Sorry if your confused here’s the summary for this AU- Chuuya has a incurable illness that leads him to hallucinate things, he once hallucinate about the rain being snow in summer, but Dazai couldn’t bring himself to tell that it wasn’t snow to him. During winter Dazai said it was snowing in November, much to chuuya being surprise because it was always snowing for him since summer. (Because of the illness) A summary for the video but not the whole story :) If you want to read it it’s “a spring without you is coming” In Wattpad/ Ao3 If I’m crying, you all are crying With me too😇✋ *sOb* It’s one of my favorite Soukoku fan fic out there so might as well do this 👩🦯💔
oh my god i just read it yesterday and damn that book left me crying too! its my fav toooooo! I was so sad at the end. i saw the thumbnail and read "its always snowing" and then I'm like yessssssssssssssss lets go
I just read this like 2 seconds ago and man... It did not bring good memories. My own mother might've had a complete different way of during compared to this chuuya but the only way I've connected it was the feeling of someone you love slipping away and no way to stop it. No matter what you try, say, or do.. You sit there remembering when they could do so much until the very end. Still, you took things for granted until it did happen. I feel for dazai here, I really do. Id do the same if i were him.
WHY😭 I READ THIS FANFIC LAST WEEK AND WAS FINALLY GETTING OVER THE I WANT TO END MY LIFE THINGS THIS FIC DID TO ME AND THEN MY FYP GIVES ME THIS?! Its a beautiful video😭😭 and a beautiful fanfic but goddammit this fanfic made me cry real tears
This fic killed me😭😭😭 The fact the last line was something like- "Sleep hasn't been coming as easily anymore." MY POOR HOMOSEXUAL CHILDREN DON'T DIE ON ME LIKE THAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
And then Dazai promptly holed himself in his house when it rained or snowed because both bring bad memories of the loss of somebody he cared dearly for, the end :)
Watching this on my birthday date (the 22nd November) haha…this fanfic is the reason why I hate my birthday date Anyway this was beautiful but so sad 😭❤
One of the first skk fanfics i read- it still breaks my heart 😭 I hate to be the one who rains down on the parade, but it was confirmed a while ago that 'a spring without you is coming' plagiarized a haikyuu ship fic, copying the plot and themes and whatnot. Please do not support the person who wrote this :( This was a really beautiful vid tho, good job as always ST! I'm surprised ppl are still finding this fic bc from what I heard the fanfic got deleted, at least on ao3
I read it at 3am in the morning, why is school today😡 its morning and i still didnt stop crying and i didnt slept all night🫣 i think im gonna die in school
To let people know, im pretty sure the incurable illness chuuya has is "FFI". It stands for "Fatal Familial Insomnia". It is a rare genetic condition that progressively worsens sleep. And as it states, its an incurable illness. People who have it usually live up to 6 months to 3 years max after being diagnosed. And the explanation for chuuya seeing snow is because it at some point the person who has it will start to hallucinate.
Sorry if your confused here’s the summary for this AU- Chuuya has a incurable illness that leads him to hallucinate things, he once hallucinate about the rain being snow in summer, but Dazai couldn’t bring himself to tell that it wasn’t snow to him. During winter Dazai said it was snowing in November, much to chuuya being surprise because it was always snowing for him since summer. (Because of the illness) A summary for the video but not the whole story :) If you want to read it it’s “a spring without you is coming” In Wattpad/ Ao3
Sorry if your confused here’s the summary for this AU- Chuuya has a incurable illness that leads him to hallucinate things, he once hallucinate about the rain being snow in summer, but Dazai couldn’t bring himself to tell that it wasn’t snow to him. During winter Dazai said it was snowing in November, much to chuuya being surprise because it was always snowing for him since summer. (Because of the illness)
A summary for the video but not the whole story :)
If you want to read it it’s “a spring without you is coming”
In Wattpad/ Ao3
If I’m crying, you all are crying With me too😇✋
*sOb*
It’s one of my favorite Soukoku fan fic out there so might as well do this 👩🦯💔
oh my god i just read it yesterday and damn that book left me crying too! its my fav toooooo! I was so sad at the end. i saw the thumbnail and read "its always snowing" and then I'm like yessssssssssssssss lets go
the worst part is dazai stayed with him from spring to winter, but he didn't even go to his funeral. i was so mad at him
@@evaalam2096 but during the second spring chapter he visited the chuuyas grave- I think he was too devastated to go to his funeral at that point
@@ST_Ofxx i mean he was kind of always with chuuya at this point, so I don't see why but I guess the author did so, sooooo that's that
@@evaalam2096 I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THAT FIC FOREVER CAN U PLS TELL WHERE U READ IT ? 😭
I went through 5 stages of grief because of this fic's ending
Same 😕
Same
real
Same 😭
I copied it to share the grief with my classmates
i cant escape this fanfic, it haunts me on every platform 🥲
STOP NOOOO I READ THAT FANFIC 😭😭😭
Me too 🥲
Same 😭😭
@@Moooon741 😭😭😭😭😭
YOU DID NOT JUST MAKE ME CRY AGAIN.
Fluff after this video I swear 😭✋
@@ST_Ofxx thank you
This song fits every Soukoku au and even original help
" his hand was too heavy against mine to be someone who is awake "
right, I'm going to cry again bye
WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME CRY LIKE THIS
Crying sobbing dying THAT FANFIC MADE ME CRY LIKE BRO-
I just read this like 2 seconds ago and man... It did not bring good memories. My own mother might've had a complete different way of during compared to this chuuya but the only way I've connected it was the feeling of someone you love slipping away and no way to stop it. No matter what you try, say, or do.. You sit there remembering when they could do so much until the very end. Still, you took things for granted until it did happen. I feel for dazai here, I really do. Id do the same if i were him.
Ah yes, angst.
My favourite genr-
UWAAAHHHHHH- 😭😭😭💔💔💔
WHY MUST THIS FANFIC HURT ME SO MUCH! IT'S NOT LEAVING ME ALONEEE
IM GONNA KMS, A SPRING W/O YOU HAUNTS ME AND IT MAKES ME CRY EVERYTIME
I was just reading the story and found this!? Man I I’m crying right now!
I just read the fanfic...
I'm crying now
At first i laughed but then i started sobbing
You making remember the fanfic now I had a flashback... 😭😭
.... Se me aceleró el corazón.
I TEARED UP WHEN I READ THAT FANFIC.
BRO STOP IM LITERALLY TRYNA RECOVER AFTER THAT FANFIC
I went crying for 1 hour straight bc of this fanfic
A spring without you is coming had me crying and now this video😭
I watched that fanfic, I honestly cried when I saw that fanfic😭😭😭
I remember reading it and I cried so freaking hard at the end like oml no.
STOP THIS IS GIVING ME FLASHBACKS OF THAT FANFIC I CRIED SO MUCH AT NIGHT AND NOW IM CRYING AGAIN 😭☹️
i am now gonna stuff chocolate in my mouth to remove the sadness
NOO IVE READ THAT FANFIC IM CRYINH
IM NOT CRYING NOPE. DEFINITELY NOT THIS AU 😭😭😭😭 THIS JUST A MASTERPIECE
SOTOPTTPP THIS FANFIC MADE ME BAWL LIKE A BABY
Oh... This fabric 😭
I'm still in Denial that happened... 😭
This reminds me of "In another life" in ao3 (pairings is bokuaka from haikyuu). And... me getting reminded by that fic is never a happy sign 🫡
everything always reminds me of that angst 😄..
WHY😭
I READ THIS FANFIC LAST WEEK AND WAS FINALLY GETTING OVER THE I WANT TO END MY LIFE THINGS THIS FIC DID TO ME AND THEN MY FYP GIVES ME THIS?!
Its a beautiful video😭😭 and a beautiful fanfic but goddammit this fanfic made me cry real tears
.........wow what a way to start my day...😭
ST I JUST FINISHED READING IT LIKE 2 DAYS AGO STOP IM CRYING
I remember how I cried because of this fanfic
“ not every story has a good ending”
I'm gonna start crying istg...
I read this, I cannot be healed anymore
STOP. I READ THAT STUPID HEARTBREAKING FF😭
This fic killed me😭😭😭
The fact the last line was something like-
"Sleep hasn't been coming as easily anymore."
MY POOR HOMOSEXUAL CHILDREN DON'T DIE ON ME LIKE THAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
AHHHHH IT'S SO SAD AND BEAUTIFUL SOME HOWWWWWWW!! LOVE YOUR VIDEO!!😭😭💞💕💘❤
The fanfic is pretty sad, that I cried for hours
Might kms. Just went through the 10th stages of grief.
This fanfic make me sooo sad , one moment ago i just finished swear me im crying
NOOOOO!!! I READ THE FANFIC EVEN BEFORE I SAW THIS 😭😭😭😭😭
I CAN'T FIND THIS FIX ANYWHERE AND NOW I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!!!!
I read this and I didn't cry
And then Dazai promptly holed himself in his house when it rained or snowed because both bring bad memories of the loss of somebody he cared dearly for, the end :)
... You broke me
that fanfic makes me tear up everytime omg
IM GET FLASHBACKS STOP
Now you made me wanna re-read it
I shall cry once again ^_^
I already read the story and I always cry every time I remember it
Not gonna lie I'm literally crying right now😭
NO I WILL CRY
I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING
STOP IM SOBBING
This is beautiful!! ❤
I read it yesterday. I'm crying 😰😰😰
i started crying at the end of the fanfic.
NO THIS FANFIC WAS SO SAD
I read this fanfic... I'm so sad, my eyes are watering just remembering... Why can't they be happy even in fanfic?😭💔
Fluff after this 😌🤌❤️
if it has happy endings then its not realistic 💀
thats soukoku to you
@@rinnzu Yea I know, but bro 😭💀
Soukoku angst I will be avoiding this fic forever 🫡
Crying throwing up dying
I just realized I follow you since you had less than 400 subscribers
WOAHHHH HIII✨❤️
@@ST_Ofxx ILY💗
Im crying so hard i read the fic today and now i want to die
I read the book i cried
OH NOO I CRYING AGAIN
Watching this on my birthday date (the 22nd November) haha…this fanfic is the reason why I hate my birthday date
Anyway this was beautiful but so sad 😭❤
I CRIED SO MUCH AT THAT FANFIC DON'T REMIND ME AGAIN 😭
I read such a fanfic in Russian, so I immediately understood what this video was about. Thanks, I'm crying now 😭
I CRIED READING THAT I MEAN- HOW COULD YOU MAKE IT THIS SAD-....
I’m sorryyy😰 I promise fluff after 🌹💕✨❤️
@@ST_Ofxx tbh i like angst xD 💞
One of the first skk fanfics i read- it still breaks my heart 😭
I hate to be the one who rains down on the parade, but it was confirmed a while ago that 'a spring without you is coming' plagiarized a haikyuu ship fic, copying the plot and themes and whatnot. Please do not support the person who wrote this :(
This was a really beautiful vid tho, good job as always ST!
I'm surprised ppl are still finding this fic bc from what I heard the fanfic got deleted, at least on ao3
this fic broke me
this fanfic always haunts me😥
NOOOO I READ THIS FANFIC D:
Eyyyy I'm first I think also beautiful video 📸🧡✨✨✨
I READ THAT TOO
NO. I'M DON'T WANT. I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER THIS STORY AGAIN. IT MADE ME CRY SM. *sobs*..
That's why I don't wanna read soukoku angst anymore. :]
except dazai is actually carrying chuuya lolz
I read it at 3am in the morning, why is school today😡 its morning and i still didnt stop crying and i didnt slept all night🫣 i think im gonna die in school
YOU DID NOT 😭😭
Sweetheart.. Perhaps we will both reunite at the dawn of our second life. Pledge me your eternal love as i might never forget it.
IM READING IT RN. IM ON AUTUMN.
STOP IM IN THE 2ND PART OF WINTER
NOOOOO NOOOO
IM IN SPRING 🙁
IM LITERALLY ABT TO DELETE WATTPAD
“SLEEP DIDN’T COME AS EASILY AS IT USED TO.”
To let people know, im pretty sure the incurable illness chuuya has is "FFI".
It stands for "Fatal Familial Insomnia".
It is a rare genetic condition that progressively worsens sleep.
And as it states, its an incurable illness. People who have it usually live up to 6 months to 3 years max after being diagnosed.
And the explanation for chuuya seeing snow is because it at some point the person who has it will start to hallucinate.
OH MY GOD😭😭😭😭😭
Hwuahaha im gonna become chap 101 now bye
This is why i don't read the fanfic😭 although i know everything in it i still won't read it
*aAaGGrrEeeSSSsaiIivVlleEyy cCrRriIeEsS*
(´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)
This fanfic made me cry😭 it was sad and I hate it
I think-- MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEAVE US ALONE AFTER READING THIS-- ToT LET ME GRIEVE IN PEACE, OKAY😭
I have almost succeeded in forgeting this fanfic 🙂 why.... 😭 (my grammar is bad 💀)
I want to read this fic but it isn't on AO3 anymore I'm begging some tell me is there another place where I can read it??
NOOOOO😭 CHUUUYA😭
I cant find it 😭
Lmao i read it
Guys I don’t understand can someone please explain 😭😭
Sorry if your confused here’s the summary for this AU- Chuuya has a incurable illness that leads him to hallucinate things, he once hallucinate about the rain being snow in summer, but Dazai couldn’t bring himself to tell that it wasn’t snow to him. During winter Dazai said it was snowing in November, much to chuuya being surprise because it was always snowing for him since summer. (Because of the illness)
A summary for the video but not the whole story :)
If you want to read it it’s “a spring without you is coming”
In Wattpad/ Ao3
NO WHY. I HATE U. APOLOGY WITH TEARS RN
I read...😭
Just read it 😞