 행복했어 아무리 내가 다른 사람을 사랑한다고 해도 그 감정을 느껴보지 못할거야 이런 감정을 느끼게 해줘서 고마워
그냥 어느날 복도를 지나가는데 엄청 작고 이쁘장한 애가 지나가더라. 처음엔 우리 학교에 저런 애가 있었나 싶어서 궁금한 마음으로 널 지켜봤는데 네가 짓는 눈웃음이 너무 예뻐서 행동 하나하나가 다 귀여워서 점점 어느 순간부터 네가 신경 쓰이고 좋아하게 된 것 같애. 너는 되게 조용한 아이였고 순수하고 너무 착해서 널 아껴주고 지켜주고 싶다는 생각만 가득해서 아무 것도 못하고 짝사랑이 끝나버렸는데 지금은 잘 살고 있으려나 다시 널 본다면 꼭 말하고 싶어 많이 좋아했다고. 눈 웃음 정말 예뻤다고.
좋아해 보고 싶어 나는 정말 네가 좋아 숨 쉬듯 토해지는 너의 다정도 좋아 가끔 차갑게 뒤돌 때도 좋아 그냥 웃을 때도 종종 시니컬할 때도 세상 다 산 것 같은 애늙은이 같은 태도로 비관해도 나태해도 게을러도 귀찮아해도 그래도 네가 사랑하는 일엔 최선을 다할 때, 맛있는 걸 먹으면서 감탄할 때, 좋은 노래에 귀기울일 줄 아는 청각과 예민한 감각들, 아무것도 하지 않아도 그냥 다가가고 싶은 너의 선과 넘고 싶은 벽, 그리고 그걸 뚫고 들어갔을 때 네가 보여주는 섬세함들이 좋아 나는 만약 네가 조금 우울하대도 괜찮아 가끔 분노하고 싫어해도 좋아 너의 단점들은 다 나한테는 그래 장점이 돼 다 좋게 봐 줄 테니까 예쁘게 봐 줄 테니까 네가 짜증을 내면 나는 너를 웃게 해 줄 거니까 그러니까 그냥 나를 좋아하지 않아도 돼 오래 옆에 있어 줘 그냥 나를 편하게 생각해 줘 아니 아냐 사실 그냥 나를 좋아해 줘...
짝사랑이 나쁘다고 생각해 본 적 없다. 내 맘대로 널 해석하고, 매일 밤 내 꿈속에 널 초대할 수 있어서 하루 종일 네 뒤통수만 보다 헤어져도 괜찮다 더 가까이 가면, 내가 만든 네 세계가 깨져버릴 것만 같아서 네가 만든 노란 목도리의 주인이 한번도 나라고 생각해 본 적 없다 넌 내가 무슨 색을 좋아하는 줄도 모를테니, 그래도, 가끔 니가 뒤 돌아 웃을 때면 난 또 내 맘대로 해석하게 돼... 자꾸만, 걸음을 좁히게 돼 우산 쓴 너의 옆자리가 내 자리가 아니라는 걸 알면서도 그냥 가끔, 조금 서운할 뿐이야.
I started liking this girl after I had a feeling she liked me. And I fell. Hard. We were already friends and we had class together so I'd see her a lot. I debated for a week on my feelings because usually my crushes don't really go anywhere but I came to the conclusion she liked me too so I was thinking of maybe being a little flirty and was nervous about it because I'd never been vulnerable about my feelings in that way, even in a semi-joking manner. The day I got back to school though, I was talking with my friends and one of them mentions they have a crush on someone. It's the same girl. At this point I haven't told any of them I like her so I just sit there in silence as they all talk about setting them up. And I feel awful because I know she likes me, but I want to be a good friend. So after a week of much dilemma, I tell my friend and we agree, on his terms, to back off. So I do, and eventually I guess she loses interest. But I don't. I told a couple of my friends later as well that I liked her, but my friend and I agreed to back off. Me and this girl talk all the time and even though I think she doesn't like me anymore, at least not as much as I like her, I still deliberate on whether or not she could ever like me. If I could wait out my friend’s crush on her. I was willing to wait for her. No matter how long it took. We talked for hours every day and I liked her more and more to the point where it hurt. Knowing we could never be together because it would ruin everything. I keep everything fully platonic, thinking of my friend. Trying to be fair to him. But I'm still falling hopelessly in love with this girl. And at this point most of my friends know I like her too, but they knew before that my other friend liked her. To recap, this has been absolute anguish for about six months. I liked her for that whole time and so did my friend, our group knew about it and our agreement to back off. Around the end of the year I decide to finally tell her because of how this has just gone on for so long, so I write her a letter and I give it to her. The same day, my friend tells me that they've been talking for about a month and have been dating for about a week. All of our friends knew and none of them told me, not even my best friend. They also told her I liked her three months prior, without asking me if I was ok with that or telling me about it. They all lied to me for months, and I was naively in love for six months. And in the end she chose him. She chose him.
Hi, I just want to let you know that you're not alone. I'm in a similar situation right now and my heart hurts so much, but we have to move on right? The way you described your feelings towards this girl really shows that you love unconditionally and that your love is pure. To find people like you is so rare these days, I hope you can find love again.
Hey man, I was in a similar situation this summer and my heart goes out to you. I've never fallen for someone so hard in my life, and I cried harder than after any breakup. We didn't even date. The pain was horrible, and I've had some rough breakups. I have not one regret though. It was truly an honor to meet them.
이제 진짜 그만해야하는데.... 자꾸만 네 연락을 확인하고싶어지네 널 좋아했어 아주 오랜시간. 너무 늦게 자각했다고 말하고 다녔지만 사실 어렴풋이 알고는 있었어. 근데 이제 졸업하고 못 볼 것을 생각하니까 용기가 조금은 나더라고. 넌 나랑 성격이 정반대인 것 같아 관심사도 다르고 정말이지 내 이상형과 반대인 사람이야. 그럼에도 아직도 난 너가 좋다. 내가 잘 알지못하는 누군가를 이렇게 오래 좋아할수도있다는 사실이 놀라워. 주변친구들에게 네얘길하면 70%는 안 좋게 얘길 하더라고. 그래서 너랑 연락하면 내 마음이 금방 식으리라고 생각했어. 그랬는데 어떻게 반대로 더 빠르게 흘러간다. 너랑은 내 미래를 그릴 수 없고 가능성이 없다는 걸 너무 잘 알고있는데 이 마음이 잘 접히질 않아. 너가 나한테 관심이 없는데 그저 잘 맞춰주는 성격이고 마침 심심하던 찰나에 내가 너에게 다가갔기에 잘 맞춰준 다는 것을 알아. 너 엠비티아이 영상도 무진장 많이 봤다..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ나도 진짜 ...신기하네 넌 몰랐겠지만 난 아주 옛날부터,그러니까 널 처음 봤을때부터 널 좋아했던것같아. 그 이후에 다시 또 만났을 땐 더 좋았고. 보면볼수록 더 좋았어. 정말 웃긴건 내가 널 좋아하는 이유를 아무리 생각해봐도 이렇게 내가 오래좋아하는 것에 필연성이 전혀 없어. 이런 내 자신이 이상하고 신기해. 지금우린 아무관계도 아니고 그저 난 너에게 심심한 찰나에 온 웃긴 애에 그치겠지만 그래도 너랑 연락해서,간접적으로나마 내 마음을 표현해서 좋다. 연락하기 전엔 그저 내가 표현한다는 그 자체에 초점을 두고 있었는데 연락을 하면 할수록 기대하게되는것같아. 여전히 너가 좋아 나중에도 보고싶을거야. 넌 안그러겠지만.. 너에게 말을 할 수 있을지 모르겠지만 우리가족이랑 할머니 외에 내가 이렇게 오랫동안 계속 좋아한 사람은 너가 처음이야. 너무 신기하다.. 나중에도 너랑 눈 마주치던 순간의 내 감정을 잊지 않았으면 좋겠다.
currently listening to the playlist and feeling nostalgic. my room was so quiet when i played the first song, that i noticed it actually matched my heartbeat.
I just read this comment and checked my heartbeat while playing the first song, and the song matches my heartbeat too! Perhaps it was because we had the same state of mind while listening to it, so we had the same heart rate? Our hearts have beat to the same tune, and there’s something poetic about that. Thanks for sharing that comment, it made me smile :)
Since people are sharing their own experiences, I thought I should share mine just to get it off my chest. I don’t know if anybody will read this, but if you are, thank you. Well, it all started last year at the beginning of second semester. I had a class that was only one semester, so it changed to PE after the first semester was over. We were doing laps around the gym when this guy came up to me and just started talking. Neither of us had any friends in that classes, and I guess he was just bored. I have always struggled making friends in school so I was immediately drawn to him and his personality. We ended up sitting together every day we had PE and complaining about how boring that class was, but in reality I looked forward to it every day. I obviously was catching feelings for him, but since the past year had been all virtual with no contact to anyone I forgot what having a crush felt like. After months of this, I started to think about telling him. (Oh, and for context, we also had algebra together but had assigned seats and didn’t sit together.) So one day in algebra, I saw everybody staring at him while he walked in the door, smiling. I heard people whispering at him, and it didn’t take long to realize he had started dating another girl in that class. I couldn’t cry in front of everyone, but it was so hard not to. After school ended, I ran and tripped down the stairs, which just added salt to the wound. In PE, I would talk with him about it and how happy I was for him. It was so hard trying to act normal after that. Eventually they broke up, and while it gave me a new sort of hope, I started loosing feelings. Summer started quickly after and I didn’t talk to him much. I remember the first day of school this year, I was going to my art class and as I walked in I saw him sitting at a table, smiling and telling me to sit next to him. I sat down and we talked the entire period. He ended up making new friends from the people sitting behind us and the four of us would talk the entire class. I’m pretty sure our art teacher doesn’t like us because of how loud we are, but I don’t mind. Two weeks ago I heard the people behind us talking about this other girl, and how cute her and him looked together. I sort of thought there was hope this year. I thought maybe, maybe this time I could make him like me. But nope. They haven’t started dating yet, but I know he will never think of me as anything more than a friend. I just feel such a lump in my throat that won’t go away, and I don’t know how to make it go away. I love everything about him. Well, maybe I will edit this comment in a few months for an update, who knows. If you read all of this, thanks for listening to my dumb little story. [[ JANUARY 2023 EDIT: first of all, wow this got wayyy more likes than i expected!! to think that over 1.5 thousand people read this is crazy. well i thought this deserved an update, so here it is. my feelings towards him are no longer what they used to be. he is in a good relationship and it has taken a while to get to the point i am now where i truly do not care. i am simply happy that he is happy. this crush taught me a lot and i hope that in the future, when i develop feelings for somebody new, i'll have that courage to take a chance. i've gotten much more confident since last year, and even since originally writing this comment so who knows. i still have that same art class with him and laugh like i used to, but i think any pressure or nervousness i once felt is gone. it's only been about 3 months since i wrote my original comment, so i'm sure there is lots more to come for me and i'm excited for when that happens, whatever it may be :). ]]
I have a feeling he does like you more than a friend. But is too shy to tell you since y’all are friends. He’ll swing around sooner or later. I hope it works out for you guys! 😊
I’m inclined to believe Hachi. It’s entirely possible he feels the same way but is instead going for other girls to “avoid” you. Perhaps because he’s nervous. Well, take this with a grain of salt because I don’t know the entire situation. Just no matter what, always be honest with yourself and with him :)
It actually matches the vibe of the playlist lol like an anime i once watched,just super chill. But yeah, looking forwrd to hearing you get the love you deserve someday
2년전에 짝사랑하던애랑 잘 안되서 이 영상노래들으면서 댓글보면서 울었던게 생각나네.. 지금 생각해보면 별 감정 없지만 정말 그때는 혼자 좋아하고 설레고 질질짜고 슬퍼하고 그랬는데… 하지만 그만큼 좋은 추억이였고 내 인생에서 못 잊을 사람인것같음..가끔씩은 내 생각하면 가볍게 피식하면서 웃어 넘겼음 좋겠다.. 고마워 이런 아름다운 추억 남겨줘서 좋아했어
몰래 좋아하는것과 몰래 사랑하는건 확실히 다르다. 몰래 좋아한다는건, 말하자면 내 감정을 주체할 수가 없는거다. 그 애의 좋은점을 알고, 더 가까이 다가가고싶고..갖고싶은. 뭐 그런 애틋하고 싱그러운 감정. 그게 좋아하는거다. 몰래 사랑한다는건 바꿔서 이야기하면 언제든 그 아이를 놓아줄 수 있다는 것과 같다. 그 애가 무엇을, 누구를 좋아하는지 아플만큼 누구보다 잘 알고 있으니까. 그 아이는 마치 햇살처럼 웃는다고, 우린 그것을 알고 있으니까. 그저 그 애가 한번만 더 내 앞에서 햇살같길 바라며, 마지막까지 그 아이의 행복을 빌며 놓아주는 것. 그럼에도 한동안은 마르지 않을 눅눅한 감정이 바로 몰래 사랑하는 마음이다.
Just got out of a ldr of 2 months and it's amazing how much you can share with someone in such a small time frame. All I wanted was to make her happy so I gave it my all. Was an incredible experience.
Hey.. I might be too old for listening to this and reading all of your stories, you guys are probably younger than me... I'm 30 this year and a few months ago, someone I liked and talked to has found the LOHL and it shattered me. I'm hearing this while remembering every person I had loved/had a crush on, mannn... I am so unlucky in love. Yeah, I'm still single. At the age of 30. I hope someday someone would give me a chance to love him wholeheartedly.
그때는 뭔가 어색한 새학기 였었어 낯설던 너가 반갑게 인사해줬고 그때부터 너는 다정하다는걸 알았어 사근사근한 말투 웃는 표정 친절했었어 그래서 지나갈 일도 몇번 더 보게되고 널 더 생각 하지 않으려해도 생각했었어 그때 널 좋아한다는 감정이란걸 몰랐었지 그저 친절한 친구구나 나랑 상관없는 다른 사람이니까 딱히 좋아할거라고 생각도 못했어 그냥 그건 호감이 아니라고 생각할정도에 적절히 얼굴에 볼이 붉어질 정도에 따스함이였거든 그때부터 지켜본거같아 너는 다양하게 노는 모습을 보여줬어 반에서 활기차게 웃던 목소리가 울려퍼져서 너의 목소리가 어떤 목소린지 알아차릴정도로 이제는 특별하게 느껴졌었어 난 처음 그렇게 점점빠졌고 짙어져갈때즘 너에게 다른사람이 있었어 너가 행복해졌으면 좋겠다는 생각과 다가가고 싶다는 생각이 공존했었고 결국 포기를 못하고 지켜만봤지 솔직히 그때는 포기하고 싶었던게 커서 아닐거야 아닐거아 이러면서 널 지켜본거같아 널 좋아하는게 아니라 재밌으니까 라는 감정으로 덮으려고 했는데 시간이 갈수록 그게 아니더라 끔찍하게 쿵쾅거리는 가슴이 너에게 닿을까봐 조마조마하며 몰래 봤었어 방학이 될때쯤 너의 생활이 궁금했었지만 SNS엔 너의 생활들이 많이 안보여져서 아쉬웠었어 사소하게나마 너를 알고싶고 친구라도 지내고싶었지만 친해질 방법조차 없었어서 그냥 너 하나하나 모습에만 만족하자라는 생각으로 보냈던거같아 그때는 미칠거같았어 너를 하루라도 더 보고싶고 관찰하고싶고 알아가고싶었는데 널 볼수없다니.. 미친듯이 울적했었어 방학후땐 너를 보고싶어 미치겠다는 생각과 함께 너를 보고나서 머리를 민 너를 보고 짱구같다며 웃던 내가 생각이나 난 그래도 다행이다라고 생각했어 맨날 볼수있겠다 생각하고 작정하고 보고있었으니까 그때부터 너가 눈치챈거같아 내가 욕심을 부리고 싶어했던 나머지 표출할줄도 몰랐었어 그래서 보기만했어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 나 참 바보같다 너는 답답했을꺼야 짜증나고 왜 저러나 싶고 나도 같았거든 표현하고싶었는데 그때의 너는 애인이 없었지만 예민했거든 다가가는게 쉽지가 않았고 내가 헤어진걸 위로해주고 싶다는 생각을 많이했었어 그저 곁에 있고싶었었어 그리고 겨울이 되고 이때부터 사탕을 줬어 그거라도 해야될거같았어 아무말이라도 걸고싶었어 너에게 조금이나마 닿긴 원했지만 난 다가가는게 포기라는 생각으로 다가갔거든 사실 그동안 포기하고싶었어 죽어라 포기하고 나에게 집중하려했지만 너가 너무 빛나고 귀여웠고 좋았어 그래서 좋아하는 만큼 다른사람과 잘되길 원했는데 그게 그런마음이 아니였었나봐 널 많이 좋아했나보다 그래서 아직까지 못잊고있나봐 그냥 그때 내가 강렬하게 짝사랑해서 못잊는건가 너가 계속 맴돌아 말이라도 제대로 했었으면 좋았을텐데 좋아했었다고 말이라도 했으면 그냥 그때 하고싶은거 할껄 널 더 좋아하고 행동할걸 넌 지금 어떻게 지낼지 모르겠다 난 보고싶어 근데 막상 만나면 아무말도 못할거같아 너에게 그때 하고싶은말은 많았는데 너는 처음과 달라졌었지 말문도 못 걸정도로 솔직히 너를 안봐서 다행이다 생각돼 보면 포기못할거같았어
이제는 2년이 지난 시점에서 너의 관한걸 쓰기에도 기억이 가물가물하게 나네 ㅋㅋㅋ 음.. 나는 너랑 떨어지고 다른 고등학교로 배정되고 전에 학교랑 지나치면 너 생각이 나서 너가 지나가지 않을까 하던 기대도 있었나봐 그러고 나선 너를 서서히 잊어가고 새로운 남친도 만들어서 예쁘게 사귀다가 헤어졌지 참 그때는 그렇게 절절하고 슬펐는데 이제는 가물가물하다 넌 어떻게 지내? 최근에는 썸타다 깨진거 같던데 ㅋㅋㅋ 다른 예쁜사람 나타날꺼야 힘내 그리고 언젠가 만나게 된다면 좋아했다고 얘기 할수있는 기회라도 있었으면 좋겠다 아직도 생각나면 널 좋아했었으니까
Be thankful for the experiences. Everything happens for a reason. You may be wondering why. But think of the ways that experience has shaped who you are. Be thankful.
This playlist feels like an epilogue to a love that was never meant to last. Right person, wrong environment for love to fully take root. Reminds me of my own short-lived summer love. Falling hard, fast, my heart changed forever in such a short period of time. Since he left me, I wonder if he ever truly felt the same. It was the best decision for us but I can't help but wonder if we could have weathered the storm together. But alas, I'll move forwards in hope that I'll find some like him again. In a kinder environment, so that love can truly flourish. Thank you for what love and joy you shared. My heart may be wounded, but that pain is only really the absence of you. The more you love someone, the more power they have to hurt you.
I had a crush on someone who played the flute. They didn’t talk to anyone and so it was cute. My heart raced everytime our eyes connected. And I’d sit at home wondering what to wear to make them think about me. I made a joke once in class, and they laughed. And I went home so happy that I could die. The next week I asked them on a date, they said yes. And we went and it was great, and we went again, and again, and again. Until something changed, where the idea of them stopped being real, where I learned more and more and realized this person who I was strangers with several months ago, was not the same person I had been dreaming about. I started to cry because all the feelings I had felt before were gone and I felt empty. I wish I never asked them out, because I was happy with the dream, and I hurt when we broke up, but the person I was with wasn’t the same as the person I dreamed about. It’s crazy because I’m still in love with them in a way, because they has the same face as the person in my dreams, but they’re not the same person. I have a firm idea now tho, that you can’t date an unrequited love with a stranger, because they’ll never be the person you dream of.
He nvr played the flute but yes the version I had of him gone. The person who I was infatuated by completely turned into a person I could not recognize. The tone they had, the body language, the words he spoke all turned into something unrecognizable. As the years grew so did we except he faded away and so did I. Our reactions for things over the years changed. Maybe for me the drugs and realization of life and for him the hurt I put him through at a young age. Atleast that’s what I want to believe, that I caused it because there is no way in hell that’s the boy I fell in love with. As we grew our minds changed, politics over came us some days and sometimes past trauma from eachother came up. It was unbearable but I enjoyed every second of it. It wasn’t a burden to argue it was more like I was realizing how much we’ve changed and how I have to either accept it or move on. Both of which I could not do yet in some way I did. I stayed while he turned into like u said a stranger. Maybe everything he said or did now was an action caused by me. Yet while I have to live with the realization he js isn’t who he was. Or maybe that was always him, hidden over my love and infatuation with him. It was probably the infatuation, or his young mindset that He himself outgrew. However this new him was not a burden yet I saw this young man, and I loved the way he carried himself, and I began to love the him I could not recognize. Which not in a million years I would have done. Because the new him disgusted me. The way he treated me and other woman completely destroyed what I loved. Which was the way he treated me, no longer was it obsession and love for me but a resent I caused. He held the burden of me for what idk. But that caused me to stay maybe to rebuild the him I once knew. At the end of the day he’s gone, and while I believe both of our love left when we grew up. And when he decided he could not handle me or his confusing feelings.
i had the same thing happen to me but i only thought about apperance so i didnt create a person in my head before i even met them so i had no expectations. Best thing ever.
바보 좋아한다는 말을 포스트잇에 “바보”라고 밖에 표현하지 못한, 바보같던 내 모습을 보며 넌 무슨 생각이 들었을까 넌 그저 그런 평소같은 장난이라 생각하고 넘겼겠지만 난 항상 진심이었어 널 보면 심장이 뛰었고 널 보면 설렜고 떨렸어 친근하게 장난같은 말을 건네려고 3초면 할 말을 3분을 고민했고 너의 반응이 별로 좋아보이지 않을 때면 하지말 걸 하며 30분을 후회했어 참 바보같은 시절이었지 너의 관심 그 하나를 바라고 너만 바라보다가 지난 시절이었으니까 근데 그 바보같은 시절에 참 감사해 그 바보같던 나에게 고마워 그때의 감정을 느낄 수 있게 해준 너에게 감사해 다신 오지않을 바보같은 시절이란 걸 아니까 왜 고백하지 않았냐고 묻는다면 우리의 즐거웠던 시절을 바보같은 고백 하나로 묻어버리고 싶지 않았거든 너와 마찬가지로 나에겐 그 시절도 소중했으니까 밤에 너와 떠들던 순간을 상상하며 설레하던 그 시절, 장난치면 웃어주는 너의 즐거워하는 그 얼굴을 기억할게 소중한 추억을 만들어주려고 날아와준 바보같은 너에게 참 감사하고 그 많은 기억들과 바보같던 감정들을 늘 되새기며 살게 그러니 바보같은 첫사랑은 이젠 안녕이라고 할래 인스타: lvbfe
the internet is amazing. it can bring together a group of people having the same emotion. once feeling sole, but now shared. together, not alone. wishing the best for everyone here :)
really really liked this guy in high school (still do lol) but never approached him. he made the first move and lowkey flirted with me a bunch of times and we ended up becoming good friends. just a few days after i felt like we were close enough to be friends, he asked me to make a painting (i own an art business) as a proposal gift for his soon to be girlfriend. to say i was shocked is an understatement but yeah, made the painting and he loved it, so did she. he made me make her a bday gift as well. they’ve been dating for over four months now and he’s obsessed with her. always talks about her to me and it doesn’t make me uncomfortable anymore. i think i’ve accepted it, i only crushed on him for like half a year so it’s alright.
사랑하는 마음이 자꾸만 커져 감당이 안 돼 온통 니 생각 뿐이야 넘쳐 흐를 것 같아 니가 뭘 하던 그냥 너무 귀엽다 사랑스러워 너에겐 늘 완벽해 보이고 싶은데 왜왜ㅠ 네 앞에선 한 없이 작아지는지..ㅠㅠㅠ맨날 바보같이 뚝딱거려… 그러다 놓치겠지?ㅠㅠㅠㅠ팔로우진짜걸고싶은데 네가 기대하고 있는 사람은 내가 아닐까봐ㅜㅜㅜ그냥 너무 슬퍼 사랑해 내 모든 애정을 너에게 쏟고 싶어ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅠㅠㅠ기회가 오길. 너의 사랑도 받아볼 수 있길.제발제발걔가딱제가걔사랑하는만큼만저사랑하게해주세요. 부탁드립니다진짜.
너도 나한테 관심이 있는 줄 알았다 모두에게 친절한걸 알아도 나한테는 남들과는 다르게 더 잘해주는 줄 알았다. 그 친절한 모습때문에 좋아했던거였다 근데 너는 아니었나보다 처음볼때부터 친구로 남고싶었다는 말을 듣고 머리가 멍했다 그 동안 혼자 했던 상상들이 바보같이 느껴진다 하필 짝사랑이 너라니 왜 하필 너였을까 너 없을때가 더 나은 인생이었는데
좋아하던 놈이 있었는데 내가 어렸을 때부터 시력이 안 좋았어서 두꺼운 안경을 끼고다녔음 너무 예전이라 기억도 잘 안 나는데 더러워진 안경을 닦으려고 벗을 때면 좋아하던 놈을 포함해서 몇몇 남자애들이 못생겼다고 놀리곤 했음. 되게 상처였는데 어쩔 때는 또 그렇게라도 그 남자애한테 관심을 받는다는 게 좋았었음. 어느날은 그냥 가만히 앉아있는데 내가 좋아하던 놈이 와서 안경 좀 벗어보라고 징징거렸음 근데 안경만 벗으면 못생겼다고 하는 게 너무 짜증나고 속상해서 절대 안 벗을 거라고 했었는데 그때 그 놈 옆에 걔랑 성씨가 같은 놈이 하나 더 있었는데 가만히 보고만 있다가 나한테 와서는 안경을 벗어달라 그랬음. 걔는 내가 안경 벗는다고 놀린 적도 없었고 뜬금없이 그러니까 난 당황해서 너도 나 못생겼다고 놀리려고 그러지?! 라면서 괜히 짜증을 부렸었음. 솔직히 별로 관심도 없었고 그닥 친했던 애도 아니었는데 걔가 스쳐가듯 했던 별 거 아닌 그 말이 아직도 잊히지가 않음. 예뻐서. 예뻐서 벗어달라는 거야 안경을. 근데 난 그런 말을 남자애한테 들어본 적이 없어서 당황도 했었고 엄청 부끄러워서 싫다면서 결국 안경 안 벗어줬거든. 근데 삼일인가 얼마 안 있고 다른 학교로 전학 갔더라. 내가 그 애를 좋아했던 것도 아니고 걔도 그냥 스쳐가듯이 했던 말인데 그날따라 많이 속상했었거든 좋아하던 놈 때문에? 그래서 그런 걸까 잊혀지지가 않더라. 난 걔 번호도 몰랐고 성격도 워낙 소극적이어서 그 후로 언락도 못 해봤지. 그냥... 이렇게 가끔 생각나더라. 아쉽기도 했고, 전학 가고나서 한동안 걔 생각 좀 많이 했었거든. 너 전학 가고나서 한참은 좋아했었다.. 초등학교 저학년 때 일이라 기억도 안 나고 유치하긴한데 그냥 가끔 생각나고 아쉬웠어 너가 전학 안 갔으면 말이라도 더 걸어봤을까
진짜로 딱 저랑 비슷한 상황 ㅜㅠㅠ 3년을 바라봐온 남자애가 유독 1주일간 친근하게 느껴질때가 있었는데 그 1주일이 지난뒤 아주 먼 곳으로 이사갔더라고요 단체사진 찍은 다음날에요..ㅠㅠ 다른 반들은 겨울방학식에 맞춰서 마지막 인사 하는데 저희 반만 겨울방학식 이틀 전에 인사를 했던.. 빠른 이별이 막 생각나요😭
나 좋아했던 걔 기억난다.알게 된 계기도 진짜 어이없었는데ㅋㅋㅋ언제 여자애들이 내 반에 와서 호들갑 떠는거야.우리반 남자애가 너 좋아한다고 ㅋㅋ 당연히 거짓말인줄 알았는데 니가 나한테 직접 와서 고백할때야 알았어 사람 북적이던 복도에서 뜬끔없이 귀에 대고 좋아한다고 말하는데 뭐라 답해야할지 몰라서 그냥 못들은척 했어 사실.솔직히 말하면 그때 학교에서 문제아로 소문난 니가 나 같은 범생이 좋아하는것도 웃겼고 존나 조용히 살았는데 접점이 얼마나 있었나 싶더라 그래서,못들은척 했던거야.흐지부지하게 끝났는데 이거 들으니까 갑자기 기억나네 지금 생각하면 너 티 진짜 많이 냈다 싶어 여자애들한테 무뚝뚝하기로 소문난 너가 친구들한테 끌려나가다시피한 내 수련회 무대보고 내려오는길에 잘했다고 말해줬잖아 나한테만 직접.내 바지 붙잡고 올려다보고 뜬끔없이 잘했어.하는데 솔직히 안설렜다면 거짓말이긴해.진심 그때 흘린 땀이 확 마르더라 ㅋㅋㅋ 진짜 나중에야 많이 알았지 앉을때도 일부러 나 잘보이는 자리 골랐었다며?교실에서도.예전의 너도 내가 지금 이 글을 쓰면서 했던것처럼 나랑 있었던 일을 자꾸 곱씹었을까 어쩌면 내가 잊어버렸을 사소한 일도 다시 해석하고 또 다시 생각했을까 좋아한다는 마음이 참 신기하다 싶어.그때 제대로 답 못해줘서 미안해 나 같은거 좋아해줘서 고마워 나도 너 좋아했어
this video was very randomly in my queue among all sorts of game videos & music videos, but i’ve already spent hours enjoying reading everyone’s stories with this playlist on loop- there are still so many more i want to read & i can’t wait ! maybe some time i’ll share a story of my own here… dunno
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0:01 0:01 lonely - dvdkm
3:25 3:25 i’m tired of feeling this way - Elijah Who
5:55 5:55 lonely without you - Elijah Who
8:03 8:03 Her - Dvdkm
10:37 10:37 家族の字 - Paniyolo
13:51
The first beat is the best beat I've ever heard
@@exhausted6655 I am agree
1시간 내주세요...🫶🏻 이것만큼 공부 잘되는 플리도 없음 ㅠㅠ
이거 사클에 올려주실수 있나요ㅜ
짝사랑도 중독임... 혼자 설레하고 기대하고..약간 주식 넣는 기분이랄까..짜릿하고 설레고 아프고 눈물나고..짝사랑은 주식이다..ㅅㅂ
그것은 매우 사실이다
명언이네여
하지만 항상 하한가 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅠ 한번도 상한가였던 적이 없어...
희희,
망했다.
오 맞네.. 맞아서 짜증
Right person, wrong time;
Right script, wrong line;
Right poem, wrong rhyme;
And the piece of your heart that was never mine.
This hurt
✋🏽 no words
*is crying*
oh well, whatever happens, happens.
May I use these words in a song please?
i met this boy about 4 months ago at orientation. we were in the same little group and we never talked. that was until the 2nd day of school when he said hi as he walked by. i didn't think he remembered me, so it felt nice. he passed me by a second time with a hello and that time i tried to say hi back, but he didn't notice. then, after one of my classes, we ran into each other and he gave me a note. it just said my name on it and in the corner telling me that he remembered my name and who i was. i thought it was a bit strange that he knew my first and last name but brushed it off. i thought it was kinda of sweet. i wrote back and gave it to him. after that we started passing notes whenever we saw each other. eventually, he asked for my socials and we started to talk outside of school. he was so kind and cool. i started to develop a crush on him. we started talking everyday, at home and at school. we hung out more. the more i learned about him, the more i loved him. i loved everything about him. his personality, his interests, when he rants about his interests, his eyes, his glasses, his voice. i loved him more than anything, but i knew we could and would never be together. deep down i knew he would never love me the way i loved him, see me the way i saw him... because i was a boy.
he could never love a boy.
This is amazing. Thanks for sharing. I mean there still could’ve been a possibility, especially with the notes sharing part. But I get that it’s hard to really even let yourself fall into the trap of liking a guy who’s straight
Nice story
@@IsraelLlerena i disagree with you
@@nancy3264 on what ?
@@IsraelLlerena your comment
I see everyone sharing their stories and I want to share mine. Thank you for reading~
My last semester of college I had fallen for my classmates. I had seen him as a friend for over a year but one day I just couldn’t get his smile out of my head. For the rest of the semester I would show up early and wait for him to walk into our lectures, ask him questions and make excuses to see him outside of college. As the semester was coming to an end we became very close. We would FaceTime and study together, eat after our lectures and sometimes he would come visit me at work. He was my motivation to finish my career, seeing him so passionate over a subject that most would consider boring really made me feel comforted in my career choice. He would always say I was his school wife and whoever I end up with would be extremely lucky to have me. I knew he didn’t feel the same way… he would ask me for relationship advice and talk about the dates he would go on. Still I was okay with my unrequited love up until the last few weeks of the semester. I knew that once we both left college we wouldn’t be so close. I feared never seeing him again and I cried knowing that I’ll probably be a another character in a chapter of his life. After our final, the last day I saw him I told him how I felt about him. I told him not to feel burden by my feelings and that I wanted to continue being friends.I was rejected and the way he responded hurt me the most. He just said “oh ok” and chuckled, almost laughed at me. He later on texted me saying he felt differently and thought we needed time apart. It’s been 8 months since I’ve last spoken with him. I still miss him… I think about and wonder if he’s enjoying his new job and apartment.I unfollowed him on social media because I’m trying to move on… I hope he does well in his career and is happy.
Big hugs 🫂. I hope you are able to heal and move on.
YO THIS MADE ME SO SAD,, i’m so sorry this happened to you i’m sending so much love
Proud of you for even having the guts to tell him anything. Hope you find your golden fish.
You handled it very well, I wish it was different tho
I AM CRYING WHAT.
I hope you recovered btw❤️
인생이 좀 유치한 로코 드라마, 영화처럼 되었음 좋겠다. 왜 나만 항상 진지한 다큐3일인지 모르겠음..
진짜로.. ㅠㅠ
엄청난 공감이네요 진짜.... 나만... 다큐... 지금 한 다큐 2600일 정도 찍었습니다만
저는 도전골든벨...
다큐... ㅠ 공감
난 인생극장이야
짝사랑은 짝사랑일 때 예쁜 게 맞는 듯... 짝사랑하고 있는 내 감정을 예뻐하는 것 같음
앙 기모찌
그래도 이루어지지 않으면 많이 슬플듯
나도 느껴보고싶다 그런느낌ㅠㅠ 주변에 남자도 없고 여중 여고라 여자만 있어서 그런 감정 한 번도 느껴본적이 없음..ㅠㅠ
The traltions doing the worst for me
@@user-ny6gc8re7j 너가 더
7년간 짝사랑하던 여자애를 오늘 떠나보냈내요 홀가분합니다 몇일간 휴유증이 있겠지만 살던대로 잘 살아야죠 다들 잘 이겨내시길.. 행복해요 모두
몇일이요? 멘탈 강하시네요
한국어를 몰라서 그냥 번역했는데... 확실히 마음이 아팠습니다. 이제 기분이 나아졌기를 바랍니다.
뭉게 구름,선선한 바람,나른한 수업 시간,운동장에서 나는 소리 그 안에 있던 너와 널 쳐다 보는 게 들킬까 가슴 졸이며 좋아했던 나 그 여름의 기억에 난 아직도 머물러 있어 내 앞자리에 앉은 너의 뒷통수만 뚫어져라 쳐다볼 때 정말 아무 생각 없이 설레기만 했었는데 시간이 가면 갈수록 널 좋아하는 내 마음에는 헛된 희망과 미련함으로만 가득 차 있더라 넌 잡으려 하면 부서지는 햇살 같은 그런 존재였어 순수하고 찬란했던 그 여름에 네가 있어 정말 다행이야 내 첫사랑의 기억으로 남아줘서 고마워
나도 누군가의 첫사랑이었으면 좋겠다
제 첫사랑이잖아요 왜 그래요 서운하게
@@user-oc6cr7rd2l 닉값... 당신 너무 사랑스럽당
누군가가 딱 나만큼 날 좋아해줬음좋겠다..
You might be.. you never know ♥
me too
짝사랑 하고 싶은데 하고싶지 않다.. 설레이고 이런 감정 느끼고는 싶은데 결국 그 애가 나를 바라봐주지 않으면 너무 공허해져
짝사랑보단 썸을, 썸보단 연애를
와 진짜 너무 공감
당신은하지 않습니다. 짝사랑이 아파요 ㅋ ㅋㅋㅋ
지금 내 상태… 나만 놓으면 끊기는 관계 너무 슬프다
@엔뽀삐🌈 헐르르르르를ㄹ 대박ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
안녕하세요😭 신기하다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 반가워요!! tmi지만 8개월 짝사랑 성공해서
지금 연애 하고 있어요오🥰
댓글들을 읽어보면 언어가 정말 다양한데 우리가 느끼는 마음은 비슷하다는게 정말 슬ㄹ퍼요
정말 누군가를 매번 좋아하고 사랑에 빠지지만, 이번만큼은 그러고 싶지않아요.
나도 이 항상 이 감정의 끝이 무엇을 보여주었는지 알기에.
하지만 널 눈에 담을 때마다 이러지 말아야지 하면서도
내 마음은 왜 내가 조절할 수 없을까
내 마음은 원망해도 너무 멋진 넌 원망할 수가 없다.
그냥 그 자리에서 항상 빛나줘, 나는 그런 널 이 마음이 문들어질 때까지 짝사랑으로 남겠지.
단지 네가 누군가의 애인이 되었다는 소식, 그거하나만 내게 닿지 않았으면 해..
공감합니다 힘내세요……
The best is yet to come perseverance be happy love life breathe 😊
Being on the other side of unrequited love also sucks...maybe not as badly. But especially if you're mature, gone through something similar, and/or can empathize, you feel bad that you can't reciprocate the affection someone has for you. But at the same time, you know you don't feel it and can't force things.
omg u have such a great point😭😭😭 i love it, it deserves lots of likes istg
These feelings can evolve overtime. I forced myself to be with her because I knew I should be lucky to have someone who loves me, because I have been there as well and didn't want to do the same mistake my ex did. It took a year but I developped feelings for her
Its better to be clear than hurting or using them..
@@varsa507 it can be for people.. But some people u just don't feel at all.. If i m being neutral and if i find someone who like me.. I will fall for him too
You're so right, can't agree more with you
When I was in high school I had a crush on this boy.
Before I ever talked to him, a friend of mine asked me if I knew this guy that went by a silly nickname. If you're wondering what I said in response, I think the better question would be who didn't. What I knew at an arms length was that this boy was loud, he was obnoxious, and so very confident. He'd run around the cafeteria, classrooms, and hallways begging people to stream the music he made. He wore funny clothes and bleached his hair spontaneously. And, admittedly, I thought he was a little kooky but I really admired him for how sure of himself he was. Somehow we ended up in the same social circle and one day we started talking. We found out that we went to the same pre-school together and I just never realized it was him. The conversation wasn't long but we bonded over the fact that we actually knew each other for a long time in a sense. Whenever he was around others you could just see how people gravitated towards him, like moths to light. He could liven up any room he walked in. So time passes and after getting aquatinted with each other better through friend groups I was curious and gave his music a listen. It wasn't anything special, but it was the beginning of something exciting and you could obviously see he had both talent and potential. The following year we ended up in the same math class and that's when we became proper friends. Of course, he continued plugging his music wherever he went and as it was high school, some people were bound to judge and mock. It always made me so upset when people would laugh at or make fun of him because you know they would never allow themselves to as live freely as he did. As angry as it made me, he would just let all of it roll off his back like he never even knew what they'd said or done. That just showed what I really loved about him. We'd always chat away in class, such fun and effortless conversations, the teacher even had to change our seats because we talked too much. He'd just make you feel so comfortable when you talked to him, no judgment. He'd make you feel like the funniest person in the world. Another friend of mine that was in the same class would always ask if we were dating, so maybe our chemistry wasn't as deluded as I'd thought. She'd ask and ask but I could just never admit that I had a crush. When COVID hit and school went remote we used to talk frequently over DM's, but then the messages started to fizzle out. It went from a few times every week, to once a week, to once a month, and then nothing. I remember always telling him how talented he was, probably every time we spoke. Though, I don't think he ever knew that my words were deep and genuine. Fast forwarding to senior prom and graduation, a long while since we last talked, we'd catch glimpses of each other throughout both of those nights. His hair was long and no longer bleached and brassy, his sense of style changed, and his music was completely different from before. Despite all these changes you could just tell he was the same without him having to even lift a finger, I don't know why but I am very sure of this. I knew that he saw me and he knew that I saw him but now we were strangers and neither of us approached one another. Now I'm in college, still thinking about him from time to time. I don't care about the dating, I'm actually not even sure if he liked me back. I just wish I could have expressed to him how special of a person he really was. I know that one day he will make it big, and I will always admire him even if it's from the background, just like before we started talking.
pretty
Damn that sounds like one hell of a guy. I hope he makes it big, the likes of him are bound to make it big one day.
You write beautifully I love your story
@@steviexo7238 thank you, that’s so sweet 🥲
Wow. This is the story that made me tear up. So well written and so emotional
A short story to add - I’m currently in college and have fallen hard for this girl that lives in my dorm. She’s the embodiment of glowing and every time I see her she always looks pretty and has a perfect smile on her face. We’re in the same math lecture and we study together often, and through this I’ve learned a lot about her life. Every time we study we always end up laughing together or occasionally exchanging stories. I would do a lot for her, even though I truly don’t know her that well. I feel so nervous to try to reach out more and form a deeper relationship. It’s scary. The fear of rejection, even from someone you may not really know that well. And I think this girl will never reciprocate, but without asking there’s never any way of knowing. I fear losing what small but amazing friendship we have to time and I don’t know what to do. This may be different than many of the other stories but this playlist still speaks to me
I would say fuck it and just do it it’s just like you said if you don’t say anything you’ll never know don’t flat out tell her i love you because that might be too much just ask her out on a date and see how it goes if the first date goes well go on more and eventually ask her to be your girlfriend even though you like her don’t over pursue I made that mistake and ended up pushing her away
Just tell her it’s not too late bro what really could go wrong like she ain’t gonna cut your neck after that the most she can do is reject you and that’s it you guys can still be friends
Just tell them read the top comments don’t be like them
Remember that she is not the only woman who can make you feel this way, she's just the first. She may reject you or things might not turn out, but that you found one means you can find another. Do not harden your heart, rejection will come and rejection will go. Pain is only temporary. Meet as many people as you can. For a lover love comes easy, do not be afraid to be a lover. Do not close off your heart to the world.
You’ve hung out with her a lot and u know a lot about her. Why not ask her to hang out with you and get to know each other better through friendship? When people connect with each other they build a bond. And through that you can tell her how you feel.
Your love for her doesn’t have to be romantic if you know that love is really something you want for the both of you to be with each other regardless of what kind it is.
Time is never perfect for you. You might never know when it will be the day to tell her. You may fear that this wouldn’t be the perfect time, but, inside you would feel that we haven’t connected yet, I don’t think I can tell them. But yet I know eventually, they will find someone else I don’t.
There isn’t a perfect answer for that problem. Just like there isn’t a simple equation for love.
It’s complicated.
Like everything else in life.
This is what I would’ve have done but whatever u do it’s ur choice and u can do it however you want.
But if we’re really longing to connect with someone and have them in mine and their life, I would tell them that of how I feel. And that regardless of how it works out or not, I want to connect with them as a person and would want them to do that with me if they were willing to connect with me. And no matter how it turns out if it is romantic, platonic, or it doesn’t at all, I would still like to get to know them.
For who they truly are.
You already know that time would move on even if you don’t make that decision.
What are you waiting for then?
The fear to go away? The perfect moment? Your self doubt?
That is valid. How you feel of that.
But what would happen if you did try?
It may not be either of what you expect or fear.
So then,
Why don’t you give it a go?
Wouldn’t you like to try?
짝사랑을 한다는 이 감정
그리 로맨틱하지는 않은거 같아요
그 사람이 날 봐주고 그 사람도 날 좋아할꺼란 착각 딱 그 감정이 생기면
로맨틱하다고 착각하는 것이죠
하지만,
저의 짝사랑은 걸레처럼 쓸모없어요
그 사람은 제게 자신의 짝사랑을
털어놓아요, 들을때마다 가슴이 찢어질듯 아프지만 티 내서는 안되요
그 사람이 알게된다면
나를 피하고 자신의 마음을 털어놓지
않을꺼에요,
그래서 항상 참았어요 들어주고
그 사람의 짝사랑 상대의 나쁜면을
은근쓸쩍 이야기 해보고 혼자 욕도 해봤어요
그래도 달라지는건 그 사람이 다른사람을 짝사랑하는 마음의 크기
그러던 찰나에 그 사람의 짝사랑은
끝이 났어요, 전 너무나도 기뻤죠
근데 그 사람은 슬퍼했어요,
왜? 난 여기 있는데 나는 봐주지 않는거야? 나는 너에게 사랑받을수 없는거야? 평생? 이러한 질문을 속에 품었어요, 그러던중 그 사람에 친구에게
털어놓았어요 그 동안의 나의 짝사랑,
근데 그 친구가 자신이 그 사람과
썸을 탄다고 해요 정말 미안하다고
말 안하면 더 상처일꺼 같다고
그 날 난 미친듯이 울었어요,
세상이 모두 끝난 사람처럼
모르는게 나았겠다고 생각했어요,
왜 난 눈치 채지 못했을까요
내 짝사랑은 이젠 정말 걸레짝처럼
너덜너덜하고 슬퍼도 눈물도 더 이상 나지 않는,
그런 사람이 되게 만들었어요
그런데도 그 사람을 포기할수 없는
이유는, 그 사람을 사랑하는 예쁜 나의 모습 때문인거 같아요
그 사람을 짝사랑하고 난 뒤부터
사람들이 예뻐졌다고 해요
그 사람은 눈치도 못채겠지만
많은 노력을 했어요
그 노력이 물거품 될꺼 같다는 생각에
포기하지 못하는거 같아요
짝사랑 하는 이 감정,
비참해요
짝사랑을 하고 오래 지난 지금
난 자존감이 많이 떨어져있고
나를 비난하고 망상하게 해요
그런데도 그를 포기하는건
나를 포기하는거란 생각이 들어서
차마 그것만큼은 못하겠어요,
짝사랑을 하고 있을 많은 사람들이
알아줬으면 해요
내가 제일 소중하지만
짝사랑하는 사람의 입장에선
듣지도 않을 이 말
그 사람 날 좋아하지 않는다면
포기해요, 그러지 않으면
난 저 끝까지 나를 끌어내릴꺼에요,
내가 그랬어요 슬퍼도 눈물도 안나고 주변사람들에게 무관심해지고 그 사람에게만
잘해주고 ,
잘 된다면 좋겠지만
난 그러지 않더라구요
언제나 내가 가장 중요한거지만
모두 짝사랑하고 있는 입장이라면,
한번쯤은 나를 바닥으로 끌어내리는
사랑을 해보는것도 좋은거 같아요
그러니 이걸 보고있는 당신들의
짝사랑 응원해요
전 이미 걸레 같은 짝사랑을
마무리할 준비를 하고있지만요.
말도 제대로 못해봤던 사이였는데 졸업식 때 사진 한 장 같이 찍자고 말하고 사진 찍었습니다. 사진 찍고 마지막으로 악수를 청하면서 많이 좋아했었다고 말했어요. 어느덧 3년이 지났고 이젠 그 아이가 왜 좋았는지 뭐 때문에 그렇게 열렬히 사랑했는지 하나도 기억나지 않지만, 딱 졸업식 때만 생각나요. 그때의 분위기, 그때의 풍경, 그때의 그 아이, 그때의 나. 마치 달달한 로맨스 소설 속에 들어가 있는 느낌.
저는 그 기억들을 곱씹으며 행복하게 사는 중이에요. 그러니까 두려움이라는 사소한 감정에 너무 큰 행복을 버리지 않았으면 좋겠어요. 용기내지 못해 가슴앓이만 해왔을 당신 스스로를 좀 봐줘요.
감사해요, 초면이지만요 :)
너무 아름답다.. 이뤄지지 않는게 더 극적일 때가 있는 법이네요
두려움이라는 사소한감정에 너무 큰 행복을 버리지 말라고 써진 부분보고 좀 울컥했네요..
진짜로.. 나 걔 좋아했었는데 친해지고 싶고 이야기하고 싶고 알고 싶었는데.. 걔가 나 싫어할까봐 짐짜 아무것도 안하고 가만히 있었네
가만히 도대체 뭘 기다린건진 모르겠지만
나 안 소심한데 소심하기싫은데
인생은 한번뿐인데
으아ㅇ ㅏ 몰라아 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
아이고 예.. 하여튼 감사하다고요..
나도 누가 날 이렇게 좋아해줬음 좋겠다
우와..너무 감사해요! 고등학교 입학한지 얼마 안돼서 그 아이를 처음 봤어요. 다른 지역에서 왔다고 하더라고요. 그 애 머리가 너무 눈에 띄더라고요. 뽀글뽀글한 얇은 머리띠로 긴 머리를 올리고 다녔어요. 남자애가 머리띠를 하는 건 여중을 나온 저로서는 조금 충격적이였거든요. 근데 얼굴도 귀엽고 그냥 마음 속으로 "짜식 쪼매 구엽네~" 이러고 지나갔는데 다음 날도 복도에서 마주쳤는데 그 때부터 조금씩 제 머릿속에서 지워지지 않더라고요. 근데 제 친구에게 조금씩 관심을 가지고 있던 남자애가 저랑 제 친구 가 운동장을 돌 때마다 옆에 와서 같이 돌자고 하대요. 그래서 셋이서 같이 도는 게 어느 정도 익숙해졌을 즘 그 남자애와 제 짝남이 친구인 걸 알게 되고 저는 남자애에게 짝남을 좋아한다는 것을 알려주곤 제 짝남과 친해질 기회가 생겼죠. 그 짝남은 야자시간에 대학습실 줄여서 대학이라고 부르는 곳에서 자습을 했는데 저는 맨날맨날 그 아이 자리에 작은 봉지 젤리와 조그마한 초콜릿과 캐러멜을 두세개씩 올려두었어요. 어느 날 그 아이는 저보고 고맙다며 잘먹을게라는 말을 하는데 그냥 감사하다고 하는 말인데도 너무 기쁜거 있죠. 그렇게 제 친구와 친구썸남, 제 짝남과 저 이렇게 4명이서 영화도 보고 밥도 먹고 두 명은 노래방 가고 저와 짝남은 피씨방을 갔고 그 피씨방을 가며 많은 얘기를 나눴어요. 저는 남자애와 얘기하는게 거의 3년 만이라 정말 어색했어요. 어떤 말을 꺼내야 할 지도 몰랐고 너무 떨려서 아무 얘기나 막 한 것 같아요. 그렇게 서로 아주 짧은 시간이였지만 피씨방에서 게임도 했어요. 게임을 끝내고 나오니 짝남이 집에 가야할 시간이더라고요. 짝남은 다른 지역에서 왔으니 여기 길을 몰라 아까 애들이랑 헤어졌던 곳 이름만 알려달라 택시를 타고 가겠다고 했지만 저는 얘기를 더 하고 싶어 같이 가주겠다고 하였어요.(참고로 제 집은 도착지와는 완전 반대편이였답니다..) 그렇게 도착지까지 안전하게 잘 도착하였고 작별인사를 하고 서로의 집으로 향했죠. 그 다음날 학교에서 짝남한테 인사를 해볼까 했지만 용기가 안나 인사를 못하겠더라고요. 그렇게 시간이 흘러 야영을 가게 되었어요. 야영을 가서도 그 아이 밖에 생각이 안나고, 지금 그 애는 뭘하고 있을까? 라는 생각만 하고 지냈죠. 야영에서 하던 프로그램 중에 등산을 하는 게 있었는데 등산 중에 애들 힘들까봐 중간에 쉬는 곳이 있었는데 거기서 또 짝남과 얘기를 하다, 교관님이 여기서 포기하고 싶은 사람은 내려가고 올라갈 사람은 올라가자고 말씀을 하시더라고요. 그 아이는 등산이 귀찮았는지 포기를 한다고 하였고 저도 따라서 포기를 했어요. 물론 제 친구와 그 썸남도요. 4명이서 터덜터덜 내려가며 서로 아무말도 하지 않고 내려왔어요. 저도 아무생각 없이 막 내려오다보니 1등으로 내려왔더라고요. 그렇게 친구가 내려올 때까지 버스에서 기다리다 친구가 왔고 잠시 쉬던 중 그 짝남이 밖에서 뭔갈 열심히 보더라고요. 너무 궁금해서 버스 밖으로 나가 뭘 보고 있냐고 물어봤더니 다람쥐래요. 그렇게 다람쥐를 구경하다 이런저런 얘기도 해보고 갑저기 손 크기도 재보고 싶어 친구와 친구썸남이랑도 손크기를 재보는 척하고(친구썸남이랑 저랑 친구 사이였고 아무 감정 없었습니다. 그저 짝남과 손크기를 재보고 싶어 그런거였어요.) 친구 썸남에게 짝남과도 손크기 재보고 싶다하라고 말했더니 친구썸남이 짝남에게 쟤가 너랑도 손 크기 재보고 싶다고 얘기를 해주고 짝남과 손크기를 재봤죠. 설레는 마음으로 손을 맞대봤어요. 저보다 약간 작더라고요. 제 손 길이가 17.5정도 되는데 너무 귀여웠어요. 어찌저찌 하루가 마무리 되고 야영이 끝나고 선톡도 걸어보았지만 반응도 별로 없더라고요. 저는 그 아이가 저한테 별 관심이 없는 것을 느끼곤 그대로 짝사랑을 접었어요. 겨우 하루 밖에 연락을 안해봤는데 제가 너무 성급했죠. 그렇게 5~6개월이 지나 2학년이 되었고 또 다시 그 아이가 눈에 계속 들어오더라고요. 또 시작이 되었어요..제 짝사랑. 이쯤되면 거의 짝사랑 즐기는 중..ㅎ 그렇게 아무일 없이 3학년이 되었죠. 요즘 그 아이가 운동장에서 친구 2명과 함께 축구를 하더라고요. 저는 그 기회를 놓치지 않고 제 친구들과 함께 운동장을 돌았어요. 대놓고 쳐다보기에는 그 아이가 날 부담스러워하면 어떡하지? 라는 생각에 제대로 쳐다보지는 못하고 힐끔힐끔보며 운동장을 돌았죠. 지금은 그렇게 지낸지 거의 3주? 한 달쯤 다 되어가요! 운동장을 다 돌고도 반에 들어와 창문으로 그 아이가 축구하는 모습을 계속 본답니다. 저희 반 아이들은 제가 그 아이를 짝사랑하는 걸 다 알고 있어욬ㅋㅋㅋ 2년째 짝사랑 중인데 시험이 끝나면 선톡을 다시 걸어볼까? 고민 중이에요. 얼른 수능 끝내고 다이어트도 해서 용기있게 고백하고 싶네요! 이렇게 긴 글 읽어주셔서 너무너무 감사합니다💕 용기 얻고 가요!!
짝사랑 초반에는 이게 짝사랑인지도 알아채지 못할 만큼 이 사람을 좋아하는 마음이 엄청 부풀기만 해서 매일, 매순간 머릿 속에 그애가 떠돌아다닐 때 쯤 갑자기 어느 순간 띵하면서 아... 나 얘 좋아하네... 이러고 더 본격적으로 좋아하기 시작함. 난 아침에 알람이 울리기도 전에 눈이 떠지고 학교 가기전 준비하는 과정이 너무나도 설레이고 학교가는 길이 그렇게 좋았다? 학교 가면 그 애를 만날 수 있었으니까. 등굣길이 좋았다니... 으. 말도 많고 장난도 많이 치던 내가 그 애 앞에만 서면 고장나고 말도 안 하고 눈도 제대로 못 마주치고 엄청 조용해지고, 민초 절대 싫어하던 내가 그 애가 민초 좋아한다고 하니까 매일 민초 가방에 넣어서 학교 가져가고, 동아리 활동 잘 안 했던 내가 그애가 있는 동아리에 매일 참석하고. 이렇게 좋아하는 티가 엄청 나서 내 주변 친구들도, 걔도 처음부터 다 알고 있었다네 ㅋㅋㅋ 새벽까지 문자하고 통화하고, 침대에 누워서 이불을 끌어 당긴채 엄청나게 쿵쾅거리던 심장소리가 들릴까 손으로 가슴 누르고 그애 목소리 듣고 있고. 근데 지금와서 생각해 보니 짝사랑이든 뭐든 타이밍이 참 중요한거 같아. 나 혼자 좋아하고 설레이고 웃고 울고, 결국엔 아무것도 되돌아 오지 않아서 겨우겨우 맘 정리 다 하고 드디어 괜찮아졌을때 친구에게서 들은 말이: "야 개도 너 처음 부터 좋아했다는데?" ... 이미 맘정리 다 끝나고 더이상 아무런 감정도 남지 않았는데 이제와서 무슨. 19년 동안 살면서 인생 처음으로 누구를 좋아해 본거 였는데, 뭔가... 누군가를 좋아하니까 내가 진짜 살아있고 심장이 이렇게 빨리 뛸수도 있구나라는걸 깨닳았고, 그 애를 좋아했던 시간들이 아프기도 했지만 어떻게 보면 참 빛나기도 했던거 같아. 누군가를 그렇게 열정적으로 좋아하고 오르지 그 사람만을 위한 감정들은 그때의 나만이 느끼고 할 수 있었던 감정들과 행동들 이였으니까 참 소중하지. 에휴... 하고 싶은 멀 참 많은데 여기서 이러면 뭐하나... 잠이나 자야겠다.
응원할게요 🥺
저도 3년 동안 좋아하던 얘가 있었는데 전학가고 나서 걔 전번도 모르는데 친구들이 걔도 너 좋아했다고 하는거임 진짜 이제와서 맘정리 다했는데,, 그게 첫사랑이자 짝사랑이였음...보고싶다..
민초까지.... 찐사랑 ㅇㅈ..
고등학교 시절 제가 생각나네요😭😭 다들 행복하쟈
아이고... 나중에서야 그애도 날 좋아했다는걸 알았을때는 설레기도 하지만 씁쓸..
i met this girl in my 11th grade in senior high. she's very beautiful. i still vividly remember the very first day of the class when i walked inside our classroom. she was dazzlingly pretty. when i laid my eyes upon her, i felt my heart skip a beat. that's when i knew that she's my crush. her name's rose, as pretty as the flower. we interacted with each other, but never really progressed at a point that i want to tell her, i love her. at the time, i was always surrounded by my group of friends, and while i enjoyed their company, a part of me longed to have a more intimate connection with rose. however, it seemed that she never looked at me in the way i desired. one day, a friend of mine told me that rose, was interested in another guy, our classmate. that time, i felt heartbroken, "i was out of time." i said to myself. the following days, she and him were really enjoying each other's company. i felt jealous of course, but that's just normal. there were some regrets along the way, like, i should've done that, i should've admitted my feelings sooner, i should've said to her, that i love her. however, those thoughts and regrets, at that time, were no longer important. they were happy, i saw them with my own eyes. they seemed comfortable, vibing, and talking to each other.
as the days went by, i couldn't help but feel a sense of longing every time i saw rose and the other guy together. it was as if a cloud of sadness hung over me, knowing that my chance with her had slipped away. however, i tried my best to put on a brave face, and hide my feelings, continuing to interact with her as a friend.
despite my efforts, there were moments when my emotions would overwhelm me. i found myself daydreaming about what could have been, imagining scenarios where i mustered the courage to confess my love for her. but reality had a way of grounding me, reminding me that i had missed my opportunity.
although rose and i remained friends, we drifted apart as we pursued different paths in life. it wasn't easy, but i gradually found solace in the fact that sometimes, relationships aren't meant to be. perhaps it was a lesson that i needed to learn, an experience that would shape my future interactions and understanding of love.
life moved on, and so did i. the memory of rose remains a beautiful reminder of the fleeting nature of my youthful infatuations, and i am grateful for her to have come into my life.
years later, in an unexpected twist of fate, we crossed paths again. this time, in
an online virtual world from an online game. i never expected that a chance encounter would reignite my connection with rose. it was a quiet evening, and i found myself playing a game, seeking solace and adventure inside the virtual realm.
as i navigated through my friend list in that game, my attention was drawn to a familiar username. it was none other than rose, the girl from my high school days. i am seeking resources at that time, and i reached out to her, uncertain, if she would let me join her own virtual world.
to my delight, she responded with genuine warmth, recognizing me, and expressing some surprise at our unexpected reunion. we spent a few hours playing, and while it was awkward at first, we found ourselves enjoying each other's company.
through our conversations, i discovered that rose had also grown and changed in many ways. she shared her own journey of self-discovery, the ups and downs she had experienced, and the valuable lessons life had taught her. it was clear that she had been a strong and independent woman.
as we continued to play the game together, our friendship deepened. we discovered shared interests, bonded over our mutual love for gaming, and embarked on virtual adventures side by side. the game provided a safe space for us to reconnect and explore our feelings without the pressures and inhibitions of the past.
over time, our interactions transcended the boundaries of the game. we began exchanging messages outside the game, sharing our hopes, dreams, and aspirations in life. it was in these heartfelt conversations that i started to realize that my feelings for rose had been rekindled, stronger than ever before.
as more time passed by, i invited her to meet in person, a "somewhere-in-between" date, eager to bridge the physical gap that had separated us for so long. "somewhere-in-between", as we couldn't figure out what we would label it, romantic or platonic. when i finally drove at her place, we finally saw each other, after so many years. after so many years, it was the first time i felt that time had stood still. this marked the very moment, that i said to myself, i love her. i truly do.
days later, after that "somewhere-in-between" date, i confessed my feelings for rose. to my surprise and joy, she reciprocated my emotions. it was almost as if, the stars brought us back together, giving us a second chance at love.
as we embarked on this new chapter of our lives, we were mindful of the lessons we've learned from the past. we knew that love could be complicated and unpredictable, but we were determined to nurture our relationship with open communication, trust, and mutual respect.
i am very grateful for her, to her, for giving the chance to rewrite our story, and create a love that was destined to endure. guided by the stars, today, we are on our way, to an everlasting love.
Never knew this would have a happy ending. Stay strong to both of you!!!
this is so beautifully written and im so glad u guys are in a happy place now, im tearing up 🥹
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제가 가장 좋아하는 플리인데
어느새 댓글창을 외국인들이 다 먹어버렸네요 허허… 아주 가끔 너무 공허해서 울고싶은데 눈물조차 나지 않을 때 이 노래들을 찾아 들어오곤 합니다 요샌 유독 그런 날이 많은 것 같아요 남의 사랑에 아파하고 안달내는 내가 너무 우습네요 모든 사랑들이 낱낱이 공개되었으면 좋겠어요 모두가 서로의 사랑을 전부 알았으면 좋겠어요 내가 그들의 생각을 읽을 수 있다면 정말 좋겠어요. 다신 돌아올 수 없는 사람들인걸 잘 알지만 마음 한켠에선 어쩔 수 없는 희망이 여전합니다. 이렇게 계속 나의 꿈을 되내이다 보면 죽기 전에는 한번쯤 찾아오겠죠 불가항력으로 나는, 필사적으로 나는 그들이 그들의 씬으로 돌아오는 상상을 합니다 그런 믿을을 갖습니다 될 리가 없다는 생각과 언젠간 오겠지 하는 생각이 내면에서 하루가 멀다하고 다툽니다. 그들의 재림을 기다립니다. 얼마 남지 않은 올해 나의 생일 소원도 어김없이 그들의 복귀입니다.
엑스원 이야기입니다…
감사합니다
Lo último que supe de ti fue una historia de WhatsApp
Donde decía dejala ir creo que fue para mí? Eres libre siempre lo fuiste
Cuando te pedí salir conmigo se que fue repentino no quería
listening to this playlist while reading yall stories hits harder than I thought
Me rn
Yep, that’s me right now. 💕
fr though
Same 😔😭
Same thought. I am in high school now and hoping my feelings for my crush fades since he is in a relationship and one of my ethics is not to crush on someone in a relationship. I'm really trying hard but it's not working for some reason...
6:35 이 부분 참... 주변 시끌시끌 떠들썩한데 내가 그 친구만 바라보느라 걔 말고는 다 블러 처리된 것처럼 들리네요 너무 좋다
신기...
헐와ㄷㄷ ㄹㅇ이네요 주변소음 작아지구 그랬었는데
7:07
짝사랑이라는 제목에 홀려서, 우연히 이 플레이리스트에 들어오게 됐네.
첫 곡의 분위기가 너무 마음이 들더라. 외롭고 쓸쓸한 느낌이, 진짜. 내 상태랑 비슷해서 마음에 든 건 아니고, 그냥. 그냥 내 마음에 들어서, 내 취향에 맞는 곡이여서지, 뭐.
이어서 눈을 감은채 두번째 곡도, 세번째 곡도, 네번째 다섯번째 곡도 들어봤는데, 전부 다 너무 마음에 들더라구.
노래를 모두 들어본 뒤, 다시 가장 마음에 들었던 첫번째 곡을 틀었어.
이번에는 댓글창을 열어본 채로 노래를 들었어. 무의식적인 클릭이었지.
많고 다양한 이야기들이 있더라.
각자만의 짝사랑 이야기. 대부분이 슬픈 이야기였어. 그래, 성공적이었다면 그건 더이상 짝사랑이 아니지.
또, 플레이리스트 자체를 감탄하는 글도, 이 플레이리스트를 만든 유튜버를 칭찬하는 글도 있었어.
음, 노래가 만드는 분위기 때문일까. 원래라면 3분도 안 돼서 대충 읽고 나왔을 댓글창에 무려 15분이나 써버리고 말았네.
15분간 훑어내린 여러 댓글들 속에서 내가 유일하게 좋아요를 누른 댓글 하나가 있었어.
영어로 써진 댓글이었는데, 한국어로 자동 번역된 글이 아마,
'짝사랑을 하지 않는데도 이 플레이리스트의 분위기가 너무 좋아 계속 듣게된다.'
이런 식의 댓글이었어.
뭐랄까. '맞지' 라는 생각이 드는 댓글이더라.
정확히 말하자면 그 댓글에 '맞지' 라고 말하며 똑같이 공감하고 싶은 댓글이었어.
왜냐하면, 난 지금까지 2년 동안 좋아하고 있는 아이가 한명 있으니까.
너무 좋아하고, 내 인생에서 가장 노력도 많이 해본 여자야.
아마 남들이 보기에 이런 내 상태를 짝사랑이란 단어로 정의 할 수 있겠지?
그치만, 난 뭐랄까.
이런 내 상태를 짝사랑이라는 말로 정의를 내리는 게 부끄러웠고, 또 굉장히 비참해지는 기분이야.
아마 그래서 내가 그런 댓글에 좋아요를 누른 것 같아.
짝사랑이란 단어에 홀리지 않은 채, 오직 노래의 아름다움에만 집중하고 감상할 수 있다는 점이 부러웠으니까.
그저 짝사랑을 인정하고 싶지 않아하는 마음이 더 컸을 수도 있고.
인정이라..... 막상 들어보면 굉장히 쉬울 것 같은데, 적어도 나에겐 굉장히 어려워.
힘들고, 슬프고, 지치기만 하는 행위. 가망 한 점 안보이는 땅바닥에 계속해서 삽질을 해대는 행위의 주체가 나라는 사실을 좋아할 사람은 없을테니까.
내게 관심이 없고, 이성적으로도 보지 않고, 만날때마다 노잼과 떨거지로 취급대는 사랑이란 쉽지가 않지.
그만하고 싶은 순간도, 왜 이런 짓을 계속 하고 있지 하는 순간도, 내가 너무 바보같아서 한심해지는 순간도 너무 많아.
여자에게 가장 별로인 남자 1순위가 여자한테 헤롱헤롱 거리며 온갖 영향이란 영향은 다 받고 자기 일에 집중하지 못하는 남자라던데, 그 말에 딱 부합하는게 나 같아서 참 슬프더라.
짝사랑을 하면 학교에 갈 이유가 생긴다던 글에 공감이 가면서도, 그렇게 간 학교에서 그 아이의 반응 하나하나에 일희일비하며 쩔쩔매고 힘들어하는 내가 생각나서 슬프고, 또 한편으론 그 작성자가 부러웠어.
자신들의 긴 짝사랑 이야기의 마지막에 '너가 행복했으면 좋겠어.' 라고 적어둔 작성자들이 대단하다고 생각해.
행복했으면 좋겠는건 사실이지만, 그 행복할 미래의 모습에, 내가 아닌 다른 남자와 서 있는 한 폭의 그림이 상상되어 질투심이 드는건 어쩔 수 없을테니까.
진짜 정말, 정말, 정말로.
정말 좋아하는데, 정말 사랑한다는 이런 오글거리는 표현을 쓸 정도로 좋아하는 여자는 내 생에 너가 처음인데.
너는 그 마음이 나와 같지 않다는게 당연하다 생각되면서도.
참 슬프다.
Why do you write in Chinese and not English. Many more people could understand you
@@ZelenoJabkonot Chinese. Korean
글 너무 예뻐요 제가 그 여성분이라면 자신을 이렇게 사랑해준다는것에 너무 감동일거 같아요
표현을 안 하면 모르니까 그 분에게 더 표현해보는건 어떨까요
아무렇지 않은듯 ‘추울까봐’ 라고 말하며 핫팩을 건네주고 생일에는 축하한다고 선물대신 꽃다발을 한 송이 주고
그런 작은 다정함이 모이면 분명히 그 분도 당신이 계속 생각나고 결국에는 사랑하게 될거에요
꼭 예쁜 사랑이 이루어지기를 🫧
당신이 행복했으면 좋겠습니다
당신이 행복했으면 좋겠어요
노래 듣는 동안 마음이 저려오는 느낌이었는데, 댓글들을 보니까 이런 애틋한 마음은 어느 나라든 똑같은 것 같아서 위로가 된다
우산도 뭣도 없는 내게 하염없이 쏟아지더라. 난 그런 너에게 무방비하게 젖어갔지.
우와.. 감탄하면서 읽었어요.. 사랑에 빠져드는걸 씁쓸하면서도 예쁘게 표현한것 같아요...
글 정말 잘쓰셔요...
아...
크~~
비구름이 걷히고 거의 마른 듯 해보일쯤에 소매자락에 남은 물기를 손으로 누르며 널 그리워할 땐 이미 아무것도 모르는 태양만 나를 아프게 할 뿐. 난 그저 떠나간 바람을 붙잡고 있는 꼴이 되어버렸구나. 내 옆에 스쳐 지나가는 구멍난 우산들이 애석하다.
내 손 발 어디갔니ㅣㅣㅣ
i’m not even going through unrequited love but this playlist is such a vibe 💀💀
Same! Nice for reading! xD
Same 😂
ikr it just makes you feel some way ughhh why cant my life be more interesting
@@4evaxlizzy814 ughh exactly my life is so boring rn i need a crush
I only have my imaginary boy
I have this huge crush on a guy. He is so so so perfect. His black fluffy hair is quite messy but it looks so soft and shiny. He smiles at everything and his dimples complement his wide smile. It really warms up my heart. His dark brown eyes have such a bright sparkle in them. His hands are so gentle yet so manly, especially when he’s working. He stands and walk so awkwardly but it looks so wholesome on him.
He’s like me. He doesn’t talk. He gets awkward when people he doesn’t know, talk to him. He observes people around him. And most importantly, he likes to do art and become an artist, -I’ve noticed since we have art class together. When ever we have a gallery walk, I stand at his artwork, thinking of all the good things I want to say to him but I never have the courage to. He stands at mine, he stands there for some time. I wonder what he thinks of it.
Although we have so many similarities, we are so different. He’s popular. He has so many friends. He doesn’t talk to them though. They talk and he listens with a smile. People wave, smile, and say hi to him all the time during hall time. He just waves back. Girls ask him out all the time. He just walks away awkwardly. He gets so much attention, all because he’s handsome. Unlike him, I’m irrelevant. Nobody knows my name or face. I only have one friend but we’re only friends because she pities me. I walk behind her and her other friends. I’m an outcast. Instead of waving and smiling at me in the halls, people shove and glare at me. I stare at the ceiling and cry every night, think how unfair life is. Do people hate me so much because I’m ugly? Why am I and him so similar yet so different? I like him so much but he’s so out of my reach. How can a loser, ugly, quiet girl ever be with the handsome, popular, quiet boy?
I remember so clearly. So so so clearly on the first day of school, in Spanish. We were playing an icebreaker to know each other in class. We had to sign each other’s papers in the sections that we could apply to. I sat in the back of the class, with my head hung low. I knew no one was going to talk to me. Looking at all the people talking and laughing with each other made me felt so lonely. Looking at my blank paper made me felt so miserable. I really wanted to cry and I really was going to. Until, I saw someone walking up to me. It was him. He took my paper without me saying anything, signed it and walked away. He was the only person who signed my paper. That was like the only interaction we had. I fell for him that very day.
Everyday, I would stare at him, admiring every move he made. It was what quiet people do, they observe. I was an observer. The problem was, he was one too. We would make eye contact everyday. Sometimes he caught me staring at him and sometimes I caught him staring at me. It made me felt all weird inside. I liked it. But I was scared. What if he thinks I’m a weirdo like all my past crushes? However, I don’t know why but a part of me thought he was interested in me, even by a little bit. That little hope kept me motivated to go to school everyday. I would make eye contact with him every day but we never ever talked before.
It was all good. I was fine with just staring at him. I was fine, very fine, until I found out he had a girlfriend. All that hope disappeared. Immediately. I felt so heartbroken and mad. Not mad at his girlfriend. Not mad at him. But mad at myself. Why would I ever think he was interested in me? I’m ugly. I’m irrelevant. I’m weird. I’m a loser. I’m a freak. He only stared at me because he’s an observer too. That was all. Maybe he was staring at my ugliness lol.
His girlfriend is everything I’m not. She’s beautiful. She’s popular. She’s talkative. She’s smart. She’s rich. She’s a perfect East Asian while I’m just a dirty jungle Asian. Most of all, she’s his girlfriend.
Even still, I love him. I love him so very much. I’d give him the world. I’d give up anything just to relive the day I fell for him. The way he looked at me. The way his sloppy handwriting laid on my paper. No one has ever made me felt so good inside. I love every aspect of him. I’ll probably never ever talk to him and he’ll definitely never talk to me. It hurts knowing the truth. I love you, J.
Dude this story made me cry...:( I haven't seen you but I'm REALLY sure you're pretty, just, in your own way. Beauty standards admired by society are conventional after all, and from what your descriptions were, I think your crush and his gf are both conventionally attractive which is why they get all that attention. But you, sis, have got your own strong points. It sounds like you just need to be a bit more confident in yourself! Remember confidence is damn attractive because when you carry yourself with style and grace, without caring a damn about what others think of you, it appeals to most people.
That beings said, are you being bullied? Because the 'friends' you described don't seem to be at all accomodating of you or your feelings. You need to find new friends, those who will actually appreciate you as you are, support you and love you. It may sound impossible to do this but you have to step out of your shell to discover new people and connect them. Sometimes it goes well, other times it doesn't but that's ok. It's ok to mess up and start again :) It's a gamble but you have to be willing to take it. Good friends are so rare but we never know, they could be in your class and you just don't know it yet...
I like your writing style btw, it's dynamic and descriptive, to the perfect degree. I can say you're talented at writing lol
I hope things go well for you sis❤ you're beautiful and talented, and you MATTER. Your feelings are valid and don't let people undermine your worth. You got this.
you express your thoughts through writing beautifully. don't downplay yourself, you deserve a lot.
素敵な恋ですね。本当に綺麗な恋。なんかいいなぁ。絶対幸せになってね。これから先、もっといい恋があなたには絶対できるよ。
Don't think that wah. Everyone has their own charm. Even though I've never seen you. I feel it. Your story is sad but somewhat beautiful. Don't be too sad and don't underestimate yourself. And if you don't mind, I'll suggest something.. Please write a novel or a song or whatever.. It will be worth it. 💜 ✨
I really wish you wouldn’t put him up on such a high stoop and put yourself so low because of who’s Attractive or not, in fact I for one know how insignificant looks are once you get older and once you see there’s more to life than how good you look or not. Truthfully you’re a beautiful soul waiting to blossom. Hopefully you blossom and grow without outside interruptions. Continue dreaming, drawing and writing ✍️ you should look in to poems ❤
Sincerely , a young man located in Brooklyn New York 🍎 🗽
Reading other strangers' love stories while listening to this playlist is sweeter and more bitter than I thought
와 다리 개길어
ㅌㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
약간 신형만 같음
와장창.......
컴퍼스같앜ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ큐ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
@@user-sw6vx7tl9z 아니 컴퍼스 ㅁㅊㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ아 이제 저짤 볼때마다 생각날듯ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
난 공부와 짝사랑 중.. 쉽게 다가가기 힘들어 전화하고싶어
너의 모든걸 알고싶어,,,
공부는 맨날 철벽만 치고.... 내 진심을 알아줘라ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅍ
맨날 시험 일주일 전에나 다가오고 말이야 ㅠㅠㅠ
관심있는 사람한텐 다가가지도 못하고 혹시 부담일까 싫어할까 그리고 또 다가가서 나는 또 상처받을까 하는 걱정에 좋아하는 사람에게 다가가지도 못한다 상처받고 싶지않은데 혼자 이렇게 멍청하게 좋아하는 사람한테 다가서지도 못하고 그렇게 또 넌 다른 용기 있는 사람 곁에
このプレイリストを聴きながら、みんなの恋バナを読む時間が好き。
i don’t understand even a word of these comments but i read that the title means “one sided love” so i hope everyone here finds their special someone to make them feel happy and if not i truly hope you find inner peace and self love because loving yourself is the most precious love anyone can have. you’re all so beautiful and loved already💞
oh my god english is not my first language at all so i’m sorry if my grammar sounds bad! i used google translate😭
it’s okay though because today i learned a new phrase in korean 🥺🙏🏽
Ty, I hope u find someone special for u too ^-^ (if u didn't in the moment im writing this) also ur english is good ;) (its not my first language too, but I still think its good:') )
@@CoffeeHana thank you! ur english is really good too, and english is such a hard and annoying language so congratulations for being good at it 😅😭
awww
내가 먼저 꽃 피지 않으면
내가 먼저 문 열고 나서지 않으면
봄은 오지 않는다.
끝끝내 추운 겨울이다.
동백꽃마냥 겨울이 이르러야 피는 꽃도 있는 법이지요.
This playlist hits me in a place even i won't even dare touch.
I don't even bother to who will read my story, but i think I'll just let it be, and get it out of my chest.
So, basically, I'm in-between the moment of confusion, and denial, and some bits of me accepting i actually do adore her. I met her since the first month of class for the first class of physically attending to the campus. I approached her first, since i noticed we have the same hobby. I saw her sketching a character at the corner of the class, focusing, she's very silent, i can't help but stare, because i really love her work (I'm an artist), then i gained curiosity about what does she do, things about her, and whatnot, then that turned out to me looking forward for class everyday to talk to her. I am self aware i was really acting weirdly, and so excited when i saw her sketching (lol), i asked about many things, and wanted to follow her around. It also have been years, since i had what i call a "friend", i can't even define what is one. I'm very happy. My head is full of flowers. There were moments when my heart was beating fast out of nowhere when she's near, and i feel kind of restless, but now, i feel the most comfortable around her, there was one time we accidentally touched shoulders and she was very close to me, i felt the warmth, it was nice. "Is this love?" Is what I always ask to myself. My world that was once dull, and without any colors, suddenly started to be colorful, and shining. I write some poems about what i feel, and some letters that i wouldn't even dare to give to her. I'd rather keep all to myself, and just have it as a silly little memory of my first, highschool love. She loves someone else. Even if she doesn't tell, i could already read her thoughts(she already gave hints to who that is), and that someone, is a very great person, they are always together, they've been for years, they're childhood best friends, in which i cannot beat. They....both have their feelings reciprocated without knowing... I wish her happiness. I wish them happiness.
Her laugh, her smile, her troubles, all make up to be the only....her..
I once thought she was a perfect person, someone who's out of this world..but then ... I got to know about her...and she's become more wonderful...
I'm one of her first few close friends, and I'm not going to lose this place for the sake of my own feelings. It's also better this way, if this feelings lasted for a year or more, i said to myself, then it is really...love.
(All these happened in the span of 5 months lol)
Living became more fun.
I had a reason, to live.
what a nice way to get out of depression and/or anxiety or whatever else your feeling
This reminds me of the quote "Should I smile because you're my friend, or cry because that's all you'll ever be?"
@@yesitsnando4406 i wouldn't say that she completely made whatever negative feelings about myself that i harbor disappear. She made me realize about great things, and slowly made me feel better about myself and stuff lol. I'm happy i met her
How are you now?
as another commenter put it, its a really sweet and beautiful way to get out of your depressive state. are you doing okay now?
I met this guy. I accidentally bumped into him on the elevator. He smiled and my heart melted. After that, we continue having encounters. I fell for his jokes, his thoughts, and his kindness. I dream a lifetime with him. But. He never felt the same way.
그냥 짝사랑으로 끝나는거도나쁘지않은거같음 그 사람과 만나다보면 내가 알게되는 새로운모습들이 반갑지 않을때도 있고 그렇다보면 실망하게 되는거같음 그냥 추억으로 꼬옥 간직해주면 되,,
@@jhjha9037 꼬옥 ~해주면 되 드립입니다 ㅜㅜ 여기서 세대차이가 드러나네요
드립이요...? 맞춤법 틀리는 게 드립..?
@@user-uj1hd8iv8m 모르시면 검색해보세요 ~..
엥 드립으로 쓴것같지는 않은데 문맥상 ㅋㅋㅋ
김시온 ㄴㄴ 꼬옥 들어가면 드립임
I have a story to share. Just finished 10th grade and going to Senior High this August but this was during the last 6-7 weeks of my recently implemented face-to-face method in school. I was just having fun acting like a friend with my 2-year-long crush (female, I'm a man, 6-day age gap just so there'll be no calls for concern) until one day, after school, we texted until it became night and then she asked me a daring question that I wasn't expecting. She asked me if I still had feelings for her, in which, yes, I did. And the reason why is because she was ready to accept my feelings and try enjoying life with me but with an agreeable stage of mutual understanding, since she had strict parents. So, of course, we did, we talked everyday, we discussed about our futures in a smaller scale, talked about our dislikes, likes, similarities, differences, and so on and so forth. Our relationship as M.U (mutual understanding) were surprisingly VERY stable and so happy, with no arguments at all. I was really looking forward to spend the rest of my long life with her until one morning, after a long and good dream about being with her, She sent me a letter in text regarding breaking up. Of course this was super unexpected, I was in absolute shock. I began questioning why but I realized that she was ignoring my messages because I was archived (yes, I know her behaviour). After a full month and 11 days, it was over. Just like that. She told me the reason why, and it was because she didn't really have any feelings of romantic love but only infatuation. Mind you love and infatuation is different, and I felt my heart ultimately shatter into pieces until there was nothing left. I had to make a letter for her sent by a friend of mine so we could have a talk discussing about this. I tried to convince her this wasn't really a good decision but I eventually had to let go because it was just finalized. One day I was thinking about sharing stories when I'm old about how I found my wife and then it just all went down to the gutter like it was just all a dream. It was truly devastating. My mother found my face wet from tears as I went down the stairs emotionless to make myself a hot cup of Milo to distract myself. She tried to comfort me but I just wasn't having any of it.
I respect her so much to the point that my loyalty to her was unshaken and she was still valuable to me more than a crystal gem.
Love in today's society is like a beautiful book that uncovers a deathly curse to someone who dares to read it.
Please remember that she isn't a bad person at all. I regard her as beautiful, spectacular, very kind, and a genius as well. I don't like to see comments talking negative things about the people I cherish. Let's remain civilized, and thank you.
And Janelle, if you're reading this, I'm still here and I still love you from the bottom of my heart.
@@erammap4131 All the best to you too. Actually, I was also writing a novel documenting about the experiences of my life but with a change in era and character. I've been writing it for her but since we're no longer together I might as well just write it until I think it's ready to end and publish it to the public.
Thanks to her, I've been aspiring to become a writer, and now I'll, well, eventually bloom in this dream because she was my inspiration to do so.
Funny how I actually shared this for no related reason.
Focusing on, people just, really are unpredictable and I can understand why. I guess I'll probably wait until she has changed her mind for the right time (I know, I'm kind of obsessive which is bad, but do consider that I don't want to be with anyone else other than her) or just live the rest of my life alone. That's what I chose as my fate, to be honest. But, the future shall tell.
I love how pure your love is. You're like a water flowing that's so clear finding its spring, so don't go somewhere you will get there anytime soon.
Also don't just look in the same direction you might miss something. Fighting though! 👍✊
i sobbed reading this dawg
@@samah6859 read three days of happiness
f it we ball
I was around 8 years old in a Boston MBTA station with my family. I’m waiting for my mom and dad to finish buying tickets and I’m people watching and I see this couple up the steps, looking at eachother and hugging. Both the girl and the guy were sniffling and I watched them both kiss for a few minutes. I think about this now and then, that I happened to be a fly on the wall on what was perhaps one of the most poignant and transformative moments in the lives of two complete strangers
I hope they’re still a couple and are together, wherever they are right now
i’ve had a crush on this boy for a while now. it started in fifth grade. me and my friends were all sitting around the lunch table when one of my friends asks out of the blue, “hey, do you guys have a crush on anyone?” we had started to laugh and one by one we all told each other who we had liked. finally it was my turn. i said the his name, quietly, eating my sandwich, scared to even think what their opinions were of me now that i had confessed. they were sitting quietly until my one friend looked at his lunch table and said,” oh yeah, -- is pretty cute”. i blushed. the next day we were out in the cafeteria, coloring with markers (you know as fifth graders do), when he came up to me. it was kind of weird, but he asked me to sniff this marker, the markers had different scents, and he had told me that it was his favorite. i was surprised that he had even approached me. we hadn’t really talked before. i then showed him my favorite scent of marker and he smiled at me and walked away. my friend smiled at me. “i think he likes you”, i remember her saying. i didn’t know what to say. she then began laughing and asked me if i really did like him, and of course i said yes. the day after that we all had gym class. i remember us walking around the gym for some reason. one of -- friends had walked a little faster to catch up with me and my friend. now, i know that my friend was only trying to help me, and we were also in fifth grade. she kept telling him about how much i liked him, and kept trying to get a confession out him if he liked me back. i remember his friend telling us, “hey can you stop trying to interrogate him? he’s really pissed at you”. i felt my heart sink into my chest. i had no idea what he was talking about. i later found out that day. i remember how i felt, my heart started to pound, i felt really dizzy and couldn’t breath. my friend walked me to the nurses office. i had had my first anxiety attack. my mom worked in the middle school and she drove me home. after that, me and the boy didn’t really talk, until i saw him in the hallway. he was passing me with another one of his friends when his friend pointed at me and whispered, “hey isn’t that the girl you li-“, he didn’t get to finish the sentence before -- told him to be quiet, and they quickly walked away from me. i was once again surprised by him. i thought that he never wanted to see me or talk to me again. but i was proven wrong. the next way was the last day of school. it was a really sunny day and we all had fun friday. when i got home i got a text from the same friend who was pestering -- about me. she showed me a screenshot of the boy saying that he liked me and that i could have his number. i was so excited that i ran inside and told my mother. she was extremely happy for me. i got his number. we had talked and talked all night before i had finally confessed to him. i felt like i had confessed to everyone else but him, and i had. i remember him texting back, “yeah i do too, if you didn’t notice”, my heart jumped. we both played minecraft and i would always send him pictures of certain builds that i had made or a pretty sunset in minecraft. that summer i was staying at my grandmas once a week. she would have cooking classes with me and my cousin whom i’m still very close with. i woke up and he had texted me and asked if i wanted to go to his birthday party in june. but there was one problem, i was leaving for vacation the day of his party, so we went on a date instead. it was at cold stone, we had both gotten ice cream and i remember getting a grilled cheese, which j barely touched because i was so nervous. we barely talked, just sort of looked at each other. my mom drove him home and that was it. i had gotten him a birthday gift. that cycle went on for a couple of years. we would both get eachother birthday gifts. i thought that was always sweet. but that was two years ago. i guess we kind of broke things off in seventh, we just stopped talking. we sat beside eachother in language arts, and i would look over at him and see him twirling his hair, this was in sixth. last year in eight grade we sat beside eachother. we would laugh everyday and sometimes i’d catch him looking at me, and sometimes i would be caught looking at him. two other guys sat in front of us and we all became friends. it was ironic because it was also a language arts class that i was sitting beside him. we laughed and goofed around all of the time. during our eighth grade d.c. trip one of my friends ditched me to hang out with a girl she liked, and i was sitting in the back of the bus with all three of them. one of them behind me, and the other two beside me. “well that was shitty”, he said. i stuttered and agreed. after that we hung out a lot of the d.c. trip together. my friend who was sitting behind me threw a ton of stuff at me at once and we were all laughing so hard that we almost got yelled at. i never really came to realize how much fun i had had with him, and my other friends too. | now i’m in ninth grade. five whole years of this. this year i got asked out to homecoming with one of my guy friends. i realized that -- was talking to me and hanging around me a lot more than he usually did. i thought this was weird. he even sat at my lunch table one day, which he never does because we’re all not that close anymore. i was walking to go to my locker and noticed he was beside me. i just glanced at him, he faced me and said “what are you looking at, small woman”, then laughed and walked away. i remembered why i had liked him in that moment: his brown eyes and glasses. how he was always kind to everyone. it brought back old feelings again. i like him now. i just can’t seem to shake the thought of him. once again i feel like i reverted back to my fifth grade self, scared about confessing, scared about what he would think of me.
Maybe try going for it? Or just wait a bit first and try to talk! He seems like he st least wants to be friends with you again.
“Yeah I do too, if you didn’t notice” was hella cute. Couldn’t stop smiling after that
that was so wholesome
sooo cute!!
you know I kinda miss having a crush... because I would spend hours of my time thinking about them or getting really shy when they come close to me, well now...I just think about all the problems in my life and feel sad and feel empty. It’s sad when you find out someone doesn’t like you back but I think it’s more sad when you keep feeling empty and useless.
me too 😭
I feel you
Wow beautifully said, i couldnt have said it better myself 😭
yes i miss blushing whenever was around them or getting butterflies or falling asleep thinking about them. everything feels much more lonely without that fantasy of what could be with them:(
Felt
짝사랑하면 학교 갈 이유가 생겨
ㅇㄱㄹㅇ
내가 가정학습 안 쓰는 이유
ㄹㅇ..
ㅆㅇㅈ
나는 동의한다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
It's been 8 years since I've started liking him and 5 years since the last time I've seen him. I'm sick and tired of waiting for the same person but at the same time I just can't get enough of it. Maybe it's love, maybe it's addiction or it might be an unresolved psychological issue. Whatever it is I am too comfortable feeling this way.
I'm on the same boat as you. I hope we can both overcome this someday, take care and do better. 💕
Had this guy I liked at church and he was just everything I wanted and I really looked up to him and all. Tried to confess before he left for studies but was subtly shut down and now I moved as well and just whenever speaking about him I would just feel fluttery and still in awe at him, he's happy now and thriving. Still feel the same love and adoration but I'm genuinely happy for him. So this would be my second confession. Kuya (he's a few years older) I still love you, but I'm happy you're happy.
꼭 그런 것들이 있다
볼펜으로 방금 막 쓰여진 글씨처럼
만지기 전엔 한 없이 이뻐보이지만 만지고 난 후에 번져지는 것들.
와 ㅆ 표현력미쳣다..
내가 사랑하는 사람들은
짝사랑을 하지 않았음 한다
의미 없이 쉬이 내주는 달달함에
취해 모든 것을 내주고
보답받지 못한 마음에
눈물과 함께 휩쓸려
떠내려 가지 않았으면 한다.
눈물나오네
@@spj9259 눈물 딱아줄게요(*´ー｀*)
@@user-qj3dh7oq8v 스윗..
이 글 사용해도 될까요 ??
@@Anonymous__1135 네네 사용해도 괜찮아요😊
I’ve never had unrequited love. I’ve never even been in love. But I long for the feeling, the feeling of wanting to be loved and wanting to love someone just as much. They say love comes in many different ways, friendship, family, and of course, real love. But I don’t think I’ve ever felt truly loved in either of these ways. Friends drifted apart after graduation, family only expect you to be successful and pressure you into supporting them more then they support you, never getting the chance to experience real love because I always knew I would never be more than a friend. So I avoided love because I couldn’t find it. Maybe this is a unrequited love. Longing for it but never getting it because the universe wouldn’t allow it. Or maybe because I’m a coward to admit how I feel. Somehow, I still have a little bit of hope that I can love and be loved back.
너의 그 귀여운 미소가 나만을 위한 것이 아니라는걸 잘 알기에 너무 아프다
노래가 전체적으로 짝사랑해본 사람만 아는
그 쓸쓸함을 잘 담고있는듯..
너무좋아서 포기할수없는 쓸쓸한 마음이랄까
짝사랑은 너무 위험하다 내 모든게 다 싫고 뭐 하나 예뻐 보이는게 없음,,, 자존감으로 지구 땅 속 뚫기 ㄹㅇ 쌉가능
야 1년됏다!! 언제쯤 나 봐줄래!?
있지 너는 나에게 있어서 첫사랑이였어 처음으로 사랑이라는 소중한 감정이 느껴진 건 너였어 사랑에 형태에는 우정 연애 가족 다양한데 그중에서 너는 우정이더라 내 첫사랑은 우정이였어 너가 처음이야 있잖아 나 좋아하는 사람이 생겼어 그래서 그 애랑 연애중이야 가끔은 너무 우울해져 만약에 너가 같이 있다면 너가 내 새로운 사랑은 응원해준다면..별 생각이 다 들더라 내가 정말 널 사랑했어 나보다 가족보다 이 세상보다 너보다 널 더 사랑했어 너랑 있을때 행복했어 아무리 내가 다른 사람을 사랑한다고 해도 그 감정을 느껴보지 못할거야 이런 감정을 느끼게 해줘서 고마워
너와의 순간에
웃고있는 것도 나였고
실망하던 것도 나였고
바라보는 것도 나였고
원망하던 것도 나였고
설레하던 것도 나였고
아쉬웠던 것도 나였고
기다리던 것도
기대하던 것도
전부 다 나였다
매 순간 모든 순간,
나만이 느끼고 나만 가지고 있는
감정과 기억들
처음부터 들려오는 기타소리가 왠지 짝사랑했던때의 저의 심장소리 처럼 느껴지네요..보통의 짝사랑 플리하면 가사로 짝사랑의 아픔을 표현하는 노래가 많은데..노래자체의 느낌만으로 이렇게 마음과 잘맞는 플리를 만든 Sea Pearl 님은 대체....
심장 소리... 언젠가 한 번 들어 본 거 같기도 하고요 너무 아픈 사랑은 아니셨기를 🙏🏻
@@user-vr4ge7rt1i 너무 아픈 사랑은 아니엇기를.. 이 한문장에 눈물 와르르
😊
웅어아이잉 내짝남 취미가 기타치는거래여 막 기타보면 걔 생각 나고 그러네
아주 사실이야 내 친구...아주 사실이야...
사랑받는 건 사랑하는 것보다 어려워
The way he smiles, talks about the things he loves ,his little laugh,him
연락 한 번 못 해보고 끝난 사이지만 많이 좋아했어요.
uraa
짝사랑은... 뭔가 몽글몽글하고 여름햇살 같이 쥐면 부서져버릴 느낌...
그냥 어느날 복도를 지나가는데 엄청 작고 이쁘장한 애가 지나가더라. 처음엔 우리 학교에 저런 애가 있었나 싶어서 궁금한 마음으로 널 지켜봤는데 네가 짓는 눈웃음이 너무 예뻐서 행동 하나하나가 다 귀여워서 점점 어느 순간부터 네가 신경 쓰이고 좋아하게 된 것 같애. 너는 되게 조용한 아이였고 순수하고 너무 착해서 널 아껴주고 지켜주고 싶다는 생각만 가득해서 아무 것도 못하고 짝사랑이 끝나버렸는데 지금은 잘 살고 있으려나 다시 널 본다면 꼭 말하고 싶어 많이 좋아했다고. 눈 웃음 정말 예뻤다고.
너 나 좋아했어? 나 눈웃음 되게 이쁜데
엥
한남아
진짜 말 이쁘게 하네... 풋풋하고 추억이 되어서 그런가보다. 말 하나하나가 진짜 진심으로 와닿고 이쁜말들이라 내가 받는것도 아닌데 괜히 심쿵함.. ㅠㅠㅠ 미쳤어..
아니ㅠㅠㅜㅠㅜ 진짜 말 왜이리 이쁘게혀
미쳤나봐 ㅠㅠㅜㅠㅜㅜ 그 여자애 부럽다잉..
고3 때 연애고 사랑이고 아무것도 모를 때 들었던 플린데 벌써 3년이 지나고 첫 연애를 끝마치고 다시 들으러오니까 기분이 묘하네
좋아해 보고 싶어 나는 정말 네가 좋아 숨 쉬듯 토해지는 너의 다정도 좋아 가끔 차갑게 뒤돌 때도 좋아 그냥 웃을 때도 종종 시니컬할 때도 세상 다 산 것 같은 애늙은이 같은 태도로 비관해도 나태해도 게을러도 귀찮아해도 그래도 네가 사랑하는 일엔 최선을 다할 때, 맛있는 걸 먹으면서 감탄할 때, 좋은 노래에 귀기울일 줄 아는 청각과 예민한 감각들, 아무것도 하지 않아도 그냥 다가가고 싶은 너의 선과 넘고 싶은 벽, 그리고 그걸 뚫고 들어갔을 때 네가 보여주는 섬세함들이 좋아 나는 만약 네가 조금 우울하대도 괜찮아 가끔 분노하고 싫어해도 좋아 너의 단점들은 다 나한테는 그래 장점이 돼 다 좋게 봐 줄 테니까 예쁘게 봐 줄 테니까 네가 짜증을 내면 나는 너를 웃게 해 줄 거니까 그러니까 그냥 나를 좋아하지 않아도 돼 오래 옆에 있어 줘 그냥 나를 편하게 생각해 줘 아니 아냐 사실 그냥 나를 좋아해 줘...
찐사랑이다 정말..
노래 가산줄,, ❤❤❤❤❤❤
짝사랑이 나쁘다고 생각해 본 적 없다.
내 맘대로 널 해석하고,
매일 밤 내 꿈속에 널 초대할 수 있어서
하루 종일 네 뒤통수만 보다 헤어져도 괜찮다
더 가까이 가면, 내가 만든 네 세계가
깨져버릴 것만 같아서
네가 만든 노란 목도리의 주인이 한번도
나라고 생각해 본 적 없다
넌 내가 무슨 색을 좋아하는 줄도 모를테니,
그래도, 가끔 니가 뒤 돌아 웃을 때면
난 또 내 맘대로 해석하게 돼...
자꾸만, 걸음을 좁히게 돼
우산 쓴 너의 옆자리가
내 자리가 아니라는 걸 알면서도
그냥 가끔,
조금 서운할 뿐이야.
와 이거 어디에 있는 글이에요??
@@user-ic4mc5fx1v 제가 써본 거예요!!
제 경험을 바탕으로....(*´ ˘ `*)
@@user-mu2qy7lz8m 와 미쳤다 시인이 쓴 줄 알았는데ㅠㅠ
@@user-et6jq2wp3x 어우...과찬이세요!!
감사합니다~~(*´ ˘ `*)
@@user-mu2qy7lz8m 이거 보고 눈물나올 뻔 했어요 제 상황이랑 너무 비슷해서. 글 엄청 잘 쓰시네요
I started liking this girl after I had a feeling she liked me. And I fell. Hard. We were already friends and we had class together so I'd see her a lot. I debated for a week on my feelings because usually my crushes don't really go anywhere but I came to the conclusion she liked me too so I was thinking of maybe being a little flirty and was nervous about it because I'd never been vulnerable about my feelings in that way, even in a semi-joking manner. The day I got back to school though, I was talking with my friends and one of them mentions they have a crush on someone. It's the same girl. At this point I haven't told any of them I like her so I just sit there in silence as they all talk about setting them up. And I feel awful because I know she likes me, but I want to be a good friend. So after a week of much dilemma, I tell my friend and we agree, on his terms, to back off. So I do, and eventually I guess she loses interest. But I don't. I told a couple of my friends later as well that I liked her, but my friend and I agreed to back off.
Me and this girl talk all the time and even though I think she doesn't like me anymore, at least not as much as I like her, I still deliberate on whether or not she could ever like me. If I could wait out my friend’s crush on her. I was willing to wait for her. No matter how long it took. We talked for hours every day and I liked her more and more to the point where it hurt. Knowing we could never be together because it would ruin everything. I keep everything fully platonic, thinking of my friend. Trying to be fair to him. But I'm still falling hopelessly in love with this girl. And at this point most of my friends know I like her too, but they knew before that my other friend liked her.
To recap, this has been absolute anguish for about six months. I liked her for that whole time and so did my friend, our group knew about it and our agreement to back off. Around the end of the year I decide to finally tell her because of how this has just gone on for so long, so I write her a letter and I give it to her. The same day, my friend tells me that they've been talking for about a month and have been dating for about a week. All of our friends knew and none of them told me, not even my best friend. They also told her I liked her three months prior, without asking me if I was ok with that or telling me about it. They all lied to me for months, and I was naively in love for six months. And in the end she chose him.
She chose him.
im so sorry... i feel really bad for you :( nobody should have to go through that
Hi, I just want to let you know that you're not alone. I'm in a similar situation right now and my heart hurts so much, but we have to move on right? The way you described your feelings towards this girl really shows that you love unconditionally and that your love is pure. To find people like you is so rare these days, I hope you can find love again.
🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Hey man, I was in a similar situation this summer and my heart goes out to you. I've never fallen for someone so hard in my life, and I cried harder than after any breakup. We didn't even date. The pain was horrible, and I've had some rough breakups. I have not one regret though. It was truly an honor to meet them.
@@cassidylynn6203 after this he’s never gonna fall in love again
계속 선배를 사랑해요
이제 진짜 그만해야하는데....
자꾸만 네 연락을 확인하고싶어지네 널 좋아했어 아주 오랜시간. 너무 늦게 자각했다고 말하고 다녔지만 사실 어렴풋이 알고는 있었어. 근데 이제 졸업하고 못 볼 것을 생각하니까 용기가 조금은 나더라고. 넌 나랑 성격이 정반대인 것 같아 관심사도 다르고 정말이지 내 이상형과 반대인 사람이야. 그럼에도 아직도 난 너가 좋다. 내가 잘 알지못하는 누군가를 이렇게 오래 좋아할수도있다는 사실이 놀라워.
주변친구들에게 네얘길하면 70%는 안 좋게 얘길 하더라고. 그래서 너랑 연락하면 내 마음이 금방 식으리라고 생각했어. 그랬는데 어떻게 반대로 더 빠르게 흘러간다. 너랑은 내 미래를 그릴 수 없고 가능성이 없다는 걸 너무 잘 알고있는데 이 마음이 잘 접히질 않아. 너가 나한테 관심이 없는데 그저 잘 맞춰주는 성격이고 마침 심심하던 찰나에 내가 너에게 다가갔기에 잘 맞춰준 다는 것을 알아.
너 엠비티아이 영상도 무진장 많이 봤다..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ나도 진짜 ...신기하네
넌 몰랐겠지만 난 아주 옛날부터,그러니까 널 처음 봤을때부터 널 좋아했던것같아. 그 이후에 다시 또 만났을 땐 더 좋았고. 보면볼수록 더 좋았어. 정말 웃긴건 내가 널 좋아하는 이유를 아무리 생각해봐도 이렇게 내가 오래좋아하는 것에 필연성이 전혀 없어. 이런 내 자신이 이상하고 신기해. 지금우린 아무관계도 아니고 그저 난 너에게 심심한 찰나에 온 웃긴 애에 그치겠지만 그래도 너랑 연락해서,간접적으로나마 내 마음을 표현해서 좋다. 연락하기 전엔 그저 내가 표현한다는 그 자체에 초점을 두고 있었는데 연락을 하면 할수록 기대하게되는것같아. 여전히 너가 좋아 나중에도 보고싶을거야. 넌 안그러겠지만.. 너에게 말을 할 수 있을지 모르겠지만 우리가족이랑 할머니 외에 내가 이렇게 오랫동안 계속 좋아한 사람은 너가 처음이야. 너무 신기하다.. 나중에도 너랑 눈 마주치던 순간의 내 감정을 잊지 않았으면 좋겠다.
글에서 뭔가 몽글몽글 피어오르는 느낌..
짝사랑을 성공했을 때 그 행복함을 느껴보고 싶다
currently listening to the playlist and feeling nostalgic. my room was so quiet when i played the first song, that i noticed it actually matched my heartbeat.
reading this made me feel fuzzy inside
I just read this comment and checked my heartbeat while playing the first song, and the song matches my heartbeat too! Perhaps it was because we had the same state of mind while listening to it, so we had the same heart rate? Our hearts have beat to the same tune, and there’s something poetic about that. Thanks for sharing that comment, it made me smile :)
omg
Damn
scientifically your heart matches the beat to songs you are listening so don’t be surprised haha
i like how in the picture you can't tell who's love is unreqruited
아, 사랑받고 싶어라
i hate falling in love with people when i know I'll never be their first choice.
I can relate
Same :(
you can be my first choice
@@x6wnz how sweet
I'm always first.. when I think of it too much I'll go down to last place.
Since people are sharing their own experiences, I thought I should share mine just to get it off my chest. I don’t know if anybody will read this, but if you are, thank you.
Well, it all started last year at the beginning of second semester. I had a class that was only one semester, so it changed to PE after the first semester was over. We were doing laps around the gym when this guy came up to me and just started talking. Neither of us had any friends in that classes, and I guess he was just bored. I have always struggled making friends in school so I was immediately drawn to him and his personality. We ended up sitting together every day we had PE and complaining about how boring that class was, but in reality I looked forward to it every day. I obviously was catching feelings for him, but since the past year had been all virtual with no contact to anyone I forgot what having a crush felt like. After months of this, I started to think about telling him. (Oh, and for context, we also had algebra together but had assigned seats and didn’t sit together.) So one day in algebra, I saw everybody staring at him while he walked in the door, smiling. I heard people whispering at him, and it didn’t take long to realize he had started dating another girl in that class. I couldn’t cry in front of everyone, but it was so hard not to. After school ended, I ran and tripped down the stairs, which just added salt to the wound. In PE, I would talk with him about it and how happy I was for him. It was so hard trying to act normal after that. Eventually they broke up, and while it gave me a new sort of hope, I started loosing feelings. Summer started quickly after and I didn’t talk to him much. I remember the first day of school this year, I was going to my art class and as I walked in I saw him sitting at a table, smiling and telling me to sit next to him. I sat down and we talked the entire period. He ended up making new friends from the people sitting behind us and the four of us would talk the entire class. I’m pretty sure our art teacher doesn’t like us because of how loud we are, but I don’t mind. Two weeks ago I heard the people behind us talking about this other girl, and how cute her and him looked together. I sort of thought there was hope this year. I thought maybe, maybe this time I could make him like me. But nope. They haven’t started dating yet, but I know he will never think of me as anything more than a friend. I just feel such a lump in my throat that won’t go away, and I don’t know how to make it go away. I love everything about him. Well, maybe I will edit this comment in a few months for an update, who knows. If you read all of this, thanks for listening to my dumb little story.
[[ JANUARY 2023 EDIT: first of all, wow this got wayyy more likes than i expected!! to think that over 1.5 thousand people read this is crazy. well i thought this deserved an update, so here it is. my feelings towards him are no longer what they used to be. he is in a good relationship and it has taken a while to get to the point i am now where i truly do not care. i am simply happy that he is happy. this crush taught me a lot and i hope that in the future, when i develop feelings for somebody new, i'll have that courage to take a chance. i've gotten much more confident since last year, and even since originally writing this comment so who knows. i still have that same art class with him and laugh like i used to, but i think any pressure or nervousness i once felt is gone. it's only been about 3 months since i wrote my original comment, so i'm sure there is lots more to come for me and i'm excited for when that happens, whatever it may be :). ]]
i hope things get better for you, whether he ends up liking you or you find someone else
Just confess it bro, ik u can do it🤧💖
I have a feeling he does like you more than a friend. But is too shy to tell you since y’all are friends. He’ll swing around sooner or later. I hope it works out for you guys! 😊
I’m inclined to believe Hachi. It’s entirely possible he feels the same way but is instead going for other girls to “avoid” you. Perhaps because he’s nervous.
Well, take this with a grain of salt because I don’t know the entire situation. Just no matter what, always be honest with yourself and with him :)
It actually matches the vibe of the playlist lol like an anime i once watched,just super chill. But yeah, looking forwrd to hearing you get the love you deserve someday
2년전에 짝사랑하던애랑 잘 안되서 이 영상노래들으면서 댓글보면서 울었던게 생각나네..
지금 생각해보면 별 감정 없지만 정말 그때는 혼자 좋아하고 설레고 질질짜고 슬퍼하고 그랬는데…
하지만 그만큼 좋은 추억이였고
내 인생에서 못 잊을 사람인것같음..가끔씩은 내 생각하면 가볍게 피식하면서 웃어 넘겼음 좋겠다..
고마워 이런 아름다운 추억 남겨줘서 좋아했어
Thank you. This is so peaceful. Just what I needed right now.
몰래 좋아하는것과 몰래 사랑하는건 확실히 다르다.
몰래 좋아한다는건, 말하자면 내 감정을 주체할 수가 없는거다. 그 애의 좋은점을 알고, 더 가까이 다가가고싶고..갖고싶은. 뭐 그런 애틋하고 싱그러운 감정. 그게 좋아하는거다.
몰래 사랑한다는건 바꿔서 이야기하면 언제든 그 아이를 놓아줄 수 있다는 것과 같다. 그 애가 무엇을, 누구를 좋아하는지 아플만큼 누구보다 잘 알고 있으니까. 그 아이는 마치 햇살처럼 웃는다고, 우린 그것을 알고 있으니까. 그저 그 애가 한번만 더 내 앞에서 햇살같길 바라며, 마지막까지 그 아이의 행복을 빌며 놓아주는 것. 그럼에도 한동안은 마르지 않을 눅눅한 감정이 바로 몰래 사랑하는 마음이다.
사랑하는 사람을 어서 '만나'시길...
굳이 돌아가고싶진 않을 풋풋함. 남은 자리에 부는 아림.
믿혔다..
Just got out of a ldr of 2 months and it's amazing how much you can share with someone in such a small time frame. All I wanted was to make her happy so I gave it my all. Was an incredible experience.
Hey.. I might be too old for listening to this and reading all of your stories, you guys are probably younger than me... I'm 30 this year and a few months ago, someone I liked and talked to has found the LOHL and it shattered me. I'm hearing this while remembering every person I had loved/had a crush on, mannn... I am so unlucky in love. Yeah, I'm still single. At the age of 30. I hope someday someone would give me a chance to love him wholeheartedly.
this feels like you're helping the person you love for years to get the person they love
man your comment hurts
sobbing rn
At least theyr'e happy even though its not me who makes them happy.
Damn
사실 그 애 아직도 참 좋아하는데
애써 그 시절이 좋았던거라며.
그때는 뭔가 어색한 새학기 였었어
낯설던 너가 반갑게 인사해줬고 그때부터
너는 다정하다는걸 알았어 사근사근한 말투 웃는 표정 친절했었어 그래서 지나갈 일도
몇번 더 보게되고 널 더 생각 하지 않으려해도
생각했었어 그때 널 좋아한다는 감정이란걸
몰랐었지 그저 친절한 친구구나 나랑 상관없는 다른 사람이니까 딱히 좋아할거라고
생각도 못했어 그냥 그건 호감이 아니라고 생각할정도에 적절히 얼굴에 볼이 붉어질 정도에 따스함이였거든 그때부터 지켜본거같아
너는 다양하게 노는 모습을 보여줬어
반에서 활기차게 웃던 목소리가 울려퍼져서
너의 목소리가 어떤 목소린지 알아차릴정도로
이제는 특별하게 느껴졌었어 난 처음 그렇게 점점빠졌고 짙어져갈때즘 너에게 다른사람이 있었어 너가 행복해졌으면 좋겠다는 생각과
다가가고 싶다는 생각이 공존했었고 결국
포기를 못하고 지켜만봤지 솔직히 그때는
포기하고 싶었던게 커서 아닐거야 아닐거아
이러면서 널 지켜본거같아 널 좋아하는게 아니라 재밌으니까 라는 감정으로 덮으려고 했는데 시간이 갈수록 그게 아니더라 끔찍하게 쿵쾅거리는 가슴이 너에게 닿을까봐
조마조마하며 몰래 봤었어
방학이 될때쯤 너의 생활이 궁금했었지만
SNS엔 너의 생활들이 많이 안보여져서 아쉬웠었어 사소하게나마 너를 알고싶고
친구라도 지내고싶었지만 친해질 방법조차
없었어서 그냥 너 하나하나 모습에만 만족하자라는 생각으로 보냈던거같아
그때는 미칠거같았어 너를 하루라도 더 보고싶고 관찰하고싶고 알아가고싶었는데
널 볼수없다니.. 미친듯이 울적했었어
방학후땐 너를 보고싶어 미치겠다는 생각과 함께 너를 보고나서 머리를 민 너를 보고
짱구같다며 웃던 내가 생각이나 난 그래도
다행이다라고 생각했어 맨날 볼수있겠다 생각하고 작정하고 보고있었으니까 그때부터
너가 눈치챈거같아 내가 욕심을 부리고 싶어했던 나머지 표출할줄도 몰랐었어
그래서 보기만했어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 나 참 바보같다
너는 답답했을꺼야 짜증나고 왜 저러나 싶고
나도 같았거든 표현하고싶었는데 그때의 너는
애인이 없었지만 예민했거든 다가가는게 쉽지가 않았고 내가 헤어진걸 위로해주고 싶다는 생각을 많이했었어 그저 곁에 있고싶었었어
그리고 겨울이 되고 이때부터 사탕을 줬어
그거라도 해야될거같았어 아무말이라도
걸고싶었어 너에게 조금이나마 닿긴 원했지만
난 다가가는게 포기라는 생각으로 다가갔거든
사실 그동안 포기하고싶었어 죽어라 포기하고
나에게 집중하려했지만 너가 너무 빛나고
귀여웠고 좋았어 그래서 좋아하는 만큼 다른사람과 잘되길 원했는데 그게 그런마음이
아니였었나봐 널 많이 좋아했나보다
그래서 아직까지 못잊고있나봐 그냥 그때 내가 강렬하게 짝사랑해서 못잊는건가 너가 계속 맴돌아 말이라도 제대로 했었으면 좋았을텐데 좋아했었다고 말이라도 했으면
그냥 그때 하고싶은거 할껄 널 더 좋아하고
행동할걸
넌 지금 어떻게 지낼지 모르겠다
난 보고싶어 근데 막상 만나면 아무말도
못할거같아 너에게 그때 하고싶은말은 많았는데 너는 처음과 달라졌었지 말문도 못 걸정도로 솔직히 너를 안봐서 다행이다 생각돼 보면 포기못할거같았어
이제는 2년이 지난 시점에서 너의 관한걸 쓰기에도 기억이 가물가물하게 나네 ㅋㅋㅋ 음.. 나는 너랑 떨어지고 다른 고등학교로 배정되고 전에 학교랑 지나치면 너 생각이 나서 너가 지나가지 않을까 하던 기대도 있었나봐 그러고 나선
너를 서서히 잊어가고 새로운 남친도 만들어서 예쁘게 사귀다가 헤어졌지
참 그때는 그렇게 절절하고 슬펐는데
이제는 가물가물하다 넌 어떻게 지내?
최근에는 썸타다 깨진거 같던데 ㅋㅋㅋ
다른 예쁜사람 나타날꺼야 힘내
그리고 언젠가 만나게 된다면 좋아했다고 얘기 할수있는 기회라도 있었으면 좋겠다 아직도 생각나면 널 좋아했었으니까
괜찮아.
이 플리 뭔가 외로운데 따뜻해서 좋아해요
접으면 뭐해 내일 또 펼쳐볼걸
I don’t know why…but I’m so infatuated by him. His voice, his movements, his face…everything. It’s been years and I’m still stuck in the same place.
Me too !
Be thankful for the experiences. Everything happens for a reason. You may be wondering why. But think of the ways that experience has shaped who you are. Be thankful.
@@Topgorilla_ well said.✨
Same. 😭
Be concerned with yourself now and your happiness, they’re other gentlemen out there to meet!!
제발 이 영상 절대 지우지 말아주세요.. 플리 중에서 이렇게 맘에 드는 거 처음이에요ㅠㅠ
This playlist feels like an epilogue to a love that was never meant to last. Right person, wrong environment for love to fully take root.
Reminds me of my own short-lived summer love. Falling hard, fast, my heart changed forever in such a short period of time. Since he left me, I wonder if he ever truly felt the same. It was the best decision for us but I can't help but wonder if we could have weathered the storm together.
But alas, I'll move forwards in hope that I'll find some like him again. In a kinder environment, so that love can truly flourish.
Thank you for what love and joy you shared. My heart may be wounded, but that pain is only really the absence of you. The more you love someone, the more power they have to hurt you.
I had a crush on someone who played the flute. They didn’t talk to anyone and so it was cute. My heart raced everytime our eyes connected. And I’d sit at home wondering what to wear to make them think about me. I made a joke once in class, and they laughed. And I went home so happy that I could die. The next week I asked them on a date, they said yes. And we went and it was great, and we went again, and again, and again. Until something changed, where the idea of them stopped being real, where I learned more and more and realized this person who I was strangers with several months ago, was not the same person I had been dreaming about. I started to cry because all the feelings I had felt before were gone and I felt empty. I wish I never asked them out, because I was happy with the dream, and I hurt when we broke up, but the person I was with wasn’t the same as the person I dreamed about. It’s crazy because I’m still in love with them in a way, because they has the same face as the person in my dreams, but they’re not the same person. I have a firm idea now tho, that you can’t date an unrequited love with a stranger, because they’ll never be the person you dream of.
He nvr played the flute but yes the version I had of him gone. The person who I was infatuated by completely turned into a person I could not recognize. The tone they had, the body language, the words he spoke all turned into something unrecognizable. As the years grew so did we except he faded away and so did I. Our reactions for things over the years changed. Maybe for me the drugs and realization of life and for him the hurt I put him through at a young age. Atleast that’s what I want to believe, that I caused it because there is no way in hell that’s the boy I fell in love with. As we grew our minds changed, politics over came us some days and sometimes past trauma from eachother came up. It was unbearable but I enjoyed every second of it. It wasn’t a burden to argue it was more like I was realizing how much we’ve changed and how I have to either accept it or move on. Both of which I could not do yet in some way I did. I stayed while he turned into like u said a stranger. Maybe everything he said or did now was an action caused by me. Yet while I have to live with the realization he js isn’t who he was. Or maybe that was always him, hidden over my love and infatuation with him. It was probably the infatuation, or his young mindset that He himself outgrew. However this new him was not a burden yet I saw this young man, and I loved the way he carried himself, and I began to love the him I could not recognize. Which not in a million years I would have done. Because the new him disgusted me. The way he treated me and other woman completely destroyed what I loved. Which was the way he treated me, no longer was it obsession and love for me but a resent I caused. He held the burden of me for what idk. But that caused me to stay maybe to rebuild the him I once knew. At the end of the day he’s gone, and while I believe both of our love left when we grew up. And when he decided he could not handle me or his confusing feelings.
:(
I needed to hear this... Thank you 💛
i had the same thing happen to me but i only thought about apperance so i didnt create a person in my head before i even met them so i had no expectations. Best thing ever.
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짝사랑 현재진행중인 사람으로서...이번 플리는 사랑입니다....
응원합니다
응원해요..!
헐 너 누구 조아하냐
@@user-rh4ud4cz2q 아는척오지구요
응원해요
이 플레이리스트 정말 잘 듣고있어요~ 유튜브에 여러 플레이리스트 들이 있지만 이것만큼 많이 들은건 없는것 같아요! 여름 내내 들었고 가을지나 겨울에도 많이 들을 것 같습니다~ 좋은 플레이리스트 만들어주셔서 감사합니다!! ☺🙏✨
바보
좋아한다는 말을
포스트잇에 “바보”라고 밖에 표현하지 못한,
바보같던 내 모습을 보며 넌 무슨 생각이 들었을까
넌 그저 그런 평소같은 장난이라 생각하고
넘겼겠지만 난 항상 진심이었어
널 보면 심장이 뛰었고 널 보면 설렜고 떨렸어
친근하게 장난같은 말을 건네려고 3초면 할 말을
3분을 고민했고 너의 반응이 별로 좋아보이지 않을 때면
하지말 걸 하며 30분을 후회했어
참 바보같은 시절이었지
너의 관심 그 하나를 바라고
너만 바라보다가 지난 시절이었으니까
근데 그 바보같은 시절에 참 감사해
그 바보같던 나에게 고마워
그때의 감정을 느낄 수 있게 해준 너에게 감사해
다신 오지않을 바보같은 시절이란 걸 아니까
왜 고백하지 않았냐고 묻는다면
우리의 즐거웠던 시절을
바보같은 고백 하나로 묻어버리고 싶지 않았거든
너와 마찬가지로 나에겐 그 시절도 소중했으니까
밤에 너와 떠들던 순간을 상상하며 설레하던 그 시절,
장난치면 웃어주는 너의 즐거워하는 그 얼굴을 기억할게
소중한 추억을 만들어주려고 날아와준 바보같은 너에게 참 감사하고 그 많은 기억들과 바보같던 감정들을
늘 되새기며 살게
그러니 바보같은 첫사랑은 이젠 안녕이라고 할래
인스타: lvbfe
the internet is amazing. it can bring together a group of people having the same emotion. once feeling sole, but now shared. together, not alone. wishing the best for everyone here :)
Thank u
Ty mate aw:)
really really liked this guy in high school (still do lol) but never approached him. he made the first move and lowkey flirted with me a bunch of times and we ended up becoming good friends. just a few days after i felt like we were close enough to be friends, he asked me to make a painting (i own an art business) as a proposal gift for his soon to be girlfriend. to say i was shocked is an understatement but yeah, made the painting and he loved it, so did she. he made me make her a bday gift as well. they’ve been dating for over four months now and he’s obsessed with her. always talks about her to me and it doesn’t make me uncomfortable anymore. i think i’ve accepted it, i only crushed on him for like half a year so it’s alright.
Wait so he flirted with you while he had a GF? is there a chance you mistook the flirting for something else? if not you might have dodged a bullet
@@Forit26 no, they knew each other before his "soon to be girlfriend"
That is horrible I'm really sorry. I hope you find someone who deserves you
Good to see you are happy for him
he’s actually wrong for that and i can even imagine myself in ur shoes
서로 좋아하는줄알았는데 마지막에 짝사랑인걸알고 돌아설때가 가장 맘아팠어요. 차라리 시작부터 끝까지 짝사랑이면 귀엽기라도하지
사랑하는 마음이 자꾸만 커져 감당이 안 돼 온통 니 생각 뿐이야 넘쳐 흐를 것 같아 니가 뭘 하던 그냥 너무 귀엽다 사랑스러워 너에겐 늘 완벽해 보이고 싶은데 왜왜ㅠ 네 앞에선 한 없이 작아지는지..ㅠㅠㅠ맨날 바보같이 뚝딱거려… 그러다 놓치겠지?ㅠㅠㅠㅠ팔로우진짜걸고싶은데 네가 기대하고 있는 사람은 내가 아닐까봐ㅜㅜㅜ그냥 너무 슬퍼 사랑해 내 모든 애정을 너에게 쏟고 싶어ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅠㅠㅠ기회가 오길. 너의 사랑도 받아볼 수 있길.제발제발걔가딱제가걔사랑하는만큼만저사랑하게해주세요. 부탁드립니다진짜.
너도 나한테 관심이 있는 줄 알았다
모두에게 친절한걸 알아도 나한테는 남들과는 다르게 더 잘해주는 줄 알았다. 그 친절한 모습때문에 좋아했던거였다 근데 너는 아니었나보다
처음볼때부터 친구로 남고싶었다는 말을 듣고 머리가 멍했다
그 동안 혼자 했던 상상들이 바보같이 느껴진다 하필 짝사랑이 너라니
왜 하필 너였을까 너 없을때가 더 나은 인생이었는데
I hope you're doing good girl! Life is really hard sometimes i know
좋아하던 놈이 있었는데 내가 어렸을 때부터 시력이 안 좋았어서 두꺼운 안경을 끼고다녔음 너무 예전이라 기억도 잘 안 나는데 더러워진 안경을 닦으려고 벗을 때면 좋아하던 놈을 포함해서 몇몇 남자애들이 못생겼다고 놀리곤 했음.
되게 상처였는데 어쩔 때는 또 그렇게라도 그 남자애한테 관심을 받는다는 게 좋았었음. 어느날은 그냥 가만히 앉아있는데 내가 좋아하던 놈이 와서 안경 좀 벗어보라고 징징거렸음 근데 안경만 벗으면 못생겼다고 하는 게 너무 짜증나고 속상해서 절대 안 벗을 거라고 했었는데
그때 그 놈 옆에 걔랑 성씨가 같은 놈이 하나 더 있었는데 가만히 보고만 있다가 나한테 와서는 안경을 벗어달라 그랬음. 걔는 내가 안경 벗는다고 놀린 적도 없었고 뜬금없이 그러니까 난 당황해서 너도 나 못생겼다고 놀리려고 그러지?! 라면서 괜히 짜증을 부렸었음.
솔직히 별로 관심도 없었고 그닥 친했던 애도 아니었는데 걔가 스쳐가듯 했던 별 거 아닌 그 말이 아직도 잊히지가 않음. 예뻐서. 예뻐서 벗어달라는 거야 안경을. 근데 난 그런 말을 남자애한테 들어본 적이 없어서 당황도 했었고 엄청 부끄러워서 싫다면서 결국 안경 안 벗어줬거든.
근데 삼일인가 얼마 안 있고 다른 학교로 전학 갔더라. 내가 그 애를 좋아했던 것도 아니고 걔도 그냥 스쳐가듯이 했던 말인데 그날따라 많이 속상했었거든 좋아하던 놈 때문에? 그래서 그런 걸까 잊혀지지가 않더라.
난 걔 번호도 몰랐고 성격도 워낙 소극적이어서 그 후로 언락도 못 해봤지. 그냥... 이렇게 가끔 생각나더라. 아쉽기도 했고, 전학 가고나서 한동안 걔 생각 좀 많이 했었거든.
너 전학 가고나서 한참은 좋아했었다..
초등학교 저학년 때 일이라 기억도 안 나고
유치하긴한데 그냥 가끔 생각나고 아쉬웠어
너가 전학 안 갔으면 말이라도 더 걸어봤을까
진짜로 딱 저랑 비슷한 상황 ㅜㅠㅠ 3년을 바라봐온 남자애가 유독 1주일간 친근하게 느껴질때가 있었는데 그 1주일이 지난뒤 아주 먼 곳으로 이사갔더라고요 단체사진 찍은 다음날에요..ㅠㅠ 다른 반들은 겨울방학식에 맞춰서 마지막 인사 하는데 저희 반만 겨울방학식 이틀 전에 인사를 했던.. 빠른 이별이 막 생각나요😭
𝙅𝙊𝙉𝙉𝘼 아련하다 ㄹㅇ...
와....... 한 편의 시같아요 대박
혹시 ㅂㄴ초??
@@fuckyourselfloser7878 아녀..ㅇㅅ초였어요!
it’s comforting to know that a lot of people are going through similar things that you go through. Stay strong you guys :))
취미로 글을 쓰는데 절절하면서도 애틋한 짝사랑의 감정을 잘 담아낸 노래들인 것 같아요... 좋은 플리 감사합니다!!!
this makes me want to write cute little love stories and draw hearts all over it
I like your enthusiasm nobitches69! Lol.. love the username too lol
@@dosesandmimoses haha thanks !!
what a vibe yo
same tbh
@@dosesandmimoses LMAO i thought you were insulting them at first 😭
나 좋아했던 걔 기억난다.알게 된 계기도 진짜 어이없었는데ㅋㅋㅋ언제 여자애들이 내 반에 와서 호들갑 떠는거야.우리반 남자애가 너 좋아한다고 ㅋㅋ 당연히 거짓말인줄 알았는데 니가 나한테 직접 와서 고백할때야 알았어 사람 북적이던 복도에서 뜬끔없이 귀에 대고 좋아한다고 말하는데 뭐라 답해야할지 몰라서 그냥 못들은척 했어 사실.솔직히 말하면 그때 학교에서 문제아로 소문난 니가 나 같은 범생이 좋아하는것도 웃겼고 존나 조용히 살았는데 접점이 얼마나 있었나 싶더라 그래서,못들은척 했던거야.흐지부지하게 끝났는데 이거 들으니까 갑자기 기억나네 지금 생각하면 너 티 진짜 많이 냈다 싶어 여자애들한테 무뚝뚝하기로 소문난 너가 친구들한테 끌려나가다시피한 내 수련회 무대보고 내려오는길에 잘했다고 말해줬잖아 나한테만 직접.내 바지 붙잡고 올려다보고 뜬끔없이 잘했어.하는데 솔직히 안설렜다면 거짓말이긴해.진심 그때 흘린 땀이 확 마르더라 ㅋㅋㅋ 진짜 나중에야 많이 알았지 앉을때도 일부러 나 잘보이는 자리 골랐었다며?교실에서도.예전의 너도 내가 지금 이 글을 쓰면서 했던것처럼 나랑 있었던 일을 자꾸 곱씹었을까 어쩌면 내가 잊어버렸을 사소한 일도 다시 해석하고 또 다시 생각했을까 좋아한다는 마음이 참 신기하다 싶어.그때 제대로 답 못해줘서 미안해 나 같은거 좋아해줘서 고마워 나도 너 좋아했어
고마워
여운이 엄청남네..
@@okcomputerr 고마와
this video was very randomly in my queue among all sorts of game videos & music videos, but i’ve already spent hours enjoying reading everyone’s stories with this playlist on loop- there are still so many more i want to read & i can’t wait !
maybe some time i’ll share a story of my own here… dunno