Started a new medication yesterday, a non-narcotic. Hopefully it helps with the anxiety. Coming off the street, after 8 months of hell, is more difficult than I could ever have imagined.
Going on 10 months of sleeping in the street, working 6 days a week still a struggle I'm saving to get a place. Still have at least 3 months out here. It's just so cold and lonely at night.
There's no giving up. Let it cruch me let the whole world come down and ill be there stronger than expected..my sad days come and go. But I'm also heading towards me healing. No one else can break me. Everything that happens is helping me to to becoming a beautiful nightmare ❤😊 ❤
We cannot stop fate, but we can help shape it. Fate overtakes us uninhibitedly, everyone has to wear the last shirt. ... What someone thinks of themselves determines their fate.
This is a place that feels full of only destitute and complete isolation. This is where you face off with that person in the mirror the quiet is where you have to remain until the quiet stops feeling like such a heavy weight. We are meant to sit with just ourselves alone even when the world is moving. We are removed of distractions to truly face ourselves. Before anything new and can exist outside this place you must have a place of acceptance of yourself to its very core the pain the thoughts so loud you can't drown them out. They aren't meant to be . They are meant to be accepted truly in the entirety because they are parts of your truth that you don't want to be faced with deal with or be seen. But you must see them for what they are embrace the entirety truly of all and find love foe those parts of you to become whole. They have been buried disconnected and need their true home. They had a place where they were born from in some way shape form or action. They are past but must be truly accepted even if they don't seem loveable or they disgusted they are still a part you created and need to be accepted and not hidden fro. Their self or be rejected. Just as the Heavenly Father loves all and forgives we must do this for ourselves. Until we can do this then this quiet that's loud will be where you dwell. When the quiet place that is heavy now changes into a place of solace that when you know you are on the way out of such a prison. Except it's not a prison it's a place of self reflection that is made just for you yourself. It's where rebirth happens wher d we truly grow into somwthing better something else. The past that's screams they won't be forgotten they get rebuilt into the new you where they become part of the whole. It's the hardest part of the transformation many shy away take the way out but it's because they can't wait and transform into the being they were created to become. This is not a pu ishment as it feels. We punish ourselves in this place but when co.ing into the time in here where instead of struggling with it all that you Coexist with it you become one where you walk freely in the dark or light both you exist as the balance of it all this is when being whole is what you becoming. It not for the faint of heart many give way but when you have a spark that exists the oxygen for it is waiting to ablaze it without realizing it that quiet place you want to escape becomes a place you choose to fine your solace that's when you know you are truly one of the chosen. Still being here there is a reason a new purpose that has been laying waiting in a resting state . It comes and is delivered unto you when you reach the place you are ready for it. The length of time it take you is strictly made for you. This is the Heavenly Father working rebuilding you. He has to make sure you are truly whole in order for the heaviness it comes with . For chosen alot walk alone. Like Moses leading his ppl. He grappled so many issues but quiet is what he craved his solace to keep himself straight. Put in this place because grabbing at all the distractions to avoid it can only last so long. That faint tiny voice and flicker it's waiting til you truly are ready and we get zero say in that we just have to do the work that was given to us to make sure ur truly ready for the heavy of what ur purpoae ans role will bring. So keep going the light is true it is real but only reachable when. You become truly whole. You may feel so alone but truly u are not. You are being formed but the Father Above. 🤝🤝✝️🛐🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
Fighting just for fighting sake might be the only state you can function sometimes though it keeping you moving and to find other that are fighting the same thing And you get better at it And function far better too Thanks for sharing A unique channel i appreciate it It's quite deep true and it is what it tell it the way i respect
Nothing can break a man more than a woman. Especially a woman that meant everything to you, a woman that you both believed to be spiritually connected. Next thing you know... You're left alone because the good was too good for them.
No it doesn't get easier You Just Learn to get better at it And learn to call the wolf me brother Ill stand and accept you too if you learn to accept standing with me too
Misery you insist that the weight of the world should be on your shoulders , Misery there is more to life than what you see my friend of Misery . is it time yet to call Cuthulu ?the mad arab told me all about him and the ancient ones . this world we're watching has'nt experienced true terror yet . i crossed the abyss and come back unscathed . i jumped into the abyss a complete madman and come back with the mindset of the ALL , THOTH showed me the way .
Heres another video that is me i have no family i have no one as i say im just a lone wolf in this hell hole of a world just hatein been alive why was i born i should have died in that car crash then id be dead like my parents why was i born im just left here on this hell by my self alone🙁😥
You always feel broken when you get a tune up you can't run hot all the time when you feel broken remember you have go slow with new parts you can't be true until the armor wears you if you can feel being broken that's because you are perfectly tuned
You are what you think. So don’t be broken! Rise above it. It’s all mental and spiritual. Warriors stand tall. Great message!!!
Some of us has no choice or opinion. My preference is outdated and obsolete in todays society. I speak the truth and you all call me a POOR LOSER.
Keep your money from your youtube views assholes. Good strategy exploiting the weak you fucking cowards.
@@ZippyMcDizzy34 You always have a choice...
@@ZippyMcDizzy34U are NOT a loser. Or obsolete. Speak it anyway. ❤❤❤
United we stand devided we fall. Time to pick up the pieces.😢 hardest thing ever until there is the 1 child that looks at you and smiles.
I'm brokenhearted but will survive and carry on ❤
It will pass in time
Better to live and move on, than dying in tragedy for some blind fools grandeur
Felt in every fiber of my being .
This is what ive always wanted to tell people but i know very few would listen let alone understand
I'm broken all my life each and every day so this has started a change in my life thank you 🙏
Started a new medication yesterday, a non-narcotic. Hopefully it helps with the anxiety. Coming off the street, after 8 months of hell, is more difficult than I could ever have imagined.
I also noticed a pain in my neck, small lump. Hoping it's not what I think it is.
Wish you the best with your situation🙏
Going on 10 months of sleeping in the street, working 6 days a week still a struggle I'm saving to get a place. Still have at least 3 months out here. It's just so cold and lonely at night.
Linkin Park - In the End
Yeah, I noticed the melody. I appreciate you using that.
RIP Chester.
There's no giving up. Let it cruch me let the whole world come down and ill be there stronger than expected..my sad days come and go. But I'm also heading towards me healing. No one else can break me. Everything that happens is helping me to to becoming a beautiful nightmare
❤😊 ❤
Super strong for that comment. 🙏
Its ok i'm there wirh you Brother 🧘♂️🥰💫
I'll stand with both of you as a brother for I'm here too
I'm here 💪🤘
I’m here🫵🫡🦾
We cannot stop fate, but we can help shape it. Fate overtakes us uninhibitedly, everyone has to wear the last shirt. ... What someone thinks of themselves determines their fate.
This one hit deeper than the normal...
Thanks infinite times and forever. I shall turn fear into steel. I will keep going sir and be an answer to difficulties.
Sad yet peaceful
This is a place that feels full of only destitute and complete isolation. This is where you face off with that person in the mirror the quiet is where you have to remain until the quiet stops feeling like such a heavy weight. We are meant to sit with just ourselves alone even when the world is moving. We are removed of distractions to truly face ourselves. Before anything new and can exist outside this place you must have a place of acceptance of yourself to its very core the pain the thoughts so loud you can't drown them out. They aren't meant to be . They are meant to be accepted truly in the entirety because they are parts of your truth that you don't want to be faced with deal with or be seen. But you must see them for what they are embrace the entirety truly of all and find love foe those parts of you to become whole. They have been buried disconnected and need their true home. They had a place where they were born from in some way shape form or action. They are past but must be truly accepted even if they don't seem loveable or they disgusted they are still a part you created and need to be accepted and not hidden fro. Their self or be rejected. Just as the Heavenly Father loves all and forgives we must do this for ourselves. Until we can do this then this quiet that's loud will be where you dwell. When the quiet place that is heavy now changes into a place of solace that when you know you are on the way out of such a prison. Except it's not a prison it's a place of self reflection that is made just for you yourself. It's where rebirth happens wher d we truly grow into somwthing better something else. The past that's screams they won't be forgotten they get rebuilt into the new you where they become part of the whole. It's the hardest part of the transformation many shy away take the way out but it's because they can't wait and transform into the being they were created to become. This is not a pu ishment as it feels. We punish ourselves in this place but when co.ing into the time in here where instead of struggling with it all that you Coexist with it you become one where you walk freely in the dark or light both you exist as the balance of it all this is when being whole is what you becoming. It not for the faint of heart many give way but when you have a spark that exists the oxygen for it is waiting to ablaze it without realizing it that quiet place you want to escape becomes a place you choose to fine your solace that's when you know you are truly one of the chosen. Still being here there is a reason a new purpose that has been laying waiting in a resting state . It comes and is delivered unto you when you reach the place you are ready for it. The length of time it take you is strictly made for you. This is the Heavenly Father working rebuilding you. He has to make sure you are truly whole in order for the heaviness it comes with . For chosen alot walk alone. Like Moses leading his ppl. He grappled so many issues but quiet is what he craved his solace to keep himself straight. Put in this place because grabbing at all the distractions to avoid it can only last so long. That faint tiny voice and flicker it's waiting til you truly are ready and we get zero say in that we just have to do the work that was given to us to make sure ur truly ready for the heavy of what ur purpoae ans role will bring. So keep going the light is true it is real but only reachable when. You become truly whole. You may feel so alone but truly u are not. You are being formed but the Father Above. 🤝🤝✝️🛐🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊
To understand your own shadow side
Is to understand it of others, to know whenever it faces you
DobRaRa🎉
Nobody's better than nobody we're all equal remember that 💯
Fighting just for fighting sake might be the only state you can function sometimes though it keeping you moving and to find other that are fighting the same thing
And you get better at it
And function far better too
Thanks for sharing
A unique channel i appreciate it
It's quite deep true and it is what it tell it the way i respect
Hardest video i ever had to face. But i'm glad we face it together. 😢❤❤
Peace my unknown friend ❤
Beautyfull...... ☠️☠️💪man, absolutyfuckinbeautyfull❤
It still hurts but I don't care ❤
I’m here for you
I. Got. The. Light ⚡👽💥🌈☮️☄️🌌
Nothing can break a man more than a woman. Especially a woman that meant everything to you, a woman that you both believed to be spiritually connected. Next thing you know... You're left alone because the good was too good for them.
Ghost is making feeling sad ghost also is the same
This is so sad it breaks my heart
Push through the pain and yes the silence they block you because they can’t handle the truth they think fuck you that’s pure evil
Well said
Thank you brother I’m still rocking
Heads up bro keep on pushing to better thinking a know the feeling
I will never quit. I will keep going. I will be a silent warrior.
Wish I had the strength to not care ❤
♠️
Is this done by ai or something else or someone else it's pretty good ❤
Dark Forces 💪🏻👿🔥
in school I protect He doesn't care about me anymore
Der Letzte seiner art
We are everywhere.
@@grampaj3416 everywhere and out of nowhere
Beware
Quem está por nós??
I like what you’re doing here. But could use less “bro, man ,and ya know” but other than that. Keep it up
No it doesn't get easier
You Just Learn to get better at it
And learn to call the wolf me brother
Ill stand and accept you too if you learn to accept standing with me too
Where they are now?
❤
Oh it's lonely as fu@# if you fight to be a good person you will truly be alone
347 # .. how is it you dictate my life word for word ?
Don’t judge no one till u walk in ther shoes and see what they have gone through
Misery you insist that the weight of the world should be on your shoulders , Misery there is more to life than what you see my friend of Misery . is it time yet to call Cuthulu ?the mad arab told me all about him and the ancient ones . this world we're watching has'nt experienced true terror yet . i crossed the abyss and come back unscathed . i jumped into the abyss a complete madman and come back with the mindset of the ALL , THOTH showed me the way .
In the end we die
👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👌👌👌👌👌👌🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾
Heres another video that is me i have no family i have no one as i say im just a lone wolf in this hell hole of a world just hatein been alive why was i born i should have died in that car crash then id be dead like my parents why was i born im just left here on this hell by my self alone🙁😥
YES BYE BYE YES
LIKE MAN HUNTS
These feelings are wrong made by ghosts theives
You always feel broken when you get a tune up you can't run hot all the time when you feel broken remember you have go slow with new parts you can't be true until the armor wears you if you can feel being broken that's because you are perfectly tuned
I'm broken all my life each and every day so this has started a change in my life thank you 🙏
💯❤️🤲🏾🦾❤️