I could scream this message from the rooftops because its so true and important, recovery isn't linear and a pitfall does not mean you have failed yourself or are starting all over again. Also, loved the use of heartbeat effect at the end.
Oh wow, it has been a year since the "Adam incident". Times flies when you're enjoying this channel! Can we just take a moment and reflect on how far Lovely and Vincent have come in their relationship in the last year! They are my favorite Redacted couple, and I still enjoy following their story! It's not hard to tell how much they support each other and truly care about one another.
@@duke_of_rats7416 because I hate saying his name, so I’ve resorted to goldfish gargling noises instead, do not ask why I chose a goldfish, for I do not know
The best description I’ve heard for grief/trauma is the ball in a box metaphor: there’s a ball in a box with a button. The ball bounces around and when it hits the button, I get hit by a wave of emotion (sadness, fear, grief, etc). When the wound is fresh, the box is small, the ball is big, and the button is very sensitive. But over time, with work, the healing process helps the ball shrink and the box gets bigger, which means the button gets hit less frequently, but it still hurts like hell every time it does get hit. Progress is not a straight line. The ball is always there and so is the button. Sometimes something will happen to hit your button, that doesn’t mean you haven’t healed at all, it just means you’re human. It’s okay, let yourself feel, ride it out, and then come back to center and try again. I believe in you. I’m proud of you. You’re worth it. You’re going amazing. 💛
I really like the visual of the thumbnail with the message of the video. Traces of Adam is, unfortunately, going to be a presence in Lovely's mind. But Vincent is there, actually present and he's safe and a way for them to center themselves. It's really beautiful.
"The effort was worth it. It wasn't wasted. We can stumble, we can feel like shit for a day or a week. We can go a night without sleep because our brain just won't slow down. But what we can't do is give up. We can't let those memories win. Because we're more than the things that happen to us and we prove that every day when we keep going. Maybe it is two steps forward one step back, but that still nets out to a step in the right direction. And that's good enough for me." 12:55 Hi, hello. So. Today on things I didn't realize I needed to hear: this. Real talk, _this_ is what separates this channel from all of the others in the pack. It's why this channel has been so successful: because even something as simple as a cuddly comfort audio has an evocative emotional message that most of us don't hear in our day-to-day lives. These audios entourage us to be kind, compassionate, and patient with ourselves and that's a message a lot of people need to hear.
I adore every shade of Vincent; flirty, goofy, supportive, emotional…but DAMN do I love me some SOFT Vincent 😭😭😭 and the HEARTBEAT AT THE END???! My biggest ASMR weakness ✨✨✨
Vincent is just so sweet. l honestly feel safe whenever i put on one of his audios and this video is no different. I want nothing but happiness for him.
How dare this man...be so supportive...to comfort me from trauma that was as fictional as he was because he and Adam aren't even REAL... HE HAS NO RIGHT BEIN THIS SWEET
This was actually really wonderful to hear; I lost my mom last year and unfortunately bore witness to it and the nightmares afterwards made it all the more traumatic. I still get them from time to time and it sucks but this was a reminder that trauma leaves scars that don't heal overnight, and that's okay- it's not any baring on our value as human beings 💜💜
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m so proud of you for seeing you’re worth and being patient with yourself as you heal, and I’m sure your mom would be too. 💛 You’re so worthwhile, I hope you never forget that.
Hearing things like the fact we're more than the things that happen to us from Vincent makes my heart warm. Lovely's growth from the start, but especially after Adam has been beautiful. And Vincent is just the sweetest and softest. I feel safe and happy with him.
This is beautiful. “It feels like everything I’ve been working toward was for nothing. Like all the work I’ve put in, trying to come to terms with what happened to me, was worthless.” Fucking ouch. “. . . you keep trying. You keep living.” Yes, yes. And his “always-“ at the end reminds me of his fourth video and makes me all nostalgic.
I do so love a nightmare comfort audio, and this one takes the genre to the next level. I can think of so many characters in Dahlia that need to hear Vincent's message... So well-written and performed, just like all the content you create. Thanks for sharing your work!
ok, so I have quite a few thoughts. (dw, all good things!) first, I think Erik is the best script writer that I've ever seen deal with trauma. *incoming trauma dump* so I was SA'ed as a kid, and honestly, these storylines are a huge part of how I've just now begun to process that (bc, yknow, repressed memories are fun) The Kody storyline, where the Freelancer couldn't have known what was going on, and has to deal with that lost innocence. The Adam storyline, where Lovely gets literally frozen in place and has to just watch all this shit happen to them. Even, in a small way, the Ivan storyline, where Baby just gives in because what else are you supposed to do when someone has that much power over you. I've related to probably too many listeners on this goddamn channel. But hell, these type of audios? They truly, truly mean everything to me. I'm coming up on a year of knowing about my childhood SA, and almost 6 months of being a Redacted listener. And having these fictional people in my life to tell me it's okay that I'm not okay just yet, that it's okay that I've needed help, that it's okay that I'm still dealing with the effects of that, even though it all happened so long ago. So I guess, thanks, Erik. Thanks for dealing with trauma in a way that's intriguing enough to hold some entertainment, but deep and real enough to bring some true healing. Sorry to trauma dump, I guess. I just kinda needed that out there.
I have been binge watching your series and I swear I just can't stop, the Vincent series is one of my favorite, as much as I do hate the part with Adam the whole plot is just way to good to just not rewatch it. I just love the thought, effort, and organization you put in each of these stories. It's really shows these series is more than just for likes or views or to just put out a video, these series show how much you care. So, I would just like to say, these series are awesome :)
Honestly I feel kinda silly for listening/needing comfort from a disembodied voice so I can pretend someone cares about me. But this kind of audio really helps me so much you have no idea, my family is honestly a nightmare and if I even think about having a breakdown then I am stupid and pathetic and a faker. I really try to pick myself up but some days I honestly feel like I’m gonna implode, a kind voice to tell me that maybe I deserve to be happy and proud of myself and that I am worthy of love and respect is just... a really big deal to me. Thank you sincerely Redacted, for your amazing, compelling stories and your kind words to the people who need them
I love the design you’ve done for this one. All the designs on your cassettes are always so beautifully done by your style. You could see one from anywhere and instantly recognise it as a Redacted Auido 💛
It has been 3-1/2 years since I was S/A I’m told “it was along time ago” “he was to young to know” “you need to forgive and forget” it’s hard and from time to time.I feel so bad. This helps be feel less worse about still remembering it. Thank you
Oh my God my friend literally texted me the other night about how they were having nightmares about their trauma and this is exactly what I was telling them, but not nearly as nicely as this did. You explain it so well. Even though they're hellllllla gonna make fun of me for listening to this. I am sending this to them and making them listen to it.
i’m currently going through a really rough patch in my life (relapses, nightmares, overall just everything shitty) so this really provided some much needed comfort, thank you so much.
I did not think I needed this today but the way I started randomly crying about halfway through indicates I was very wrong about that;;;; I also just. Love Vincent so much, don't look at me
I've said it before and I'll say it again, the script writing is amazing. The way he approaches serious issues is not only super realistic and accurate, but he also handles the subjects with the care and respect they deserve. Thank you for sharing your stories with us Redacted.
Wait do vampires have a heartbeat? Amazing video, absolutely the sweetest. As someone who deals with trauma and trauma related nightmares and has to go through it alone, this was so appreciated, thank you so much. I wish I had someone as gentle and understanding as Vincent in my life
This is honestly so comforting, nightmares suck y'all, and whoever is having them frequently like myself, just know I love y'all and that y'all are strong 🖤💜 *Now imma listen to this when I sleep- see ya- ✌🏽*
Ok so after the thing with Adam, I always had the thought "Lovely is sure to get nightmares from this, and that's the truth. This is my idea of angst for this couple." And low and behold, he finally turns it to an audio!😁 I was looking forward to a video like this tho to be honest, one where Lovely has a nightmare about Adam and what happened during their capture, and Vincent comforting them afterwards of course.☺💕 So thank you, Erik!🥰
To start off, Vincent is my comfort character. On other notes, the sheer amount of character development, and depth that this series has was thoroughly addicting to listen to(meaning I obviously listened to all of them in one sitting). Ofttimes when you look for vampire audios they’re fairly forceful and usually surrounded by serious elements of fear (which is fine if you’re into that sort of thing), but the way that Vincent and lovely’s relationship develops shows pure love for one on other (and just makes me all around so happy). On another note I absolutely adore the interactiveness of these audios. To me they’re kind of like an audiobook that you get to be a part of. And as a someone who grew up an avid reader, I feel like this just makes the story even better. It is for these points (and some others) that I would have to say, without a doubt, that this is my favorite role play audio series that I’ve come across so far. Keep up the amazing work Erik, and I so look foreword to any continuations of this story and others that may come along.❤️
this is awesome. having nightmares doesn't mean you've lost all the progress you made. it doesn't mean you've failed. recovery takes time and isn't going to go smoothly all the time but it's okay. you still have time. it's okay to think about it, but you've come so far. your progress isn't eliminated, it's like reaching a dip in a hill. it'll go back up again and dipping down is natural. sometimes it just pops up and you'll think about it, and that's okay. as much as we want to ignore and avoid it, sometimes your brain will wander back. but you thinking about the incident doesn't erase your progress. i hope you're okay, take time for yourself :) i'm telling myself this as much as i'm telling whoever's reading this lmfoa
Thank you for this. I only just realized that in a few days it’ll be a year since I finally got out of an awful situation. I’ve had an uptake in intrusive thoughts around what happened recently and it started to really mess around with my days.
I wanted more Vincent and Adam interactions now I wanna see Vincent and Alexis interactions they bring out a different side of him its interesting I love Vincent though, he's awsome and a lovely dork 💕 thanks for the serotonin Erik
This felt really good, a month ago I sort of "lost" my friendship with my best friends and have been having a hard time dealing with it, after being told the way they treated me was hurting me (ie causing daily panic attacks) its been a lot harder than I thought it would be. Listening to this at 5 am really helped a lot
Today I had a terrible day, and I decided to sleep to simply not have to deal with everything and myself, when I woke up I saw the notification of the video and I felt a lot of relief, coincidentally I also had a nightmare, and this helped me a lot. I really missed Vincent
I love all the nicknames, but honestly hearing the other ones (baby/little one) in that quiet voice make them sound like they're just for us, as an extra reassurance and it's just 🥰🥰🥰
Gods, I had no idea how much I would need this audio one day. Hearing Vincent talk about recovery and say, ‘you deserve peace Lovely’ made me cry tears of relief in relation to the memory of trauma from the past. Thank you so much Erik for creating audios like this. This audio is just as invaluable as Milo’s panic attack comfort. On a lighter note, I adore Vincent and the way he is with Lovely never fails to make me smile like a loon lol.
I mean, as much as I love the story thickening, more suspenseful videos from this channel (which I love A LOT!) Oh! These comfort/ sleepy time (or wakey time) ones really get me. The whole reason I got into ASMR in the first place was to help quite my thoughts for sleep. But these ones really hit home with all the inner workings of why your brain is being this way. And then dishes out a plate full of faultless logic you just can’t argue with which basically says “hey, it’s ok, brains are like that sometimes”💜
I really needed to listen to audio, and I really caught up to this part at the perfect time. I'm still healing from a really toxic friendship that lasted for four years, and last week (about a year and a half since I cut them off) I had a nightmare about them that really shook me up. The days that followed didnt get much better, but I took steps to keep trying to heal myself and luckily I have the support of my real friends to help me through it. I havent listened through the full audio yet but just the beginning alone and all of the lovely comments are so calming, and once again I'm so happy that TH-cam recommended me this channel.
Was just watching this audio again. I’ve had an idea pop into mind for a comfort audio, where Vincent has told lovely to tell him if they get uncomfortable and that they are safe before feeding from them, but while he is mid feed the listener kinda zones out and starts having flashbacks of Adam. Vincent can start to taste fear in their blood and stops to see the listener panicked and then try’s to snap them out of it and comforts them. Or an alternative they start having flashbacks while Vincent feeds and they think to much about Adam that lovely accidentally electrocutes Vincent thinking he is Adam, due to being too zoned out to realise what was actually happening and that they were indeed safe.
I screamed like Ned Flanders when I saw this notification!!!! 😍🤣❤️ I love Vincent!! He's my favorite character and I was so looking forward to a new video from him!!! I missed him! 🤣 Oh I'm so happy now! 😋 Thank you Redacted.
Well, I wanted it to be about Adam but didn’t think it would be. It may be time for me to stop analyzing thumbnails 🤷🏼♀️ *slowly backs out of comments* (lurk mode) 🙂
i know this is a rly old video and idk if anyone’s even gonna see this but i really need to hear this when i was younger: you are worth more than your past. i’m living proof that it does get better. always remember you are loved and are capable of recovering ❤️
I have nightmares still about my step-dad who is a horrible person.. he is going to be locked away for a long time but it feels like I can't get away from him still... I really needed to hear this so much
i love him so much, hes so amazing. and hes transmasc because im transmasc and i said so. and i might have possibly maybe named myself after him. but. shut up
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I could scream this message from the rooftops because its so true and important, recovery isn't linear and a pitfall does not mean you have failed yourself or are starting all over again. Also, loved the use of heartbeat effect at the end.
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"A nightmare doesn't erase that progress."
You have no idea how much I needed to hear that. Thank you
same
@@Lianna_Is_Me pp
Oh wow, it has been a year since the "Adam incident". Times flies when you're enjoying this channel!
Can we just take a moment and reflect on how far Lovely and Vincent have come in their relationship in the last year! They are my favorite Redacted couple, and I still enjoy following their story! It's not hard to tell how much they support each other and truly care about one another.
The Adam incident or as I like to call it
The *goldfish drowning* incident
It's my favorite couple in the Redactedverse too. I love their relationship and how caring and supportive and loving they are for each other. ☺️
My favorite as well.
@@Valeriefesben Can I ask why you call it this??
@@duke_of_rats7416 because I hate saying his name, so I’ve resorted to goldfish gargling noises instead, do not ask why I chose a goldfish, for I do not know
The best description I’ve heard for grief/trauma is the ball in a box metaphor: there’s a ball in a box with a button. The ball bounces around and when it hits the button, I get hit by a wave of emotion (sadness, fear, grief, etc). When the wound is fresh, the box is small, the ball is big, and the button is very sensitive. But over time, with work, the healing process helps the ball shrink and the box gets bigger, which means the button gets hit less frequently, but it still hurts like hell every time it does get hit.
Progress is not a straight line. The ball is always there and so is the button. Sometimes something will happen to hit your button, that doesn’t mean you haven’t healed at all, it just means you’re human. It’s okay, let yourself feel, ride it out, and then come back to center and try again.
I believe in you. I’m proud of you. You’re worth it. You’re going amazing. 💛
Thank you so much ❤
One of the benefits of having a Vampire bf/gf is that they're usually pretty wise. Usually.
Unless their name is Alexis😂
@@zeldahyrule3127 damn- that's cold
@@ronimlsspam Just like her heart
I really like the visual of the thumbnail with the message of the video. Traces of Adam is, unfortunately, going to be a presence in Lovely's mind. But Vincent is there, actually present and he's safe and a way for them to center themselves. It's really beautiful.
"The effort was worth it. It wasn't wasted. We can stumble, we can feel like shit for a day or a week. We can go a night without sleep because our brain just won't slow down. But what we can't do is give up. We can't let those memories win. Because we're more than the things that happen to us and we prove that every day when we keep going. Maybe it is two steps forward one step back, but that still nets out to a step in the right direction. And that's good enough for me." 12:55
Hi, hello. So. Today on things I didn't realize I needed to hear: this. Real talk, _this_ is what separates this channel from all of the others in the pack. It's why this channel has been so successful: because even something as simple as a cuddly comfort audio has an evocative emotional message that most of us don't hear in our day-to-day lives. These audios entourage us to be kind, compassionate, and patient with ourselves and that's a message a lot of people need to hear.
legit were lines that made me cry 😭
I adore every shade of Vincent; flirty, goofy, supportive, emotional…but DAMN do I love me some SOFT Vincent 😭😭😭 and the HEARTBEAT AT THE END???! My biggest ASMR weakness ✨✨✨
Vincent is just so sweet. l honestly feel safe whenever i put on one of his audios and this video is no different. I want nothing but happiness for him.
How dare this man...be so supportive...to comfort me from trauma that was as fictional as he was because he and Adam aren't even REAL...
HE HAS NO RIGHT BEIN THIS SWEET
This was actually really wonderful to hear; I lost my mom last year and unfortunately bore witness to it and the nightmares afterwards made it all the more traumatic. I still get them from time to time and it sucks but this was a reminder that trauma leaves scars that don't heal overnight, and that's okay- it's not any baring on our value as human beings 💜💜
@@Lou-fb9ii thank you for the kind words 💜 it's been a rough year and a half to say the least
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m so proud of you for seeing you’re worth and being patient with yourself as you heal, and I’m sure your mom would be too. 💛 You’re so worthwhile, I hope you never forget that.
@@ChoralAlchemist thank u for saying that; I hope to think she's proud of me wherever she is 💜
I’m a Mom and I’m so sorry for what you’ve been through but I can tell you if you were my daughter I’d be so incredibly proud of you!! Big hugs.
@@shehasgreeneyes9861 thank u for this; this genuinely made me teary eyed 💜💜💜
Vincent: We don’t have any control over dreams
Me: *looks over at Elliot*
The soft breathing and the heartbeats at the end were just another level of comfort
Hearing things like the fact we're more than the things that happen to us from Vincent makes my heart warm. Lovely's growth from the start, but especially after Adam has been beautiful. And Vincent is just the sweetest and softest. I feel safe and happy with him.
This is beautiful.
“It feels like everything I’ve been working toward was for nothing. Like all the work I’ve put in, trying to come to terms with what happened to me, was worthless.” Fucking ouch. “. . . you keep trying. You keep living.” Yes, yes. And his “always-“ at the end reminds me of his fourth video and makes me all nostalgic.
Aww he's so sweet... sleepy Vincent has my heart.
I do so love a nightmare comfort audio, and this one takes the genre to the next level. I can think of so many characters in Dahlia that need to hear Vincent's message... So well-written and performed, just like all the content you create. Thanks for sharing your work!
ok, so I have quite a few thoughts. (dw, all good things!) first, I think Erik is the best script writer that I've ever seen deal with trauma. *incoming trauma dump*
so I was SA'ed as a kid, and honestly, these storylines are a huge part of how I've just now begun to process that (bc, yknow, repressed memories are fun) The Kody storyline, where the Freelancer couldn't have known what was going on, and has to deal with that lost innocence. The Adam storyline, where Lovely gets literally frozen in place and has to just watch all this shit happen to them. Even, in a small way, the Ivan storyline, where Baby just gives in because what else are you supposed to do when someone has that much power over you. I've related to probably too many listeners on this goddamn channel. But hell, these type of audios? They truly, truly mean everything to me. I'm coming up on a year of knowing about my childhood SA, and almost 6 months of being a Redacted listener. And having these fictional people in my life to tell me it's okay that I'm not okay just yet, that it's okay that I've needed help, that it's okay that I'm still dealing with the effects of that, even though it all happened so long ago. So I guess, thanks, Erik. Thanks for dealing with trauma in a way that's intriguing enough to hold some entertainment, but deep and real enough to bring some true healing.
Sorry to trauma dump, I guess. I just kinda needed that out there.
Totally fine. Hope you are doing well and thank you for being comfortable enough to share.
I have been binge watching your series and I swear I just can't stop, the Vincent series is one of my favorite, as much as I do hate the part with Adam the whole plot is just way to good to just not rewatch it. I just love the thought, effort, and organization you put in each of these stories. It's really shows these series is more than just for likes or views or to just put out a video, these series show how much you care. So, I would just like to say, these series are awesome :)
Honestly I feel kinda silly for listening/needing comfort from a disembodied voice so I can pretend someone cares about me. But this kind of audio really helps me so much you have no idea, my family is honestly a nightmare and if I even think about having a breakdown then I am stupid and pathetic and a faker. I really try to pick myself up but some days I honestly feel like I’m gonna implode, a kind voice to tell me that maybe I deserve to be happy and proud of myself and that I am worthy of love and respect is just... a really big deal to me. Thank you sincerely Redacted, for your amazing, compelling stories and your kind words to the people who need them
Vincent is the sweetest he is so understanding and comforting I’m happy lovely and him found each other
I love the design you’ve done for this one. All the designs on your cassettes are always so beautifully done by your style. You could see one from anywhere and instantly recognise it as a Redacted Auido 💛
It has been 3-1/2 years since I was S/A I’m told “it was along time ago” “he was to young to know” “you need to forgive and forget” it’s hard and from time to time.I feel so bad. This helps be feel less worse about still remembering it. Thank you
I never thought I would get into vampires but boy... This channel has changed my mind. My heart is so full 🥰
Vincent really do be giving us free therapy here 🥺 ♥️
Oh my God my friend literally texted me the other night about how they were having nightmares about their trauma and this is exactly what I was telling them, but not nearly as nicely as this did. You explain it so well. Even though they're hellllllla gonna make fun of me for listening to this. I am sending this to them and making them listen to it.
i’m currently going through a really rough patch in my life (relapses, nightmares, overall just everything shitty) so this really provided some much needed comfort, thank you so much.
I’ve been waiting for this one. TURN IT UP
REAL
I did not think I needed this today but the way I started randomly crying about halfway through indicates I was very wrong about that;;;;
I also just. Love Vincent so much, don't look at me
i am emotional. it’s prefect timing i’ve been having a lot of nightmares recently and they’ve been on some really touchy subjects. thank you Erik!
I've said it before and I'll say it again, the script writing is amazing. The way he approaches serious issues is not only super realistic and accurate, but he also handles the subjects with the care and respect they deserve.
Thank you for sharing your stories with us Redacted.
We have been blessed with so much vampire stuff lately it’s making my heart hapoy
mm mm k..
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This was so so soooo comforting to listen to
Wait do vampires have a heartbeat?
Amazing video, absolutely the sweetest. As someone who deals with trauma and trauma related nightmares and has to go through it alone, this was so appreciated, thank you so much. I wish I had someone as gentle and understanding as Vincent in my life
This is honestly so comforting, nightmares suck y'all, and whoever is having them frequently like myself, just know I love y'all and that y'all are strong 🖤💜
*Now imma listen to this when I sleep- see ya- ✌🏽*
Ok so after the thing with Adam, I always had the thought "Lovely is sure to get nightmares from this, and that's the truth. This is my idea of angst for this couple."
And low and behold, he finally turns it to an audio!😁 I was looking forward to a video like this tho to be honest, one where Lovely has a nightmare about Adam and what happened during their capture, and Vincent comforting them afterwards of course.☺💕 So thank you, Erik!🥰
I’m so happy and thankful this was made I’ve been having terrible nightmares for the past two months
i really needed this. the timing is just perfect. thank you for this
"There will be ups and downs..."
My dumb brain: like a rollercoaster...😶 to soon
Noooooo 😂😂😂
Someone wants to donate blood
Omg Redacted. How are you so on point about things like that?
To start off, Vincent is my comfort character.
On other notes, the sheer amount of character development, and depth that this series has was thoroughly addicting to listen to(meaning I obviously listened to all of them in one sitting). Ofttimes when you look for vampire audios they’re fairly forceful and usually surrounded by serious elements of fear (which is fine if you’re into that sort of thing), but the way that Vincent and lovely’s relationship develops shows pure love for one on other (and just makes me all around so happy).
On another note I absolutely adore the interactiveness of these audios. To me they’re kind of like an audiobook that you get to be a part of. And as a someone who grew up an avid reader, I feel like this just makes the story even better.
It is for these points (and some others) that I would have to say, without a doubt, that this is my favorite role play audio series that I’ve come across so far.
Keep up the amazing work Erik, and I so look foreword to any continuations of this story and others that may come along.❤️
this is awesome. having nightmares doesn't mean you've lost all the progress you made. it doesn't mean you've failed. recovery takes time and isn't going to go smoothly all the time but it's okay. you still have time. it's okay to think about it, but you've come so far. your progress isn't eliminated, it's like reaching a dip in a hill. it'll go back up again and dipping down is natural. sometimes it just pops up and you'll think about it, and that's okay. as much as we want to ignore and avoid it, sometimes your brain will wander back. but you thinking about the incident doesn't erase your progress. i hope you're okay, take time for yourself :)
i'm telling myself this as much as i'm telling whoever's reading this lmfoa
Thank you for this. I only just realized that in a few days it’ll be a year since I finally got out of an awful situation. I’ve had an uptake in intrusive thoughts around what happened recently and it started to really mess around with my days.
Bro I didn’t realize the video ended and it went to the next one and the first thing I hear is Adam’s voice✋💀. My soul really left my body
Such a lovely message. Thank you, redacted!
That was very sweet and comforting, thank you
Thanks Erik, you're awesome💕
I wanted more Vincent and Adam interactions now I wanna see Vincent and Alexis interactions they bring out a different side of him its interesting I love Vincent though, he's awsome and a lovely dork 💕 thanks for the serotonin Erik
Thanks for all the comforts. I feel better now.
Best audio yet man this was so well said so well acted so well produced so true to the struggle an so true to the heart.
Thank you for another audio with “The Vampire Vincent” (Partial vampire-movie quote)!
This felt really good, a month ago I sort of "lost" my friendship with my best friends and have been having a hard time dealing with it, after being told the way they treated me was hurting me (ie causing daily panic attacks) its been a lot harder than I thought it would be. Listening to this at 5 am really helped a lot
Today I had a terrible day, and I decided to sleep to simply not have to deal with everything and myself, when I woke up I saw the notification of the video and I felt a lot of relief, coincidentally I also had a nightmare, and this helped me a lot. I really missed Vincent
Vincent is so sweet and caring. Just what I needed tonight☺
It has been a few years since something happened to me and I still get nightmares sometimes but I’ve learned to ignore them but this helps 🥰
oh lord- i haven't listened yet but my heart
Sleepy Vincent 🥺🥺🥺 Can’t wait for Sam I’m dying for him and Darlin to finally kiss
Everytime i see your notifications pop up i immediately stop what i was doing and watch the video!😭💜
BROOOO WHEN I TELL YOU
I was just thinking about Vincent when I got this notification I screamed
I been waiting for this one, tUrN iT uP! I needed this on so many levels tysm for blessing us Erik 🙏🏽😌
I literally screamed because MORE VINCENT!!!!!!
I love all the nicknames, but honestly hearing the other ones (baby/little one) in that quiet voice make them sound like they're just for us, as an extra reassurance and it's just 🥰🥰🥰
wow I uhhhh really needed to hear this, great timing for this video
Yo.. hold up..
*adjusts glasses and reads title again*
Ah yes we’ve been delivered some Vincent comfort..
WAIT COMFORT FROM VINCENT???? Y E S 👌😤
Thank you, this was beautiful.
Gods, I had no idea how much I would need this audio one day. Hearing Vincent talk about recovery and say, ‘you deserve peace Lovely’ made me cry tears of relief in relation to the memory of trauma from the past. Thank you so much Erik for creating audios like this. This audio is just as invaluable as Milo’s panic attack comfort.
On a lighter note, I adore Vincent and the way he is with Lovely never fails to make me smile like a loon lol.
I mean, as much as I love the story thickening, more suspenseful videos from this channel (which I love A LOT!)
Oh! These comfort/ sleepy time (or wakey time) ones really get me.
The whole reason I got into ASMR in the first place was to help quite my thoughts for sleep.
But these ones really hit home with all the inner workings of why your brain is being this way. And then dishes out a plate full of faultless logic you just can’t argue with which basically says “hey, it’s ok, brains are like that sometimes”💜
Awww- ok I love him!! I’ve been waiting for another Vincent video
I really needed to listen to audio, and I really caught up to this part at the perfect time. I'm still healing from a really toxic friendship that lasted for four years, and last week (about a year and a half since I cut them off) I had a nightmare about them that really shook me up. The days that followed didnt get much better, but I took steps to keep trying to heal myself and luckily I have the support of my real friends to help me through it.
I havent listened through the full audio yet but just the beginning alone and all of the lovely comments are so calming, and once again I'm so happy that TH-cam recommended me this channel.
Oh Vincent! You’re back! I’m so glad you’re back! Please stay a little longer! I wanna hear more from you!♥️ You’re so romantic 🌹
Me, having heard every video of Vincent AT LEAST 6 TIMES: Hmm I wonder when he will upload again
🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐 You made my day sir
"... a wonderful falliable person... who's gonna struggle sometimes"
Vincents voice just brings me so much comfort 🙁🤟
I've been dealing with a lot of trauma response stuff lately so this was really needed, thank you
As always you never failed to put a smile on my face 😊
Genuine heartfelt mental health advice and comforting words? In MY flirty vampire boyfriend asmr???
I absolutely loved the video 💖💖💖
Also the breathing at the end was a nice touch ❤️🥰
Was just watching this audio again. I’ve had an idea pop into mind for a comfort audio, where Vincent has told lovely to tell him if they get uncomfortable and that they are safe before feeding from them, but while he is mid feed the listener kinda zones out and starts having flashbacks of Adam. Vincent can start to taste fear in their blood and stops to see the listener panicked and then try’s to snap them out of it and comforts them.
Or an alternative they start having flashbacks while Vincent feeds and they think to much about Adam that lovely accidentally electrocutes Vincent thinking he is Adam, due to being too zoned out to realise what was actually happening and that they were indeed safe.
I screamed like Ned Flanders when I saw this notification!!!! 😍🤣❤️ I love Vincent!! He's my favorite character and I was so looking forward to a new video from him!!! I missed him! 🤣 Oh I'm so happy now! 😋 Thank you Redacted.
I love this 😭 thank you 🤍😌
Well, I wanted it to be about Adam but didn’t think it would be. It may be time for me to stop analyzing thumbnails 🤷🏼♀️ *slowly backs out of comments* (lurk mode) 🙂
it is about adam tho, i probBLY REad this wrong, sorry
@@KillingLonliness On Patreon, I guessed it would be about Quinn, not Adam ☺️
I am WAY too attached to Vincent. I have been dying for another video. 🥺
My dumb face thought it was another Sam and Darling video. Nearly gave myself whiplash when he said Lovely.
Ah yes the best boy in the world saves the night
Oh my beloved Vincent is back 😭❣.
this video could change someone’s whole life for the better
YESSS MORE VINCENT 😩
Ugh, I'm an hour late!!
Seriously though, this is amazing. Thank you so much. ♥
Cucumber Approved
Currently crying, brb
@bunnypause hi yes. Honestly debating on either simp or whore dunno which one yet
I was waiting for this TURN IT UP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
It's been a year already oh my god excuse me what.
i know this is a rly old video and idk if anyone’s even gonna see this but i really need to hear this when i was younger: you are worth more than your past. i’m living proof that it does get better. always remember you are loved and are capable of recovering ❤️
you have no idea how much this means to me, thankyou ❤️❤️
@@kiaragwilliam7717 anytime ❤️❤️
I have nightmares still about my step-dad who is a horrible person.. he is going to be locked away for a long time but it feels like I can't get away from him still... I really needed to hear this so much
Brb lemme just reality shift to this man-
Omg I fucking screamed when I saw there was a new episode
i missed you
thank you kind sir
VINCENT HAS THE MOM AWAKENING
*me actualy having a nightmare abt my step father and waking up a bit shaken up*
"He cant hurt u anymore."
Damn..
i love him so much, hes so amazing.
and hes transmasc because im transmasc and i said so. and i might have possibly maybe named myself after him. but. shut up