This year was the worst one. I think my parents don't understand how much i'm hurt inside. I can't wait to finish High School, I just hate this place. My grades are not good and I want to do nothing. Hearing this playlist makes me cry because I've discovered it at the start of this school year and now that i'm near to the end of it, it reminds me of myself laying on my bed crying like an idiot because I hate my classmates, the fact that i don't have real friends and myself. I think I'm an antisocial, Idk my house is just my best friend, I love when i'm home. This is the only place where I feel good. Thank you if you read all of this and sorry if there are mistakes, my first language is french. EDIT : Hi everyone ! It's been a year now since I've posted this comment and i just wanted to thank everyone who replied with nice words (I've read every single comments) it really made me happier. I also wanted to tell you that I'm better now. This last year of high school (yes finally I can say good bye to high school) was better than the other one. I've even made some friends. They are not my best friends but I'm happy I met them. Oh and the other day I've forced myself to listen to this playlist and it doesn't hurt anymore. Thank you again ❤️ P.S : I'm liking every comments but I'm sorry if I'm not replying to each one of them 🌼
I feel the same way, except I'm just starting high school after summer.. I feel like I can't enjoy spring break because of the dread that I feel waiting for high school to start. I hated junior high school because my best friend left me for a boy. She never apologized even after I confronted her about it multiple times. The friends I have now are okay, but they don't understand me at all. Atleast not like she did. And the worst part of it all is that it feels like it all never happened. She never brings it up and still smiles when we make eye contact. I'm excluded from friend groups I'd like to be a part of and people reject me again and again. I'm losing other friendships slowly too. Everything is falling apart in my social life, my appearance at school, I feel as if no one even knows who I am. The only time I feel at peace is when I'm alone walking outside or at home. I wish I could find people who understand my feelings and take them seriously. I'm so tired of joking around all the time.
Jenny- Hallb I see. Well I hope that High school is going to be a new start for you. The first day, watch people and try to see which one seem to be like you. My social life is the same as yours haha a mess. It seems that it's been so so SO long since I didn't go out with people other than my sisters. Wow. I've just noticed that. I need friends XD. Your best friend is a weird human. Maybe she is blind by love. Maybe if you send her a picture or a video of you too having fun, she will remember the good times and see how much stupid she is !
Last year, 2017,, on the seventh of august,, i attempted suicide . i was rushed to the hospital and i was thankfully saved . but i think the amazing part of that whole experience was seeing the light in things , like i had somewhere to go , something to finally do in life . i made so many great friends in that hospital and they still hang out with me to this very day . please,, suicide is *not* the answer , there's more to you than that . please keep your head up and never stop smiling because one day , on a bright sunny day , you'll make another person smile too . thanks for reading my story , i'm doing so much better now . stay chill everybody . 💕💞🍹
One of my friends commited suicide our junior year of high school, 4 years ago. Suicide is *never* the answer. Never. You never know just how many people care for you💔
I haven't done the type of things but being a child passing through these things is though I feel as if bad people keep putting large rocks and stones to push me down like my dad attempting to push my buttons until they don't wanna work anymore this is how I feels don't think anyone should be going through these things
18:23 man, there's something about the tone of this track that somehow brings you back to the old times when you were an innocent kid who knew nothing in the world but pure bliss and a sense of belongingness ✨
im in tears....I want to watch the sunset again..stick in hand..in the creek..in my tree house..jumping across the tiny creek we called a river..building forts..that was the stuff...slipping in mud and get back up to chase your friend with a stick..
It has been over a year, but I just found this comment and wanted to say thank you. I didn’t know it before I saw this, but I think it’s exactly what I needed right now.
Bro, these comments are actually going to make me cry because of how I really understand and how i feel how others feel. Sometimes, I wish I could have a buddy, to just sit with me everywhere, all the time, and I'd tell him about what's stressing me out, or what makes me happy. I'm not sure where I can find one of those buddies, but you people seem pretty cool. I can only imagine, people sitting in a circle, telling each other about their entire thought process. Even crying with each other. Should put that on my bucket list: "Gather groups of people to talk about each others problems and/or feelings." My life would be better. Even though I literally don't know any of you, I love you.
Honestly, I’m the same as you, with feeling how others feel and wanting just that person to be there all the time. I have one friend who is close to me like that, but we just don’t hang out a lot at school. But def love the way you put your words man, def speaking from the heart 💙
I swear to god I had a dream last night and I was really depressed and then the guy with " Cool" on his back appeared and held my hand. I'm not kidding I swear. He held my hand until I woke up crying
I wish i had those dreams but i dont have dreams i just see black and nothingness its just waiting 6 hrs than waking ip again even though i was woke in my dream
1. 0:00 - it's great big world 2. 2:24 - morning fog 3. 3:51 - my heart flutters when i see you 4. 6:01 - down by the brook 5. 8:02 - cozy cove 6. 8:49 - serenade in the summer sun 7. 10:17 - i sipped a bit of summer [w/ Saint Romain] 8. 11:46 - matcha latte 9. 13:37 - innocent love [w/ BLVK] 10. 14:42 - living the sweet life, but it still tastes bitter 11. 16:46 - loungin' in the sand 12. 18:23 - it's time to take my mask off [ft. cat] 13. 20:27 - fishing at the pier 14. 21:59 - let's be lazy together 15. 23:14 - there's not enough time [ft. love-sadKiD] 16. 24:41 - late night café 17. 25:58 - the stars that shine upon us Don't thank me, I did it for myself ᵔᴥᵔ .
I certainly am contributing to it; I often blast lofi music over the sound system at my workplace during business hours. No complaints from customers so far!
(26:00) Dear self, im sorry for what you have to go through, the stress for graduation, the fake friendships, the relationship that didn't end all too well, chatting with your crush everyday and just not having the confidence to ask if he'd like to hang out or what he even thinks of you, because you are so insecure, your parents not having faith in you, and telling you too keep studying for a good paying job that you'll eventually hate, even if that means you don't have any free time. I'm sorry that you don't love yourself, and keep comparing yourself to others, in real life and on instagram, skipping meals to hopefully lose weight, stepping on that scale and finding out you gained 0,5 kilo, and you just get mad at yourself for not having self control. But i know you'll get through it, once you graduate you'll have vacation and can do whatever you want, even though you live an hour away from your friends you will get to see them whenever you want. you will get through this, because i believe in you. so hang in there a little longer, nail those tests and graduate love, you x
Everyone looks so sad here :( I'm specially happy because it has almost been a year without self-harming! I'm proud of myself, like, really proud :D (hope that doesn't sound selfish, it's just, I didn't think I'd get that far). Passing to the "bad things", I'm worried that my parents know I'm trans before I tell them. I'm still trying to figure it out, though, It's just, looking at the mirror kind of hurts me, I don't think I'm a girl, I just feel like a boy, all the time. If my parents actually get to know it, they'll probably tell me I'm wrong or something; that's why I wanna be sure about it when I tell them, so I can defend who I am. However, thank you for reading this, stranger; I really needed to take it out of my chest. 🙏 (Hope my english is correct ;-;)
Congrats!! it's so awesome you've come this far without hurting yourself again. You have every right to be proud, beautiful stranger. and I am proud of you too ^_^ and stay strong. Live your best life and do what makes you happy. In select situations, it may not be necessary to come out, if it only makes things worse. If you do decide to come out to your parents, I hope it goes well. Take your time with life and be happy, lot's of love~
Idk why I’m replying to a year old comment lol but there’s this girl who sometimes acts depressed. Sounds weird but like you can kind of tell she isn’t exactly depressed. She tells lots of people it and they start to comfort her. Now I’m not one to say she doesn’t have it but I feel like she is just looking for some more attention. But then again who knows really.
Yeah there's a girl in my class and she says she's depressed but she has more friend's than me and she doesn't look depressed she always talks to people and never thinks or act negitive
i always come back to this playlist, i replayed it all throughout my freshman year, everytime i hear it now it reminds me of when texas was actually cold in the winters, idk why but now this playlist just brings me so much serotonin and comfort.
I also listened to this in my freshman year...in Texas! I've come so far from then, and listening back is not painful like I thought it would be. Reminds me of the few good times I had there.
i always come back to this playlist, i replayed it all throughout my freshman year, everytime I hear it now it reminds me of when life was actually harsh for me, I was living in the dormitory in the arctic zone of Russia. we did not have warm water so in order to hve a shower one had to go to the first floor at around 6 a.m. One time while there were no other boys in the whole shower room I played this on speakers. at 6 a.m.. -20 degrees Celcius outside. that was harsh and satysfying and the same time.
these songs describe my life it's great big world - waking up morning fog - in the morning my heart flutters when i see you - seeing my crush at school down by the brook - classtime cozy cove - home time serenade in the summer sun - outside innocent love [w/ BLVK] - my love life living the sweet life, but it still tastes bitter - my whole life in a nutshell loungin' in the sand - lying down it's time to take my mask off [ft. cat] - stop smiling let's be lazy together - me with family there's not enough time [ft. love-sadKiD] - play time late night café - staying up the stars that shine upon us - night time / sleeping
Probably. Like, little circles with strangers that understand the situation (or not,but can be sympathetic) and just talk it out. It's way easier to say stuff to strangers. Isn't it weird?
Count me in. I’ve already seen a few other comments stating similar ideas. Maybe we could form a group and turn this into a reality. It’s a pretty unrealistic idea, I know, but it’s nice to think about.
I’m having a hard time in school right now. I feel so hurt inside. I hate school, I hate this feeling, I hate everything. I wish I could go back to a year, a year ago, just a year ago, I was happy. The most worst feeling is that you were so happy with a happy life with people there for you but suddenly it’s over before you know it and lookin back you realize that you didn’t cherish the happy moments enough. Ugh! I’m so sad everyday and all the time, lookin back to see how great my life hurts and it feels like sometime stabbed my chest.
I know it’s been over a year, but I just found this so I figured I’d reply. How are you doing? Better, I hope. Y’know, your comment reminded me of a quote I’ve had saved in my phone for a long time. I cannot for the life of me remember where I found it, but I wholeheartedly agree with it. “One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you once thought was unquestionable.” Of course, this only applies to certain situations, but I can relate to it. In my case, my happiness and future was what I thought was unquestionable. Now I’m unsure whether or not I’m even going to live until my 18th birthday. Sad, right? Unfortunately that’s the reality of many people, especially in this generation. However, there is hope inside of each and every person. Hope *for* that person. And as long as there is hope, there is the potential for a future. That’s all we really need, right? From there we can just keep moving forward. And in case this was something that you or anyone else reading this needed to hear, please keep fighting. I promise that I, as well as so many others will be right there, fighting along with you. You are loved. You will be okay, as long as you just *keep moving forward.*
I used to listen to this and think of the great things I could do with my girlfriend one day, of course we don’t talk at all anymore, but it’s nice remembering the things we used to talk about, she’d talk about anime and I’d talk about my characters and it’d be comforting to know I could always tell her anything. I’ve gotten over her, that was almost 6 months ago, but I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss her a little bit. Listening to this reminds me of the times I’d cry because I thought I liked someone else, terrified of telling her, turns out I was just confused, hanging up clothes to dry on the roof of where I lived at 8pm, yeah I’d stuff my face into the sweaters to laugh at myself while also crying a lot but it’s nice knowing that’s over. That time period was such a mess, and so was I but I did have fun talking to her. I don’t know what you can take away from this but I just wanted to put this somewhere, so why not here, on the songs I used to constantly listen to back then, there’s people sharing their experiences here as well so that’s another reason why. To anyone who bothered reading this, have a nice day, and thanks.
Its okay,the hearts sometimes really get confuse with all the things that was going on. But remember evrything happens for a reason. I hope you'll find someone sweet and you wont get confuse of your own feelings ever again. And have a nice day buddy!
Doopadoo Man (just saw this and thought I should respond) she broke up with me because she said she just wasn’t ready for a relationship at the time. I understood and we stayed friends until she blocked me on what we used to talk. it was long distance so I never found out what happened to her. I hope it’s been going well with your relationship, and if not that at least things are a bit better now;
I know it’s been a year, but I just found this so I figured I’d reply. I’ll keep it short and sweet. Thank you. This comment really did make my day. And I’m glad to hear you’ve moved on and are doing better. I have hope that I’ll someday get to that point in my life, where I can truly say “I’m okay.”
Such a bittersweet feeling-> I feel this smells like watching the sun coming up after a long night of insomnia. It’s sweet, a restart, but it’s also sad to know you haven’t slept and you have all those deprecating thoughts. It’s like having an existencial crisis at 5:30 am but feeling ok with that because you’re used to it. Familiar but painful.
I used to listen to this everyday for like 2 months. There are a lot of these kind of videos out there but no other mix made me feel that way. I can't describe how this music makes me feel but it really helped me through a dark time. Everytime I listened to this it made me feel as if everything is going to be okay.
one month before 2020, 1 December 2019. Hi futureself, i am your 19 years old buddy. How you doing? I am writing this so you can see how far you have go. You have been through a lot. You lose your mom at 15 years old but you decide to never give up and make that incidents as your motivation to move forward. 2017, that is the year you struggle so hard to ace your exam and make your dad proud of you. You did it. July 2019, you get into a medical school. your DREAM SCHOOL!!! All your effort resulting this. And now, 1 month before you turn into 20 years old, you still thin, have a nice dream and you always smile. I hope THE YOU right now is still the same me. Never change. Do your best to be the crazy adult as you can be. Your pastself will always root you okey? Take care.
@@z3n0syne85 you are so nice 🥺, of course I am doing good. Despite of the current situation in our world, I hope everyone felt the same way as I do. Thank you for asking ❤❤
@itsmefatimah Aw, no problem! I was just looking through the comment section and decided to remind you of this! It’s no biggie. I’m glad to hear you’re doing well, though! That really *is* something to be grateful for, considering everything that’s going on right now. I hope things keep going well for you! Stay safe!
@@3amofarooq 😥 you are so nice. Thank you, I need this. I am doing quite well eventhough its a bit struggle here. But no worries, I am the controller. I hope you are doing well ❤💯
Unicorn Sparkles UGH I swear I get the same feels...I stop drawing for a while then I see someone else's amazing art, then I'm like...well shoot I wanna do that too 😩
Here a joke to make you 15 s happy and to forget your sadness; When asked how he would like to die, this man told: "I would like to die just like my grandfather did, peacefully in his sleep, not screaming or yelling like the passengers in the car he was driving".
so many sad stories. can i just add a happy one? i used to be so sad before i met her. it sucks too, because i knew about her since i walked into sixth grade. she was part of wha we referred to as the blonde squad, all basic starbucks loving blondes that had too much money and not enough care. or that's what i thought, because i didn't know them. her name was everywhere. i heard about her constantly, but i never spoke to her. we never made eye contact, despite the abundance of classes we shared. it wasn't until the beginning of eighth grade that i met her through a friend. i didn't know who she was even, only her instagram. and then we just hit it off, talking about the dumbest things. she's my number one now. i can't believe i went three years without knowing her. to be fair, she thought i was a weird geek as i thought she was a rude basic bitch. she's now my everything and we do everything together, and i don't want to see a future without her. i love you so much taylor, the biggest goonie
Weirdly, i have a similar story. There was this girl that had been in my classes since 1st grade and i never talked to her or cared about her before, i just thought she was one of those popular girls that are pretty and have everything. It wasnt until 7th grade that me and her shared the same table group and we became besties. She used to think of me as a nerd because i always got good grades. We are still friends, and there was another person introduced to the group, and me and her became best friends too.
@@chickennuggets3429 hey, get ur sorry ass up and do something about it, you will more defently find happiness and friendship that way, and you will have a happy ending. Dont stop and give up.
@Chicken & Nuggets It’s been a long while, I know. But I’m just here to say if you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, I’m always available for a chat. And hey, the comment section of a youtube video is as good a place as any for that, eh?
What a crazy time to be alive. Constantly walking in circles. I'm always walking in circles. Not sad but definitely not happy just kinda of going through the motions. Repetition became my motive...am I losing focus? Why am I alone....I'm always alone.
alone in a field of flowers. can you see the sunlight? no. why? because you're facing your petals downwards. it may help if you try to see the light with your fellow wildflowers.
Hey, you still feel the same or getting better? I care about you, even if you're a complete stranger. I've been through rough time and I am just finally getting better. Come on, You can do it! I believe In you! The question is though, Do you believe in yourself?...😌
Toast - spot on, it's almost like you can see it animated, like the looped animations on the live stream, the girl/boy walks along the road looking at the flowers to the side, as the "little fluffy clouds" float over head. Or maybe it's just me...........☺️
For some reason people always spill out their thoughts on these vids so here goes. I feel alone in a crowd. Is that bad? I just feel that I can’t grasp real reality anymore.. “you used to be all happy, now you’re.. blah. What happened to my cheerful baby girl?” I wonder where she went, too, mom. I guess she left. I’m the substitute for someone who was once happy, but then he came along. Now I’m only happy if I’m talking to him, but he’s slipping away too. He’s a good guy but he makes me depressed when he leaves like now. He’s gone currently and I need him. He doesn’t know that. I’m so depressed these days.. because of him. But he’s also the only way I’m going to ever be happy. I hope he never leaves for good because if he does, he’ll bring my happiness with him. Amen. Update: he left for good. He replaced me with a new girl. On that day, tears trickled down my face and I wondered.. “why am I crying? He’s changing. I don’t like him anymore either.” But it still killed me inside to know.. that I was no longer loved. When I saw him talking to The other girl, I realized.. I still loved him. A few days later, my best friend and I were at his house. He was beating me up and enjoying it. I have a scar now. The scar is a reminder that love hurts. My head still hurts from when he slapped me in the back of it . My arm hurts from the punch he delivered me. My finger still hurts from when he pried the ring off of it. Our promise ring. My. Promise ring. “It’s hers now!” He screamed. I could see the passion in his fiery eyes. I let him have the beautiful ring. My heart still hurts from all the pain. I don’t think I can ever love again.
I-Is this real? That pain felt so real my mate. He beated you up and you haven't reported him to the police? I hope you have girl, he was abusing you mentally and phsyically. I hope you have found something to give you the courage to be happy. You are a great person so don't let others make you feel like you aren't valuable.
i hope you are alive. i just really hope so, if you are please please please hang on - not to him but to yourself, to life, to faith in that you can leave this person for good and that you will find someone who shares a love with you that he wasn't able to give you, try to be careful if you leave - you should try to go to a women's shelter (even if at this point maybe you have already been at one/several!) and seek help quietly as in don't tell him .. but also totally do inform people you can trust that won't tell him even if it has to be strangers if you don't leave right now!, you may wanna pick a moment when you're beaten up so that when he doesn't notice(!), you can go to a hospital and tell your story you may need to get creative (don't worry about that, creativity lies in everyone, you will have ideas sooner or later, just try to think of ways and risks!) but don't do anything that's quite risky.. maybe you have a better chance of leaving if you run away and talk to a lot of people when in public. you don't need to answer to this, you can also answer that you don't think what i think, i won't be mad
This helped me through my diagnosed severe depression symptoms 4 years ago, now I only have lighter depression but this still calms me when I tend to go over board. 🥰
I started to listen to stuff like this when I was a depressed crap constantly finding a way to indulge in pretty sadness,, then I realised that I can’t stay that way so I stopped wallowing in self pity, cut my ass length hair short then went outside more and made a bunch of super good friends. Two days ago one of the said friends played a lofi track when we’re studying so I decided to revisit this vid that I like a lot and somehow the feeling when listening to this is v different now. There’s still this calmness and chill vibes but it’s more like a “waking up on a Saturday morning” feel and not a “drinking beer at Tuesday 3am” feel anymore. I seldom comment on videos and idk why am I even saying this
After months of being an absolute fan of this mix, I feel I've come to realize my goal in life is to memorize every track, every beat, and every tune in it. And I think I'm already there, and I'm happy to say I still enjoy this as much as I did the first time I hit play. Maybe even more. This is, hands down, my favourite mix. I'm so in love with it. Thank you biosphere, thank you Ambition.
everyday we follow, every dream we chase, we'll soon just wake up and realize none of its real and then we may finally be just as cool as the crystal glaciers we stand upon looking up to the stary black sky.
Since many people in the comments appreciate this art I must notice that the girl linked in the description is not the artist, she just used this art. The real artist is Him.N, here's her virink page: virink.com/himmoon
this was the music I listened to often around the time in september when my friend passed away. any time i revisit this mix and listen to it again, i tear up because i experience again all the emotions i went through back then when he committed suicide. i miss him so fucking much and want nothing more than for him to be alive again. rest in peace
I listened to this on repeat when i re-read my all time favourite book series as a child and have always felt that music amplifies the imagination and feeling one has to another thing. Every time i listen to this playlist all the events, characters, feelings all come rushing back.
Is it weird that I broke down crying when i saw all the comments in this video? It just feels so comforting that there are people in this world that are also fighting a similar battle which in my case is depression, ptsd, and anxiety.
It’s been a year, and this may or may not have been what you meant, but eh. I’m gonna say it anyway. It’s strange, but there are some people that you feel so safe around that it feels almost like you’re alone. The comfort level that you feel when you’re alone, for introverts and anxious people (me included), at least. That’s how I feel around my girlfriend. Whether I’m talking to her on the phone or irl, I just feel so comfortable and safe. I trust her more than anybody else, so it’d make sense. Of course, sometimes we need our time alone, so it’s not exactly the same, but this was just my interpretation of that sentence. ✌️
Hey peeps I wrote a poem :3 Wishing you were here The silence rings in my ears I can feel the thoughts flooding my mind One dark thought at a time Thinking about you About me About us How we'll never be The little voice in my head Makes me wish I was dead I'm curling up on my bed I just can't take it Alone at last
For a moment,a face from a distant memory popped up in my mind. Regret and pain are the only feelings I can extract from that piece of memory. I was dumb and egoistic. Didn't know what I was doing. Ended up hurting both of me and her feelings. I'm still trying to forget all of it. It was a big mistake and I'm just a crybaby. Sick beats btw love it
I was looking at the artwork and I said, "That looks so Korean, that looks like the back of Edward Avila's head." Went to the artist's page and she says she's a fan of kpop and likes Korea haha. This beattape is amazing.
Moments like these reminds me of covid time where these type of music were the biggest comfort and the comment section of the videos were honestly the best.
sometimes I just cry a little... not because I’m sad it’s because I’m jealous of fictional characters and fan fictions. before quarantine I would constantly say that I didn’t want to be in a relationship but that wasn’t exactly the case. I also never gave into reading fan fictions even if I found one for a ship I liked but now I find myself falling asleep reading them longing for cuddles. I used to force my friends to give me them on a daily but now not really being able to see them I realized how much I looked forward to annoying them demanding cuddles and how much I miss them. basically I just want cuddles lmao also I’m so proud of the people in this comment section getting over horrible things and moving forward with their life
its heartbreakin and also beautiful how the comments section of playlists like this r a safe space for everyone that wants to to rip their heart open n let it all out, n all of them r replied w nothing but kindness n love. everything about them is so uplifting n sweet. i hope someday we can all find the peace of mind and love that this videos n their comments give. cause i know well eventually find it. have a nice day🖤
I really love these songs. I listened to them when I came home from high school a couple of years ago, back then I felt very bad about myself because it was too difficult for me to socialize and get closer to others. Listening to them relaxed me a lot and I began to think that at some point things would change for me.
Its a nice sunny day in Jamaica. I am usually home cause I have anxiety and I am talking a gap year before college. Beautiful day just sitting on my back porch appreciating the grass and trees ad such
This was the first EVER lofi mix or lofi song I've ever heard. I wouldn't have discovered lofi earlier if it weren't for this mix. Thank you Ambition for posting this. 2017 was a horrible hear for me, and this song helped me get better. Again, thank you.
Same ! I listened to this while going through severe mental illnesses in 2017, I now know this whole mix by heart, what comes next, the lyrics to the songs there are, etc. And I am doing so much better, still having down days but it’s getting better. Also, I hope you’re doing better then ever!
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Nice to see other musicians already doing what they love in life. Your music makes me to keep at my own dream!
I used to listen to this a lot back in 2017-2018, god those where bad times, back then i found comfort while listening to this, now that i'm in a slightly better place i found some nostalgy but also relief, like, things do get better. For anyone who's going through a difficult moment, don't be harsh on yourself, you aren't the issue in this situation, it's the way the economical structure and the society is built, i hope things get better
its now 2021, but back in 2017/2018, This was my go to music to walk to school to. I used to live about an hours walk from school, I always wanted to be early so I could read or play games before class so I woke at 5:30 most days to try and be out the door by 6-6:30. There were two ways to get to school, both were extremely calming. There was nothing like walking down the quiet highway with no cars and a load of trees and nature and the open sky, I'd maybe see a fox or two on the way to school and it would make my morning, or I'd walk down through the churchyard and appreciate the quiet of the graves as I briefly passed them. I was 15-16 then. I'll be turning 20 at the end of this year. I don't come back here often, but when I do, I get an extreme sense of calm. So in short: Bangin mix.
Im 20 years old this year and suddenly everything hit me hard. Im gonna be 30 in another decade,i've been living 20 years of my life but i dont know what i've achived so far,always have fights with mom,didnt do well in college either,too many heartbreaks for these past 2 years. Im quite confuse and in pain trying to sort all things out but im stuck and cant get out. Just,have a nice day peeps💛🌻
even though im younger than you, i just wanna say that you cant change the past. if you feel stressed about stuff, i would advise you to try to enjoy the things around you. people always feel pressured to do something amazing, but when you take your time and do what you love, you could be a little happier. im bad at advices sorry.
My one and only mistake was falling in love with someone in my worst moment, that person initially felt something for me, but she ended up making me hurt, I didn't what to do about it so I thought this was normal between couples , I mistook pain with love, and the more she hurted me the more I "loved her", that absolutely destroyed me, and to this day it still torments me
This video gives me a sense of calm like nothing else. I used to listen to this while reading in the library in high school. It was always so calm and peaceful in there and one of the major reasons I made it through my senior year. I find myself coming back to it whenever I'm having a rough night with depression and it always helps. Thank you.
PART 2 IS OUT! NEW MUSIC BY BIOSPHERE, SAME AESTHETIC ❤
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This is perfection.
Bravo.. and thank you very much
You are the best....
Yo no se hablar inglés perfectamente para poder darte una respuesta adecuada pero suena bien y siento que es desestresante desde mi punto de vista ~
thank you so much! this music helps me so much when I study or need to calm down tysm
@Ambition can you make a live stream please
This year was the worst one. I think my parents don't understand how much i'm hurt inside. I can't wait to finish High School, I just hate this place. My grades are not good and I want to do nothing. Hearing this playlist makes me cry because I've discovered it at the start of this school year and now that i'm near to the end of it, it reminds me of myself laying on my bed crying like an idiot because I hate my classmates, the fact that i don't have real friends and myself. I think I'm an antisocial, Idk my house is just my best friend, I love when i'm home. This is the only place where I feel good.
Thank you if you read all of this and sorry if there are mistakes, my first language is french.
EDIT : Hi everyone ! It's been a year now since I've posted this comment and i just wanted to thank everyone who replied with nice words (I've read every single comments) it really made me happier. I also wanted to tell you that I'm better now. This last year of high school (yes finally I can say good bye to high school) was better than the other one. I've even made some friends. They are not my best friends but I'm happy I met them. Oh and the other day I've forced myself to listen to this playlist and it doesn't hurt anymore. Thank you again ❤️
P.S : I'm liking every comments but I'm sorry if I'm not replying to each one of them 🌼
I feel the same way, except I'm just starting high school after summer.. I feel like I can't enjoy spring break because of the dread that I feel waiting for high school to start. I hated junior high school because my best friend left me for a boy. She never apologized even after I confronted her about it multiple times. The friends I have now are okay, but they don't understand me at all. Atleast not like she did. And the worst part of it all is that it feels like it all never happened. She never brings it up and still smiles when we make eye contact. I'm excluded from friend groups I'd like to be a part of and people reject me again and again. I'm losing other friendships slowly too. Everything is falling apart in my social life, my appearance at school, I feel as if no one even knows who I am. The only time I feel at peace is when I'm alone walking outside or at home. I wish I could find people who understand my feelings and take them seriously. I'm so tired of joking around all the time.
Jenny- Hallb I see. Well I hope that High school is going to be a new start for you. The first day, watch people and try to see which one seem to be like you. My social life is the same as yours haha a mess. It seems that it's been so so SO long since I didn't go out with people other than my sisters. Wow. I've just noticed that. I need friends XD. Your best friend is a weird human. Maybe she is blind by love. Maybe if you send her a picture or a video of you too having fun, she will remember the good times and see how much stupid she is !
we're there for you. don't ever feel like you're alone. we might not know you, but we care for you. eyes are gently hushing your fears.
I m i n I Thank you so much for your message ♡
Get dat mans out of your profile
Last year, 2017,, on the seventh of august,, i attempted suicide . i was rushed to the hospital and i was thankfully saved . but i think the amazing part of that whole experience was seeing the light in things , like i had somewhere to go , something to finally do in life . i made so many great friends in that hospital and they still hang out with me to this very day . please,, suicide is *not* the answer , there's more to you than that . please keep your head up and never stop smiling because one day , on a bright sunny day , you'll make another person smile too . thanks for reading my story , i'm doing so much better now . stay chill everybody . 💕💞🍹
One of my friends commited suicide our junior year of high school, 4 years ago. Suicide is *never* the answer. Never. You never know just how many people care for you💔
- es햇빛 that’s sad
:(
i love you *
I haven't done the type of things but being a child passing through these things is though I feel as if bad people keep putting large rocks and stones to push me down like my dad attempting to push my buttons until they don't wanna work anymore this is how I feels don't think anyone should be going through these things
18:23 man, there's something about the tone of this track that somehow brings you back to the old times when you were an innocent kid who knew nothing in the world but pure bliss and a sense of belongingness ✨
Arenson Lozano
Went to 18:23 and to my surprise i was listening to this song long ago for the same reasons love the beat
im in tears....I want to watch the sunset again..stick in hand..in the creek..in my tree house..jumping across the tiny creek we called a river..building forts..that was the stuff...slipping in mud and get back up to chase your friend with a stick..
dang
Yeah......
I just want y'all to know that you are all very brave for letting out your feelings here, you are loved.
It has been over a year, but I just found this comment and wanted to say thank you. I didn’t know it before I saw this, but I think it’s exactly what I needed right now.
z3n0syne, how r u doing now? it’s been three months :)
No
Ty I needed that! Hugs to you!!
Bro, these comments are actually going to make me cry because of how I really understand and how i feel how others feel.
Sometimes, I wish I could have a buddy, to just sit with me everywhere, all the time, and I'd tell him about what's stressing
me out, or what makes me happy. I'm not sure where I can find one of those buddies, but you people seem pretty cool.
I can only imagine, people sitting in a circle, telling each other about their entire thought process. Even crying with each
other.
Should put that on my bucket list: "Gather groups of people to talk about each others problems and/or feelings."
My life would be better. Even though I literally don't know any of you, I love you.
Love u too
love you too fam!
Honestly, I’m the same as you, with feeling how others feel and wanting just that person to be there all the time. I have one friend who is close to me like that, but we just don’t hang out a lot at school. But def love the way you put your words man, def speaking from the heart 💙
I could be your friend.
do u want to be my friend @clouddszs
I swear to god I had a dream last night and I was really depressed and then the guy with " Cool" on his back appeared and held my hand. I'm not kidding I swear. He held my hand until I woke up crying
obsessivebirdgirl awww
That is so wonderful...(not the crying,) but I hope this helped with your sadness.
Awwwwwnn how cute!
I wish i had those dreams but i dont have dreams i just see black and nothingness its just waiting 6 hrs than waking ip again even though i was woke in my dream
1. 0:00 - it's great big world
2. 2:24 - morning fog
3. 3:51 - my heart flutters when i see you
4. 6:01 - down by the brook
5. 8:02 - cozy cove
6. 8:49 - serenade in the summer sun
7. 10:17 - i sipped a bit of summer [w/ Saint Romain]
8. 11:46 - matcha latte
9. 13:37 - innocent love [w/ BLVK]
10. 14:42 - living the sweet life, but it still tastes bitter
11. 16:46 - loungin' in the sand
12. 18:23 - it's time to take my mask off [ft. cat]
13. 20:27 - fishing at the pier
14. 21:59 - let's be lazy together
15. 23:14 - there's not enough time [ft. love-sadKiD]
16. 24:41 - late night café
17. 25:58 - the stars that shine upon us
Don't thank me, I did it for myself ᵔᴥᵔ .
I know you said not to thank you, but THANK YOU BRO
ty
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Fucking love u
Bruh the description already has it all
this is what our genration will listen to in restaurants and classy elevators
I certainly am contributing to it; I often blast lofi music over the sound system at my workplace during business hours. No complaints from customers so far!
Fran Julien unfortunately it will be Lil Pump and all that garbage
im gonna hope for it
No they won’t.
* hacking the elevator to play lofi music * already 2 steps ahead of u
(26:00)
Dear self,
im sorry for what you have to go through, the stress for graduation, the fake friendships, the relationship that didn't end all too well, chatting with your crush everyday and just not having the confidence to ask if he'd like to hang out or what he even thinks of you, because you are so insecure, your parents not having faith in you, and telling you too keep studying for a good paying job that you'll eventually hate, even if that means you don't have any free time. I'm sorry that you don't love yourself, and keep comparing yourself to others, in real life and on instagram, skipping meals to hopefully lose weight, stepping on that scale and finding out you gained 0,5 kilo, and you just get mad at yourself for not having self control.
But i know you'll get through it, once you graduate you'll have vacation and can do whatever you want, even though you live an hour away from your friends you will get to see them whenever you want. you will get through this, because i believe in you. so hang in there a little longer, nail those tests and graduate
love,
you x
I relate to that in literally every way apart from weight.
♡
Yeah don’t worry you got it! I’m rootin for ya!
come read this a year later! hope things are okay for u during this time
This gives me hope. Wow how are you now?
Everyone looks so sad here :(
I'm specially happy because it has almost been a year without self-harming!
I'm proud of myself, like, really proud :D (hope that doesn't sound selfish, it's just, I didn't think I'd get that far).
Passing to the "bad things", I'm worried that my parents know I'm trans before I tell them.
I'm still trying to figure it out, though, It's just, looking at the mirror kind of hurts me, I don't think I'm a girl, I just feel like a boy, all the time. If my parents actually get to know it, they'll probably tell me I'm wrong or something; that's why I wanna be sure about it when I tell them, so I can defend who I am.
However, thank you for reading this, stranger; I really needed to take it out of my chest. 🙏
(Hope my english is correct ;-;)
Congrats!! it's so awesome you've come this far without hurting yourself again. You have every right to be proud, beautiful stranger. and I am proud of you too ^_^
and stay strong. Live your best life and do what makes you happy. In select situations, it may not be necessary to come out, if it only makes things worse. If you do decide to come out to your parents, I hope it goes well. Take your time with life and be happy, lot's of love~
@@spaceybunni thanks! You made my day💕
this may be kind of late but congrats my dude! That's an amazing accomplishment! Keep being happy!
@@brennanleahy1929 thanks!! ^^
♧Dann~♧ (me voy alv) u being happy made me happy stay radical my friend
Some people think depression makes you cool. No, it dosen't and i cant even comprehend how much it hurts
say it real loud for the people in the back
Idk why I’m replying to a year old comment lol but there’s this girl who sometimes acts depressed. Sounds weird but like you can kind of tell she isn’t exactly depressed. She tells lots of people it and they start to comfort her. Now I’m not one to say she doesn’t have it but I feel like she is just looking for some more attention. But then again who knows really.
Yeah there's a girl in my class and she says she's depressed but she has more friend's than me and she doesn't look depressed she always talks to people and never thinks or act negitive
@@cherie3770 I mean some people who are depressed do sometimes put up a front. But she could be faking it I'm just saying
Krispy Cqbbage Exactly I never understood that until now I guess Karma got me. 💔
i always come back to this playlist, i replayed it all throughout my freshman year, everytime i hear it now it reminds me of when texas was actually cold in the winters, idk why but now this playlist just brings me so much serotonin and comfort.
I also listened to this in my freshman year...in Texas! I've come so far from then, and listening back is not painful like I thought it would be. Reminds me of the few good times I had there.
Wow I'm another one who played this in his sophomore year, I rlly miss that days
i always come back to this playlist, i replayed it all throughout my freshman year, everytime I hear it now it reminds me of when life was actually harsh for me, I was living in the dormitory in the arctic zone of Russia. we did not have warm water so in order to hve a shower one had to go to the first floor at around 6 a.m. One time while there were no other boys in the whole shower room I played this on speakers. at 6 a.m.. -20 degrees Celcius outside. that was harsh and satysfying and the same time.
do you know any new songs of this artist "biosphere"?
@@sempiternal_futility you can find his channel on youtube where he uploads songs
these songs describe my life
it's great big world - waking up
morning fog - in the morning
my heart flutters when i see you - seeing my crush at school
down by the brook - classtime
cozy cove - home time
serenade in the summer sun - outside
innocent love [w/ BLVK] - my love life
living the sweet life, but it still tastes bitter - my whole life in a nutshell
loungin' in the sand - lying down
it's time to take my mask off [ft. cat] - stop smiling
let's be lazy together - me with family
there's not enough time [ft. love-sadKiD] - play time
late night café - staying up
the stars that shine upon us - night time / sleeping
♡
(•ᴗ•)❤
I think the world would be such a better place if we all just like sat in circles listening to this and spilling our guts to everyone else
Probably. Like, little circles with strangers that understand the situation (or not,but can be sympathetic) and just talk it out. It's way easier to say stuff to strangers. Isn't it weird?
Of course it will, cause whatever the world is now ain't doin' it for any of us lol.
Count me in. I’ve already seen a few other comments stating similar ideas. Maybe we could form a group and turn this into a reality. It’s a pretty unrealistic idea, I know, but it’s nice to think about.
The conversation pit from the 1970's needs to make a comeback for real.
I’m having a hard time in school right now. I feel so hurt inside. I hate school, I hate this feeling, I hate everything. I wish I could go back to a year, a year ago, just a year ago, I was happy. The most worst feeling is that you were so happy with a happy life with people there for you but suddenly it’s over before you know it and lookin back you realize that you didn’t cherish the happy moments enough. Ugh! I’m so sad everyday and all the time, lookin back to see how great my life hurts and it feels like sometime stabbed my chest.
I just wanna give you a hug rn, I really hope you make it through this!
WyvernClaw Thank you so much! T_T
It is gonna be alright, even though you don’t think so. There are people that genuinely care about you. 💞
I love you, stay strong, do it for everyone you love and who care about you
I know it’s been over a year, but I just found this so I figured I’d reply. How are you doing? Better, I hope. Y’know, your comment reminded me of a quote I’ve had saved in my phone for a long time. I cannot for the life of me remember where I found it, but I wholeheartedly agree with it. “One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you once thought was unquestionable.” Of course, this only applies to certain situations, but I can relate to it. In my case, my happiness and future was what I thought was unquestionable. Now I’m unsure whether or not I’m even going to live until my 18th birthday. Sad, right? Unfortunately that’s the reality of many people, especially in this generation. However, there is hope inside of each and every person. Hope *for* that person. And as long as there is hope, there is the potential for a future. That’s all we really need, right? From there we can just keep moving forward. And in case this was something that you or anyone else reading this needed to hear, please keep fighting. I promise that I, as well as so many others will be right there, fighting along with you. You are loved. You will be okay, as long as you just *keep moving forward.*
I used to listen to this and think of the great things I could do with my girlfriend one day, of course we don’t talk at all anymore, but it’s nice remembering the things we used to talk about, she’d talk about anime and I’d talk about my characters and it’d be comforting to know I could always tell her anything. I’ve gotten over her, that was almost 6 months ago, but I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss her a little bit. Listening to this reminds me of the times I’d cry because I thought I liked someone else, terrified of telling her, turns out I was just confused, hanging up clothes to dry on the roof of where I lived at 8pm, yeah I’d stuff my face into the sweaters to laugh at myself while also crying a lot but it’s nice knowing that’s over. That time period was such a mess, and so was I but I did have fun talking to her. I don’t know what you can take away from this but I just wanted to put this somewhere, so why not here, on the songs I used to constantly listen to back then, there’s people sharing their experiences here as well so that’s another reason why. To anyone who bothered reading this, have a nice day, and thanks.
Its okay,the hearts sometimes really get confuse with all the things that was going on. But remember evrything happens for a reason. I hope you'll find someone sweet and you wont get confuse of your own feelings ever again. And have a nice day buddy!
Why did you break up? I’m in a relationship right now that sounds an awful lot like yours was so I’m worried
Doopadoo Man (just saw this and thought I should respond)
she broke up with me because she said she just wasn’t ready for a relationship at the time. I understood and we stayed friends until she blocked me on what we used to talk. it was long distance so I never found out what happened to her.
I hope it’s been going well with your relationship, and if not that at least things are a bit better now;
I know it’s been a year, but I just found this so I figured I’d reply. I’ll keep it short and sweet. Thank you. This comment really did make my day. And I’m glad to hear you’ve moved on and are doing better. I have hope that I’ll someday get to that point in my life, where I can truly say “I’m okay.”
Their neck be like ._.
i see it now lol
I think those are neck dermal piercings
angel min yoongi uuuggh those are weird! People are weird. Why are people weird???
Boy in Roses LOL
angel min yoongi *bts forever* lol.
the lowfi community is so chill
ikr I love it, I feel so comfortable
The Milk in Ryan's Ass yeah
is this lofi? Seems pretty high quality.
I thought it was just chilwav
I seriously need to know from where is that profile picture
lolz low fi
Such a bittersweet feeling-> I feel this smells like watching the sun coming up after a long night of insomnia. It’s sweet, a restart, but it’s also sad to know you haven’t slept and you have all those deprecating thoughts. It’s like having an existencial crisis at 5:30 am but feeling ok with that because you’re used to it. Familiar but painful.
I used to listen to this everyday for like 2 months. There are a lot of these kind of videos out there but no other mix made me feel that way. I can't describe how this music makes me feel but it really helped me through a dark time. Everytime I listened to this it made me feel as if everything is going to be okay.
omg i used to listen to this mix religiously during the tenth grade... the nostalgia is hitting me hard, this used to be my favourite mix
I'm currently listening to this playlist and school and I was about to pass out because my anxiety was so high. Thank god music like this exsists
Jonathan Carney smoke some marijuana
Relax my man. We're all here with ya.
I totally get it!!!!!!
Biosphere is perf 💛
the bootleg boy you are
#nosleep
The biosphere?
LOL at first I read that as "perv" and I was like "What?! Tell me more..." and started reading the other comments haha
You're so right
one month before 2020, 1 December 2019.
Hi futureself, i am your 19 years old buddy. How you doing? I am writing this so you can see how far you have go. You have been through a lot. You lose your mom at 15 years old but you decide to never give up and make that incidents as your motivation to move forward. 2017, that is the year you struggle so hard to ace your exam and make your dad proud of you. You did it. July 2019, you get into a medical school. your DREAM SCHOOL!!! All your effort resulting this. And now, 1 month before you turn into 20 years old, you still thin, have a nice dream and you always smile. I hope THE YOU right now is still the same me. Never change.
Do your best to be the crazy adult as you can be. Your pastself will always root you okey?
Take care.
Hey, this is your friendly reminder 6 months later to read this again! How are you doing?
@@z3n0syne85 you are so nice 🥺, of course I am doing good. Despite of the current situation in our world, I hope everyone felt the same way as I do. Thank you for asking ❤❤
@itsmefatimah Aw, no problem! I was just looking through the comment section and decided to remind you of this! It’s no biggie. I’m glad to hear you’re doing well, though! That really *is* something to be grateful for, considering everything that’s going on right now. I hope things keep going well for you! Stay safe!
@@itsmefatimah how you doin now
@@3amofarooq 😥 you are so nice. Thank you, I need this. I am doing quite well eventhough its a bit struggle here. But no worries, I am the controller. I hope you are doing well ❤💯
2018年跟我爸去日本玩的時候 近一個多禮拜都在循環這首歌 那段時光真的很美好 這首歌不知道有什麼魔力 聽的時候 很像在作夢 把思緒拉到好遠的地方 我好喜歡那個夢境 好想永遠都在那裡 只有聽這首歌的時候 才能去到那個好悠閒的地方。謝謝作者 這是我這輩子最難忘 最喜歡的歌。
im going to fall asleep listening to this. wish me luck!
Sleep well!
no luck needed with these tunes
No
I suddenly want to draw again
Unicorn Sparkles UGH I swear I get the same feels...I stop drawing for a while then I see someone else's amazing art, then I'm like...well shoot I wanna do that too 😩
SplashFree!! *same*
Meghan Kirby that's great!
go for it bro
It's 12:30. I have school in 6 hours. I'm crying. I'm sad.
I don't want to be here.
this is relaxing. I love it, thank you
oh no :( don't worry, it might seem sad now but it'll pass. let the music h e a l ya. :)
you live in USA
and me live in Brazil, here the bullyng is sad :((
Here a joke to make you 15 s happy and to forget your sadness;
When asked how he would like to die, this man told:
"I would like to die just like my grandfather did, peacefully in his sleep, not screaming or yelling like the passengers in the car he was driving".
Igor Miranda I went there for a vacation they called me a bitch one time so I fucked him up and he was bleeding
I think I've just discovered my place in youtube
ana4500full welcome :)
Yep me too
ana4500full welcome to the aesthetic
Same
This comment was two years ago but same
so many sad stories. can i just add a happy one? i used to be so sad before i met her. it sucks too, because i knew about her since i walked into sixth grade. she was part of wha we referred to as the blonde squad, all basic starbucks loving blondes that had too much money and not enough care. or that's what i thought, because i didn't know them. her name was everywhere. i heard about her constantly, but i never spoke to her. we never made eye contact, despite the abundance of classes we shared. it wasn't until the beginning of eighth grade that i met her through a friend. i didn't know who she was even, only her instagram. and then we just hit it off, talking about the dumbest things. she's my number one now. i can't believe i went three years without knowing her. to be fair, she thought i was a weird geek as i thought she was a rude basic bitch. she's now my everything and we do everything together, and i don't want to see a future without her. i love you so much taylor, the biggest goonie
Weirdly, i have a similar story. There was this girl that had been in my classes since 1st grade and i never talked to her or cared about her before, i just thought she was one of those popular girls that are pretty and have everything. It wasnt until 7th grade that me and her shared the same table group and we became besties. She used to think of me as a nerd because i always got good grades. We are still friends, and there was another person introduced to the group, and me and her became best friends too.
@@chickennuggets3429 The ending is only a fraction of the story, there's still room for happiness
@@chickennuggets3429 hey, get ur sorry ass up and do something about it, you will more defently find happiness and friendship that way, and you will have a happy ending. Dont stop and give up.
@Chicken & Nuggets It’s been a long while, I know. But I’m just here to say if you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, I’m always available for a chat. And hey, the comment section of a youtube video is as good a place as any for that, eh?
What a crazy time to be alive. Constantly walking in circles. I'm always walking in circles. Not sad but definitely not happy just kinda of going through the motions. Repetition became my motive...am I losing focus? Why am I alone....I'm always alone.
alone in a field of flowers. can you see the sunlight? no. why? because you're facing your petals downwards.
it may help if you try to see the light with your fellow wildflowers.
Hey, you still feel the same or getting better? I care about you, even if you're a complete stranger. I've been through rough time and I am just finally getting better. Come on, You can do it! I believe In you! The question is though, Do you believe in yourself?...😌
ThisIsCharlese this comment hit me in the feelings :')
ThisIsCharlese bruh. Chill😂
I love the art used 💖
Toast - spot on, it's almost like you can see it animated, like the looped animations on the live stream, the girl/boy walks along the road looking at the flowers to the side, as the "little fluffy clouds" float over head.
Or maybe it's just me...........☺️
from Haikyu I think
Toast I love that heart
HulkHodnFtw it's from haikyuu...?
Jisoos Hear My Prays yes, voleyball
i used to listen to this back in 2018. time has flown.
Listen to this while doing HW. THANKS FOR THE A'S.
Wanna chat?im cute
really ? let me see if i can get a scholarship
For some reason people always spill out their thoughts on these vids so here goes.
I feel alone in a crowd. Is that bad? I just feel that I can’t grasp real reality anymore.. “you used to be all happy, now you’re.. blah. What happened to my cheerful baby girl?” I wonder where she went, too, mom. I guess she left. I’m the substitute for someone who was once happy, but then he came along. Now I’m only happy if I’m talking to him, but he’s slipping away too. He’s a good guy but he makes me depressed when he leaves like now. He’s gone currently and I need him. He doesn’t know that. I’m so depressed these days.. because of him. But he’s also the only way I’m going to ever be happy. I hope he never leaves for good because if he does, he’ll bring my happiness with him.
Amen.
Update: he left for good. He replaced me with a new girl. On that day, tears trickled down my face and I wondered.. “why am I crying? He’s changing. I don’t like him anymore either.” But it still killed me inside to know.. that I was no longer loved. When I saw him talking to The other girl, I realized.. I still loved him. A few days later, my best friend and I were at his house. He was beating me up and enjoying it. I have a scar now. The scar is a reminder that love hurts. My head still hurts from when he slapped me in the back of it . My arm hurts from the punch he delivered me. My finger still hurts from when he pried the ring off of it. Our promise ring. My. Promise ring. “It’s hers now!” He screamed. I could see the passion in his fiery eyes. I let him have the beautiful ring. My heart still hurts from all the pain. I don’t think I can ever love again.
Whatever it was that you went through.. I hope that you are happier now :')... Thank you for sharing this with us
the bigger the crowd the lonelyer you feel
Hey lonely girl, I think you are beautiful inside.
I-Is this real? That pain felt so real my mate. He beated you up and you haven't reported him to the police? I hope you have girl, he was abusing you mentally and phsyically. I hope you have found something to give you the courage to be happy. You are a great person so don't let others make you feel like you aren't valuable.
i hope you are alive. i just really hope so, if you are please please please hang on - not to him but to yourself, to life, to faith in that you can leave this person for good and that you will find someone who shares a love with you that he wasn't able to give you,
try to be careful if you leave - you should try to go to a women's shelter (even if at this point maybe you have already been at one/several!) and seek help quietly as in don't tell him .. but also totally do inform people you can trust that won't tell him even if it has to be strangers
if you don't leave right now!, you may wanna pick a moment when you're beaten up so that when he doesn't notice(!), you can go to a hospital and tell your story
you may need to get creative (don't worry about that, creativity lies in everyone, you will have ideas sooner or later, just try to think of ways and risks!) but don't do anything that's quite risky.. maybe you have a better chance of leaving if you run away and talk to a lot of people when in public. you don't need to answer to this, you can also answer that you don't think what i think, i won't be mad
I could dig a hole, lay in it, and listen to this for the rest of my life
then go insane lmao
Payton Casarico agreed
lmao yes just a non stop playlist of lofi that i like
This helped me through my diagnosed severe depression symptoms 4 years ago, now I only have lighter depression but this still calms me when I tend to go over board. 🥰
everything is going to be fine
I’m healed from depression 😊
@@sempiternal_futility you’re right! 🙂
I started to listen to stuff like this when I was a depressed crap constantly finding a way to indulge in pretty sadness,, then I realised that I can’t stay that way so I stopped wallowing in self pity, cut my ass length hair short then went outside more and made a bunch of super good friends.
Two days ago one of the said friends played a lofi track when we’re studying so I decided to revisit this vid that I like a lot and somehow the feeling when listening to this is v different now. There’s still this calmness and chill vibes but it’s more like a “waking up on a Saturday morning” feel and not a “drinking beer at Tuesday 3am” feel anymore.
I seldom comment on videos and idk why am I even saying this
Thats actually really wonderful cx I'm happy for ya
Latanya Hardy
After months of being an absolute fan of this mix, I feel I've come to realize my goal in life is to memorize every track, every beat, and every tune in it. And I think I'm already there, and I'm happy to say I still enjoy this as much as I did the first time I hit play. Maybe even more. This is, hands down, my favourite mix. I'm so in love with it. Thank you biosphere, thank you Ambition.
This music feels like someone loves me. It's a kind feeling.
everyday we follow, every dream we chase, we'll soon just wake up and realize none of its real and then we may finally be just as cool as the crystal glaciers we stand upon looking up to the stary black sky.
im trying to take your comment seriously but your pfp omfg
you took the words right out of my mouth
Since many people in the comments appreciate this art I must notice that the girl linked in the description is not the artist, she just used this art. The real artist is Him.N, here's her virink page: virink.com/himmoon
thank you so much! I have been searching everywhere to find this! I will update description
👀😘❤
Beautiful music for reals.
korean daddy?
Woah I'm so late here hehe
this was the music I listened to often around the time in september when my friend passed away. any time i revisit this mix and listen to it again, i tear up because i experience again all the emotions i went through back then when he committed suicide. i miss him so fucking much and want nothing more than for him to be alive again. rest in peace
I listened to this on repeat when i re-read my all time favourite book series as a child and have always felt that music amplifies the imagination and feeling one has to another thing. Every time i listen to this playlist all the events, characters, feelings all come rushing back.
This was the first video I watched on TH-cam when I got my first phone, the nostalgia hits hard
"based in heat, summer street.. cool air, within the biosphere.."
nicholas moline oh why thank you my friend! means a lot blessings to you 🙏✌
I see you everywhere, you're that really kind guy
what track is this from?
Roiael Possible subscribe to the channel and I love you
Roiael jbbn u ba qpqk9xx
I know this video is old, but I still listen to this everyday. It sounds amazing.
comments like these make this type of music more of an apocalyptical, new beginning type setting for me :D
I hope you've come back, even after 2 years tee hee ☺
@@jennievelvet AAAAAA, I'm not the only one here! ☺😋
9:05 is my fav part of this song
Viqar Siddiqa I'm that type of person who would wake up to this
serenade in the summer sun
Humera Yasmeen lol
Me too
Is it weird that I broke down crying when i saw all the comments in this video? It just feels so comforting that there are people in this world that are also fighting a similar battle which in my case is depression, ptsd, and anxiety.
i have two music sides of me:
1- the rock and whatnot
2- *this calming shit right here*
this is ＣＯＯＬ
Biosphere is such a lad
remo Possible subscribe to the channel and I love you
3 years ago and still lit asf
I want to be alone but never thought I wanted to be alone with someone
dude ik that's supposed to be deep and all but you kinda contradicted your own statement
It’s been a year, and this may or may not have been what you meant, but eh. I’m gonna say it anyway. It’s strange, but there are some people that you feel so safe around that it feels almost like you’re alone. The comfort level that you feel when you’re alone, for introverts and anxious people (me included), at least. That’s how I feel around my girlfriend. Whether I’m talking to her on the phone or irl, I just feel so comfortable and safe. I trust her more than anybody else, so it’d make sense. Of course, sometimes we need our time alone, so it’s not exactly the same, but this was just my interpretation of that sentence. ✌️
@@ceoofswag1901 I think that was what they wanted it to sound like (? xD (sorry for my sh*tty english :,P)
@@Starpriz777 lol its all good, btw your english seems fine
Yeah, that sounds fun to me as well, not in a weird way though-
It’s just be nice to have someone to talk to.
Yo this is some quality fire! I can stay warm with this for the coming months to pass.
Personally, I prefer the c o o l.
STAR MAN me too man.
Chill is the right term dude :)
Hey peeps I wrote a poem :3
Wishing you were here
The silence rings in my ears
I can feel the thoughts flooding my mind
One dark thought at a time
Thinking about you
About me
About us
How we'll never be
The little voice in my head
Makes me wish I was dead
I'm curling up on my bed
I just can't take it
Alone at last
3/5
I thought you did a good job :)
8/10 my opinion
Flop nice job liking your own post...
Nice job!
For a moment,a face from a distant memory popped up in my mind. Regret and pain are the only feelings I can extract from that piece of memory. I was dumb and egoistic. Didn't know what I was doing. Ended up hurting both of me and her feelings. I'm still trying to forget all of it. It was a big mistake and I'm just a crybaby.
Sick beats btw love it
welcome to the comment section!!! free stories will be shared uwu free cookies and more will be served
the first song reminds me of the soundtracks of the low quality free online games I used to play as a kid XD such nostalgia though
It's as if I can feel the music IN me
I love this so much, that I wake up every morning listening to this.
i ve been following for 3 years and i can t stop listening your mix
Okay my homepage is incredibly iconic for recommending this to me after loving it six years ago and then completely forgetting to save it somewhere
the one lofi playlist on youtube that i always come back to. thank you
I was looking at the artwork and I said, "That looks so Korean, that looks like the back of Edward Avila's head." Went to the artist's page and she says she's a fan of kpop and likes Korea haha. This beattape is amazing.
Mind peeping our recent lofi rhymes ;)
M.F.O.V, sure I'll check them out
The art style is great
yeah
Babycakes Trash ikr
Chillest person right now
hi
im more chill man.
Patanjali Lemon Squash Sword Immortal thank you❤
TheElusiveSalesman my secret has been found out, gotta run😂
Moments like these reminds me of covid time where these type of music were the biggest comfort and the comment section of the videos were honestly the best.
sometimes I just cry a little... not because I’m sad it’s because I’m jealous of fictional characters and fan fictions. before quarantine I would constantly say that I didn’t want to be in a relationship but that wasn’t exactly the case. I also never gave into reading fan fictions even if I found one for a ship I liked but now I find myself falling asleep reading them longing for cuddles. I used to force my friends to give me them on a daily but now not really being able to see them I realized how much I looked forward to annoying them demanding cuddles and how much I miss them. basically I just want cuddles lmao also I’m so proud of the people in this comment section getting over horrible things and moving forward with their life
it hurts really bad that summer isn’t going to be the same this year...
Waking up to this
^
Agree
Louitic yet you posted a minecraft vid two months ago eheh well memed
Louitic I'm sure kid
Gus Chainbers There's a dick made of the blocks in the thumbnail, I don't think it's real bud
it feels like yesterday
You're going to make me cry dude
it does feel like yesterday....
i read this and burst out crying. i needed it ngl
its heartbreakin and also beautiful how the comments section of playlists like this r a safe space for everyone that wants to to rip their heart open n let it all out, n all of them r replied w nothing but kindness n love. everything about them is so uplifting n sweet. i hope someday we can all find the peace of mind and love that this videos n their comments give. cause i know well eventually find it. have a nice day🖤
I really love these songs. I listened to them when I came home from high school a couple of years ago, back then I felt very bad about myself because it was too difficult for me to socialize and get closer to others. Listening to them relaxed me a lot and I began to think that at some point things would change for me.
This has to be one of the most unique way of relaxing music 🎶 🎵 👨🎤
XωX GET DEM MANS OFF UR PRO FILE PICTURE
I love this so much it's been on repeat for the last day lmao
Same
This music feels surreal.
Fact: The words that we're saying and motivating for others were also the exact words we want to hear from someone to cheer us when we're sad :
i remember playing this playlist contantly 5 years ago i just came back to it. so nostalgic
Its a nice sunny day in Jamaica.
I am usually home cause I have anxiety and I am talking a gap year before college.
Beautiful day just sitting on my back porch appreciating the grass and trees ad such
I love the music, art, and everything about this video.
BUT "o ~ o" I SEE YOU ON THAT BOYS NECK.
This was the first EVER lofi mix or lofi song I've ever heard. I wouldn't have discovered lofi earlier if it weren't for this mix. Thank you Ambition for posting this. 2017 was a horrible hear for me, and this song helped me get better. Again, thank you.
Same ! I listened to this while going through severe mental illnesses in 2017, I now know this whole mix by heart, what comes next, the lyrics to the songs there are, etc. And I am doing so much better, still having down days but it’s getting better. Also, I hope you’re doing better then ever!
Nice to see other musicians already doing what they love in life. Your music makes me to keep at my own dream!
This was the first lofi I ever listened to, now I'm obsessed with it
As always beautiful 😍
Lonely tear in rain Possible subscribe to the channel and I love you😘😘
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Good music, love it!!!!
I used to listen to this a lot back in 2017-2018, god those where bad times, back then i found comfort while listening to this, now that i'm in a slightly better place i found some nostalgy but also relief, like, things do get better.
For anyone who's going through a difficult moment, don't be harsh on yourself, you aren't the issue in this situation, it's the way the economical structure and the society is built, i hope things get better
Same!!
love biosphere 's song so much and had set it to a visual poem on my channel
Amo demasiado esto, amo a biosphere, me mantiene calmado en mis momentos de soledad y pensar cada momento de mi vida , cada pequeño momento.
this is some good music to lestin to 10/10 BOOOOIII
oh yeah who made the art.
Just want to know because is it ok if i have it as like a picture or poster??
I LOVE IT!!!! :3
himmoon
"Don't make things too complicated. Try to relax, enjoy every moment, get used to everything." ❤️
its now 2021, but back in 2017/2018, This was my go to music to walk to school to. I used to live about an hours walk from school, I always wanted to be early so I could read or play games before class so I woke at 5:30 most days to try and be out the door by 6-6:30.
There were two ways to get to school, both were extremely calming. There was nothing like walking down the quiet highway with no cars and a load of trees and nature and the open sky, I'd maybe see a fox or two on the way to school and it would make my morning, or I'd walk down through the churchyard and appreciate the quiet of the graves as I briefly passed them.
I was 15-16 then. I'll be turning 20 at the end of this year. I don't come back here often, but when I do, I get an extreme sense of calm. So in short: Bangin mix.
Im 20 years old this year and suddenly everything hit me hard. Im gonna be 30 in another decade,i've been living 20 years of my life but i dont know what i've achived so far,always have fights with mom,didnt do well in college either,too many heartbreaks for these past 2 years. Im quite confuse and in pain trying to sort all things out but im stuck and cant get out. Just,have a nice day peeps💛🌻
even though im younger than you, i just wanna say that you cant change the past. if you feel stressed about stuff, i would advise you to try to enjoy the things around you. people always feel pressured to do something amazing, but when you take your time and do what you love, you could be a little happier.
im bad at advices sorry.
@@etaperily4947 no its okay,thank you for your kind words.💕
You’re a gift from god
My one and only mistake was falling in love with someone in my worst moment, that person initially felt something for me, but she ended up making me hurt, I didn't what to do about it so I thought this was normal between couples , I mistook pain with love, and the more she hurted me the more I "loved her", that absolutely destroyed me, and to this day it still torments me
This video gives me a sense of calm like nothing else. I used to listen to this while reading in the library in high school. It was always so calm and peaceful in there and one of the major reasons I made it through my senior year. I find myself coming back to it whenever I'm having a rough night with depression and it always helps. Thank you.