My brother passed from suicide and when he came to me from Spirit a week later he said he was "disappointed" because "it wasn't that different" and he couldn't escape his problems, he simply had to deal with them from another place of consciousness...suicide victims go to the same spirit world as everyone else only they have to take their lessons with them that are best learned on Earth. Namaste.
Mine too. His spirit came and said goodbye to me before he passed. He was on the east coast of the US and I’m on the west coast. I knew he was gone before my family called me. Hugs 💗
@@gojiberry7201 and you as well. it’s so hard on the family especially because my parents were still living then. I think that is the one defining moment that got me to find a teacher and develop my abilities to communicate with the other side.
@@someoneyoudontknow7705 well the last time I saw my brother I knew it was going to be the last time and the last thing I said to him was to be careful driving and then a week later he apparently died in an accident but when he came through to me a week later he told me that he took his own life which makes a lot of sense I mean who pulls out on a flat intersection in broad daylight right in front of an 18 wheeler unless that person wants to kill themselves. My condolences to you as well
I had a total awakening back in 2012 that came to a pinnacle after losing my job in 2010. Unable to find full-time employment after exhausting every avenue of employment, I burned thru my savings trying to keep my home and property. This finally lead me to give up my home, selling everything I had and finding homes for my rescued animals I cared for. Not only that, family, friends abandoned me like I had a contagious disease. I went homeless and have been off and on since then! The thing of it is... I didn't know it at the time, that I was going thru this Spiritual Awakening. Didn't know who I was, didn't know myself anymore! But, here I am in 2023 living simple as a minimalist and awakening others.... I thought of suicide... Out of nowhere, my Sister called me... I am here to help others! Be strong for YOU are worthy!
@@Changeworld408What I can tell you thru my experience is to not let FEAR dominate your thoughts. I believe my Marine Corp training helped me and survival skills but my Spiritualness was and still is the key factor. Know your limits, set boundaries for yourself. If I can get thru 10+ years of this craziness alone, alienated from ppl and basically with just my meager exisistance... I know you can continue forward. Just believe in yourself and you will find your true meaning for being on this earth... You can do it!! Be STRONG...
@@charlesmiddleton3247 thanks for yr encouraging kind supportive words.i wish you a peacefull smooth loving life. I feel sorry for te painful experience. I care a lot for animals and people who are struggling
@@Changeworld408 I wish you kindness, compassion, and wellness in all you do. Our planet, it's ppl and all living animals along with the environment are all suffering. Yet, we must still be kind to ourselves and all living things, the best we know how. Living as a minimalist and financially strapped is still far better than millions of others on our planet. I am grateful for each and every day! But will always help those in need along with caring for nature. Be strong and stay true to yourself! Thanks again.
@Freedom Seeker It's difficult when we are alone and abandoned by family, acquaintances etc. The hurt, pain and suffering makes it difficult even more. Sometimes we have to dig deep into ourselves to see who we are, for what doesn't kill us, Will make us stronger! I'm speaking from experience. You are worthy of much happiness, goodness and love! Nothing is easy in this crazy life and its getting worse around the world. Set boundaries with others, believe in yourself. You can do it, but you have to believe in yourself. I hope this helps you in some way. Never give up! You are here to do good and you will... From a Vietnam Era Marine Corps veteran.
Just one exam after two days, I'm gonna clear it! be a professional doctor with spiritual awakening and I'm gonna give the help which i didn't get from my medical community 🙏 Wish me luck 🤞
Most of all, I wish that those who have not experienced the deepest levels of despair would quit judging. You do not know. You have not been there. Thank you, Christina, for your work to bring light.
Couldn't have been said a better way! When my soulmate soul brother passed away from suicide he immediately regretted it. After he was separated from his body. Before anyone knew he was dead. I heard his voice, saying, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." He was clear from his body and the pain and the entities that tormented him. He did need an ego death. Not a suicide. I wish we'd both known that then. But at least I learned from it. I couldn't commit suicide after he did. I was never able to try after that. I almost did it myself many times before he did. Then I just couldn't. I couldn't. Now I'm happy. I had a spiritual awakening. I feel heaven on earth. Most days I feel as if I'm floating on a cloud. What a contrast. When most days I couldn't get out of bed. Couldn't eat. Couldn't drink. It got so bad. Meds. Ketamine. Legal Pot. Nothing worked. Therapy. Now it's all working and coming into place. But it was a long road of healing. And a deep soul death.
@@poetaenlaluna It was a lot of things. I was giving more than I had to give. I was over-giving. I visited Bogota and there is this temple on top of a mountain and they say there's a living Christ there so to speak that can heal people. I prayed for an hour. And I felt such energy and healing. And so much power and beauty. Then when I got back. Well, its a long story. But I kicked my husband out. I prioritized me. I put myself first for the first time in my life. I meditated daily. I joined a plasma light tribe. I stopped getting psychically attacked. Everything started to fall into place. My therapist and I started to have breakthroughs after breakthroughs. I forgave my inner child. I realized and accepted I can't have a job and started volunteering, but only doing what i love. Writing. Editing. Have the best puppy ever. It was a lot of work. Had to let myself feel.
I thankfully found you in the thick of my awakening while in therapy and wound up attending heart accelerator in May 2022. I stopped watching tv, stopped social media stopped hanging around everyone I used to know, and isolated myself. If I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t be here today. We are such energetic beings that it felt like my system was crashing, much like a computer with a virus. Especially when I would go on social. My system is still regulating and has done a 180. Many people may have a kundalini awakening and feel like they’re losing their minds. For me the rise felt like lava and I was only operational because of therapy. I am def going to form a safe space where people can be felt and heard. These topics aren’t easy especially in black culture.
This hit home for sure ... my only sibling, my older (bipolar) brother, committed suicide 4 years ago. I believe he was an empath, although he was completely non-spiritual and didn't claim to believe anything. He actually cited statistics in his suicide note for suicides of people with bipolar disorder. He pretty much accepted that he was doomed to die, so I hope that things change that way for psychiatry ... saying this is a severe illness and you are doomed (not to mention defective). I wonder if he actually was bipolar or if something else was going on. I was diagnosed with mental illness as well in my early 20s (I'm 45 now). I had suicide ideation many times a day and was hospitalized 5 times. In the meantime I was going through a lot of weird (spiritual) stuff that I didn't understand and figured was psychosis or schizophrenia. I met one of my most-loved local psychics who informed me that if I committed suicide, my soul would put me right back on Earth in the same situation. That really opened my eyes and helped me through a lot of suicidal ideation. Many years later, and now after my brother's death, I am finally awakening hard-core to my abilities and truths, and am enrolling in classes at my local psychic shop to be surrounded by like-minded people. My energy healer has assured me many times that she does not see actual mental illness in me (she has seen it in other people). To be taken seriously and to accept that I do experience things outside of the physical realm is a huge relief. I believe a lot of my depression was spiritual, like Christina said, and I feel sad because at psychiatric hospitals I have heard people talk about experiences that may be psychic but are labeled psychotic. I don't resent the mental health system much anymore, just feel sad. Even doctors want to help people but they are limited and bought out by Big Pharma ... they all know the system is broken. I can't say that every "mentally ill" person is like me, just that I have seen similarities to myself in some people. Thank you for talking about this. There is a big taboo about discussing suicide ... people become afraid that they're going to be put away just for mentioning it. My deepest love and support to anyone going through anything like this. ❤❤❤❤
Lot of people who are diagnosed as bipolar are actually adhd, asd or a combo or that and bipolar but much more rare. My experiance is that also there is an over representation of people who are neurodiverse who are in tune with the psychic world. You can still need medical and or psychological help to be able to get to a point where you are ok to explore more but I think it can be both or sequential … think also that some stuff makes are reception better and our walls diffrent to be able to figure out both pot threats and friends.
MD and psychiatrist love putting labels, the problem is the majority of the population are still surviving in the cold hearted industrial competitive consume , produce model. It is no sign of health to be well adjusted to a PROFOUND SICK SOCIETY
I've felt like dying was better than living...mostly from overwhelm from factors both inside (personally) and in the world greatly. I have been working through my childhood neglect traumas and it has helped me with my own self compassion in understanding the "fires" I felt inside. As much I can see a change in my perspective towards situations, I still feel heavy and tired...
It can be extremely difficult to be in this world especially if you are highly sensitive, conscious and have trauma. I remember as a child watching all the unconscious people around me, not expressing their feelings, the lack of love & compassion, living in a deeply unbalanced society and at the same time was aware of the low energy in the human collective. You feel as an alien in a prison you can't escape. So I know how you feel , the last 3 years has also been crazy. Sending you good vibes ✨️
I was a nurse for 15 years and after going through my own transformational awakening I shifted into coaching and community facilitation through a variety of somatic healing modalities.
How did you go about that? I’m a nurse, I find the field to be evil. It frightens me to go into my passions and find more evil. I just want out but I need monies as well. I’d much rather be at least teaching folk a healthy way of eating, in the least.
I have found that the people in spiritual communities are eager to shut down, judge, ostracize and ignore anyone who isn’t 110% on board with the idea. Anyone who questions the ideas gets slammed. I tried so many communities online and just felt more alone. I need people who can have deep, nuanced, wide-ranging conversations and it seems to me that technology has reduced most people to quips. A nothingness so complete that I’m not even aware of the nothingness sounds so much better than sticking this out.
I think about checking out nearly every day. Its a weird feeling, i'm not depressed, i'm totally exhausted and uninterested in anything earthly.... It's hard to describe... l appreciate you beautiful Christina, and thank you for your videos, especially this one... Much love to all
Thank you i feel exactly the same not depressed just want out uninterested in life. Its a lonely place. Feel OK but just lonely although we never alone. It tough 🤭🫢🫣
@@pawprintsjersey5787 much love to you, we gotta just keeping going I guess... I'm to stubborn to quit.... I knew this stubborn streak had to be good for something 🙄
I'm so excited about this video. I was going to school to become a psychologist and I saw how flawed the system was. It wasn't helping at all, so I left my degree program. I lost my direction for a while because I want to create a business to help others and to heal, but I don't know how to bring these principles forward with no accreditation.
Blessings yes in UK they sent me to many counsellors psychiatrists but found they and even docs didn't recognise clairsentient healer/empath .. and didn't recognise the spiritual side and narcissist/empath abuse 🧝♀️💙🌍🌊🌻🌻🌻🌻🦋🧜♀️
Sending yiu light.. ask for help on your journey,there are angels specifically set to bring your kind of mission on earth.. And to help you embody and shine the light within you.. just ask for help and be reasy,ready, and available to receive it when it comes.. Coaching may be something to explore
I am sending everyone on this amazing planet 🌍 so much love and light, healing and protection. Please remember that you are not nor ever have or ever will be alone. We are all in this together. I love you ❤️
i believe suicide is a very personal choice. shouldn't we as individuals get to choose how and when to end it? we dont get to choose how, when, why, where we are born. ive heard we do but i dont see evidence of that bc i dont think a starving or abused child facing imminent death will ever choose that for themselves. at the very least we get to consciously choose our deaths if our souls are suffering. its OUR lives after all. i believe it is unfair that others around you, who have no idea whats going on within you, get to decide that out of their own selfishness. that right there to me is the most selfish of all. people love to judge instead of helping a broken individual. everyone has something to say but no one acts selflessly. what about the person whos deciding this? they get to be selfish too simply bc it is their life. no one should extend their own pain and suffering to prevent others from it simply out of self love. if thats not selfish of others i dont know what is. suicide is a personal thing, period. its none of anyones business. we are all on different paths
I dunno. It took mental health care to get me out of my worst suicidal ideation. I don't believe I should have been given the OK to end things when what I really needed was mental health care. Turns out I have bipolar disorder. And I have episodes of mixed mania. And those were the times I was most suicidal. Turns out that there's meds that help prevent those horrible mixed episodes. And I generally feel better and am able to live my life.
I am coming on the other side of this awakening. I have been sharing this message as well! 🙏🏼 We need more containers where we can fall apart and put ourselves back together again. I'm aligned with this and I'm open to opportunities to collaborate and build healing communities 🙏🏼💚
Thanks for this video, I like your perspectives! ❤️ A very good friend decided to end his life in december. The last day, I was with him on a trip to visit the nature and some ruins, that were things his heart beated for. We had a lot of fun, so there's nothing I would regret. After his funeral I had a dream, where I met him at the same hill we were during the trip, watching the sunrise and enjoying the fresh air. He looked at me and we huged each other. I know, that I'm always able to visit him again at this hill through meditation. Rest in Peace my friend, you left so many traces of love 🌄
When you are in the depths of this despair, you rarely have the energy for really seeking help. Increased compassion, reaching out that comes from others, this will often make the difference. Reach out. Reach out. Reach out.
This is exactly what saved me about 2 years ago. I was going through a spiritual awakening, but didn't know what was happening to me. I cried every night wanting to die. I would pray. Then I got really sick with an autoimmune disease. I tried regular doctors, but they didn't help. I knew I needed something different, so I contacted a mind, body, spirit doctor and that changed my life. The autoimmune disease was gone within a year, but that's just a small part of what he really helped me with. He helped me in all 3 ways that we need and it saved my life. I agree with everything Christina says, I have lived it. It's so reassuring to hear it come from her- it's the support that I needed. Thank you❤️❤️❤️
@@lillyy1231 Hi Lilly, the doctor I went to was actually not practicing at the time I contacted him. I only knew of him because he had helped my sister about 20 years earlier. He decided to help me anyway. I have contacted him and asked him if it is OK to give out his information. I'm still waiting on his reply. One of the main things I learned from him is that we have it within ourselves to heal ourselves. One of the first things he did for me when I met up with him and a colleague of his, was look at me and tell me that I was amazing. I know it sounds so simple, but it was powerful. I just needed to believe it also. I began daily visualizations and meditations that I found on TH-cam. I just recently found Christina Lopes videos that have helped me so much. I've read a lot of books by spiritual healers. The answers are still coming. Another thing, he never told me what decisions to make. He just guided me. He suggested different ideas to me, but I choose what was best for myself by listening to my instincts. I will let you know when I hear from him❤️
I have been raising awareness for years and have also worked in the hospice and have met relatives or friends of people who have committed suicide on the street. There is also a Foundation that is from America that I was able to support at least by buying a t-shirt.
This! This! This! My Empath Son died via Suicide in 2014. I've said from the beginning, he was NOT mentally "ill" , he was bright, sensitive, compassionate ✨️🤍 As a Bereaved Mother, Thanks for covering this so Eloquently 🙏
Thank you for posting this today. I lost my mum when I was 25 and my husband four years ago both due to suicide. I also found both of them. This posts helps me to understand why. Thank you so much. I'm very grateful. Xxx
Ty for sharing! I’m a mental health therapist and spiritual and my clients are aware and still sometimes don’t want to talk about their awakening bc they think they’re “crazy” or they’ll be judged . Its so heartbreaking 💔
Thank you, people wouldn’t understand that tik tok is my main community. I am leaving a toxic religious environment, realized I have been going through spiritual awakenings for a long time and “religion” helped me in a way… but now i don’t identify with anybody around me. So tik tok makes me feel safe. And so do you. And the comment section of all the videos. It’s hard sometimes.
Some People commit suicide because of stress and feel like it's no way out.feeling stuck especially when a person been through a lot in life that don't get better.not just spiritual awakening
Thank you for this👈🙏🤲My father in 1977, my wonderful Brother in 2015...absolute lights that struggled with existence...Love one another🙏...we ARE in this together and each of us have something beautiful to offer this world...be the change you want to see🌠♥️☮️
I went thru a very tough time in September this year. Suicide was a real option. I kept reaching out to info on you tube and have now found my calling. It was real scary for a couple weeks.
Such an important video. I see this challenge with teens. As a counselor I work to coach young people to develop their sense of spiritual awareness. I hope to be of service in a greater way!!
The timing of this is surreal. I have recognised my own ego death as as a precipice to suicide ideation. Last December when it was particularly bad someone was sat opposite me totally unaware of my thoughts and in a totally unrelated conversation she stopped, she looked up and right at me and said "suicide is a bypass of the work the soul needs to do here on earth..it's cheating." Then she carried on with the previous topic. I believe this was a message from the divine for me. I've written a book called 'Mind, Body and Just Enough Soul': The trinity of self. I believe we are not looking at this or other topics from a tripartite perspective. I was guided to publish the book.
I have no mental issues - 46 years old ten years ago - I had lost my parents, divorcing and lost my only sibling - aĺl within 6 years ... and now my ex have bought our 25 y old twins from me - their own mother ! I have always done my best through life - today I have no backup - I have seeked help - but found out that gives me anything - don't bring my ppl back to life .... yes loneliness is killing me - me that was full of fire and life but now my only wish is - to take my life 💧Go home to my family 🙏🏻❤️ Great video - thank you Christina - saw your first vidoe right now - not a coincidence I think ... 🙏🏻
Gudrun😢 i feel and understand yr pain. I do hope you didn,t take yr life yet. I dont know how to make your thoughts better our thoughts influence our feelings, but it would really hurt me if you would choose to end your life.there must be a reason why you are going to do much suffering and pain😢❤❤
I died of suicide and came back as a teen..when i awoke i was happy.. then my mom died of suicide, then my papa, then my baby brother...go to the ER just like you would if you were having a heart attack..no matter how bad it is WAIT IT out..see it as it is just snowing..see it as snow..snow eventually melts even if it lasts for a long time it DOES melt! Hope springs eternal..might try fasting..walking...accumpuncture..tapping your face..seek support..keep crisis line near you..go to the ER..they will make you well again
This resonates with me so much that I sometimes just want to quit my job. I’m a youth therapist and it’s so hard working with the western models especially having all these teens who are suicidal in my case and I knowing the truth. Dare me speak the truth during sessions I will probably get my license taken away and be told that I’m mentally unstable to perform my duties. I’ve noticed that most of these teens are empaths just like me however they’re so disconnected from the spiritual world they they feel lost and unloved and rather die. May the universe guide me so I could show them the way 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤❤❤
This is good stuff but what confuses me often is when I think back to childhood, I was so much more at peace. I loved everyone, I trusted others and the universe. I gave out so much light and love. Now I barely trust anyone and the people who I loved are all passing away or shut down. My brother committed suicide in 2017. The world is a much darker place. So if this physical life is gifted to us to evolve us, why do I feel like I'm devolving? I don't want to take any traumas with me when I pass and am working really hard to purge this life's negative experiences and spiritually evolve but I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to do that.... like I feel I don't have enough time.
God bless Twitch may he rest in peace. My great nephew died in 2022 of suicide. We are mostly sensitives in family. It is with a heavy heart to send his family and friends my deepest sympathy and condolances. Love ones are precious, so honour the life of the beautiful man inside and out. Love Bernadette xoxox
Existential depression is a process that anyone on the spiritual goes through. The psyche has to do it to slow down the people in the outer world so that they can look into themselves. The issues here is the inner transformation does not find support in the external world and simply they cannot cope with the expectations placed on them. A lot of people going through the same crises if they are living in less demanding environments such as Tibet or Bhutan probably they will not commit suicide. Also it takes a lot of time to reorient oneself after the ego death or identity crises in a severe depression and again the environment is demanding and does not support this process.
It's so good that you have made this video because many therapists are so stuck in their ways that they cannot see beyond their 4 walls. I work as an Integrative therapist myself and because I have a healing and spiritual background I incorporate this with clients. I foresaw this need and wow you've explained it so beautifully 😍. Lots of tips there too. 🙏🏿
You were one of the first spiritual leaders I started following 4 years ago. I had no religion or any beliefs before I had my awakening (besides Christianity until I was 16ish) so I was feeling very lost, and you helped me to see so much of spirituality for the beauty of what it is. I've grown a ton, but there have been many, many, many times in which certain things feel so hard to overcome that I'd just rather give up. These thoughts don't stay with me thank goodness, but they have lingered for years and have gotten pretty intense at times. This video and the comments have kinda helped me to realize that even though I'd want that to be a way out at times, welp, that isn't gunna work, lol. (Trying to be light on a heavy subject). So it helps me to kinda not really wanna even try and lean on that anymore. Lessons better learned here, it's been stated. I agree and will really lean into healing everything rather than wanting to run away. Thank you, love and light to all ❤
I also lost my uncle 8 years ago as of just the other day, he was 32, same age as me now. Not all of that matters, but, he matters and mattered and I feel for him and just hope and pray he has found some peace, somehow someway. As well as anyone else that's been lost to suicide 💜❤💜
Thank you for this video. I've struggled with s******* ideation since the age of 14 and I'm now 50 and at my most desperate. It hasn't been constant, but on and off. I am not religious but have been very much spiritual all my life, yet now I feel so disconnected from spirit and from myself. I'm falling apart. I have responsibilities to people here so I can't traumatise them by carrying out the act. I'm lost, and can't find the light. May God please help help anyone who is feeling this way. If it's a mistake in discerning physical death from ego death, then I wish I could just hurry up and figure it out already. This is the first video of yours that I've seen. New subscriber. Bless you for taking the time to explain.
i REFUSED to watch this video since it came out. i found it triggering and possibly disrespectful to use such a topic for views. i decided to watch it now, and once again i appreciate your take on things, your message to help people. it's true, we have to go beyond what we are told, we are souls as well as bodies. people often dont want to get out of it, it's comforting to feel like you have an alternative, a way out. but knowing i will have to deal with it next life too...why not do it now? i like this timeline and this life's setup, so i might actually enjoy this challenge after a while. i will do my best. (and i might be dealing with these problems exactly because a past me DIDN'T! so it's time to break the cycle) and talking about it helps in general. triggers are powerful words, but there is a way to strip them of that power. thank you Tina edit: i just read a comment about how it can feel like a curse knowing you'll have to deal with it next life. and we dont need more talk about fear and punishments. i agree with it, religion does that enough. there is hope. source energy takes care of us, and when we get back to them we will find a way to deal with life next time.
I am going through this right now. I more than appreciate you coming back and sharing this knowledge with us. How do we find spiritual communities near us. I feel I would do much better if there was a community I could meet face to face.
Thank you Christina. This video will be shared. I'm currently in school for Psychology for this reason and spiritual reasons as well as mental health and healing for these beautiful beings.. The ego death was scary as heck, but I understand it is for growth and I want to help...Thank you Divine!!
What a wonderful lady you talk so much sense I am an empath and I was also a Samaritan here in Great Britain the stories I heard were horrendous and I just took it all on my shoulders and eventually had to give it up I wish I had seen this video back then in the 90s I would have understood a lot more and could have helped many more people Thank you for your wisdom x
Thank you for posting. I do not have thoughts of suicide. I have before and the feeling can be hopeless and scary. My faith is the sole reason why I'm still standing. My spiritual accession over the past 6 years have been very challenging. I've come to a place of peace and clarity. Yoga, meditation, prayer and Journaling have helped me a ton. Also getting out meeting others, you soon realize many are in the same boat as you. Stay strong everyone. ❤💯
Ok I'm only halfway thru watching but wow, so much of this resonates with me and my own experience. I think I had a spiritual awakening a couple of years ago due to a combination of 1.) Achieving my lifelong career dreams 2.) But due to stress, doubled my dose of a long time SSRI which caused me mania and suicidal thoughts and 3.) I started meditating. This combination of things sent me on a 3-4 year journey of deep inner transformation that I'm only now starting to understand. (And btw, I've spent the last 20 months tapering off my long-term SSRI- woo!!) Long story short, I remember writing in my journal somewhere along the way: "Don't kill yourself, kill the 'self' you've created. Don't kill yourself, kill your self-limiting beliefs." I believe there is nothing wrong or shameful about suicidal thoughts. But I also believe suicidal thoughts usually stem from enormous emotional pain. Suicidal thoughts are an alarm desperately trying to get your attention. Focus on healing the deep pain and the symptom of suicidal thoughts will fade. Eventually, you will once again (or perhaps for the first time) see that life is beautiful.
I needed to hear all this, sometimes I just feel so alone. But I don’t want to give up. I just wish I had more friends who understand this spiritual path. 🙏🏼
i get it, i hope you find these people in the real physical world so you can share and enjoy and support one another, we are tribe beings and this culture made us believe other wise. the culture is not supporting our well being, quite the ooposite.
@@Changeworld408 literally! My dream is to live in a tribe, not a two-generational family that society tells us to live in. The lack of human contact is very painful.
The only reason (well oen of the most important ones) is if I took the easy way out, I would just be passing that pain to someone else (my mother), that was my rationale. That was what kept me going, searching, seeking and trying to find out WTH is going on? (before my spiritual awakening/journey) Another reason was (silly as it may seem to you all) as a kid I watched this anime called dragon ball z. One of my fav goku ALWAYS has some enemy who beats the living crap out of him in the beginning and in this ONE SCENE that I love the most (must've been 11 when i watched it), just when ALL HOPE was lost, goku transforms, in the wake of despair and everything around him seemingly looking lost, he ELEVATES into a SUPER saiyan (an elevated form of himself)… I'm in my 40s now and to this day I'll stand there and think about that scene, when it all looks doom and gloom, I'll think 'I can go another level' there's more to me :)
We have something called Spiritual Emergence here in BC Canada. I was having such a hard time and didnt know who to turn to. I couldnt call them cu, my anxiety was so bad but, i was able to write a letter to them and was fortunate enuf to get a reply and was able to communicate bk and forth thru snail mail.
Thanks for talking about this topic. I have attempted and have been in very dark places. It's good to educate others about it. I've been going through a spiritual awakening. It's the hardest thing I've endured and continue to endure it
Everything you said is what I’ve tried to explain to some folks and they didn’t get it. Everything you’ve shared is exactly what I’ve come to know intuitively. So much value in this. Thank you.
Thank you for creating this video Christina. My brother passed from suicide 14 years ago today. I wish we had know he was suffering so we could have been there for him. I've also lived most of my life with suicide ideations. Diving into spiritual practices has made a huge difference. I still get the thoughts from time to time when life is really hard, but I know that I won't go through with it. I'd rather navigate my lessons this time around rather than coming back to try again. Love and light to everyone 💕
Thank you for this important video! Within the first few months of my Kundalini awakening, I had an experience of almost taking my life. It was surreal in that I was picking up thoughts from another person that resonated with how I was feeling, and I began to take steps to permanently end my misery and exhaustion. Thank God spirit intervened very loudly in my head and I was able to call a spiritual friend and had her talk me down. It was very scary, but also let me know I have important work to do here.
I’m glad I’m not alone, thank you so much. Facing so many evils. It’s truly heartbreaking. It feels like I just need that one soul, one soul, to gain some sort of passion/spark again. But I also know it must come from inside. But all the forces against it. Ugh. I cry.
Thank you for this video! Twitch’s death rocked me and I was trying to understand how somebody with so much light felt the need to do this. Your video has shed some light on this! I am a coach and it’s helping me realize how much more important this is than I even dreamed!
Christina! You’re a life saver! You have helped so many empaths all over the world and we can’t thank you enough. May God bless your beautiful soul🙏🏾❤️
Another helpful read maybe: Your Soul's Plan: Discovering the Real Meaning of the Life You Planned Before You Were Born -Book by Robert Schwartz In one chapter they talk about suicide.
This is such an important video.. wish I saw this 2 years back.. but thankfully I followed these steps and came out of that phase alone by disconnecting from the world and giving myself all the time and love. My spirit guides supported me so much with downloads and guidance. M in a much better space. Thank u universe and Christina 💜💛💜
Spiritual and awakening support is available. I appreciate this video and your perspective and articulating so much of what my heart pours into my clients ❤
This video came at a time when I was seeing this word in my mind's eye recently, rather not say why, but I've never made comments to this, especially on social media, but after praying for help, a sign, your video came up so this is why I am. I just wanted to say that no matter how someone is being on the outside or positive and optimistic they are, this to can arise even if it is a rare thing for them. My trust in 'healthcare' has been badly damaged but maybe one day I'll seek a spiritual someone for help. In the meantime I want to send understanding and compassion to all affected by this and thank you for this message Christina/team 😻🙏🌱🎆🦉
Last night my feelings caught up to me and I just felt homesick and cried to sleep. I had to play some chakra music in the background so that I was able to sleep. When I woke up and started my affirmation everything was alright but as soon as I started *consciously* doing my yoga practice - this time for emotional release - I cried the whole time and am still feeling this heartwrenching feelings and homesickness. Dealt with suicidal thoughts often before and somewhat this video popped up in my head so I stopped my original plans and watched this video. I am so grateful for your work, Christina! And for everyone out there helping others! Thank you! You really help me and others to calm their souls and get a better understanding of what we are going through. Lots of love ❤️
In between incarnations when you plan your next life, some souls plan a suicide for various reasons. some it's their time to leave and that's how they're going to do it or their suicide is about others and helping them complete they're learning in this lifetime. I know many people whose life plan in this current incarnation, had planned suicides.
Thank you so much.💚 I said in the comments yesterday that this topic is worth spending my time on. You made it so easy to understand. Thank you again for being the lighthouse in the worst of the storms we all face. This touched as you said the mind, body and soul. 🙏🕉️💚
Thank you for creating such a beautiful video. Sending everyone so much love ❤️ No matter where you are in your spiritual Awakening, you got this. This is a reason why you are here on earth. You chose this, we chose this. We are all here with you. I love you.
Thank you ! I can honestly say I understand how one want out of this life . I went through an awakening in 2011 and will say it was so grueling . Long story short when I broke down to my doctor she looked at me in shock asking me what happened to me . I told her I went through an awakening. She said was is that ? And then handed me a list of psychiatrist. All who have no information , r training and most of all personal experience of this abyss . What you said is the answer , seek out help who have personally experienced this and came out on the other side .
I think of how i have to pay to live and i honestly imagine dying is resting in peace.. The fuck life has to be hard for? I'm not the type that's interested in awards... "and the most hard worked suffered human being award goes to..." nah.. Not interested
So glad you are back with your video's Christina. Very helpfull information. One of my best friends is very very depressed and talks about not wanting to live for many times.. Does anyone know someone like Christiana Who has spanish spoken video's about this subject on TH-cam? Wish you all love and light 💜
Hello Christina, I believe I'm going through my second spiritual awakening right now and I feel utterly alone. I'll share my story. Last semester, I was homeless. I was able to finish one of my classes but am still finishing the other two. After landing an apartment, this semester I decided I need a break. In fact, I don't even want to go to school at all, it wasn't in alignment with me any longer. I realized every decision I've been making is out of fear and not passion. I figured that it was okay to leave school because I'd have plenty of time to find a job and I'm well-qualified. Wrong. Haven't been able to find a job, rent is coming up swiftly. But I've been hearing from spirit to be patient, to wait, and that it is very important for me to rest and become the person to be aligned with what's coming for me. That something big is on it's way and I need to be in receptivity mode in order to receive it and utilize it correctly. So, I've listened. I've been doing a lot of inner spiritual work, self healing, working on my financial knowledge, burning through books like never before, doing research on my dream job, actually making the material for it and applying for jobs in that field But nothing seems like it's happening in the 3D. And I feel like I know this to be true but on the other hand my ego is like, "Am I lying to myself? Am I crazy? In denial? Have I compromised my entire future because I chose myself this time? Chose my calling? Chose the still, small voice within me that is telling me I'm on the right path? Am I going to be evicted because I'm foolish? Am I entitled? Do I think I'm better than everyone else, that I don't have to pay rent because I'm special?" These are all questions my ego screams at me. But my spirit is still. It listens. And it soothes. And I push on, just hoping that I'm not misinterpreting what I'm hearing. I think the only reason why my ego is freaking out is because it knows its losing its grip on me and that its scared of any reality it doesnt know, even if the one I knew previously was stable yet miserable. I promise to come back and update for any wayward readers. Until then, I will continue listening to the calm, listening to the guidance. Making decisions out of fear is what got me to the place I was stuck in for years. I'm gonna choose differently this time. And if it fails and I'm a delusional dreamer, I'll face the consequences.
You are doing what i dont dare .We are all prisoners in the system that is corrupt, hurting people, animals and nature. Our only escape is creating a new vision where sharing and community and caring is the norm in stead of competition and shame and blame and self idolation
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Christina do you know the direction of the planet, do you believe this planet 🌍 is dying or is she just going through a transformation herself ?
Your messages are so beautiful and helpful. Thank you for all that you do with the Divine, for all of us.
My brother passed from suicide and when he came to me from Spirit a week later he said he was "disappointed" because "it wasn't that different" and he couldn't escape his problems, he simply had to deal with them from another place of consciousness...suicide victims go to the same spirit world as everyone else only they have to take their lessons with them that are best learned on Earth. Namaste.
Wow, my brother also died from suicide. It is so painful. My condolences to you
Mine too. His spirit came and said goodbye to me before he passed. He was on the east coast of the US and I’m on the west coast. I knew he was gone before my family called me. Hugs 💗
@TheMediumChannel - Thank you for writing your comment
@@gojiberry7201 and you as well. it’s so hard on the family especially because my parents were still living then. I think that is the one defining moment that got me to find a teacher and develop my abilities to communicate with the other side.
@@someoneyoudontknow7705 well the last time I saw my brother I knew it was going to be the last time and the last thing I said to him was to be careful driving and then a week later he apparently died in an accident but when he came through to me a week later he told me that he took his own life which makes a lot of sense I mean who pulls out on a flat intersection in broad daylight right in front of an 18 wheeler unless that person wants to kill themselves. My condolences to you as well
You may just have saved my life. I begged for guidance today, and this is definitely a sign. Thank you
God/source/Universe bless you .. sending lots of love and warm hugs .. 🧝♀️🙌🙌🫂💙🌍🌊🌻🌻🌻🐞
You’re beautiful. You’re strong. Please please always choose to stay and keep going no matter what. 🙏🏻🤍
💜 Glad you stayed.
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Love you keep with us
I had a total awakening back in 2012 that came to a pinnacle after losing my job in 2010. Unable to find full-time employment after exhausting every avenue of employment, I burned thru my savings trying to keep my home and property. This finally lead me to give up my home, selling everything I had and finding homes for my rescued animals I cared for. Not only that, family, friends abandoned me like I had a contagious disease. I went homeless and have been off and on since then! The thing of it is... I didn't know it at the time, that I was going thru this Spiritual Awakening. Didn't know who I was, didn't know myself anymore! But, here I am in 2023 living simple as a minimalist and awakening others.... I thought of suicide... Out of nowhere, my Sister called me... I am here to help others! Be strong for YOU are worthy!
I fear having the same thing happening to me, but being. Less strong then you
@@Changeworld408What I can tell you thru my experience is to not let FEAR dominate your thoughts. I believe my Marine Corp training helped me and survival skills but my Spiritualness was and still is the key factor. Know your limits, set boundaries for yourself. If I can get thru 10+ years of this craziness alone, alienated from ppl and basically with just my meager exisistance... I know you can continue forward. Just believe in yourself and you will find your true meaning for being on this earth... You can do it!! Be STRONG...
@@charlesmiddleton3247 thanks for yr encouraging kind supportive words.i wish you a peacefull smooth loving life. I feel sorry for te painful experience. I care a lot for animals and people who are struggling
@@Changeworld408 I wish you kindness, compassion, and wellness in all you do. Our planet, it's ppl and all living animals along with the environment are all suffering. Yet, we must still be kind to ourselves and all living things, the best we know how. Living as a minimalist and financially strapped is still far better than millions of others on our planet. I am grateful for each and every day! But will always help those in need along with caring for nature. Be strong and stay true to yourself! Thanks again.
@Freedom Seeker It's difficult when we are alone and abandoned by family, acquaintances etc. The hurt, pain and suffering makes it difficult even more. Sometimes we have to dig deep into ourselves to see who we are, for what doesn't kill us, Will make us stronger! I'm speaking from experience. You are worthy of much happiness, goodness and love! Nothing is easy in this crazy life and its getting worse around the world. Set boundaries with others, believe in yourself. You can do it, but you have to believe in yourself. I hope this helps you in some way. Never give up! You are here to do good and you will... From a Vietnam Era Marine Corps veteran.
Just one exam after two days, I'm gonna clear it! be a professional doctor with spiritual awakening and I'm gonna give the help which i didn't get from my medical community 🙏
Wish me luck 🤞
You are very much needed ❤️ 💕 What a blessing to others with your knowledge and experience 🙏 ✨️
Glad you are going to make. A difference.gabor mate is one of the frontrunners
congratulations! you are the best!
Most of all, I wish that those who have not experienced the deepest levels of despair would quit judging. You do not know. You have not been there.
Thank you, Christina, for your work to bring light.
It's sad that you have to have insurance to get help. That's a real problem. Or a ton of money to seek help.
Couldn't have been said a better way! When my soulmate soul brother passed away from suicide he immediately regretted it. After he was separated from his body. Before anyone knew he was dead. I heard his voice, saying, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." He was clear from his body and the pain and the entities that tormented him. He did need an ego death. Not a suicide. I wish we'd both known that then. But at least I learned from it. I couldn't commit suicide after he did. I was never able to try after that. I almost did it myself many times before he did. Then I just couldn't. I couldn't. Now I'm happy. I had a spiritual awakening. I feel heaven on earth. Most days I feel as if I'm floating on a cloud. What a contrast. When most days I couldn't get out of bed. Couldn't eat. Couldn't drink. It got so bad. Meds. Ketamine. Legal Pot. Nothing worked. Therapy. Now it's all working and coming into place. But it was a long road of healing. And a deep soul death.
What worked for you to get out of depression?
@@poetaenlaluna It was a lot of things. I was giving more than I had to give. I was over-giving. I visited Bogota and there is this temple on top of a mountain and they say there's a living Christ there so to speak that can heal people. I prayed for an hour. And I felt such energy and healing. And so much power and beauty. Then when I got back. Well, its a long story. But I kicked my husband out. I prioritized me. I put myself first for the first time in my life. I meditated daily. I joined a plasma light tribe. I stopped getting psychically attacked. Everything started to fall into place. My therapist and I started to have breakthroughs after breakthroughs. I forgave my inner child. I realized and accepted I can't have a job and started volunteering, but only doing what i love. Writing. Editing. Have the best puppy ever. It was a lot of work. Had to let myself feel.
I thankfully found you in the thick of my awakening while in therapy and wound up attending heart accelerator in May 2022. I stopped watching tv, stopped social media stopped hanging around everyone I used to know, and isolated myself. If I didn’t do that, I wouldn’t be here today. We are such energetic beings that it felt like my system was crashing, much like a computer with a virus. Especially when I would go on social. My system is still regulating and has done a 180. Many people may have a kundalini awakening and feel like they’re losing their minds. For me the rise felt like lava and I was only operational because of therapy. I am def going to form a safe space where people can be felt and heard. These topics aren’t easy especially in black culture.
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This hit home for sure ... my only sibling, my older (bipolar) brother, committed suicide 4 years ago. I believe he was an empath, although he was completely non-spiritual and didn't claim to believe anything. He actually cited statistics in his suicide note for suicides of people with bipolar disorder. He pretty much accepted that he was doomed to die, so I hope that things change that way for psychiatry ... saying this is a severe illness and you are doomed (not to mention defective). I wonder if he actually was bipolar or if something else was going on.
I was diagnosed with mental illness as well in my early 20s (I'm 45 now). I had suicide ideation many times a day and was hospitalized 5 times. In the meantime I was going through a lot of weird (spiritual) stuff that I didn't understand and figured was psychosis or schizophrenia. I met one of my most-loved local psychics who informed me that if I committed suicide, my soul would put me right back on Earth in the same situation. That really opened my eyes and helped me through a lot of suicidal ideation.
Many years later, and now after my brother's death, I am finally awakening hard-core to my abilities and truths, and am enrolling in classes at my local psychic shop to be surrounded by like-minded people. My energy healer has assured me many times that she does not see actual mental illness in me (she has seen it in other people). To be taken seriously and to accept that I do experience things outside of the physical realm is a huge relief. I believe a lot of my depression was spiritual, like Christina said, and I feel sad because at psychiatric hospitals I have heard people talk about experiences that may be psychic but are labeled psychotic. I don't resent the mental health system much anymore, just feel sad. Even doctors want to help people but they are limited and bought out by Big Pharma ... they all know the system is broken. I can't say that every "mentally ill" person is like me, just that I have seen similarities to myself in some people.
Thank you for talking about this. There is a big taboo about discussing suicide ... people become afraid that they're going to be put away just for mentioning it. My deepest love and support to anyone going through anything like this. ❤❤❤❤
Lot of people who are diagnosed as bipolar are actually adhd, asd or a combo or that and bipolar but much more rare. My experiance is that also there is an over representation of people who are neurodiverse who are in tune with the psychic world. You can still need medical and or psychological help to be able to get to a point where you are ok to explore more but I think it can be both or sequential … think also that some stuff makes are reception better and our walls diffrent to be able to figure out both pot threats and friends.
Beautiful said. I’m so happy for you,you have such love to give,bless you 💕✨🙏
MD and psychiatrist love putting labels, the problem is the majority of the population are still surviving in the cold hearted industrial competitive consume , produce model.
It is no sign of health to be well adjusted to a PROFOUND SICK SOCIETY
I've felt like dying was better than living...mostly from overwhelm from factors both inside (personally) and in the world greatly. I have been working through my childhood neglect traumas and it has helped me with my own self compassion in understanding the "fires" I felt inside. As much I can see a change in my perspective towards situations, I still feel heavy and tired...
We've had many energetic shifts.. as a healer/empath we feel it all 🌍💙🫂🙌🙌🧝♀️💖🕉
It can be extremely difficult to be in this world especially if you are highly sensitive, conscious and have trauma. I remember as a child watching all the unconscious people around me, not expressing their feelings, the lack of love & compassion, living in a deeply unbalanced society and at the same time was aware of the low energy in the human collective. You feel as an alien in a prison you can't escape. So I know how you feel , the last 3 years has also been crazy. Sending you good vibes ✨️
me too
@@larsstougaard7097 Sending love back. You really articulate the scenario very well 💖
@@Inprogress_of_newbeginings 😊🙏💛🌏✨️
I was a nurse for 15 years and after going through my own transformational awakening I shifted into coaching and community facilitation through a variety of somatic healing modalities.
How did you go about that? I’m a nurse, I find the field to be evil. It frightens me to go into my passions and find more evil.
I just want out but I need monies as well. I’d much rather be at least teaching folk a healthy way of eating, in the least.
I have found that the people in spiritual communities are eager to shut down, judge, ostracize and ignore anyone who isn’t 110% on board with the idea. Anyone who questions the ideas gets slammed.
I tried so many communities online and just felt more alone. I need people who can have deep, nuanced, wide-ranging conversations and it seems to me that technology has reduced most people to quips.
A nothingness so complete that I’m not even aware of the nothingness sounds so much better than sticking this out.
It’s hard… I’m listening but i still rather not be here… but for now I’ll continue the fight to stay
I think about checking out nearly every day. Its a weird feeling, i'm not depressed, i'm totally exhausted and uninterested in anything earthly.... It's hard to describe... l appreciate you beautiful Christina, and thank you for your videos, especially this one... Much love to all
You are going towards the first phases of awakening. 🙏
Thank you i feel exactly the same not depressed just want out uninterested in life. Its a lonely place. Feel OK but just lonely although we never alone. It tough 🤭🫢🫣
@@pawprintsjersey5787 much love to you, we gotta just keeping going I guess... I'm to stubborn to quit.... I knew this stubborn streak had to be good for something 🙄
Same nothing earthly makes me happy anymore.
Same. It is probably caused by soul loss.
I'm so excited about this video. I was going to school to become a psychologist and I saw how flawed the system was. It wasn't helping at all, so I left my degree program. I lost my direction for a while because I want to create a business to help others and to heal, but I don't know how to bring these principles forward with no accreditation.
Blessings yes in UK they sent me to many counsellors psychiatrists but found they and even docs didn't recognise clairsentient healer/empath .. and didn't recognise the spiritual side and narcissist/empath abuse 🧝♀️💙🌍🌊🌻🌻🌻🌻🦋🧜♀️
My best wishes for your path. Perhaps your way will be opened to you as time goes on ☺☺❤❤
Get an accreditation then do what you feel
Sending yiu light.. ask for help on your journey,there are angels specifically set to bring your kind of mission on earth.. And to help you embody and shine the light within you.. just ask for help and be reasy,ready, and available to receive it when it comes.. Coaching may be something to explore
💚 gratitude 💚 So manyyyy "professionals" are not on their own healing journey, which can compound tr@um@ 💚 gratitude 💚
I am sending everyone on this amazing planet 🌍 so much love and light, healing and protection. Please remember that you are not nor ever have or ever will be alone. We are all in this together. I love you ❤️
i believe suicide is a very personal choice. shouldn't we as individuals get to choose how and when to end it? we dont get to choose how, when, why, where we are born. ive heard we do but i dont see evidence of that bc i dont think a starving or abused child facing imminent death will ever choose that for themselves. at the very least we get to consciously choose our deaths if our souls are suffering. its OUR lives after all. i believe it is unfair that others around you, who have no idea whats going on within you, get to decide that out of their own selfishness. that right there to me is the most selfish of all. people love to judge instead of helping a broken individual. everyone has something to say but no one acts selflessly. what about the person whos deciding this? they get to be selfish too simply bc it is their life. no one should extend their own pain and suffering to prevent others from it simply out of self love. if thats not selfish of others i dont know what is. suicide is a personal thing, period. its none of anyones business. we are all on different paths
I dunno. It took mental health care to get me out of my worst suicidal ideation. I don't believe I should have been given the OK to end things when what I really needed was mental health care. Turns out I have bipolar disorder. And I have episodes of mixed mania. And those were the times I was most suicidal. Turns out that there's meds that help prevent those horrible mixed episodes. And I generally feel better and am able to live my life.
i think you have just saved my life. on the long run.
I am coming on the other side of this awakening. I have been sharing this message as well! 🙏🏼 We need more containers where we can fall apart and put ourselves back together again. I'm aligned with this and I'm open to opportunities to collaborate and build healing communities 🙏🏼💚
“We need more containers where we can fall apart and put ourselves back together again” So beautifully stated! ♥️♥️
So beautifully said agreed ❤
Thanks for this video, I like your perspectives! ❤️
A very good friend decided to end his life in december. The last day, I was with him on a trip to visit the nature and some ruins, that were things his heart beated for.
We had a lot of fun, so there's nothing I would regret.
After his funeral I had a dream, where I met him at the same hill we were during the trip, watching the sunrise and enjoying the fresh air. He looked at me and we huged each other.
I know, that I'm always able to visit him again at this hill through meditation.
Rest in Peace my friend, you left so many traces of love 🌄
So sad 😞
Sending love to you!!❤❤
Thank-you for sharing your story and the love and connections that have no end.
I don’t think that was just a dream.
@@hofahome Me too, it felt too real
When you are in the depths of this despair, you rarely have the energy for really seeking help. Increased compassion, reaching out that comes from others, this will often make the difference. Reach out. Reach out. Reach out.
This is exactly what saved me about 2 years ago. I was going through a spiritual awakening, but didn't know what was happening to me. I cried every night wanting to die. I would pray. Then I got really sick with an autoimmune disease. I tried regular doctors, but they didn't help. I knew I needed something different, so I contacted a mind, body, spirit doctor and that changed my life. The autoimmune disease was gone within a year, but that's just a small part of what he really helped me with. He helped me in all 3 ways that we need and it saved my life. I agree with everything Christina says, I have lived it. It's so reassuring to hear it come from her- it's the support that I needed. Thank you❤️❤️❤️
Hi Cindy. Thank you for sharing. May I ask who was your doctor. I have a family member that can use the help from a doctor like yours. Thank you!🙏💗✨
I’m so happy for you. I am interested in what he did in terms of supplements that helped you. I am in need of help.
@@lillyy1231 Hi Lilly, the doctor I went to was actually not practicing at the time I contacted him. I only knew of him because he had helped my sister about 20 years earlier. He decided to help me anyway. I have contacted him and asked him if it is OK to give out his information. I'm still waiting on his reply. One of the main things I learned from him is that we have it within ourselves to heal ourselves. One of the first things he did for me when I met up with him and a colleague of his, was look at me and tell me that I was amazing. I know it sounds so simple, but it was powerful. I just needed to believe it also. I began daily visualizations and meditations that I found on TH-cam. I just recently found Christina Lopes videos that have helped me so much. I've read a lot of books by spiritual healers. The answers are still coming. Another thing, he never told me what decisions to make. He just guided me. He suggested different ideas to me, but I choose what was best for myself by listening to my instincts. I will let you know when I hear from him❤️
Same here
Thank you Cindy for your help! I hope he replies💗🙏
I have been raising awareness for years and have also worked in the hospice and have met relatives or friends of people who have committed suicide on the street. There is also a Foundation that is from America that I was able to support at least by buying a t-shirt.
This! This! This! My Empath Son died via Suicide in 2014.
I've said from the beginning, he was NOT mentally "ill" , he was bright, sensitive, compassionate ✨️🤍
As a Bereaved Mother, Thanks for covering this so Eloquently 🙏
Sending love to you & your son ❤
@@Nubia11 ty🤍
Thank you for posting this today. I lost my mum when I was 25 and my husband four years ago both due to suicide. I also found both of them. This posts helps me to understand why. Thank you so much. I'm very grateful. Xxx
Geezzz your tough as nails to see that hopefully things get better.
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Feel sad for yr loss
Why your husband? He probably tired of being with you
...what about peoples who are very old, very sick and in pain ...???...and thank you so much for your work...
Ty for sharing! I’m a mental health therapist and spiritual and my clients are aware and still sometimes don’t want to talk about their awakening bc they think they’re “crazy” or they’ll be judged . Its so heartbreaking 💔
I’m one too however my clients are teenagers and don’t understand what’s going on. They’re not spiritual at all.😢
Thank you, people wouldn’t understand that tik tok is my main community. I am leaving a toxic religious environment, realized I have been going through spiritual awakenings for a long time and “religion” helped me in a way… but now i don’t identify with anybody around me. So tik tok makes me feel safe. And so do you. And the comment section of all the videos.
It’s hard sometimes.
Some People commit suicide because of stress and feel like it's no way out.feeling stuck especially when a person been through a lot in life that don't get better.not just spiritual awakening
Thank you for this👈🙏🤲My father in 1977, my wonderful Brother in 2015...absolute lights that struggled with existence...Love one another🙏...we ARE in this together and each of us have something beautiful to offer this world...be the change you want to see🌠♥️☮️
My bro works at cemetery, he said, last 2 months there was a huge surge of suicides. And he was really sad about all the people taking their lives.
What year and month was that? People want to leave this shitty planet 🌎
@@elenaefremova7463 LIke before this christmas. 2022....
I went thru a very tough time in September this year. Suicide was a real option. I kept reaching out to info on you tube and have now found my calling. It was real scary for a couple weeks.
Such an important video. I see this challenge with teens. As a counselor I work to coach young people to develop their sense of spiritual awareness. I hope to be of service in a greater way!!
The timing of this is surreal. I have recognised my own ego death as as a precipice to suicide ideation. Last December when it was particularly bad someone was sat opposite me totally unaware of my thoughts and in a totally unrelated conversation she stopped, she looked up and right at me and said "suicide is a bypass of the work the soul needs to do here on earth..it's cheating." Then she carried on with the previous topic. I believe this was a message from the divine for me. I've written a book called 'Mind, Body and Just Enough Soul': The trinity of self. I believe we are not looking at this or other topics from a tripartite perspective. I was guided to publish the book.
I have no mental issues - 46 years old ten years ago - I had lost my parents, divorcing and lost my only sibling - aĺl within 6 years ... and now my ex have bought our 25 y old twins from me - their own mother ! I have always done my best through life - today I have no backup - I have seeked help - but found out that gives me anything - don't bring my ppl back to life .... yes loneliness is killing me - me that was full of fire and life but now my only wish is - to take my life 💧Go home to my family 🙏🏻❤️
Great video - thank you Christina - saw your first vidoe right now - not a coincidence I think ... 🙏🏻
Gudrun😢 i feel and understand yr pain. I do hope you didn,t take yr life yet. I dont know how to make your thoughts better our thoughts influence our feelings, but it would really hurt me if you would choose to end your life.there must be a reason why you are going to do much suffering and pain😢❤❤
Thank you for making this video ❤❤❤ shining a light on this opens my heart and makes me feel less fucked up ❤❤❤
Thank you for this video ♥️💙💚
I died of suicide and came back as a teen..when i awoke i was happy.. then my mom died of suicide, then my papa, then my baby brother...go to the ER just like you would if you were having a heart attack..no matter how bad it is WAIT IT out..see it as it is just snowing..see it as snow..snow eventually melts even if it lasts for a long time it DOES melt! Hope springs eternal..might try fasting..walking...accumpuncture..tapping your face..seek support..keep crisis line near you..go to the ER..they will make you well again
This resonates with me so much that I sometimes just want to quit my job. I’m a youth therapist and it’s so hard working with the western models especially having all these teens who are suicidal in my case and I knowing the truth. Dare me speak the truth during sessions I will probably get my license taken away and be told that I’m mentally unstable to perform my duties.
I’ve noticed that most of these teens are empaths just like me however they’re so disconnected from the spiritual world they they feel lost and unloved and rather die. May the universe guide me so I could show them the way
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This is good stuff but what confuses me often is when I think back to childhood, I was so much more at peace. I loved everyone, I trusted others and the universe. I gave out so much light and love. Now I barely trust anyone and the people who I loved are all passing away or shut down. My brother committed suicide in 2017. The world is a much darker place. So if this physical life is gifted to us to evolve us, why do I feel like I'm devolving?
I don't want to take any traumas with me when I pass and am working really hard to purge this life's negative experiences and spiritually evolve but I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to do that.... like I feel I don't have enough time.
God bless Twitch may he rest in peace. My great nephew died in 2022 of suicide. We are mostly sensitives in family. It is with a heavy heart to send his family and friends my deepest sympathy and condolances. Love ones are precious, so honour the life of the beautiful man inside and out. Love Bernadette xoxox
Thanks so much. Love, peace, and blessings to you!❤
Existential depression is a process that anyone on the spiritual goes through. The psyche has to do it to slow down the people in the outer world so that they can look into themselves. The issues here is the inner transformation does not find support in the external world and simply they cannot cope with the expectations placed on them. A lot of people going through the same crises if they are living in less demanding environments such as Tibet or Bhutan probably they will not commit suicide. Also it takes a lot of time to reorient oneself after the ego death or identity crises in a severe depression and again the environment is demanding and does not support this process.
It's so good that you have made this video because many therapists are so stuck in their ways that they cannot see beyond their 4 walls. I work as an Integrative therapist myself and because I have a healing and spiritual background I incorporate this with clients. I foresaw this need and wow you've explained it so beautifully 😍. Lots of tips there too. 🙏🏿
You were one of the first spiritual leaders I started following 4 years ago. I had no religion or any beliefs before I had my awakening (besides Christianity until I was 16ish) so I was feeling very lost, and you helped me to see so much of spirituality for the beauty of what it is. I've grown a ton, but there have been many, many, many times in which certain things feel so hard to overcome that I'd just rather give up. These thoughts don't stay with me thank goodness, but they have lingered for years and have gotten pretty intense at times. This video and the comments have kinda helped me to realize that even though I'd want that to be a way out at times, welp, that isn't gunna work, lol. (Trying to be light on a heavy subject). So it helps me to kinda not really wanna even try and lean on that anymore. Lessons better learned here, it's been stated. I agree and will really lean into healing everything rather than wanting to run away. Thank you, love and light to all ❤
I also lost my uncle 8 years ago as of just the other day, he was 32, same age as me now. Not all of that matters, but, he matters and mattered and I feel for him and just hope and pray he has found some peace, somehow someway. As well as anyone else that's been lost to suicide 💜❤💜
Thank you for this video. I've struggled with s******* ideation since the age of 14 and I'm now 50 and at my most desperate. It hasn't been constant, but on and off. I am not religious but have been very much spiritual all my life, yet now I feel so disconnected from spirit and from myself. I'm falling apart. I have responsibilities to people here so I can't traumatise them by carrying out the act. I'm lost, and can't find the light. May God please help help anyone who is feeling this way. If it's a mistake in discerning physical death from ego death, then I wish I could just hurry up and figure it out already.
This is the first video of yours that I've seen. New subscriber. Bless you for taking the time to explain.
Shamanic Healer: Sandra Ingerman. She has a global index on her website.
Also, life can be excruciating.
i REFUSED to watch this video since it came out. i found it triggering and possibly disrespectful to use such a topic for views. i decided to watch it now, and once again i appreciate your take on things, your message to help people. it's true, we have to go beyond what we are told, we are souls as well as bodies.
people often dont want to get out of it, it's comforting to feel like you have an alternative, a way out. but knowing i will have to deal with it next life too...why not do it now? i like this timeline and this life's setup, so i might actually enjoy this challenge after a while. i will do my best. (and i might be dealing with these problems exactly because a past me DIDN'T! so it's time to break the cycle)
and talking about it helps in general. triggers are powerful words, but there is a way to strip them of that power.
thank you Tina
edit: i just read a comment about how it can feel like a curse knowing you'll have to deal with it next life. and we dont need more talk about fear and punishments. i agree with it, religion does that enough. there is hope. source energy takes care of us, and when we get back to them we will find a way to deal with life next time.
I am going through this right now. I more than appreciate you coming back and sharing this knowledge with us. How do we find spiritual communities near us. I feel I would do much better if there was a community I could meet face to face.
We sensitives will find our tribe even if it is still online.i love you
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Thank you Christina. This video will be shared. I'm currently in school for Psychology for this reason and spiritual reasons as well as mental health and healing for these beautiful beings.. The ego death was scary as heck, but I understand it is for growth and I want to help...Thank you Divine!!
What a wonderful lady you talk so much sense
I am an empath and I was also a Samaritan here in Great Britain the stories I heard were horrendous and I just took it all on my shoulders and eventually had to give it up
I wish I had seen this video back then in the 90s I would have understood a lot more and could have helped many more people
Thank you for your wisdom x
Thank you for posting. I do not have thoughts of suicide. I have before and the feeling can be hopeless and scary. My faith is the sole reason why I'm still standing. My spiritual accession over the past 6 years have been very challenging. I've come to a place of peace and clarity. Yoga, meditation, prayer and Journaling have helped me a ton. Also getting out meeting others, you soon realize many are in the same boat as you. Stay strong everyone. ❤💯
Ok I'm only halfway thru watching but wow, so much of this resonates with me and my own experience. I think I had a spiritual awakening a couple of years ago due to a combination of
1.) Achieving my lifelong career dreams
2.) But due to stress, doubled my dose of a long time SSRI which caused me mania and suicidal thoughts and
3.) I started meditating.
This combination of things sent me on a 3-4 year journey of deep inner transformation that I'm only now starting to understand. (And btw, I've spent the last 20 months tapering off my long-term SSRI- woo!!) Long story short, I remember writing in my journal somewhere along the way:
"Don't kill yourself, kill the 'self' you've created. Don't kill yourself, kill your self-limiting beliefs."
I believe there is nothing wrong or shameful about suicidal thoughts. But I also believe suicidal thoughts usually stem from enormous emotional pain. Suicidal thoughts are an alarm desperately trying to get your attention. Focus on healing the deep pain and the symptom of suicidal thoughts will fade. Eventually, you will once again (or perhaps for the first time) see that life is beautiful.
Thank You 🙏
I needed to hear all this, sometimes I just feel so alone. But I don’t want to give up. I just wish I had more friends who understand this spiritual path. 🙏🏼
i get it, i hope you find these people in the real physical world so you can share and enjoy and support one another, we are tribe beings and this culture made us believe other wise. the culture is not supporting our well being, quite the ooposite.
@@Changeworld408 thank you 😊
@@Changeworld408 literally! My dream is to live in a tribe, not a two-generational family that society tells us to live in. The lack of human contact is very painful.
The only reason (well oen of the most important ones) is if I took the easy way out, I would just be passing that pain to someone else (my mother), that was my rationale. That was what kept me going, searching, seeking and trying to find out WTH is going on? (before my spiritual awakening/journey)
Another reason was (silly as it may seem to you all) as a kid I watched this anime called dragon ball z. One of my fav goku ALWAYS has some enemy who beats the living crap out of him in the beginning and in this ONE SCENE that I love the most (must've been 11 when i watched it), just when ALL HOPE was lost, goku transforms, in the wake of despair and everything around him seemingly looking lost, he ELEVATES into a SUPER saiyan (an elevated form of himself)… I'm in my 40s now and to this day I'll stand there and think about that scene, when it all looks doom and gloom, I'll think 'I can go another level' there's more to me :)
We have something called Spiritual Emergence here in BC Canada. I was having such a hard time and didnt know who to turn to. I couldnt call them cu, my anxiety was so bad but, i was able to write a letter to them and was fortunate enuf to get a reply and was able to communicate bk and forth thru snail mail.
I’ve heard that also . If you don’t do the work you come here again and heal and learn the things you’ve got to learn . So…..
Thanks for talking about this topic. I have attempted and have been in very dark places. It's good to educate others about it. I've been going through a spiritual awakening. It's the hardest thing I've endured and continue to endure it
This is incredibly revealing
You ain’t lying. Spiritual Awakening is so intense and I wish I would have had someone during the dark night of the soul. It’s so much.
Everything you said is what I’ve tried to explain to some folks and they didn’t get it. Everything you’ve shared is exactly what I’ve come to know intuitively. So much value in this. Thank you.
Thank you for creating this video Christina. My brother passed from suicide 14 years ago today. I wish we had know he was suffering so we could have been there for him. I've also lived most of my life with suicide ideations. Diving into spiritual practices has made a huge difference. I still get the thoughts from time to time when life is really hard, but I know that I won't go through with it. I'd rather navigate my lessons this time around rather than coming back to try again. Love and light to everyone 💕
Thank you for this important video! Within the first few months of my Kundalini awakening, I had an experience of almost taking my life. It was surreal in that I was picking up thoughts from another person that resonated with how I was feeling, and I began to take steps to permanently end my misery and exhaustion. Thank God spirit intervened very loudly in my head and I was able to call a spiritual friend and had her talk me down. It was very scary, but also let me know I have important work to do here.
I’m glad I’m not alone, thank you so much.
Facing so many evils. It’s truly heartbreaking.
It feels like I just need that one soul, one soul, to gain some sort of passion/spark again. But I also know it must come from inside.
But all the forces against it.
Ugh.
I cry.
Thank you for this video! Twitch’s death rocked me and I was trying to understand how somebody with so much light felt the need to do this. Your video has shed some light on this! I am a coach and it’s helping me realize how much more important this is than I even dreamed!
My father died by suicide Jan 23 last year, it's coming up on a year. This has been the most devastating experience of my life.
Christina! You’re a life saver! You have helped so many empaths all over the world and we can’t thank you enough. May God bless your beautiful soul🙏🏾❤️
Thank you for being brave and taking about this topic, it is much needed ❤️
Thank you 🙏 for being here. I send you love and hugs 🤗 always. Namaste 🙏 😊❤
Than you, Christina 💗 When I listen to you I feel like I'm on the right path. And thanks for rising this sensitive topic up!
This was exactly what I needed to hear this morning. Thank you💕
Can you pls make a video about this upcoming recession?
Beautiful... thank you for this very important message at this time. This is where having a community to belong to is so important.
Another helpful read maybe:
Your Soul's Plan: Discovering the Real Meaning of the Life You Planned Before You Were Born
-Book by Robert Schwartz
In one chapter they talk about suicide.
I'm so happy you're back 💖 Thanks for sharing your wisdom with all of us.
This is such an important video.. wish I saw this 2 years back.. but thankfully I followed these steps and came out of that phase alone by disconnecting from the world and giving myself all the time and love. My spirit guides supported me so much with downloads and guidance.
M in a much better space. Thank u universe and Christina 💜💛💜
Christina, thank-you so very much for sharing this vital and nurturing wisdom. What a timely blessing, whew! )O(
Spiritual and awakening support is available. I appreciate this video and your perspective and articulating so much of what my heart pours into my clients ❤
Thank you so much for talking about this topic🙏🏼 It’s rarely talked about from a spiritual perspective, so thank you♥️
This video came at a time when I was seeing this word in my mind's eye recently, rather not say why, but I've never made comments to this, especially on social media, but after praying for help, a sign, your video came up so this is why I am. I just wanted to say that no matter how someone is being on the outside or positive and optimistic they are, this to can arise even if it is a rare thing for them. My trust in 'healthcare' has been badly damaged but maybe one day I'll seek a spiritual someone for help. In the meantime I want to send understanding and compassion to all affected by this and thank you for this message Christina/team 😻🙏🌱🎆🦉
Last night my feelings caught up to me and I just felt homesick and cried to sleep. I had to play some chakra music in the background so that I was able to sleep. When I woke up and started my affirmation everything was alright but as soon as I started *consciously* doing my yoga practice - this time for emotional release - I cried the whole time and am still feeling this heartwrenching feelings and homesickness. Dealt with suicidal thoughts often before and somewhat this video popped up in my head so I stopped my original plans and watched this video. I am so grateful for your work, Christina! And for everyone out there helping others! Thank you!
You really help me and others to calm their souls and get a better understanding of what we are going through.
Lots of love ❤️
This share feels so right. Thank you, sister 🤍
Just found your channel and I'm so grateful. Just what I needed this morning. With so much love, have a wonderful day!
In between incarnations when you plan your next life, some souls plan a suicide for various reasons. some it's their time to leave and that's how they're going to do it or their suicide is about others and helping them complete they're learning in this lifetime. I know many people whose life plan in this current incarnation, had planned suicides.
You have helped reassure me throughout my awakening that I'm not going crazy! It's a wild ride! 😄Thank you so much for your service to humanity 🙏🙏🙏
I had no idea how much I needed this perspective. Amazing, thank you. 🙏🏻
Thank You Christina! Been there myself. But I still here for a reason! One day at a time! Much Peace and Love ❤️ ✌🏻
Thank you so much.💚 I said in the comments yesterday that this topic is worth spending my time on. You made it so easy to understand. Thank you again for being the lighthouse in the worst of the storms we all face. This touched as you said the mind, body and soul. 🙏🕉️💚
Thank you for creating such a beautiful video.
Sending everyone so much love ❤️
No matter where you are in your spiritual Awakening, you got this. This is a reason why you are here on earth. You chose this, we chose this. We are all here with you. I love you.
Thank you ! I can honestly say I understand how one want out of this life . I went through an awakening in 2011 and will say it was so grueling . Long story short when I broke down to my doctor she looked at me in shock asking me what happened to me . I told her I went through an awakening. She said was is that ? And then handed me a list of psychiatrist. All who have no information , r training and most of all personal experience of this abyss . What you said is the answer , seek out help who have personally experienced this and came out on the other side .
I think of how i have to pay to live and i honestly imagine dying is resting in peace.. The fuck life has to be hard for? I'm not the type that's interested in awards... "and the most hard worked suffered human being award goes to..." nah.. Not interested
So glad you are back with your video's Christina. Very helpfull information. One of my best friends is very very depressed and talks about not wanting to live for many times.. Does anyone know someone like Christiana Who has spanish spoken video's about this subject on TH-cam? Wish you all love and light 💜
Thank you for talking about this Christina ❤️
Hello Christina, I believe I'm going through my second spiritual awakening right now and I feel utterly alone. I'll share my story.
Last semester, I was homeless. I was able to finish one of my classes but am still finishing the other two. After landing an apartment, this semester I decided I need a break. In fact, I don't even want to go to school at all, it wasn't in alignment with me any longer. I realized every decision I've been making is out of fear and not passion. I figured that it was okay to leave school because I'd have plenty of time to find a job and I'm well-qualified.
Wrong.
Haven't been able to find a job, rent is coming up swiftly. But I've been hearing from spirit to be patient, to wait, and that it is very important for me to rest and become the person to be aligned with what's coming for me. That something big is on it's way and I need to be in receptivity mode in order to receive it and utilize it correctly. So, I've listened. I've been doing a lot of inner spiritual work, self healing, working on my financial knowledge, burning through books like never before, doing research on my dream job, actually making the material for it and applying for jobs in that field
But nothing seems like it's happening in the 3D. And I feel like I know this to be true but on the other hand my ego is like, "Am I lying to myself? Am I crazy? In denial? Have I compromised my entire future because I chose myself this time? Chose my calling? Chose the still, small voice within me that is telling me I'm on the right path? Am I going to be evicted because I'm foolish? Am I entitled? Do I think I'm better than everyone else, that I don't have to pay rent because I'm special?"
These are all questions my ego screams at me. But my spirit is still. It listens. And it soothes. And I push on, just hoping that I'm not misinterpreting what I'm hearing. I think the only reason why my ego is freaking out is because it knows its losing its grip on me and that its scared of any reality it doesnt know, even if the one I knew previously was stable yet miserable.
I promise to come back and update for any wayward readers. Until then, I will continue listening to the calm, listening to the guidance. Making decisions out of fear is what got me to the place I was stuck in for years. I'm gonna choose differently this time. And if it fails and I'm a delusional dreamer, I'll face the consequences.
Wow, impressive what you shared. I have no advice as i am still in the fear mode.
You are doing what i dont dare .We are all prisoners in the system that is corrupt, hurting people, animals and nature. Our only escape is creating a new vision where sharing and community and caring is the norm in stead of competition and shame and blame and self idolation
Thank you for highlighting the spiritual reasons for suicidal thoughts. This support is of great value 😇🙏.
Thank you so much for sharing this profound critical life saving information needed in the collective at this time!!!! ❤
Thank you for the logical, informative video for our spiritual family! On point regarding a very real problem! ❤
Thank you dear , how beautiful. You''ve got the experience, knowledge strength and courage needed for this clear cut message, 🧚☀️ wonderful 💞
Thanx again for all your content. You taught me so much!!! It’s such a hard topic that has touched us all. Such a gifted and patient teacher!!! 💚