“ It was always snowing “ ||Summer time sadness. . . || Soukoku angst || Bsd👍🏻

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  • @ST_Ofxx
    @ST_Ofxx  2 ปีที่แล้ว +282

    Sorry if your confused here’s the summary for this AU- Chuuya has a incurable illness that leads him to hallucinate things, he once hallucinate about the rain being snow in summer, but Dazai couldn’t bring himself to tell that it wasn’t snow to him. During winter Dazai said it was snowing in November, much to chuuya being surprise because it was always snowing for him since summer. (Because of the illness)
    A summary for the video but not the whole story :)
    If you want to read it it’s “a spring without you is coming”
    In Wattpad/ Ao3
    If I’m crying, you all are crying With me too😇✋
    *sOb*
    It’s one of my favorite Soukoku fan fic out there so might as well do this 👩‍🦯💔

    • @evaalam2096
      @evaalam2096 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      oh my god i just read it yesterday and damn that book left me crying too! its my fav toooooo! I was so sad at the end. i saw the thumbnail and read "its always snowing" and then I'm like yessssssssssssssss lets go

    • @evaalam2096
      @evaalam2096 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      the worst part is dazai stayed with him from spring to winter, but he didn't even go to his funeral. i was so mad at him

    • @ST_Ofxx
      @ST_Ofxx  2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@evaalam2096 but during the second spring chapter he visited the chuuyas grave- I think he was too devastated to go to his funeral at that point

    • @evaalam2096
      @evaalam2096 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@ST_Ofxx i mean he was kind of always with chuuya at this point, so I don't see why but I guess the author did so, sooooo that's that

    • @CallMeeZen
      @CallMeeZen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@evaalam2096 I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THAT FIC FOREVER CAN U PLS TELL WHERE U READ IT ? 😭

  • @Veliomoure-xox
    @Veliomoure-xox 2 ปีที่แล้ว +274

    I went through 5 stages of grief because of this fic's ending

  • @aiyuii_
    @aiyuii_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    i cant escape this fanfic, it haunts me on every platform 🥲

  • @lumlum3839
    @lumlum3839 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    STOP NOOOO I READ THAT FANFIC 😭😭😭

    • @Dazai_Osamu037
      @Dazai_Osamu037 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too 🥲

    • @Moooon741
      @Moooon741 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same 😭😭

    • @lumlum3839
      @lumlum3839 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Moooon741 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @chloecreamy
    @chloecreamy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    YOU DID NOT JUST MAKE ME CRY AGAIN.

    • @ST_Ofxx
      @ST_Ofxx  2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Fluff after this video I swear 😭✋

    • @evaalam2096
      @evaalam2096 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ST_Ofxx thank you

  • @chuuya_lqg
    @chuuya_lqg 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This song fits every Soukoku au and even original help

  • @mistle5tar
    @mistle5tar 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    " his hand was too heavy against mine to be someone who is awake "
    right, I'm going to cry again bye

  • @4lx.gh0x
    @4lx.gh0x 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    WHY MUST YOU MAKE ME CRY LIKE THIS

  • @broidontwannapostschoolthings
    @broidontwannapostschoolthings 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Crying sobbing dying THAT FANFIC MADE ME CRY LIKE BRO-

  • @DatMeYep
    @DatMeYep 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I just read this like 2 seconds ago and man... It did not bring good memories. My own mother might've had a complete different way of during compared to this chuuya but the only way I've connected it was the feeling of someone you love slipping away and no way to stop it. No matter what you try, say, or do.. You sit there remembering when they could do so much until the very end. Still, you took things for granted until it did happen. I feel for dazai here, I really do. Id do the same if i were him.

  • @0S4MU
    @0S4MU ปีที่แล้ว

    Ah yes, angst.
    My favourite genr-
    UWAAAHHHHHH- 😭😭😭💔💔💔

  • @Flora0nYt
    @Flora0nYt ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WHY MUST THIS FANFIC HURT ME SO MUCH! IT'S NOT LEAVING ME ALONEEE

  • @Kyann7_
    @Kyann7_ 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    IM GONNA KMS, A SPRING W/O YOU HAUNTS ME AND IT MAKES ME CRY EVERYTIME

  • @_Flip_ello_
    @_Flip_ello_ ปีที่แล้ว

    I was just reading the story and found this!? Man I I’m crying right now!

  • @remiaimi2987
    @remiaimi2987 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just read the fanfic...
    I'm crying now

  • @artandtutorials7296
    @artandtutorials7296 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    At first i laughed but then i started sobbing

  • @hikari_kozume6012
    @hikari_kozume6012 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You making remember the fanfic now I had a flashback... 😭😭

  • @XianXianV
    @XianXianV ปีที่แล้ว +1

    .... Se me aceleró el corazón.

  • @Veranairsperfumer
    @Veranairsperfumer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I TEARED UP WHEN I READ THAT FANFIC.

  • @Zal3rin
    @Zal3rin ปีที่แล้ว

    BRO STOP IM LITERALLY TRYNA RECOVER AFTER THAT FANFIC

  • @snowflake3694
    @snowflake3694 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I went crying for 1 hour straight bc of this fanfic

  • @olayapacheco4371
    @olayapacheco4371 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    A spring without you is coming had me crying and now this video😭

  • @nhuy4316
    @nhuy4316 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I watched that fanfic, I honestly cried when I saw that fanfic😭😭😭

  • @niccoloyupp
    @niccoloyupp 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I remember reading it and I cried so freaking hard at the end like oml no.

  • @clainem5426
    @clainem5426 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    STOP THIS IS GIVING ME FLASHBACKS OF THAT FANFIC I CRIED SO MUCH AT NIGHT AND NOW IM CRYING AGAIN 😭☹️

  • @lvci.
    @lvci. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i am now gonna stuff chocolate in my mouth to remove the sadness

  • @anatorouuuu
    @anatorouuuu 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    NOO IVE READ THAT FANFIC IM CRYINH

  • @cryingwillow9307
    @cryingwillow9307 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    IM NOT CRYING NOPE. DEFINITELY NOT THIS AU 😭😭😭😭 THIS JUST A MASTERPIECE

  • @ottobab
    @ottobab 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    SOTOPTTPP THIS FANFIC MADE ME BAWL LIKE A BABY

  • @Dandelion_children
    @Dandelion_children 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh... This fabric 😭
    I'm still in Denial that happened... 😭

  • @ryuikou
    @ryuikou ปีที่แล้ว

    This reminds me of "In another life" in ao3 (pairings is bokuaka from haikyuu). And... me getting reminded by that fic is never a happy sign 🫡

  • @VOCALOIDENJOYER
    @VOCALOIDENJOYER 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    everything always reminds me of that angst 😄..

  • @avaava1863
    @avaava1863 ปีที่แล้ว

    WHY😭
    I READ THIS FANFIC LAST WEEK AND WAS FINALLY GETTING OVER THE I WANT TO END MY LIFE THINGS THIS FIC DID TO ME AND THEN MY FYP GIVES ME THIS?!
    Its a beautiful video😭😭 and a beautiful fanfic but goddammit this fanfic made me cry real tears

  • @chickenwings5223
    @chickenwings5223 ปีที่แล้ว

    .........wow what a way to start my day...😭

  • @NIKK0LEMYL0VE
    @NIKK0LEMYL0VE 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    ST I JUST FINISHED READING IT LIKE 2 DAYS AGO STOP IM CRYING

  • @userdontkno20290
    @userdontkno20290 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I remember how I cried because of this fanfic

  • @ariaqu7229
    @ariaqu7229 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    “ not every story has a good ending”

  • @_European_
    @_European_ 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm gonna start crying istg...

  • @LordFarquad161
    @LordFarquad161 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I read this, I cannot be healed anymore

  • @ibiiscus
    @ibiiscus 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    STOP. I READ THAT STUPID HEARTBREAKING FF😭

  • @A_BungouStrayDogs_Fan
    @A_BungouStrayDogs_Fan 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This fic killed me😭😭😭
    The fact the last line was something like-
    "Sleep hasn't been coming as easily anymore."
    MY POOR HOMOSEXUAL CHILDREN DON'T DIE ON ME LIKE THAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @user-zf6zd1qc8f
    @user-zf6zd1qc8f 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    AHHHHH IT'S SO SAD AND BEAUTIFUL SOME HOWWWWWWW!! LOVE YOUR VIDEO!!😭😭💞💕💘❤

  • @desperatelyneedranpokinnie
    @desperatelyneedranpokinnie 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The fanfic is pretty sad, that I cried for hours

  • @biggiesmells7369
    @biggiesmells7369 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Might kms. Just went through the 10th stages of grief.

  • @star_ho3
    @star_ho3 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This fanfic make me sooo sad , one moment ago i just finished swear me im crying

  • @hanjisung888
    @hanjisung888 ปีที่แล้ว

    NOOOOO!!! I READ THE FANFIC EVEN BEFORE I SAW THIS 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @WeirdoPugsMyBeloved
    @WeirdoPugsMyBeloved 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I CAN'T FIND THIS FIX ANYWHERE AND NOW I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @crepe-vm1gz
    @crepe-vm1gz ปีที่แล้ว

    I read this and I didn't cry

  • @territoryxdeath3614
    @territoryxdeath3614 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    And then Dazai promptly holed himself in his house when it rained or snowed because both bring bad memories of the loss of somebody he cared dearly for, the end :)

  • @aeliz_
    @aeliz_ หลายเดือนก่อน

    that fanfic makes me tear up everytime omg

  • @OfficialBungouStrayDogs
    @OfficialBungouStrayDogs ปีที่แล้ว

    IM GET FLASHBACKS STOP

  • @lunar-chan378
    @lunar-chan378 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Now you made me wanna re-read it

  • @im.p4nsxxuxal10
    @im.p4nsxxuxal10 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I shall cry once again ^_^

  • @challeemayd1979
    @challeemayd1979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I already read the story and I always cry every time I remember it
    Not gonna lie I'm literally crying right now😭

  • @saiharawx
    @saiharawx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    NO I WILL CRY

  • @adriwowz
    @adriwowz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING

  • @Quit16272
    @Quit16272 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    STOP IM SOBBING

  • @Rozy.Mackera1
    @Rozy.Mackera1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is beautiful!! ❤

  • @Naruchuur
    @Naruchuur 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I read it yesterday. I'm crying 😰😰😰

  • @adriwowz
    @adriwowz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    i started crying at the end of the fanfic.

  • @AvaDoesStuff_13
    @AvaDoesStuff_13 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    NO THIS FANFIC WAS SO SAD

  • @iLynx..
    @iLynx.. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I read this fanfic... I'm so sad, my eyes are watering just remembering... Why can't they be happy even in fanfic?😭💔

    • @ST_Ofxx
      @ST_Ofxx  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fluff after this 😌🤌❤️

    • @rinnzu
      @rinnzu 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      if it has happy endings then its not realistic 💀
      thats soukoku to you

    • @iLynx..
      @iLynx.. 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@rinnzu Yea I know, but bro 😭💀

  • @Poutysigma
    @Poutysigma ปีที่แล้ว

    Soukoku angst I will be avoiding this fic forever 🫡

  • @yzzuao
    @yzzuao 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Crying throwing up dying

  • @chuuya_lqg
    @chuuya_lqg 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just realized I follow you since you had less than 400 subscribers

    • @ST_Ofxx
      @ST_Ofxx  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      WOAHHHH HIII✨❤️

    • @chuuya_lqg
      @chuuya_lqg ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ST_Ofxx ILY💗

  • @kristicole5392
    @kristicole5392 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im crying so hard i read the fic today and now i want to die

  • @rm........5893
    @rm........5893 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I read the book i cried

  • @elegant._.cat.__3008
    @elegant._.cat.__3008 ปีที่แล้ว

    OH NOO I CRYING AGAIN

  • @Sueg1k3
    @Sueg1k3 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Watching this on my birthday date (the 22nd November) haha…this fanfic is the reason why I hate my birthday date
    Anyway this was beautiful but so sad 😭❤

  • @Tsukiii00
    @Tsukiii00 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I CRIED SO MUCH AT THAT FANFIC DON'T REMIND ME AGAIN 😭

  • @sofilixx
    @sofilixx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I read such a fanfic in Russian, so I immediately understood what this video was about. Thanks, I'm crying now 😭

  • @ryu._
    @ryu._ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I CRIED READING THAT I MEAN- HOW COULD YOU MAKE IT THIS SAD-....

    • @ST_Ofxx
      @ST_Ofxx  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m sorryyy😰 I promise fluff after 🌹💕✨❤️

    • @ryu._
      @ryu._ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ST_Ofxx tbh i like angst xD 💞

  • @donutkittybowbow1708
    @donutkittybowbow1708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    One of the first skk fanfics i read- it still breaks my heart 😭
    I hate to be the one who rains down on the parade, but it was confirmed a while ago that 'a spring without you is coming' plagiarized a haikyuu ship fic, copying the plot and themes and whatnot. Please do not support the person who wrote this :(
    This was a really beautiful vid tho, good job as always ST!
    I'm surprised ppl are still finding this fic bc from what I heard the fanfic got deleted, at least on ao3

  • @ELE.SAN_
    @ELE.SAN_ ปีที่แล้ว

    this fic broke me

  • @nekonekorurii
    @nekonekorurii ปีที่แล้ว

    this fanfic always haunts me😥

  • @Zzouren
    @Zzouren 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    NOOOO I READ THIS FANFIC D:

  • @azraeleverhart
    @azraeleverhart 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Eyyyy I'm first I think also beautiful video 📸🧡✨✨✨

  • @VioletRay
    @VioletRay 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I READ THAT TOO

  • @kolsimp.
    @kolsimp. 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    NO. I'M DON'T WANT. I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER THIS STORY AGAIN. IT MADE ME CRY SM. *sobs*..
    That's why I don't wanna read soukoku angst anymore. :]

  • @zaismu
    @zaismu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    except dazai is actually carrying chuuya lolz

  • @Tsuki.tsk112
    @Tsuki.tsk112 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I read it at 3am in the morning, why is school today😡 its morning and i still didnt stop crying and i didnt slept all night🫣 i think im gonna die in school

  • @deer_350
    @deer_350 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    YOU DID NOT 😭😭

  • @Chrysxnthxmxms
    @Chrysxnthxmxms 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sweetheart.. Perhaps we will both reunite at the dawn of our second life. Pledge me your eternal love as i might never forget it.

  • @treubaking
    @treubaking 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    IM READING IT RN. IM ON AUTUMN.

    • @treubaking
      @treubaking 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      STOP IM IN THE 2ND PART OF WINTER

    • @treubaking
      @treubaking 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      NOOOOO NOOOO

    • @treubaking
      @treubaking 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      IM IN SPRING 🙁

    • @treubaking
      @treubaking 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      IM LITERALLY ABT TO DELETE WATTPAD

    • @treubaking
      @treubaking 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      “SLEEP DIDN’T COME AS EASILY AS IT USED TO.”

  • @jellyqishi9992
    @jellyqishi9992 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    To let people know, im pretty sure the incurable illness chuuya has is "FFI".
    It stands for "Fatal Familial Insomnia".
    It is a rare genetic condition that progressively worsens sleep.
    And as it states, its an incurable illness. People who have it usually live up to 6 months to 3 years max after being diagnosed.
    And the explanation for chuuya seeing snow is because it at some point the person who has it will start to hallucinate.

  • @-Quinchysan
    @-Quinchysan 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    OH MY GOD😭😭😭😭😭

  • @Yumeiii
    @Yumeiii 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hwuahaha im gonna become chap 101 now bye

  • @listeningtoafish
    @listeningtoafish 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is why i don't read the fanfic😭 although i know everything in it i still won't read it

  • @im.p4nsxxuxal10
    @im.p4nsxxuxal10 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    *aAaGGrrEeeSSSsaiIivVlleEyy cCrRriIeEsS*
    (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)

  • @DustyPaws
    @DustyPaws ปีที่แล้ว

    This fanfic made me cry😭 it was sad and I hate it

  • @ayuumorienjoyer5913
    @ayuumorienjoyer5913 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think-- MAYBE YOU SHOULD LEAVE US ALONE AFTER READING THIS-- ToT LET ME GRIEVE IN PEACE, OKAY😭

  • @Mary-es6ru
    @Mary-es6ru 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have almost succeeded in forgeting this fanfic 🙂 why.... 😭 (my grammar is bad 💀)

  • @kfkfiles
    @kfkfiles 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I want to read this fic but it isn't on AO3 anymore I'm begging some tell me is there another place where I can read it??

  • @Slug_1415
    @Slug_1415 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    NOOOOO😭 CHUUUYA😭

  • @eoznosral4942
    @eoznosral4942 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cant find it 😭

  • @eevinlouievillegas2088
    @eevinlouievillegas2088 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Lmao i read it

  • @rinnzu
    @rinnzu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Guys I don’t understand can someone please explain 😭😭

    • @ST_Ofxx
      @ST_Ofxx  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry if your confused here’s the summary for this AU- Chuuya has a incurable illness that leads him to hallucinate things, he once hallucinate about the rain being snow in summer, but Dazai couldn’t bring himself to tell that it wasn’t snow to him. During winter Dazai said it was snowing in November, much to chuuya being surprise because it was always snowing for him since summer. (Because of the illness)
      A summary for the video but not the whole story :)
      If you want to read it it’s “a spring without you is coming”
      In Wattpad/ Ao3

  • @Salkos352
    @Salkos352 ปีที่แล้ว

    NO WHY. I HATE U. APOLOGY WITH TEARS RN

  • @ToTheStrayD0gs
    @ToTheStrayD0gs 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I read...😭

  • @heartsformeee
    @heartsformeee 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just read it 😞