[teleporting to your trauma] [vent] [explanation in description]

⚠️ warning ⚠️
mention of vom!ting/d3@th/teenagers drinking alc0h0l
I'll explain what happened
it was this year, the 1rst of July, we had a party for the year 10 to celebrate the end of middle school.
First of all, I went at this party for my 2 only (real) friends in real life but guess what, I spent maximum 1 hour with them, they abandoned me with people I dislike for most ! (that already made that party a really bad one)
but anyways during this party my classmates brought a lot of different types of alcohol and I precise that we all were as a majority 14/15 (it isn't illegal in France that teenagers drink alcohol if trustfull adults are present and if they don't drink too much) but no one was there to supervise the pupils so 15 years old had access to different type of strong alcohol such as vodka and whisky.
After a few hours, almost everyone was drunk and at 1AM a lot of my classmates started to vomit everywhere and the worst thing was that one of my classmates drank so much that she ended up in a certain type of coma which is caused when you drink too much alcohol(I don't know the name of it sorry)
the party was supposed to end at 2PM the next day but it ended for most at 1AM-2AM
a lot of pupils didn't want to call their parents as they were drunk
some wanted to call 112 (911 in france) some didn't want, surely cause they didn't want trouble with the police, some of my classmates went to a bar and to a different party cause there were adults at those places and since it was close, those people told us to NOT call 112 (again surely cause they were drunk)
before i realised people were literally dying I had a mental break down so yeah this party was really the worst I had in my entire life
I ended up calling my mum and i left the party at almost 2AM
I was not drunk cause I don't like alcohol so i didn't drank
as someone pretty difficult I hardly find things such as alcohol good so I don't drink those things and honestly i was happy that night(same with my mum) that I am difficult.
And as much as people tell me I'll like alcohol when I'll be older, there's no way i'll drink that thing after what happened
I was 15 when one of my classmates almost died due to alcohol so it's a big No-No to alcohol
also just know that everyone was okay afterwards, my classmate whoe ended up in a coma was also okay so no need to worry 👍
but this is still a trauma and because of that I'll probably never drink alcohol fearing it would happen again
sorry if this doesn't make much sense but it's 5 AM and I couldn't sleep so I made this