Playlist ❤︎ In Loving Memory of Jonghyun
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 10 ก.ย. 2024
- It's difficult to believe it's been three weeks already. Not a single day has gone by that I haven't thought about him or listened to his music. Since there are not people in my daily life that understand the pain, I'm grateful to have Shawols who share the same pain and won't judge me.
Seeing everyone gather together to honor Jonghyun's memory touched my heart. I felt such peace and comfort. For me, it was the beginning of the long healing process ahead. I remind myself that he is no longer in pain. He won't have to struggle to get through the day anymore. He is at peace looking over his family, members, and his beloved Shawols.
I can't help the tears that continue to fall. I still feel such immense pain in my chest when I hear his voice. I didn't understand why it hurt so much. I was angry. But then I understood. I felt pain because I put myself in other's shoes. If that was my brother, best friend or loved one, then wouldn't I feel pain? Must we close off our emotions to others simply because we don't have a physical connection to them? I feel the pain of others. Knowing they're hurting makes ME hurt.
How deep in sadness must someone be in to think that taking their life is the only way out? What a heavy burden to carry every single day. How exhausting is it to put on a smile on your face when all you want to do is break down and cry. All you want is for someone to hold you while you cry. You want someone to listen. No, you don't have to give me advice or try to understand what I'm going through. Hold me and just say that it's going to be okay.
Please, keep in mind that depression has nothing to do with gender. Anyone is susceptible to it. It doesn't make you any less of a man if you ask for help. MENTAL ILLNESS IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE ASHAMED OF.
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The first song is such irony. He says goodbye don't cry and smile. But whenever I hear his voice I cry and smile. He is someone who can make me be able to get through a day. Thank you for this playlist
In all honesty, I was hesitant to put that song first. But I decided that the fans needed to hear that he wanted us to smile and remember the good times. Thank you for your comment! Take care of yourself... Sending lots of love your way
@@thankyouforthememories8300 thank you. I try to make sure to smile and be happy. Thank you for making this playlist
Me too ... I miss him its almost been a year... Omg its killing me inside
@@kimseokjin3700 yea same. There isnt a day i dont think of him. He will always be in my heart
@@jonghyunsroses9314 same I really miss his smiles and the way he made a dull room bright ❤
"goodbye, don't cry and smile"
I'll try bling bling, I'll try to smile
now that you're not anymore here
I'm missing you...
Still trying with this song
Ohh dear...
It's been a year, and this still doesn't seem real to me.
I had been struggling mentally and had a plan to take my own life when I heard the news of Jjong's passing. At the time, I thought no one would care if I was gone, but the emptiness that I felt after losing him showed me otherwise. I hadn't listened to SHINee much, but losing him felt like losing one of my closest friends. I realized that there would be people who felt like I did if I decided to go through with my plan. I reached out to my mom, and after telling her about all of my thoughts and my plan, I was admitted into a psychiatric hospital for three days where my mental state was stabilized and it was safe for me to go home.
If you're struggling and don't feel like you can go on, talk to somebody. Reach out for help, I guarantee there are people who care about you just like we all cared about Jonghyun.
I am truly proud of you angel ! I hope that you feel warmer and happier. I sent lot of loves to you and I am sure jonghyun is extremely proud of you. stay strong❤️
This sounds a lot like what happened to me... It happened right after Jonghyun passed for me. I was in the hospital for around a week and did group therapy. Let's stay strong everyone. Praying for you. ❤
I only became a Shawol recently and tbh SHINee and BTS are the only reason I'm still here.
I never knew Jonghyun, but here I am, crying my eyes out like crazy. It's incredible isn't it? The number of people he helped. The number of people who felt loved because of him.
I wish he could have gotten better. I wish his depression hadn't consumed him.
And I wish I could have been here too, from the starting. But now I can never get to know him. I can never wait for his lives or his songs or seeing him on the stage. I'm sorry I wasn't here from the start.
But I'll keep you in my heart. For however long I'm gonna live. Whether its till next week or till eighty years later. I'll still love you.
I'm gonna fight my depression, Jonghyun.
I'm gonna do it to honour you.
And I'm gonna do it for myself.
I hope you're in a much much better place. And I hope you're happy.
I love you bling bling.
You did well~
Same here, honey...
I am a Shawol and an Army as well. And I too, almost took my life but, thanks to a dear friend at the time, I managed to escape it. And now, I'm getting closer and closer to getting back up off my feet. But there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about Jong. I've seen and met him through my dreams and at other times, I can feel him near me. He had such a beautiful talent and a beautiful heart. And I'm positive that he would have gone very far in life. I look forward to the day that I will see him again...of course, when its my time. Until then, get your rest Jong. You did very, very well.
@@santeriabanks2930 both bands helped me a lot through pandemic and depression. I am really grateful
Dear Jonghyun,
It's been a while, I wonder if you're living your best life wherever you are.
Instead of studying for my upcoming exams in a few hours, I find myself writing to you at 2:18 am. I guess it's because I feel like you're the only one who'd understand what I'm going through at the moment. I'm honestly tired and sad. I'm tired of having to live up to the high expectations of my family, friends and everyone else. I only need someone to embrace me and tell me I did well today. To tell me that I don't necessarily have to be be at the 'top'.
I'm sorry that I have to disturb you during your rest, but I hope that you can watch over me from where you are, and most importantly help me to find the meaning of life🙏
Love and miss you always💜
Bernadette Sabine i know you made this comment 2 months ago but i just wanted to respond to you. i hope things are getting better for you. and in all honesty i feel like Jonghyun is always watching his family, friends, former members, and his beloved fans. i’m writing this at 1:17 am because i can’t sleep. even though i have problems of my own i really like helping others. so i hope this made you smile💜
@@jisungsguitar Hi Emily☺️ I would like to sincerely thank you for your heartwarming words. It not only put a smile on my face but also made me a bit emotional. In the last month or so, things have started getting better for me mainly because school has finished for the Christmas holidays. So in saying that I hope you also find happiness and a sense of peace soon. I hope that you keep yourself safe and happy during this holiday and Merry Christmas😄🎉 Once again thank you Emily for simply making me feel loved💜
(I'm not sure if you are still up but if you are I would recommend listening to some soft lofi or piano music to help you sleep-it helps me sometimes).
Bernadette Sabine aw thank you so much!! and it’s funny because i normally listen to piano music for sleep. i’m glad that my words made you happy. your words have made my day and i just woke up so thank you😊💕
@@jisungsguitar Aww thank you too dear🤧☺️
@HER MONEY GUIDE thank you I am one of them now feeling his energy around me and I believe he is happy now and he is the brightest shinning star in the sky
You can feel the pain through his beautiful voice. I don't know why but his voice still makes me cry.. RiP angel.....
i miss you jonghyun oppa.. it's been 4 years but it feels like yesterday when you left .. i'm sorry i can't move on..
This song of jonghyun very sad and also his song heya...until now still painful in the heart...
Jonghyun is such a gorgeous guy and he had so many attributes I love. Never liked guys with high voices, but now I appreciate his high note range. It seems depression is such a hard illness to share with others. I have it, and I can't be with people when it strikes hard. I admire Jonghyun for fighting it with his amount of pressure and stress. God's Love is Always with you. Miss you as part of Shinee!
i miss you so much ❤️🇰🇭 jong hyun
Always keep coming back here , be it when drawing , studying for finals , wanting not to think about anything , i come here as it is my mental hideout
Our Jonghyun came from a life of welfare to living a rich life as a result of believing in the life he wanted and using his gift to create the life he desired. I am forever grateful that he was able to live richly after debut. May his legacy continue to inspire folks like me. I know for sure that my life will be thousand times better than it is today because I have taken in the inspirational energy from Mr. Kim Jong-Hyun.
Прекрасный голос , прекрасный человек, . Человек жив пока о нём помнит хотя бы один человек. Ты будешь жить вечно. Наша любовь к тебе бесконечная.Будь счастлив там.♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️👼😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
These song making me cry am habye why where not there for jonghyun you could have gotten him help for his depression
I was just about to taking my life to I haded life to live for
Why i‘m crying again 😕😞i will not cry
Beautiful music as same as his personality, character, behavior, performance, creativity and soulful voice, You’re a great artist Jonghyun!
Such a Bery Beautiful and Adorable Talented Young Soul . He had a very Power house Voice . A Multi Talented KPop/ and international Level idol . A Gifted Musician. A Writer, Actor, Dancer, Model, Skills, a Debonair Stylish Dresser. A very Vibrant Preformer. Kim Jonghyun You ! Had Talents from GOD ! Love, was All Around You ! Because You ! Gave and Sung about ♥️♥️❤️❤️♥️. Your SHAWOLS/FANDOM Truely Loved, and We All Adored You ! I’m a much Older FANDOM. But I knows, that you ! Was a Great Treasure, to the Music Sector. I’m also, a 55Years OLD USA/American Female ( African American Female) Yes, I’m just Young at Heart. I Loves GOOD Music, NO . What Race, Creed, of Color. You are so Greatly Missed . Here on the Earthly Side. You ! GOD,S Angel NOW. He Would put to Much, on You ! To bare through. So it was time for Your Earthly Mission of Living, and Entertaining US the Fandom, to a Silence. Yes We weep, and of Course, We Be moan You ! With Weeping Tears, and Heartfelt sadden Hearts. But we have to UP ! Hold to your wish and Ever so Unique trade Mark. Don’t Cry, and Smile. Just Treasure your Special GOD given Talents. OOPPA/ Bling Bling . We Love You ! Til Eternity.❤️😊🌹
He is definitely one a kind and in a league of his own - Jonghyun forever 🩵❤️
The first song 😭 it's so true he left us you may be gone but will be in our heart Kim Jonhyun. It said so goodbye dont cry and smile but I'm doing all those things
It's 2020 and it still feels unreal.
I still can't believe you're gone.
You did well, Jonghyun.
We love u, we always have and we always will.
You know, there are still days I forget that he's gone... But then it's December again... and it hit me. It's been 2 years. It feels wrong, knowing that he isn't living on earth, but I hope he's happier wherever he is.
I miss you!!! Your voice, your smile, You!
2021❤😥
It's been a year- it was a roller-coaster of emotions but i tried staying positive and looked back at the memories of jonghyun oppa. Miss u my shining star
...my first song of korean...I like is ""so goodbye""and I will search who is sing those song...Kim jonghyun he is the singer of those song...💎💎💎because I'm not to stop to searching him and I will know he is a group member of shinee...but I'm late to know about him because he's gone...🌹🌹🌹😭😭thise day to get my attention you're song...I'm cry and cry...💖💖💖miss u oppa...you are my lucky star from know on..🌹🌹🌹I'm always listening your song on TH-cam know...🌟🌟🌟
7 months since heaven gained one of earths angels.
A year... I still miss him I hope he is better in heaven now
Years gone by and im still missing him.😕
또 사무치게 보고 싶다 종현아... 함께 했던 순간부터 너무 사랑했고 사랑해 아직도 그냥 네가 조금 오래 군대라도 가버린 것 같은 기분이라 솔직히 말해서 실감이 잘 안나.. 이대로 시간이 계속 흐르게 되고 언젠가는 실감이 나겠지 그때도 역시나 널 응원하고 사랑했었던 지난 날들을 소중했던 기억으로 간직할 거야 너무 너무 보고 싶지만 언젠가 다시 만날 수 있을 거라 믿을래 다시 만날 그 날까지 너무 너무 보고 싶을 거야 사랑해 종현아
Esa amistad o amor tan especial que tuvieron atesoralo mucho en tu corazón y tu vida nunca lo olvides, él a Sido un ser muy especial con un corazón y alma muy profunda con los sentimientos, por eso no podía entender al mundo en el que vivimos ya que es tan vacío y triste .
Le ruego tanto a Dios que todo sea mentira y que el no se fue de la forma en que lo dicen , sino que alguien originó ese final y que esté donde el merece estar , me imagino como te sientes porque es un dolor que nunca saldrá de tu corazón, sino que solo ya llegaste a la etapa de la resignación . Perdí a mi esposo y a pesar de tantas diferencias entre nosotros ,hasta hoy en día después de 29 años siento más su ausencia.
Solo recuerda todo y atesoralo en lo más profundo de tu corazón nunca te olvides de él 😢🙏
the brain is one thing we can not mend
Loving Jonghyun is listening his sweet voice and keeping him in our prayers, I miss him may his soul always R.I.P. He worked so hard and suffer for so many years with Depression... to think that when we see all the videos where he is happily smiling and looking back at us but inside he was so lonely, desperately trying to hang on each day, week and year. I hope that he found peace, love and happiness in heaven. ='(
happy birthday baby💜🥺 i miss you and i’m sorry for not finding you sooner but i love you bling bling
This makes me miss everyone that is no longer here,to hug them tight...
There is no one like him! Missing him, but do listen to his music over again.
he is not an idol but a great artist!
Hola Hermoso, a tus dos años y un mes sigo tu música y cada vez que la oigo y veo tus videos de verdad que sigues vivo en nosotros, particularmente en mi. Me hace extrañarte mucho más y quererte muy fuerte como si estuvieras aquí. Ya no estás y mi realidad sigue esperando poder verte en sueños, no lo logro, pero sigo esperando. Descansa Angel y sigue cantando con los angeles que te rodean, dichosos ellos que te tienen y aquí nos quedamos con lo hermoso de ti. Hasta siempre HERMOSO ANGEL AL QUE AMO INFINITAMENTE.
종현아꿈에서만나자
I'm still hurting. Every time I close my eyes. Laugh. Write a song. He's always on my mind and I'm still in denial. I miss him so much.
almost 2023 and I still miss JONGHYUN
This man’s voice has completely captivated me! I feel his soul was as beautiful as his voice. It breaks my heart he isn’t here. He’s special. You did great Jonghyun. Thank you for the music. Thank you for being here! Goodnight sweet prince!
Благодарю! Мой первый корейский и навсегда любимый АРТИСТ!
Do you know one thing oppa.. I don't know you when you're alive but I know you when you're not.. but still the affection for you is very special.. I don't even cry for personal feelings hurtings but if i think of you I'll be like child I cry untill my face gets pink and I can't even stop afterwards.. i don't know, is this true affection???? You are an angel, oppa... and I love you so much oppa... you're always with shinee, sm family, family and friends, shawols and blingers..... YOU DID WELL OPPA.. I MISS
YOU TO THE CORE....💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
He said once that "I'll make everyone a promise. When you're are sad, I'll cry together with you. If you're happy, I'll be even happier for you. I'll do anything using my small, little effort and I'll stand beside everyone" these are the words so we want to be happy for him..
I got emotional from 1st song...this voice..yes, his voice that missed by many of his fans..😢 His songs,videos n shows are the only way to cure our heart whenever we miss him.. (gosh,why is it so painful 😭) When he was alive he was in painful & when he was gone,it's us that are in pain like until to this day since he was passed.. Rest peacefully Jonghyun 🌹You may smile n be happy forever without feeling any pains n suffering anymore..You did well 💚
God bless you Amen 🙏🌹😭❤️❤️
I really really really miss jonghyun and miss miss so much his voice. I always cry when listen his soft, sweet and warm hearted songs and also happy when listened his powerful and amazing songs.
I really really need him. Plz jonghyun come back.
*I never forget you and your music and always love u and miss u so so much.*
*I wish in your next life u will be stay very happy and healthy. In next life you get all things and love which you always wanted in this life but you never got that.*
*Always shine as your name Bling Bling and now sing only for you not for others..*
*Legendary Kim Jonghyun...*
it's been five years.. Hope you are happy wherever you are now.. Thank you for everything
You're completely different on the screen. On stage you are energetic and explosive, but in real life your voice is quiet and your speech is so slow and measured.💔 Your voice is divine. I miss you, I miss you so much. I LOVE YOU 💗 YOU WERE A GOOD GUY. I will never forget you.💗 💗
All of you should know that you have a purpose; that you too are special. So please, don't give up. It's easier said than done and I know that scary feeling you feel very well. But if you reach out to a helping hand or simply look forward to an event or occasion, life won't be as difficult as you thought it'd be. It may not entirely get rid of that feeling, but I assure you that it'll help you get through the shit you're dealing with. You're special; you're precious. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU for existing. Eat well and sleep well, take care of yourself :))
today i really miss you jonghyun.always remember you.❤️rest well up there🙏
its gonna be 3 years it feels like its on the first year I cant believe time has gone by so fast. I suffer with depression and anxiety and everyday I keep fighting to stay strong just like Jonghyun would have wanted. hope your smiling and happy wherever you've gone. you will never be forgotten even though your not here with us anymore we still have recordings of your gorgeous voice to remember you by. WE LOVE YOU JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL
Мы не забыли тебя, Джонхен!
💚😢💚😢💚😢 Missing Him But He Is In A Better Place Now
I love😘😘😘jonghyun
Thank you. I will never forget this beautiful soul.
His voice has the power to heal me but also to make me cry
😌😞
I am listening and I really want to say you : Thanks for everything.
I´m smiling I´m trying.
Happy birthday to you, Jonghyun ! Will light a candle for you today, so that you can blow it out !! Love you, angel.
종현아~
너의 목소리
네가 남겨준 노래가 정말 좋아💕
I Miss Yonghyun 😔
Gosh it’s been almost two years. I wish time would just stop!! It hurts to see the number go up and up!! I miss you so much!!!!
Dear Jonghyun
I hope you are doing well in heaven and getting the rest you deserve!! I will forever keep you in my heart and mind!! I hope to see you again one day in heaven ( well if I am able to make it) but until then I will fight and not give up!!
~ a loving Shawol 💎
18 December we will always remember you our angel 👼👼👼👼 we miss you, but you are in a better place now
It’s crazy that i only found him and even kpop by on December 18 my whole TikTok was full of him and after the 7th video i decided to search up for him that Why people crying all day. Now i one of his fans but ofcourse after he gone. But his music is stay with us forever❤️ Never forget you angel😇
So goodbye is one of my favourite songs he is missed so much now he is watching from above like a angel
I can't believe it's going to be a year. Today I cried just thinking of him ....it hurts a lot to know that he's gone... he was only 27
just can't endless my emotions I really miss you oppa why why why ???????????? you leave us I wish you would still be here I just wish in next generation you'll be back and never think of taking your life again no matter what you'll always fight it and share with your family really really really miss you oppa
RIP Oppa we'll never forget you. and you will always be loved by us your best and loving fan have a happy life wherever you are oppa love
you with all of my heart
God gifted voice. Jonghyun please know you are always in our heart ,in our love.
Korea please no more God gifted loss like Jonghyun.
I miss him..
그댄 모르나요 아직도 그대는
나는 그리워요 아직도 나는요
우리 사랑한 추억을 건드려 떠나는 눈물 찾아요이미 멀어진 그대의 발걸음 못 잡겠죠 지금 나는요
부서진 나의 맘이불러요 그대를 언제나 사랑해요 Always
I miss you so bad, Jjong😭💙
Gracias muchas gracias 🙏✨💐🌟 donde quiera que estés 🙏💜✨🔥🎶🙌 tú luz sea por siempre 🙇👣❤️👏💓🌈
5 years since you left us for a better world and yet my love for you hasn't changed, we miss you Jjong
When i saw this song its makes makes me cry altime i miss you jonghyun oppa we will always remember your . Your with us in our heart. God please take care of oppa well
목마른감성을 채워주는 가수이자 예술가 하늘이주신너의 아름다운 가성ㆍ보고싶다 그립다 종현아~♡
Precisamente ayer soñé con él y llorabamos juntos y me daba las gracias por abrazarlo y consolarlo,desperte con un nudo en la garganta. Me la pasé ayer viendo videos de Jonghyun homenajeando su cumpleaños. Mi querido angel.
A veces pienso que el no murió porque quiso sino que alguien originó su muerte ,y quiero creer que fue así y no de la otra manera le pido tanto a Dios que le acoja en sus brazos y lo perdone si fue cierto la forma en que murió.
Me duele tanto saber que ya no está y que dejó un vacío tan grande en quienes lo queremos y no olvidaremos.
Oremos mucho por él es la mejor forma de recordarlo así lloremos mucho por su ausencia porque lo amamos 😇🙏😭
THANK YOU😇💖💙💜💔💔💗BLING BLING SHINee FOR EVER💎💎💎💎💎😇😇😇😇😇🎵🎶
I can't believe that I found him when he was allready gone... Amazing music! 😥
at least you found him. welcome to the shawol fandom. He is absolutely amazing.
Girl, It's never too late. Welcome to The Blinger's family
Same tho
I saw videos with his last words and so
Never felt more understood tbh
Same same...
His command over his voice and managing various tunes and moods is flawless , I’m grateful to life
I cannot get over this!!! This is too much for me!! It hurts like hell. I really want to wake up from this nightmare I wish all was just a nightmare!! I cannot listen to the songs without crying!!!! :(((
love jonghyun
I have listened to you scince I was 13
But I want to take a few minutes and appreciate your vocals while I have manged to get good grades and managed to complete my assignments from listning to your voice.Now one of the precious angels are gone I wish you had stayed longer to resume more on your music to make us happy.BUt whereever you are we all wish you to be happy there as well.I just came out of my anxiety and depression it is hard and tough getting out of it but your story reminded me to stay alive ❤ and to stay postive through my hardest times.THat is why I look up to your story.I really hope your soul is blessed and your singing in the heavens ...
You'll forever be missed my love 😭
Day by day It's unbearable, that you are no more 😭😭
I'll meet you there , take care jong hyunahhh 😭
He was a beautiful soul, he was my favorite I'm so sorry for him not being here anymore. Such a beautiful person, I love his music, thank you so much for your playlist. In loving memory ❣️❣️❣️
Jonghyun,
cela fait 3 ans et quelques mois que tu as rejoint l'Éden des anges ...... mais tu reste présent à nos côtés par tes compositions et chansons qui resteront gravées à jamais....à l'encre indélébile. certes, tu as fais un choix....que nous respectons mais qui fait mal....alors je n'ai qu'une chose à dire...pour toi..., on guérira mais on ne t'oubliera jamais....ce ne sera jamais un adieu, juste un au revoir et à un de ces jours dans une autre vie.
4 years now? I remember Jonhyun~a, how are you doing there? are you feeling better? are you okay? I promised you, I remember, I'm sorry, but today is the day to cry, today is the day you shine even brighter. I love you and miss your smile and your kind smile madly. How much it hurts in this world without you.
"A man who is beautiful at first sight. The man whose name makes me cry at the mere sound of it. The man I will never forget until I die. I am so upset. I miss you terribly. Just wait... I'll see you later.
It's been four years.... I keep on living,
And I continue to love you with my soul...💔💔
Ism still crying for him .he never faded to me.
Rafia Hasina *hugs* I know me too. He’s always and forever apart of us and our hearts
I become a fan of jonghyun since to days ago
I really love his songs
Rest in peace my dear 🙏🙏
This short period I've known much about him,,, it breaks my heart he's no more,,,, Kim jonghyun 😢😢😢😢😭
I miss you, angel💓
ジョンヒョンさんの声凄く良いね、聞き惚れてしました、会いたかったね、いつか必ず何処か出会えたら良いね💚
Can we ever have enough Jonghyun playlists? May 2020, a roaring fire against the bitter wind at the window, and Poet/Artist my playlist this Saturday afternoon in New Zealand. Remembering Kim Jonghyun with respect and greatest appreciation ♥️
Idk what to say may be ......a broken heart will explain ....so yeah 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
i always have to skip 'so goodbye' as much as i love the piece of art- i break down at " so goodbye, don't cry and smile"
jjong baby- i'd love to stop crying and smile- but its just too much, 2 years later- and its still too much... 😔💙💎
Not a huge fan of K-Pop in general but always loved it as a child - But oh how I wish I knew about Jonghyun. His music is so breathtaking - full of soul and suffering whilst perfectly capturing those bittersweet moments. i finished one of his songs just as the most beautiful sunset I’d ever seen was ending and somehow it made me think of all the people you love but never meet it reminded me of my grandma. It is lovely to know that people we love, even if we have never met them, never really leave us ❤
I miss him every day. I love him so much
When I heard so goodbye I was gone I’m sobbing so hard. My heart is so heavy rn.
Thank you for memories jhungyun we love you
종현아하늘에서행복해
I'm not fine
@@khloudel-bayoumy :"3 ❤️
Sos la estrella más luminosa que abraza a cada una de las personas que siguen pensando en ti 💖
Happy birthday to Kim Jongheon!
Today is not a day for sadness and grief, because today is your birthday, Jongheon~.
I don't even know what to wish for someone who's dead~.
But no, to me you are alive, you are in my memories and dreams.
When you celebrate your birthday in heaven, Jeongyeon, know that I want you to be here with me, with those who love you.
Even heaven won't make me forget your birthday. I miss you on this special day.
We had many wonderful holidays while you were with us. Today you are celebrating without your earthly friends, but that doesn't mean we don't love you and wish you the best here on earth.
You should be 32 years old, but five years ago your age stopped at 27.
You'll always be young...
You were such a vulnerable, talented young man.
It's been five years... but it seems like yesterday you were still smiling and laughing.
I still can't believe you're gone.
You dreamed of starting a family when you would have been 30 years old and would have written many songs, I wish I could hear them.
I wish I could see your smile and kind look. It makes it hurt even more.
I listen to your songs every day, and you speak to me through your songs.
You're forever in my heart, and I feel you close to me.
You haven't gone anywhere. You're here. We stand and hold hands all together. SHINee will always be the five of us. No matter what happens, it won't change.
In my next life, I will find you and be your fan again. Please be happy and loved in your next life.
I hope you will be happy in heaven on your birthday, my Jeongyeon.
You are so unreachable.
And unreachable to me, what a pity,
# How I want to hear your voice #
* To talk about what was *
* ¶¶ About what's to come, what's to dream about ¶¶
And for Jeongyeon... you did a good job!
Thank you for being born. Happy birthday, Jung.
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I miss he everytime I hear his songs 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭every day every night why!??? Best people leave this world too soon
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I just stumbled across this and I thank you for uploading it. I just found K-Pop through Shinee and then found out that he had committed suicide directly after finding Shinee. I was shocked that such an amazing person, in so many ways, was gone. What an incredible talent we lost that day. Clinical Depression (which I have) is a debilitating illness that is still misunderstood and what causes it, well, they are not sure, other than chemical imbalances in the brain. He may have also been Bi-Polar (which I am as well) and the 2 working together can really wreck a person, regardless of the face that is put on for the public, the pain is there. I control mine with medication and other things but suicide has always been in the back of my mind but the medication and a support system keeps me from doing it. I wish Jonghyun could have gotten the help he needed. It is definitely worth the effort for those of you who are afflicted with this. I also think there were stressors and/or triggers that were not revealed to the public. Maybe someday we will find those things out. Tears fell even today - 2021.
Dear Jonghyun
Two years have passed, almost 3. I still can't believe you're gone. That I can only relisten to old songs of yours. Now that I do, I wonder how have we not noticed. The lyrics speak so loud to me now.
I've tried so hard not to cry, I tired so hard to smile because you were there not because you no longer are
You're resting in peace now. You're there with my friend whom took his life not long before you. 2 months only. Please you two keep eachother safe.
I will never forget you guys