My dad passed away a few months ago, towards the end of my training for the army, missed my graduation. The part when Skylar says "i havent been everything you hoped for, but if you held on a little longer, you'd have more reasons to be proud." Hits me hard. Finally achieved something and he wasnt there to see it in person. But now with all my future achievements he'll be there in spirit.
You are in my room and then we can go to bed soon as I was just a little while the best of my ability for the best of the best. Skylar Grey and then the Greek yogurt, I will get it from my knowledge and I will have a great weekend! I'm going to bed, the Greek yogurt, but it was
"It's so loud inside my head, with words that I should've said" just that one line really gets to me. Mainly because I bottle everything up, and I don't like to share how I feel, or what I really want to say. And that causes a lot of fights, but with me sharing how I feel was never a thing. All my thoughts, or emotions left. Keeping everything bottled up was always something I did, and still do.
Honestly had I said something then right there in that moment Maybe Everything would've been different But Maybe There was a Reason why I didnt an instead bottled it. Maybe I wouldn't have Job an Apartment an a Ride Living Life Being There For Kids Like My Dad Should've Done With Me, Well Without You Holding me down For Your Childish Games I'm Better Off Now That I Didn't Say Anything...No Lie I Do Wonder What It Would've Been Had I Said Something hmmm??
This song reminds me of my friend Richard Soto. He was such a good person, but wasn't happy with his life. On January 23,2015 he took his own life. The last time I talked to him was when my ex, his very best friend, and their friend Cruz took off to have a BBQ at Richard's house. This was last year, the last day of my sophomore year. This song and Forever Young remind me of him so much. The world lost a good soul that day. He will be forever missed by a lot of people. RIP Bebo
This song, is so beautiful, as I read some of the comments for this song, I read about how people are so depressed and have, have been hurt, and just gone through some rough times in there lives. This song hit a very emotional, and dark part in many people's heart, and it is so amazing how much power a song has, that it changes people. I don't look at this song as something to become depressed by,but something to build me up, and make me realize to be grateful for my loved ones, as well as be aware of what I say, because at that very moment that can be life changing event, in your life that will hunt you. As u really listen to the lyrics don't be so fast to jump to the depression, but find the good in the song, find something that will help build u up, not tear u down.
+Victoria Boykins It's lovely to be able to relate to a song. I'm making myself depressive because I keep thinking about things I regret. What always helps for me and what I advise to everyone that is feeling deppresive is to go sport. It really empties your mind of depressive thoughts and it will cheer you up! Thanks for your comment, it gave me some strenght as well :).
You are so very welcomed, I try to give some type of advise when I comment on these video's, I try to help those who really want to understand the depths that these kinda songs have. Some people try to make others feel bad about how they see the songs, but everyone has there own way of preceving the lyrics. If you need any advice I have no problem with giving you some. Plus I know how it feels to be depressed I was once there, but I was able to get through it, and music was a big part of that, especially this song. Just contact if you need someone to talk to, I most definitely will not judge but be a shoulder you can cry on ok😉
tbh this song builds me up but i hear "if you held on a bit longer you would have no reason to be proud" it reminds me of when both my parents died in a car crash i was not in the car but my aunt got a call and somebody told her they were dead, but i try to build myself up from that point on and my friend sent me this song right before she died of cancer still trying to build myself up and im doing better. this comment built me up some as i read it and i wanted to reply to it
My other half died Sept 28 2016 and we had been arguing for almost a year. I loved him with everything I have in me but because of pride and yes wanting him to hurt the way I did I stopped saying I love you to him. I heard this song on the way home the day he died and was actually headed home to tell him how much I loved him, sadly when I arrived I found him on the floor already gone. In the 30 minutes I'd been gone he suffered a fatal stroke. Everytime I hear this song now I see him laying there and it kills me inside just a bit more because I had to be so damned stubborn over something that I don't even remember what made me so mad to stop saying I love you to him.
This songs reminds me of the time I saw a really beautiful girl on the bus. We started talking, and she seemed really interested. But I was depressed at that time, and kept thinking of reasons why we shouldn't be together. "Oh, she'll probably dump you once she finds out you're depressed", "Oh, she'll probably make you even more depressed". My natural instinct was to just give her a hug and ask for her number, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just hope that wherever she is, and whoever she's with, she's happy, and maybe one day we'll have the good fortune to meet again.
I relate to your story also. In fact I broke out into tears hearing this song and reading that comment because I've missed out on so many opportunities because of my mindset
Seriously? That’s the saddest thing that’s ever happened to you.....THATS what this song makes you think of??? I’m honestly envious of your obviousness to real pain. Hopefully you never have to experience it
This song always makes me feel so sad and guilty inside. I have no idea why. It even moves me to tears sometimes. It makes me feel like I have a hole inside.So numb and empty yet it makes you stop and listen. It's so beautiful and sad. I love it. Well said and written.
I can connect with this song on so many levels. It seems to say all the words to express how I feel. I lost my sister in the summer of 2010 to suicide, I think all the time maybe if we spoke more and if I told her I loved her more often I wouldn't be hear crying and missing her. It's good to express but words just can't express the depression I sink into when I think about it...
Such a beautiful song, reminds me of my moms best friends son that died by falling off the roof a building.... more sadly his dad was there to experience seeing his death... he was the nicest son she had that always listened and cared for her the most.... to be honest i know me and my moms friend( that strangely has the same name as me (marina) ) both thought he was the best son she had and he lived a great life being the nice young adult he was.... R.I.P
I wish my older brother was still here. There's so much I wanted to talk about and ask him, I wish he could have grown up with me and see me now. He wanted to do so much but now he's gone and I miss him every day. Don't make my mistake, keep contact with those you love and talk as much as you can. You'll regret it if it's too late.
This song made me realize that. That I should be more grateful to my family and keep in touch with friends and family. I lost lost a really good friend that way; not keeping in with them.
+Kerri-Lynn Dunne I won't I just miss talking to her. I try talking to her but she doesn't talk to me. We are friends on Facebook but she doesn't reply anymore.
+Kerri-Lynn Dunne I. had a brother who was way older then me I barley saw in future. wise but when. I did a always had. a smile or he made me smile 😊when I was. younger he was there doing te same wanting everyone to smile and someone took that away from all of us.. when I came back from a. trip I checked Facebook cause I. haven't been. on it frfr 😥and I saw. the post I cried instantly. after a. while. I called my. sister and she said he was shot a killed and I hung up and cried 😥😢😢😓😫😨and the funeral was last last Saturday seeing his. body in a. casket haunts me and I cry thinking about it. cause. no. one knew how much he meant to me, of course he did bad things but. he's not perfect... 1 week before school started I saw him in a casket that Saturday was my. last time seeing him that Thursday was happy but sad cause he's in a better place but gone, I have suicidal depression and often think about doing it, when I think about him and it's. often I just want him. back 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭😧😧😿😿😿😿😿😿🙀🙀🙀😿😿😿😿😿😿😿💔💔💔💔💔💔💔WHY DID HE KILL MY BROTHER 😥
I lost my stepbrother when I was very young and ever since then I've been scared of loosing someone else that I loved but then my friend tried to commit suicide and I lock myself in my room and I'm mean to people. I try to be strong for her but I just can't I've lost so much in my life. Nobody asks if I'm okay it's like they don't care. Only my dad does. My friend is getting better but I won't be able to see her again.
my boyfried killed himself 3 weeks ago the last thing he said was to listen to this song.....everytime i do i cry....i was in the hospital in a coma when he died...its all my fault i miss him so bad.....
that is not your fault . I lost someone close to me he was my uncle . I wish he was here. I miss so much. he was murdered my his best friend. 3 weeks later they killed my cousin where he was working . I hardly knew my cousin I wish I could see both my cousin and uncle again. I only have one memory of my uncle because I was going through things that no one would know how it feels.
WOW, I haven't been moved to tears or overwhelmed emotionally by a random song by an artist unknown to me, and that I came upon unintentionally in years. But, she is anything but random to me now. I must say, and I think she always will be! Such a powerful voice and her words are beautiful with such 'poetic justice' I actually heard the first 30 seconds or so in a video about Ted Bundy, of all people, and I looked through all the comments to try to learn who it was by because the beautifully haunting melancholy sound of it was so fitting! So glad I found it!
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I lost my husband and found this song shortly after and I absolutely love it... I miss him everyday and have so much I wanna tell him but won't ever get that chance again ...
I cried three diffrent time in this song, but the lyric "sometimes I hear your voice when the wind blows.." Yes ok, I broke down, her voice reminds me of my moms brothers funeral when I saw his ashes spread and blow in the wind. exactly why I cried ...
A little over a year ago, right at Christmas time, I lost my dad to Alzhiemer's. Such a wicked disease that robbed him of many years of life. This song is so beautiful and speaks loudly to me. Pretty much sums up my feelings. My dad and I had a great relationship but it was complicated by his inability to express emotion or speak of love. He showed his love in countless ways, by the many thoughtful things he would do for me as well as my husband and our two sons. He was a helpful and loyal friend to many, but strictly on his own terms. He always had to keep people "at arms length" and was an intelligent, opinionated, perfectionist. I loved him dearly and I know that he loved me.....although in my entire life he never told me once out loud. This crippled my ability to say it to him, because I always thought I would be putting him on the spot. I also was afraid that even then, he wouldn't say it back to me....and I didn't want to deal with how awkward that would be. I was 49 when he died. I have so much regret about the conversations we never had, and all that was left unsaid. During the last year or so of his life, we couldn't hold even the most simple conversation. He couldn't say my name. But he would hold my hand all the time, and give it a kiss. His eyes were vacant and some days he didn't recognize me at all.....oh, how I longed to hear him say my name, or see his eyes light up, or have a meaningful conversation. Every time I left from a visit, I told him I loved him. I was with him when he took his last breath, and I told him I loved him. I hope and pray that in that final moment, he could understand me. I miss him so much. This song has such a deep & powerful message. I can't believe I just heard it for the first time last week! Don't let your fears or your self importance prevent you from reaching out to the ones you love. Say what you want to say while you have the chance, otherwise you will be left with lots of regret. Take my advice.....listen to the words of this song and take it to heart. Regret is a painful thing to live with.
A year ago, I found this song here in TH-cam. Right away I added it to my playlist because of how much It hit home. The loml died due to illness at age 18... "Always in a rush, never stayed on the phone long enough." That was me... For sure. "I haven't been all that you could hope fore but if you held on just a little longer you would have more reasons to be proud." I feel like this song is as if she has token the thoughts and words completely out of my head and into a song.. Anyways just thought I would share a small portion of why I absolutely love this song.
I lost my dad on the 28th of December 2013. This song just lets me think of him. Just like the lyrics says in the beginning: ''Always in a rush,never stayed on the phone long enough''. I would only call him like twice a week, and only for 2 minutes because I would get bored talking to him, or sometimes I had more important things to do. He got cancer a year before his death. But I think I just didn't want to accept it because it was a terminal cancer. Until june 2013 I really really realized that he could die at any moment and that I will lose him and I won't be able to see him or talk to him anymore. I never told him how much I love him, I never showed my love for him, never gave him a hug. (My parents got separated when I was 5, and a stayed with my mom, so I didn't get spent time with him, I didn't get to know him well, or any of the daughter-father moment.) Soo then I thought I could write him a note and telling him how much I love him. But I never wrote it, and my boyfriend told me that I will regret it for the rest of my life if I don't write it. My dad got sick on the 22th of december, by 25th he couldn't talk so much, couldn't walk, I don't even know if he could see me. On the 28th I woke up at 7o'clock in the morning, and I just got to watch him take his last breath, he then passed away. I was suppose to watch over him,but I fell asleep, and I keep blaming myself for that. And as the song says: The words I never said. I never wrote the note, I never told him. I hope even tough he's not here that I love him.
This reminds me of my aunt and grandma and makes my wanna cry. I didn't see them as much as I should have. My aunt passed away a few days before Christmas, she was extremely sick. I miss her. My great grandmother was really old, and died peacefully,thank God, but I regret not seeing them like I should. You should see your family as much as you can, because one day they could be gone when you least expect it
***** XD That is exactly why when I type something like this song is the story of my life i put (Not the song) next to it. Like "Welcome To My Life" By Simple Plan. One of the lyric videos I put the comment. "Story of my life (Not the song).... Literally I feel this everyday this song basically is my life in a nutshell" XD
This song reminds me of when my grandma died... I never got to say goodbye to her, an i really can never truly forgive myself for that. Even though I know it wasn't my fault that her heart gave up it still haunts my dreams every day... I miss her so much R.I.P.
This is the best song in the world......................I don't know why this song touched my hearty so deeply.This song makes me emotional to cry...............
I know the feel. Life's kicking me hard in the ass right now, I'm about to be homeless... and I'm listening to the most depressing shit I can find. Yay.
but being sad and listening to happy songs just make you feel like shit, like everyone is having a great time while you are stuck at the bottom. it is hard to listen to. this is what i feel is so great with skylar grey, yeah... she makes you feel even more shitty... but her lyrics, she gets it and with her you dont feel lonely. you feel depressed, but just knowing you are not alone is comforting.
@@onlydimitri221 Things are a little rocky for me due to someone who's currently living here, but things did get better for me. I think that was posted when I was losing my childhood home, which still breaks my heart thinking about, but my family and I got a new place, then a couple years later, I moved in with my grandparents and I've lived here ever since. It's been... not perfect, but the mental state I'm in now is a damn sight better than the one I was in back then. Thank you for asking.
My mom diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer (stage 4) i'm going crazy, she is the only one i have... She is my hero... There is no word that can express how i feel...
My aunt from my dad’s side of my family has recently lost her 8.5 year long battle with metastatic breast cancer on July 13, 2019. I have never had thought that this song would now mean so much to me. I have printed the sheet music for this song so that I could play it on my keyboard. This song is so beautiful and touching, and extremely relatable to me and many other people who may have experienced the loss of a loved one or a friend.
This explains s my relationship with my mom and dad. I've never listened to anything so this song helps alot with me trying to explain my pain to others. So I thank you skyler grey for even singing this song ♡
Always in a rush Never stay on the phone long enough Why am I so self-important? Said I'd see you soon But that was, oh, maybe a year ago Didn't know time was of the essence So many questions But I'm talking to myself I know that you can't hear me any more Not anymore So much to tell you And most of all goodbye But I know that you can't hear me any more It's so loud inside my head With words that I should've said And as I drown in my regrets I can't take back the words I never said I never said I can't take back the words I never said Always talking shit Took your advice and did the opposite Just being young and stupid I haven't been all that you could've hoped for But if you'd held on a little longer You'd have had more reasons to be proud So many questions But I'm talking to myself I know that you can't hear me any more Not anymore So much to tell you And most of all goodbye But I know that you can't hear me any more It's so loud inside my head With words that I should've said And as I drown in my regrets I can't take back the words The longer I stand here The louder the silence I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear Your voice when the wind blows So I talk to the shadows Hoping you might be listening 'cause I want you to know It's so loud inside my head With words that I should've said And as I drown in my regrets I can't take back the words I never said I never said I can't take back the words I never said Never said I can't take back the words I never said
These lyrics hit hard. I lost my grandma to COVID just last month. She had cancer and beat it but had diabetes and got COVID-19. She was fighting so hard but it was too much. I wish I could have talked to my grandma more and seeing her. I regret so much. I miss her so much.
@@flicksandfandom08 so sorry for what you are going through. I pray that you have strength and healing during this difficult time. These lyrics still make me cry and I hope eventually won’t be as painful for all of us anymore.
I come here once, twice a year to pour this one out for my dead friends. I'll laugh twice as hard I'll smile twice as much out of respect for you. Ill carry u with me an an not take it for granted. I won't cry because it's over I'll smile because it happened an remember my lessons learned from it. Rest in peace
Thinking that I've grew up with this song along with my depression makes me feel a bit tipsy because now, since I've become more mature, knowing how much I missed my parents. I've used to be a lot braver and hippy when I was quite young, simply wouldn't letting myself cry. I tried to brace all of my hardships but I've finally left everything down. Now I am much older and wiser, but it makes me miss more things than when I was an alcoholic at a very young age. Just to tell you, don't put yourself in a bad situation. Having a hardship? Take action upon it and fix it while you have the chance. Having the urge to cry? Just cry and let all your sorrowful pain sunk within you and vanish.
I'm 12 years old and this song hit me hard straight to my very core...My BFF, my sister, my life who I lost to another girl's jealousy and lies and drama...We had been friends not 1, not 4, but 10 years of memories, trust, hardship and my depression which she stood by me every blessed step of the way... I was only 9 when I almost took my own life because I had been traumatized, beaten up, and bullied but she stayed there through it all......That child broke my heart, my soul, my spirit, and she almost broke me....and she didn't care.... I miss u Taylor Comer....
Alexybeauty101 i can completely relate too your story.i am 17 as of july 30th & I've gone thew the the same issues & when i was 10 was when my depression had took over for a while & i also have tried the same. but i had a friend for a few years who helped me out threw every issue i had, my depression, by Babylon Toolbar"> anxiety, bullying, home issues, suicide & a year ago things changed, she changed. she got a new controlling boyfriend & out of the blue just basically said; i don't want you any more. just left with out a reason. she didn't care anymore. i was a huge mess for a few months & things just didn't get any better either. she seen how it hurt me & messed up it made me & just left. So i am very sorry you had to go threw that as well.
in listening to this Song after 1 year. I still remember myself crying every night thinking I wasn't enough for my family. now I find myself being an emotionless one who constantly scratches her arms so as not to cut herself. and I'm not depressed, I'm just sick of living in a world that doesn't listen to you.
everyone I listen to this song I start to cry my eyes out because it reminds me of my grandpa who died a few months back of cancer and how now I'll never see him again and how he can't hear me anymore...... I miss talking to him on the phone
+Tayra Domaika sorry for your loss,you'll have him someway,in your most precious thing,..in your HEART,you can talk him staring the moon at night,you can say him good morning whispering ,he is with you :D
My dad passed away a few months ago, towards the end of my training for the army, missed my graduation.
The part when Skylar says "i havent been everything you hoped for, but if you held on a little longer, you'd have more reasons to be proud." Hits me hard. Finally achieved something and he wasnt there to see it in person. But now with all my future achievements he'll be there in spirit.
Thank you for your service.
Thank you so much for your service.
And I am so, so sorry for your loss.
I know the feeling brother. My dad is gonna be deployed when I graduate from boot camp. Stay strong and march on. oorah
Will Blakeman Soo sorry for your loss .. I hope you are okay
You are in my room and then we can go to bed soon as I was just a little while the best of my ability for the best of the best. Skylar Grey and then the Greek yogurt, I will get it from my knowledge and I will have a great weekend! I'm going to bed, the Greek yogurt, but it was
I am incredibly in love with this song. Anyone else agrees???
yes very it hit the spot 4 me. just listen to the song wild reading the comments
She has one the amazing voice hands down!!
meredithnila me too amazing song
Is this song available in spotify?
Me i replayed this song many times
Probs to skylar for putting things in a song that no one wants to talk about and puts under the carpet.Thank u for opening my eyes
"It's so loud inside my head, with words that I should've said" just that one line really gets to me. Mainly because I bottle everything up, and I don't like to share how I feel, or what I really want to say. And that causes a lot of fights, but with me sharing how I feel was never a thing. All my thoughts, or emotions left. Keeping everything bottled up was always something I did, and still do.
I am the exact same way.......
Honestly had I said something then right there in that moment Maybe Everything would've been different But Maybe There was a Reason why I didnt an instead bottled it. Maybe I wouldn't have Job an Apartment an a Ride Living Life Being There For Kids Like My Dad Should've Done With Me, Well Without You Holding me down For Your Childish Games I'm Better Off Now That I Didn't Say Anything...No Lie I Do Wonder What It Would've Been Had I Said Something hmmm??
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I'm kind of the same way
i feel u..
I remember being obsessed with this song back in 2013/14 ugh the nostalgia 🥺😭
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sorry to everyone that has ever lost someone. they will always be in your heart. never forget that! HTB in my heart forever.
You said great
Thx
You just made my day 10x times better ❤❤❤
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معجب السبيعي لا عليك يا صاحبي
This song reminds me of my friend Richard Soto. He was such a good person, but wasn't happy with his life. On January 23,2015 he took his own life. The last time I talked to him was when my ex, his very best friend, and their friend Cruz took off to have a BBQ at Richard's house. This was last year, the last day of my sophomore year. This song and Forever Young remind me of him so much. The world lost a good soul that day. He will be forever missed by a lot of people. RIP Bebo
Sara Alvarez its sad that people don't take depression seriously may his soul rest in peace now
I feel bad for you andi am so so so so so so sorry for you
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Skyler is so special in the game. Truly an amazing artist. I love her...
Its 2022 and still listening to this MASTERPIECE
Yeah ♥️♥️♥️
2023...🥺
2024😢
@@Ahmed-hf1vzاحمد تحب ميسي انت ولا رونالدو ولا الاثنين ؟
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There is something special about Skylar voice
max the volume.. close the lights.. lay down.. feel your heart trembling..
I did that last night..
Kathryn Davis i ll try it today it sounds calming peaceful cant be descrbed
I did it and really I start crying and remember all the times with my mom
Diego Sebastian Novoa so sorry for your lost
thanks
This song, is so beautiful, as I read some of the comments for this song, I read about how people are so depressed and have, have been hurt, and just gone through some rough times in there lives. This song hit a very emotional, and dark part in many people's heart, and it is so amazing how much power a song has, that it changes people. I don't look at this song as something to become depressed by,but something to build me up, and make me realize to be grateful for my loved ones, as well as be aware of what I say, because at that very moment that can be life changing event, in your life that will hunt you. As u really listen to the lyrics don't be so fast to jump to the depression, but find the good in the song, find something that will help build u up, not tear u down.
That she is, she is very talented
+Victoria Boykins It's lovely to be able to relate to a song. I'm making myself depressive because I keep thinking about things I regret. What always helps for me and what I advise to everyone that is feeling deppresive is to go sport. It really empties your mind of depressive thoughts and it will cheer you up! Thanks for your comment, it gave me some strenght as well :).
You are so very welcomed, I try to give some type of advise when I comment on these video's, I try to help those who really want to understand the depths that these kinda songs have. Some people try to make others feel bad about how they see the songs, but everyone has there own way of preceving the lyrics. If you need any advice I have no problem with giving you some. Plus I know how it feels to be depressed I was once there, but I was able to get through it, and music was a big part of that, especially this song. Just contact if you need someone to talk to, I most definitely will not judge but be a shoulder you can cry on ok😉
tbh this song builds me up but i hear "if you held on a bit longer you would have no reason to be proud" it reminds me of when both my parents died in a car crash i was not in the car but my aunt got a call and somebody told her they were dead, but i try to build myself up from that point on and my friend sent me this song right before she died of cancer still trying to build myself up and im doing better. this comment built me up some as i read it and i wanted to reply to it
My other half died Sept 28 2016 and we had been arguing for almost a year. I loved him with everything I have in me but because of pride and yes wanting him to hurt the way I did I stopped saying I love you to him. I heard this song on the way home the day he died and was actually headed home to tell him how much I loved him, sadly when I arrived I found him on the floor already gone. In the 30 minutes I'd been gone he suffered a fatal stroke. Everytime I hear this song now I see him laying there and it kills me inside just a bit more because I had to be so damned stubborn over something that I don't even remember what made me so mad to stop saying I love you to him.
This songs reminds me of the time I saw a really beautiful girl on the bus. We started talking, and she seemed really interested. But I was depressed at that time, and kept thinking of reasons why we shouldn't be together. "Oh, she'll probably dump you once she finds out you're depressed", "Oh, she'll probably make you even more depressed". My natural instinct was to just give her a hug and ask for her number, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I just hope that wherever she is, and whoever she's with, she's happy, and maybe one day we'll have the good fortune to meet again.
I relate to your story also. In fact I broke out into tears hearing this song and reading that comment because I've missed out on so many opportunities because of my mindset
Aww thats sweet
i can relate also
Seriously? That’s the saddest thing that’s ever happened to you.....THATS what this song makes you think of??? I’m honestly envious of your obviousness to real pain. Hopefully you never have to experience it
I met a really nice guy on the bus a couple of months ago but couldn't bring my self to ask for his number and I hope one day we will meet again
She's so talented. It kills me so much that she's not recognized enough for the beautiful stuff she makes....
Damn. This song needs a billion of views! I love this song it makes me cry.
This song always makes me feel so sad and guilty inside. I have no idea why. It even moves me to tears sometimes. It makes me feel like I have a hole inside.So numb and empty yet it makes you stop and listen.
It's so beautiful and sad. I love it. Well said and written.
same here.. it makes me drown in regrets
yes, but i know why...Tris.. :-'(
VictoriaANDSara MedeirosANDTafolla Are you thinking of what I think you're thinking of?
this song hits you ..................right there !yes right where your feel are !
This is one of the most beautiful songs what I've ever heard!!!! Thank you Skylar Grey!
I am proud of you and how far you've come. Look at everything you've overcome. That's why.
I can connect with this song on so many levels. It seems to say all the words to express how I feel. I lost my sister in the summer of 2010 to suicide, I think all the time maybe if we spoke more and if I told her I loved her more often I wouldn't be hear crying and missing her. It's good to express but words just can't express the depression I sink into when I think about it...
This song breaks my heart everytime I hear it. But cuts me deep when I think of those I've loved and lost whether it's forever or for a while.
Such a beautiful song, reminds me of my moms best friends son that died by falling off the roof a building.... more sadly his dad was there to experience seeing his death... he was the nicest son she had that always listened and cared for her the most.... to be honest i know me and my moms friend( that strangely has the same name as me (marina) ) both thought he was the best son she had and he lived a great life being the nice young adult he was.... R.I.P
I wish my older brother was still here. There's so much I wanted to talk about and ask him, I wish he could have grown up with me and see me now. He wanted to do so much but now he's gone and I miss him every day. Don't make my mistake, keep contact with those you love and talk as much as you can. You'll regret it if it's too late.
This song made me realize that. That I should be more grateful to my family and keep in touch with friends and family. I lost lost a really good friend that way; not keeping in with them.
+Kerri-Lynn Dunne I won't I just miss talking to her. I try talking to her but she doesn't talk to me. We are friends on Facebook but she doesn't reply anymore.
+Kerri-Lynn Dunne I. had a brother who was way older then me I barley saw in future. wise but when. I did a always had. a smile or he made me smile 😊when I was. younger he was there doing te same wanting everyone to smile and someone took that away from all of us.. when I came back from a. trip I checked Facebook cause I. haven't been. on it frfr 😥and I saw. the post I cried instantly. after a. while. I called my. sister and she said he was shot a killed and I hung up and cried 😥😢😢😓😫😨and the funeral was last last Saturday seeing his. body in a. casket haunts me and I cry thinking about it. cause. no. one knew how much he meant to me, of course he did bad things but. he's not perfect... 1 week before school started I saw him in a casket that Saturday was my. last time seeing him that Thursday was happy but sad cause he's in a better place but gone, I have suicidal depression and often think about doing it, when I think about him and it's. often I just want him. back 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭😧😧😿😿😿😿😿😿🙀🙀🙀😿😿😿😿😿😿😿💔💔💔💔💔💔💔WHY DID HE KILL MY BROTHER 😥
I'm so sorry, I lost my bestfriend so I know what it's like.
I lost my stepbrother when I was very young and ever since then I've been scared of loosing someone else that I loved but then my friend tried to commit suicide and I lock myself in my room and I'm mean to people. I try to be strong for her but I just can't I've lost so much in my life. Nobody asks if I'm okay it's like they don't care. Only my dad does. My friend is getting better but I won't be able to see her again.
my boyfried killed himself 3 weeks ago the last thing he said was to listen to this song.....everytime i do i cry....i was in the hospital in a coma when he died...its all my fault i miss him so bad.....
im so sorry.💜
Clorox Bleach thanks🌾
breathing human I'm so so so so sorry
thanks....i just wish i could have stopped him
that is not your fault . I lost someone close to me he was my uncle . I wish he was here. I miss so much. he was murdered my his best friend. 3 weeks later they killed my cousin where he was working . I hardly knew my cousin I wish I could see both my cousin and uncle again. I only have one memory of my uncle because I was going through things that no one would know how it feels.
If I ever decide to give up. This is the song I'm sending to everyone I know.
Well I hope that day never comes. Stay strong, even if it seems impossible.
I know this is an old comment, but.... Death the Kid!
Symmetry is everything!
+Cait Crocker ;)
My boyfriend did that before he gave up his soul
What a beautifully sad song..
WOW, I haven't been moved to tears or overwhelmed emotionally by a random song by an artist unknown to me, and that I came upon unintentionally in years. But, she is anything but random to me now. I must say, and I think she always will be! Such a powerful voice and her words are beautiful with such 'poetic justice' I actually heard the first 30 seconds or so in a video about Ted Bundy, of all people, and I looked through all the comments to try to learn who it was by because the beautifully haunting melancholy sound of it was so fitting! So glad I found it!
Listened to this a ton when my grandma died almost 15 years ago. I feel like i didn't say i loved here enough.
I still adore this songgggg
RIP Dad
im sorry for ur lost :(
Hurt by Christina Aguilera. you have to listen to it.that's what i do everytime i think about my dad.R.I.P
Amy Richardson the jeffy didn't you e big times rush run wild you e big times rush run wild you read didn't you 5 jeffy didn't hyperventilate big time rush run wild you e big time rush run wild you e big times rush run wild you read 4 jeffy didn't you read
I’m sorry for your loss, my friend. God bless you all!
The most emotional song to me. The bridge always makes me cry over and over again.
*sits in the corner and puts this song on ipod with earphones in ears, curls up and starts crying*
I can feel it...
Have a long distance hug, both of you. *Hugs you both tight*
Exacly, exsept I am laying in my bed .
Lol ipod
Lol chill
Beautiful. Thank you.
I lost my husband and found this song shortly after and I absolutely love it... I miss him everyday and have so much I wanna tell him but won't ever get that chance again ...
Jordan Marshall im sorry its going to be okay
How could you possibly dislike this? I loved it even though it made me cry. Reminded me of things I didn't want to.
I cried three diffrent time in this song, but the lyric "sometimes I hear your voice when the wind blows.." Yes ok, I broke down, her voice reminds me of my moms brothers funeral when I saw his ashes spread and blow in the wind. exactly why I cried ...
hey you stole my song
not ur song. skylar greys
So your uncle?
yea I made that a little complicated there xD OCD Gaming
this comment made me cry
A little over a year ago, right at Christmas time, I lost my dad to Alzhiemer's. Such a wicked disease that robbed him of many years of life. This song is so beautiful and speaks loudly to me. Pretty much sums up my feelings. My dad and I had a great relationship but it was complicated by his inability to express emotion or speak of love. He showed his love in countless ways, by the many thoughtful things he would do for me as well as my husband and our two sons. He was a helpful and loyal friend to many, but strictly on his own terms. He always had to keep people "at arms length" and was an intelligent, opinionated, perfectionist. I loved him dearly and I know that he loved me.....although in my entire life he never told me once out loud. This crippled my ability to say it to him, because I always thought I would be putting him on the spot. I also was afraid that even then, he wouldn't say it back to me....and I didn't want to deal with how awkward that would be. I was 49 when he died. I have so much regret about the conversations we never had, and all that was left unsaid. During the last year or so of his life, we couldn't hold even the most simple conversation. He couldn't say my name. But he would hold my hand all the time, and give it a kiss. His eyes were vacant and some days he didn't recognize me at all.....oh, how I longed to hear him say my name, or see his eyes light up, or have a meaningful conversation. Every time I left from a visit, I told him I loved him. I was with him when he took his last breath, and I told him I loved him. I hope and pray that in that final moment, he could understand me. I miss him so much. This song has such a deep & powerful message. I can't believe I just heard it for the first time last week! Don't let your fears or your self importance prevent you from reaching out to the ones you love. Say what you want to say while you have the chance, otherwise you will be left with lots of regret. Take my advice.....listen to the words of this song and take it to heart. Regret is a painful thing to live with.
this is how I feel...I relate to this a lot on So many levels...
so do I
me to
Same
Silver Mist same
Silver Mist Same...
so calm.. i heard this tune before its like iv been humming to it without knowing the actual song existed...
hannah hussain sammee and i obviously found out that it was a real song. now I'm basically hooked on this song..
My grandma went to the the hospital for some routine tests three years ago and never came back.. rest in peace grandma, i miss you so so much
A year ago, I found this song here in TH-cam. Right away I added it to my playlist because of how much It hit home. The loml died due to illness at age 18... "Always in a rush, never stayed on the phone long enough." That was me... For sure. "I haven't been all that you could hope fore but if you held on just a little longer you would have more reasons to be proud." I feel like this song is as if she has token the thoughts and words completely out of my head and into a song.. Anyways just thought I would share a small portion of why I absolutely love this song.
Ikr
I am seriously obsessed with this song!!!
☼
me too 😩😢😭
Joanna Martinez i cant get enugh of dis song like serioudly it dicribes what im going to do
i cant get over how good your voice and piano compensation are together
2024 still listening to this, cheers
I lost my dad on the 28th of December 2013. This song just lets me think of him. Just like the lyrics says in the beginning: ''Always in a rush,never stayed on the phone long enough''. I would only call him like twice a week, and only for 2 minutes because I would get bored talking to him, or sometimes I had more important things to do. He got cancer a year before his death. But I think I just didn't want to accept it because it was a terminal cancer. Until june 2013 I really really realized that he could die at any moment and that I will lose him and I won't be able to see him or talk to him anymore. I never told him how much I love him, I never showed my love for him, never gave him a hug. (My parents got separated when I was 5, and a stayed with my mom, so I didn't get spent time with him, I didn't get to know him well, or any of the daughter-father moment.) Soo then I thought I could write him a note and telling him how much I love him. But I never wrote it, and my boyfriend told me that I will regret it for the rest of my life if I don't write it. My dad got sick on the 22th of december, by 25th he couldn't talk so much, couldn't walk, I don't even know if he could see me. On the 28th I woke up at 7o'clock in the morning, and I just got to watch him take his last breath, he then passed away. I was suppose to watch over him,but I fell asleep, and I keep blaming myself for that. And as the song says: The words I never said. I never wrote the note, I never told him. I hope even tough he's not here that I love him.
The same thing happened to me:(
I am so sorry for both of your losses! RIP to both of your fathers!
step up revelution got me to this song today so amazing i swear its the 9th time to listen to it
Meee toooo!!!!!!!!!!
My dad died almost 3 years ago..I'm not even 18 yet and he's missed out on so much of my life..this song will always make me think of him..;~;
This reminds me of my aunt and grandma and makes my wanna cry. I didn't see them as much as I should have. My aunt passed away a few days before Christmas, she was extremely sick. I miss her. My great grandmother was really old, and died peacefully,thank God, but I regret not seeing them like I should. You should see your family as much as you can, because one day they could be gone when you least expect it
I can not even begin to imagine who this is written for. The pain. Such a powerful song.
"So Many Question I'm Talkin' To Myself..." I Love This Song~!
This song tells the story of my life.
+1
***** XD That is exactly why when I type something like this song is the story of my life i put (Not the song) next to it. Like "Welcome To My Life" By Simple Plan. One of the lyric videos I put the comment. "Story of my life (Not the song).... Literally I feel this everyday this song basically is my life in a nutshell" XD
***** Fluorescent Elemental There is no need for me to type it such stupidity as "Not the Song" because my point is clear. Ninja is an idiot.
xD Yup!
I keep thinking this comment as a deep one but then I look at the profile pic and laugh.
this song is so beautiful I love it
Após 2 anos essa música ainda mexe especialmente comigo...
So underrated. Skylar is pure talent.
It makes me think of my mom so much :(
it makes me think of my girlfriend :( Sorry about your mom man
The same for me...but we have to be strong
Jose Lee Naidoo Datamaskingutta Misstycatbb -It makes me think of my pet Duck!
ha
same
This song reminds me of when my grandma died... I never got to say goodbye to her, an i really can never truly forgive myself for that. Even though I know it wasn't my fault that her heart gave up it still haunts my dreams every day... I miss her so much R.I.P.
Same, she didn't die for the same reason, but I miss her so much. It happened a month ago.
I could listen to this on repeat forever.
This is the best song in the world......................I don't know why this song touched my hearty so deeply.This song makes me emotional to cry...............
the piano is the best compensation i ever heard i havent heard anyone do it like this
When I am depressed I listen to this song to put me in a even more crappy mode. Stupid, but when I am depressed, I gotta sink more
I know the feel. Life's kicking me hard in the ass right now, I'm about to be homeless... and I'm listening to the most depressing shit I can find. Yay.
but being sad and listening to happy songs just make you feel like shit, like everyone is having a great time while you are stuck at the bottom. it is hard to listen to.
this is what i feel is so great with skylar grey, yeah... she makes you feel even more shitty... but her lyrics, she gets it and with her you dont feel lonely. you feel depressed, but just knowing you are not alone is comforting.
Honestly it feels good when I sink deep in the depressed hole..please dont take this the wrong way.
@@RenAsterion just curious how you're doing now, if you don't mind sharing :)
@@onlydimitri221 Things are a little rocky for me due to someone who's currently living here, but things did get better for me. I think that was posted when I was losing my childhood home, which still breaks my heart thinking about, but my family and I got a new place, then a couple years later, I moved in with my grandparents and I've lived here ever since. It's been... not perfect, but the mental state I'm in now is a damn sight better than the one I was in back then.
Thank you for asking.
I miss you mommy
... I hope things got better...
Kassie Johnson I know how u feel. . .
stay strong
Kassie Johnson I miss my mom too....
My mom diagnosed with metastatic breast cancer (stage 4) i'm going crazy, she is the only one i have...
She is my hero...
There is no word that can express how i feel...
يوه يصوتها دخلني عالم المريخ
طرب ههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههههه
ياخي دقيقه كم الطرب
طاط ظاظ ماركزت بس انت اسمعها من البداية تراها طرب
@@حمود-خ8س6ف اها
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My aunt from my dad’s side of my family has recently lost her 8.5 year long battle with metastatic breast cancer on July 13, 2019. I have never had thought that this song would now mean so much to me. I have printed the sheet music for this song so that I could play it on my keyboard. This song is so beautiful and touching, and extremely relatable to me and many other people who may have experienced the loss of a loved one or a friend.
I came across this song recently only and i don't know why , but this song always gets to me. This song never fails to make me cry.....
ييووااددد ديييممم ي صصوتها♥️♥️.
تشوف
تراك غامدي🤣🤣🤣💔
people talking about break ups on here. I get it but it makes me think of someone I lost. I would do anything to see my friend again :'(
lpffpf me too 😞
Rania :'(
Me too ! :(
Amen
Same 😥
To anyone who may wonder what this song is about, it's the loss of her grandmother. I found it after my mom and dad passed away. I love it.
This song almost brought me to tears, which hasn't happened in a long time. Lovely song, terrible memories.
I miss you dad:( rest in peace
ursexcuse don't worry i miss my dad to
Hope he’s in a better place now.
- مافيه الا انا عربي ☻💔💔💔.
موجودين 😪.
موجودين
هنا 🤚🏼
صرنا ٥
@@majdaldienibrahim ٦
omg Skylar grey sings so many songs I love!!
Good songs that makes me cry lol
only a few make me tear up
this is so accurate, hit right home, it made me cry. her songs are always beautiful
This explains s my relationship with my mom and dad. I've never listened to anything so this song helps alot with me trying to explain my pain to others. So I thank you skyler grey for even singing this song ♡
this song makes you think.....
nice.
very nice
Ya I Agree (I Love niall Too X) )
...about life. And your forgotten memories.
Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone long enough
Why am I so self-important?
Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh, maybe a year ago
Didn't know time was of the essence
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me any more
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should've said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Always talking shit
Took your advice and did the opposite
Just being young and stupid
I haven't been all that you could've hoped for
But if you'd held on a little longer
You'd have had more reasons to be proud
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me any more
Not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me any more
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should've said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words
The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening 'cause I want you to know
It's so loud inside my head
With words that I should've said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back the words I never said
I never said
I can't take back the words I never said
Never said
I can't take back the words I never said
2024 and it’s still a great song
True
These lyrics hit hard. I lost my grandma to COVID just last month. She had cancer and beat it but had diabetes and got COVID-19. She was fighting so hard but it was too much. I wish I could have talked to my grandma more and seeing her. I regret so much. I miss her so much.
Me too 💔 I lost my grandpa
I hope you feel better and strong 🌸
I lost my dad just last friday, it had been 6 years since I last saw him. These lyrics have a whole new meaning now
@@abrar6746 still feel sad but thank you and I’m going to therapy soon. I hope you have peace and love to deal with your grief.
@@flicksandfandom08 so sorry for what you are going through. I pray that you have strength and healing during this difficult time. These lyrics still make me cry and I hope eventually won’t be as painful for all of us anymore.
This speaks to me on a level of deep rooted regret. I'm so sorry Mom. Just know I have always loved you. RIP Elaine....
I came because my crush told me to listen to this...I'm crying now
thats beautifully sad
Diamonds Aesthetic Me too,hun
I hope you are okay right now .
Why.. Wt he is trying to tell u?
Remembered this song after so many years 🥺it’s almost 2022 and I do remember my memories with this song
it's unforgettable song so emotional sad and real one
"I took your advice and did the opposite." Skyler Grey- This is so true
I come here once, twice a year to pour this one out for my dead friends. I'll laugh twice as hard I'll smile twice as much out of respect for you. Ill carry u with me an an not take it for granted. I won't cry because it's over I'll smile because it happened an remember my lessons learned from it. Rest in peace
Thinking that I've grew up with this song along with my depression makes me feel a bit tipsy because now, since I've become more mature, knowing how much I missed my parents.
I've used to be a lot braver and hippy when I was quite young, simply wouldn't letting myself cry. I tried to brace all of my hardships but I've finally left everything down.
Now I am much older and wiser, but it makes me miss more things than when I was an alcoholic at a very young age.
Just to tell you, don't put yourself in a bad situation. Having a hardship? Take action upon it and fix it while you have the chance.
Having the urge to cry? Just cry and let all your sorrowful pain sunk within you and vanish.
found this song a week after my best friends funeral. it still hurts to hear this song 4 years later
I'm so sorry! I'm here if you ever need to talk
When I discovered this at 16......it hits home... with everything going on today at 22 it hits harder 😔
This song is the most depressed i ever heard skylar we support u from 2019 and from the future ❤❤
So many questions...
Love Skylar's songs!
This is the dose of music that I needed for today..
I'm 12 years old and this song hit me hard straight to my very core...My BFF, my sister, my life who I lost to another girl's jealousy and lies and drama...We had been friends not 1, not 4, but 10 years of memories, trust, hardship and my depression which she stood by me every blessed step of the way... I was only 9 when I almost took my own life because I had been traumatized, beaten up, and bullied but she stayed there through it all......That child broke my heart, my soul, my spirit, and she almost broke me....and she didn't care....
I miss u Taylor Comer....
Alexybeauty101 i can completely relate too your story.i am 17 as of july 30th & I've gone thew the the same issues & when i was 10 was when my depression had took over for a while & i also have tried the same. but i had a friend for a few years who helped me out threw every issue i had, my depression, by Babylon Toolbar"> anxiety, bullying, home issues, suicide & a year ago things changed, she changed. she got a new controlling boyfriend & out of the blue just basically said; i don't want you any more. just left with out a reason. she didn't care anymore. i was a huge mess for a few months & things just didn't get any better either. she seen how it hurt me & messed up it made me & just left. So i am very sorry you had to go threw that as well.
Wow and I thought I was the only one out there.....
@@alexydeschanel3205are you still alive ?😢
Holy shit you're 20 now
What? no.... I'm not crying... I just have something in my eyes..... I'M NOT CRYING! THERE'S JUST ONIONS
same
+Mediocre Name union cutting ninja's
same
Why are you even crying?
your eyes are just sweating no worries
in listening to this Song after 1 year.
I still remember myself crying every night thinking I wasn't enough for my family.
now I find myself being an emotionless one who constantly scratches her arms so as not to cut herself. and I'm not depressed, I'm just sick of living in a world that doesn't listen to you.
I’m a bit late so I hope you can see this. You are not worthless and you have a purpose. Everyone has a purpose. You are loved
يااااااخي طرب🥺🖤.
everyone I listen to this song I start to cry my eyes out because it reminds me of my grandpa who died a few months back of cancer and how now I'll never see him again and how he can't hear me anymore...... I miss talking to him on the phone
+Tayra Domaika sorry for your loss,you'll have him someway,in your most precious thing,..in your HEART,you can talk him staring the moon at night,you can say him good morning whispering ,he is with you :D
dynasty brought me to this tearful song. tysm for this 💜
I wish you all happiness, to both the young broken hearts and old. You will get through it.
My best friend passed. About 2 years ago. This song just kinda.. idk it makes me feel extremely sad
I am so sorry for your loss..
Ashley Fernandez It's ok.. I mean it's not but you know..
😭😭😭😭😭
I'm sorry for your loss. Prayers go up for you 🙏
I lift prayers up to you >-< i couldn't think about the pain your going through
This is the song from Step Up Revolution!!
I love it so much. . .
This song hits home. RIP Grandma 6/10/2016
This song is seriously beautiful and I am in love with it. Ppl who disliked it suck, they don't know beautiful music when they hear it
Skylar:) ma głos który można tylko zazzdrosćić.