"I was fine. And I took it for granted" was a line that instantly stuck with me and made me cry cause I never realised how much I took being okay for granted before mental health issues.
Joshua Paterson I can totally relate to what she going through. Everything in her life was fine and normal until it wasn’t. When your past comes back to haunt you when your trying to move forward, you feel like you don’t know where to turn or who to turn to. I used to go about doing things that were normal to me and put myself out there but now it seems harder because of mental health and what I’ve put in my own mind. It seems hard to get back to normal and now, I don’t even know how to feel or act anymore. Not I took it for granted but I just wish I could feel what I used to feel when I was at my happiest. I am still happy and I’ve grown through it all but I want to take better care of my mental health and make sure I don’t loose who i am while doing so.
Meredith is such a powerful character in this show it is unreal the scene with her and Jo talking about few days under the cover or wanting to give up hit the soul hard
Your right. That’s all I ever feel. I want to give up. But for some stupid reason I have hope. I want to die but I can’t bring myself to do it. I need someone like mer who will just be there me
@@mayamiller3334 Please dont give up hope ever. You deserve to stay here. I've been in your place, I wanted to die, to stop existing, I was in my own hell... I can't say I'm totally fine even now to be honest... But I don't want to die anymore. I have my episodes, I'm still a mess but I don't want to die. One day you will also find some glimpse of hope, and won't desire to die. I hope you will be able to find support/therapy/medication that will help you. Meanwhile try online support groups, I started with them. Don't overdo them though cause it might be too much; but maybe you will connect with people here or find support/help. Please stay, and just believe me that it will get easier💗💗💗💗🌹
Eugeniya Leshenko appreciate the thought that u care. but like I said, all I really need right now if someone to just hold me tight and let’s me know I’m not going to be alone and they won’t leave me. No one seems to understand that hugging for me, if only for a minute makes everything okay. Just the knowledge that they r there. That they won’t desert me like everyone else. And then they leave and I’m like oh shit why did I think it could finally be getting better
Both Jo and Alex didn’t deserve this ending. Alex would have never done this to his wife. I hate that they ended Alex the way that they did. He grew up from being a horrible person. Why spend all these seasons trying to make him into a better person to just end him like that.
JazzyLuv what?? Why didn’t know that??? Wtf why just why and when and how?. Please say that to me and spoiler I’m in season 14 but wtf why, how and when
she’s already been through all this, and now since the actor for alex is leaving the show, their probably gonna kill him off and Jo will have to go through that after finally becoming happy
For Jo: I am SO GLAD they touched on this subject again. Its VERY different than what Mar went though. proving that Depression shows differently. This is So relatable on so many levels for so many people. For Alex: I hate that he is having to go though this AGAIN. The man can not catch a break. BUT It shows how VERY REAL This is in so many people. Makes it feel like every turn you make. Someone else is having these types of issues. Im interested to see what they do for him as well.
I honestly understand Jo having depression. I got diagnosed depression a few months ago and I've been doing the same thing, except drinking alcohol but I stay in bed almost all the time. My heart really breaks for Jo. I love her sm 😭😭
I'm here if you need me! I know this sounds like a cliché but it's possible to get better, same thing happened to me and I tried to kill myself but luckily I survived not everyone is that lucky. Don't give up cuz you can do it, you are strong, you are special and a really valuable person. Don't believe what's not true. My best wishes for you!!!!
Bless her heart. It's hard to feel this way and try to explain to anyone what you are going thru. You can't just "snap out of it'. I know it's not real but it sure hits home.
I saw a lot of people saying: "Jo Is strong she overcome many things It's too dramatic the way she Is dealing with the news" she Is broken because since she was young she ran away even when she was happy and had the attendance to violence she didn't know why and her friends and Alex made her feel good about her personality and build her a safe base, Now when she knows the truth that base Is crumbeling and all of those feeling about her behavior kind come back, It gave her a reason to why she usually ran away and she mess up good things In her life.. lead to self hate, I don't think she Is being dramatic. Hope she forgive herself and see that she Is kind.
Jo is my new favorite since she came. After rumurs of Meredith leaving the cast, I could totally imagine Jo being the new Nexus of the series. She is Dark and Twisted, but she has something Mere as taken a long time to have: she is a survivor with a smiling heart.
« Is this you telling me that you just need a few more days under the covers until you can go back to work or are you telling me that you want to stop? » This stuck with me and made me cry and think a lot. These are my two favourite characters.
she is such a good actor.. I can't believe what they did yo her though..they broke her. I also relate to her so much. I shut people out when I don't want to talk.. but anyways, good job.
I love jo and mers friendship. Jo is such an amazing actor and doesn’t deserve Alex leaving. His character didn’t deserve the ending it had he was written off horribly
This is such a beautifully made video wow. Whoever made this, you are incredibly talented and i hope the best in life for you. It shows such deep portrayal of jo’s pain and depression and the music used was just perfect with the video. Thank you for this.
Watching the scenes where Alex begs her to talk or eat etc... trying to get through to her is so surreal. I didn’t realize how heartbreaking watching that was realizing this is exactly what I did to my bf. For months almost a year he would just sit and talk to me trying to get me to respond but I’d just ignore him, he’d hold me while I cried just telling me its okay and he loved me. I felt like shit watching her spiral cause I did it I did it to him and he didn’t mind. I truly found the love of my life
This is... marvelous. I can’t stop watching it, such a great edit! I haven’t even gotten to jo’s character yet and I instantly felt a connection to her
A Jô é a melhor personagem que tem na minha opinião, e na verdade a que mais sofreu, sofreu até mesmo mais que a Meredith a história dela é tão triste ao mesmo tempo tão incrível a superação dela .
She deserves love. She deserves happiness. She deserves peace. She deserves a hug. She deserves to be told it's ok to cry. She deserves all of these things because she's not delicate but her heart is fragile. She's a badass but she sees only weakness. She's victorious but she believes she's always losing. SHE DESERVES MORE THAN WHAT THE WORLD HAS GIVEN HER. AND SO DO YOU!!!❤️❤️❤️😊
"Is this you telling me that you just need a few more days under the covers until you can go back to work or are you telling me that you want to stop?" "I don't want to stop, but I do." This hit me so hard
Breeann Walker please don’t give up. Start writing, listen to music, work on yourself. It’s tough I know but you CAN do it. Life is messed up and hard but think about the little details and moments you can have! You have your life ahead of you so try your best and breath, watch the sunset, go out and laugh a lot, enjoy being with yourself. You have the power. You can do it. Don’t give up. Please!
I have to say that this particular episode just hit me hard. Outstanding acting by the rape victim and spot on writing. My boyfriend and I cried out loud!
Omg that part when she said..”I don’t want to stop, and I do.” Like that hit me hard I’m literally in tears 😭💔 like jo I feel ya girl,..I feel ya! It’s like you don’t want to be dead,.. but at the same time you just don’t want the pain to be there anymore.🥺😓
I feel for alex too its hard being in that postion someone you love shutting down, not getting mad, sad or angry at you. Nothing. Its so hard. Also this isnt me saying jo is in the wrong i 100000% relate with how shes feeling but ive also been in the postion that Alex is in.
And this is why I would never stop saying that Alex would’ve NEVER leave Jo. It was so out of character. And don’t even say to me “it was for his children”. No, he could’ve been a great father and don’t leave his wife or at least have the decency to take the desicion to divorce TOGETHER. Jo would’ve been so comprehensive she would leave her whole life in Seattle just to see him happy.
Jo's story meant so much to me because I also have the face of a rapist. It's impossible to be okay when you know what your father has done to other people; what he's done to you. The rape kit scene felt so familiar. I remember when I had mine. That episode, the whole story arc felt like it was *for* me.
"I was fine. And I took it for granted" was a line that instantly stuck with me and made me cry cause I never realised how much I took being okay for granted before mental health issues.
Joshua Paterson I can totally relate to what she going through. Everything in her life was fine and normal until it wasn’t. When your past comes back to haunt you when your trying to move forward, you feel like you don’t know where to turn or who to turn to. I used to go about doing things that were normal to me and put myself out there but now it seems harder because of mental health and what I’ve put in my own mind. It seems hard to get back to normal and now, I don’t even know how to feel or act anymore. Not I took it for granted but I just wish I could feel what I used to feel when I was at my happiest. I am still happy and I’ve grown through it all but I want to take better care of my mental health and make sure I don’t loose who i am while doing so.
Felt that.
Do you know what episode that line is from?
@@aserve1 15x22
That line triggered a whole lot 😩😩
Meredith is such a powerful character in this show it is unreal the scene with her and Jo talking about few days under the cover or wanting to give up hit the soul hard
Meredith is the steady or calm in chaos! She steps forward not backwards.
Meredith x Jo bond felt really amazing (i am missing meredith her mood (since she is on beach whole S17))
“I don’t want to stop. And I do.”
So relatable it hurts.
Your right. That’s all I ever feel. I want to give up. But for some stupid reason I have hope. I want to die but I can’t bring myself to do it. I need someone like mer who will just be there me
@@mayamiller3334 Please dont give up hope ever. You deserve to stay here. I've been in your place, I wanted to die, to stop existing, I was in my own hell... I can't say I'm totally fine even now to be honest... But I don't want to die anymore. I have my episodes, I'm still a mess but I don't want to die. One day you will also find some glimpse of hope, and won't desire to die. I hope you will be able to find support/therapy/medication that will help you. Meanwhile try online support groups, I started with them. Don't overdo them though cause it might be too much; but maybe you will connect with people here or find support/help.
Please stay, and just believe me that it will get easier💗💗💗💗🌹
Eugeniya Leshenko appreciate the thought that u care. but like I said, all I really need right now if someone to just hold me tight and let’s me know I’m not going to be alone and they won’t leave me. No one seems to understand that hugging for me, if only for a minute makes everything okay. Just the knowledge that they r there. That they won’t desert me like everyone else. And then they leave and I’m like oh shit why did I think it could finally be getting better
Both Jo and Alex didn’t deserve this ending. Alex would have never done this to his wife. I hate that they ended Alex the way that they did. He grew up from being a horrible person. Why spend all these seasons trying to make him into a better person to just end him like that.
AMEN
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Yeah. That pissed me off
🥺🥺❤️
he could’ve been his kids life and still been with jo.
Jo is me after watching 15 seasons of Grey's anatomy and loosing not only george, Sloan and Lexie but to top it off McDreamy.
Agreed 😭😭
Okay but like samee
And Alex
JazzyLuv what?? Why didn’t know that??? Wtf why just why and when and how?. Please say that to me and spoiler I’m in season 14 but wtf why, how and when
I just started watching the show and I already knew that there were a lot of deaths BUTT mcdreamy really :(
She is SUCH a good actor. And Meredith plays SUCH a good character too! When Meredith was trying to help her, it was too sweet.
actress*
Nobody talks about her acting and it pisses me off. She's honestly one of *the best* actresses on the show!! ♥️
She was good , April was better tho
Yeah !!!
@@Jenniferx-su6pw so was Meredith!
Pisses you off?! everyone is talking about how her acting was amazing
@@alyssaprince1441 so was christina.
Jo has been through a lot in this season 😢 I feel sorry for her 💔
What seosen is that
@@anastasiaadams5683 15
Yes me too 😭😭
This season just had my whole mood put in one character
Lol u thought season 16 is even worse
Whoever thought this song would go with this video you were right.
What the tittle of song
@@elizabethmusonda599 When the party is over Billie Eilish I think
Thanks
Jo is a wonderful person.
she’s already been through all this, and now since the actor for alex is leaving the show, their probably gonna kill him off and Jo will have to go through that after finally becoming happy
I hope she's not pregnant to that would be a good storyline but sad....
Nah he abandons her for Izzie instead. I actually think thats worse then them killing him off.
@@katiemarie287 I would they rather let him go take care of his mom and divorce Jo than to just up and leave her for Izzie ..
@@janderson947 Yeah... This is just a mess..
They can't kill off Alex. That would be way to sick
For Jo: I am SO GLAD they touched on this subject again. Its VERY different than what Mar went though. proving that Depression shows differently. This is So relatable on so many levels for so many people.
For Alex: I hate that he is having to go though this AGAIN. The man can not catch a break. BUT It shows how VERY REAL This is in so many people. Makes it feel like every turn you make. Someone else is having these types of issues. Im interested to see what they do for him as well.
I honestly understand Jo having depression. I got diagnosed depression a few months ago and I've been doing the same thing, except drinking alcohol but I stay in bed almost all the time. My heart really breaks for Jo. I love her sm 😭😭
Asia Raven Brook Pettus im here if you wanna talk xx
The song please?
Emma Calixte it says in the title when the party is over by Billie Ellish
@@abbie799 thanks ❤️❤️
I'm here if you need me! I know this sounds like a cliché but it's possible to get better, same thing happened to me and I tried to kill myself but luckily I survived not everyone is that lucky. Don't give up cuz you can do it, you are strong, you are special and a really valuable person. Don't believe what's not true. My best wishes for you!!!!
i felt so bad for her... i’m so happy she decided to get help and she is going to get better 💓
Bless her heart. It's hard to feel this way and try to explain to anyone what you are going thru. You can't just "snap out of it'. I know it's not real but it sure hits home.
That last line “I don’t wanna stop....... but I do.” That really hit me 😔🤚
She is such a powerful character in that season
Can we get a moment for silence of Josephine Wilson?
I saw a lot of people saying: "Jo Is strong she overcome many things It's too dramatic the way she Is dealing with the news" she Is broken because since she was young she ran away even when she was happy and had the attendance to violence she didn't know why and her friends and Alex made her feel good about her personality and build her a safe base, Now when she knows the truth that base Is crumbeling and all of those feeling about her behavior kind come back, It gave her a reason to why she usually ran away and she mess up good things In her life.. lead to self hate, I don't think she Is being dramatic. Hope she forgive herself and see that she Is kind.
The reason is that you are everything that has happened to you. Every little thing in life that you experience makes the you part of your brain you
I'm so sad about Jo in this season
i swear if i ever was going through something i want this cast to be by my side they seem so understanding and kind
my poor baby:( i’m so glad she’s getting the help she needs
Jo is my new favorite since she came. After rumurs of Meredith leaving the cast, I could totally imagine Jo being the new Nexus of the series. She is Dark and Twisted, but she has something Mere as taken a long time to have: she is a survivor with a smiling heart.
ok but camilla's acting skills are amazing
god i love her so much. this next season WILL be her season.
This didn’t age well
« Is this you telling me that you just need a few more days under the covers until you can go back to work or are you telling me that you want to stop? » This stuck with me and made me cry and think a lot. These are my two favourite characters.
Me too
Jo (next to Amelia) has one of the most complex yet soulful character developments in recent seasons. She’s a survivor, baby. ❤️❤️❤️
she is such a good actor.. I can't believe what they did yo her though..they broke her. I also relate to her so much. I shut people out when I don't want to talk.. but anyways, good job.
wow her acting is AMAZING
She is so strong, i love her
I love jo and mers friendship. Jo is such an amazing actor and doesn’t deserve Alex leaving. His character didn’t deserve the ending it had he was written off horribly
She has literally became my favorite!
Jo's representation is more accurate than most of the other times I've seen it.
This is such a beautifully made video wow. Whoever made this, you are incredibly talented and i hope the best in life for you. It shows such deep portrayal of jo’s pain and depression and the music used was just perfect with the video. Thank you for this.
she’s such a great actress that i am crying from the scene every time i watch it
I love her so much! My comfort character.
Not only is this the best thing I have ever watched but the way Meredith treats jo is underrated.
Jo is like the love of my life 🥺💕
Watching the scenes where Alex begs her to talk or eat etc... trying to get through to her is so surreal. I didn’t realize how heartbreaking watching that was realizing this is exactly what I did to my bf. For months almost a year he would just sit and talk to me trying to get me to respond but I’d just ignore him, he’d hold me while I cried just telling me its okay and he loved me. I felt like shit watching her spiral cause I did it I did it to him and he didn’t mind. I truly found the love of my life
I felt so bad for Jo this season
Why is she depressed
amelia shepherd what season
Elif she found out why she existed
I love rewatching this it’s my favorite video no cap.
This is... marvelous. I can’t stop watching it, such a great edit! I haven’t even gotten to jo’s character yet and I instantly felt a connection to her
A Jô é a melhor personagem que tem na minha opinião, e na verdade a que mais sofreu, sofreu até mesmo mais que a Meredith a história dela é tão triste ao mesmo tempo tão incrível a superação dela .
i love how mer was trying to be there for Jo
Gave me chills
Jo deserved so much better
She deserves love. She deserves happiness. She deserves peace. She deserves a hug. She deserves to be told it's ok to cry. She deserves all of these things because she's not delicate but her heart is fragile. She's a badass but she sees only weakness. She's victorious but she believes she's always losing. SHE DESERVES MORE THAN WHAT THE WORLD HAS GIVEN HER. AND SO DO YOU!!!❤️❤️❤️😊
“I don’t wanna stop...and I do” hit hard🥲
deserves an Emmy's for this performance
"Is this you telling me that you just need a few more days under the covers until you can go back to work or are you telling me that you want to stop?"
"I don't want to stop, but I do."
This hit me so hard
This video absolutely shattered my emotions... I relate so much to Jo on her struggle and her depression.
0:00 I’m already crying 😭
This is so beautiful I love her so much ❤️ I subscribed xx
HOW am I only seeing this now? This waa amazing!
'i was fine, and I took that for granted.' shit that hit hard.
She’s broken and she tries and tries, she never gave up.
I love Jo 💓
WOW that made me emotional 🥺🥺so good♥️♥️
My favourite artist and my favourite character of Grey's anatomy together at one video i love that video thank you
jo is my favorite greys anatomy character
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when she got depressed it broke my heart to see her like that :(((
I know what she's going through. My depression is winning, I stay in bed all the time, cancel plans and isolate myself.
Breeann Walker please don’t give up. Start writing, listen to music, work on yourself. It’s tough I know but you CAN do it. Life is messed up and hard but think about the little details and moments you can have! You have your life ahead of you so try your best and breath, watch the sunset, go out and laugh a lot, enjoy being with yourself. You have the power. You can do it. Don’t give up. Please!
I have to say that this particular episode just hit me hard.
Outstanding acting by the rape victim and spot on writing. My boyfriend and I cried out loud!
Her 🥺❤️
I had a hard day and this doesn’t help it make me cry more
Omg that part when she said..”I don’t want to stop, and I do.” Like that hit me hard I’m literally in tears 😭💔 like jo I feel ya girl,..I feel ya! It’s like you don’t want to be dead,.. but at the same time you just don’t want the pain to be there anymore.🥺😓
Honestly season 15 was the best in terms of containing such deep meaningful contents in it.
jo is the strongest character from the show. I said what I said
Such a good edit
jo wilson rights!!!
Great use of this song!!
Oh my whole heart. 💔
why did i cry during this
Soo good!!💕😔
I feel for alex too its hard being in that postion someone you love shutting down, not getting mad, sad or angry at you. Nothing. Its so hard.
Also this isnt me saying jo is in the wrong i 100000% relate with how shes feeling but ive also been in the postion that Alex is in.
George n Izzie!!! Is the best
I love joe so much😭🥺
this was in my recommend after tonight’s episode 😓
Her character deserved better, and I don’t even want to talk about Alex 😤😭
You can't feel the pain unless you get it
4th time watching it 4t time crying
I honestly can't believe what alex did not even a real goodbye just a letter saying he's with izzie
Quem acha que a Jô é a melhor personagem deixa o like!
Its sad when she said to alex stop asking me or else i will leave you
I don’t want to stop. And I do.
This is amazing ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭
And this is why I would never stop saying that Alex would’ve NEVER leave Jo. It was so out of character. And don’t even say to me “it was for his children”. No, he could’ve been a great father and don’t leave his wife or at least have the decency to take the desicion to divorce TOGETHER. Jo would’ve been so comprehensive she would leave her whole life in Seattle just to see him happy.
Wow I'm so impressed..dear god help me become a doctor
Everything is just a lesson in this episode ❤❤
The music deeply connect with my soul
Jo's story meant so much to me because I also have the face of a rapist. It's impossible to be okay when you know what your father has done to other people; what he's done to you.
The rape kit scene felt so familiar. I remember when I had mine. That episode, the whole story arc felt like it was *for* me.
I just need someone to be there for me like mer was there for jo
Jo❤
Why did this only show up in my recommended videos now?!
correction... it’s jo karev
this aged well
I felt so bad for jo when her mom wanted nothing to do with her:(
I like the part when teddy hugs jo
Jô suffered so poor, Alex abandoned her
I bawled my eyes
Ok but their house is nicccccceeeeee😍
she just like me fr