My favorite lyric ever is "my emotions are explosions when I'm around you" And that loosely ties into nobody wanting to die alone because we all want to be loved, wether platonically or romantically, we all just want love from that one person. Nobody wants to die alone. They might say they're fine alone but there's always a longing for _someone_ . and it sucks. I can relate if yk what I mean
it hurts like hell when you bond with others over your addiction and illness, but when you start getting better you know you have to let them go. I miss you guys so much, and I hope you can get past it too, I’ll always be here waiting for you guys.
"Climb a ladder I'm on the edge of the world hang my feet off of the side. No one really wants to die alone but some of us will try, for this life we don't apply, just appear one day for why, cover up your pain get high enough to spread your wings and fly" 😢 That resonated...
To the girl that stole my heart, Im sorry for being like this. I wish I could help it but its so hard sometimes. I sit and wonder all the time what I couldve done differently to make you stay. To have you by my side like the old times. To wake up next to you in my bed and see your face and smile. Life has gotten so dark since you've been gone. I finally feel as though Ive hit rock bottom. I pray to god everyday that I wake up I see a message or call from you on my phone. I pray to see you in public so I can admire the sweet face I used to hold in my hands, the blonde hair that reaches to your back, and those bright blue eyes that are just like the ocean. Youre the only one I ever wanted and the only one I ever needed. I hope that you find happiness in whatever you do. I hope that your life goes in a good direction because you deserve nothing less than perfect. Im so sorry. This is my final goodbye.
This is by far my favorite song just the lyrics and the beat go so great together. The lyrics are so powerful with meaning, which is so hard to find nowadays
shit man, i dont miss you. i just miss missing you. im afraid to move on because you might come back to me. but really ive already moved on. we made a lot of good memories together. i used to think abt you 24/7, now i dont. simple. we had a good run, bye
Tbh when he said "this life is a loan" I thought he said this life is alone because I thought he was saying that if he could trade his life to someone else no one would want it
Remember guys and girls, love is one hell of a drug. Try a bit of it and you're guaranteed to be hooked on it. I miss the shit out of you, Claudia. I know I messed up.
Damn bro that's fucken deep I can relate I think most of us have been through that pain I know this comment was like a year ago but that's just sad keep your head up man
@@EconyxHas2 Well, there's an update to this story. I was falsely accused of r8pe by my now ex fiancee shortly after I publicly ousted her as a chronic domestic abuser in May this year. After this I was shown definitive proof of cheating, a possible baby that wouldn't have been mine since I can't conceive and several flirting messages with strangers online in TikTok. It sucks - somehow she's the one being happy with a new guy and all our previous friends, but it is what it is. Keep your head calm and collected. Focus on making a better you, for you. Become the man you'd envy. You got this. The blessing of believing in one's self is truly powerful and will get you out of any dark valley.
i just recently found this song but damn i can’t stop crying but i can’t stop listening to this song. it made me end up on top of a dunkin’ donuts building with the same question flowing thru my brain and i came to the conclusion that if i’m gone i won’t be able to hear this absolutely BEAUTIFUL song anymore but I don’t know if that pain will always overcome the pain of my life. Let’s hope i can keep finding music that i can’t live without before that question floods my brain again and i end up answering it with “do it…” who knows 🤷🏾♂️
The weed it’s a way of bringing happiness into the pain it makes you understand it and heal it it’s not for escaping your problems it’s for making there happy memories
She acknowledge my first request of being together, i thought she cared for me, she talked with her friends and i was afraid they'd speak about me, sadly it was true and whenever she was with her friends and i was with her, she'd look in a disgusted way at me like i was some stranger. I asked her what was happening and she said she found someone better. life is a repeating joke tbh
I've been trying to find a life were I have no stress but if anything it's been getting harder. I'm coming to terms that it will never get better. Life will never be like it was in the past not even sure if it's worth reaching my goals, if life consist of mostly stress and hurt why still be living in torture.
i recently got out of a psych ward and we would play this song there almost daily so now whenever i hear this song i remember lots of memories of the times i've had there
it’s so sad that i relate to this song only in high school. i got addicted to drugs in 8th grade to the halfway point of freshman year. i struggle w impulses still but i’ve been clean since this summer. i’m trying so hard to be sober.
When I listen to this song I picture my childhood self and the age I am now protecting him with the best of my will power making sure he doesn't have to see a lot of painful memories and making sure he stays as pure as he can before growing up.
I don't even know what to feel anymore. I felt the urge to cry, but I couldn't. I don't have the capability to do it anymore. I messed up, but she stayed. Then she couldn't hold it any longer. She went to a different mood, and I tried to play it cool. Eventually it broke me everytime. Now here I am. A man in the world, who cannot love, cry, or feel anymore
Found out she cheated through half the relationship while listening to this. I don't know why I deserve this. I gave her everything, treated her so well, communicated, did everything I could to be good to her and I got treated like dogshit
If they I've felt like that before it's depressing I hope you moved on and found someone better if you haven't don't worry there's plenty more Mac's in the cheese
@@EconyxHas2I’ve barely had any and yet I feel as though that I’m already sick of mac n cheese and that I wouldn’t be able to get anymore anyways, even if I did have some I’d probably just fuck it up anyways so what’s the point in trying, might as well just starve to death
@@EconyxHas2 the worst part is that without Macncheese I feel worse than anyone can imagine so I basically need atleast a little to function but I’m never going to get any unless I magically become an infinitely better version of myself which isn’t gonna happen anytime soon, what a pain
i don't understand why i never had the chance to have a normal childhood, and why everyone around me tried to keep me down for so long. nobody understands that i don't want to be helped anymore, therapy didn't work and i feel broken beyond repair, i just want someone to realise that and say goodbye before i move on from here, it's been a month since my last attempt and idk if or when i'm gonna try again, but i just hope no one else feels pain if i do
I finally came back here... I came here before, I just felt lonely. But now I lost my right hear and my intestine is destroying me. I don't what to do. I feel like I'm losing my humanity slowly...
i love but hate this song so much. its so good, yet i cant listen to it without being reminded of the past. i listened to this song while something traumatic and probably changed me forever happened. i used to cry the moment i heard this song but now i accept it and even though it hurts to listen to, it doesn’t affect me that much anymore.
We keep on going and fighting for a love from a special someone that leaves us with our past so at the end of the day guys and gals love yourself because in the end of time when u die and tear away in your grave you loved yourself more than anyone could’ve loved you because your are your best self but also can be your worst, you choose wisely, Just everyone needs to know you all are loved by someone maybe even a pet or animal so if they can love you love yourself do it for you because your the best
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"No one really wants to die alone but some of us will try"
My favorite lyric ever is
"my emotions are explosions when I'm around you"
And that loosely ties into nobody wanting to die alone because we all want to be loved, wether platonically or romantically, we all just want love from that one person. Nobody wants to die alone. They might say they're fine alone but there's always a longing for _someone_ . and it sucks.
I can relate if yk what I mean
@@ballslover77 what song is it
When the world end imma be with you ❤️🖤
@@fazesimp7236 line without a hook by Ricky Montogremy (last name definitely spelt wrong lmao) good song, and he makes a lot of good music.
*amogus*
it hurts like hell when you bond with others over your addiction and illness, but when you start getting better you know you have to let them go. I miss you guys so much, and I hope you can get past it too, I’ll always be here waiting for you guys.
Proud of you
i’m in the same situation as you. I miss him
i miss you too bro. Be there one day, maybe
you get high and listen to it you may cry if you know the deeper meaning of this song
Fuck yeah
The song is saying to me that i must stop drugs but i just can't
I don't need to be high to cry on this song
I played this in the car last night and deadass everyone was high and it was fucking beautiful my guy
The more I used to listen to it the more I heard the the actual meaning to iy
Spider gang
floor gang
The phantom troop
Julicia Likes Anime LMAOOOOO
👁️🔻👁️
I can’t remember the last time I got a genuine hug from anyone
i'll give you one
August, my girl broke up with me
Me to homie 👑
@@yourspotifyplaylist5526 keep ya head up king 👑
ayo come here, u deserve it
only darkie can make a song so soft yet so hard and make it sound this good
🤨📸 wdym "soft and hard"
@@egg-vi4so what are you 12?
@@egg-vi4so W comment 😂
This was the song we listened to on our first kiss then she died from cancer the next day. i loved her so much man
this is so sad to read, i hope you’re doing well
😔 lmk if u need to talk
Damn
Hey I hope you're doing okay man
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i play this while i stare at the celling
this song is mood
the mood is: p. a. i. n
Song hits so different bruh:(
He is like loud and screaming? But this one :(
it really does
"no one really wants to die alone but some of us will try" oh god, it hits so hard
"Climb a ladder I'm on the edge of the world hang my feet off of the side. No one really wants to die alone but some of us will try, for this life we don't apply, just appear one day for why, cover up your pain get high enough to spread your wings and fly" 😢 That resonated...
love the retro style goes perfect with this type of song thx replayin this 24-7 bro
cool name
@@coltbennet3033 hey thanks yours too
Me: **vibing to his loud music** 💃🏾
Also me: **having a moment for this kind of music he makes** 🥀🖤
To the girl that stole my heart, Im sorry for being like this. I wish I could help it but its so hard sometimes. I sit and wonder all the time what I couldve done differently to make you stay. To have you by my side like the old times. To wake up next to you in my bed and see your face and smile. Life has gotten so dark since you've been gone. I finally feel as though Ive hit rock bottom. I pray to god everyday that I wake up I see a message or call from you on my phone. I pray to see you in public so I can admire the sweet face I used to hold in my hands, the blonde hair that reaches to your back, and those bright blue eyes that are just like the ocean. Youre the only one I ever wanted and the only one I ever needed. I hope that you find happiness in whatever you do. I hope that your life goes in a good direction because you deserve nothing less than perfect. Im so sorry. This is my final goodbye.
man everything will be fine, just believe
If she stole your heart bro u need someone better mam
Damn man I’m so sorry ..
why post this on youtube seems pretty sussy baka
@@dynnsumm I was in a really dark place when I posted that, just kinda needed to vent and I really had no one but yeah, it is pretty sussy baka
Reminds me of old runescape amvs because of the yellow text.
This is by far my favorite song just the lyrics and the beat go so great together. The lyrics are so powerful with meaning, which is so hard to find nowadays
shit man, i dont miss you. i just miss missing you. im afraid to move on because you might come back to me. but really ive already moved on. we made a lot of good memories together. i used to think abt you 24/7, now i dont. simple. we had a good run, bye
Ike...
@@Jarnxxxxxx LMAO this is embarrassing
@@phantazeinn u need a hug bro?
since when did kyles brother get so deep lmao
@@phantazeinn 😳
has ts on repeat for months and months. CRIMINALLY underrated
Gg on being the first video I click on to listen to this song for the first time 👍 subbed homie
I needed to hear that last part. I don't need her to be happy, nor is it my job to make her happy anymore.
Music do got that feel of Dinosaur Jr tho, a vibe 🤙
Thank you for this song. Going through some tough stuff right now and this song saved me at the worst moment in my life. I’m grateful.
This song has been nd will always be my comfort song
Lyrical genius. Didnt expect it from Lil Darkie so he has my respect.
This is a great lyric video.
there's so much energy in the drums man i love it
This song has helped my mental health and I’m thankful for this song it helped me through a lot thank u for this I love u
Tbh when he said "this life is a loan" I thought he said this life is alone because I thought he was saying that if he could trade his life to someone else no one would want it
Play on words he meant both
I’m your 100th like bro I love your music so much 💕💕
This is not my song. This is just a lyricvideo but thx
Tanuelz 💕💕
this song is currently helping through a rough break up rn so thank you
I’m your 60th subscriber
thx bruv
i started crying to this song and i just heard it
keep making songs lil darkie
thanks for the lyrics
Remember guys and girls, love is one hell of a drug. Try a bit of it and you're guaranteed to be hooked on it. I miss the shit out of you, Claudia. I know I messed up.
CLAUDIA
@@crispytendie21 I hope you're doing okay, buddy :)
Damn bro that's fucken deep I can relate I think most of us have been through that pain I know this comment was like a year ago but that's just sad keep your head up man
@@EconyxHas2 Well, there's an update to this story.
I was falsely accused of r8pe by my now ex fiancee shortly after I publicly ousted her as a chronic domestic abuser in May this year. After this I was shown definitive proof of cheating, a possible baby that wouldn't have been mine since I can't conceive and several flirting messages with strangers online in TikTok.
It sucks - somehow she's the one being happy with a new guy and all our previous friends, but it is what it is. Keep your head calm and collected. Focus on making a better you, for you.
Become the man you'd envy. You got this. The blessing of believing in one's self is truly powerful and will get you out of any dark valley.
@@charlieroebuck4240 damn bro just saw this can't imagine the shit u gone through it ain't your fault the bitch can't do shit no more be ok man
the amount of times I've cried to this song over stupid people is sad lol
Phat mood
"No one really wants to die alone but some of us will try. " 😟 so relatable
i just recently found this song but damn i can’t stop crying but i can’t stop listening to this song. it made me end up on top of a dunkin’ donuts building with the same question flowing thru my brain and i came to the conclusion that if i’m gone i won’t be able to hear this absolutely BEAUTIFUL song anymore but I don’t know if that pain will always overcome the pain of my life. Let’s hope i can keep finding music that i can’t live without before that question floods my brain again and i end up answering it with “do it…” who knows 🤷🏾♂️
""Yes, i am strong deep inside me but i haven't always known"
“No one really wants to die alone but some of us will try” damn.
is this an actual game? and SIPDER GANG, 314!!
yes it is :) its called retrowave and you can buy it on steam ;)
@@tanuelz2062 thx man keep doin what u doin
My favorite person to ever grace the earth just passed on, RIP Mackie, the most wonderful grandfather to ever live
The weed it’s a way of bringing happiness into the pain it makes you understand it and heal it it’s not for escaping your problems it’s for making there happy memories
She acknowledge my first request of being together, i thought she cared for me, she talked with her friends and i was afraid they'd speak about me, sadly it was true and whenever she was with her friends and i was with her, she'd look in a disgusted way at me like i was some stranger. I asked her what was happening and she said she found someone better. life is a repeating joke tbh
i hope you will find someone else who actually cares about you
Same bro same itll get better i had a major glow up now shes hitting me up now dont worry bro youll find the one
I've been trying to find a life were I have no stress but if anything it's been getting harder. I'm coming to terms that it will never get better. Life will never be like it was in the past not even sure if it's worth reaching my goals, if life consist of mostly stress and hurt why still be living in torture.
Nah bro, I know life van be terrible at first but trust me dude it'll get better
Talk to me if you need in snap;jokerthedragon2
i got broken up with yesterday and just listened to this song, and just screaming the lyrics, life really is a loan
that pfp thooo we love 02☺️💕
The amount of times I get emotional to a song is very low. But this one every day for almost a year. Never give up hope anyone.
bro I been listening to this all day non stop
i recently got out of a psych ward and we would play this song there almost daily so now whenever i hear this song i remember lots of memories of the times i've had there
Why were you there in the first place?
it’s so sad that i relate to this song only in high school. i got addicted to drugs in 8th grade to the halfway point of freshman year. i struggle w impulses still but i’ve been clean since this summer. i’m trying so hard to be sober.
Keep trying
imagine floating through space and you hear this song playing ❤
i always shed I tear when he says banana pie, and I think of my cat that passed away a year and a half ago
Methhead freestyle : 🖤🖤⛓🔫💣 this song : 🌹🌸😊❤️
The lyric "no one wants to die but they will try" really got to me cause it's true I haven't had a actual hug in like a year and I really need one
This at 1.25 speed sounds really good
When I listen to this song I picture my childhood self and the age I am now protecting him with the best of my will power making sure he doesn't have to see a lot of painful memories and making sure he stays as pure as he can before growing up.
Man this song really get to me on the no one really wants to die alone but some of us will try
The best part ♥️
I hate who I’ve become because of these drugs. But I don’t feel good alone without them.
Says the person with the roblox pfp LMAOO
Roblox crack ain’t no joke
I don't even know what to feel anymore.
I felt the urge to cry, but I couldn't.
I don't have the capability to do it anymore. I messed up, but she stayed. Then she couldn't hold it any longer. She went to a different mood, and I tried to play it cool. Eventually it broke me everytime. Now here I am. A man in the world, who cannot love, cry, or feel anymore
This Song single Handly Safed me from Heroin and Fentanyl
" cover up your pain get high enough to spread your wings and fly " 😭😭 im convinced it's impossible to od
Whenever I hear this song I start to cry it makes me miss people in my life.
I need a hug.
Same man, I'm really sorry whatever you're going through
We're here together, if you need to talk, come back to this vid.
This is my favorite song I listen to this when I'm in a bad mood
Darkie when he doesn't make ear-piercingly high shouting noises:
this song on loop hits hard, got sent death threats and im not doing too good right now in school.
Hope you're doing fine rn.
To me life is meaningless she left without saying goodbye...
are you doing a lot better now?
This songs makes me have hope .
Found out she cheated through half the relationship while listening to this. I don't know why I deserve this. I gave her everything, treated her so well, communicated, did everything I could to be good to her and I got treated like dogshit
Jeez. This world is so fucked up. Hope you can cope.
If they I've felt like that before it's depressing I hope you moved on and found someone better if you haven't don't worry there's plenty more Mac's in the cheese
@@EconyxHas2I’ve barely had any and yet I feel as though that I’m already sick of mac n cheese and that I wouldn’t be able to get anymore anyways, even if I did have some I’d probably just fuck it up anyways so what’s the point in trying, might as well just starve to death
@@uhoh3955 fair enough over the past year ive had to think of it mac and cheese is shit
@@EconyxHas2 the worst part is that without Macncheese I feel worse than anyone can imagine so I basically need atleast a little to function but I’m never going to get any unless I magically become an infinitely better version of myself which isn’t gonna happen anytime soon, what a pain
This is so peaceful
this song makes you disolve into a reality inside of your head
i fucking miss her so much
i don't understand why i never had the chance to have a normal childhood, and why everyone around me tried to keep me down for so long. nobody understands that i don't want to be helped anymore, therapy didn't work and i feel broken beyond repair, i just want someone to realise that and say goodbye before i move on from here, it's been a month since my last attempt and idk if or when i'm gonna try again, but i just hope no one else feels pain if i do
Bro you still here?
I finally came back here... I came here before, I just felt lonely. But now I lost my right hear and my intestine is destroying me. I don't what to do. I feel like I'm losing my humanity slowly...
I also lost my left eye
This A Dope Song
Thank You 👁🗨🖤
i be playing this while just staring at a wall.
I’m going to use this on a montage
I love you all
This is one of those late night ceiling staring song
Doing that right now 5 am on a school night thinking about how I could be doing so much better in life
This is the first genuine time ive cried in years if it wasnt out of anger or having panic attack and the first time i felt closure for crying
"Nobody really wants to die alone but some of us will try" damm
This is my best friend’s favorite song. She passed away in a car accident 2 days ago.
why do I love him
and why does is hurt so fucking much
i need a hug
If you need one I got you
Thanks for the empty sad feelings
watching this at 4:32 eating soup sobbing
i love but hate this song so much. its so good, yet i cant listen to it without being reminded of the past. i listened to this song while something traumatic and probably changed me forever happened. i used to cry the moment i heard this song but now i accept it and even though it hurts to listen to, it doesn’t affect me that much anymore.
love this
Reminds e of my ex makes me cry eveytime Ina. Good way bc I'm thinking abt the things we did together
“This life is a loan” 😮💨 also sounds like he’s saying he’s “alone” 🔥
yeah thats the point
Me looking through the comments so I can copy and paste into my notes
The comment section: 𝘏𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 ~
Vaping and getting high to this song, hits different. ❤love all of yall
We keep on going and fighting for a love from a special someone that leaves us with our past so at the end of the day guys and gals love yourself because in the end of time when u die and tear away in your grave you loved yourself more than anyone could’ve loved you because your are your best self but also can be your worst, you choose wisely, Just everyone needs to know you all are loved by someone maybe even a pet or animal so if they can love you love yourself do it for you because your the best
this song and video satisfy my craving 🖤
‘Banana pie’
Those 18 dislike were people who mis clicked
She'll never be mine😣😞
Haha
Same.