I relate too much to the lyrics It’s easy to complain, to get lost in your head, to beat yourself up for mistakes It’s easy to stay as a victim and not ease your situation because you feel like you don’t deserve it For me, that’s a big one For years my friends and family probably see me as that. A monster. I view myself as it a lot usually. I understand changing your mindset and how to view oneself. I don’t understand how to forgive myself after everything. I don’t understand how to not hit myself, or call myself horrible/monster for even the smallest things. I ruined so many relationships I ruined my chance at love the second my ex gf decided to end her life and not say a word to me. I wont ever know the reason why, but I need to know she’s ok up there Mental Health matters Check in on your friends I’m out.
I relate too much to the lyrics
It’s easy to complain, to get lost in your head, to beat yourself up for mistakes
It’s easy to stay as a victim and not ease your situation because you feel like you don’t deserve it
For me, that’s a big one
For years my friends and family probably see me as that. A monster. I view myself as it a lot usually. I understand changing your mindset and how to view oneself. I don’t understand how to forgive myself after everything. I don’t understand how to not hit myself, or call myself horrible/monster for even the smallest things.
I ruined so many relationships
I ruined my chance at love the second my ex gf decided to end her life and not say a word to me. I wont ever know the reason why, but I need to know she’s ok up there
Mental Health matters
Check in on your friends
I’m out.
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