I had stage 4 breast cancer and I have been cancer free for 3 year. Hang in there. remember to hang in and you may have bad days but hopefully your good days will out number the bad ones
So Fia you are so sweet. 💕The doctors said my friend had terminal cancer and she only had 2 months to live. She lived and now cancer free. Miracles can happen 💕. You just earned a new subscriber ☺️
Anne Elizabeth... I DID no harm. I am not the Grim Reaper. My comment comes from personal experience. Cancer and Chemo destroyed me. I was never told about the lasting effects of what I might face should I make it to remission. I am 10 years "cancer free" and still have massive problems with cognitive function/finding words/short term memory/recognizing people... They call it "chemo brain." so, Anne Elizabeth. go back and re-read my comment. Are you stable enough to admit when you are wrong with grace? Or do you want to keep on with this?
Dr. Tiffany Lopez I’m sorry for my overly harsh words and sorry to hear you had cancer gone through these horrible treatments& side effects.I thought you were being a cold jaded doctor. I just don’t want her hope taken away when she most needs it.
@@annomaly751 Thanks for being mature about it... I will be as well by acknowledging I should have added more context to my initial comment... its only meant to reflect what has happened in my case. Chemo brain/fog doesn't happen to everyone who has treatment. In no way did I intend to steal hope... just responding to the root comment.
Be strong and don't give up. I know this my parenst are doctors. I hope that you have much luck and don't forget your fans we are always behind you and we don't let you go. Good luck we love you
I'm a breast cancer survivor. Had double mastectomy, lymph node dissection, 6 months of chemo,and 3 months of radiation. By the grace of God I'm still here. Never give up my friend.
Reading in the comments section so many people who are going through cancer or their beloved ones breaks my heart. It teaches me to be more mindful about life, to be here, now. Wish you all recovery, strength and love.
My Daughter went through this when she was 9 Years old we thought she was dehydrated because she was getting headaches all the time and her eye started to go lazy 😕we took her to the eye doctor thinking it was a simple pair of glasses that she needed only to find out she had A Brain tumor But we were told it wasn't Cancer😕she had her first brain surgery and then when we took her back for her first MRI since her surgery we got horrible news the tumor came back we then learned the horrible news that it was Cancer all along 💔after her second brain surgery she had to have a MRI to see if they got it all and we found out that it was all removed and it never came back My Daughter is 13 years old now and has to have a MRI every 6 Months she has had a Clear Scan Every MRI since her first surgery and she is getting better every day 🙏Hang in there keep the Faith no matter what don't give up and stay strong as hard as it may seem to do right now God's got this. My Prayers Are with you are your Family 🙏❤️
jess wavvy hey Beautiful! I was diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma on 17 June 2015. I was in remission after my 6 cycles of chemotherapy! The 2nd anniversary of the cancers death is in November 😂🖕🏻
jess wavvy you're so blessed my sister was diagnosed with high grade stage 3 mom-Hodgkin lymphoma. Told her it could be " cured". She was a perfectly healthy 19 year old. Worked out all the time, was in cheer, sports and then the BIG C happened. She fought HARD for nine months and we just passed her 3 years anniversary since her parting on March 10th. 😞
my boyfriend was diagnosed with grade 3 astrosytoma in May 2016, he had a surgery the following month, a month of radiation, 7 months of chemo, as well as immunotherapy. tumor was located in the left frontal lobe near his speech and right side movement. He had an awake surgery and temporarily lost his right side movement, speech, inability to read and write, and talk but all of that was regained shortly after. Also the hair that he lost due to radiation actually grew back a lot thicker and darker. He just completed immunotherapy and his last mri was clear. Good luck to you, and know that you are not alone. You will beat this beast!
You dont have to die from cancer! My mom had 4 Stage and she has no trace of Cancer in her body anymore! My close friends Father who had cancer as well over came it after he came to this AMAZING Crusade Against Cancer! God is truly real he shows it at this Miracle Crusade you can be healed! Dec 29th- Jan 1st 2017 we are going to have another Crusade against Cancer where thousands will be healed!! Here is a video to the last one you got to check this out! There is an awnser! Also call this number so you can get more information, and even prayer right on the phone that Cancer will leave you by the Power of God! 1877-843-4567! Your life is not ending its just beginning! It not time to give up! th-cam.com/video/xNgFmJ68hzs/w-d-xo.html'
I had a grade 2 astrocytoma and they had also performed an awake craniotomy on me. Luckily for me I had no deficits and went through a month and half of radiation along with chemo which lasted for about 7 months. I am now doing well and I have been back to school doing just fine. Only thing is that it left me at a high risk of seizures which I had a few but I consider myself very lucky.
I had stage four cancer in 1991... yep 1991. While cancer is no party.. it is a trauma... it is also not necessarily a death sentence. Show us beauty in the face of cancer and keep faith in God.
my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer 6 months ago. it spread to her spine, bones, and brain. she has gotten radiation and also gets an infusion every 3 weeks of a hormone blocker called herceptin. last week we found out that the herceptin, which has been keeping the cancer from spreading even more, is causing her heart to fail. so they are now taking her off of the herceptin and we are terrified. throughout the radiation on her brain and spine and throughout all of her infusions, she has continued to work full time as a social worker. she still drives herself everywhere and works Mon through Fri and she's honestly so incredible. she amazes me everyday.
La Chingona dios os bendiga muxo tu madre es una inspiracion y una persona maravillosa y tiene muxa suerte de tener una hija q este tan orguyosa de ella como tu. dios os bendiga muxisimo cariño y. rezo por vosotras
if you want to have biological children you may want to see about doing an egg retrieval to freeze them. many loose fertility after radiation therapy. hopefully someone can read this to you. best wishes!
Mom Life my husband had testicular cancer at 15 and he went to a place to freeze some of his sperm. Which we never needed because we ended up with a daughter. We are trying for another now
About 3 years ago when she was 7 my little sister fell at school and couldn't get back up again, after hours in the hospital we found she had a brain tumour sat on her spine at the back of her head. It was a fast growing tumour the size of a golf ball that she'd had for around a year. They told us that at first they wouldn't be able to remove the tumour because of where it was, but when it came to it they removed the whole thing, the biopsy came back and we were told that it was cancerous, and her journey started there. Initially we were told that she had a 20% chance of survival, now it's totally flipped and she has over an 80% chance of survival, her journey has been hard and we have shed many tears but now at age 10 she's 1 year cancer free. her scans have shown no new growth and with lots of treatment and medication she'll live a happy life. She's battled with her mental health, bullying, Anorexia, she's had friends who have been taken from us because of this disease, but she still has a smile that will light up a room. Please stay positive, I can see in such a short space of time your speech has come along so so fast, this is not the end of the road and you will keep getting better, there will be bumps and turns but even when things look bad, they can change! You have so much strength, just like my absolute inspiration of a little sister! Sending all of my positive vibes to you! Good luck x
Croatoan it's how our bodies react some peoples body reacts much better than mine when it comes to chemo their veins are stronger mean while a few of my veins have stopped working it's just saying their bodies are stronger
This is insane!! March last year I was diagnosed with a brain tumor and my surgery was in August. For 5 months they told me it was benign but I always had a gut feeling it wasn't. 2 days after surgery my neurosurgeon told me that it was cancer and I would need further treatment. I had 6 weeks of radiation and 4 rounds of chemo. I finished treatment 3 months ago and I'm loving life again. If you ever need to talk to someone who has such a similar story to you hit me up on instagram lauren_rawding Also try not to be too upset over your speech, I took ages to go back to normal and my tumor wasn't even near my speech so I can't imagine what you're going through! Stay strong, I promise it will get better xx
I know you can't read but if you could get someone to read out my comment to you that would be great because I cannot believe how similar our stories are, like I'm having flashbacks because everything you're saying is reminding me of exactly of what I went through ah
Lauren Rawding Bless you! Wishing you continued strength and good health! Your gratitude and experience can really help this girl and continue your own healing! ❤️❤️❤️
Jessica Rodriguez I'm a new subscriber and I was wondering why is it that she can't read/ doesn't know her colors? She seems like an amazing person I'm not trying to be rude I'm just curious.
Hi Hun, she had brain surgery over a month ago. Since then she has not been able to recognize color, read and speak as fluently. She is courageous to be here.
Hey girl. I wanted to tell you to stay strong. I had a cancerous brain tumor located in my midbrain. I was not able to get surgery due to the location but I did get chemo for almost a year. It was draining but I got through it. I am now in remission for 4 years. Get through your treatment, stay positive, have positive people around you, and never give up. I'm praying for you. Sending love
And I want to add that I was diagnosed at 21 and didn't freeze my eggs although I was told to by many people and I now have two kids. So don't worry about it. Focus on your treatment
I hope my question don't bother you, but I'm curious because I don't know; do you need to freeze eggs if you have cancer in your brain? Is that because of the chemo? Also, I'm very happy you made it through!
martinecarina obviously I'm not the OP, but in regards to your egg question, the answer is yes. chemo can cause hair loss, infertility, tooth loss, loss in bone density, etc. chemo is pretty terrible to your body while performing a really amazing thing (killing cancer).
I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer at the age of 32. When the surgeon removed the tumor, it was 3 1/2 inches in diameter. Had another surgery and radiation and I've been cancer free for 13 years. You're going to beat this--you're strong, intelligent, and resilient. YOU GOT THIS BABE!!!
ashlarayyy I found this channel a month back watched all the videos but today I decided to interact. I have cancer and vlog about it aswell and the messages of positivity and love are amazing to read, even from a male perspective. :)
I was diagnosed (although with a type of leukaemia) in August, just before my 4th birthday. I was in hospital and on chemo for 2 years. I used to have blonde hair but it grew back brown haha. It's hard but you get through, and once you come out the other side, although it's still a fight, it makes you so much stronger than you ever thought you could be. :) Thanks to a prayer army of family and friends I was considered cured about 5 years ago, now! Although obviously some repercussions of treatment are permanent, and oncology check ups are still every year. I'll be celebrating my 18th birthday at the end of this month! To anyone reading this who is fighting right now, stay strong, you can get through. God bless you.
Continue to stay positive... I'm overcoming cervical cancer and I know I will beat it. I will continue to pray for you.... it's overwhelming to be diagnosed and to just swallow what was told to you. Stay positive. Keep your faith. Keep your strength. You got this girl!
I really hope you read this message. Don't be scared, stay strong and brave! I've had cancer twice, also stage 3. First time 13 years ago I was 25, second time 6 years ago I was 33. Two years ago I had a defibrillator implant because I have cardiomyopathy. Today I'm 39 and standing strong. If I can do it you can do it! Stay positive and don't loose faith, God is enormous!! Always keep in mind your mom, dad, family. Think about how much they love you and how much they need you. The first time I had cancer my daughter was 3 weeks old and the second time my son was 2 years old, so I'm fighting for my 2 kids everyday. Once again stay strong and fight for your life. You CAN do it!! God bless you!
Courtney, you are doing so great with your speech! I'm very impressed with how far you have come in this short time. I'm sure it does not seem a short time to you but in the big scheme of things it has not been that long. Praying for you, dear girl. Like so many others I can tell you of great recoveries...my 7 year old niece had 4th stage neuroblastoma and she is a strong 18 today! My brother-in-law had 4th stage Hodgkin's Lymphoma and he is doing just great 17 years later. Look to the positive because it is there for you to bolster yourself and keep a good attitude. We are all praying! Keep us posted on your journey. 😘
You are so incredible. I'm finishing up my 4th year of medical school & going to become a neurologist. It's been stressful but watching your videos gives me so much inspiration and reminds me why I became a doctor. Keep fighting, stay strong, I'm praying for you. Much love!
GlitterMix congrats!! Just know we appreciate you so much. I currently have Psuedo tumor cerebri and I'm going through hell. I saw a neuro opthomologist who doesn't think my symptoms are related to that. So I see a neurologist tomorrow and I'm hoping for some kind of comfort and relief for once! My point is that I wish you great success and we are counting on you! I hope you can give answers to so many people who are still suffering and don't know why, myself included. Keep it up girl! ❤️
I was 4 when I started small doses of chemo therapy and underwent that for 11 years. Diagnosis after diagnosis, pill after pill, and infusion after infusion, I'm still kicking haha I'm 17 almost 18 yrs old. Currently on regular infusions. It took me a long time to accept that this is my life but hey it is what it is, I can't change that and I can't stop fighting. Ever. I learned how to let it make me the strongest version of myself. I'll never be my old self but I love the person I'm becoming and girl I promise you this journey will change you, but let it change you for the better. Everything will be okay. Always Here if u need anything, ilysm ❤
I'm 14 years cancer free. It can happen sweetie. Hang in there. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. Anytime. You have STAGE 3. I had stage 2.3. with 3 lymph nodes involved. Did chemo and radiation. It's not that bad... And don't worry about how you say stuff. Shit just got real, screw all that pride shit. Take a break sweetie. Don't even let it bother you right now. But if it makes you happy, have at it. I'll watch.
that is not what I said my darling... God is Good at the end of the day... I am so sorry that my comment irritated you... was definitely not my intention and I only meant well.
So this is for all her subscribers and fans ! : I know we all love her and we all care about her a lot ! And I know that probably a lot of you guys would love ti help her (me included) but it's heartbreaking to know that you can't do anything to help So what I wanna say is lets all try to spread her videos and spread her channel as much as we can so she can gain some more subscribers and views and with that more people that will love and support her and show her that they really like what she does and hopefully this will cheer her up a little bit I mean every youtuber loves to gain a subscriber because thats means a person more that really like your content and personality I think that would mean alot for her if we were able to make this happen And in addition to that , she would make a little bit more money which could maybe help her a tiny bit because all these medications and stuff are really expensive
I have just been diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer that has spread to other organs, and the prognosis is very bad. I'm so mad at myself for not catching this sooner, and I want to fight like hell to survive. I just don't know how to be strong.
My mother actually was diagnosed with the same thing in August, she was only sick for 11 weeks before she lost her fight. But I hope that you are strong enough to pull through. It's a hard road to go down, but I you'll hopefully be able to pull through!
Cancer GRADE is different than cancer STAGE! Grade is how different the cells are from the cells of origin, how likely it is to spread/how quickly it's growing. Stage is how much it HAS already metastasized and spread throughout the body. Just saying this for those who think grade may be the same as stage. Praying for you
It's funny how to me you are simply a random girl on youtube. I don't know you, yet I have been thinking about you daily. Praying for you daily. Wondering daily how you are doing daily. I couldn't click fast enough to get your update. I am heartbroken for your newest development. I found your videos a couple months ago while randomly watching make up videos. However, your tumor announcement was the first of your videos I watched. I will continent on pray. You are an inspiration. God bless you.
MaryAnne Elliott super sweet! Prayers are very powerful! Praying for her also. My heart aches for her and her family, but I know God will be with them. 💜
You dont have to die from cancer! My mom had 4 Stage and she has no trace of Cancer in her body anymore! My close friends Father who had cancer as well over came it after he came to this AMAZING Crusade Against Cancer! God is truly real he shows it at this Miracle Crusade you can be healed! Dec 29th- Jan 1st 2017 we are going to have another Crusade against Cancer where thousands will be healed!! Here is a video to the last one you got to check this out! There is an awnser! Also call this number so you can get more information, and even prayer right on the phone that Cancer will leave you by the Power of God! 1877-843-4567! Your life is not ending its just beginning! It not time to give up! th-cam.com/video/xNgFmJ68hzs/w-d-xo.html
Im so sorry that you have to go through all of this! You are such a strong and amazing woman and you got this girl! We love you so much and cant wait to watch you beat this!
I don't know you, I haven't been subscribed for long, maybe I have watched like 10 of your videos.. But I have the need to let you know that I am here, I am having you in my thoughts and prayers and you are going to be fine! From Argentina, sending you all the strength that I can.
Hi hope doing well M Muslim and its ramdan a holy month for us that we fast I will definitely pray for u so that u feel better soon ur really strong women don't lose hope I will never forget u in my prayers god bless u and never lose hope.
Cancer sucks! I vlog about mine and slowly dying and it sucks! Not much that can be done for me, but your story is amazing and spreads a good positive vibe, I only promote happiness in my vlog but show the highs and lows as it's important. I'm rooting for you :)
The irony of your comment is that you are the one that is so easily manipulated. b17 does not even exist let alone cure cancer, www.snopes.com/fact-check/cancer-vitamin-b17-deficiency/ It was made up by a quack, so rather than believe thousands of cancer researchers that would rather cure cancer than make money, you believe some quack thats easily manipulated.
Do you understand you have a problem, you need a conspiracy. To believe one or two charlatans that make this claims over thousands of honest researchers is the definition of a conspiracy theorist. It is a mental problem. It is literally impossible for so many people to be in on a vast conspiracy to keep an easy cure out of the hands of the public. Literally impossible given human nature. There are people devoting their lives to research that do not care about money in the slightest, I am a research scientist only not in cancer. So rather than believe that, you focus on a handful of people making outrageous claims with no scientific evidence. Do you know why? Not because of evidence, but because of the idea that this unknown power is keeping this secret from everyone. Come to terms with your own issues if you ever want to seek the truth.
I definitely see an improvement in your speech since the last video, and I'm so glad you can see your colors! I'm praying everything goes good with the chemo and radiation. I would love to see lots of update videos!
If you decide you want to do chemo and radiation, I advise you harvest some of your eggs in case you want future children. I know it's a hard thing to think about and there are other ways to have children, but I know many cancer survivors/patients who have done this in order to have biological children, should they choose, down the line. Also, get second and third opinions. It's always good to have different perspectives because you never know which one may save your life. There is a great oncologist in Philadelphia. They have saved more than one person in my life, it can be a little expensive, but it is one of the best. Good luck, girl. You're doing great. Also, don't push yourself when you start chemo, let yourself relax and heal. Also, I love these videos. It's nice to see how you're doing and progressing, it's also informative for someone who may be faced with the same situation. Keep it up, girl. :)
dollyartbla The average person in the US can barely afford all of our healthcare... we'd have to pay so much for the storing... so yeah it's not automatic. I'm sure doctors bring it up, but it's our cost. Let me put it this way; I have to decide which medical issue is priority and after it's done being paid for, then I can go for the next. Or if I have several I have to put myself in temporary debt.
Definitely. My 29-yr-old husband was diagnosed with cancer last year and his doctors all urged him to bank sperm prior to treatment. During chemo a lot of the nurses said so many patients don't do this because they didn't think to do it and their doctors never mentioned it. It is expensive, especially for a woman, but if you can do it you should. My husband is doing well and I'm actually 8 months pregnant via Ivf! Good luck to you! You look and are sounding great! 😘😘
dollyartbla healthcare in Ireland is not free! What Ireland are you living in ?! 😂 I have private health insurance and it has me more in debt than my college fees ! Public patients are put on waiting lists for years and don't get the same treatment as people with health insurance! It's a two tiered system the same as America!
Carolina O If she is the only one in her family who has had brain tumors, it's not as imperative to get genetic testing. The fact that she was surprised when they found the tumors and not very worried after the surgery about cancer leads me to believe it doesn't run in his family, therefore, even if it is genetic the occurrences aren't high. Oh and since it isn't an aggressive form it isn't as important. However, many people opt for genetic testing as a given, if they have the money.
dollyartbla : the US is so much more concerned with dollars, they have no investment in the happiness or future goals of the individual. Here in the US it is whom ever can afford the treatment, has the right to do it. Unfortunately, healthcare is not a right, it is a service, like dying your hair, or purchasing fashion, first you must afford it, then they care.
before 5 minutes ago I did not even know you existed. I don't know why your video was the first one in my suggested videos but oh my God. I cried with you :( I don't know you, I don't know who you are but you really touched me.... May God bless you. I send you all the best vibes. you're gonna be just fine pretty girl!!!! God is good. Have Faith and be patient. I know these are difficult days for you but just keep in mind positive thoughts. Hugs and love to you.
I'm with you. This was a suggested video and I didn't recognize the handle name but may god bless you each and every day. My prayers are with you and your family. Please stay strong mentally and physically. ❤ You will beat this girl!!!
God bless you. You are so strong, and kind hearted. I was so glad your surgery went well, and your speech and everything is going well, but We will all keep you in our prayers.
I am a 7 year stage 2 HER2 positive breast cancer!!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! I'm not gonna lie, it has its moments & the radiation will make you feel tired & sunburned but you can push through it!!!!! We are here for you if you need to reach out to those who have been through it! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I had cancer as well 6 years ago. I had Hodgkins Lymphoma and like you was told that it didn't look like anything and blah blah blah. Well it was and I went through 4 months of chemo and 13 days of radiation and have now been cancer free for 6 years. I know what your going through hun and I don't wish this on my worst enemy. I wish nothing but the best for you and YOU WILL KICK CANCERS ASS!!!
This breaks my heart... it's amazing how selfish we can be, and how so many of us take life for granted including myself. I know you will beat this cancer, because you have an amazing strong attitude!!! So much respect for you. ♥️♥️
You are obviously working so hard cause your speech is improving so much. You are going to kick Cancer's butt. Still praying for you. We will be here when you post. Stay positive.
The "pin the tail on the donkey" part terrified me 😢 but you are really doing amazing girl ! I think it's safe to say we're all so proud of your improvements 🙌🏽💕
The pin the tail on the donkey part actually made me giggle. Not because it was funny but because she wasn't upset about it or getting frustrated. She was having fun while trying to get it right and even laughed herself and her laughing it off and having a smile on her face made me giggle at it. I have so much respect for her❤️ She is taking the whole situation so well and Ik how frustrated and upset she must be with all of these life changing things going on. She will get through this. I know it.
Agreed. I laughed hysterically at the pin the tail in the donkey part- only because she was laughing and you could hear her family laughing in video as well. Had she been upset by it it wouldn't have been funny. But I had to rewind like 3 times because it was so hysterical. However, even with her positive attitude I still feel bad for laughing. I can't imagine going through this. Just happy she has great doctors, family, and an amazing support system because that is what is keeping her so strong.
Your speech is getting better! I'm so glad you have your colours again! Praying for you, you are so strong and you have an entire cheer squad around you. You will get through this ❤️❤️❤️
I am a nurse that worked in oncology and I want to wish you all the luck of the moon, stars, and world. Remember to take to easy after treatment! You will have good and bad days, and its important to focus on the good to get through it all! I love the leaps you are taking with speech therapy!!! You are awesome!!
It breaks my heart seeing you go through this. These type of videos are very eye opening and make me realize that I shouldn't take life for granted. Love for you, Court ❤️
Your speech has improved since your last video, you must be working so hard and courageously! If you can...then yes keep up with these videos, I think the support you get is great, the videos seem therapeutic for you and we all care SO MUCH ❤️ I hope your journey isn't too hard on you because your so strong 😳 best wishes for the future 💕
some people are disgusting. sending your sister all the love in the world and praying she makes a full recovery. stay strong through all this, don't be embarrassed to speak to someone if you're struggling, cancer in the family is such a horrific thing to deal with❤️
Not sure if this applicable to you and if chemo affects all organs but if you would like to have children I would suggest to save your eggs. I hope you don't take this the wrong way and I don't mean to come across as insolent but I know a friend who had chemo and tried to conceive but was not able to. She says she regrets not doing that (saving her eggs) but I don't think it was her fault but rather not being aware and her doctor not disclosing this information to her. I sincerely wish you the best and we know you can beat this! Much love~
Much love goes out to you! My mom passed from brain cancer 20 years ago when I was 11. Technology was definitely advanced since then. You are such an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your story!
my heart went to my stomach when i saw this title, but dont EVER give up. there are so many people who are here for you and support you. hell, if you started a gofundme i would love to donate to help you get through this. fuck cancer, youll kick its ass.
If you don't watch Charles Trippy on TH-cam, you should look at his older videos. He went through the same thing as you! Removal of brain tumour, cancer, and taking chemotherapy pills. It'd probably be comforting to see someone else going through the same thing and seeing what he went through.
That is so kind and thoughtful of you, Jasmine. :) I agree, seeing someone else with the same struggles can often help with anxiety and pain. It has definitely served as a source of comfort for me in the past. Have a beautiful and blessed day! 💕-Amirah
Jasmine Alexa I've been watching Charles since he started TH-cam, and seeing what he went through was the most inspiring and moving thing to see. Especially since he's recorded EVERY DAY of it. I suggest anybody who's going through this should watch him ❤
I’m 18 and just found out I have a sarcoma. I looked up a cancer video and yours popped up trying to find some light to this. You’re so strong and i was looking for a role model. Thank you.
The fact that she got thumbs down in this video. Not necessary just exit the video. Takes a lot to go public with something like this. You're in my thoughts and prayers love. ❤️
Maya Michelle I was so thinking that myself and then all I could hope for was they were ignorant to how it works and were thumbing down the fact that she's dealing with this... like the fact that she's got cancer in itself. I'm sure that's pure wishful thinking 😔
I cried with happiness that you know your colors! I am so sorry you have cancer my love. you can beat it!! You are young and so positive and I really believe you can beat it!
You should win an award for all these open, candid, honest videos documenting your journey. They're so raw and real and I'm sure you're inspiring hundreds of thousands of people. You're so strong!!!
Maybe cuz they dislike cancer. But love her and hate having too watch this. Not sure...first time I'm seeing her... And that's how I feel.. Altho I didn't necessarily dislike.
I know she said with time she will regain her speech and everything will get better but overtime will she eventually be able to go back to teaching ? I think your amazing and brave and are doing an amazing job at recovery and I hope everything continues to go great !!! Your videos are so inspirational I love watching them !!
The fact that you feel like shit and still put smile on your face and connect with your fans is amazing. It says about you that you are strong. We believe in you, we pray for you. 💘💘 (I'm atheist but I pray for you)
When I saw this title my heart sank. I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. You are so strong! I'm sending prayers to you and your family. I hope you have a speedy recovery and keep the videos coming!
also if you need someone to talk to or have any questions about what you are going through I am here for a ya🙂 I had surgery, radiation and chemo too. Had to do lots of speech therapy as well cause my tumor was on my speech and motor strip. Remember that a lot of things are not going to be the same as before surgery. you will eventually find a new normal. Good luck on your new journey!!!
I am praying for total and entire healing ! Speak it to yourself! Say this " I am healed entirely- cancer leave my body in Jesus name . You have no place in my body. " I love you Courtney . You are going to be fine.
Your speech is sounding a lot better! I am sorry for what you are going through, more than words can explain. I thought I had a crappy day and this put things into perspective for me. It sucks that someone so kind hearted and good has to deal with what you're going through. You WILL be fine and we will all be here to support you
A few years ago my dad was diagnosed with very strong leukemia, the dr didn't tell him at first but he wasn't sure if he was going to make it. He went through a year of chemo and now he's fully in remission and has been doing great. We were told this a month after I had delivered my 2nd child so it was devastating but he's doing so well now and we thank God everyday that he's still here. I know it's scary but I pray that you'll stay strong through this and you can get through it. You can do it, it'll be tough but you can do it!
Courtney, yes please continue making your videos for us. Even though the cancer news is terrible, also now but you can't beat it! Look at the amazing progress you have made in two weeks with your speech and color recognition. You are awesome beautiful inside and out and everyone is praying for your full recovery.
my mum recently passed away she had a brain tumour but it was to the point when they found out they needed to do surgery asap otherwise she would of died within 2 weeks. But she had a extremly rare type of cancer which wasn't curable they just prolonged her life by a year. she died August 2016 at 40 years old :( . Feel for you right now though it's horrible :( for you and all your family :( wish you all the best x
I know how you feel my mum had secondary breast cancer and they prolonged her life for 1 & 1/2 years, she passed away March 2016 at the age of 52 :( I was 19 at the time, it's really hard losing someone you love but I couldn't imagine being strong enough to go through cancer myself x
This is just FASCINATING with the whole speech thing and saying the wrong words when she knows exactly what it is in her head. Her attitude towards the situation is so inspiring. I don’t know if I could be as positive as she is. I’m sure she has some bad days but she is just AMAZING with her outlook on the whole thing and laughing things off when she makes a little mistake.
I had stage 4 breast cancer and I have been cancer free for 3 year. Hang in there. remember to hang in and you may have bad days but hopefully your good days will out number the bad ones
today i just found out my mom has cancer
breast cancer as well
I will keep her in my prayers. And your family as well.
fma karen its up to stage 6 when your fucked and even then before stage 5 you have a shit lode of pain everywhere
imane i pray that she gets well and healthy soon i pray she becomes better and cancer free
I'm currently fighting terminal childhood cancer. You can do this girlie!!!!!!
So Fia you are so sweet. 💕The doctors said my friend had terminal cancer and she only had 2 months to live. She lived and now cancer free. Miracles can happen 💕. You just earned a new subscriber ☺️
So Fia I love you Sofia, sending you so so much love ❤️
i prayed for you
So Fia sending u my prayers❤️ stay strong beautiful
Hang in there
im 23, fighting stage 3 blood cancer and im sure we both will be survivors 💕
Andreu Caballero hi what blood cancer do you have...? prayers up 4 u?
christabella201 I have non hodgkins lymphoma
Andreu Caballero Praying for you.
Andreu Caballero stay strong!!!
🙏🏼 prayers for you gorgeous.
this is so upsetting to see her struggle with speaking and talking in circles when just a few months ago she was so eloquent. stay strong angel
and then after treatment comes the chemo brain and all eloquence dies
Anne Elizabeth... I DID no harm. I am not the Grim Reaper. My comment comes from personal experience. Cancer and Chemo destroyed me. I was never told about the lasting effects of what I might face should I make it to remission. I am 10 years "cancer free" and still have massive problems with cognitive function/finding words/short term memory/recognizing people... They call it "chemo brain." so, Anne Elizabeth. go back and re-read my comment. Are you stable enough to admit when you are wrong with grace? Or do you want to keep on with this?
Dr. Tiffany Lopez I’m sorry for my overly harsh words and sorry to hear you had cancer gone through these horrible treatments& side effects.I thought you were being a cold jaded doctor. I just don’t want her hope taken away when she most needs it.
@@annomaly751 Thanks for being mature about it... I will be as well by acknowledging I should have added more context to my initial comment... its only meant to reflect what has happened in my case. Chemo brain/fog doesn't happen to everyone who has treatment. In no way did I intend to steal hope... just responding to the root comment.
Dr. Tiffany Lopez I understand your perspective now and glad we both came to understanding. Hope you are on the mend now Tiffany?
i just can't wait for the video that's titled 'I AM CANCER FREE". you're in my prayers, be strong, and fight!!!!! 💖💖💖💖
Be strong and don't give up. I know this my parenst are doctors. I hope that you have much luck and don't forget your fans we are always behind you and we don't let you go. Good luck we love you
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Jarie H amen
Moon Child ok
Magical Melody I just started watching your vids but you're such an inspiring soul and I'll forever keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
I Have stage 3 Brain cancer finished chemo and radiation a couple months ago now I am doing maintenance doses of chemo. We can do this!
DynamoDylan stay strong 💪🏼👍🏼
DynamoDylan You kick ass!!
DynamoDylan praying for you! stay strong ♥️
DynamoDylan praying for you guys
Stay strong 💕
I'm a breast cancer survivor. Had double mastectomy, lymph node dissection, 6 months of chemo,and 3 months of radiation. By the grace of God I'm still here. Never give up my friend.
etoc8 sending you so so much love ❤️
ENJOY LIFE!!! I'M SO HAPPY YOU BEATED IT!!!!
Reading in the comments section so many people who are going through cancer or their beloved ones breaks my heart. It teaches me to be more mindful about life, to be here, now. Wish you all recovery, strength and love.
Rosani Lebron yes well said so I’m reminding you again of your own words:
Be
Here.
Now.
My Daughter went through this when she was 9 Years old we thought she was dehydrated because she was getting headaches all the time and her eye started to go lazy 😕we took her to the eye doctor thinking it was a simple pair of glasses that she needed only to find out she had A Brain tumor But we were told it wasn't Cancer😕she had her first brain surgery and then when we took her back for her first MRI since her surgery we got horrible news the tumor came back we then learned the horrible news that it was Cancer all along 💔after her second brain surgery she had to have a MRI to see if they got it all and we found out that it was all removed and it never came back My Daughter is 13 years old now and has to have a MRI every 6 Months she has had a Clear Scan Every MRI since her first surgery and she is getting better every day 🙏Hang in there keep the Faith no matter what don't give up and stay strong as hard as it may seem to do right now God's got this. My Prayers Are with you are your Family 🙏❤️
natasha alvarez k
natasha alvarez This is so awesome!! I'm so happy to hear that your daughter is ok. What an inspirational story!!!
natasha alvarez god bless you and your family
God bless you ❤️🙏🏽
natasha alvarez amen!
I was diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma stage 4 in Jan and I am now cancer free! It is not an easy road but if you have faith you can make it💕🙏
jess wavvy hey Beautiful! I was diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymphoma on 17 June 2015. I was in remission after my 6 cycles of chemotherapy! The 2nd anniversary of the cancers death is in November 😂🖕🏻
9 years later
Hodgekins 4-b survivor :)
jess wavvy how did you know you had it?
GOD Bless you
jess wavvy you're so blessed my sister was diagnosed with high grade stage 3 mom-Hodgkin lymphoma. Told her it could be " cured". She was a perfectly healthy 19 year old. Worked out all the time, was in cheer, sports and then the BIG C happened. She fought HARD for nine months and we just passed her 3 years anniversary since her parting on March 10th. 😞
I had cancer last year, it's a struggle but you can beat it! I'm 6 months cancer free as of June 12th this year💖
Miya Elizabeth congrats !!! I'm happy for you 💖
Congratulations! What type of cancer?
jess wavvy mucoepidermoid carcinoma of the lung, its super rare so you've probably not heard of it. Basically a unicorn here ahah
Miya Elizabeth wow! I've never heard of it at all! I just beat stage 4 Hodgkin's lymphoma recently! Do you have Instagram?
jess wavvy I do yes! It's @miyaxlogan , feel free to DM me! X
my boyfriend was diagnosed with grade 3 astrosytoma in May 2016, he had a surgery the following month, a month of radiation, 7 months of chemo, as well as immunotherapy. tumor was located in the left frontal lobe near his speech and right side movement. He had an awake surgery and temporarily lost his right side movement, speech, inability to read and write, and talk but all of that was regained shortly after. Also the hair that he lost due to radiation actually grew back a lot thicker and darker. He just completed immunotherapy and his last mri was clear.
Good luck to you, and know that you are not alone. You will beat this beast!
Olga Pavlyuk really good news for him. Immunotherapy sure is good for some but can do some weird stuff like the hair thing.
Olga Pavlyuk I'm happy your guy is doing great, and I'm sure he'll just keep improving!
You dont have to die from cancer! My mom had 4 Stage and she has no trace of Cancer in her body anymore! My close friends Father who had cancer as well over came it after he came to this AMAZING Crusade Against Cancer! God is truly real he shows it at this Miracle Crusade you can be healed! Dec 29th- Jan 1st 2017 we are going to have another Crusade against Cancer where thousands will be healed!! Here is a video to the last one you got to check this out! There is an awnser! Also call this number so you can get more information, and even prayer right on the phone that Cancer will leave you by the Power of God! 1877-843-4567! Your life is not ending its just beginning! It not time to give up! th-cam.com/video/xNgFmJ68hzs/w-d-xo.html'
How he's been doing, did he kill the CANSER ?
I had a grade 2 astrocytoma and they had also performed an awake craniotomy on me. Luckily for me I had no deficits and went through a month and half of radiation along with chemo which lasted for about 7 months. I am now doing well and I have been back to school doing just fine. Only thing is that it left me at a high risk of seizures which I had a few but I consider myself very lucky.
I had stage four cancer in 1991... yep 1991. While cancer is no party.. it is a trauma... it is also not necessarily a death sentence. Show us beauty in the face of cancer and keep faith in God.
Wow. What kind?
Aeuinye Nonnie Ohhh... >.
*WHISTLE CONCERT*
_Can you please tell us your story?_
NanuPlaysRBLX .
Jimmy Bob Cancer is not from God. Everything God created is good!
my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer 6 months ago. it spread to her spine, bones, and brain. she has gotten radiation and also gets an infusion every 3 weeks of a hormone blocker called herceptin. last week we found out that the herceptin, which has been keeping the cancer from spreading even more, is causing her heart to fail. so they are now taking her off of the herceptin and we are terrified. throughout the radiation on her brain and spine and throughout all of her infusions, she has continued to work full time as a social worker. she still drives herself everywhere and works Mon through Fri and she's honestly so incredible. she amazes me everyday.
La Chingona Your mom will be fine with the grace of God, God bless her and your family.
La Chingona
Sending your Mom healing and love 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 and hugs for you xxxx
I wish your mom, you and the rest of the family to be strong and i pray she gets well :( ❤️
La Chingona dios os bendiga muxo tu madre es una inspiracion y una persona maravillosa y tiene muxa suerte de tener una hija q este tan orguyosa de ella como tu. dios os bendiga muxisimo cariño y. rezo por vosotras
I send love love love and prayers to you, pls place her on SOURSOP,juice it or eat it all the time and its way better than Chemo
if you want to have biological children you may want to see about doing an egg retrieval to freeze them. many loose fertility after radiation therapy. hopefully someone can read this to you. best wishes!
Mom Life my husband had testicular cancer at 15 and he went to a place to freeze some of his sperm. Which we never needed because we ended up with a daughter. We are trying for another now
Mom Life yes I agree 100%!!!
Thank you so much for bringing this up to her!!
Avery you do it's a few thousand atleast when you donate an egg
Everyone who has had or going thru cancer.....bless you. 🙏🙏🙏
Real strong humans🥺
About 3 years ago when she was 7 my little sister fell at school and couldn't get back up again, after hours in the hospital we found she had a brain tumour sat on her spine at the back of her head. It was a fast growing tumour the size of a golf ball that she'd had for around a year. They told us that at first they wouldn't be able to remove the tumour because of where it was, but when it came to it they removed the whole thing, the biopsy came back and we were told that it was cancerous, and her journey started there.
Initially we were told that she had a 20% chance of survival, now it's totally flipped and she has over an 80% chance of survival, her journey has been hard and we have shed many tears but now at age 10 she's 1 year cancer free. her scans have shown no new growth and with lots of treatment and medication she'll live a happy life.
She's battled with her mental health, bullying, Anorexia, she's had friends who have been taken from us because of this disease, but she still has a smile that will light up a room.
Please stay positive, I can see in such a short space of time your speech has come along so so fast, this is not the end of the road and you will keep getting better, there will be bumps and turns but even when things look bad, they can change!
You have so much strength, just like my absolute inspiration of a little sister!
Sending all of my positive vibes to you! Good luck x
I'm 14. I get treatment (chemo) LETS KICK ITS BUTT WE SHALL FIGHT TOGETHER I wish you the best on your journey darling .
Pepsi bleach if
xoxDxM what's if??
Why do people think they arre strong and can "fight" cancer? All you do is take meds, it's not hard
Croatoan it's how our bodies react some peoples body reacts much better than mine when it comes to chemo their veins are stronger mean while a few of my veins have stopped working it's just saying their bodies are stronger
Croatoan Wtf
This is insane!! March last year I was diagnosed with a brain tumor and my surgery was in August. For 5 months they told me it was benign but I always had a gut feeling it wasn't. 2 days after surgery my neurosurgeon told me that it was cancer and I would need further treatment. I had 6 weeks of radiation and 4 rounds of chemo. I finished treatment 3 months ago and I'm loving life again. If you ever need to talk to someone who has such a similar story to you hit me up on instagram lauren_rawding Also try not to be too upset over your speech, I took ages to go back to normal and my tumor wasn't even near my speech so I can't imagine what you're going through! Stay strong, I promise it will get better xx
I know you can't read but if you could get someone to read out my comment to you that would be great because I cannot believe how similar our stories are, like I'm having flashbacks because everything you're saying is reminding me of exactly of what I went through ah
Lauren Rawding Bless you! Wishing you continued strength and good health! Your gratitude and experience can really help this girl and continue your own healing! ❤️❤️❤️
Lauren Rawding Congratulations on loosing your cancer 💜
I love that you don't care about stumbling over words and just keep it moving past it instead of being frustrated and giving up.
Excuse me... it's a HUGE deal you can read again and know your colors. I'm praying for your full recovery. Thank you for sharing your story.
Jessica Rodriguez I'm a new subscriber and I was wondering why is it that she can't read/ doesn't know her colors? She seems like an amazing person I'm not trying to be rude I'm just curious.
Hi Hun, she had brain surgery over a month ago. Since then she has not been able to recognize color, read and speak as fluently. She is courageous to be here.
Jessica Rodriguez thanks for answering I was kinda confused. Wow she's extremely strong I can't believe how well she's doing considering!
Jessica Rodriguez Thank you I was wondering the same thing..I couldn't figure it out, so many thoughts were running through my head..
Noelle Isn't here I wondered that too.
Hey girl. I wanted to tell you to stay strong.
I had a cancerous brain tumor located in my midbrain. I was not able to get surgery due to the location but I did get chemo for almost a year. It was draining but I got through it. I am now in remission for 4 years.
Get through your treatment, stay positive, have positive people around you, and never give up. I'm praying for you. Sending love
And I want to add that I was diagnosed at 21 and didn't freeze my eggs although I was told to by many people and I now have two kids. So don't worry about it. Focus on your treatment
Nikki Tumaliuan congratulations!!! 4 years remission is incredible
I hope my question don't bother you, but I'm curious because I don't know; do you need to freeze eggs if you have cancer in your brain? Is that because of the chemo?
Also, I'm very happy you made it through!
thank you
martinecarina obviously I'm not the OP, but in regards to your egg question, the answer is yes. chemo can cause hair loss, infertility, tooth loss, loss in bone density, etc. chemo is pretty terrible to your body while performing a really amazing thing (killing cancer).
I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer at the age of 32. When the surgeon removed the tumor, it was 3 1/2 inches in diameter. Had another surgery and radiation and I've been cancer free for 13 years. You're going to beat this--you're strong, intelligent, and resilient. YOU GOT THIS BABE!!!
I just found your channel. I am praying for you. thats so terrible what you're going through but you've got this! you're strong and you will beat it!
ashlarayyy I found this channel a month back watched all the videos but today I decided to interact. I have cancer and vlog about it aswell and the messages of positivity and love are amazing to read, even from a male perspective. :)
OMG! Your speech has improved so much since the first video you made after surgery. Congratulations!!!!!
Your speech is improving! Praying for you & your healing.
Ashley Cummings It's improved so much just since her last video! Amazing!
Ashley Cummings why can't she read and write
Sierra Anthony I believe because the placement of the tumor in her brain, was in area that affects language.
I'm an 11 year breast cancer survivor --- it's scary but you GOT THIS!!!! Big hugs and prayers for you!
Ann Marie Merlino You're such a strong woman!! It's so inspiring!!
Ann Marie Merlino you go girl. So much respect.
Thank you!
I was diagnosed (although with a type of leukaemia) in August, just before my 4th birthday. I was in hospital and on chemo for 2 years. I used to have blonde hair but it grew back brown haha. It's hard but you get through, and once you come out the other side, although it's still a fight, it makes you so much stronger than you ever thought you could be. :) Thanks to a prayer army of family and friends I was considered cured about 5 years ago, now! Although obviously some repercussions of treatment are permanent, and oncology check ups are still every year. I'll be celebrating my 18th birthday at the end of this month! To anyone reading this who is fighting right now, stay strong, you can get through. God bless you.
God bless you.
Continue to stay positive... I'm overcoming cervical cancer and I know I will beat it.
I will continue to pray for you.... it's overwhelming to be diagnosed and to just swallow what was told to you.
Stay positive. Keep your faith. Keep your strength. You got this girl!
Jennifer Ruiz Wishing all the best to you 💕
Thank you dear!
Jennifer Ruiz praying for you ❤
Thank you so much! I'm going to be ok. We have to send her prayers over me!
Praying for you honey!! You got this ❤️
I really hope you read this message. Don't be scared, stay strong and brave! I've had cancer twice, also stage 3. First time 13 years ago I was 25, second time 6 years ago I was 33. Two years ago I had a defibrillator implant because I have cardiomyopathy. Today I'm 39 and standing strong. If I can do it you can do it! Stay positive and don't loose faith, God is enormous!! Always keep in mind your mom, dad, family. Think about how much they love you and how much they need you. The first time I had cancer my daughter was 3 weeks old and the second time my son was 2 years old, so I'm fighting for my 2 kids everyday. Once again stay strong and fight for your life. You CAN do it!! God bless you!
Adriana Cabrera this made me cry:( you are so inspiritional for sooo many People!! sending much love to you!
Lobold x
Thank you sooo much.
Courtney, you are doing so great with your speech! I'm very impressed with how far you have come in this short time. I'm sure it does not seem a short time to you but in the big scheme of things it has not been that long. Praying for you, dear girl. Like so many others I can tell you of great recoveries...my 7 year old niece had 4th stage neuroblastoma and she is a strong 18 today! My brother-in-law had 4th stage Hodgkin's Lymphoma and he is doing just great 17 years later. Look to the positive because it is there for you to bolster yourself and keep a good attitude. We are all praying! Keep us posted on your journey. 😘
Adriana Cabrera god bless you!
Joann Wright
Thank you and God bless you too!
You are so incredible. I'm finishing up my 4th year of medical school & going to become a neurologist. It's been stressful but watching your videos gives me so much inspiration and reminds me why I became a doctor. Keep fighting, stay strong, I'm praying for you. Much love!
Annalisa Larralde congrats!
GlitterMix congrats!! Just know we appreciate you so much. I currently have Psuedo tumor cerebri and I'm going through hell. I saw a neuro opthomologist who doesn't think my symptoms are related to that. So I see a neurologist tomorrow and I'm hoping for some kind of comfort and relief for once! My point is that I wish you great success and we are counting on you! I hope you can give answers to so many people who are still suffering and don't know why, myself included. Keep it up girl! ❤️
That has to be sooooooooo frustrating to be thinking "pin the tail on the donkey" but it coming out as something completely different.
I was 4 when I started small doses of chemo therapy and underwent that for 11 years. Diagnosis after diagnosis, pill after pill, and infusion after infusion, I'm still kicking haha I'm 17 almost 18 yrs old. Currently on regular infusions. It took me a long time to accept that this is my life but hey it is what it is, I can't change that and I can't stop fighting. Ever. I learned how to let it make me the strongest version of myself. I'll never be my old self but I love the person I'm becoming and girl I promise you this journey will change you, but let it change you for the better. Everything will be okay. Always Here if u need anything, ilysm ❤
Eliana Zavala ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm 14 years cancer free. It can happen sweetie. Hang in there. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. Anytime. You have STAGE 3. I had stage 2.3. with 3 lymph nodes involved. Did chemo and radiation. It's not that bad... And don't worry about how you say stuff. Shit just got real, screw all that pride shit. Take a break sweetie. Don't even let it bother you right now. But if it makes you happy, have at it. I'll watch.
angie cates I'm sorry to say but chemo is horrible :( Very horrible! Not "not that bad".
What type of cancer did you have?
Bella Rose good job missing the point!
Margarita Mouka : She had a brain tumor, so I believe it is probably related to that.
if you don't mind me asking , where we're your lymph nodes located?
My heart dropped when I saw the title. You got this girl, stay strong. ❤️
I am praying in Jesus name that he will get you through this FAST.
MegaHatLady Amen!
YES, AMEN!
MegaHatLady Me too!!!
MegaHatLady amen
What if jesus wants her dead....
Your SPEECH has improved SO MUCH!! EVERY part of speech has improved!! AMEN!! I am praying for you sweetie :-)
Christy Knutson so agree!!! The Power of Jesus can heal anything! If it's His will.... so we just keep on praying xxxx
so the fact that all other who suffer or has died is jesus' will? not trying to be a bitch it irritates me when people say stuff like that
that is not what I said my darling... God is Good at the end of the day... I am so sorry that my comment irritated you... was definitely not my intention and I only meant well.
Praying for you. Stay strong. Your speech is really improving. You're amazing!
So this is for all her subscribers and fans ! :
I know we all love her and we all care about her a lot !
And I know that probably a lot of you guys would love ti help her (me included) but it's heartbreaking to know that you can't do anything to help
So what I wanna say is
lets all try to spread her videos and spread her channel as much as we can so she can gain some more subscribers and views and with that more people that will love and support her and show her that they really like what she does and hopefully this will cheer her up a little bit
I mean every youtuber loves to gain a subscriber because thats means a person more that really like your content and personality
I think that would mean alot for her if we were able to make this happen
And in addition to that , she would make a little bit more money which could maybe help her a tiny bit because all these medications and stuff are really expensive
This also could help people who are experiencing the same thing .. to show them how strong she is
Lala Lumu thats a great idea and the more subs=more money that she can have while shes out of work! so sharing her videos is a great idea!
I have just been diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer that has spread to other organs, and the prognosis is very bad. I'm so mad at myself for not catching this sooner, and I want to fight like hell to survive. I just don't know how to be strong.
Ashley Dawnhurricane you got this 💪🏽
Praying for you.
Ashley Dawnhurricane prayers to you!!!
My mother actually was diagnosed with the same thing in August, she was only sick for 11 weeks before she lost her fight. But I hope that you are strong enough to pull through. It's a hard road to go down, but I you'll hopefully be able to pull through!
Ashley Dawnhurricane you got this God Bless!!!
Cancer GRADE is different than cancer STAGE! Grade is how different the cells are from the cells of origin, how likely it is to spread/how quickly it's growing. Stage is how much it HAS already metastasized and spread throughout the body. Just saying this for those who think grade may be the same as stage. Praying for you
jordyn I'm glad you clarified too. I was a little confused as well
jordyn I'm wondering if she did mean to say stage. There are only 3 grades, and 4 stages. She said she's 3 out of 4
jordyn thank you I thought she was mixing up grade and stage from the surgeryz
Surgery*
I was wondering the same. I hope not :( Sad
It's funny how to me you are simply a random girl on youtube. I don't know you, yet I have been thinking about you daily. Praying for you daily. Wondering daily how you are doing daily. I couldn't click fast enough to get your update. I am heartbroken for your newest development.
I found your videos a couple months ago while randomly watching make up videos. However, your tumor announcement was the first of your videos I watched.
I will continent on pray. You are an inspiration. God bless you.
MaryAnne Elliott super sweet! Prayers are very powerful! Praying for her also. My heart aches for her and her family, but I know God will be with them. 💜
I feel the same way always wondering how she's feeling and pray and hoping for improvement
I'm so sorry you are going through this. We never think it will happen to us. You're in my thoughts & you will kick its ass. Hang in there 💪🏻❤️
Stephanie Nicole your the best !! 😘
Stephanie Nicole this is why i love steph
Yesssss
You dont have to die from cancer! My mom had 4 Stage and she has no trace of Cancer in her body anymore! My close friends Father who had cancer as well over came it after he came to this AMAZING Crusade Against Cancer! God is truly real he shows it at this Miracle Crusade you can be healed! Dec 29th- Jan 1st 2017 we are going to have another Crusade against Cancer where thousands will be healed!! Here is a video to the last one you got to check this out! There is an awnser! Also call this number so you can get more information, and even prayer right on the phone that Cancer will leave you by the Power of God! 1877-843-4567! Your life is not ending its just beginning! It not time to give up! th-cam.com/video/xNgFmJ68hzs/w-d-xo.html
Prisms wtf is wrong with you. You’re a sick person! Karma is a bitch just like you!!!!
It’s awesome watching this almost two years later and seeing you healthy and well. Congratulations, Courtney!
Im so sorry that you have to go through all of this! You are such a strong and amazing woman and you got this girl! We love you so much and cant wait to watch you beat this!
Myka Stauffer .
WHO THE HELL WOULD DISLIKE THIS. HEARTLESS.
Sarah O Maybe they dislike it because she has cancer😢
thought the same
Sarah O
DEMONS!!!!!
Because when they like it they feel like thumbs up for cancer
honestly she's my old teacher and it was heart breaking to see those dislikes
I don't know you, I haven't been subscribed for long, maybe I have watched like 10 of your videos..
But I have the need to let you know that I am here, I am having you in my thoughts and prayers and you are going to be fine!
From Argentina, sending you all the strength that I can.
Ana Lucrecia Nassif - you are very sweet
Hi hope doing well M Muslim and its ramdan a holy month for us that we fast I will definitely pray for u so that u feel better soon ur really strong women don't lose hope I will never forget u in my prayers god bless u and never lose hope.
Cancer sucks! I vlog about mine and slowly dying and it sucks! Not much that can be done for me, but your story is amazing and spreads a good positive vibe, I only promote happiness in my vlog but show the highs and lows as it's important. I'm rooting for you :)
Nito how old are you?
Nito this is the most pathetic thing I've ever read.
firmly grasp it I'm guessing you guys don't have much contact with cancer patients
The irony of your comment is that you are the one that is so easily manipulated. b17 does not even exist let alone cure cancer, www.snopes.com/fact-check/cancer-vitamin-b17-deficiency/ It was made up by a quack, so rather than believe thousands of cancer researchers that would rather cure cancer than make money, you believe some quack thats easily manipulated.
Do you understand you have a problem, you need a conspiracy. To believe one or two charlatans that make this claims over thousands of honest researchers is the definition of a conspiracy theorist. It is a mental problem. It is literally impossible for so many people to be in on a vast conspiracy to keep an easy cure out of the hands of the public. Literally impossible given human nature. There are people devoting their lives to research that do not care about money in the slightest, I am a research scientist only not in cancer. So rather than believe that, you focus on a handful of people making outrageous claims with no scientific evidence. Do you know why? Not because of evidence, but because of the idea that this unknown power is keeping this secret from everyone. Come to terms with your own issues if you ever want to seek the truth.
to all those people who dislikes.... WHY ARE YOU SO HEARTLESS
DramaticIndie羽曖飲 the dislikes are that they dislike cancer and are giving the thumbs down to her terrible situation- it’s called sympathy dumb ass
I definitely see an improvement in your speech since the last video, and I'm so glad you can see your colors! I'm praying everything goes good with the chemo and radiation. I would love to see lots of update videos!
If you decide you want to do chemo and radiation, I advise you harvest some of your eggs in case you want future children. I know it's a hard thing to think about and there are other ways to have children, but I know many cancer survivors/patients who have done this in order to have biological children, should they choose, down the line.
Also, get second and third opinions. It's always good to have different perspectives because you never know which one may save your life. There is a great oncologist in Philadelphia. They have saved more than one person in my life, it can be a little expensive, but it is one of the best.
Good luck, girl. You're doing great. Also, don't push yourself when you start chemo, let yourself relax and heal.
Also, I love these videos. It's nice to see how you're doing and progressing, it's also informative for someone who may be faced with the same situation. Keep it up, girl. :)
dollyartbla The average person in the US can barely afford all of our healthcare... we'd have to pay so much for the storing... so yeah it's not automatic. I'm sure doctors bring it up, but it's our cost. Let me put it this way; I have to decide which medical issue is priority and after it's done being paid for, then I can go for the next. Or if I have several I have to put myself in temporary debt.
Definitely. My 29-yr-old husband was diagnosed with cancer last year and his doctors all urged him to bank sperm prior to treatment. During chemo a lot of the nurses said so many patients don't do this because they didn't think to do it and their doctors never mentioned it. It is expensive, especially for a woman, but if you can do it you should. My husband is doing well and I'm actually 8 months pregnant via Ivf! Good luck to you! You look and are sounding great! 😘😘
dollyartbla healthcare in Ireland is not free! What Ireland are you living in ?! 😂 I have private health insurance and it has me more in debt than my college fees ! Public patients are put on waiting lists for years and don't get the same treatment as people with health insurance! It's a two tiered system the same as America!
Carolina O If she is the only one in her family who has had brain tumors, it's not as imperative to get genetic testing.
The fact that she was surprised when they found the tumors and not very worried after the surgery about cancer leads me to believe it doesn't run in his family, therefore, even if it is genetic the occurrences aren't high.
Oh and since it isn't an aggressive form it isn't as important.
However, many people opt for genetic testing as a given, if they have the money.
dollyartbla : the US is so much more concerned with dollars, they have no investment in the happiness or future goals of the individual. Here in the US it is whom ever can afford the treatment, has the right to do it. Unfortunately, healthcare is not a right, it is a service, like dying your hair, or purchasing fashion, first you must afford it, then they care.
It takes strength to be so vulnerable in front of everyone and such humility
before 5 minutes ago I did not even know you existed. I don't know why your video was the first one in my suggested videos but oh my God. I cried with you :( I don't know you, I don't know who you are but you really touched me.... May God bless you. I send you all the best vibes. you're gonna be just fine pretty girl!!!! God is good. Have Faith and be patient. I know these are difficult days for you but just keep in mind positive thoughts. Hugs and love to you.
Ana Karynna ditto
Ana Karynna gosh that's how I felt. just came across her video beautiful girl. kick cancers ass!
Ana Karynna same here, I am so sad for her.
Ana Karynna Same here!!
I'm with you. This was a suggested video and I didn't recognize the handle name but may god bless you each and every day. My prayers are with you and your family. Please stay strong mentally and physically. ❤ You will beat this girl!!!
God bless you. You are so strong, and kind hearted. I was so glad your surgery went well, and your speech and everything is going well, but We will all keep you in our prayers.
I am a 7 year stage 2 HER2 positive breast cancer!!!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! I'm not gonna lie, it has its moments & the radiation will make you feel tired & sunburned but you can push through it!!!!! We are here for you if you need to reach out to those who have been through it! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I had cancer as well 6 years ago. I had Hodgkins Lymphoma and like you was told that it didn't look like anything and blah blah blah. Well it was and I went through 4 months of chemo and 13 days of radiation and have now been cancer free for 6 years. I know what your going through hun and I don't wish this on my worst enemy. I wish nothing but the best for you and YOU WILL KICK CANCERS ASS!!!
in the name of jesus.. you will have a rapid recovery ...... love you doll
The Makeup Taylor AMEN! 💕💕💕💕
The Makeup Taylor amen 🙏
The Makeup Taylor in the name of Jesus. Amen
Amen
This breaks my heart... it's amazing how selfish we can be, and how so many of us take life for granted including myself. I know you will beat this cancer, because you have an amazing strong attitude!!! So much respect for you. ♥️♥️
You are obviously working so hard cause your speech is improving so much. You are going to kick Cancer's butt. Still praying for you. We will be here when you post. Stay positive.
The "pin the tail on the donkey" part terrified me 😢 but you are really doing amazing girl ! I think it's safe to say we're all so proud of your improvements 🙌🏽💕
The pin the tail on the donkey part actually made me giggle. Not because it was funny but because she wasn't upset about it or getting frustrated. She was having fun while trying to get it right and even laughed herself and her laughing it off and having a smile on her face made me giggle at it. I have so much respect for her❤️ She is taking the whole situation so well and Ik how frustrated and upset she must be with all of these life changing things going on. She will get through this. I know it.
Agreed. I laughed hysterically at the pin the tail in the donkey part- only because she was laughing and you could hear her family laughing in video as well. Had she been upset by it it wouldn't have been funny. But I had to rewind like 3 times because it was so hysterical. However, even with her positive attitude I still feel bad for laughing. I can't imagine going through this. Just happy she has great doctors, family, and an amazing support system because that is what is keeping her so strong.
Your speech is getting better! I'm so glad you have your colours again!
Praying for you, you are so strong and you have an entire cheer squad around you. You will get through this ❤️❤️❤️
Michaela Keast I'm sorry what does she mean with her speech?
I am a nurse that worked in oncology and I want to wish you all the luck of the moon, stars, and world. Remember to take to easy after treatment! You will have good and bad days, and its important to focus on the good to get through it all! I love the leaps you are taking with speech therapy!!! You are awesome!!
It breaks my heart seeing you go through this. These type of videos are very eye opening and make me realize that I shouldn't take life for granted. Love for you, Court ❤️
Girl her story was completely eye opening for me. We really can't take anything for granted. She is true inspiration for me and my family!!!
I have cried watching everyone of these videos. I can't imagine what you are going through but my heart and prayers go out to you.
Your speech has improved since your last video, you must be working so hard and courageously! If you can...then yes keep up with these videos, I think the support you get is great, the videos seem therapeutic for you and we all care SO MUCH ❤️ I hope your journey isn't too hard on you because your so strong 😳 best wishes for the future 💕
My little 13 year old sister has Ewing Sarcoma. She's fighting like hell. Praying for you ❤️
Mashenxa may God bless her ameen
Mashenxa praying for your sister too
Mashenxa sending you love.
Kylee Christensen Just ignore the dumbass. They're just looking for attention. Just continue to stay positive.
some people are disgusting. sending your sister all the love in the world and praying she makes a full recovery. stay strong through all this, don't be embarrassed to speak to someone if you're struggling, cancer in the family is such a horrific thing to deal with❤️
Not sure if this applicable to you and if chemo affects all organs but if you would like to have children I would suggest to save your eggs. I hope you don't take this the wrong way and I don't mean to come across as insolent but I know a friend who had chemo and tried to conceive but was not able to. She says she regrets not doing that (saving her eggs) but I don't think it was her fault but rather not being aware and her doctor not disclosing this information to her. I sincerely wish you the best and we know you can beat this! Much love~
Much love goes out to you! My mom passed from brain cancer 20 years ago when I was 11. Technology was definitely advanced since then. You are such an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your story!
You're doing amazing with your speech. Try not to be discouraged. It will get better!! 💕
whats going on with her speech? i noticed its off but not sure why?
my heart went to my stomach when i saw this title, but dont EVER give up. there are so many people who are here for you and support you. hell, if you started a gofundme i would love to donate to help you get through this. fuck cancer, youll kick its ass.
If you don't watch Charles Trippy on TH-cam, you should look at his older videos. He went through the same thing as you! Removal of brain tumour, cancer, and taking chemotherapy pills. It'd probably be comforting to see someone else going through the same thing and seeing what he went through.
That is so kind and thoughtful of you, Jasmine. :) I agree, seeing someone else with the same struggles can often help with anxiety and pain. It has definitely served as a source of comfort for me in the past. Have a beautiful and blessed day! 💕-Amirah
Jasmine Alexa I love Charles so much!
Jasmine Alexa I've been watching Charles since he started TH-cam, and seeing what he went through was the most inspiring and moving thing to see. Especially since he's recorded EVERY DAY of it. I suggest anybody who's going through this should watch him ❤
Jasmine Alexa Yay you watch CTFxC!!!!
I’m 18 and just found out I have a sarcoma. I looked up a cancer video and yours popped up trying to find some light to this. You’re so strong and i was looking for a role model. Thank you.
Your speech has definitely improved. Take care of yourself and know we will all be here waiting for you! Prayers for a speedy recovery! xoxo 😘
Ali Sen thanks you for your prayer
The fact that she got thumbs down in this video. Not necessary just exit the video. Takes a lot to go public with something like this. You're in my thoughts and prayers love. ❤️
Maya Michelle yeah... I mean why.... Like why?! who would thumbs this down wtf
Yes people are just so sad!
Maya Michelle yes it's disgusting !!!
Maya Michelle I was so thinking that myself and then all I could hope for was they were ignorant to how it works and were thumbing down the fact that she's dealing with this... like the fact that she's got cancer in itself. I'm sure that's pure wishful thinking 😔
Angela I was just thinking the same thing. that makes the most sense. let's just hope that's why.
I cried with happiness that you know your colors! I am so sorry you have cancer my love. you can beat it!! You are young and so positive and I really believe you can beat it!
Luluphoria sorry to ask, but what's the thing about the colours? Didn't really get it :/
In her previous video she said after surgery she wasn't able to recognise colours, but she has managed to regain the ability!
aimgrrrl thanks for replying! She is a fighter so she will be completely fine :))
You should win an award for all these open, candid, honest videos documenting your journey. They're so raw and real and I'm sure you're inspiring hundreds of thousands of people. You're so strong!!!
My heart hurts for you, nobody deserves to go through this. I'm praying for a safe recovery🖤
go kick cancers butt, you go girl, be strong!!
your speech has improved so much from your last video!!! so happy for you! Just take one day at a time, remember to breathe!
I’m just now watching this and its 5 yrs old, so I’m thankful you’re okay now ❤
I was diagnosed stage 4 Hodgkin's lymphoma in Sept 2016 and got the all clear on March 2017 and my recent CT is still clear :) xx
So happy for you
That’s so wonderful!! I hope you’re doing well and thriving 😊
please keep doing the update videos!! I love hearing how you are doing!!!!
Why the hell would somebody dislike this video?
its.kiyaa they are hurting very badly inside and so they think spreading hate will make things better somehow.
are you a school counselor?
Maybe they dislike that she has cancer
Maybe cuz they dislike cancer. But love her and hate having too watch this. Not sure...first time I'm seeing her... And that's how I feel.. Altho I didn't necessarily dislike.
same this is the first time watching her too, but i saw this video in my reccomended and decided to watch it
I know she said with time she will regain her speech and everything will get better but overtime will she eventually be able to go back to teaching ? I think your amazing and brave and are doing an amazing job at recovery and I hope everything continues to go great !!! Your videos are so inspirational I love watching them !!
The fact that you feel like shit and still put smile on your face and connect with your fans is amazing. It says about you that you are strong. We believe in you, we pray for you. 💘💘 (I'm atheist but I pray for you)
When I saw this title my heart sank. I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. You are so strong! I'm sending prayers to you and your family. I hope you have a speedy recovery and keep the videos coming!
I totally know what you are going through. I also had a grade 3 anaplastic astrocytoma (AA3) I love your videos keep posting posting new ones!!!
also if you need someone to talk to or have any questions about what you are going through I am here for a ya🙂 I had surgery, radiation and chemo too. Had to do lots of speech therapy as well cause my tumor was on my speech and motor strip. Remember that a lot of things are not going to be the same as before surgery. you will eventually find a new normal. Good luck on your new journey!!!
Brandy Mccormack praying you are doing well also!
She’s talking in circle and repeating herself constantly. I hope you get better lovely 🙏🏽❤️
Praying for you! Also, I can tell a huge difference between this video and your last one ... your speech is getting so much better. Love you girl!
I am praying for total and entire healing ! Speak it to yourself! Say this
" I am healed entirely- cancer leave my body in Jesus name . You have no place in my body. " I love you Courtney . You are going to be fine.
amen
Autumn Elizabeth Amen
Autumn Elizabeth in Jesus name!
Lord hear our prayer!!! Amen❤🙏🏼
Autumn Elizabeth amen! amen! He is a God of miracles!!!!
Your speech is sounding a lot better! I am sorry for what you are going through, more than words can explain. I thought I had a crappy day and this put things into perspective for me. It sucks that someone so kind hearted and good has to deal with what you're going through. You WILL be fine and we will all be here to support you
Just found your channel. Be strong girl, you're an inspiration. Sending a million hugs and prayers to you.
A few years ago my dad was diagnosed with very strong leukemia, the dr didn't tell him at first but he wasn't sure if he was going to make it. He went through a year of chemo and now he's fully in remission and has been doing great. We were told this a month after I had delivered my 2nd child so it was devastating but he's doing so well now and we thank God everyday that he's still here. I know it's scary but I pray that you'll stay strong through this and you can get through it. You can do it, it'll be tough but you can do it!
Courtney, yes please continue making your videos for us.
Even though the cancer news is terrible, also now but you can't beat it!
Look at the amazing progress you have made in two weeks with your speech and color recognition.
You are awesome beautiful inside and out and everyone is praying for your full recovery.
Know that You CAN beat ir !
Sorry for missing the typo 😕💕
my mum recently passed away she had a brain tumour but it was to the point when they found out they needed to do surgery asap otherwise she would of died within 2 weeks. But she had a extremly rare type of cancer which wasn't curable they just prolonged her life by a year. she died August 2016 at 40 years old :( . Feel for you right now though it's horrible :( for you and all your family :( wish you all the best x
I know how you feel my mum had secondary breast cancer and they prolonged her life for 1 & 1/2 years, she passed away March 2016 at the age of 52 :( I was 19 at the time, it's really hard losing someone you love but I couldn't imagine being strong enough to go through cancer myself x
Sian Swansborough i am so sorry to hear that my prayers are with you
I just wanna reach out and hug you
You speech improved sooooo much!!! Get it girl you can do it
Sending lots of love your way. Your speech is really improving. Stay strong you are beautiful inside and out.
Oh honey I wish you all the best for chemo and radiation ❤❤ sending lots of love
This is just FASCINATING with the whole speech thing and saying the wrong words when she knows exactly what it is in her head. Her attitude towards the situation is so inspiring. I don’t know if I could be as positive as she is. I’m sure she has some bad days but she is just AMAZING with her outlook on the whole thing and laughing things off when she makes a little mistake.