Eli. - Disappear; Lyrics

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  • @rakii5264
    @rakii5264 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6346

    When he said " i feel so alone, no one even knows"
    I felt that.

    • @ky4774
      @ky4774 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same

    • @dftonz
      @dftonz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      BadassAngel XxX same. 😔

    • @yves_santa7
      @yves_santa7 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Me too

    • @lupitaserrano446
      @lupitaserrano446 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Morgan Lynn But ppl do. I mean I feel you but also you have to get stronger and don't let anything hurt you and only then you'll be ok.

    • @elararose9399
      @elararose9399 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same

  • @mar.6450
    @mar.6450 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2203

    This feels so familiar. Gosh I can't help but let my tears fall. :/

    • @gabrielacisleanu6192
      @gabrielacisleanu6192 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Hello ARMY, at least we have our family and ourselves, that's pretty much enough.. Be strong, this will change someday...💜

    • @gizem4993
      @gizem4993 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      taehyung listened this on live :')

    • @bunnybear8765
      @bunnybear8765 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Army 💜

    • @rodriguezmoralessandrapaol5350
      @rodriguezmoralessandrapaol5350 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      no te entiendo pero como eres army te doy mi like y dejo mi comentario ..
      equizde....!!

    • @hakumahali
      @hakumahali 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i 💜 you

  • @sierrarodriguez8736
    @sierrarodriguez8736 5 ปีที่แล้ว +582

    omg when he said " when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me" (crying my eyes out)

    • @Ladle_Lover
      @Ladle_Lover 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      sierra sounds like a car company
      or a beer company maybe

    • @allysesierra3666
      @allysesierra3666 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Ladle_Lover bruh my grandpa owns a electric company named sierra electric

    • @Ladle_Lover
      @Ladle_Lover 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@allysesierra3666 I was close

  • @Alex-vz2jz
    @Alex-vz2jz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1809

    I''m always alone but i don't see it as a bad thing.
    My whole life i've always felt alone. I never really connected with anyone. Sure i had some people i can call my friends and its nice being with them at times, but i'd rather much be all by my self. Nothing wrong with them, just something with being alone makes me feel good inside.

    • @katietucker8079
      @katietucker8079 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      alex miranda I can relate 😩

    • @soyasauce5
      @soyasauce5 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      If this isn't me-

    • @anweshadas8899
      @anweshadas8899 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I Can Relate To This

    • @anweshadas8899
      @anweshadas8899 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This*

    • @anweshadas8899
      @anweshadas8899 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I do know how it feels.How about having family issues?

  • @danhurtadomendez3410
    @danhurtadomendez3410  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1100

    Thank you all for sharing this beautiful song, nobody is alone we all have someone by our side

    • @cakequake4096
      @cakequake4096 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I have no one. Everyone is fake.

    • @alvarez.e8387
      @alvarez.e8387 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      bøy except when that somebody is causing you that pain .

    • @sirloock8360
      @sirloock8360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Really? Where? I don't have shit, so please just stop with that fake inspiration bullshit.

    • @danhurtadomendez3410
      @danhurtadomendez3410  5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@sirloock8360 tampoco tienes que esperar que llegue alguien tu tienes que ir buscando personas en tu vida eh irte dando cuenta de quienes estarán para siempre y quienes no, y tal ves encontrarás a la persona que siempre has buscado.

    • @sirloock8360
      @sirloock8360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@danhurtadomendez3410 You speak Spanish, cool we get it.

  • @ParadiseAndGin
    @ParadiseAndGin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    There's so much raw emotion in that voice... It pierces my heart. I feel these lyrics so much.

  • @Icebox715
    @Icebox715 5 ปีที่แล้ว +249

    "I don't wanna face my fears, i just wanna disappear " Facts 😩

  • @madiegrinstead2373
    @madiegrinstead2373 5 ปีที่แล้ว +658

    So I have a really hard time expressing my feelings and so I have a playlist of songs that help me feel something and is officially added

    • @rebeccaschaffer7635
      @rebeccaschaffer7635 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Oh me too - sometimes songs can say the things we can`t, or even make us feel things we've forgotten how to

    • @melanieibarra448
      @melanieibarra448 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      share the playlist?

    • @revelbangtanexo2642
      @revelbangtanexo2642 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      same :( sometimes i don't even know how im feeling

    • @luxuryelegance7319
      @luxuryelegance7319 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah...... You know how they say "People that are kind to others, are kind because they dont want others to go what they have gone though". Im a kind,sweet,caring person. Im what they say peoples bright light in life. But sometimes my light dims, sometimes my light goes out. And then brightens up again....

    • @septemberyoung8475
      @septemberyoung8475 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wannna know the playlistttt

  • @mal0v043
    @mal0v043 5 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    "carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders" literally how i feel

  • @claudiaainoa7993
    @claudiaainoa7993 5 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    I used to listen to this in the worst moment of my life... i was so depressed, i felt that i didn't belong in this world anymore... i almost tried to end everything. I want to tell you that it gets better, i promise. Stay strong, fight, being okay it will take every energy you have, but its worth it, YOU ARE WORTH IT. I LOVE YOU ❤

    • @stephen2557
      @stephen2557 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i’m the exact same, and it really does get so much better.

  • @bleachchipsfordays666
    @bleachchipsfordays666 5 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    This song...
    I can relate
    Damn...
    (Amazing song!)

  • @DuckInASuit_
    @DuckInASuit_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2743

    Hey you! Random scrolling,
    Be safe and take care of yourself ok?

  • @emilycjerijrbr6710
    @emilycjerijrbr6710 5 ปีที่แล้ว +411

    Anybody else’s feelings so messed up that they don’t have anymore emotions and they just don’t even care abt anything?

    • @123a-j7q
      @123a-j7q 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mine! Buddy,are you okay now?

    • @5k1d00
      @5k1d00 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yeah, people still see me laughing and smiling but it feels so empty, it hurts.

    • @elihinojos4689
      @elihinojos4689 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah,I just go through the motions I feel like im trapped in my body and can't feel or move im just staring there,you know.

    • @stevenwilson1540
      @stevenwilson1540 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah

    • @rabia803
      @rabia803 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      On point🤣🤣🤣

  • @dikshagoyal477
    @dikshagoyal477 5 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    Thank you Taehyung for recommending this one. It's such a beautiful song. I am loving it! I can totally relate!! 😭😭😭

    • @Aria1456
      @Aria1456 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      diksha goyal taehyung???

    • @dikshagoyal477
      @dikshagoyal477 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@Aria1456 yes, he played this song in his v live after Wembley concert. He played multiple, but this was one of them.

    • @holllyesque
      @holllyesque 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m here because of him too~!!💕😊✨🌈

    • @aprhjs
      @aprhjs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am so glad I listened to it on his playlist!

  • @meriilyy
    @meriilyy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +417

    lyrics
    i've been feeling low, so low now
    tryna do my best, don't know how
    holding onto hope for life now
    but i become consumed with doubt
    carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
    looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
    but please hang on
    please hang with me
    i'll be back soon
    i'll be back time for me to go
    i need some room to grow
    i feel so alone
    no one even knows
    i just wanna disappear
    take me far away from here
    i don't wanna face my fears
    i just wanna disappear
    i wanna do my best, but...
    i don't know what's next yet
    i just need a reset
    i just wanna be something
    i just wanna change your life
    i just wanna do it right
    everything i wanna do,
    everything i wanna be
    i see it all happen for me,
    i find it hard to believe
    finding it harder to breathe,
    yeah
    i just wanna feel complete
    why do i not feel complete?
    oh, i know that is on me
    you all gave me everything,
    yeah, yeah, yeah
    carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders
    looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older
    need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me
    when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me
    time for me to go
    i need some room to grow
    i feel so alone
    no one even knows
    i just wanna disappear
    take me far away from here
    i don't wanna face my fears
    i just wanna disappear
    i don't wanna disappear
    i just wanna stay right here
    moving is my greatest fear
    maybe i should disappear

    • @C410-r4k
      @C410-r4k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thanks ❤️❤️❤️

    • @emmachamberlain7472
      @emmachamberlain7472 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      this is a lyric video-

    • @casperthehokage-sama8886
      @casperthehokage-sama8886 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Wow thanks captain obvious ^

    • @emmachamberlain7472
      @emmachamberlain7472 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Casper The Hokage-Sama wlcm captain no one asked :)

    • @nathanielcooper4288
      @nathanielcooper4288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@emmachamberlain7472 its because some people find it easoer to read off of lines rather than videos. Like me. Cause i often sing along and because i have a stutter its easier for me to read ahead

  • @AM-ql9uz
    @AM-ql9uz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    You can literally feel the emotion and hurt in his voice.. to be able to project that into something this creative is astonishing. Amazing song 👏🏽

  • @annababy643
    @annababy643 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I came here because of taehyungs spotify playlist but I will be staying for the music. Taehyung supporting smaller artists makes me so happy, everyone deserves a chance to portray their talents and passions to the public and larger artists giving the chance to smaller ones is amazing

    • @SleepyyDevill
      @SleepyyDevill 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Where can I find the playlist?

    • @mari3820
      @mari3820 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SleepyyDevill on spotify

  • @lillyruthr1990
    @lillyruthr1990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I feel this song deeply in my bones. It's surreal when a song can speak to you as if it stepped into your mind and sat down for a while.

  • @avaarmenta2750
    @avaarmenta2750 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    “i just wanna be something” sis i felt that

  • @tweektweektweeker9547
    @tweektweektweeker9547 5 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    Im tired just sooooo tired..
    Dont want to do anything with my life
    My feel so sick of it

    • @badblood80
      @badblood80 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You only live once. Please carry on

    • @aahaseyow3860
      @aahaseyow3860 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You're more than that. You're strong :)

    • @darcyiix9296
      @darcyiix9296 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I can feel you, we still gotta do something man, you know.

    • @valeriepaige5826
      @valeriepaige5826 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      These comments remind me what I say to myself everyday but sometimes you can’t go on anymore, you become exhausted.

    • @kyliebarry3478
      @kyliebarry3478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hey it’s been six months so i hope you’re feeling better :)

  • @emilymuse6561
    @emilymuse6561 5 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    this song reminds me of my dad. I know this was how he felt; he was too afraid to live, so he shot himself. it’s been 3 years and I barely believe it.
    I thought of this because his name was Eli.

    • @Pot_a_toes4life
      @Pot_a_toes4life 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I'm so sorry for your loss love, I hope you're doing okay.

    • @wrqzh
      @wrqzh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I hope you're doing better now

    • @faedraarias278
      @faedraarias278 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Omg I'm so sorry

    • @jadedubstep-lover8199
      @jadedubstep-lover8199 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Emily Muse I can relate but my father hung himself 7 years ago. Learn to let go but still have him in the back of your mind. And he’ll always be there for you even when you feel like you’re alone. He’s still parenting spiritually. ☺️ if you ever need to talk just let me know. 💕

    • @rabia803
      @rabia803 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I believe in each of you❤

  • @hyojinno855
    @hyojinno855 5 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    “I don’t want to face my fears”
    “I just wanna do it right”
    Who else felt that

    • @shaynafox4403
      @shaynafox4403 ปีที่แล้ว

      I definitely felt that big time

  • @elnazemdad5946
    @elnazemdad5946 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’ve always been looking for the right words to express how i feel and i just found all i have ever felt and feel written!

  • @gamingmoonwolfs1293
    @gamingmoonwolfs1293 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    when he said i just wanna disappear, take me far away from here
    that hit me. that hit me real bad

  • @driedfruitsalad8673
    @driedfruitsalad8673 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    oh my god the beats in the chorus are just so touching. i love the way the beat drops in with the violin

  • @daphnelol
    @daphnelol 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    This song is so beautiful 💖

  • @hulvey6919
    @hulvey6919 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love the way he sings the word “disappear”. It’s like it wraps everything in one word

  • @megankahnke5816
    @megankahnke5816 5 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    I have always felt out of my friend group because they can eat food without feeling like crap and they all have smiles and I feel alone because they dont talk to me outside of school. I liked being alone and I still like it but I just wish someone would understand me instead of just texting back "oof" when I tell them I feel bad. I want a friend who just understands and know how to respond without "oof" but I feel like it's too much to ask for all the time.

    • @tigerlilymuskhogean
      @tigerlilymuskhogean 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yea it's like when I reach out I'm just speaking a whole other language. It makes me upset knowing that other people can sleep at night knowing that everything's going to be fine but with me? I'm constantly fucked and my head never shuts up..

    • @radioaudio69
      @radioaudio69 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I relate to this on a spiritual level.

    • @elpmidthedisguisedone
      @elpmidthedisguisedone 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I sincerely hope that you have someone close to you by now who understands you and the one you can vent upon☘
      Sending love☘

    • @marissagardner4918
      @marissagardner4918 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I relate to this so much.... I hope you get better and find someone to understand you

    • @brooklynfranco4655
      @brooklynfranco4655 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Whenever I tell my friends I'm sad or depressed they send "same" or "oof "like I'm joking they pretend like there depressed but they dont know what it actually feels like to feel left out and sad all the time you cant help but let the darkness take over you sometimes...

  • @princessa1841
    @princessa1841 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Thank you Taehyungie to suggest this freakingly breathtaking song 😭

  • @melinadelarosa8743
    @melinadelarosa8743 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Never related to anything as much as his lyrics. I needed something to help express what I'm feeling and I believe I just found it 💚

  • @missjackson710
    @missjackson710 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Ive been feeling low, so low now
    Tryna do my best, don’t know how
    Holding onto hope for life now
    But i become consumed with doubt (yeah)
    Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders.
    Looking for the answers, maybe I’ll know once im older.
    But please hang on
    Please sing with me
    I’ll be back soon
    Ill be back
    Time for me to go
    I need some room to grow
    I feel so alone
    No one even knows
    I just wanna disappear
    Take me far away from here
    I don’t wanna face my fears
    I jut wanna disappear
    I wanna do my best, but...
    I don’t know what’s next yet
    I just need a reset
    I just wanna be something
    I just wanna change your life
    I just wanna do it right
    Everything i wanna do
    Everything I wanna be
    I see it all happen for me
    I find it hard to believe
    Finding it harder to breathe, yeah
    I just wanna frel complete
    Why do I not feel complete?
    Oh, I know that is on me
    You all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah
    Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders.
    Looking for the answers, maybe on the ones I’m older
    Need some time to recollect myself, please don’t forget me When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me
    Time for me to go
    I need some room to grow
    I feel so alone
    No one even knows
    I just wanna disappear
    Take me far away from here
    I dont wanna face my fears
    I just wanna disappear
    I dont wanna disappear
    I just wanna stay right here
    Moving is my greatest fear
    Maybee i should disappear

    • @Ladle_Lover
      @Ladle_Lover 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hey Mom Look!
      an original comment

  • @roselina7519
    @roselina7519 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The feeling of loneliness has never been so strong in my life before but listening to this song makes me think: "Damn someone gets me. Finally i'm not alone."

  • @erikadonna8947
    @erikadonna8947 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Damn, Taehyung making me emotional by his music recommendations😭 Tae, dont disappear, hang in there.With us.We're fighting with you. Please know that.❤

  • @saorsa6607
    @saorsa6607 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i got this song on my recommendation and i just clicked it without hesitation and once i read the first line of the lyrics, i just started to cry bcs it hits me sooo much thankyou eli

  • @matildahardstaff5132
    @matildahardstaff5132 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    “I just wanna disappear “ omg that had me in tears I love this song it’s. So easy to relate to

  • @demon_wolf2810
    @demon_wolf2810 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    this song is my mood, honestly i cant take life anymore its so stressful..
    its sad knowing how alone you can feel and fake smile and people believe you

  • @margarettelara303
    @margarettelara303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    This song is so relateable who agrees🤧

  • @dudeno5811
    @dudeno5811 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    "why do l not feel complete? Oh no that is on me, you all gave me everything."

  • @moonxgyu3059
    @moonxgyu3059 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have 2 friends that I consider my best friends but even they make me feel alone and even before I met them in middle school, I was always left out most of the time and I got used to it, this song just makes me remember everything. Ugh I just love it.

  • @car_thicc
    @car_thicc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Eli.'s songs never get old
    I think I come here every month or so now

  • @one-wayticket7392
    @one-wayticket7392 5 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    Taehyung thanks you. I just... thank you from bring my over here.
    This song is beautiful and so sad.
    "I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here."
    "I feel so alone, no one even knows"

    • @vantetae97
      @vantetae97 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      😭😭😭 same here

    • @JiminPark-tm4wn
      @JiminPark-tm4wn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      do you know all the other songs taehyung wa slistening to

    • @JiminPark-tm4wn
      @JiminPark-tm4wn 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@troublemaker5749 ah thank you so muchhh

    • @aprhjs
      @aprhjs 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Glad to see so many army here : )

  • @coltonwolfang6096
    @coltonwolfang6096 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow, just... Wow, I'm still crying and I've been listening to this on repeat for the last 20 minutes

  • @reginebragat7686
    @reginebragat7686 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    when he said " HOLDING ONTO HOPE FOR LIFE NOW" ... I felt that😔

  • @eunice3144
    @eunice3144 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    this is fucking amazing it made me cry so bad. i never relate to a song in my life (thank you taehyung for recommending a great song to us)

  • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
    @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    Love this song i hope you all are ok 😊💜

    • @nonogoodbye624
      @nonogoodbye624 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      jeon jungkook I wish I was ok but thanks for asking people

    • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
      @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@nonogoodbye624 it's gonna be alright i hope you're doing good, whatever you're going through i hope it ends eventually, I'm here for you if you need it stay strong and in case nobody told you this today you are beautiful💜

    • @nonogoodbye624
      @nonogoodbye624 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      jeon jungkook thank you very much

    • @Arixacevedo
      @Arixacevedo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bts army YAY

    • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
      @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Arixacevedo hi 😊💜💜💜

  • @itdoesntmatteranymore3550
    @itdoesntmatteranymore3550 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    “I wanna do my best, but....
    I don’t know what’s next yet
    I just need a reset” 💔 damn why is this song so honest

  • @WolfyJax
    @WolfyJax 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I hope taehyung isn’t going through something, and if he is, I hope he could open up to us. This song is very sad, and he’s been recommending sad songs lately, I love you taehyung I hope u stay healthy and happy bb

  • @vaeeao
    @vaeeao 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    kim taehyung, thanks for this beautiful song! :) V

  • @dudeno5811
    @dudeno5811 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    "when l disappear next week l hope you can forgive me." this song is all I've ever felt in three minutes

  • @maddysullivan6491
    @maddysullivan6491 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this song is amazing. i really feel when he does “i just wanna disappear.” it hit me. and this is a great song. oml. thank you for sharing this ❤️

  • @crybaby4962
    @crybaby4962 5 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I dont wanna die I dont wanna live I just wanna disappear

  • @jeselleannarao2237
    @jeselleannarao2237 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song decribes exactly how i'm feelin'. Good to know someone understands me. 🌹

  • @callie721
    @callie721 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I'm over here bawling my eyes out cuz this song relates to my while life an me on point. An it sucks not having friends or anyone to talk to that could relate to me I'm 15 an do online school this year so I've had so much time with my thoughts it's actually scary because I end up believing what my mind is saying an it hurts so much cuz from a very young age I'd just feel like I should disappear an nobody would care or notice an that I think hurts most of all 😕.

    • @jamesowens701
      @jamesowens701 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If you ever need anyone to talk to im always here same as a few good people I know that are willing to talk to anyone to help them out

    • @Ladle_Lover
      @Ladle_Lover 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jamesowens701 nobody is ever going to be there for anyone over the internet
      in real life yes but online no

  • @cocochip1677
    @cocochip1677 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Beautiful!!!!
    Inspiring and reaches out to so many!!

  • @hayeszs
    @hayeszs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I found this song on V's Spotify playlist and now I can't stop listening to it even though it makes me cry

  • @skizofriendic
    @skizofriendic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    His voice is so emotion filled.

  • @lilykathryn-joy1550
    @lilykathryn-joy1550 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Im so happy I found this song. I'm literally crying

  • @melissaguillory6483
    @melissaguillory6483 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Even when you think your at your lowest, look around, what do you see? It's a beautiful world and think about how blessed you are to be on it! Thankyou , stay safe!

  • @xukaison
    @xukaison 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    omyghaaad. thank yt for recommending this to me😭😭

  • @lr_clowns7478
    @lr_clowns7478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Everyday I get up and wonder why am I still here who needs me?
    I feel trapped in this world, this world feels so small but yet so big
    I'm digging a hole and the further I go down this hole the the heaver it gets,
    I feel someday soon I won't be able to lift this dirt that's over my head and when that happens,
    I will get covered with that dirt and I will fall, lose everything I was and knew
    I would be gone and when that happens lets see how many people care not my family not my fake friends that's a fact.
    I would be gone in a blink of an eye and someone will be born.
    I have put myself down so many times I can't get back up.

  • @mary65432
    @mary65432 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    when he said "carrying the burden of the world upon my shoulders...." I felt that.

  • @cakequake4096
    @cakequake4096 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This hit me like a wave from the ocean
    The wave of emotions that come at you from no where
    You feel trapped beneath and you feel alone
    "Please hang on" they say
    They try to save you and keep you close
    You say in your mind "I feel so alone, no one even knows"
    You just wanna disappear
    Take yourself far away from here
    To a place that makes you feel like home
    You wanna do your best but you also wanna have a reset
    You just wanna disappear... we just wanna disappear and no one even knows
    Thank you for reading

    • @ctherrera9240
      @ctherrera9240 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cake quake I would love to knows what in you’re mind

    • @cakequake4096
      @cakequake4096 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ctherrera9240 So much is going on in my mind. It's like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs. I've gone through trauma as a kid, bullying since grade 2 (now in grade 10), trust with people, been beat up by 3 people for something I didn't do, and more/etc. My nightmares jump at me like a jumpscare in a horror movie/game. I've had self harm and tried to die 5 times. But in the end I've had people who have stayed and I've trusted. I've had help from many people who I adore and love and help from people who I never knew and are adults. I'm getting better. I stay positive as best I can. Live just goes on. Thanks. Sorry for making this a long thing and bothering you

    • @ctherrera9240
      @ctherrera9240 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cake quake bro it’s remarkable how you view life and you’re preferences. You’ve gone through a lot and even till now you’re trying. I just wanna know you’re POV in life and how you feel about it and what’s making you keep going.

    • @cakequake4096
      @cakequake4096 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ctherrera9240 My POV in life is happiness and sorrow. I try to make others happy before myself most of the time. I feel like I shouldn't be like this and I should put myself first before others but it's hard to do that. What's keeping me going on in life is my friends and looking forwards to further jobs, friends, life and more. Life is a ride but we all get through it. Even if it's hard we still manage to beat many challenges in life. Thanks

    • @ctherrera9240
      @ctherrera9240 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cake quake bro I totally missed you’re comment. My dude you seem like someone who is trying to find the answers to both side and not stick in one. Like you, I can’t put myself first, everyone says I should but I can’t. I would like to talk to you more. You got a sc bro?

  • @brono9030
    @brono9030 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    this was the song I was trying to create but I couldn’t connect to it just right. now I found yours..
    #relatable

  • @Waifuellebza
    @Waifuellebza 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I don’t know where I can explain my feelings, but I’m so tired.

    • @Leo-de9kp
      @Leo-de9kp 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same... I'm just tired but not physically...

  • @SaviniLiving
    @SaviniLiving 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You can tell by his voice that he understands this

  • @redf1are1103
    @redf1are1103 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so happy finally people noticed you Eli you're the best

  • @rubyseas4353
    @rubyseas4353 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    hey army, i’ve seen a lot of comments here fearing about tae. guys, he’s ok! him liking this song doesn’t necessarily mean that he feels the same way as the singer. and even if he did (which i doubt) we all know that he has 6 amazing guys around him who care about him more than anything else and who he can reach out to whenever things get hard. so don’t worry too much army! our taetae is doing good💜

  • @bovasmelvin5579
    @bovasmelvin5579 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The pain in his voice.... Gezzz this song is *Amazing* !

  • @ceannacarson5876
    @ceannacarson5876 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "I just wanna disappear, take me far away from here, I don't wanna face my fears, I just wanna disappear"
    same, like that hit home..

  • @hennybxby
    @hennybxby 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I remember when I used to listen to this song when I was in a terrible place and now looking back at it I’m so proud of myself.

  • @sofearichielgbtq9430
    @sofearichielgbtq9430 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    It feels so heavy.i barely can lift up my shoulders

  • @ashleygonzalez9148
    @ashleygonzalez9148 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    just found this in 2020, I've never felt so identified with a song til now

  • @elizabethcarver2430
    @elizabethcarver2430 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    “I feel so alone no one even knows...”
    All I want is somebody to love me and when I’m feeling like this and depressed, I want them to cuddle me and rub my back and head and I don’t know... throw away my razors? Is that so hard to ask for of somebody? Apparently. 💔

  • @resalemysoul8491
    @resalemysoul8491 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    "I just need a reset" 😫I just found this song and I'm absolutely in love, Eli you're incredible please never stopppp💗 I feel like you're our little secret for now but I really hope you continue to grow

  • @brittany8531
    @brittany8531 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I was crying the whole time, this is really emotional I'm still crying, my mom asked why I was crying and I restarted, the song and she started crying ;(

  • @monicavaladez376
    @monicavaladez376 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I relate to this song so much😢sometimes listening to this kind of music helps me express how I feel since I’m not really good at expressing how I feel to the people I love.

  • @bangtansbaby6980
    @bangtansbaby6980 5 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I'm sad taehyung feels this way 😓💜

    • @nemo_nana769
      @nemo_nana769 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      It scares me actually. I’ve seen this pattern way too many times even with late kpop idols. I hope tae knows he’s loved and that he shouldn’t have to worry💜

    • @stewwey4059
      @stewwey4059 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tfff???????

  • @makaylahill6297
    @makaylahill6297 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When he said " I just wanna disappear , take me far away from here " my heart dropped .

  • @joycelinyang4843
    @joycelinyang4843 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Relate 💔😭
    Great song.

  • @salonaxialn.7292
    @salonaxialn.7292 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Im so tired😢 my whole life is a burden, im close to ending it soon😢 but im hoping it wont come to that. This song is amazing.

  • @tiegan7165
    @tiegan7165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Hey you, scrolling through the comment
    Life won’t always be this hard you just need to find a way to make it easier find what makes you happy and don’t chase people that don’t deserve chasing there’s millions of people in this world you can do better, when times get tough talk to someone don’t bottle it in, it feels better to talk smile and love the life you still have people out there who have lost their lives at young ages so take advantage of the life you have because could be over within a flash

  • @caramelloli8280
    @caramelloli8280 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    These words speaks a lot!!♥♥🤧

  • @Ranchbongwater
    @Ranchbongwater 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is seriously how I feel 24/7 I know the lyrics and I just cannot stop listening

  • @johnostrum6953
    @johnostrum6953 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hope everyone here has made it through their dark times and found the light 🙏 what we all are going through or have gone through is so real. So painful to be surrounded by so many people and get still feel so alone in the world.
    Like you go about your day with so many people around you, but at the end of the day, it still comes down to you. Only you. Longing for a deep connection, but nobody feels in the way you’re capable of feeling. Nobody listens like you listen. Nothing is reciprocated. Seems like we’re merely here to be disposable to one another.
    Those feelings and all of the other ones that go along with it are so painful and so real. But just know… you aren’t alone. You’re simply an exceptionally unique individual with a heart unlike most others out there. A soul unlike most others. Know that there is more and life will bring you abundance, but you have to go through the motions and feel the feels to get there. Leads you to whatever your divine purpose may be. A purpose that will be so worth the wait. Perhaps not only for you, but for others as well. Stay strong, everyone. We aren’t alone ❤️

  • @nurathirah628
    @nurathirah628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thanks to TAEHYUNG, Im here. this is beautiful

  • @prvtwny
    @prvtwny 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm looking for a new song and damn glad I found this masterpiece. This is just so perfect for my feelings.

  • @cybilthomas6260
    @cybilthomas6260 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "When I disappear next week, I hope you can forgive me"... That was like a punch in the face

  • @michaelireland1537
    @michaelireland1537 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song actually has meaning and emotions unlike many, thanks for posting this

  • @alexiswhitted1560
    @alexiswhitted1560 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    “Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders looking for the answers maybe I’ll know once I’m older” my everyday life

  • @brookefeldt9789
    @brookefeldt9789 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for putting how I feel into a song

  • @TheTregedyofMacbeth
    @TheTregedyofMacbeth 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "Carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders."
    I feel personally attacked

  • @skeevbuushimmy
    @skeevbuushimmy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    If your are reading this, realize that your struggle is part of growth. Know that this troubled Taoist loves you and all your ups and downs. It’ll be okay.

  • @treesonbark
    @treesonbark 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Wow nice one man u just got a new subscriber

  • @autumnbommarito8406
    @autumnbommarito8406 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Song got me in my feels cause I understand these lyrics on a personal level..

  • @ekarolinee
    @ekarolinee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    As nobody understands me......The songs understand me !

  • @Ito_Kuragari
    @Ito_Kuragari 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "Holding on to hope for life now, but I've been consumed by doubt now"- my life in a single sentence...

  • @mooreskateboarding1898
    @mooreskateboarding1898 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Got me in the feels

  • @imsethurritoandihaveaburri3890
    @imsethurritoandihaveaburri3890 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    the fact that Eli is the only artist who can make my years fall and is so underated pisses me off

  • @ade684
    @ade684 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm depressed, I don't think anyone cares about me. They only talk to me when they need something, otherwise, everyone judge me. I'm so lonely and I relate with this song.. I just wanna say this to you all.
    .
    .
    Don't hurt yourself, we're here with you ❤

    • @TheBasedStar
      @TheBasedStar 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You alright now?

    • @ade684
      @ade684 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@TheBasedStar yea, better now

    • @ramiruanusara3449
      @ramiruanusara3449 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Ade anyway I wish you luck❤.... I love kind hearted people like you..

  • @inezhunter170
    @inezhunter170 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “Tryna do my best don’t know now” I felt that 🥺