I did in a fit of rage. Went to jail. Got diagnosed with a lot of mental disorders. Best thing that happened to me because jail was a blessing in disguise. I came out a better man and my family are thankful that I finally got help
Neither can I. I have severe PTSD after deploying to Afghanistan, & I wouldn’t dare do anything like this to my precious prince, or pretty little princess.
@@fullmoviesmate6100 that was brave to type. I hope you and your family are continuing to grow in a positive direction. And hope you continue to share that.
y'all might not understand the strength it takes for a child to escape this, then for the adult to heal & express this. RESPECT & MORE LOVE to our whole community; thank you Chris.
My "father" did the same thing to me and my brothers. I wish I could say it was because of drugs or alcohol, but it wasn't. He enjoyed torturing us. He loved that we lived in a constant state of terror. I forgave him, but he is not allowed in my life.
Raul Perez It's rough still. We're all in our 30's. So he is no longer able to beat us. Instead, he resorts to trying to turn sibling against sibling. He only likes you in front of other people. He tries to take credit for our successes and the moment he is displeased with you, he withdraws his love from you and goes on a family campaign in attempt to get the family to turn their backs on you. So you know who really has the power. I thank the Lord for my brothers and their ability to see through his games. I no longer hurt over this matter because my true father, God, furiously loves me.
We place people on pedestals, solely based on their talent. While we turn a blind eye to whether they were good to the people in their lives and those around them. I really appreciate Chris Rivers for sharing his story and truth. Domestic & child abuse victims are left to deal with so much trauma.
At the end of the day big pun will always be on that pedestal whether you like it or not. These are bullets attacking someone that is already dead, all of this shit is sad and true but that's what makes you a better man in the future and chris is damn well a better man than Christopher
I was raised in a very abusive home to. Although I've put my childhood behind me, this almost brought a tear to my eye brother. I remember my father chocking my mother with a metal hanger around her neck as he dunked her head in the toilet, I remember screaming, "don't hurt my mom!" What did my father do? He kicked me on my chest and chick with his work boots. I was only 6. IDK why you would do that to your own son, I would never do that to my son he's 5 and we have a very strong beautiful relationship. I'm giving my son the relationship I would have loved to have with my father. Anyway I'm rambling on now. Much love Chris keep making good music brother.
Thank you for sharing your story and Thank you for not allowing your experience to consume your heart with hate. Wishing you a life of happiness with your family.
Everytime I hear this song my tears come down...this song is deep...sad to say this is what happens in our Puerto Rican culture the men with the women,and the kids suffer it all...do you thing Chris dope song... keeping it 💯you can forgive but you can never forget...🙏God bless any female going threw this stay strong remeber your kids go before anything...😢
This song bought me to tears. As a fan of Pun, its hard to see him the same way. The visuals communicated his emotions and perspectives clearly. Hold your head brother.
I cried tears after this. I pray by talking about this that Chris is healed despite what he had to suffer. For those that may doubt this experience, please be mindful that artists are just doing their job by giving us amazing music. However, it has nothing to do with their humanity, their personal lives and sometimes it doesn't mean they are a better person because of it.
Facts he be spittin crazy knowledge im sure most his bars go over most people heads,his story telling is on point we need more like this from the heart dis shid fire!
I’m a die hard fan of pun but half of the people don’t like his son talking about his dad, his just a talented, and I grew up in violence I respect this song it’s very mature and that new one he has about loving his girl damn make me appreciate my wife, God bless you kid keep up the good work
Wow. Finally a song that has meaning.. Ppl ignore these issues with all the ig nonsense.. & filters... & so on.. just hiding pain... These are issues inna real life' im always a supporter of someone who can tell their story. This was deep disserves nothing but the best support. Much respect to this artist, & to the actors as well.
I went through it as well as a child, I feel you it never leaves your soul and it hurts if we allow our minds to go back there,We that survived must make home safe for our children and stay on the path of good parenting.Great music.
WOWWWWWWWWWW. Thats all I got. 1st off the beat is TOUGH AF, 2ndly, DAMN YOU Chris!!! I cant believe you made this grown ass man cry. This is something I hold dear to me because of my early childhood. Luckily I got out at an early age which is more than I can say for some of you poor unfortunate souls out there. Just remember that there is always light at the end of the tunnel and someone to always pull you out of that river (no pun intended) that you been drowning in for so long. Always speak up against abuse no matter WHAT kind of abuse be it child or spousal or even sexual. Never be afraid to speak up even if its against your own parents! You have a voice too no matter how young or old you are and you are the light that God created to shine brightly over the darkness. A few bumps and bruises don't make you any less of a person but DOES make you a survivor which makes the abuser a coward and powerless because thats all they are. Show your strength and have no fear because that is what darkness feeds off and the brighter your light shines and the afraid you become, the more powerless the abuser becomes. So be strong and shine bright because you're priceless and you're awesome. You're a child of God which already makes you awesome anyway so NEVER show fear, be strong, stand up and speak up against abuse. Oh and for you assholes who unliked this track are probably taking it personal because you're abusers yourselves
POWERFUL!!!! Respect Chris Rivers. Son of a Legend. Even though I am a Big Pun fanatic, I understand the falsehoods of worshiping idols, who deserve less than that. you are breaking off from your toxic roots, establishing your own identity - despite domestic abuse, that would have crippled most dudes, left them scarred for life and confused, yet, you are here and talking about your feelings, giving hope to other abused people, letting them know the real truth, that "hurt people, hurt people". And until we break our conditioning we will remain silent victims. I dig your style, young man, you represent real Hip Hop, like your Dad, but in your own way, without an equal. Your lyrical prowess is "beast" like your dad, but your manner of speaking is different, you are far more conscious than he will ever be. RIP Big Pun, live long his son, Chris Rivers, the real King. ✌️
If this was the 90s or early 2000 u would be it kid.....they dont wanna hear skill no more.... chriss rivers is the goat.... please keep it up.... theres still soiljers looking foward to your stuff.....jblaze...aka...godmaster...
I've never been through this but for all you innocent souls who went through this, all of you are amazing to talk about it and strong enough to express yall pain to us. AS A HUMAN BEING I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. no person should experience this pain EVER.
Amazing video God Bless you brother and keep creating motivational music. Your words will help change life’s . God Bless you Chris #LORDJESUSCHRISWARRIORS
Thanks brother my brother's and i went thru that and am the youngest 38now and it feels like it was yesterday fresh wounds...but even tho dad is been gone for over 25 years some how love him when he was sober..i feel you brother....
LATIN GALAXY Keep breaking those chains, and Remember Your Brothers and You are Priceless, Sorry you went through that, Someone is reading this right now and because of you they know they will make it through 🙏💙
Leona Whitson Thank you very much..thanks to my experience i get to see the pain in others and help..as custodian in elementary now in a high school..and as a father..life is good..
Another heavy hitter, it's brings a strong message to those who hid the pain on what goes on in their household....at one point and time in my life I also indured that kind of pain much respect to Chris Rivers.
Chris if tou ever get to read this.... Just wanted to tell you hiphop really needs you right now. You have the keys to bring back the real hip hop heads.
I felt like I was watching my past. My mother, brother and I were all severely beat by my dad on the daily. I've seen the worst when it came to my mother. And that kid with the arm cast reminded me of myself back when I was 5 and my dad threw me on the wall, breaking my collar bone. I grew up pretty mangled with broken teeth, and going to school where it was no different. Got beat up and treated like shit. Never knew how to stand up for myself. My brother and I got taken away, and taken in by a foster family, then later adopted. It was no different there either. My point is.. If you can't handle yourself, nor the set backs of having kids, don't have kids. Most of all, don't have sex if you cant be responsible adults. Especially when you handcuff your own kids under kitchen tables and bed frames while staying "busy" and having sex for hours in the living room, then later fighting...and beating the whole family up. My parents, both sets of them sucked.. And my whole life sucked and it still sucks. I appreciate you a lot Chris. Thank you. Would love to see you back in Edmonton!
Thts deep but so many live this life it's not the childs fault they didnt ask to b here. Thank you for everything you do I appreciate u. U show us tht anything is possible if you want it bad enough, and thank you for showin tht the grass is greener on the other side. I cried watching ths i can relate 😢💕💕💕🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👑🤙😍😍😍😍 i lived tht life, It's made me who i am today. U r inspiring i love you and ur family. Keep doing wht u do reach for the stars they r urs boo.....💕💕
Valerie Vazquez You are right Mrs. Vazquez the only other way from down is Up, So you keep on being that Strong, keep breaking those chains and know You Are Priceless, Someone is reading your story and learning that they can make it through too
Wow I was that kid that seen and lived through this exact same stuff, I pray that no kid goes un heard, and know just because you grew up like that you don’t have to be like that, you might grow up with insecurities or short comings that others won’t understand but you can get through it and be better than any man or woman who put you through that. I am not the best parent in the world and because of this I failed in a lot of things even in parenting, in ways my kids won’t understand, but I keep going and making sure my kids won’t feel empty and unloved like I did, Father’s and mothers keep pressing, kids keep faith and hope and you will shine, life’s beautiful. I hated these people that drug my sister and myself through this, I felt guilty for years because I felt like I didn’t protect my sister from this, I was old enough and I left running at times down the street leaving my freakin sister alone there. I always hated myself for that and I prayed to god to erase that guilt and I always hoped that my sister knows that I wish I could have done more, she grew up to be an awesome mother and sister. This does effect your life no lie, but the outcome can be changed, just be strong and have faith. Your not alone even if you feel like you are. Me and my sister were left by our father and raised in that hell by my mother and her boyfriends who did that to her and us, but now we both are trying every day to be better parents and to love life. God bless and great song
I remember seeing a documentary and it showed Pun beating on Chris's mom and I instantly lost all respect for that cat. Glad C. Rivers got up from that. So sorry for what you went thru, my friend. But I'm glad your art has found it's way to us. Thank you for sharing it, my dude. Respect!✌
Wow... I never knew this. The mom shouldn’t have stuck around, either. As parents, we’re obligated to protect our kids, and people who stay in abusive relationships are just as guilty as the ones who abuse. There are too many programs and too much help out there to say it’s too hard to leave. It may be hard, but you owe it to yourself and your children, most of all, to leave.
Every parent has done that whether man on women or women on man, in front of the kids too at least five times so cant hate on ANY HUMAN INCLUDING BIG PUN, WE JUST HUMAN, I NEVER PUT A FINGER ON MY WIFE ONLY TO BLOCK HER, SHE KICKED MY ASS MANY TIMES LOL
the society we live in today is solely surrounded by people obsessed with social media. bullies,popularity, fame. people put these things first before their children and family. REMEMBER LIFE is given once thats what makes it precious.
Makes me cry I come from an abusive household my whole life I seen my mother abused even when we were homeless and till this day she feels worthless due to how mentally abused she is. It adds the fuel to my artistry as a musician much love and respect to chris rivers
it was an absolute pleasure working with Chris and his team. Danny cinema keep doing your thing and to Chris keep flowing brotha show this generation that hip hop still exist. not mumble rap
Travis Hall thank you... to raise awareness for domestic violence towards women and children meant a lot to me and to have the honor to work beside Chris has definitely humbled me
I have agree Chris is real and his message is in his music to wake the masses the industry wants to keep us down and dumb wake up real hip hop prevails
Wow. Breathtaking all around. Not only the best song Chris Rivers dropped until this day to me, one of the best hip hop songs all around. Honest, authentic, vulnerable, powerful. I think this song will help many abused children like him find strength in it. Everything is right with Chris Rivers. The future. Hip Hop has something to say again. Thank you.
My song🔥🔥🔥 LOVE Chris Rivers I got to see him live wit Whiskers, Uncle Murda, Dom Flamingo I don't even know who he is lol, but Jada is my favorite Emcee, and The LOX killed that show playin' a few Songs from when their newest album "Filthy America" was released, but when they played their Classics from "We R The Streets" & Ruff Ryder songs Dope Money, and a few other bangers in Philly that was a live Ass Concert🔥🔥🎵🎶🎤💯💯💯
Powerful imagery, the father is probably a victim too thus why he was happy to see the peanut butter and upset when there was none, and the image of the child throwing the hands up in defense showing the father is a product of a brutual system of abuse deep stuff
I know a whole lot of fans gonna be mad but you can deny Chris Rivers his right to exercise his demons. Hottest/Realest Hip-Hop track I've heard in years. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I feel surprised of people that gone thru same issues that i been thru as i as a child. Your father was a big impact in my life but as life goes on i see we where the bigger men. Keep it up the support will always be there TWIN.
this video very powerful. Song just hits home so closely as well on the personal level. Good job Chris. Take that crown you build on your own and wear it proudly!!!
listened to the album. good job.. been a fan of urs ever since i seen a video a little over 10yrs ago of u rappin in the studio at 10... u were good then for ur age. amazing song nice verse on the Wu album.
Wow.... You have my support in any project you do. You are a brave man and when you have kids you will be so awesome as a father. I'm glad you are breaking this cycle.
First off, I'll say I absolutely love Pun's music, he inspired me to rap. This song here hit my heart like no other song I've heard. I know this wasn't easy to say and I commend you for even putting this out, thank you for this. When I first found out about how he really was I was hurt because I looked up to him, I wanted to be like him in a lot of ways. Much love and respect to you and yours bendiga de dios.
I grew up wanting to kill my own father for what he did to my mom. I remember it got to a point I was tired of him hitting her so I started getting in between them so he'll stop beating her because I knew he wouldn't hit me. So many days my mom used to walk around the house in sunglasses smh. My oldest sister to this day doesn't recall all the stuff that happened in our home because she used to tune it out and pretend it wasn't real. I contribute her blocking out what took place in our home to the reason she ended up in a long term relationship with someone that put their hands on her. But I've been forever scarred and struggle with relationships with people to this day. No child should have to witness domestic violence. This truly hits home. 😢
What sucks is that putting this kinda personal info is what may get him the spotlight he has been so deserving of all these years he's been spitting. Keep making good songs, God! We know you can spit, just keep making good songs like this!
Deep...Chris this broke my heart. I feel for you. I hope you made peace with the past. You are YOUR OWN PERSON. I wish you much success for you & your family god bless.
Dammmm... that shit right there brought tears to my eyes... I've never experienced the physical abuse of my father but was put thru a storm of drug addiction... God strength to anybody in this situation afraid that you can never make it out stay strong forever...
edwin gonzalez Sorry to hear that this happened to you, but So Glad to see those words use to, because that means you are out of the situation, keep on breaking those chains, You Are Priceless
thank you I love my mom but she was hard shes old know e I'm the only one of 4 sisters e 2 brothers still here helping her but I still carry some anger over that . I got a daughter that is 16 know I have don't do to her what was done to me we got to learn from the mistakes committed vs us god blees
No man should hit a woman, but no woman should verbally or physically abuse a man. If you're giving or receiving domestic violence please talk about it with a loved one. We all need each other and please help someone in the struggle.
@@melissajordan2998 I agree on that and thanks for voicing your opinion, but asking people why are they single has to stop as well. Common sense says people don't want to settle for less and end up in situations like this. The stereotype of being single has to stop. It pressures people to settle for less and do dumb things. Just my thoughts!
Chris, your flow when rapping like this, is the best I've ever heard you, You're incredible at rapping fast don't get me wrong, But the breath control on this is great. really really enjoyed the song. hope it's released anything you had built up and made you feel better. Peace man.
Daddy's long gone and he left you by your lonesome Thank the Lord for my kids even if nobody else want 'em 'Cause I think we can make it, in fact, I'm sure And if you fall, stand tall and comeback for more 'Cause ain't nothing worse than when your son Wants to know why his daddy don't love him no mo'
I'll NEVER understand how a man can SEVERELY HARM the ones that he is supposed to LOVE and PROTECT.
Well there some
I did in a fit of rage. Went to jail. Got diagnosed with a lot of mental disorders. Best thing that happened to me because jail was a blessing in disguise. I came out a better man and my family are thankful that I finally got help
Neither can I. I have severe PTSD after deploying to Afghanistan, & I wouldn’t dare do anything like this to my precious prince, or pretty little princess.
I have to agree if you love someone why hurt them when u say u love them
@@fullmoviesmate6100 that was brave to type. I hope you and your family are continuing to grow in a positive direction. And hope you continue to share that.
y'all might not understand the strength it takes for a child to escape this, then for the adult to heal & express this. RESPECT & MORE LOVE to our whole community; thank you Chris.
My "father" did the same thing to me and my brothers. I wish I could say it was because of drugs or alcohol, but it wasn't. He enjoyed torturing us. He loved that we lived in a constant state of terror. I forgave him, but he is not allowed in my life.
amberlongoria61 stay strong
Raul Perez It's rough still. We're all in our 30's. So he is no longer able to beat us. Instead, he resorts to trying to turn sibling against sibling. He only likes you in front of other people. He tries to take credit for our successes and the moment he is displeased with you, he withdraws his love from you and goes on a family campaign in attempt to get the family to turn their backs on you. So you know who really has the power. I thank the Lord for my brothers and their ability to see through his games. I no longer hurt over this matter because my true father, God, furiously loves me.
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Sorry to hear that. I know I made you a stronger woman!
@@amberlongoria61 Why don't you just cut all ties with him?
We place people on pedestals, solely based on their talent. While we turn a blind eye to whether they were good to the people in their lives and those around them. I really appreciate Chris Rivers for sharing his story and truth. Domestic & child abuse victims are left to deal with so much trauma.
Lets Snugglez Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
At the end of the day big pun will always be on that pedestal whether you like it or not. These are bullets attacking someone that is already dead, all of this shit is sad and true but that's what makes you a better man in the future and chris is damn well a better man than Christopher
Lets Snugglez
Well said
God Bless
@@J-money201I became a good man without my dad being a woman beating pos 🤷♂️
I was raised in a very abusive home to. Although I've put my childhood behind me, this almost brought a tear to my eye brother. I remember my father chocking my mother with a metal hanger around her neck as he dunked her head in the toilet, I remember screaming, "don't hurt my mom!" What did my father do? He kicked me on my chest and chick with his work boots. I was only 6. IDK why you would do that to your own son, I would never do that to my son he's 5 and we have a very strong beautiful relationship. I'm giving my son the relationship I would have loved to have with my father. Anyway I'm rambling on now. Much love Chris keep making good music brother.
Chuck Verse keep being a good dad thats all that matter
Thank you for sharing your story and Thank you for not allowing your experience to consume your heart with hate. Wishing you a life of happiness with your family.
Chuck Verse Lord I'm crying now like that's crazy how a person can act two different ways like that...you hurt your blood but praise your fans..sad
Wow.... Blessings... Thank you made it through you are NOT ALONE.. Thanks for sharing...
Thank you for sharing Chuck. God bless man
Everytime I hear this song my tears come down...this song is deep...sad to say this is what happens in our Puerto Rican culture the men with the women,and the kids suffer it all...do you thing Chris dope song... keeping it 💯you can forgive but you can never forget...🙏God bless any female going threw this stay strong remeber your kids go before anything...😢
This song bought me to tears. As a fan of Pun, its hard to see him the same way. The visuals communicated his emotions and perspectives clearly. Hold your head brother.
That's how i feel bro
It isn't about Pun. He has confirmed this.
@@TheShadowBrigade naw. watch that vh1 docmentary. big pun wife record a video in there house of him abusing his wife and kids. he did that shit.
Yup, it's him alright. @@rickymcgruder4868
I cried tears after this. I pray by talking about this that Chris is healed despite what he had to suffer. For those that may doubt this experience, please be mindful that artists are just doing their job by giving us amazing music. However, it has nothing to do with their humanity, their personal lives and sometimes it doesn't mean they are a better person because of it.
Dam.....I'm not the toughest nigga but dam this video was painful cause it's so true. I'M STRAIGHT TYRESE UGLY CRYING OVER HERE.....dam!!!!
underrated AF!!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Chris is going to have to fight hard to make it big. Because, his raps are too good America wants us to remain dumb and materlistic.
He made a fan of me today.
Ray Korupt true that
Facts he be spittin crazy knowledge im sure most his bars go over most people heads,his story telling is on point we need more like this from the heart dis shid fire!
Can't stop listening man real music
@@holysmokes6709 same
I’m a die hard fan of pun but half of the people don’t like his son talking about his dad, his just a talented, and I grew up in violence I respect this song it’s very mature and that new one he has about loving his girl damn make me appreciate my wife, God bless you kid keep up the good work
Fuck who don't like it. Pun was his father, he has the memories. He should express them with no regard to fans who most likely never knew him.
Wow. Finally a song that has meaning.. Ppl ignore these issues with all the ig nonsense.. & filters... & so on.. just hiding pain... These are issues inna real life' im always a supporter of someone who can tell their story. This was deep disserves nothing but the best support. Much respect to this artist, & to the actors as well.
Props to Chris Rivers...it takes balls to be real and reveal the truth...I pray he heals...
I went through it as well as a child, I feel you it never leaves your soul and it hurts if we allow our minds to go back there,We that survived must make home safe for our children and stay on the path of good parenting.Great music.
Dopest DV song yet from a Man's perspective.....much props to Chris for doing such song....RESPECT!
DEFINITELY HITS HOME, KEEP SHINING CHRIS RIVERS!! YOUR VERY TALENTED
YA TU SABE Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
WOWWWWWWWWWW. Thats all I got. 1st off the beat is TOUGH AF, 2ndly, DAMN YOU Chris!!! I cant believe you made this grown ass man cry. This is something I hold dear to me because of my early childhood. Luckily I got out at an early age which is more than I can say for some of you poor unfortunate souls out there. Just remember that there is always light at the end of the tunnel and someone to always pull you out of that river (no pun intended) that you been drowning in for so long. Always speak up against abuse no matter WHAT kind of abuse be it child or spousal or even sexual. Never be afraid to speak up even if its against your own parents! You have a voice too no matter how young or old you are and you are the light that God created to shine brightly over the darkness. A few bumps and bruises don't make you any less of a person but DOES make you a survivor which makes the abuser a coward and powerless because thats all they are. Show your strength and have no fear because that is what darkness feeds off and the brighter your light shines and the afraid you become, the more powerless the abuser becomes. So be strong and shine bright because you're priceless and you're awesome. You're a child of God which already makes you awesome anyway so NEVER show fear, be strong, stand up and speak up against abuse. Oh and for you assholes who unliked this track are probably taking it personal because you're abusers yourselves
POWERFUL!!!! Respect Chris Rivers. Son of a Legend. Even though I am a Big Pun fanatic, I understand the falsehoods of worshiping idols, who deserve less than that. you are breaking off from your toxic roots, establishing your own identity - despite domestic abuse, that would have crippled most dudes, left them scarred for life and confused, yet, you are here and talking about your feelings, giving hope to other abused people, letting them know the real truth, that "hurt people, hurt people". And until we break our conditioning we will remain silent victims. I dig your style, young man, you represent real Hip Hop, like your Dad, but in your own way, without an equal. Your lyrical prowess is "beast" like your dad, but your manner of speaking is different, you are far more conscious than he will ever be. RIP Big Pun, live long his son, Chris Rivers, the real King. ✌️
Indeed! New and Improved version. Pun would be proud I believe.
If this was the 90s or early 2000 u would be it kid.....they dont wanna hear skill no more.... chriss rivers is the goat.... please keep it up.... theres still soiljers looking foward to your stuff.....jblaze...aka...godmaster...
I've never been through this but for all you innocent souls who went through this, all of you are amazing to talk about it and strong enough to express yall pain to us. AS A HUMAN BEING I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. no person should experience this pain EVER.
Thanks man we try lol🙏 amen
This is such a strong message!!! Sy, your voice was angelic!!
yoshie Young she's also a great person at heart
Raul Perez, Yes she is a very awesome individual and an awesome author as well!!
Shed a few tears on this Chris😢 Great song brotha✌
Like, 4real though. Shieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
Me 2!
Amazing video God Bless you brother and keep creating motivational music. Your words will help change life’s .
God Bless you Chris
#LORDJESUSCHRISWARRIORS
Thanks brother my brother's and i went thru that and am the youngest 38now and it feels like it was yesterday fresh wounds...but even tho dad is been gone for over 25 years some how love him when he was sober..i feel you brother....
LATIN GALAXY Keep breaking those chains, and Remember Your Brothers and You are Priceless, Sorry you went through that, Someone is reading this right now and because of you they know they will make it through 🙏💙
Leona Whitson Thank you very much..thanks to my experience i get to see the pain in others and help..as custodian in elementary now in a high school..and as a father..life is good..
Another heavy hitter, it's brings a strong message to those who hid the pain on what goes on in their household....at one point and time in my life I also indured that kind of pain much respect to Chris Rivers.
Kenny Martinez I'm sorry to hear that about your past but glad to say the words past, Head Up, Keep Breaking Those Chains, You Are Priceless
This made me cry! BEAUTIFUL SONG!
Chris if tou ever get to read this.... Just wanted to tell you hiphop really needs you right now. You have the keys to bring back the real hip hop heads.
I felt like I was watching my past. My mother, brother and I were all severely beat by my dad on the daily. I've seen the worst when it came to my mother. And that kid with the arm cast reminded me of myself back when I was 5 and my dad threw me on the wall, breaking my collar bone. I grew up pretty mangled with broken teeth, and going to school where it was no different. Got beat up and treated like shit. Never knew how to stand up for myself. My brother and I got taken away, and taken in by a foster family, then later adopted. It was no different there either. My point is.. If you can't handle yourself, nor the set backs of having kids, don't have kids. Most of all, don't have sex if you cant be responsible adults. Especially when you handcuff your own kids under kitchen tables and bed frames while staying "busy" and having sex for hours in the living room, then later fighting...and beating the whole family up. My parents, both sets of them sucked.. And my whole life sucked and it still sucks. I appreciate you a lot Chris. Thank you. Would love to see you back in Edmonton!
Life ain't done yet man. Just keep moving forward.
You still pushing threw,big up for still being here.. Ive had to live threw some similiar shit..
have faith and be strong dude,there will be better days,glad you shared it
So sorry to hear this story. Sad.
I’m so sorry you had to endure that 😢
This song fr brought me to tears thinkin bout my past and where I'm at now life's crazy
Yo this track is deep, keep up the great work Chris. This track is fire and you now have a fan right here bro.
Very sad but Tru. Chris thank you for putting this in the light, I believe the world needed to see this.
Thts deep but so many live this life it's not the childs fault they didnt ask to b here. Thank you for everything you do I appreciate u. U show us tht anything is possible if you want it bad enough, and thank you for showin tht the grass is greener on the other side. I cried watching ths i can relate 😢💕💕💕🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥👑🤙😍😍😍😍 i lived tht life, It's made me who i am today. U r inspiring i love you and ur family. Keep doing wht u do reach for the stars they r urs boo.....💕💕
Valerie Vazquez You are right Mrs. Vazquez the only other way from down is Up, So you keep on being that Strong, keep breaking those chains and know You Are Priceless, Someone is reading your story and learning that they can make it through too
I am from the BX and I know what he gone through but at the end off the day God is with us Amen
I remember when many of that happened to my boys and I .
Thanks you the song
Mike Morales Sorry to hear this, Glad you overcame it, keep on breaking those chains, You Are Priceless
Mike Morales much love hope u out living that bulshit
Ani Thomas my brothers and i got better lifes for our familys. No bullshit in this crib
Wow I was that kid that seen and lived through this exact same stuff, I pray that no kid goes un heard, and know just because you grew up like that you don’t have to be like that, you might grow up with insecurities or short comings that others won’t understand but you can get through it and be better than any man or woman who put you through that. I am not the best parent in the world and because of this I failed in a lot of things even in parenting, in ways my kids won’t understand, but I keep going and making sure my kids won’t feel empty and unloved like I did, Father’s and mothers keep pressing, kids keep faith and hope and you will shine, life’s beautiful. I hated these people that drug my sister and myself through this, I felt guilty for years because I felt like I didn’t protect my sister from this, I was old enough and I left running at times down the street leaving my freakin sister alone there. I always hated myself for that and I prayed to god to erase that guilt and I always hoped that my sister knows that I wish I could have done more, she grew up to be an awesome mother and sister. This does effect your life no lie, but the outcome can be changed, just be strong and have faith. Your not alone even if you feel like you are. Me and my sister were left by our father and raised in that hell by my mother and her boyfriends who did that to her and us, but now we both are trying every day to be better parents and to love life. God bless and great song
Music with content and a message is so rare now, GREAT JOB!!!
That is a great song and video Chris Rivers 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
I remember seeing a documentary and it showed Pun beating on Chris's mom and I instantly lost all respect for that cat. Glad C. Rivers got up from that. So sorry for what you went thru, my friend. But I'm glad your art has found it's way to us. Thank you for sharing it, my dude. Respect!✌
zjaypo I saw the same doc. Pun did some horrible shit, pistol whipping his wife and beating the kids. C. Rivers you’re a strong man for exposing this.
Wow... I never knew this. The mom shouldn’t have stuck around, either. As parents, we’re obligated to protect our kids, and people who stay in abusive relationships are just as guilty as the ones who abuse. There are too many programs and too much help out there to say it’s too hard to leave. It may be hard, but you owe it to yourself and your children, most of all, to leave.
Every parent has done that whether man on women or women on man, in front of the kids too at least five times so cant hate on ANY HUMAN INCLUDING BIG PUN, WE JUST HUMAN, I NEVER PUT A FINGER ON MY WIFE ONLY TO BLOCK HER, SHE KICKED MY ASS MANY TIMES LOL
she also continuously cheated on him, according to Pun's sister. so, it was deserved.
@@kIDNEYKid-xt9uc So because someone cheats you can beat the with a gun? Nice fucking Logic. Beat your kids and wife are inexcusable things to do.
Man this song brought my child hood back as if I was going through it again. Thank God I became successfull
Most important hip hop record in the past 10 years
It is up there. Lupe's Song about a Young baby who was shot and killed in Chicago is there as well. it's called Jonylah Forever
Not better then trap queen by the one and only fetty wap😩
This and I’m Not Racist by Joyner Lucas
Agree same for Lowkey and Akala
Wouldn't say that
the society we live in today is solely surrounded by people obsessed with social media. bullies,popularity, fame. people put these things first before their children and family. REMEMBER LIFE is given once thats what makes it precious.
Makes me cry I come from an abusive household my whole life I seen my mother abused even when we were homeless and till this day she feels worthless due to how mentally abused she is. It adds the fuel to my artistry as a musician much love and respect to chris rivers
Wow.. A healthy way to release all that pain, all Gods' continued best 💯🏆🎯💰🔥
it was an absolute pleasure working with Chris and his team. Danny cinema keep doing your thing and to Chris keep flowing brotha show this generation that hip hop still exist. not mumble rap
Raul Perez are you the actor in this??? Even with no talking you did an amazing job brother
Travis Hall thank you... to raise awareness for domestic violence towards women and children meant a lot to me and to have the honor to work beside Chris has definitely humbled me
Domingo - That's Hip Hop thank you
Omg raul its china u in this video lol china from liberty wasup
Crystal Mideros hey wassup
Omg I never knew yall went through this…much love to Chris and star I love yall yall so dope im a big fan of both much love to Mrs Liza and family
This track choked me up like Ghostface's "All that I got is you". POWERFUL
What I respect about Chris is that he’s him self! Not trying to fit in... The Best is yet to come He keeps getting Better!!!!!
Damn this is hardcore. Big ups to the artists that use their talents to shed light on social issues.
I have agree Chris is real and his message is in his music to wake the masses the industry wants to keep us down and dumb wake up real hip hop prevails
Wow. Breathtaking all around. Not only the best song Chris Rivers dropped until this day to me, one of the best hip hop songs all around. Honest, authentic, vulnerable, powerful. I think this song will help many abused children like him find strength in it. Everything is right with Chris Rivers. The future. Hip Hop has something to say again. Thank you.
That's whats up
Peace God that touch me stay winning your vibe is only for the brave hearts that travel through life not know what's coming next...💪💪💪💯💯💯
You're very tough and brave for putting this song up. Keeping it real deserves 100% respect.
You're your fams Knight now ❤
Lyrical assassin too Chris
My song🔥🔥🔥 LOVE Chris Rivers I got to see him live wit Whiskers, Uncle Murda, Dom Flamingo I don't even know who he is lol, but Jada is my favorite Emcee, and The LOX killed that show playin' a few Songs from when their newest album "Filthy America" was released, but when they played their Classics from "We R The Streets" & Ruff Ryder songs Dope Money, and a few other bangers in Philly that was a live Ass Concert🔥🔥🎵🎶🎤💯💯💯
It takes a real one. Respect.
Thank you for being courageous enough to shed light on your story.
Powerful imagery, the father is probably a victim too thus why he was happy to see the peanut butter and upset when there was none, and the image of the child throwing the hands up in defense showing the father is a product of a brutual system of abuse deep stuff
2020 and here I am again .. been the mom is this situation .. ..Chris you are truly special .
Before we are influenced by the atrocities of the world, we are innocent and pure, a child. 4:28
Griimnak Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
Tell your story young man! Be an open book! Love the song, and keep speaking the truth
Deep track @ChrisRiversMusic 🔥🔥🔥🔥
I know a whole lot of fans gonna be mad but you can deny Chris Rivers his right to exercise his demons. Hottest/Realest Hip-Hop track I've heard in years.
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Thank you Chris
Damn a message the world needed amen Lord knows I've been dealing with these demons but not alone ....
Wow.....goosebumps...
All I can say is wow... What a song.. And video to pair it. Hats off.
Solid message riverz! 🔥💯💯
Beautiful! Don’t stop brother keep pushing you musik ! Never give up! Capićhe
This was brave as hell Chris. May you and your family never experience this pain again.
I feel surprised of people that gone thru same issues that i been thru as i as a child. Your father was a big impact in my life but as life goes on i see we where the bigger men. Keep it up the support will always be there TWIN.
Been saying you're next Chris. These are the types of records we need from You! Raw emotion. I absolutely LOVE IT.
this video very powerful. Song just hits home so closely as well on the personal level. Good job Chris. Take that crown you build on your own and wear it proudly!!!
listened to the album. good job.. been a fan of urs ever since i seen a video a little over 10yrs ago of u rappin in the studio at 10... u were good then for ur age. amazing song nice verse on the Wu album.
Love this song Son NYC up Heart Felt every time I hear it 👏🔥🔥💀💯💪🙈🙉🙊💀💯💪
Beautiful song brotha, heart felft
Wow.... You have my support in any project you do. You are a brave man and when you have kids you will be so awesome as a father. I'm glad you are breaking this cycle.
First off, I'll say I absolutely love Pun's music, he inspired me to rap. This song here hit my heart like no other song I've heard. I know this wasn't easy to say and I commend you for even putting this out, thank you for this. When I first found out about how he really was I was hurt because I looked up to him, I wanted to be like him in a lot of ways. Much love and respect to you and yours bendiga de dios.
Smh so deep the shorty sy got a very beautiful voice put tears in my eyes facts lets get em chris ...
I grew up wanting to kill my own father for what he did to my mom. I remember it got to a point I was tired of him hitting her so I started getting in between them so he'll stop beating her because I knew he wouldn't hit me. So many days my mom used to walk around the house in sunglasses smh. My oldest sister to this day doesn't recall all the stuff that happened in our home because she used to tune it out and pretend it wasn't real. I contribute her blocking out what took place in our home to the reason she ended up in a long term relationship with someone that put their hands on her. But I've been forever scarred and struggle with relationships with people to this day. No child should have to witness domestic violence. This truly hits home. 😢
WOW Very powerful, salute you and yours Chris
What sucks is that putting this kinda personal info is what may get him the spotlight he has been so deserving of all these years he's been spitting. Keep making good songs, God! We know you can spit, just keep making good songs like this!
BlackTyeChi Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
Deep...Chris this broke my heart. I feel for you. I hope you made peace with the past. You are YOUR OWN PERSON. I wish you much success for you & your family god bless.
Such a Powerful Song!!!
Chris your a Better Emcee then Your Father You have alot more Range & Emotion in your Music.
Dammmm... that shit right there brought tears to my eyes... I've never experienced the physical abuse of my father but was put thru a storm of drug addiction... God strength to anybody in this situation afraid that you can never make it out stay strong forever...
Man this is powerful we need more of this.........
Thank you so much for sharing. Bless your beautiful soul1
this song should be on play on the radio this is what his parents put him throu I use to get hit like that by my mom this shit got to stop great song
edwin gonzalez Sorry to hear that this happened to you, but So Glad to see those words use to, because that means you are out of the situation, keep on breaking those chains, You Are Priceless
thank you I love my mom but she was hard shes old know e I'm the only one of 4 sisters e 2 brothers still here helping her but I still carry some anger over that . I got a daughter that is 16 know I have don't do to her what was done to me we got to learn from the mistakes committed vs us god blees
edwin gonzalez Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
A lot of us can relate to this song thank you for shedding light on this problem
Went through that shit thank the Most High I could never repeat it. Still hate my pops but my soul forgives him🙏🙏🙏🙏💯⭐🌙🚀#qwizman #better
Can never watch this without crying through the whole thing.
Keep doing more songs like this. We knew you can spit, but this is something we can feel, salute
Watching this video I thought abt my mom's and pops and it brung tears to my eyes, I rmb smh
No man should hit a woman, but no woman should verbally or physically abuse a man.
If you're giving or receiving domestic violence please talk about it with a loved one.
We all need each other and please help someone in the struggle.
Absolutely goes without saying. If you are a man, know that one hit can kill a woman.. Leave the relationship! Never an excuse to hit a woman.
@@melissajordan2998 I agree on that and thanks for voicing your opinion, but asking people why are they single has to stop as well. Common sense says people don't want to settle for less and end up in situations like this. The stereotype of being single has to stop. It pressures people to settle for less and do dumb things. Just my thoughts!
Love this song...Keep doing your thing Chris Rivers!
Damn this Dope my brother! I can so relate! Glad you had the courage to put it together like this! Blessings! Your dad would be proud!
It was about his dad, bro
ILL BEASTVEVO Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
Most Underrated M.C. for this generation. I cant wait till the rest of the world realizes chris rivets is NICE!
Chris, your flow when rapping like this, is the best I've ever heard you, You're incredible at rapping fast don't get me wrong, But the breath control on this is great. really really enjoyed the song. hope it's released anything you had built up and made you feel better. Peace man.
Bishop He isn't rapping fast
tase chris usually raps fast on tracks sounds like his dad from the speed to the breathing straight up but he slowed way down in this one
Wayne Chris kills everything he touches! His "SIP THE JUICE" is crazy! th-cam.com/video/PkviWsui-Lo/w-d-xo.html
I’m sure he needs your comment on what he should do or did right! You should sign him hahahahaha
I agree he great but hes gottta slow it down a bit and his message will be sent
Daddy's long gone and he left you by your lonesome
Thank the Lord for my kids even if nobody else want 'em
'Cause I think we can make it, in fact, I'm sure
And if you fall, stand tall and comeback for more
'Cause ain't nothing worse than when your son
Wants to know why his daddy don't love him no mo'
Formed on you real music right hear GAME CHANGER LETS SUPPORT REAL MUSIC LETS WAKE UP PEOPLE
This is influential music brudda God bless you !