I tricked one guy (he is older than me), I told him that I was 10y just to see where the thing was going, he asked if it was okay since he was older, it pissed me off, he even tried to blame me for lie my age. I flipped him off and blocked him
TW; ped0philia, manipulation, gr00ming I met this lady on an app when I was a 12 year old boy, and I went through a similar to thing to you. She guilt-tripped me into sending her pictures of myself, told me she would off herself (while sending me pictures of a gun she had) if I didn't, and complimented my privates despite me saying I didn't like it. I was (and still am) asexual, and it made me sick to my stomach. I'm sorry you had to go though something like this, and even worse; god awful parents who haven't gave a single thought about the feelings of others..
I'm so sorry you went through this I can't imagine how painful and hard this must be. I wantn you to know nothing was your fault and you didn't deserve it, venting helps release a lot of hard and tough emotions and helps I'm sorry this all happened.
God this hurts.. i know exactly how this feels When you thought that you were finally safe and genuinely loved after every fucked up relationship butnit ends up even worse Cause you built the trust already, but no it's all the same Just know that none of it was your fault. You're beautiful... and hopefully one day somekne will care for you and nurture you more than you deserve...
I actually suffered a similar case of this. I felt so utterly violated and devastated I couldn’t sleep in my room for a week. I was so weak minded, and yet I still am up to this day. I am so sorry you went through those. I hate how these ppl can take advantage of you so easily and then these ppl get away with it. I rly hope one day they’ll get what’s coming to them
I'm so sorry, it's the worst when your place of comfort becomes unbearable for you. I pray that you become more strong-willed and know that it's truely possible!
This is so sad! I know it feels impossible, and the people trick you and act like what they are doing is not wrong and if you complain your the evil one, but call the police! It seems impossible but that’s the best thing to do, show them your stronger then you seem! CUS YOUR STRONG!
This needs to be talked about more. the age gaps, the dirty stuff, I went through very similar things at a younger age then you were and it still happens now. I understand how hard these situations are but I hope the best for you
i think not sugarcoating stuff like this is important. you did super well on how you chose to portray this stuff. its blatant so it doesn't get miscommunicated but still has some nice representative artsy part. very brave to put this out there. and so sorry that people get treated this way. im glad you were strong enough to get through it and vent.
I’m so sorry that you had to go through this. Especially at such a young age! I hope that nobody ever has to deal with stuff like this even though there are always going to be creeps and pedo*****s. Stay safe, and remember that it’s not a crime to say no to creeps. :>
God I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. No child or teen or ANYONE for that matter deserves to go through this. I can't believe that your own mother said that about you too- None of that was your fault. Men can be horrible, horrible people and have very little respect for others. I hope that you're in a safe place now
I can really relate to 1:05, the amount of times I saw this from online friends and partners is just... so disheartening I am so sorry about your past (possibly present, I don't know) situations, and I hope that you have been able to begin healing since then
As a person who's been a victim of sexual assault + having send such pictures i relate to this alot. I'm very sorry you've been through this aswell and as a child you just don't know any better, you might think it was your fault i still think that too but we really didn't think any better yk? These things happen and the only thing we can do is toughen up, you will get through this mate we all are here for you
TW for s3xual harassment, p3dophila, ins3st, and SA I’m sorry if I sound rude, but I can relate to this on a spiritual level. I was SA’d three times. (I just really need to vent this out). One time was by my cousin. I was around 8-9 and he was a teenager (he’s an adult now and has changed. But I still vaguely remember this.). We were both alone in a hotel room, waiting for my parents, siblings, cousins, aunt and uncle to get back from breakfast (since we weren’t hungry and assured them that they could go without us). While we were alone, he made some.. comments. Which I didn’t understand at the time. But the thing that really got me thinking was when he told me to lay on the bed, pull my pants and underwear down, put a rag over my eyes, and relax. Once I did, and I cannot make this up, he licked me on my swimsuit area. I felt disgusted and mortified, but couldn’t refuse or push him away, as I was just a kid. I laid in bed, still feeling disgusted by what he had done to me. He laid on top of me. And I didn’t understand fully that what he did to me was wrong. My family soon got back into the room and he got off me, but by then, my aunt had already seen him laying on top of me. Of course, he was scolded. My siblings and parents asked if I was alright and I just said “I’m okay”. My aunt and uncle apologized for his behavior. But I never told them what happened fully. I just played dumb and acted like he didn’t do anything to me. To this day, I still never told them. That memory still repeats in my mind. Second time, I don’t even know if I can call this SA, but I figured I’d just get this out. My second time was by an online friend I met on a roleplay server. I was about 12 at the time and he was 15. We were casually pretending to be roleplaying and messing around. But things got a bit weird as the roleplay began to turn erotic. I was confused on how this all drastically changed, but I quickly realized the pattern and blocked him. I never told anyone about this incident, either. Only a group chat I was in (who I knew I could trust). My third time was by a irl friend of mine. He was 9 and I was almost 13. We met at school, but all of a sudden, he stopped going to school. I hadn’t seen him in awhile before this, but he showed up at my house and asked if we could walk around the block and catch up on things. I agreed and so did my mom. So we began walking around the neighborhood I live in. We started talking, and he was still the same kind boy I knew him. But things suddenly changed as he asked if I liked him. Which I didn’t, since I knew I was a lesbian and didn’t see him that way. But he kept pushing it until it became sexual harassment. He started saying some rather inappropriate things that I’m not comfortable with saying here. He also began to touch my thighs, tried to touch my crotch, my butt, ect. The only place he didn’t touch me was my chest. I tried to tell him to stop and that I didn’t see him like that, but he ignored me. I was instantly uncomfortable with this and went home, and so did he. It took a few months after I had turned 13 for me to tell somebody (since I was scared I was gonna get blamed for it), but I eventually told one of my teachers. Who wrote it all down and told my mom and dad about it. When I got home from school, my mom took me into the dining room. My dad was cooking in the kitchen and they both asked who was it that did that to me. I told them it was my friend. That boy who my mom and dad thought was pretty nice. The two were in a state of shock for a moment before they told me I could’ve told them. I wanted to cry. I couldn’t believe I had kept that experience from my parents. But I remained calm. They didn’t call the police or anything. And I never saw him after that. I thought he had moved away, because his house was completely empty. Now that I’m 13, and looking back at this now, I find it sickening that someone would do that to a minor just for their fantasies and desires. Let alone another minor, who shouldn’t even be doing that kind of stuff at all.
@@solartab “sexual relations between people classed as being too closely related to marry each other.” “the crime of having sexual intercourse with a parent, child, sibling, or grandchild.” from the dictionary.
I was groomed by someone a few years ago I won’t get into it at the moment but I feel ya and I’m sorry those thing happened to you. It shouldn’t have and it’s not your fault they were older than you and use you to do things you didn’t want to.
Recently was groomed by someone i trusted dearly online, two days ago This is about my 4th time being groomed . And whenever I get these bad thoughts about my groomers I always watch this video and it helps me calm down and make me feel that I’m not alone and that grooming is a serious situation itself Every groomed person in this comment section deserves better honestly ☹️💙
Tw: Gr00ming, p3d0philia I understand how you feel. Currently dealing with the fact i was kinda.. Gr00med growing up. Just about wvery guy in my life has hurt me in some way. But i just wanna say, I'm proud that youre spreading your story to bring more attention to the fact that this kind of thing does happen. Thank you. Youre so brave, and a great role model.
I am glad when people speak on these things and I hope it helps you heal and feel like you aren't alone. I was a young adult but still basically set into a trap by a family friend. Guilt tripped, threatened, forced to do a few things I just did not want to do. Things I still look back on in shame and horror. Isolated from family and friends when I was only seeking a deep connection after my mother's passing. My friends ended up saving me and he ended up passing away from COVID. An unnatural part of me is a bit sad and another unnatural part happy. This Icey cold, claustrophobic, suffocating, dark encapsulating feeling I don't wish on anybody and I pray people become more aware of it and how to escape it. Have courage. Don't stay. Ask for help.
I’m so sorry you have had to go through all of this. As someone who has been though things like this multiple times I understand completely how you feel and I hope you get through this
I’m sorry you went through this. No one should ever have to suffer that type of thing. I hope things are getting better for you now, you deserve greater things in this life.
To those of you here in the comments who went through this awful stuff, I'm very sorry you dealt with that. Sadly, there are sick and twisted people in this world, and I don't understand why they do this stuff, but none of you deserve to go through it. I think you're worthy of love; REAL love, whether from a partner or platonic love from friends and family, and you deserve to have genuine healthy relationships that you are comfortable in with people who respect your boundaries. And I hope that you can have those happy, healthy relationships because you deserve to feel genuine happiness and comfort. I know these kinds of things causes trauma and takes a lot of time to heal from, and that's normal. I wish you luck on your healing and I just hope you're all doing better now. I'm an adult who has never gone through stuff like this, but I can only imagine by watching videos like these and reading about people's experiences that it must be godawful to go through and I really hope you're all doing okay now. You're all very strong
I’m so sorry. I know exactly how you feel I have been the victim of online grooming many times and it hurts so so much when- you think they actually love you and then you realize- they don’t. They love your body. And I feel so so bad for everyone who’s had to go through this as well❤
What you've gone through was horrible! I'm so sorry you had to bear all of that, you never deserved any of it,,,even though I may not fully understand what youve been through It must be scarring and horrible :( I'm really proud of you for staying strong amidst this and that you're able to express yourself through this, it takes a lot to be open about this, you're a very brave and amazing person! God bless you, I hope everything goes alright, have a nice day!
TW: SA, gr00ming and ped0philia God this is so relatable. Back when I was 11 I was also groomed online. This one guy kept commenting hearts on my videos and always did comment when no one else would and I loved it. He was 19-20 btw. He messaged me one day and we went back and forth messaging each other. One day he asked “bf and gf?” And like the fucking idiot kid I was, I said yes, because for once I felt loved. Afterwards, he got so much weirder though, asking me for ya know n*des and I got so uncomfortable that I found out how to block his account and so I did. Second time was when I was 13 soon to be 14 in a couple months. Online again. This person was 26. She was really nice and really sweet. Always sent me things and gifts which again, I loved as it made me feel special. We never were officially together, but we acted like a couple. She always always acted like we were together though and pressured me into things I didn’t want to, and to send her sexual pictures and stuff. I quickly got out of the situation with the help of two of my online friends and sometimes I miss her, but then I remind myself the trauma she gave me and that turns my thought process back around :,)
as someone whos also been groomed, ive learned that we dont miss the person themself. we miss the fantasy and version of them we had in our head, once you fully get over the person, youll see how they truly were and how bad the things they did to a ful extent.
I am so so so sorry for what you went through. I’ve had similar experiences throughout my lifetime and I understand how utterly disgusting it can make someone feel. Please just never forget that you are NOT defined by all that shit and I really do hope that you can recover from a traumatic event like this.
when i was watching your videos i felt those moments that are really bad in life and i felt how hard it was with your parents who were almost abusive, but i almost got mad at this thing but seriously how hard has your life been with so many ventures, And why was it so BAD seriously bro
No clue. I just existed and men were like "it's free realestate >:)" /hj But really, it's a combination of traumatized parents who shouldnt have been parents who let people do whatever to their kids and then get mad at the child for being traumatized by said events. I had undiagnosed and unmanageable BPD up till I was 19 (2020). My parents were abusive, they blamed me for being assaulted by my brother at 3, told me I was faking my mental illness all my life and my mom has multiple times has told me to commit not alive throughout my teens then gaslit me that it never happened. I didn't believe it myself until my little brother confirmed she did it on many occasions in front of him and it traumatized him too much to be honest with our parents. Like I said, idk but I got PTSD and BPD from it and it lead me to being groomed and abused a lot as a kid.
@@Siamesecat177 if it did, thats what those people want, some days i feel like the only thing that keeps me going is that i live out of spite. if im not alive, things could be twisted and no one would never know my side and i couldnt defend myself against it. but yeah, anyone reading this, stay strong, there is hope. /gen
I feel this on so many levels… I’m so so SO sorry you went through all of this. Sending lots of love and blessings, I really hope you heal and find somebody who will love you for real, not someone who wants to exploit you.
I’m so sorry about this, a good person shouldn’t deserve this, your trust broken, toxic relationships… you shouldn’t deserve this at all, this must be hard on your life causing stress and trust issues, do be the fish.. New sub hope that’s better ❤
Also my little sister was being hit on by someone way older than her, they’d say “ wow your so pretty” “ I wish you were here” stuff like that, that I comforted her and helped her get them to stool it still traumatized me when I was walking with my sister while we were out and some guy driver behind us and said wow some fine ladies there, and he was like 60…
I just had to deal with a really similar thing, luckily the police stepped in before it got worse. Im sorry you had to go through that tho and i hope youre at least a little better no
I've been through this and therapy helps. Just stick in there. It has been hard to explain to my family why I am different but then they make me feel bad for even saying anything bc they make it about them or make the situation sound "not as bad." Its horrible what ppl can do and now I have to live with fear and emotional damage from selfish people who only knew how to touch. I am so glad I have my fiancee now. He has been helping me through the trauma since we met.
i relate to the first part a LOT. (TW: pedophilia, grooming, s3xual) when i was only about 8 i was on discord. i got a friend request from this guy! he was about 21. i accepted because i wanted a friend but then before i knew it he was like "send nudes?" and i was like "what are those?" and he sent me one. of course i was like: okay, whats wrong with this? and i sent nudes. he would tell me how pretty i am and how much he wanted to have sexual intercourse with me. i was happy when he said he might fly down to where i am (i told him where i lived) but he wasn't allowed to because his family found out. he blocked me and i never knew why and thought it was my fault. timeskip a few years later and i finally know what happened to me
TW!: Gr00ming, mentions of s3xual abus3/trauma, Abus3 in General, p3d0philia, z00philia, cursing, S3lf harm, Su1c1d3 I unfortunately relate a lot to this video and a lot of the other vids you've made in the past as well, but it does at least help me heal a little to know that I'm not alone in what I've experienced, your videos always make me feel less alone and make me feel a little closer each day to coming out with my own story When I was only 14 my family member who I looked up to more than anything invited me to a furry p0rn server that was meant for only adults. I was introduced to f3ral p0rn there as well as ch1ld p0rn and was groomed for a very long time into thinking that gross stuff was normal and ok (I no longer do luckily), and there is where I met my gr00mer, and the worst person to ever enter my life. He was 16-17 (can't remember which) while I was only 14 when we got together. He constantly guilt tripped me into doing f3ral p0rn artwork/RP's with him and would get angry or emotionless with me when I didn't want to, and since I was an impressionable autistic kid I nearly always did what he asked me to. He constantly threatened me with Su1c1d3 and s3lf harm whenever I tried to leave him and he's actually one of the main reasons I myself started to s3lf harm (I no longer do, 3 1/2 years clean). He sent a hacker after me and my friends at one point which terrified me, he tricked me with an alternate account and so much more. He basically taught me not to say no to s3xual advances I left him when me and my current bf became friends and he really helped me to stay away from my ex, and to heal. Eventually I went full no contact with my ex and my bf started to help me really heal and learn that saying no is ok if I don't want to do something sexual, and currently I'm doing a lot better with that My bf has helped me heal in so many ways and I seriously appreciate him a lot To everyone out there, if you're going through a similar situation, you can get through this. You can leave that horrible person you're with and heal, it may take a long time, but I believe in you, and know that you're never alone, there are so many people that feel your pain. Also know that it is NEVER your fault for someone else treating you horribly/gr00ming you, that responsibility is solely on the abus3rs shoulders Stay safe out there everyone ❤️🩹 -Velvet
I don’t know what to say, but please know your not alone, and sadly I fully understand what you’ve gone through and all I gotta say is it gets better I swear
tw: grooming/abuse (?) Kind of can relate: I was in a relationship with another girl in my class. She was SOO nice at first, but she changed and… she started putting up this stupid cringey act. Whenever she would do anything wrong, she would say that an entity named “Michael” possessed her to do it and she would act crazy and weird at times. My mom knew that she was a bad influence on me (I didn’t tell her about the situation), so she separated her from me and told the teacher to make sure that we stay away from each other, but I was so desperate that I kept finding ways to communicate with the girl. Looking back on it now, I feel like she wasn’t nice in the first place: it was just a manipulation tactic. It got to the point where I wanted to stay with her so much that one time when we got into a physical, fight and I had bruises all over my legs, I told my mom that we were play fighting and that was the cause of it. I have to say, I think she just liked to see me cry. She’d hit me sometimes and… I still cared for her. A lot.
I…I went through something similar…and getting over the trauma is terrifying…it is never easy…I’m so sorry this happened to you…and I hope you are in a better place with better people.. People can be so sick…my ex and I knew each other since we were young teens….and he was so manipulative…and so suicidal…I was always afraid of escalating things…he insulted my friends and isolated me from my best friend because he was another male…he asked for the same thing…over and over every day even when he knew I was not ok with it…he begged..he pleaded….and he got angry if I ever said no…. Again I’m so sorry this happened to you…
Ok this is the third venting video I’ve seen. I hope one day we can spread more awareness so that humanity can get rid of this problem. Also I hope this creator is doing well now and doesn’t have to deal with this anymore.
I'm so sorry you had to go through this all I want to do is wrap you up in a blanket Drop you off in nice warm comfortable bed with a bunch of pillows and give you a bunch of your favorite foods and just binge watch comedy movies. Or something like that because you never deserved that you are an amazing person. I can already tell by that, you deserve better. Also if you need somebody to talk to you can talk to me if you want anytime anywhere I'll be here.❤
This is honestly so terrible and I emphasize with you. Went through similar experiences and it completely destroyed me more time then I can count. I wish you so much luck and love (true unconditional love) through your journey if you've healed from it yet or not.
God all of this is awful, can’t believe you went through all of this. I hope you’re doing better now and that you cut contact with all of these horrible people :((
Although I love this song, I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you get better. I feel so awful that people out there are evil like this. I hope you feel and get better ❤️🩹.
Lots of support here❤ It’s so disgusting how people do this to kids who don’t know that this can f**k up both their lives 😕 I hope for your later life you can live like it never happened, more so I know you can and I’m just trying to manifest it for you
This is horrible. I was touched by my grandfather and visually raped by my neighbor. I told my parents who didn’t care. This is disgusting and you showed it in such a beautiful way.
what does it mean to be *visually* raped? (i know what rape is, i just don't know what it means to be raped visually is it like flashing in an extremely sexual way?
Im so genuinely sorry you went through that it mustve been so hard especially with your parents punishing you for it when it wasnt your fault its so disgusting that people do this often and not see how its bad the blue one gained your trust as a friend and backstabbed you that was probably horrible i suck at writing things like this but i just wanted to apologize for all that happened to you
sending all the love i can 💛 it breaks my heart to know this is how the world is sometimes. I really hope you can move on from this and become a stronger person and a better you. I have had my own SH and SA stuff and it's so hard not to put myself down over it or compare to someone else's story. In nearly every case it's "what happened to me wasn't as bad as this" which isn't a good thing. I'm trying to get better with that but I think I need professional help for that (among many other reasons, im not doing so well mentally) also, i just wanna say i really loved the drawings. they're very expressive and cool and similar to how i'd wanna be able to portray things some day whenever i can actually draw. the whole video in general just captured my heart and you did a good job with it.
its so disgusting what people do,im honestly so sorry that you have gone through such trauma,i wish i could honestly just give you the biggest hug ever,you never deserved it.
I hate those types of people… they’re horrible! I’m so sorry that you had to go through all of this! Nobody deserves it! Something similar almost happened to me back when I was like 11, but my Dad saved me the day by deleting my old social media accounts. I’m still scarred.
I've fortunately never been groomed before, but my heart goes out to those who have. I've known people who have been SA victims and the reality of it is genuinely really upsetting to me. I've been in relationships where I've been used before, but I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to have your autonomy taken away so severely and to be manipulated in such a way. I hope that there is justice for everyone who has had to go through this kind of thing someday.
i hate how much i relate to this at 14. Im genuinely so sorry for everything that happened, you deserved so much better and it sucks that people like that exist. Ik i dont know you at all but i care about you so much and im so proud of you for surviving all of that :)
felt that, pretty similar things also happened to me 💀 Idk I feel like parents need to keep a closer eye/warn kids more about this stuff and not blame them if it does happen.. Cause that's the last thing a kid going through this needs.
I've never experienced anything like this before so I can't even imagine what's it like to be manipulated like that😞 prayers coming to you and everyone else In the comments
Cw/Tw: Grooming, not that explicit, sorta mental breakdown Vent I just got out of my 5th(?) grooming situation and this hits home I dont know how this keeps happening to me I dont know what i did to deserve it I cant just tell my family because they’ll guilt me into believing its my fault I cant tell my friends because theyll make jokes about it and belittle me I need help Im spiraling into a depressive rut and i know it will probably lead to me just getting into another toxic relationship with some sick, mentally deranged adult who’ll make me feel more like a piece of shit than before
I’m conflicted about saving this one because watching that made me physically ill, but I also have mad respect for you on surviving that. I don’t even understand how some people have such… corrupted lives. Part of me wants to share this burden, but another part knows that won’t help. TL;DR Wow. I need… something. I need to help, but all I have is my voice. And blue wasn’t actually help either. I am sorry.
I had a friend who groomed me into dating and doing inappropriate role plays when I was around 14-15 she lied about being younger than me so when all the things she did were revealed she would look innocent she wrecked a lot of my friendships with others and turned her fans against me even a TH-camr who was a legal adult took her side even though she was clearly in the wrong and a bad person I never would've gotten out of that relationship with her if it hadn't been for two of her ex friends who I also knew they had access to horrible things she had been saying behind my back together my friends and I exposed her so she wouldn't keep throwing dirt on me and for the most part it worked and I cut all contact with her the friends who helped me no longer really talk to me but I'm still grateful for the lengths they went to just to help me I want you to know that even though the pain and memories won't ever disappear you can find strength as time passes you're very brave and strong and you will get through the down of life ❤
they are all the same Basterds I was stupid to think they were not, even my friend to ehh I'm sorry you as well went through this, this fliping sucks, just hell
Omgs I’m so sry, I can’t really relate to this but it must have been so hard. I can see from the other comments that many others have gone through this, hope u feel better soon.
Im 13 and ive been dealing with this since 8, i was sexually abused by someone who i thought was my friend, my boyfriend is sexualy abusive and ive been groomed and groped by men older then 15 (15 youngest that i didnt know and 47 oldest) i deal with this on a regular basis.
Honestly sorry if this vent is long, i haven’t told anyone yet it’s something that pains me when i look back at it a lot TW: Sexual talk,manipulating,ped0phillia, self-h@rming So when i was just about 11 i met this person a a game. We started talking and honestly had a lot of fun and laughs together. They were 17 at the time. Sometimes in the chats they would say things like “hugs them tightly/closely” or “mwa/kisses passionately for a long time” I was young so at the time i didn’t notice the red flags. They would tell me that they loved me and i was the cutest person they ever seen, and couldn’t wait to meet me irl. I felt like i loved them. It kinda turned into a full toxic relationship. Eventually it went on to discord, where occasionally they would try to roleplay and have sex with me. They would say things like “i can’t wait until i see you in this position irl” or “i would love if we were actually doing this right now”….As well they insisted that they would love on me so much when we “lived” together…I would just play along as young as i was i didn’t think anything about it. As well if they said something and i disagreed or said otherwise they would say they slapped or hurt themselves, which made me apologize and feel bad for being “mean” to them. They would ask for photos of me sometimes and when i sent them they said they were going to cuddle with them… Eventually they were planning to make a future with me.. Such as me coming to live with them when they graduate college or them literally asking where i LIVE! Which i gave to them…. this went on for a few years.. and eventually i just stopped talking to them because of problems in my family (which was somewhat in recent years) Shortly before i stopped talking to them i began self-h@rming…I felt so bad at the time and no one even knew to try and help me…I feel a lot of guilt towards the fact i stopped talking to them till this day. I feel as if i am wrong. that i probably hurt their feelings for doing that….That i’m just over reacting and the whole thing was just me making silly mistakes…. sorry if this was long, i just needed to get it of my chest
Oh my,... i am so so *SO* sorry you had too go through this you did not deserve any of it and you are a strong person and I rlly hope your ok 😢 And I can sorta relate with your pain but again you did nit deserve that and you need too know that And reading and seeing yours and other people's storys and thinkg of my own it just makes me sick too my stomach how disgusting and twisted our fellow human beings can be
hey, i just wanna let yk you arent alone, i guess thats obvious though unfortunately true.. but ive been similar situation w/ age etc and i hope you're in a much better and safer place now
I'm so sorry you went through this what they did to you doesn't devalue you as a person it doesn't make you less beautiful and it most certainly doesn't mean you deserve less respect you deserve to be loved and supported and i hope today in the present you're getting the help and support you need from friends family and loved ones I hope you're doing yhe things you love with the people you love you deserve to be happy ❤
i am so sorry for what you have been through.. you think it's over, but it isnt; the inevitability of this is just on you. it knows what its doing, but in other words i hope you have been doing okay and have really great friends that arent like the ones you met.🫂
i’ve gone through something very similar online and in real life and it’s just purely indescribable if people haven’t gone through it themselves and i feel bad for the people who have gone through it because it sucks and they beat themselves down about it if they send things back. when i told my parents about this guy who did this to me my mom cried and my dad was very very upset about what had happened. and when i told the school about this one guy that went to my school that was doing these things all they did/said was he’s a guy and he’s changing and experiencing all these new things, also meaning they didn’t think anything of it and gave him a fucking slap on the wrist. i wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. but this is kinda also why im a lil into girls more then men. and i’m not saying women can’t do this too because ik they can and it’s horrible. but at my age they don’t have as much sex drive as men do.
I was groomed aswell (in two relationships) and my family acts like its my fault, but i dont think they understand that its hard to just break off after they start sexualizing you that much since you've already grown attached and see them in a good perspective. And for me personally, I had even more trouble since i was always worried about making sure i make everyone happy no matter the cost-
I have now watched three of these vent videos with this song, all with a similar story and cycle. It's terrible, but just remember you, and your feelings are valid, and you are stronger than you think.
I'm so sorry you had to go through so much shit, I can only imagine what you must've of gone through. Also that just awful your mom just didn't take your side and assumed the worst... that shouldn't have happened. You deserve better then this, and I want you to know it isn't your fault people are just fucked up in their heads. I hope your life gets better and find someone decent and not all of that. You really do deserve it. :c
Happened to me too no way :o (Joking abt trauma is my coping mechanism) But seriously, I'm so sorry that happened to you, no one deserves this bs. I promise you that one day you really will (if you haven't already) find someone who REALLY cares.
I now am late and this was a year ago but am really sorry for what you went through I hope your a lot better now and again am really sorry for you no person should go through that it is horrible and disgusting to think a person could do that to a 11 year old it's horrible but i hope you get better and recover from that experience i am truly deeply sorry❤
I feel so bad for u,u didnt deserve what happaned to u,no one does and i hope u never get harmed again.I feel very sorry for u and wish u the best in the future.
I can relate so much, TW for grooming and other gross stuff When I was 11 my mental health really fell off, and when going on Omegle I met this guy who wanted to see my body. I was desperate for approval and love. That went on for a while till I met more men. Alot of them were sadistic and liked to see me in pain, many of them would threaten me and scream for hours till I gave them what they wanted. By the end of it I would be crying and unable to sleep for days. Eventually I was influenced by others to make an account selling my body. I did and through that I met more and more people. The threats went on, I was often fearing for my life This went on all up to when I was 14 which I am now. I only finally was able to escape a few months ago. I hardly remember those times it’s been going on for so long. All of that combined with other traumatizing events from when I was younger, the mental hospital, and other things SA related I felt broken for so long. I still struggle alot with my memory and mental health. I don’t feel like myself anymore, I feel like I have completely lost myself after all that happened The things I was forced to do still haunts me. Yesterday I was completely zoned out unable to stop crying, that whole day was a blur
I understand how this may be as I've been in similar situations, way too many times. To add salt to injury my mom said it was the way I dressed too haha. I got groomed not only by people online but when I was younger, by family. It cringes me to say that but I had family exploit me. I won't go into detail, but I will say this unlocked memories and I'm so so sorry this happened to you. It never should have and I am so sorry
Oh, god. This is so disturbing. I hate that there are people like this in the world. So much respect to you for surviving it all.
I tricked one guy (he is older than me), I told him that I was 10y just to see where the thing was going, he asked if it was okay since he was older, it pissed me off, he even tried to blame me for lie my age. I flipped him off and blocked him
TW; ped0philia, manipulation, gr00ming
I met this lady on an app when I was a 12 year old boy, and I went through a similar to thing to you. She guilt-tripped me into sending her pictures of myself, told me she would off herself (while sending me pictures of a gun she had) if I didn't, and complimented my privates despite me saying I didn't like it. I was (and still am) asexual, and it made me sick to my stomach. I'm sorry you had to go though something like this, and even worse; god awful parents who haven't gave a single thought about the feelings of others..
I'm sorry you to experience that, hope you feel better❤
I'm so sorry you had to go through that...
I'm asexual as well...
Well I'm Aroace so I am asexual and aromantic
tbh i get you. but i would of not done it. even if she did do it or not. you went through something so bad.
I'm so sorry you went through this I can't imagine how painful and hard this must be. I wantn you to know nothing was your fault and you didn't deserve it, venting helps release a lot of hard and tough emotions and helps I'm sorry this all happened.
God this hurts.. i know exactly how this feels
When you thought that you were finally safe and genuinely loved after every fucked up relationship butnit ends up even worse
Cause you built the trust already, but no it's all the same
Just know that none of it was your fault.
You're beautiful... and hopefully one day somekne will care for you and nurture you more than you deserve...
I actually suffered a similar case of this. I felt so utterly violated and devastated I couldn’t sleep in my room for a week. I was so weak minded, and yet I still am up to this day. I am so sorry you went through those. I hate how these ppl can take advantage of you so easily and then these ppl get away with it. I rly hope one day they’ll get what’s coming to them
I'm so sorry, it's the worst when your place of comfort becomes unbearable for you. I pray that you become more strong-willed and know that it's truely possible!
This is so sad! I know it feels impossible, and the people trick you and act like what they are doing is not wrong and if you complain your the evil one, but call the police! It seems impossible but that’s the best thing to do, show them your stronger then you seem! CUS YOUR STRONG!
This needs to be talked about more. the age gaps, the dirty stuff, I went through very similar things at a younger age then you were and it still happens now. I understand how hard these situations are but I hope the best for you
i think not sugarcoating stuff like this is important. you did super well on how you chose to portray this stuff. its blatant so it doesn't get miscommunicated but still has some nice representative artsy part. very brave to put this out there.
and so sorry that people get treated this way. im glad you were strong enough to get through it and vent.
I’m so sorry that you had to go through this. Especially at such a young age! I hope that nobody ever has to deal with stuff like this even though there are always going to be creeps and pedo*****s. Stay safe, and remember that it’s not a crime to say no to creeps. :>
God I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. No child or teen or ANYONE for that matter deserves to go through this. I can't believe that your own mother said that about you too- None of that was your fault. Men can be horrible, horrible people and have very little respect for others. I hope that you're in a safe place now
I can really relate to 1:05, the amount of times I saw this from online friends and partners is just... so disheartening
I am so sorry about your past (possibly present, I don't know) situations, and I hope that you have been able to begin healing since then
As a person who's been a victim of sexual assault + having send such pictures i relate to this alot. I'm very sorry you've been through this aswell and as a child you just don't know any better, you might think it was your fault i still think that too but we really didn't think any better yk? These things happen and the only thing we can do is toughen up, you will get through this mate we all are here for you
TW for s3xual harassment, p3dophila, ins3st, and SA
I’m sorry if I sound rude, but I can relate to this on a spiritual level. I was SA’d three times. (I just really need to vent this out).
One time was by my cousin. I was around 8-9 and he was a teenager (he’s an adult now and has changed. But I still vaguely remember this.). We were both alone in a hotel room, waiting for my parents, siblings, cousins, aunt and uncle to get back from breakfast (since we weren’t hungry and assured them that they could go without us). While we were alone, he made some.. comments. Which I didn’t understand at the time. But the thing that really got me thinking was when he told me to lay on the bed, pull my pants and underwear down, put a rag over my eyes, and relax. Once I did, and I cannot make this up, he licked me on my swimsuit area. I felt disgusted and mortified, but couldn’t refuse or push him away, as I was just a kid. I laid in bed, still feeling disgusted by what he had done to me. He laid on top of me. And I didn’t understand fully that what he did to me was wrong. My family soon got back into the room and he got off me, but by then, my aunt had already seen him laying on top of me. Of course, he was scolded. My siblings and parents asked if I was alright and I just said “I’m okay”. My aunt and uncle apologized for his behavior. But I never told them what happened fully. I just played dumb and acted like he didn’t do anything to me. To this day, I still never told them. That memory still repeats in my mind.
Second time, I don’t even know if I can call this SA, but I figured I’d just get this out. My second time was by an online friend I met on a roleplay server. I was about 12 at the time and he was 15. We were casually pretending to be roleplaying and messing around. But things got a bit weird as the roleplay began to turn erotic. I was confused on how this all drastically changed, but I quickly realized the pattern and blocked him. I never told anyone about this incident, either. Only a group chat I was in (who I knew I could trust).
My third time was by a irl friend of mine. He was 9 and I was almost 13. We met at school, but all of a sudden, he stopped going to school. I hadn’t seen him in awhile before this, but he showed up at my house and asked if we could walk around the block and catch up on things. I agreed and so did my mom. So we began walking around the neighborhood I live in. We started talking, and he was still the same kind boy I knew him. But things suddenly changed as he asked if I liked him. Which I didn’t, since I knew I was a lesbian and didn’t see him that way. But he kept pushing it until it became sexual harassment. He started saying some rather inappropriate things that I’m not comfortable with saying here. He also began to touch my thighs, tried to touch my crotch, my butt, ect. The only place he didn’t touch me was my chest. I tried to tell him to stop and that I didn’t see him like that, but he ignored me. I was instantly uncomfortable with this and went home, and so did he. It took a few months after I had turned 13 for me to tell somebody (since I was scared I was gonna get blamed for it), but I eventually told one of my teachers. Who wrote it all down and told my mom and dad about it. When I got home from school, my mom took me into the dining room. My dad was cooking in the kitchen and they both asked who was it that did that to me. I told them it was my friend. That boy who my mom and dad thought was pretty nice. The two were in a state of shock for a moment before they told me I could’ve told them. I wanted to cry. I couldn’t believe I had kept that experience from my parents. But I remained calm. They didn’t call the police or anything. And I never saw him after that. I thought he had moved away, because his house was completely empty.
Now that I’m 13, and looking back at this now, I find it sickening that someone would do that to a minor just for their fantasies and desires. Let alone another minor, who shouldn’t even be doing that kind of stuff at all.
Idc if i'm innocent but what is "inS3st"?
Being innocent just sucks
@@solartab “sexual relations between people classed as being too closely related to marry each other.”
“the crime of having sexual intercourse with a parent, child, sibling, or grandchild.”
from the dictionary.
2nd seems more like grooming/some type of pedophilia than sexual assault
@@solartabmiss typo of incest I’m guessing
God I can relate to thiss....
I hate how difficult it is to get out of situations like this. They just keep pulling you back in,,
Yeah how you keep trusting people and they just use you because you may happen to have a mature body and it fucking sucks-
im so sorry what you went through it must be very hard for you. I hope you are feeling better after making this. You are strong
I was groomed by someone a few years ago I won’t get into it at the moment but I feel ya and I’m sorry those thing happened to you. It shouldn’t have and it’s not your fault they were older than you and use you to do things you didn’t want to.
Recently was groomed by someone i trusted dearly online, two days ago
This is about my 4th time being groomed .
And whenever I get these bad thoughts about my groomers I always watch this video and it helps me calm down and make me feel that I’m not alone and that grooming is a serious situation itself
Every groomed person in this comment section deserves better honestly ☹️💙
i'm very sorry you had to go through that and i hope you get treated better in the future
i relate too much to this video. im sorry that this happened, you didn’t deserve any of that hell. you deserved better.
Tw: Gr00ming, p3d0philia
I understand how you feel. Currently dealing with the fact i was kinda.. Gr00med growing up. Just about wvery guy in my life has hurt me in some way. But i just wanna say, I'm proud that youre spreading your story to bring more attention to the fact that this kind of thing does happen. Thank you. Youre so brave, and a great role model.
I am glad when people speak on these things and I hope it helps you heal and feel like you aren't alone.
I was a young adult but still basically set into a trap by a family friend. Guilt tripped, threatened, forced to do a few things I just did not want to do. Things I still look back on in shame and horror. Isolated from family and friends when I was only seeking a deep connection after my mother's passing. My friends ended up saving me and he ended up passing away from COVID. An unnatural part of me is a bit sad and another unnatural part happy. This Icey cold, claustrophobic, suffocating, dark encapsulating feeling I don't wish on anybody and I pray people become more aware of it and how to escape it.
Have courage. Don't stay. Ask for help.
I’m so sorry you have had to go through all of this. As someone who has been though things like this multiple times I understand completely how you feel and I hope you get through this
it’s awful that you got in trouble when your mom found out about you and brown, i’m sorry you had to go through all of this
I’m sorry you went through this. No one should ever have to suffer that type of thing. I hope things are getting better for you now, you deserve greater things in this life.
To those of you here in the comments who went through this awful stuff, I'm very sorry you dealt with that.
Sadly, there are sick and twisted people in this world, and I don't understand why they do this stuff, but none of you deserve to go through it. I think you're worthy of love; REAL love, whether from a partner or platonic love from friends and family, and you deserve to have genuine healthy relationships that you are comfortable in with people who respect your boundaries. And I hope that you can have those happy, healthy relationships because you deserve to feel genuine happiness and comfort. I know these kinds of things causes trauma and takes a lot of time to heal from, and that's normal. I wish you luck on your healing and I just hope you're all doing better now.
I'm an adult who has never gone through stuff like this, but I can only imagine by watching videos like these and reading about people's experiences that it must be godawful to go through and I really hope you're all doing okay now. You're all very strong
I’m so sorry. I know exactly how you feel I have been the victim of online grooming many times and it hurts so so much when- you think they actually love you and then you realize- they don’t. They love your body. And I feel so so bad for everyone who’s had to go through this as well❤
What you've gone through was horrible! I'm so sorry you had to bear all of that, you never deserved any of it,,,even though I may not fully understand what youve been through It must be scarring and horrible :( I'm really proud of you for staying strong amidst this and that you're able to express yourself through this, it takes a lot to be open about this, you're a very brave and amazing person! God bless you, I hope everything goes alright, have a nice day!
Watching this… I am just so sorry. especially at 11… being groomed and manipulated like that is terrible. I am really sorry.. ❤
TW: SA, gr00ming and ped0philia
God this is so relatable. Back when I was 11 I was also groomed online. This one guy kept commenting hearts on my videos and always did comment when no one else would and I loved it. He was 19-20 btw. He messaged me one day and we went back and forth messaging each other. One day he asked “bf and gf?” And like the fucking idiot kid I was, I said yes, because for once I felt loved. Afterwards, he got so much weirder though, asking me for ya know n*des and I got so uncomfortable that I found out how to block his account and so I did.
Second time was when I was 13 soon to be 14 in a couple months. Online again. This person was 26. She was really nice and really sweet. Always sent me things and gifts which again, I loved as it made me feel special. We never were officially together, but we acted like a couple. She always always acted like we were together though and pressured me into things I didn’t want to, and to send her sexual pictures and stuff. I quickly got out of the situation with the help of two of my online friends and sometimes I miss her, but then I remind myself the trauma she gave me and that turns my thought process back around :,)
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as someone whos also been groomed, ive learned that we dont miss the person themself. we miss the fantasy and version of them we had in our head, once you fully get over the person, youll see how they truly were and how bad the things they did to a ful extent.
I am so so so sorry for what you went through. I’ve had similar experiences throughout my lifetime and I understand how utterly disgusting it can make someone feel. Please just never forget that you are NOT defined by all that shit and I really do hope that you can recover from a traumatic event like this.
when i was watching your videos i felt those moments that are really bad in life and i felt how hard it was with your parents who were almost abusive, but i almost got mad at this thing but seriously how hard has your life been with so many ventures, And why was it so BAD seriously bro
No clue. I just existed and men were like "it's free realestate >:)" /hj
But really, it's a combination of traumatized parents who shouldnt have been parents who let people do whatever to their kids and then get mad at the child for being traumatized by said events. I had undiagnosed and unmanageable BPD up till I was 19 (2020). My parents were abusive, they blamed me for being assaulted by my brother at 3, told me I was faking my mental illness all my life and my mom has multiple times has told me to commit not alive throughout my teens then gaslit me that it never happened. I didn't believe it myself until my little brother confirmed she did it on many occasions in front of him and it traumatized him too much to be honest with our parents. Like I said, idk but I got PTSD and BPD from it and it lead me to being groomed and abused a lot as a kid.
@@Siamesecat177 if it did, thats what those people want, some days i feel like the only thing that keeps me going is that i live out of spite. if im not alive, things could be twisted and no one would never know my side and i couldnt defend myself against it. but yeah, anyone reading this, stay strong, there is hope. /gen
I feel this on so many levels… I’m so so SO sorry you went through all of this. Sending lots of love and blessings, I really hope you heal and find somebody who will love you for real, not someone who wants to exploit you.
The fact that your pfp of Angel matches what your talking abt lolz, but still feel better soon Eden we’re here 4 u
I’m so sorry about this, a good person shouldn’t deserve this, your trust broken, toxic relationships… you shouldn’t deserve this at all, this must be hard on your life causing stress and trust issues, do be the fish..
New sub hope that’s better ❤
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Also my little sister was being hit on by someone way older than her, they’d say “ wow your so pretty” “ I wish you were here” stuff like that, that I comforted her and helped her get them to stool it still traumatized me when I was walking with my sister while we were out and some guy driver behind us and said wow some fine ladies there, and he was like 60…
I just had to deal with a really similar thing, luckily the police stepped in before it got worse. Im sorry you had to go through that tho and i hope youre at least a little better no
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I've been through this and therapy helps. Just stick in there. It has been hard to explain to my family why I am different but then they make me feel bad for even saying anything bc they make it about them or make the situation sound "not as bad." Its horrible what ppl can do and now I have to live with fear and emotional damage from selfish people who only knew how to touch. I am so glad I have my fiancee now. He has been helping me through the trauma since we met.
i relate to the first part a LOT.
(TW: pedophilia, grooming, s3xual)
when i was only about 8 i was on discord. i got a friend request from this guy! he was about 21. i accepted because i wanted a friend
but then before i knew it he was like "send nudes?" and i was like "what are those?" and he sent me one.
of course i was like: okay, whats wrong with this? and i sent nudes. he would tell me how pretty i am and how much he wanted to have sexual intercourse with me. i was happy when he said he might fly down to where i am (i told him where i lived) but he wasn't allowed to because his family found out. he blocked me and i never knew why and thought it was my fault. timeskip a few years later and i finally know what happened to me
Holy shit, im so sorry you had to go through that
That’s disgusting. I hope he goes to hell. You never deserved that.
I’m sorry u had to go thru this
TW!: Gr00ming, mentions of s3xual abus3/trauma, Abus3 in General, p3d0philia, z00philia, cursing, S3lf harm, Su1c1d3
I unfortunately relate a lot to this video and a lot of the other vids you've made in the past as well, but it does at least help me heal a little to know that I'm not alone in what I've experienced, your videos always make me feel less alone and make me feel a little closer each day to coming out with my own story
When I was only 14 my family member who I looked up to more than anything invited me to a furry p0rn server that was meant for only adults. I was introduced to f3ral p0rn there as well as ch1ld p0rn and was groomed for a very long time into thinking that gross stuff was normal and ok (I no longer do luckily), and there is where I met my gr00mer, and the worst person to ever enter my life. He was 16-17 (can't remember which) while I was only 14 when we got together. He constantly guilt tripped me into doing f3ral p0rn artwork/RP's with him and would get angry or emotionless with me when I didn't want to, and since I was an impressionable autistic kid I nearly always did what he asked me to. He constantly threatened me with Su1c1d3 and s3lf harm whenever I tried to leave him and he's actually one of the main reasons I myself started to s3lf harm (I no longer do, 3 1/2 years clean). He sent a hacker after me and my friends at one point which terrified me, he tricked me with an alternate account and so much more. He basically taught me not to say no to s3xual advances
I left him when me and my current bf became friends and he really helped me to stay away from my ex, and to heal. Eventually I went full no contact with my ex and my bf started to help me really heal and learn that saying no is ok if I don't want to do something sexual, and currently I'm doing a lot better with that
My bf has helped me heal in so many ways and I seriously appreciate him a lot
To everyone out there, if you're going through a similar situation, you can get through this. You can leave that horrible person you're with and heal, it may take a long time, but I believe in you, and know that you're never alone, there are so many people that feel your pain. Also know that it is NEVER your fault for someone else treating you horribly/gr00ming you, that responsibility is solely on the abus3rs shoulders
Stay safe out there everyone ❤️🩹
-Velvet
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I don’t know what to say, but please know your not alone, and sadly I fully understand what you’ve gone through and all I gotta say is it gets better I swear
I hate the people out there like that. I hope you never have to go through anything like that ever again
I hate when people are like this, you can’t even trust one person.
tw: grooming/abuse (?)
Kind of can relate: I was in a relationship with another girl in my class. She was SOO nice at first, but she changed and… she started putting up this stupid cringey act. Whenever she would do anything wrong, she would say that an entity named “Michael” possessed her to do it and she would act crazy and weird at times. My mom knew that she was a bad influence on me (I didn’t tell her about the situation), so she separated her from me and told the teacher to make sure that we stay away from each other, but I was so desperate that I kept finding ways to communicate with the girl.
Looking back on it now, I feel like she wasn’t nice in the first place: it was just a manipulation tactic. It got to the point where I wanted to stay with her so much that one time when we got into a physical, fight and I had bruises all over my legs, I told my mom that we were play fighting and that was the cause of it. I have to say, I think she just liked to see me cry. She’d hit me sometimes and… I still cared for her. A lot.
Im sorry. I think she pretended like she had mental issues so people would exuse her actions. Sorry you had to go through all that
I…I went through something similar…and getting over the trauma is terrifying…it is never easy…I’m so sorry this happened to you…and I hope you are in a better place with better people..
People can be so sick…my ex and I knew each other since we were young teens….and he was so manipulative…and so suicidal…I was always afraid of escalating things…he insulted my friends and isolated me from my best friend because he was another male…he asked for the same thing…over and over every day even when he knew I was not ok with it…he begged..he pleaded….and he got angry if I ever said no….
Again I’m so sorry this happened to you…
I‘m not going to vent here, but I will say *damn this is a great animatic*
Ok this is the third venting video I’ve seen. I hope one day we can spread more awareness so that humanity can get rid of this problem. Also I hope this creator is doing well now and doesn’t have to deal with this anymore.
I'm so sorry you had to go through this all I want to do is wrap you up in a blanket Drop you off in nice warm comfortable bed with a bunch of pillows and give you a bunch of your favorite foods and just binge watch comedy movies. Or something like that because you never deserved that you are an amazing person. I can already tell by that, you deserve better. Also if you need somebody to talk to you can talk to me if you want anytime anywhere I'll be here.❤
This is honestly so terrible and I emphasize with you. Went through similar experiences and it completely destroyed me more time then I can count. I wish you so much luck and love (true unconditional love) through your journey if you've healed from it yet or not.
God all of this is awful, can’t believe you went through all of this. I hope you’re doing better now and that you cut contact with all of these horrible people :((
I sadly relate to this but it was only one person I hope you get better Eden ❤
Although I love this song, I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you get better. I feel so awful that people out there are evil like this. I hope you feel and get better ❤️🩹.
Im so so so sorry... This must have been so heartbreaking and terrible for you. I hope your better... And if not i pray you get better! ❤
Lots of support here❤
It’s so disgusting how people do this to kids who don’t know that this can f**k up both their lives 😕
I hope for your later life you can live like it never happened, more so I know you can and I’m just trying to manifest it for you
I feel your anguish.........., This is so sad man, i'm so sorry ='(
I feel so bad really, I'm crying, why life is so cruel..... (sometimes)
This is horrible.
I was touched by my grandfather and visually raped by my neighbor.
I told my parents who didn’t care.
This is disgusting and you showed it in such a beautiful way.
what does it mean to be *visually* raped? (i know what rape is, i just don't know what it means to be raped visually is it like flashing in an extremely sexual way?
WHAT? I'm so sorry that happened to you... I hope you're doing okay....
Call the police. Please.
@@V1X3Yu i think its like in public or outside, like beside someones house in a neighborhood for example.
I’m so sorry you went through that, you don’t deserve any of that, hope everything is better now.
The way i immediately understood exactly what this feels like. I was talked into sending when i was 7 and my mother still blamed me. 🙁
gosh ur so relatable.. absolutely love this
Im so genuinely sorry you went through that it mustve been so hard especially with your parents punishing you for it when it wasnt your fault its so disgusting that people do this often and not see how its bad the blue one gained your trust as a friend and backstabbed you that was probably horrible i suck at writing things like this but i just wanted to apologize for all that happened to you
sending all the love i can 💛 it breaks my heart to know this is how the world is sometimes. I really hope you can move on from this and become a stronger person and a better you. I have had my own SH and SA stuff and it's so hard not to put myself down over it or compare to someone else's story. In nearly every case it's "what happened to me wasn't as bad as this" which isn't a good thing. I'm trying to get better with that but I think I need professional help for that (among many other reasons, im not doing so well mentally)
also, i just wanna say i really loved the drawings. they're very expressive and cool and similar to how i'd wanna be able to portray things some day whenever i can actually draw. the whole video in general just captured my heart and you did a good job with it.
2:11 and 3:45
The way, the pupils sink, once that is said. Is so painfully crushing. Like are you serious?? Why why why why???
its so disgusting what people do,im honestly so sorry that you have gone through such trauma,i wish i could honestly just give you the biggest hug ever,you never deserved it.
I hate those types of people… they’re horrible! I’m so sorry that you had to go through all of this! Nobody deserves it! Something similar almost happened to me back when I was like 11, but my Dad saved me the day by deleting my old social media accounts. I’m still scarred.
I've fortunately never been groomed before, but my heart goes out to those who have. I've known people who have been SA victims and the reality of it is genuinely really upsetting to me. I've been in relationships where I've been used before, but I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to have your autonomy taken away so severely and to be manipulated in such a way. I hope that there is justice for everyone who has had to go through this kind of thing someday.
I'm so, so sorry you had to go through all of this, dude. I hope you have better people around you nowadays :/
no body should go through this, or needs to go through this!
I'm so sorry about what happened❤❤
I really hope you got out of those situations safe !! And we are really proud of you
i hate how much i relate to this at 14. Im genuinely so sorry for everything that happened, you deserved so much better and it sucks that people like that exist. Ik i dont know you at all but i care about you so much and im so proud of you for surviving all of that :)
Ik this is so random but I love how you drew everyone as cats lol. Also I’m so sorry this happened
felt that, pretty similar things also happened to me 💀 Idk I feel like parents need to keep a closer eye/warn kids more about this stuff and not blame them if it does happen.. Cause that's the last thing a kid going through this needs.
I've never experienced anything like this before so I can't even imagine what's it like to be manipulated like that😞 prayers coming to you and everyone else In the comments
I hate that people think that it’s ok to manipulate people it is so not cool, I’m sorry to anyone who had to go through this kind of thing. 😢
Im so sorry this happened to you. Nobody should ever have to go through this EVER. I will never let anyone use me ever again. Worst experience ever...
Cw/Tw: Grooming, not that explicit, sorta mental breakdown
Vent
I just got out of my 5th(?) grooming situation and this hits home
I dont know how this keeps happening to me
I dont know what i did to deserve it
I cant just tell my family because they’ll guilt me into believing its my fault
I cant tell my friends because theyll make jokes about it and belittle me
I need help
Im spiraling into a depressive rut and i know it will probably lead to me just getting into another toxic relationship with some sick, mentally deranged adult who’ll make me feel more like a piece of shit than before
im so sorry ive been through a similar thing at 13 its horrible. the trauma sticks with you but your so brave for venting about this
I’m sorry that you went through this, I hope you are doing better now
I feel so bad for you especially since you had to go through it multiple times
I’m conflicted about saving this one because watching that made me physically ill, but I also have mad respect for you on surviving that. I don’t even understand how some people have such… corrupted lives. Part of me wants to share this burden, but another part knows that won’t help.
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Wow. I need… something. I need to help, but all I have is my voice. And blue wasn’t actually help either. I am sorry.
I had a friend who groomed me into dating and doing inappropriate role plays when I was around 14-15 she lied about being younger than me so when all the things she did were revealed she would look innocent she wrecked a lot of my friendships with others and turned her fans against me even a TH-camr who was a legal adult took her side even though she was clearly in the wrong and a bad person I never would've gotten out of that relationship with her if it hadn't been for two of her ex friends who I also knew they had access to horrible things she had been saying behind my back together my friends and I exposed her so she wouldn't keep throwing dirt on me and for the most part it worked and I cut all contact with her the friends who helped me no longer really talk to me but I'm still grateful for the lengths they went to just to help me I want you to know that even though the pain and memories won't ever disappear you can find strength as time passes you're very brave and strong and you will get through the down of life ❤
I went through something extremely similar when I was a child, nowadays I feel like I can't keep a relationship unless I'm sexual and it's painful...
what the actual fuck..thats disgusting.
i am so SO sorry you went through this. you do NOT deserve this type of treatment. im actually so sorry
they are all the same Basterds I was stupid to think they were not, even my friend to ehh I'm sorry you as well went through this, this fliping sucks, just hell
I’m so sorry you had to go through that
Omgs I’m so sry, I can’t really relate to this but it must have been so hard. I can see from the other comments that many others have gone through this, hope u feel better soon.
Im 13 and ive been dealing with this since 8, i was sexually abused by someone who i thought was my friend, my boyfriend is sexualy abusive and ive been groomed and groped by men older then 15 (15 youngest that i didnt know and 47 oldest) i deal with this on a regular basis.
Jesus christ, is there anyway you can go to the police or tell someone? That's disgusting
Honestly sorry if this vent is long, i haven’t told anyone yet it’s something that pains me when i look back at it a lot
TW: Sexual talk,manipulating,ped0phillia, self-h@rming
So when i was just about 11 i met this person a a game. We started talking and honestly had a lot of fun and laughs together. They were 17 at the time. Sometimes in the chats they would say things like “hugs them tightly/closely” or “mwa/kisses passionately for a long time” I was young so at the time i didn’t notice the red flags. They would tell me that they loved me and i was the cutest person they ever seen, and couldn’t wait to meet me irl. I felt like i loved them. It kinda turned into a full toxic relationship. Eventually it went on to discord, where occasionally they would try to roleplay and have sex with me. They would say things like “i can’t wait until i see you in this position irl” or “i would love if we were actually doing this right now”….As well they insisted that they would love on me so much when we “lived” together…I would just play along as young as i was i didn’t think anything about it. As well if they said something and i disagreed or said otherwise they would say they slapped or hurt themselves, which made me apologize and feel bad for being “mean” to them. They would ask for photos of me sometimes and when i sent them they said they were going to cuddle with them… Eventually they were planning to make a future with me.. Such as me coming to live with them when they graduate college or them literally asking where i LIVE! Which i gave to them…. this went on for a few years.. and eventually i just stopped talking to them because of problems in my family (which was somewhat in recent years) Shortly before i stopped talking to them i began self-h@rming…I felt so bad at the time and no one even knew to try and help me…I feel a lot of guilt towards the fact i stopped talking to them till this day. I feel as if i am wrong. that i probably hurt their feelings for doing that….That i’m just over reacting and the whole thing was just me making silly mistakes….
sorry if this was long, i just needed to get it of my chest
Oh my,... i am so so *SO* sorry you had too go through this you did not deserve any of it and you are a strong person and I rlly hope your ok 😢
And I can sorta relate with your pain but again you did nit deserve that and you need too know that
And reading and seeing yours and other people's storys and thinkg of my own it just makes me sick too my stomach how disgusting and twisted our fellow human beings can be
Im so sorry you have to go through that. Such disgusting men
hey, i just wanna let yk you arent alone, i guess thats obvious though unfortunately true.. but ive been similar situation w/ age etc and i hope you're in a much better and safer place now
I'm so sorry you went through this what they did to you doesn't devalue you as a person it doesn't make you less beautiful and it most certainly doesn't mean you deserve less respect you deserve to be loved and supported and i hope today in the present you're getting the help and support you need from friends family and loved ones I hope you're doing yhe things you love with the people you love you deserve to be happy ❤
i am so sorry for what you have been through.. you think it's over, but it isnt; the inevitability of this is just on you. it knows what its doing, but in other words i hope you have been doing okay and have really great friends that arent like the ones you met.🫂
i’ve gone through something very similar online and in real life and it’s just purely indescribable if people haven’t gone through it themselves and i feel bad for the people who have gone through it because it sucks and they beat themselves down about it if they send things back. when i told my parents about this guy who did this to me my mom cried and my dad was very very upset about what had happened. and when i told the school about this one guy that went to my school that was doing these things all they did/said was he’s a guy and he’s changing and experiencing all these new things, also meaning they didn’t think anything of it and gave him a fucking slap on the wrist. i wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. but this is kinda also why im a lil into girls more then men. and i’m not saying women can’t do this too because ik they can and it’s horrible. but at my age they don’t have as much sex drive as men do.
Sending love to all the people in this comment section, i hope y'all recover well 💛
I like how their collar things tell their ages (hope your ok tho)
I was groomed aswell (in two relationships) and my family acts like its my fault, but i dont think they understand that its hard to just break off after they start sexualizing you that much since you've already grown attached and see them in a good perspective. And for me personally, I had even more trouble since i was always worried about making sure i make everyone happy no matter the cost-
I have now watched three of these vent videos with this song, all with a similar story and cycle. It's terrible, but just remember you, and your feelings are valid, and you are stronger than you think.
I'm so sorry you had to go through so much shit, I can only imagine what you must've of gone through. Also that just awful your mom just didn't take your side and assumed the worst... that shouldn't have happened. You deserve better then this, and I want you to know it isn't your fault people are just fucked up in their heads.
I hope your life gets better and find someone decent and not all of that. You really do deserve it. :c
Happened to me too no way :o (Joking abt trauma is my coping mechanism)
But seriously, I'm so sorry that happened to you, no one deserves this bs. I promise you that one day you really will (if you haven't already) find someone who REALLY cares.
Terribly sad how much I relate. I'm so sorry your went through this
I now am late and this was a year ago but am really sorry for what you went through I hope your a lot better now and again am really sorry for you no person should go through that it is horrible and disgusting to think a person could do that to a 11 year old it's horrible but i hope you get better and recover from that experience i am truly deeply sorry❤
I feel so bad for u,u didnt deserve what happaned to u,no one does and i hope u never get harmed again.I feel very sorry for u and wish u the best in the future.
I'm so sorry you had to go through thatI hate that people like that are in the world.
watching this is crazy after being assulted at the end of sa awerness month
I can relate so much, TW for grooming and other gross stuff
When I was 11 my mental health really fell off, and when going on Omegle I met this guy who wanted to see my body. I was desperate for approval and love. That went on for a while till I met more men. Alot of them were sadistic and liked to see me in pain, many of them would threaten me and scream for hours till I gave them what they wanted. By the end of it I would be crying and unable to sleep for days. Eventually I was influenced by others to make an account selling my body. I did and through that I met more and more people. The threats went on, I was often fearing for my life
This went on all up to when I was 14 which I am now. I only finally was able to escape a few months ago. I hardly remember those times it’s been going on for so long. All of that combined with other traumatizing events from when I was younger, the mental hospital, and other things SA related I felt broken for so long. I still struggle alot with my memory and mental health. I don’t feel like myself anymore, I feel like I have completely lost myself after all that happened
The things I was forced to do still haunts me. Yesterday I was completely zoned out unable to stop crying, that whole day was a blur
I understand how this may be as I've been in similar situations, way too many times. To add salt to injury my mom said it was the way I dressed too haha.
I got groomed not only by people online but when I was younger, by family. It cringes me to say that but I had family exploit me. I won't go into detail, but I will say this unlocked memories and I'm so so sorry this happened to you. It never should have and I am so sorry