Regina Spektor on Motherhood, Grief, and Growing Up: Q&As w/ KTB

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  • @IHMadeThis
    @IHMadeThis 8 ปีที่แล้ว +272

    I'm not sure it's possible to be more pleasant than Regina Spektor.

    • @brunoaraujo7016
      @brunoaraujo7016 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      it is. just be joanna newsom.

    • @joshistyping
      @joshistyping 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Finally someone put my love into words.

    • @minukarodrigo
      @minukarodrigo 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@brunoaraujo7016 omg finally somebody mentioned Joanna!!!! Marina and Katie Melua should join in too imho

  • @xoFiroza
    @xoFiroza 8 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    she is so soft and lovely, I have so much love for her

  • @noiselesspain
    @noiselesspain 8 ปีที่แล้ว +245

    she's so adorable, with her singing voice she seems like a more forward person, but her speaking voice seems like that kinda shy aunt who bakes cookies and basically adopts all her kids

    • @zoilalulu3798
      @zoilalulu3798 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That's probably who she is. Seems legit.

  • @bowtiesncoolnes5715
    @bowtiesncoolnes5715 8 ปีที่แล้ว +460

    This is honestly such a lovely interview.
    Regina is lovely.
    The interviewer is lovely.
    The questions are lovely.
    Even the fucking camera work is lovely.
    Well done.

    • @phellippesilva5598
      @phellippesilva5598 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The camera worker is sooooo lovely surely!!!!
      hahahaha
      Regina Spektor songs helped to deal with my deepest feelings!!!
      I love her intensily!

    • @BURNANNATOR
      @BURNANNATOR 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You too are lovely.

    • @perttuvornanen
      @perttuvornanen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The lovely is lovely

    • @sofiabravo1994
      @sofiabravo1994 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your language not so lovely.

    • @vrod2144
      @vrod2144 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      it is it is. it is lovely

  • @steph895
    @steph895 8 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    I will never admire another musician as much as I do Regina. She's sublime.

  • @thisnorthernsoul7466
    @thisnorthernsoul7466 8 ปีที่แล้ว +425

    I think I'm dyslexic. I was waiting for the whole video for Regina to talk about Motorhead before realising the video was on Motherhood.

    • @popcornisfromcorn
      @popcornisfromcorn 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      i like this comment

    • @TlanImass
      @TlanImass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That's not being dyxlexic. That's being illiterate. :P~~~

    • @veselchaq
      @veselchaq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      This comment made my day

    • @thisnorthernsoul7466
      @thisnorthernsoul7466 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@veselchaq haha thanks!

    • @aprilsmith9210
      @aprilsmith9210 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😂😂😂

  • @meghantuttle8362
    @meghantuttle8362 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    "You want yourself to be something that you're just not, and you won't accept it. So because you won't accept it, you can't actually discover what it is you are built for." Thank you, Regina!

    • @brandilmmusic
      @brandilmmusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This quote sat with me so much. I am a great songwriter but I constantly try to force myself to be a better instrumentalist / better at music theory and I’m just not. I can write and sing and dance and design but I spend all my time forcing myself to do the things That cause me frustration. So glad I listened to this

  • @SteventheThorn
    @SteventheThorn 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    It's true: "You never truly get through it; you kind of just live in this new way where you're able to experience these great heights of happiness and joy and gratitude but you have this new sub basement to yourself that you can never really get rid of, that's there."

  • @Falalongkornz
    @Falalongkornz 8 ปีที่แล้ว +206

    I never thought 'fvck' could be said in such a cute and adorable way. She says it like it's not a swear word, as if she's saying something normal like kittens or chocolate.

    • @emalaw1329
      @emalaw1329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I feel like that's something foreigners tend to do...she was 9 years old when she came to America, so she probably didn't speak much English and had to learn it almost from scratch as a second language. Because she didn't grow up speaking English, though she understands the heaviness and crass nature of words like "sh*t" and "f*ck", she doesn't really feel it while pronouncing them, therefore she's able to throw them out like blown kisses. English is not my first language either, and during the period I spent studying abroad in the USA I noticed that no one in my dorm floor, that housed almost exclusively American students, cursed as often and as nonchalantly as I did, because I knew the taboos, but they weren't rooted into my brain.

    • @Malaima
      @Malaima 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@emalaw1329 This also happens to me in French! I cursed with no feeling of heaviness , and so I cursed for "nothing", and there were a couple of times where my partner was shocked, because for him I was like, "understanding" the word and so bringing on all this heaviness, as if I was insulting him and had reasons for it!, whereas... for me it was just an exclamation, like: "close the damn door"! It is weird. :0

  • @FaeK
    @FaeK 8 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    fuck, she's so cool.

  • @IAintOverYet
    @IAintOverYet 8 ปีที่แล้ว +146

    She is just as pleasant up close, in person, and speaking with her fans. There is not a single pretentious bone in her body.

  • @asma-pc1og
    @asma-pc1og 8 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    She's seems like an absolute sweetheart

  • @vaughngainey9716
    @vaughngainey9716 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    What Regina said at 11:10 I couldn't agree more. You have to find something your good at instead of trying to fit a mold of what you thought you would be.

  • @webseiter
    @webseiter 8 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    Incredible lovely person! When I accidently stumbled across her music it was like.. like I was drawn into her "bubble". Very unique style, very unique approach of expressing her feelings and telling storys by her music. So many lovely details.. I could listen to her all day long and drown in her voice and accent.

  • @_TheOleRazzleDazzle_
    @_TheOleRazzleDazzle_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    What a sincere, genuine, and overall lovely human being.

  • @ZeroFortyFive
    @ZeroFortyFive 8 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    Regina Spektor is so cool! A true artist! Glad Noisey did a vid on her! * * * * *

  • @spektorologist
    @spektorologist 8 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    She is so fucking adorable I can't 😭

    • @PCDisciple
      @PCDisciple 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      spektorologist haha I love your name

  • @questioneverything.1178
    @questioneverything.1178 8 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I absolutely adore Regina Spektor!

  • @le4029
    @le4029 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Her mom was my music teacher in elementary. We used to listen to her songs all the time. Miss you Ms. Spektor 💗

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Estoy bastante seguro de que el que me ayudó a atraer a mi ex después de la ruptura también puede ayudarte. Envía un mensaje de texto a WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm pretty sure the one who helped me attract my ex after the breakup can help you too. Send a text message to WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

  • @JoseManuel-dh6iy
    @JoseManuel-dh6iy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I dont understand how she has never been on the lists of magazines where they rank the most beautiful women coz this is one of the most gorgeous people I have ever seen in my life, inside and out

  • @chaosinorderrr
    @chaosinorderrr 8 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    She speaks in an old timey sort of way

    • @jeremysmith9694
      @jeremysmith9694 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      chaosinorderrr yeah. have u seen what she wears

    • @ewlivia
      @ewlivia 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I think it is because of her Russian heritage

    • @PaavoLammikko
      @PaavoLammikko 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      chaosinorderrr You mean that every other word is not ”like”?

    • @krisnstuff1536
      @krisnstuff1536 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      PaavoLammikko 5:55 lol

    • @PaavoLammikko
      @PaavoLammikko 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Krisnstuff I was like ”noooo”... 😂😂

  • @ElArlequin
    @ElArlequin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The attention she pays to the question. What a delight to be the interviewer and have this talented, gorgeous woman to interview. I love her.

  • @gabxo9478
    @gabxo9478 8 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I just got tickets to see her live and I've never been more happy and excited to hear such beautiful music be played in person!

  • @FrogFishLeezerd
    @FrogFishLeezerd 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I am so thankful that I found Regina's music. Love how genuine she is about everything she talks about. Her personality is so interesting to me. Someone I'd love to have a drink (coffee or beer) with because she thinks so differently, and that is why her talking points are very refreshing.

  • @smokeywonder5166
    @smokeywonder5166 8 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    What a rad person!

  • @radhikamalhotra1281
    @radhikamalhotra1281 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Regina really just is one of a kind, she is a type of perfection that is so rare.

  • @lautorch
    @lautorch 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    What a beautiful person Regina Spektor is.

  • @maxmillanmaxmillan
    @maxmillanmaxmillan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Love her description of grief being a sub part of your life even in the highest exhilaration. She's very intelligent and creative and beautiful all around. Great interviewer, too. You can see the genuine interest.

  • @Tsukigitsune
    @Tsukigitsune 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I understand her dilemma with becoming a classical pianist. That's exactly why I started songwriting more instead too. I'm really glad she mentioned that

  • @JohnDoe-rw4hl
    @JohnDoe-rw4hl 8 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I have never seen such uniformly positive comments on a TH-cam video before! It's beautiful, Regina's like a spell that casts out even the pluckiest of trolls. There can be no darkness in the presence of her divine light! In reality, I realize that the only persons who saw this video were fans of Regina or artistic, music types anyway, but it's actually not far from the truth. What evil doesn't melt in her knowing presence?

  • @jlgilesrivera
    @jlgilesrivera 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    We need more people like this woman on this planet.

  • @stresspresso
    @stresspresso 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    the first time i saw Regina opening up for the Dresden Dolls in Philly i fell in love. her beating the drumsticks on a chair for poor lil' rich boy. insta love.
    the interview was a bit strange, you can not compare soviet kitsch to whom she is now as an artist.
    regina is a boombox playing your mixtape.
    i love regina.

  • @alexandramacqueen1066
    @alexandramacqueen1066 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love hearing her perspective. Regina is so great.

  • @annakent74
    @annakent74 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    what a lovely interview. Gentle, genuine. The interviewer is so kind and seems to really listen. And Regina is so wonderful. thank you :)

  • @ivanterrible7362
    @ivanterrible7362 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    As an old punk rocker hurtling twords 50 I can honestly say that Regina is the best singer/songwriter since Elvis Costello. Easily the most talented artist I've encountered this century. She is a treasure.

  • @smokesparkles777
    @smokesparkles777 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love how clearly she articulates her ideas. It's so inspiring to me.

  • @johnroyston3680
    @johnroyston3680 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Regina is such a joyously delicious person to hear. She drew me in from the moment I heard her sing those unconventional wonderfully beautiful lyrics.

  • @eltonlevin
    @eltonlevin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Everyone in the comments, you are my people. lol I’ve been obsessed with Regina’s music since 2006 ish. I think I discovered her when I downloaded a soundtrack from Grey’s Anatomy. Her songs are full of stories and feels. I love “Braille” the most.

  • @loverrlee
    @loverrlee 8 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Wow I didn't know she was a mom?!? Dang I love her so much she is amazing. I didn't know she lived in Santa Monica (that's like a half an hour from where I live lol). I learned so much more about her - this was a great video thanks!!! :)

  • @gilabsolute1353
    @gilabsolute1353 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    She is so honest and bubbly.

  • @schnacker41
    @schnacker41 8 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Wow this was an incredibly insightful and interesting interview. Great questions leading to even greater answers. Wish it was longer though

  • @megdel8
    @megdel8 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love that the interviewer was a fan and very familiar with her music and journey. Sometimes you get interviewers who aren’t as on the ball. Perfect! Thank you!

  • @valu7698
    @valu7698 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So beautiful and soft and wise, she's so amazing.

  • @michellechee7890
    @michellechee7890 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I used to change favourite artists after every few months. But Regina still remains my favourite artist since 2010.

  • @sesshomaru322
    @sesshomaru322 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    What a great interview! Both the interviewer and Regina have such good chemistry together.

  • @AliRenae09
    @AliRenae09 8 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    DO MORE OF THESE KINDS OF INTERVIEWS WITH WOMEN PLEASE AND THANK YOU

    • @stalecornchips9968
      @stalecornchips9968 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is exactly how an interview should go with a woman

  • @shanereas5619
    @shanereas5619 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i love her. she is an all around beautiful person, and a great artist.

  • @blake.henderson
    @blake.henderson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    She’s so sweet

  • @debidewt
    @debidewt 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm crying, Regina makes me so happy!

    • @JohnDoe-rw4hl
      @JohnDoe-rw4hl 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      She channels positivity, and then she also happens to be devastatingly beautiful. Anyway, I know what you mean.

  • @yarnweasel
    @yarnweasel 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    she's divine! great interview kim xxx

  • @brendanino6948
    @brendanino6948 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    the queen of the INFPS

    • @grapefruitpineapple7667
      @grapefruitpineapple7667 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I recently took a Myers Briggs test and it said I was INFP. I think it was mostly right but I'm more of an S than N; so I think that part was incorrect

    • @BellaMichel
      @BellaMichel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg. It totally makes sense she is an INFP. Yay! Me too.

    • @7barsofchocolate
      @7barsofchocolate 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this is a personal attack

    • @pedrova8058
      @pedrova8058 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Have you ever seen an interview with young David Byrne?

  • @ebunajayi4845
    @ebunajayi4845 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How heavenly is Regina! I need to return to my roots with her. Thank you Noisey

  • @lightrain128
    @lightrain128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is the sweetest interview i ve ever seen

  • @071949
    @071949 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Regina radiates such warmth and niceness. I know I will never meet her, but it would be so cool to have her as a friend. 11/04/2016

  • @michelleosorio426
    @michelleosorio426 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It’s great seeing her! I learned a lot through her mother who was my music teacher up until 6th grade!

  • @_b_e_a_n_s_
    @_b_e_a_n_s_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    She’s so adorable

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm pretty sure the one who helped me attract my ex after the breakup can help you too. Send a text message to WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Estoy bastante seguro de que el que me ayudó a atraer a mi ex después de la ruptura también puede ayudarte. Envía un mensaje de texto a WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

  • @phellippesilva5598
    @phellippesilva5598 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We love you Regina Spektor!!!

  • @Giulia-mw9yl
    @Giulia-mw9yl 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    What a nice interview! Regina is so nice and of course an amazing artist!

  • @TheAktveOne
    @TheAktveOne 8 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Love Regina

    • @your-regina
      @your-regina 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      TheAktveOne Thanks

  • @troublingchild2962
    @troublingchild2962 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I got to see Regina in Seattle a few months ago, she’s so inspirational lol

  • @gregbutcher_musicplacecheck12
    @gregbutcher_musicplacecheck12 ปีที่แล้ว

    Isn't she so down to earth. Such a beautiful soul.

  • @blister9366
    @blister9366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have loved her since middle school 2004 was not so long ago..

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm pretty sure the one who helped me attract my ex after the breakup can help you too. Send a text message to WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Estoy bastante seguro de que el que me ayudó a atraer a mi ex después de la ruptura también puede ayudarte. Envía un mensaje de texto a WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

  • @stavrosOWLCITY
    @stavrosOWLCITY 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    she's so real... can't wait to see her in 1 week

  • @RodCornholio
    @RodCornholio 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Creative genius, no doubt. Prince-level genius.

  • @samwallaceart288
    @samwallaceart288 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I like her music and all, but I have no qualms in recognizing when an artist is a shitty person in spite of making good music. Regina, by comparison, by all indications has a grace and empathy that far exceeds any of her works' greatness (which is itself a high bar). She just seems like a genuinely good person.

  • @emavalverde5159
    @emavalverde5159 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    !!!! she's amazing

  • @RealBobley
    @RealBobley 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    what a great smile she has

  • @elizabethgorringe6854
    @elizabethgorringe6854 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much Noisey!!! Jillian Banks, Natasha Khan, Regina Spektor... All lady bosses of music. I'm so excited...

  • @jameshaynes5786
    @jameshaynes5786 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow she is absolutely Glorious.no wonder her musical Sound is so uniquely beautiful.what sweet person,I could listen to her talk for hours.

  • @PCDisciple
    @PCDisciple 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    :3 great interview. Love that the first bit was about The Strokes and lactation...

  • @michaelnachoescamilla6241
    @michaelnachoescamilla6241 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    What an absolute delight!

  • @jmarty1000
    @jmarty1000 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This has made my evening better. Thanks!

  • @pablozermeno4558
    @pablozermeno4558 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I ♥ Regina Spektor!!!

  • @catherineeyre9012
    @catherineeyre9012 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love this woman so much. ♥_♥ Can't believe she's 36. She looks soo young and alive. Not that 36 is old, but she's just so youthful?

  • @hollysorensen6361
    @hollysorensen6361 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    What an absolute gem Regina is...this interview was done extremely well.

  • @raimywinter2309
    @raimywinter2309 8 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    the new album is so gooood

  • @guiafb99
    @guiafb99 8 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    She says "like" so much but it's ok because it's Regina.

    • @alicedavid1857
      @alicedavid1857 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hahaha exactly, it's regina, then it's allowed. :3

    • @rosielow527
      @rosielow527 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Guilherme Franco Ngl Regina could stab me and I’d thank her

    • @josephinegray5136
      @josephinegray5136 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I've heard much worse than her

    • @7barsofchocolate
      @7barsofchocolate 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this is literally every person whose first language isn’t english

  • @Nill2full
    @Nill2full 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing interview! ♡

  • @BrianOates
    @BrianOates 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for this interview!

  • @ThisIsReMarkable
    @ThisIsReMarkable 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for your art, Regi! And thank you to Kim and Noisey for doing this interview. It was lovely.

  • @jezelle7420
    @jezelle7420 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    She makes me happy. Much love for Regina.

  • @anthonynotarnicola1272
    @anthonynotarnicola1272 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This women is just everything. I’m trying really hard to find something to dislike about her....can’t find it

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm pretty sure the one who helped me attract my ex after the breakup can help you too. Send a text message to WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

    • @hkehimen2197
      @hkehimen2197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Estoy bastante seguro de que el que me ayudó a atraer a mi ex después de la ruptura también puede ayudarte. Envía un mensaje de texto a WhatsApp (+234 9047316390

  • @RyanWilliams222
    @RyanWilliams222 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This interview deserves one hundred thumbs up that shoot up like rockets, explode at their apogee and shower the people below with fresh, beautiful rose pedals.

  • @blueskies000
    @blueskies000 8 ปีที่แล้ว

    she is just so lovely.

  • @charliebauti
    @charliebauti 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Finally the ask her about music, cool interview, I love her!

  • @divinodayacap3313
    @divinodayacap3313 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Now that's a great interviewer.

  • @jane9561
    @jane9561 8 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    So beautiful 😍

  • @stalecornchips9968
    @stalecornchips9968 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    What an honor getting to interview her in 2003 and seeing how much she has just flourished and grown!!

  • @xabjera
    @xabjera 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    She is so sweet every time I hear her I instantly get diabetes

  • @GreenEyedDazzler
    @GreenEyedDazzler 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She has a beautiful mind.

  • @concretebaron5759
    @concretebaron5759 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love them both

  • @shelbythompsoon
    @shelbythompsoon 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have the small hand problem and someone forced me to play a full scale bass. Luckily they left my life and I went to short scale and I’m happy.

  • @sayakhalder8601
    @sayakhalder8601 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I want to hug her

  • @kristinc6370
    @kristinc6370 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I forget which composer it was but there was one that could reach a full octave and six notes. He wrote his music like everyone could do that. I have... regular to maybe slightly large hands for a female and I can reach and octave and two if I REALLY stretch. Small hands really are something you have to work around at times! Also, Regina Spektor is awesome! I am happy that I was introduced to her music a few years back!

  • @SmashedBottleMan
    @SmashedBottleMan 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a wonderful interview.

  • @cultclassicdeadinside9862
    @cultclassicdeadinside9862 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    she's so adorable 💖

  • @mrmans484
    @mrmans484 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    she's lovely

  • @vickyg690
    @vickyg690 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love and respect her so much

  • @llovely7443
    @llovely7443 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love Regina's mind so much!

  • @KarlaI
    @KarlaI 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She's remained one of my favorite artists. Knowing me, that's a surprise lol.