Fifth Solomon Opens Up About His Psychiatric Ward Experience | Toni Talks
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 19 ม.ค. 2024
- In spite of his funny exterior, Fifth holds a story of struggles, self-acceptance, and conquering inner demons. Ano nga ba ang buhay ni Fifth sa likod ng pelikula, and how did he overcome his biggest obstacle?
“Dapat tanggapin mo na hindi araw-araw masaya. Buhay ito hindi pelikula.” -Fifth Solomon, 2024
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Ang ganda nh story na
Kahit nga pelikula may bad days Diba. That's life
Yan din ang tumatak SA isip ko after watching the vid.
Knowing Fifth's story made me realize that it's not wrong to seek help and accept that you need it. We can always turn our weakness into strength. ❤❤❤
Nakatulong SA akin Ng mapanuod KO to... Thank you fifth Solomon I admire you
Thank you fifth and sa Toni talks. I am a psych nurse and minsan nakakapagod nakikita ko sa loob. Pero dahil sa sharing mo ng experienced mo eh parang na recharge ako at I know nakakatulong kami. I'll add your thoughts and experience to help our patients. D lahat ng nasa psych ward eh psychosis. Half of our patients are due to depressions and anxiety. Thank you at na motivate nyo ako at naiyak ako din sa story mo. More power at sana mapanuod ko pa other movies mo. Hope may tiktok ka or TH-cam at I guarantee you ma magiging follower mo ako. If meron ka, sorry at diko nakikita lahat ng vloggers lol
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Psych nurse po kyo? Paano ko kya sisimuln n humingi ng tulong s inyo kc pg nsa ibng bnsa n ako feeling ko nagkkdepression ako ..
Ate sana mag improve din ang ga public hospitals natin in terms of educating the public about mental health. Besides that, sana compassionate ang tingin sa mga taong may mental problems kasi sa totoo lang, nakakastigma. I was a voluntary outpatient before sa isang psych facility, Pero I barely disclose that information kasi iba ang tingin ng mga tao sa ganun. There was also a time na isang tenant samen may psychosis, nagalit ako at gusto siyang pagtsismisan ng ibang tao. I mean, bakit ganito ang pagiisip ng marami satin about mental health institutions? Aware ako na hindi maganda ang treatment sa mga mental health patients before. Pero sana wish ko lang magbago. At sana hindi puro reseta ng gamot ang gawin dahil maraming shock stories ng mga taong lalong nagsuffer sa medicated treatments. Tama si Fifth about talk therapy. It is way better than any drug kasi yun naman talaga ang ingrained modality ng humans, yung mag reach out sa kapwa. In my voluntary attempt to be an outpatient, minsan, problema ko lang: hindi maganda ang treatment saken ng mga interns dun. I felt judged. I decided to stop medicating dahil mahal, hindi ko mamaintain at nakakatakot ang resulta pag naging drug dependent yung treatment. As for you, just know that being a nurse is essentially a beautiful job kasi you are helping other people. If you get sad and lonely ate, just know that every hand you help, every soul you touch sa place of work mo will protect you. May purpose ka ate.As for the changes na wish ko: I hope it helps. But if they cannot, just be the nurse as you are, ah? Hindi magiging manifest ang healing kung wala ka. :)
Kaya pala pag Christmas nasa bahay nila Alex nakiki celebrate si Fifth napapanuod ko sa vlog ni Alex. . God bless you Fifth ❤
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Dear fifth, isa akong asst. nurse dito sa psychiatric hosp. sa japan.. and ramdam ko yung sinabi mong mamahalin mo talaga ang mga psychiatric patients.. bilib ako sa tapang mo at sa lahat ng may pinagdadaanang mental problems.. Goodluck and God bless sayo Fifth❤
Now i understand that i had deppression in my inner child until now,pero by the help of prayers,talking to God,om still surviving,and thanks to tonitalks ang daming learnings,lagi bawat episodes..
Totoo po b n s japan po kyo paano po kyo mk9kontack kc s Japan din po ako mtgl ko n pong gustobg lumpit s ktuld nyo.. and thnkful kc pinqy po kyo.
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This made me cry😭 Thank you Fifth for sharing your story. Meron din ako fear of abandonment, ofw yung father ko since bata pa lng kami, then namatay yung mother ko when I was in grade school, at nagkaron na ng 2nd familly yung father ko.
Ang hirap mamuhay na walang nag guide sayo, wala ka mapagsabihan pag sobrang bigat na ng nararamdaman mo. Ang dami mo thoughts tanging pag tulog na lng ang scape mo. Ang hirap i-hide ng feelings mo kasi need mo maka survive sa araw araw.
Thank you Fifth for reminding me that this too, shall pass. 😢🤍
"Sleep is my only escape." - me right now.
Thank you Fifth for sharing your story. God Bless you.
I'm currently a student of BS Psychology, and this video just boosted my will to finish this degree, even if it's not easy. It's just sad that we experience these kinds of emotions that we cannot truly describe. It's like we're fighting with an unknown enemy. But this is so brave of people like Fifth who chose to share this phase of their lives because not everyone will do what he did, and not everyone will understand how hard it is to be in such a situation.
Please do. I have been going through depression and anxiety, but I am blessed to have a friend who is a psychiatrist. It's always good to know that there are people like her who understands our situation and what we are going through. I always tell her that it made her more beautiful as a person and the world needs more people like her, because she's kind, very helpful and always listen and not judgemental. Whereas, some of my friends will make joke of it when I tried to share my condition. It hurts, but I had to understand them as I know that they don't understand how I really feel. Totoo and sinabi ni Fifth na "Di ito kagaya ng bulb na may switch ON and OFF kasi di mo alam kung kailan ito aatake na sobrang bigat sa pakiramdam at kung kailan titigil". Feeling ko parang pinapanood ko sarili ko kay Fifth while watching this. Thanks Ms. Toni. ❤
God Bless po sa inyo.
Yes please makakahelp sobra 😊
konti lng po mga Psych Doctor dito sa Pinas... Got some relatives went thru the same kya poh... Sana ung anak ko maging Psych Doctor paglaki... I will support him..
una,sa lahat manalangin at isuko lahat sa panginoon
same, kaya grabe eager ko makatapos so i can help those people who suffer from mental issues. Lalo kulang ng mga professional and facilities regarding mental health
Thank you Fifth for sharing your story. Sobrang laking tulong nito para sa lahat ng taong may parehong pinagdadaanan. May you be totally healed! Lavarn.🥰🙏
Love love Fifth!🫶🏻🤍✨
I'm a Mental Health Nurse working in a Psychiatric Ward, i know how fifth feels about the environment, and I'm glad its my task given by God caring and helping people with mental health problems, for being big part of there healing process. #mentalhealthmatters
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@@bry120 hindi po.
@@ronmartin2153 saan?
sir saan po pinaka magandang mag pa consult need ko po ito
The reason why Toni was real unbothered queen despite so many people cancelled her nobody can turn her down. She represent the real power of women and inspiration to all
Ang deep tlg ng mga learnings ko sa mga episodes ng Toni Talks. I was so wrong to cancel Toni and Alex during the election, gusto kong magsorry sa iniong dalawa. Thank you for still inspiring many people like me. ❤❤❤
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Ang dali mo naman kasing na-influence ng hate campaign ng pink camp.
I just want to thank you Ms Toni for letting this happen na makapag share si Fifth about sa life nya specially about anxiety and depression kasi madaming nakaka relate sa Pinang dadaanan niya. This is a platform to let people not sigmatize ang mental health specially madaming nag hehesitant to seek professional help. May you keep making this type of videos to inspire everyone❤
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I agree po. Sana marami ka pang guest makapag share about mental health awareness. Thank you so much po. God bless you and keep you..
A lot of people kasi, sasabihan ka ng maarte, nag iinarte lang. Nakaka lungkot na hindi open ang lahat, mga insensitive. Kaya mas okay na, ilayo mo yung sarili mo sa mga bagay na makakapag trigger ng negative emotions mo especially kung may depression ka and anxiety. Wag na mag social media it affects minds talaga.
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Thank you fifth for your share your life story...🎉
"Kami pag may problema kami, kailangan mong i-figure out nang mag isa kahit bata ka pa lang."
Nakakainggit dati, grades school, all of my classmates magulang nila nagbabalot ng plastik sa libro nila, pero ako, I had to learn it on my own. It's a simple thing kung iisipin pero as a kid, it means a lot.
God bless everyone!
I agree based from my own experience lumaki ng walang mama ung papa ko lagi din wala maraming childhood trauma and mahirap ifix pag tumanda ka na😢
i agree.. ako din naglalaba nag uniform and naghahanda ng almusal ko.
same here
You're a revelation Fifth!
Napaiyak ako sa life story mo.
I will pray for you Fifth and to others battling with mental health issues.
May God bless you 🙏❤️
Sobrang laking tulong talaga ng Toni Talks. Kapag malungkot ako o kaya i'm hopeless once na manuod lang ako ng mga episode dito sa Toni Talks it gives me comfort. It makes me feel that I am validated whenever I am in my darkest days. Thank you, Toni Talks! 🤍
You are loved
same po
Same. Literal na kapag malungkot ako at wala ako makausap, naghahanap ako talaga nung mga interview na vlogs with diff people para makakuha lesson.
so true, i can relate with you. be well ❤
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Yung explanation ni Fifth about sa depression is exactly what I am going through. Sleep is my only escape. Kasi minsan yung papasok na sa work my thoughts minsan na tumalon sa overpass. Thank you Fifth.
Pls find someone that would be willing to listen to you without judgment and anytime kelangan mo. Will keep you in my prayers
God loves you po.
Hi po. Its okay Not to be Okay po. Your feelings are valid. But we have to seek professional help po about sa ating pinagdadaan. That’s what i did and I survived my depression kahit minsan my trigger but its okay.
Same, may depression na pala ako hindi ko pwde pansinin dahil may iba pang problema dapat pagtuunan ng pansin because im a mother of two kids..😢
N depress din aq ng bongga pero may takot aq s Diyos, don't know what to do that time, I often read the Bible even I'm not really a religious person, I always pray hard to brighten my mind for me not to commit any suicide and it's not so easy till I cope up. Virtual hug sis and kya mo yan.
I have bordeline personality disorder rin. Watching this made me realize im not alone, that even people in the industry can still have this. I hope Fifth is reading this comment, Fifth, I hope one day you could also film a movie about how it feels like to have this disorder. It’s really hard on us, and there’s still alot of stigma surrounding it. I hope by making one maybe we can break the cycle and let everyone know that we too are humans. 🥺
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I was not fully diagnosed with BPD but I do suffer very extensive bouts of melancholia. May self harm thoughts din. Subdued pero meron. Natuwa din ako sa story ni Fifth because, like you and me, we are not alone. :) Just love yourself ah? It is hard, the hardest thing to do but we have to. Well wishes to you.
@@alainalittle9965 Hello, im still not at my best self as of now, so thank you for giving me well wishes. I hope you well too. :(
Naiyak ako sobra kasi sobrang relate na relate ako kay Fifth! Depression is not a joke. Mental health matters!😊
Nung nag OJT ako sa psych ward feeling ko din it's a place where you can be yourself. Walang judgement. I always joke when my friends asked what it's like to work there, sabi ko lang i feel like i belong there 🤣 i can be my true self.
I am too diagnosed of borderline pd...
akala ko noon mas better to kesa sa unang diagnosis ko na bipolar 2, dysthimia, general anxiety disorder...
pero mas delikado pala mas mahirap pero I am still here, winning one day at a time...
Watching this, tears unseen, reliving hidden struggles.
Diagnosed with anxiety and depression at 26, misunderstood and adopted.
Battled irritable bowel syndrome and bipolar 2, bpd, etc.
Struggled with relationships, yet found peace in simple living.
Making videos about living simple is my outlet...
Pagod na ako sa "sanaol may bahay sila, sanaol mayaman sila, sanaol sila...", inspired by your bravery,
Fifth, Life's messy, but it's beautiful.
Salamat sa pagbibigay inspirasyon.
Inaayos ko buhay ko with family, binababa ko na ang pride ko at di ko na ipipilit yung ideals ko sa ideals nila...
Ang buhay meron talagang mga bagay na di na kailangan pang malaman ang dahilan ng mga bagay bagay....
Stay strong fifth..ako din dito...
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Thank you for this episode ❤️
same with bpd and ibs :((
Stay strong
We don't know each other, but I'm glad you are here with us.
Daily dose of sunshine kdrama about mental health maiintindihan lahat ng klase ng taong napapasok sa psychiatric center sobrang nakakaiyak
Episode 8 nako dahil sa vlog nato 💙.
Ganitong mga tao ang masarap kausap. Ang dami mong matutunan in life. And si Fifth ang example ng mga kabataang broken family pero nagsumikap and ginawang inspirasyon ang paligid.
Fifth has a beautiful smile 😍 sana continue na ang recovery nya 🙏🙏🙏
Marami ka ngayon natulungan Fifth..lalu na tungkol sa mental health..naging positive na tingin ko sa psyche ward...❤❤❤
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Fovorite comedian/actor/actress ko yang mgkapatid na yan! Ang cool nila! In my eyes, they are good example of showing a great relationship of siblings ♥️♥️♥️ Iloveyou both Fifth & Charice! Thank you Ms. Tony for another nice video🙏🏽🫰🏽
Fifth, I’m glad you recovered from that episode. Depression is a big deal. Nakaka relate ako sa mga kwento mo. On my own experience, nakita ko noon ang anak ko na muntik ng mag sasaksak sa sarili nya. Super nightmare sa nanay ang masaksihan ang ganun. We called 911. Long story short. Na admit sa facility
ang anak ko, like fifth
story, super calm sya sa
loob, pero pag labas, nag
start na naman ang
trigger. By God’s grace naka recover ang anak ko and she’s now in college taking up psychology kasi makaka relate daw sya sa mga patients nya in the future. Have faith in God🙏🏼
Isa si Fifth sa inaabangan ko sa mga Vlog ni alex para silang bomba sumasabog sa kakulitan..super nakakatawa pareho sila ng Ateng ina nya😂
" Sa buhay, hindi palaging masaya. Buhay to, hindi eto pelikula " 💙
Constantly saying yourself that "this will end, and tomorrow everything's gonna be okay" is really effective. Araw2 ko din yan sinabi sa sarili ko when i was having depression last 2022. It was the worst, hard, and saddest experience for me. But i keep saying to my self na magiging okay lang ang lahat, and keep reminding myself na i can't die because i don't want to missed good opportunities and happy memories that may come in my life. You really need to help yourself to get through that phase because no one can do it for you.
Parang gusto ko na pumasok ng psych ward kung ganon pala mararanasan ko. Imagine, all those years with depression made me feel that the only way to escape is to die tapos merong gantong world na kaya kang mafeel better at mabago yung pananaw mo na hindi mo kailangang mamatay para mabuhay. Just pause and breathe for a while.
“there’s beauty in pain if you just know how to let it out.” - toni g.
thank u for this fifth and celestine :)) again, i learned a lot sa mga bagay na akala ko alam ko na. im taking meds din bc i was suicidal for years dahil sa trauma. may we all heal from our pain at bitawan na ang mga bagay na nagpapabigat sa atin para muling maka ahon.
"Having a relationship should be an addition, not a subtraction" Dapat you should grow as a person, di yung nababawasan ka. -- Awww thank you Fifth!!
PARANG NEED KO PO TO..ANG HIRAP MADEPRESSED NG WALA KANG PWEDE KAUSAPIN SA PAMILYA MO NG NARARAMDAMAN MO DAHIL DI NILA MAIINTINDIHAN NILA...SOBRANG KULOB NA MUNDO KO😔
Talk to strangers.i mean just make kwento SA mga bago mo mamemeet.ako nuon nakikipag chat SA internet.uso Kasi nuon ang yahoo eh..dun ako nakakakuha Ng kausap..
Praying po 😊always remember magdasal Kay Lord sumbong ka sa kanya..
Social media is the advertisement of someone's life. -Toni G. Ganda 💯
Ang daming nag-resonate sa akin between Toni's and Fifth's conversation. I could relate on many things, being a product of a broken family, the fear of abandonment and rejection, and how you try to figure things out on your own kasi walang gagabay sayo, wala ka makausap. But unlike Fifth who tried to fill the void by searching it through relationships, what happened to me was the opposite. I have built walls. I tried to shut peole off, or get away from any uncomfortable situations before they could even hurt me. This kind of coping mechanism has made a lot of impact to me later on.
Same tayo
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Mahigpit na yakap po sa mga may mabigat na dinadala malalagpasan natin to. Dasal lang makihalubilo sa mga taong totoong nagmamahal sayo 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
Thank you Fifth for making psych ward not a bad place but a good please for rest. Kahit paano nawala yong stigma na its a scary place
Yung realization ni Fifth about Psychward na walang iniisip na iba magpapahinga ka nalang yun kasi yung di niya na experience ever since. Actually most of us na na.aadmit sa Psychward ang problem is walang mapuntahan, walang matulugan, walang mapagpahingahan kasi pag tumira ka ng bahay ngayon maraming gastos eh dami mong iisipin lalo na kung madami kang binubuhay.
So ayun hindi normalize yung bahay as a place na pwede kang magpahinga lalo na kung toxic ang household at gusto palaging trabaho at achievements kumbaga restless ka na. Yun yung toxic sa Pilipinas o kahit saan kailangan mong kumayod ng kumayod pero wala ka namang pahinga di mo talaga kakayanin.
After watching this, I felt validated. Legit pala tong pinagdadaanan ko. Yung bigat na dinadala, yung parating pagod parating tulog pero may sleepless nights pa rin, yung sadness na di ko ma-explain or ma-pinpoint kung saan galing. But I pray na sana ma-overcome ko toh lahat. Thank you Fifth for the inspiration. Hindi pa ako nakapag-seek ng help (sana di umabot sa ganon), pero I've learned a lot from you on how to slowly get up, heal and recover. Thank you Ms. Toni for always giving us relevant and inspirational contents like this. God bless and more power to you both.
Aww yakap ❤❤❤
Remember to ask help from our father in heaven to heal you. Dinaanan ko Yan almost nervous breakdown ako, I feel like dying. My husband left me and my kids, pero nakiusap ako Kay God remove the pain and help me move on. After a month of constantly over thinking, sleepless night, cannot eat. I wake up I am ok na and ready to face life. I talk to God the Father always kahit simple things, I read the bible to give me hope and inspiration to trust Him. Up to now He is guiding me.
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Seek help, malaking tulong. Merong libreng konsulta sa UP-PGH if andito ka sa NCR.
Indeed depression is not a joke! IT will never be. It's hell. Kudos to those people na talagang hinarap lahat at ngwagi. Again, di xa madali. Talagang dadaan sa proseso until it heals. Thank you Fifth for sharing your stories with us. Thank you #ToniTalks.
Wow! I am working in a rehabilitation center for 2 years. Wala ako idea na ganito pala kalawak ang mental health problems. Salamat Direk Fifth sa tulong mo na mas naunawaan ko ang mga kliyente namin. You are a fighter, papanoorin ko sigurado Sassy Girl. Keep making movies. Sana makita pa ang talent mo hanggang international. ❤❤❤hugs!
It's Okay not to be Okay... I myself is diagnosed with Depression and I can really relate with Fifth.. truly an inspiring story and thanks for sharing it with us.. Kudos Ms. Toni and team
When hearing this convo about depression naalala ko yung depress ako and yeah I agree kay fifth na ang depression strikes you unknowingly but one day yung nakasakay ako sa likod ng Tricycle habang may iniisip ako may nakasunod sa aking tricycle at ang driver ng Tricycle ay walang dalawang PAA pero nag dadrive parin at sinusubukang mabuhay ng maayos so naisip ko at na realized ko sinu ako? Sinu ako na kumpletong bahagi ng katawan para magreklamo at ma depress sa buhay knowing that there's a lot of people or creatures na mas malala pa sa pinagdadaanan ko but their lives continue to move with smile. I am not invalidating my feelings and depression but somehow God gave you light to realized that everything is a reality and we need to accept all of that for you to live with peace and happy.
"wag mong isipin na ito na yung katapusan. na hindi na matatapos yung nararanasan mo. it gets better talaga. malalampasan mo rin yan".
I needed to hear this :( sana gumaling na ko.
Sana makagawa ka Fifth ng isang docu or movie about how to cope a depression or anxiety. God Bless you Ms. Toni and Fifth ❤
Thank you Fifth for letting us understand na hindi lang basta sadness ang depression. ❤
Habang pinapanood ko po ito na-realized ko na parang Kailangan ko rin po ng tulong.. hindi ko alam anong meron ako pero parang hindi na po normal ung mga nararamdaman ko.. hindi na ako makalapit o makahingi ng tulong sa pamilya ko.. mga kaibigan na tinuring kong pamilya hindi rin maganda ang ginawa sa akin.. gf ko nlng ang natitirang tao na nagpapalakas sa akin pero nadadamay sya sa madilim kong mundo.. nagdadasal po ako paminsan-minsan pero dahil nahihiya ako kay Ama parang ayoko narin pong humarap sa Kanya.. tingin ko sa sarili ko isa akong pabigat at parang isa akong hopeless case.. na kaya siguro ganito nangyayari sa akin kasi kasalanan ko lahat at naka-karma ako kaya kahit may nagagawa naman akong maganda sa iba ang balik sa akin is bad karma.. sunod-sunod po kasi ung mga unfortunate events na nangyari kaya ganun pakiramdam ko.. masaya ka ng isa o dalawang araw pero ung sampung araw mo puro problema at kamalasan.. gusto kong baguhin ung course ng buhay at mind set ko pero hindi ako makagalaw at hindi ko po alam saan magsisimula.. akala pa po ata ng iba na eme ko lang lahat ung sinasabi ko at pinili ko ung lugar kung asan ako ngayon at madaling makalabas kung gugustuhin ko lang.. madaling mag-payo hanggat wala ka sa pwesto ng taong pinapayuhan mo,, mas lalong madaling mag-payo kasi hindi bukas ang isip ng iba at hindi siguro sila 100% na willing kang intindihin sa kung ano Mang pinagdadaanan mo at gusto mong ishare sa kanila.. naiisip ko narin po minsan na gusto ko nang mawala para matapos na lahat ito at baka pag nawala na ako mas maramdaman ko na may totoong nagmamahal sa akin at nagpapahalaga sa akin maliban sa gf ko na napaka-bait.. sino bang may gusto na manatili sa dilim? Sana may maka-intindi sa mga kakilala ko na Hindi ko pinili yung nararamdaman ko ngayon at yung lugar ko ngayon.. madaling mag-salita at mang-husga.. sana lang Hindi ninyo pagdaanan o ng mga taong mahal ninyo yung ganito kasi hindi naman lahat may lakas para labanan yung sarili nilang demons... Sorry po dito pa ako nag-labas ng sakit, iba lang kasi yung impact habang pinapanood ko po ito.. at gusto ko po ng tulong ng doctor sa mental health problems..
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Hello maghanap ka ng Christian Church / born again church. Makakatulong sayo. Ako ay grabe din Ang pinagdadaanan, wala na akong kayang gawin, wala na nga ako naiintindihan 6 months na hindi nakakatulog, matutulungan ka nilang maipagpray ka at malabanan sa tulong ng Panginoon.
virtual hug po 🤗 may pinagdaanan rin aqo but i can say im ok now sana soon ikaw rin
I am so much related kay Fifth. It's true that we didn't choose depression. And depression will never be a JOKE. I am in my twelveth year of still battling with depression. And I am still hoping and trying to be stronger and fighting my emotions na hindi ko na ulit maiisip ang mga maling desisyon ko sa buhay noon.
"Magpahinga at huminga." -Fifth Solomon, 2024
Proud of you fellow Tam
This was what I went through. I quit taking my meds instantly. I had suicidal ideation as well. But everything's better now. Thanks be to God 🙏🏻
i'm proud of him he doesn't have hesitations to tell that he has borderline personality disorder. it seems like he's healing already ❤
Saktong napanood ko 'to ngayon right after finishing watching Daily Dose of Sunshine. Mental health issue is not a joke. Ang strong ni Fifth. He deserves all the happiness. Nakakatuwa na he found Alex who treats him as family. ✨️💛
By watching this narealize ko tuloy na kailangan ko din talaga ng talk therapy. At kung maiaadmit din sa ward mas maigi para mabuo ko ulit sarili ko kasi hanggang ngayon alam na alam ko parin na may kakaiba. May psychological problem talaga. Thanks Toni G.!
Dalawa lang pala kasi yan, hindi ka natutulog/kulang ka sa tulog or sobra naman sa tulog/parang ayaw mo na magising. And ako, same din kay Fifth na gusto ko lagi na lang natutulog and sa pagkain naman parang naging takbuhan ko siya kasi iniisip ko itong pagkain hindi ako iiwan or hindi mawawala tas masarap pa HAHAHA kaya tumaba ako. May abandonment issue rin ako and ang root si Papa rin. Kaya hanggang ngayon pag umiiyak ako, bumabalik sa kanya. Nung bata, syempre wala pa akong pakialam kasi nandyan naman si Mama pero habang lumalaki, maghahanap ka rin talaga at ang hirap. Kaya sa Rewind di ako naiyak sa ending, mas naiyak ako nung scene na nagpakita na si John sa tatay niya. 😢 Sa ngayon, kapos talaga kami at feeling ko dagdag problema lang tong dinadala ko pero salamat dito sa Toni Talks kasi kahit papaano gumagaan yung pakiramdam ko na hindi ako mag-isa sa laban na to. Sa lahat ng nahihirapan ngayon, sana makayanan natin. Sana. 🥺
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Cried a lot in this episode, especially when Fifth said that he no longer want to be a burden so even with fear of unknown, he opted to get admitted in a psych ward. Like Fifth, I've been going through a lot too since childhood and we've got the same diagnosis as well.
I hope you're feeling much better now. 😊
I just graduated BS Nursing and we had our duties in psychiatric nursing before and it was a good experience. Indeed, we can see a different types of patients there. It’s great that there’s psychiatric ward around the area of Luzon. I wish psych ward should be accessible anywhere in the philippines and we should remove the stigma of mental disorders and calling people who are sick as “crazy”. I love your braveness for telling your personal experience in psych ward, it gives other people idea that ward exists. 😊😊
I'm literally sobbing. Thanks for sharing your story with us, Fifth! Continue to use your talent and passion as a vessel for good. Same for you Toni! 💞 Love you both!
Grabe ang iyak ko grabe❤❤❤ di ko ineexpect yun kay Fifth. Nakarelate ako ng sobra
yung story ni fifth, same sa korean series na Daily Dose of Sunshine. kaya parang naiiyak din ako dahil parang nareenact na yung nangyare kay fifth ❤
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"having a relationship should be an addition not substraction dapat nag ggrow ka as a person, hindi nababawasan" 24:04
Grabe yung wisdom ni direk fifth more hugs po i love how you've overcome your weaknesses into strength
There’s so much stigma on psych ward kaya madaming untreated people with mental health. Hope this interview reach more people so that they would understand and seek help
Toninknows when to talk and when to listen kaya magaling super galing talaga
Yes hindi po tulad ng iba na nag iinterview sisingit kahit di pa tapos unang tanong..kaya minsan may mga tanong na di nasasagot ng maayos kasi may bago na namang tanong.
@@ailenalfante1054Luis Manzano maisingit lang ang joke eh. 😂
I was diagnosed with trichotillomania and major depressive disorder. Last year pinapa admit nako ng doctor ko sa psych ward kaso nga lang wala ako kasama at magbabantay sakin once may need bilhin but until now continues pa dn medications ko at after all alam ko kaya ko to. Thank you for this fifth you are strong. 😊
Cotinue mo lang meds mo.. No need na to admit ur self sa fcaility... Nasta make sure you follow your follow up schedule.... May mga long acting inje tions din available.
As a mother ang sakit na hindi ko alam kung anu pinag dadaanan ng anak ko kasi never sya nag open up sakin i also left him behind kasi OFW ako so lumaki sya na sya lang di ko sya kayang basahin kung anu nararamdaman nya 😭 maraming salamat sa pag share mu ng story mu idol fifth God Bless You 🙏
Depression is like having and fighting your own demon. The sooner na maging aware k sa symptoms, easier to deal with it bago lumala. And impt din to seek help. I hope you heal by making movies - therapeutic na productive pa.
buhay ito hindi pelikula....ang ganda ng message...thank you Fifth for your message and thank you Toni for giving us a wonderful story and lessons behind each story...ciao from Rome, Italy...
Naiyak ako nung naiyak si Fifth ❤️ My boyfriend also has depression and anxiety and same sila ng naeexperience. Minsan di ko na din alam gagawin ko pag nagkaron sya ng episode, pero I stay strong for him kasi I know I am his strength when he is weak. ❤
I just want to say “ Thank You” so much for this episode. I watch it every time I am getting my moment. When I first watch this episode, I was crying and I just realized what I am going through is just like him and the other episode with Pepe Herrera. Because I didn’t understand what is really going with me after my very first episode and now I totally understand. I accepted and understand my situation. It’s hard but I have to fight my anxiety to live longer for my family. Again, thank you.
Fifth has beautiful face, nice nose, mouth, teeth. This story gives and learns lessons to all that encounter sadness and depression . Nice one.
oh my God, this is worth sharing. dko akalain ang deep pala ni fifth. matalino, talented, mabait, sana maging successful ka and wag mo sayangin buhay mo. naniniwala ako na tayo ung director ng buhay natin, kung ano ung choices natin will lead us to our success and failure, choose your success ❤lovelove
I like Fifth's humour on every short skits or video he makes with Alex, but when I watched "My Sassy Girl", it made me love him especially having read one of his narration on directing the MRT scene where he has to subdue the actor's voice and emphasize the background noise so you could feel how small the character is because he is weakened.
grabe yung mga questions ni Toni. She is really passionate about what she does.
Naiyak ako kay fifth gnyn din ung nararansan kong pakiramdam ... kelngn mo tlga ng support system and self love thank u fifth
Big salute to direk Fifth.., too brave to talk about his mental health condition
Grabe hearing his story, hindi mo iisipin na may pinagdadaanan pala siya na matindi. Praying for your healing & recovery Direk Fifth!
We are happpy at friend ni Alex si Fift BFF yata sila.Magaling na director si Fifth at mukha mabait.Tawa kami ng tawa pag may vlog sila ni Alex.Malalampasan mo yan wala naman may gusto mag mental health issues..Mulat na tao ngayon.Minsan traumatic experience or genetic.
Wow mas lalo Kong Nakilala c direct Fifth❤️❤️❤️ PBB plng fans n ako eh😊 make more movies Fifth❣️
One student from my old university, with same course as me died today, she took her own life. And I was reflecting awhile back that there are a lot of people who suffers from suicidal thoughts and we don't know that there are in a dark place. 💔💔 We should talk more often to our friends, be kinder to all people, and spread positivity.
This made me cry down to my core. I feel you, Fifth. Be well. Let's all be.
Fifth thank you for bravely sharing your story. I know I too have depression pero nilalabanan ko lng. It all started when my husband died and I feel so alone here abroad. Anytime anywhere bigla nlang Ako umiiyak whenever I think of my situation. I refuse to seek professional help though. I just hope that I can overcome this by myself 🙏💞
ang ganda ng interview. sobra yun honesty and transparency. eto yun mga interviews na ma-appreciate mo at meron ka mapaghuhugutan ng aral. mabuti na lang at di nag give up si fifth sa buhay nya at nilabanan nya ang depression nya. wishing him all the best.
All I can say, I really understand Fifth! Kaya sguro fan na fan mo ako nong PBB, Big hugs Fifth! ❤
Gustong gusto ko talga nakikinig kay Ms. Toni.. Puro word of wisdom. Mapapayapa yung utak ng nakikinig kahit minsan English hindi mo naiintindihan minsan puro nararamdaman mo yung sincerity na pag Kaka sabi.
I love you Ms. Toni ❤❤😊
I was diagnosed with severe depression few weeks ago. I was crying everyday, staring inside the house, no appetite and can't sleep. No energy to do things. I woke up one day, wanted not to wake up anymore because of too much pain and hurt I was going through. Therapist helped me to feel better. Depression is no joke. Too much different emotions going on that can't be handled well. He is right, it is not just sadness.
Aww this is so sad now I understand my brother also had depression dahil takot sa operation Nya sa knee, praying for ur healing and full recovery God bless you Fifth. God bless you.🙏🏻♥️❤️🔥💪🏻😊
Early scenes ng vid na to naawa ako ky Fifth based sa experiences nya, pero as he open up more about his growth, pains and realizations sa pagpunta sa psychward i could only feel proud and encouraged sa pagpapatuloy sa buhay.
Thank you for this, as a survivor of depression you spark the life within me.❤
It's hard being a mother na maiiwan ang mga anak para magtrabaho abroad, di mo sila magagabayan, wala ka sa mga importanteng ganap sa buhay nila pero naiibigay mo needs nila .,minsan nararamdaman ko lumalayo loob nila, alone dealing my own problem also, stress, anxiety, depression minsan nararamdaman ko pero once i start praying, lumalakas ako uli. So i keep explaining to my kids why im away from them. Hoping someday makakasama ko sila ulit. ♥️
Depression is not a joke 😢😢 thank you fifth and Toni for sharing this story❤
wow! Fifth I have so much respect I salute!..
Sana gumawa sya ng movie about Mental Health awareness
Nood po kayo my daily dose of sunshine kdrama
@@johaymen3986meron po sa loklok?
Finally!! Been waiting to see you Fifth sa Toni Talks. Ever since talaga big fan ako ng duo nila ni Alex kaya sobra akong nahahappy everytime na nakikita ko sya sa vlog nya.
Im planning abroad kapag 3 yrs old na ank ko hayss napanood ko to parang nag aalinlangan ako napakahalaga talaga ang papel ng isang Nanay sa kanilang mga anak .may mag aasikaso at may mag aalaga kapag my sakit at my my mag che cher up sa kanila kapag malungkot o my problem
Sobrang ganda lalo na sa huling part!!!!! Must watch
ang pakiramdam ko ngayon, buhay ako pero namatay na ako few months ago because of the love that I lost.. parang may malaking butas ang puso ko dahil sa mga pinagdadaanan ko pero pinipilit kong lumaban at maging okay. very timely itong content mo miss Toni.. salamat..
Salamat, Fifth. Nagflashback lahat ng nangyari din sakin nung ma-admit aku sa Psych ward. Difference lang is hindi ku enjoy ang 1week stay ku sa loob. I felt like I was in jail though I realized so many things after that. It happened more than 2 years ago but I know that every day, I am 1 step closer to healing. 😊
Maraming kang matutunan ky fifth solomon..👍🏻
Tama ang sinabi mo na buhay hindi laging masaya kylangn tanggapin mo..
I also consulted some psychiatrist. So I understand how you feel.But what makes it worst for me is yung sobrang hindi ako okay mentally and physically during that time pero kailangan ko padin magtrabaho dahil single mom ako Hindi ko alam kung paano ako nakakauwi ng bahay.😢😢❤❤ kaya it took time to recover,I didn't even have time to recover. Pero naamazed nalang ako na naggawa ko ung trabho ko.❤
Sobrang relate ako kay fifth. Ngayon ko lang din narealize sa sarili ko na may fear of abandonment ako kc lagi din kami iniiwan nung bata kami hanggang sa tuluyan na kaming maging ulila tlga.