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Mums crying every night from everything my dad did it makes me mad my hearts so pure but there’s things that can make me down bad for example mum thinks she’s bad as a mother my brother takes drugs just to ease his pain
The other day I found out my mum got raped when she was sixteen that’s 30 years of trauma and pain that fucks with my mind smile on my face but you don’t know my happiness is hard to find i got stress in my head so I vent Q
Life ain’t good without seeing ur mum happy she was on her last tenner I gotta work hard so things get better i hope you lot understand me when I speak about life I fight with my own mind have you ever met a girl who’s perfect it’s dangerous when she’s gone it’s gonna leave u hurting Ik that cuz I went though the same shit I look out the window and it’s raining it’s got me thinking bout the times I used to cry I say I’m alright but deep down Ik im dying inside medicine won’t help me get any better not even a bandage can fix this type of bleeding I be smiling so nobody can see it
Ig I gotta thug it out
They wanna doubt me it’s calm cuz when I’m up don’t shout me
Thank you to everyone who’s helped me I love you for that
And yo dad the shit u did was bad
It really makes me sad 😢 u didnt hit my line on my birthdays it’s supposed to be good day ik that ur not here and it’s for a good reason but that still hurts me
The way ur hurt mum 👩 I don’t wanna tell you too much about everything that’s going on I’m barely holding on how long can I hold on the man in the mirror is my only competition uno what’s funny I got full on test but i still got marked they don’t trust what u write so I speak in my rhymes
School ain’t taught me nothing that I can improvise the life I wanna live is what I dream 😴 I can’t get too comfy with sleep cuz I gotta make that dream reality if I was to owe anybody it would be my mum sometimes I think she deserves a better son I’m guilty with myself what have I done fuck all ig I’m a bum I won’t even lie and I put this on my life i wish I got to know my uncle from my dads side I wonder what life would be like if he was still alive he died at fourteen
Everything can change just in a blink of a eye my sister ran away I went too the bathroom I cried so much I went blind she went with my dad it left me wondering why be careful with any guy that’s in ur mums life I won’t say too much cuz what he did I can’t lie it really wasn’t nice now ik why my sister ran away I don’t even wanna say why
As a kid I was in my own world
Inside of a cold world I didn’t even know
But now I’ve grown so ik
Everyone has to go life ain’t promised

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