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Wow, seriously, wow i never thought any of my songs would reach so many people. There are so many stories, so many experiences, so many situations i have nothing more to say to you than thank you very much whatever situation you are going through, keep going, you will make it, I believe in you
Same here, mate. It's almost like... drowning in an invisible ocean, if I had to describe it. Except it's taking us slowly - over years and years. The creeping apathy, the unrelenting sorrow, and how hollow everything starts to feel combine into this maelstrom whittling down the castles that form our psyche until it's in ruins. Sometimes it feels like all I can do is look at the broken walls and remember what was; look at the shattered foundations, and wonder about what could have been built. I just hope it's possible for us to make it out, you know? All of us. Every single person who sees this, every single person who's ever felt this. We're down, sure... but not out. Not yet.
When we were young, our world was bright, colorful, and vibrant with life. Our innocence untainted by the true horrors of this world. As we grow older, our perspective starts to change. The world we see becomes a dark faded gray. Our innocence exposed to the true cruelty of society. We lose the happiness that we once had, and we yearn for it back.
Knowledge the more you know the more you become insane Curiosity the more you are curious the more you realize the true meaning of a thing Truth the more you hear it the more you get sadder as you know truth hurts you but it will not remain like guilt did Immortality the more you live longer the more you feel lonelier
To everyone reading this, just remember, no one is right at the end, we all have our situations and our origins, and no matter how desesperate the situation is, don’t give up, look for a solution or just talk to someone that you know, and most important in my opinion, learn to forgive yourself and let go. You are not alone.
Seeing the title made me remember how colorful the past was...As i grow up i watched those colors fade away.The look of the people that i thought i knew, slowly changed from a loving look to a judging one...I never learned what made them look at me like that.Was i not good enough?Perhaps...But no one should ever let their hearts turn into stones even in this situation!As i hold on from the edge of the cliff i am so close to success.I hope you are also close to your dreams.Whatever goal you have,don't listen to anybody else just go for it!Good luck and see you on the bright side of the dreams...
Been lonely my whole life and I don't think the situation is gonna improve. I feel lost, no friends, no love, no lost loves to remember. I feel nothing.
This…This reminds me of how I am today. It reminds me that I am two people…one filled with joy, the other consumed by depression. Life hasn’t been the same since I turned 21
Alcohol is the main reason for my loss of interest to everything I once cared about . Its been like this for 4 years now but as of last friday I decided to reclaim my life back and never touch that shit again.
There were some good times here and there during my childhood and teens but I can’t say I’d wanna go back and relive it. There’s still lots of mental trauma I haven’t been able to heal from.
At this point its even stupid to think its "life" itself, its just me, i am i was i will always be the problem, no matter what where when or with who, i feel like im always the rock in the way of everyone blocking their paths, or making them carry me. Im so tired of a lot of things but one over the others and thats me, it doesn't matter how good i try to be or how much i try to learn, everything and everyone i touch is ruined... Thx for this place for (venting) a little bit, it dont help me with my problems but i guess it makes me feel better at least a little bit
I’m 21 years old, i graduated last year but better late than never! Anyways…. The way that life is moving so fast I feel so stuck in life while having a Crisis… Because ever sense I graduated I barley have any friends and no one checks up on me alot so I’m always alone and I have alot of Anxiety and ever sense I’ve Graduated people my age are having fun, having family etc while I’m all alone fighting this depression because no one even checks on me alot. All I do is, Wake up, Eat, work, then Sleep and just repeat everyday and I’m just so Mentally Drained Man…. I always feel like I’m a failure because I’m different than most people when I try my hardest I always seem to fail and it’s never enough and I blame me alot and put myself down and at night I just cry it all out. Life is so Hard :”(
My friend, know that you are not alone in feeling this way. Unfortunately, the path in our life for some of us is meant to be walked alone and to be different from the rest. Reflect upon your success on obtaining your degree, yes, it may not feel rewarding right now watching your old friends have a different life than you, and work is not appreciating you and you are on a rinse and repeat cycle of existing and not living. This is the time you should find yourself during your time away from friends and family, think of places you want to travel too, read and research the beauty of culture and then make plans to travel there. Or take the time to learn new skills/hobbies of the outdoors and reconnect with nature through hikes and overnight camping, take a guidebook to learn of the local flora and fauna, to help you disconnect from the wild and crazy cold world. All the while of discovering what you want to allow and accept in life, find beauty in nature and even take a notebook to jot down some thoughts of what you are currently feeling at the moment to help release the anxiety that is pent up. For this is what I do when I start to feel that way, even though its a constant daily struggle for me. May you stay strong and be blessed to be inspired of finding new passion within life that resides within you. Peace and love in the pursuit of happiness friend.
This song is so comforting to me. It quiets my brain and my thoughts so I can just.. be. It's so peaceful. I've never listened to another song that can do something like this. But also.. it reminds me of our world the ways that it is dying. The long drawn out sounds sound like sirens, in a way.
I'm pretty sure that the entirety of this world was happy right before COVID-19 came in existence, before this decade came in. So you weren't the only one that was happy.
So was I. Ever since I left school and college, it’s been hard. Ever since ‘18, I’ve had anxiety and depression which worsened after grandad died and COVID cost me friends
Nowaday i understand you cannot trust even the people you gave all yourself, only if they are not attached to material things, those Who are not affected by this love you and care only for what you are not what you own, a repeated words but truly significant
Yes. I am a monster. I know I am a monster but I just want to be left alone. Edit: I'd figure I'd add this to explain how I came up with the phrase. I've done horrible things in my life and I've dealt with bad karma and consequences of my actions. My luck turned so bad that everything I get always has a defect and everything I touch (lawn mower, washer, dryer, sink, shower, toilet, smart phone, computer, tablet, gaming console, so on) either breaks or doesn't work right after. I've got people who support me and care about me that know what I've done. There's only enough to count on one hand. Do I regret my choices? I regret them every second of my waking life but it doesn't bother me anymore. So yes I'm a monster and if you knew what I've done you would look at me as evil. I've been quiet and isolated because of my choices. Nobody wants anything to do with me and I'm afraid of making a stupid choice again. Moral of the story: Protect your loved ones from pain and don't become the cause of it.
Ironic that this released only 4 days before everything started going to shit for me. And I found it 2 months after, when somehow, things managed to become even more shit, but... Now, things are healing. Things are getting better. I hope. I always hope. If I lose hope, I lose everything. If I keep hope, then I will not lose everything. And I will have a chance at making them happy again.
Dont know alot about this sentimental stuff, all i know is i have regrets i sacrificed the wrong things for meaningless pleasure and took many things for granted, now with all my grief and sadness all i can do is rebuild
I was happy a long time ago. I keep finding myself coming back to a depressed state every year. It does pass, but it comes back again. I just keep asking myself, Am I worthy of love?, Will everything be alright?, Can I go back to a day where i’m happy?. The sad reality is we’re living in the now and we can’t go back no matter how much we want to. I hope it does get to a point where I can feel happy again. Let’s keep living for that day where we can all be happy again.
I think my best advice despite only being in this world for around 13 years is that sometimes you just have to accept it. Giving up isn’t as bad as it seems because at least in my experience, once you’ve accepted it and given up on finding that will to live that purpose to live you start to see. The good, the bad, and the ugly of this world. You’ll realize how shitty this place we call home is. But it doesn’t matter, because the things we call feelings are just chemicals in our head. Once you see this I want you to know that it’s okay. It’s okay that we live in a horrible place. And then you finally start to move on, because it’s alright. We’re just here for no reason and that’s alright.
@@Fis19well yes I do think that life doesn’t have a purpose bc I think that instead of us just having a purpose I think that we’re just an outcome of something that we have been theorizing about or something grand that hasn’t been revealed yet. And if we did have a purpose I’d like to know the being that gave us it
Thank you. For everything. For your words. Your music. I'll remeber this song everytime I want to give up. And I'll keep going. Even though sometimes I don't want to ❤🙏❤#ImAMonster #yungdrab
This is Me in a Nutshell. Down to the drawing just a couple years ago. I know this feeling all too well. Though I don't know how to escape the feelings I do the best I can.
I feel like if I could just go back and fix this part of me that is damaged maybe it would've been a much better scenario but nothing is different not anymore I'm aging more and more still stuck just like before.
For the longest time I wanted to go back to the way things were before. I dont know what the hell i was thining. Now, I have a new life, a new family, I have people who actually give a shit about me. For the first time in my life Im happy. Maybe its best to let the past die. Good riddance
For every argument I see or hear. I just think of both sides screaming constantly.. not talking or anything just screaming to the sky, it was just my own little vision of the world but as time went on the world is screaming in hatred to the sky.
Things keep getting worse. Its true. But you can keep getting better. And to be good in a world of evil is beyond the power of any super hero by comparison. I believe in you. Your mind is all you had at the end of the day anyway. Make it good. Choose virtue. Make your mind a fortress, a kingdom, a garden. Everything else isnt in your control. You chose the path of intelligence. You knew that meant looking behind the velvet curtain at the ugly machine. How would you rather have it? Be bad in a world of richest? You chose to be good, everyone elses choices making everything bad isnt your responsibility no matter how much they try to convince you it is. You cant change others, you can only change yourself. Realize this. And dont think the few and small are so weak and the large and many are so mighty. The truth secret is all around you. When you look down... And see it.. When a flower busts the concrete...
You were born with DNA that has never been replicated in the past and will never be replicated in the future Cultivate your uniqueness That is your purpose in life. You are loved and you are important and you bring things to this world that no one else can So hold on.
The past is an now unlived part of ourselves in the present. Where you to go back and live it again, the present would become the past and you could miss that to. Reality is a paradox and our minds function with it. Love the life you can live now, the past will leave you petrified.
Now the stres of a student is the level of the mental hospital people its sad to think but its true, now we are all strest out bc of people and the techers dont understent what we going through they just think we are a disappointment
A long time ago, I was happy. A long time ago, I had many friends and family members. A long time ago, things were happier... That was all a long time ago...
Some good music to listen to while I do all those mind numbing internet surveys in an attempt to alleviate my financial stress and pass the time till my worthless life ends.
Life is brilliant, people, beautiful. However it is also cruel and full of suffering, that is if you choose to see it that way of course. Still, instead of feeling hopeless, spend your time finding a purpose for yourself and recognize that you are the one who makes the choices in your life, it is simply up to whether or not you are willing to accept the consequences of those choices
Raising my vibration of good energy through away that is like a warm wind after the cold rain looks young and old people we all need a huge even if some a dark and have no light Pandora said ghosts need love to and this my way showing them how a star baby gets things done
Starting off with trying to stop feeling like a victim and to start fighting for myself my sanity and my life. Abused alcohol for 10 years in that 10 years the slow decline happened and today im divorced, homeless ,unemployed no money no food and have to survive a series of bad choices i made. Felt sorry for myself and tried suicide as the last resort. 2 mental clinics later and I know I have to believe in myself again
Once upon a time I was living . Actually living my life. But now im just breathing . Just a shell with lost soul. I just feel tired . Just really tired . Don't want to go on like this anymore . What's the point
I left college before the pandemic broke out and have become a complete neet, I've become extremely wasteful with money and my sleep schedule has gotten worse.
thank you for the positive response as well as for the compliment I wish you the same. I will let you know when the game is released and you will see it in the credits
Estoy aquí,solito, sin nada que hacer, torturado por mis recuerdos, solo satisfaciendo mis necesidades de reproducción para no caer en la locura y luego tendré que ir a la universidad, estoy cansado, quiero una novia, amigos, amor, sentirme querido, sentir que la vida es buena
I had daydream of 3 guys as my friends but more often I imagine them they became brothers to me, I thought I could find some joy from this, but no life said no. Life is just telling me that I don't deserve happiness but suffering. I'm honestly just gonna embrace the negativty of my life such as making dua's for death and ask Allah to put me into hell. At this point hell is where I belong.
Life has been so cruel 😢 but it's tough me I wouldn't be the survivor I am today, dark days bright days that are rare, I am who I am cos life tough me never give up and karma has your back..peace and love xx
The girl of my dreams. The earthy gem of my soul and the love of my life has ghosted me. Ignored me and despised my very presence. No longer do I feel my heart can love another like this one. My heart feels as if it’s a giant boulder…immovable, so stony so cold.
Depression? what's Depression? Love? what's Love? Happy? how Does That Feel? I don't remember... Do You? Please Let me Know... Wait... I'm Alone. I guess Now I Know What's Depression...
I used to feel like that too. I felt it was all a lie. But that ain't true. Always remember, bad days do not last. Believe in God and yourself. You'll get through this and you'll get even more than what you had in your past. More good things. It's coming your way soon.
What I've come to learn from 36 yrs of mediocrity is the closest thing to selfless love you will experience is from your parents. Appreciate it while you have it, and know it's okay if you didnt.
@@ВладимирИгнатьев-х4ж It's all about lucky sometimes. If you're lucky you would experience selfless love in one point of your life, if you aren't lucky you probably gonna have a though life like many other ppl
What about those who never haved loving parents? Are they just fucked? I think there are plenty of love out there, just gotta find it. On the otherhand what troubles me is the system,govermant,housing,job, finding good ppl is not as hard or daunting as taking on the whole rigged system.
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Wow, seriously, wow
i never thought any of my songs would reach so many people. There are so many stories, so many experiences, so many situations
i have nothing more to say to you than thank you very much
whatever situation you are going through, keep going, you will make it, I believe in you
thanks
Thank you. For everything ❤
You are not ghost anymore.love you from asia
sim eu também creio que vou conseguir em nome de Jesus 🇧🇷🙋🏽♂️, ♥️
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I’ve become nobody, a body with no purpose, a mind with no ambition, I just want to feel ok, to not be in pain.
In some cases, it's better to feel pain, just to start feeling again.
I feel the same way...
Seek out God, and our savior Jesus Christ, he will help you find purpose and will relieve your pain. I know he has certainly done so for me
I feel ya.......unfortunately...
Same here, mate. It's almost like... drowning in an invisible ocean, if I had to describe it. Except it's taking us slowly - over years and years. The creeping apathy, the unrelenting sorrow, and how hollow everything starts to feel combine into this maelstrom whittling down the castles that form our psyche until it's in ruins. Sometimes it feels like all I can do is look at the broken walls and remember what was; look at the shattered foundations, and wonder about what could have been built.
I just hope it's possible for us to make it out, you know? All of us. Every single person who sees this, every single person who's ever felt this. We're down, sure... but not out. Not yet.
When we were young, our world was bright, colorful, and vibrant with life. Our innocence untainted by the true horrors of this world. As we grow older, our perspective starts to change. The world we see becomes a dark faded gray. Our innocence exposed to the true cruelty of society. We lose the happiness that we once had, and we yearn for it back.
Is true
Knowladge is the way of sadness, more you see the truth, more sad you become
@@Lonely.King31 yep
There’s always a side effects
Knowledge the more you know the more you become insane
Curiosity the more you are curious the more you realize the true meaning of a thing
Truth the more you hear it the more you get sadder as you know truth hurts you but it will not remain like guilt did
Immortality the more you live longer the more you feel lonelier
You will never know importance of light untill you fell into darkness
A long time ago i was happpy....
Then i realised how much of a cold and cruel place the world is...
real
I know man I wish things were defrent now it's all gone never to return
Yea it is😢
Я согласен с тобой братан ...
the rise of the broken sigma ahh
"learn to forgive, not because they deserve it. But you deserve peace"
thank you
@@grakatacc any time
True i experienced this recently especialy family
I don't deserve anything, nor should they
this is very inspirational, as I needed to hear this!
As kid:wanting to grow up and explore the world around us
As adult:wanting to go back to the old world ,not ever knowing about the outside world
why is it sooo true i used to be happy and now im unhappy these years cant even find something to make me happy and just feeling nothing
Theirs always the ONE thing that will bring the happiness back though.
I believe its Jesus ! Life cant bring joy and hapiness, all is meaningless and leave a void in the Heart. This music is beautiful by the way
@@stepgus8135 i know jesus can make me happy i am orthodox so yeah
@@stepgus8135 Facts
This is why parents say enjoy your childhood, once it’s over life gets dull
A long time ago, I was happy..
Then I decided to think and watch the world closer, now I wish I didn't
To everyone reading this, just remember, no one is right at the end, we all have our situations and our origins, and no matter how desesperate the situation is, don’t give up, look for a solution or just talk to someone that you know, and most important in my opinion, learn to forgive yourself and let go. You are not alone.
Life hit me when I was 12 and I saw my friend’s open casket, never been the same since
How old are you now?
@@md.rubaiyathossain7887 22 and speaking of which 10 years ago June 18th would’ve been the day. 😔
Seeing the title made me remember how colorful the past was...As i grow up i watched those colors fade away.The look of the people that i thought i knew, slowly changed from a loving look to a judging one...I never learned what made them look at me like that.Was i not good enough?Perhaps...But no one should ever let their hearts turn into stones even in this situation!As i hold on from the edge of the cliff i am so close to success.I hope you are also close to your dreams.Whatever goal you have,don't listen to anybody else just go for it!Good luck and see you on the bright side of the dreams...
Been lonely my whole life and I don't think the situation is gonna improve. I feel lost, no friends, no love, no lost loves to remember. I feel nothing.
Us bro❤ from Karnataka
What to her something Kobe I don't love you
This…This reminds me of how I am today. It reminds me that I am two people…one filled with joy, the other consumed by depression. Life hasn’t been the same since I turned 21
Why 21 ?
Remember when i was a kid wanting to grow up but now i want to go back to being a innocent kid again
Alcohol is the main reason for my loss of interest to everything I once cared about . Its been like this for 4 years now but as of last friday I decided to reclaim my life back and never touch that shit again.
Imma need a longer version of this pls
You watch this in loop broo
There were some good times here and there during my childhood and teens but I can’t say I’d wanna go back and relive it. There’s still lots of mental trauma I haven’t been able to heal from.
Sometimes it's the one video, picture that touches & captures the feelings we have...❤
What did you sad?
I am good now thankyou but like many people have been in a dark place and this video captures how I felt...@@themaximusyang8645
At this point its even stupid to think its "life" itself, its just me, i am i was i will always be the problem, no matter what where when or with who, i feel like im always the rock in the way of everyone blocking their paths, or making them carry me. Im so tired of a lot of things but one over the others and thats me, it doesn't matter how good i try to be or how much i try to learn, everything and everyone i touch is ruined... Thx for this place for (venting) a little bit, it dont help me with my problems but i guess it makes me feel better at least a little bit
Brother, The fact that you realize and acknowledge that is the first step into making a change, good for you brother.
I’m 21 years old, i graduated last year but better late than never! Anyways…. The way that life is moving so fast I feel so stuck in life while having a Crisis… Because ever sense I graduated I barley have any friends and no one checks up on me alot so I’m always alone and I have alot of Anxiety and ever sense I’ve Graduated people my age are having fun, having family etc while I’m all alone fighting this depression because no one even checks on me alot.
All I do is, Wake up, Eat, work, then Sleep and just repeat everyday and I’m just so Mentally Drained Man….
I always feel like I’m a failure because I’m different than most people when I try my hardest I always seem to fail and it’s never enough and I blame me alot and put myself down and at night I just cry it all out. Life is so Hard :”(
My friend, know that you are not alone in feeling this way. Unfortunately, the path in our life for some of us is meant to be walked alone and to be different from the rest. Reflect upon your success on obtaining your degree, yes, it may not feel rewarding right now watching your old friends have a different life than you, and work is not appreciating you and you are on a rinse and repeat cycle of existing and not living.
This is the time you should find yourself during your time away from friends and family, think of places you want to travel too, read and research the beauty of culture and then make plans to travel there. Or take the time to learn new skills/hobbies of the outdoors and reconnect with nature through hikes and overnight camping, take a guidebook to learn of the local flora and fauna, to help you disconnect from the wild and crazy cold world. All the while of discovering what you want to allow and accept in life, find beauty in nature and even take a notebook to jot down some thoughts of what you are currently feeling at the moment to help release the anxiety that is pent up. For this is what I do when I start to feel that way, even though its a constant daily struggle for me.
May you stay strong and be blessed to be inspired of finding new passion within life that resides within you. Peace and love in the pursuit of happiness friend.
I can understand you brother 🥺
I'm from India🇮🇳
I'm 22th
Same feeling bro 💔
We were happy but people destroyed in the worst way .....
No words can describe the feeling of hearing he died a few days ago, but this
This song is so comforting to me. It quiets my brain and my thoughts so I can just.. be. It's so peaceful. I've never listened to another song that can do something like this. But also.. it reminds me of our world the ways that it is dying. The long drawn out sounds sound like sirens, in a way.
damn this hits hard.. hidden gem fr
when the high doesn’t make you geek, just makes you tired
nvm all i needed was a 3 hour t break
sounds like burnout to me. I know its only been a bit more than a week, but how are you doing now?
@@stawolf823 currently geeking
@@skeleton599about what?
Can't find something to make me happy these days eh? Can't even at least smile.
New sub, I'll support you through your journey.
I feel pain, yet i think I'm just being too dramatic, so i just shut up, hide it and wait until it goes away.
Благодаря вашей песне я могу погрустить о своей неудавшейся жизни. Спасибо вам...
I was happy before Covid hit. Covid ruined my life. I regret not appreciating the good things in life
I'm pretty sure that the entirety of this world was happy right before COVID-19 came in existence, before this decade came in. So you weren't the only one that was happy.
A very long time ago.
Alls left is an awkward numbness.
im serious when i say this . its god , you got something here whether it reaches 100 people or 4 million.
At 54yo, yes, it was a long, long time ago, yet near enough to make me miss it so much.
So was I.
Ever since I left school and college, it’s been hard. Ever since ‘18, I’ve had anxiety and depression which worsened after grandad died and COVID cost me friends
this music makes me feel lost
In a nostalgic land
just came across your channel, you got real good quality music fam
keep up the good work, can't wait to see you get big :}
Nowaday i understand you cannot trust even the people you gave all yourself, only if they are not attached to material things, those Who are not affected by this love you and care only for what you are not what you own, a repeated words but truly significant
I was happy
this exact feel matches me, definitely adding it to my Playlist. 🖤🖤🖤
Yes. I am a monster. I know I am a monster but I just want to be left alone.
Edit: I'd figure I'd add this to explain how I came up with the phrase. I've done horrible things in my life and I've dealt with bad karma and consequences of my actions. My luck turned so bad that everything I get always has a defect and everything I touch (lawn mower, washer, dryer, sink, shower, toilet, smart phone, computer, tablet, gaming console, so on) either breaks or doesn't work right after. I've got people who support me and care about me that know what I've done. There's only enough to count on one hand. Do I regret my choices? I regret them every second of my waking life but it doesn't bother me anymore. So yes I'm a monster and if you knew what I've done you would look at me as evil. I've been quiet and isolated because of my choices. Nobody wants anything to do with me and I'm afraid of making a stupid choice again.
Moral of the story: Protect your loved ones from pain and don't become the cause of it.
Remind me when I have a soul. When I have a real smile. When I could feel. When I was a human...
Ironic that this released only 4 days before everything started going to shit for me. And I found it 2 months after, when somehow, things managed to become even more shit, but...
Now, things are healing. Things are getting better.
I hope.
I always hope.
If I lose hope, I lose everything.
If I keep hope, then I will not lose everything.
And I will have a chance at making them happy again.
Dont know alot about this sentimental stuff, all i know is i have regrets i sacrificed the wrong things for meaningless pleasure and took many things for granted, now with all my grief and sadness all i can do is rebuild
A long time ago, I was truly happy, now I just put on a fake smile or give a fake laugh because I don’t want to hurt those around me
I was happy a long time ago. I keep finding myself coming back to a depressed state every year. It does pass, but it comes back again. I just keep asking myself, Am I worthy of love?, Will everything be alright?, Can I go back to a day where i’m happy?. The sad reality is we’re living in the now and we can’t go back no matter how much we want to. I hope it does get to a point where I can feel happy again. Let’s keep living for that day where we can all be happy again.
Wow this really makes you think.
I think my best advice despite only being in this world for around 13 years is that sometimes you just have to accept it. Giving up isn’t as bad as it seems because at least in my experience, once you’ve accepted it and given up on finding that will to live that purpose to live you start to see. The good, the bad, and the ugly of this world. You’ll realize how shitty this place we call home is. But it doesn’t matter, because the things we call feelings are just chemicals in our head. Once you see this I want you to know that it’s okay. It’s okay that we live in a horrible place. And then you finally start to move on, because it’s alright. We’re just here for no reason and that’s alright.
You think we live for no reason ? What makes you think so ?
@@Fis19 well I’m an atheist and I just think that there’s a lot of things in many religions that say things that are just too much for me to believe
@@RyanChow-c7y İ was not talking about religions. Just in general. You think life doesn't have a purpose ? Why do you think so ?
@@Fis19well yes I do think that life doesn’t have a purpose bc I think that instead of us just having a purpose I think that we’re just an outcome of something that we have been theorizing about or something grand that hasn’t been revealed yet. And if we did have a purpose I’d like to know the being that gave us it
@@RyanChow-c7y an outcome of something? What do you think this something is ? ( Genuine question )
a long time ago i was happy in the past and now im so happy when im alone
Thank you. For everything. For your words. Your music. I'll remeber this song everytime I want to give up. And I'll keep going. Even though sometimes I don't want to ❤🙏❤#ImAMonster #yungdrab
This is Me in a Nutshell. Down to the drawing just a couple years ago. I know this feeling all too well. Though I don't know how to escape the feelings I do the best I can.
I feel like if I could just go back and fix this part of me that is damaged maybe it would've been a much better scenario but nothing is different not anymore I'm aging more and more still stuck just like before.
For the longest time I wanted to go back to the way things were before. I dont know what the hell i was thining. Now, I have a new life, a new family, I have people who actually give a shit about me. For the first time in my life Im happy.
Maybe its best to let the past die. Good riddance
Idk if I've ever been happy. Perhaps i was just too stupid to realize how unhappy I was.
I would just like to be desired by someone, unfortunately day after day I realize that this won't happen, I try to accept it but it hurts
For every argument I see or hear. I just think of both sides screaming constantly.. not talking or anything just screaming to the sky, it was just my own little vision of the world but as time went on the world is screaming in hatred to the sky.
Wow, feeling ❤
I wish you the best Kobe
Things keep getting worse. Its true. But you can keep getting better.
And to be good in a world of evil is beyond the power of any super hero by comparison.
I believe in you. Your mind is all you had at the end of the day anyway. Make it good. Choose virtue. Make your mind a fortress, a kingdom, a garden.
Everything else isnt in your control. You chose the path of intelligence. You knew that meant looking behind the velvet curtain at the ugly machine. How would you rather have it? Be bad in a world of richest? You chose to be good, everyone elses choices making everything bad isnt your responsibility no matter how much they try to convince you it is. You cant change others, you can only change yourself.
Realize this.
And dont think the few and small are so weak and the large and many are so mighty.
The truth secret is all around you.
When you look down...
And see it..
When a flower busts the concrete...
You were born with DNA that has never been replicated in the past and will never be replicated in the future
Cultivate your uniqueness
That is your purpose in life.
You are loved
and you are important
and you bring things to this world that no one else can
So hold on.
The past is an now unlived part of ourselves in the present. Where you to go back and live it again, the present would become the past and you could miss that to. Reality is a paradox and our minds function with it. Love the life you can live now, the past will leave you petrified.
I feel very lonely lately.. not any irl friends.. mostly at Home :( i hate it..
Also In my 20s so Yea.. :(
Now the stres of a student is the level of the mental hospital people its sad to think but its true, now we are all strest out bc of people and the techers dont understent what we going through they just think we are a disappointment
Man I appreciate your content so much
1:19 Got yourself a new sub 🤝
love you
chills
A long time ago, I was happy. A long time ago, I had many friends and family members. A long time ago, things were happier...
That was all a long time ago...
Some good music to listen to while I do all those mind numbing internet surveys in an attempt to alleviate my financial stress and pass the time till my worthless life ends.
Life is brilliant, people, beautiful. However it is also cruel and full of suffering, that is if you choose to see it that way of course. Still, instead of feeling hopeless, spend your time finding a purpose for yourself and recognize that you are the one who makes the choices in your life, it is simply up to whether or not you are willing to accept the consequences of those choices
I always say the more u want the less happy u are but is that true I don’t no now days it’s like you get one thing then something gets taken away from
I want to go home
Raising my vibration of good energy through away that is like a warm wind after the cold rain looks young and old people we all need a huge even if some a dark and have no light Pandora said ghosts need love to and this my way showing them how a star baby gets things done
TH-cam isn’t letting me like the video, but this is that good shit
EDIT: IT LET ME LIKE IT. WOOOOOOO
Starting off with trying to stop feeling like a victim and to start fighting for myself my sanity and my life. Abused alcohol for 10 years in that 10 years the slow decline happened and today im divorced, homeless ,unemployed no money no food and have to survive a series of bad choices i made. Felt sorry for myself and tried suicide as the last resort. 2 mental clinics later and I know I have to believe in myself again
Once upon a time I was living . Actually living my life. But now im just breathing . Just a shell with lost soul. I just feel tired . Just really tired . Don't want to go on like this anymore . What's the point
life is just.......there let it all flout away.........
I left college before the pandemic broke out and have become a complete neet, I've become extremely wasteful with money and my sleep schedule has gotten worse.
can i use this music to my horror game (of course i will credit you with a direct link to your channel or social media)
Ooo what is the games name and what is it on
hi :D
everyone is free to use my songs for whatever they want
best of luck with the development of that game, it looks phenomenal ;)
thank you for the positive response as well as for the compliment I wish you the same. I will let you know when the game is released and you will see it in the credits
brother's n sister's my soul n spirit has grown cold to dark to see the light a life of quiet desperation is mine
Estoy aquí,solito, sin nada que hacer, torturado por mis recuerdos, solo satisfaciendo mis necesidades de reproducción para no caer en la locura y luego tendré que ir a la universidad, estoy cansado, quiero una novia, amigos, amor, sentirme querido, sentir que la vida es buena
This song this vibe this think i can feel it so much why
Once said by a personal that could feel things
Long time ago I was happy...
No one will ever be more cruel to you than time. Time will take away everything, and everyone you've ever known.. no one survives its wrath...
I had daydream of 3 guys as my friends but more often I imagine them they became brothers to me, I thought I could find some joy from this, but no life said no. Life is just telling me that I don't deserve happiness but suffering. I'm honestly just gonna embrace the negativty of my life such as making dua's for death and ask Allah to put me into hell. At this point hell is where I belong.
Grimm from black souls be like:
Don't give up if anyone brings you down F Em
Life has been so cruel 😢 but it's tough me I wouldn't be the survivor I am today, dark days bright days that are rare, I am who I am cos life tough me never give up and karma has your back..peace and love xx
Sad Music..
Can we get an extended version of this?
Fuck...that's intense...
The girl of my dreams. The earthy gem of my soul and the love of my life has ghosted me. Ignored me and despised my very presence. No longer do I feel my heart can love another like this one. My heart feels as if it’s a giant boulder…immovable, so stony so cold.
I can be there again, just have to keep going.
*REAL :(*
Depression? what's Depression?
Love? what's Love?
Happy? how Does That Feel?
I don't remember... Do You?
Please Let me Know...
Wait...
I'm Alone.
I guess Now I Know What's Depression...
I almost made it
Хочу...
❤
I wish you the best in finding someone your ages
Please , realese in spotify
Someone else here also feeling like there is just no point?
It's just one big hollow
that's me
At least we have music left. Right? :)
@@Enativ_ yes, a safe haven from the world
You and me both...
I used to feel like that too. I felt it was all a lie. But that ain't true. Always remember, bad days do not last. Believe in God and yourself. You'll get through this and you'll get even more than what you had in your past. More good things. It's coming your way soon.
What I've come to learn from 36 yrs of mediocrity is the closest thing to selfless love you will experience is from your parents. Appreciate it while you have it, and know it's okay if you didnt.
Preach
Oh damn
Will there be nothing better than the love of parents? Well, it looks like I'm in trouble XD
@@ВладимирИгнатьев-х4ж It's all about lucky sometimes.
If you're lucky you would experience selfless love in one point of your life, if you aren't lucky you probably gonna have a though life like many other ppl
What about those who never haved loving parents? Are they just fucked? I think there are plenty of love out there, just gotta find it.
On the otherhand what troubles me is the system,govermant,housing,job, finding good ppl is not as hard or daunting as taking on the whole rigged system.