The last pages are tough fill; tough to end. But it brings us to the new chapters.To new beginnings. It may not seem worth it, but it truly is. Just gotta keep moving.
I almost cried reading the description. With the music, it seemed so bittersweet. Ending of one epilogue, yet knowing that another prologue would come your way. Scared yet excited. Stuck in the past yet yearning to find out the next story. Thank you Big rice.
Your music is heaven for people like us....or what we would want heaven would be, where we all go back to being children pure,simple and happy and those of us who dont have that good childhood would have the chance to live it again.... your music tells us beautiful stories..and even if were alone that we're not left out
I really wish you had more subscribers! You have been doing this for a while and your music never helps to make my day... Keep going, and know that you reach the hearts of many
Finding this channel was like gaining a little piece of heaven, I am so grateful that i stumbled upon your channel, you were on like, 4000 subscribers, and you keep growing, and your music keeps enchanting me, i wish you all the best in this world!
Yeah, i did my best... You're right. From all the 400 thousands words of portuguese, no one hurts like "adeus"(means goodbye) goodbye is so hard to say... But we have to make memories, because we are memories, we are memories in everyone's heart. These are the final moments of this chapter, the 2020 chapter... We have so much to regret, but look... We have so much to thank to. This year was important, and now he'll never come back, 2020 will never come back... So we have to create memories today, for tomorrow we remember them.
The other day, I got humiliated without deserving it in front of many.... I had a bad day indeed BigRice, and it pains me more that I have to put up a face to look strong for those who love me ~ and believe in me.... But as I reflected while listening to this music and read your words that had hit me on the spot, I felt better.... Damn, all of us go through those days ain't it? It just feels good to have friends willing to share the same experiences.... thank you.
Life is painful and final chapters are always difficult to write. I hope this song gives you strength to move on from whatever pain you have experienced.
It was written that way :) I want this song to give you strength and bravery. Whatever bad happened to you this year, I know you've done well and I want you to be happy.
Can I ask a very personal question? Of course don't have to answer in here for all to see, but what were you thinking/feeling when you composed this? You have brought all those who have ever felt sadness into the chat, and I think you can do this because you too have felt sadness. But then, who hasn't? But then, who else tunes it so perfectly into music. This is very peaceful and very calming. I hope it helps those who need a little peace right now.
I did feel sadness of course, but this song is not necessarily about me. I processed two different kinds of closure in this song. The first one is moving on from tragedies during the pandemic. To start believing again that times will get better. The pandemic sepearted families, lovers, friends - sometimes even forever. This song is meant to give people some closure for whatever bad happened to them in 2020. The second one is moving on to a new year which is coming closer. To me that is always the road to a new story. People stand up and make up their new year resolutions mostly at the end of a year. It's the perfect time to leave some ghosts and scars behind and a perfect opportunity to try to be happy again, to learn how to be brave and couragous again.
@@BigRicePiano Profound as always 😊 I fear too many are happy to gain attention through confessing their sorrows, so why would they ever want to move on? It is hard to be happy in a world gripped by depression. Everyone just wants to complain. For those who try to move forward, you have my respect and my support.
Hi @BigRicePiano , may I get the download link of this extremely beautiful picture? I'm sorry if I was troubling you but it's okay if you didn't have the download link. Thank you in advance!
*Meaning of life* One day I was thinking about.. why am I here? I found out I wasn’t planed from the start. My parents never really intended me to be born. They just shared sexual pleasure without intentions of me.. well.. being here. I was born on a dark night at somewhere around 9:00 P.M and growing up I didn’t really think of the outside world but I was rather snuggling with my mother when I was young. My blood dad.. left when I was about 3.. But I always felt close and safe with my mom. Then I would get a step dad who I call my actual dad because he’s always been here for me. When I was about 5 my beloved sister came to this world. I have a lot of laugh and playful moments with her and there’s also times when we didn’t get along but thats just what siblings do. I love her so much. Growing up I started to learn that the world wasn’t all happy all the time. I learned what evil was and it wasn’t normal. I then learned about torture murder and rape and I didn’t like it.. I also learned that my ancestors of First Nations peoples have suffered very badly from racism and I’m apart of a ignored group of people that not much people care for.. And I could be discriminated for being a Native American. All of this evil was very new but I didn’t like it. But as I grew up more year after year I started to accept the fact that evil was and is always here. But I’ve also lived happy moments I would never want to forget. I could be offered 10 trillion dollars to forget about my family and I would chose my family. My family I grew up with made me the person I am. I would go to a school I appreciate with my friends and the older we got here we still are. Friends after 5 years. Recently this last year or so I’ve been feeling a new experience with girls? I guess I’m starting to like their attention. But I tried to tell a girl I liked that I liked her. But didn’t go that well and months later I guess I made it a bit obvious? And the class started to spread out rumours that we were a “thing” and she got uncomfortable and stopped talking to me for a while. I don’t blame her at all I don’t like the class because of that. And it doesn’t have to be a relationship I can still appreciate her as a friend. Ive been getting into history a lot, it’s my new favourite topic. As I grow up I have to do more work and things are getting harder. Hard and hard to the point i have mental breakdowns from time to another. But I’m aware that people do more then me. But it came to a time I got so upset with my parents I was so angry and just dropped onto my bed crying in so much anger because I was so stressed that I just questioned myself why am I even here? Is there even a meaning to life? But now when I look at it.. Some people will say yes it’s worth living. And some might so no. But it all depends on how you look at it. I think it is because at the end of life we don’t know what’s over the horizon. It could be an afterlife or it could just be a blank black void for eternity. I still have long ways in life because Im 14. 15 pretty soon. But anyone feeling down or lonely or your struggling, you’ll make it. I promise you. Just keep pushing because life will slap you around but you just got to get back up and tell yourself you can do this. *The End*
Most of my stories are fiction based with real life lessons.. but this one is my real story. This is what I’ve experienced and I wanna say, I’m thankful for everything I have. I’ve lost some such as my 2 dogs I want to love and treat when I get to heaven and I’ve lost a few family members and I want to give them hugs when I get there too.. This story means a lot because its my real story. Thank you all for taking the time to read it.. I really appreciate it 😢🥲😌
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It shows how many hardships all of us have to go through, in order to learn to be happy. I'm thankful for all the pain, because it makes me appreciate the good things in life a lot more. We have to grow, to learn and to endure, so we can find and cherish things we can love.
@@BigRicePiano you’ve might’ve already picked up on my other comment that my great grandfather has passed. It’s sad. And I also turned 15 on December 3rd. So just last month
Hi! I am in love with your music. I first found out about it from The Soul of Wind's videos. I came here and have loved everything in this channel. Sorry if this comes out as rude, but I really love the piece used in this video: th-cam.com/video/KJVpU68IwJI/w-d-xo.html , and I really want to listen to it in this channel. But I couldn't find the name of this particular piece. If it's not too much to ask, could you tell me the name of this lovely piece?
"It's going to be alright."
What i felt 💕
So lovely and amazing... as usual 😍
Thank you so much!
Whenever you upload, I always put a stop to whatever I’m doing and listen to your music.
And I don’t regret it.
yeah me too
Thank you so much, that makes me happy to hear! 😭
The best thing bout your music is that they open the imagination of anyone that hears them immediately when they start playing ❤
The last pages are tough fill; tough to end. But it brings us to the new chapters.To new beginnings. It may not seem worth it, but it truly is. Just gotta keep moving.
Whether it be a new music or an upload from a whole year ago, BigRicePiano's music just hits deep.
aw, thank you so much for saying that! and thank you so much for listening!
I almost cried reading the description. With the music, it seemed so bittersweet. Ending of one epilogue, yet knowing that another prologue would come your way. Scared yet excited. Stuck in the past yet yearning to find out the next story.
Thank you Big rice.
Moving on is always difficult...
@@BigRicePiano It really is.... Memory usually binds us from doing moving on😢
This sounds soo calming, all your compositions are extremely beautiful, I hope you get the attention you deserve soon
Thank you so much for saying that!
Life has been so hectic. A bit of calm is appreciated. This song is so pretty
Thank you so much! I hope it gets calmer for you soon, Lila!
Your music is heaven for people like us....or what we would want heaven would be, where we all go back to being children pure,simple and happy and those of us who dont have that good childhood would have the chance to live it again....
your music tells us beautiful stories..and even if were alone that we're not left out
Thank you so so much!! Such a kind comment 😭
this is very relaxing 😍 thank you so much
Very underrated music channel!
Thank you for bringing beautiful music to us again!
Glad you enjoy it!
This is called sad moment and beautiful creation 😘😍
Thank you so much!
This is beautiful. Thank you BigRicePiano!
Thank you!
beautiful piano
have a good day everyone:)
So relaxing....tysm!😄👍
Very good composition💖....i wonder how you to find a so prefect match with the name of the song and the mood it brings when we listen to it😊⭐🔥
Thank you very much!
You are so underrated 😭😭😭😭😭
The imagery fits perfect bro. I see emotion in this track. Nice one 👌
Thank you!
Another pristine piece
Thank you very much!
A very very relax piano, keep doing this beautiful work👍
Thank you so much, I will!
This is beautiful. I am one of your fans.
Thank you so much!
i'm so inlove with your music😍💗!
❤
i was reading ur descriptions as always, it made me cry TwT
put a nice bass and drum kit behind this and you got some amazing music. its beautiful as is but this could make something incredible.
This is so beautiful. Keep up the good work! 😁
Thank you so much!
I really wish you had more subscribers! You have been doing this for a while and your music never helps to make my day... Keep going, and know that you reach the hearts of many
Thank you so much! I'm giving my all to grow and to keep going!
Your underrated
Thank you so much!
Finding this channel was like gaining a little piece of heaven, I am so grateful that i stumbled upon your channel, you were on like, 4000 subscribers, and you keep growing, and your music keeps enchanting me, i wish you all the best in this world!
Wow, thank you! That was also so long ago, I'm happy that you stucked with me for so long!
You are so underrated it hurts
YOU NEED MORE RECOGNITION😫😫😫
Thank you so so much for saying that!
Best lofi sample
talented
thank you!
Yeah, i did my best... You're right. From all the 400 thousands words of portuguese, no one hurts like "adeus"(means goodbye) goodbye is so hard to say... But we have to make memories, because we are memories, we are memories in everyone's heart. These are the final moments of this chapter, the 2020 chapter... We have so much to regret, but look... We have so much to thank to. This year was important, and now he'll never come back, 2020 will never come back... So we have to create memories today, for tomorrow we remember them.
I very love it 🥰🥰
So its your final video piano😥
"And some pages for last goodbyes".... Hange-san T_T
The other day, I got humiliated without deserving it in front of many....
I had a bad day indeed BigRice, and it pains me more that I have to put up a face to look strong for those who love me ~ and believe in me....
But as I reflected while listening to this music and read your words that had hit me on the spot, I felt better....
Damn, all of us go through those days ain't it? It just feels good to have friends willing to share the same experiences.... thank you.
Life is painful and final chapters are always difficult to write. I hope this song gives you strength to move on from whatever pain you have experienced.
It feels like someone tryna say to me "you've done so well:)"
It was written that way :) I want this song to give you strength and bravery. Whatever bad happened to you this year, I know you've done well and I want you to be happy.
Can I ask a very personal question? Of course don't have to answer in here for all to see, but what were you thinking/feeling when you composed this?
You have brought all those who have ever felt sadness into the chat, and I think you can do this because you too have felt sadness. But then, who hasn't? But then, who else tunes it so perfectly into music.
This is very peaceful and very calming. I hope it helps those who need a little peace right now.
I did feel sadness of course, but this song is not necessarily about me. I processed two different kinds of closure in this song. The first one is moving on from tragedies during the pandemic. To start believing again that times will get better. The pandemic sepearted families, lovers, friends - sometimes even forever. This song is meant to give people some closure for whatever bad happened to them in 2020.
The second one is moving on to a new year which is coming closer. To me that is always the road to a new story. People stand up and make up their new year resolutions mostly at the end of a year. It's the perfect time to leave some ghosts and scars behind and a perfect opportunity to try to be happy again, to learn how to be brave and couragous again.
@@BigRicePiano Profound as always 😊
I fear too many are happy to gain attention through confessing their sorrows, so why would they ever want to move on?
It is hard to be happy in a world gripped by depression. Everyone just wants to complain. For those who try to move forward, you have my respect and my support.
I don't have any comments. My English is not well. but i would like to talk with Big rice as a fanclub. and The picture is so beautiful.
You can talk to me on Discord if you like 😊
Hi @BigRicePiano , may I get the download link of this extremely beautiful picture? I'm sorry if I was troubling you but it's okay if you didn't have the download link. Thank you in advance!
Hi there, sure! Here it is: unsplash.com/photos/F1_SdW1W93Y
Is that wind sound effect?
Yep 😁
@@BigRicePiano in 2021, will you composing more piano song?
@@hiraamayu4201 Yes, I have a lot more planned in 2021, including the release of The Silent City 2 which is almost finished :D
@@BigRicePiano wow! Can't wait to hear! ❤️
"endo and Kobayashi’s Live Commentary on the Villainess "
*Meaning of life*
One day I was thinking about.. why am I here? I found out I wasn’t planed from the start. My parents never really intended me to be born. They just shared sexual pleasure without intentions of me.. well.. being here. I was born on a dark night at somewhere around 9:00 P.M and growing up I didn’t really think of the outside world but I was rather snuggling with my mother when I was young. My blood dad.. left when I was about 3.. But I always felt close and safe with my mom. Then I would get a step dad who I call my actual dad because he’s always been here for me. When I was about 5 my beloved sister came to this world. I have a lot of laugh and playful moments with her and there’s also times when we didn’t get along but thats just what siblings do. I love her so much. Growing up I started to learn that the world wasn’t all happy all the time. I learned what evil was and it wasn’t normal. I then learned about torture murder and rape and I didn’t like it.. I also learned that my ancestors of First Nations peoples have suffered very badly from racism and I’m apart of a ignored group of people that not much people care for.. And I could be discriminated for being a Native American. All of this evil was very new but I didn’t like it. But as I grew up more year after year I started to accept the fact that evil was and is always here. But I’ve also lived happy moments I would never want to forget. I could be offered 10 trillion dollars to forget about my family and I would chose my family. My family I grew up with made me the person I am. I would go to a school I appreciate with my friends and the older we got here we still are. Friends after 5 years. Recently this last year or so I’ve been feeling a new experience with girls? I guess I’m starting to like their attention. But I tried to tell a girl I liked that I liked her. But didn’t go that well and months later I guess I made it a bit obvious? And the class started to spread out rumours that we were a “thing” and she got uncomfortable and stopped talking to me for a while. I don’t blame her at all I don’t like the class because of that. And it doesn’t have to be a relationship I can still appreciate her as a friend. Ive been getting into history a lot, it’s my new favourite topic. As I grow up I have to do more work and things are getting harder. Hard and hard to the point i have mental breakdowns from time to another. But I’m aware that people do more then me. But it came to a time I got so upset with my parents I was so angry and just dropped onto my bed crying in so much anger because I was so stressed that I just questioned myself why am I even here? Is there even a meaning to life? But now when I look at it..
Some people will say yes it’s worth living. And some might so no. But it all depends on how you look at it. I think it is because at the end of life we don’t know what’s over the horizon. It could be an afterlife or it could just be a blank black void for eternity. I still have long ways in life because Im 14. 15 pretty soon. But anyone feeling down or lonely or your struggling, you’ll make it. I promise you. Just keep pushing because life will slap you around but you just got to get back up and tell yourself you can do this.
*The End*
Most of my stories are fiction based with real life lessons.. but this one is my real story. This is what I’ve experienced and I wanna say, I’m thankful for everything I have. I’ve lost some such as my 2 dogs I want to love and treat when I get to heaven and I’ve lost a few family members and I want to give them hugs when I get there too.. This story means a lot because its my real story. Thank you all for taking the time to read it.. I really appreciate it 😢🥲😌
And rice. When you read this I want you to know you’ve inspired me to start sharing and making these stories. I want to say... Thank you. 😌
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It shows how many hardships all of us have to go through, in order to learn to be happy. I'm thankful for all the pain, because it makes me appreciate the good things in life a lot more. We have to grow, to learn and to endure, so we can find and cherish things we can love.
@@BigRicePiano you’ve might’ve already picked up on my other comment that my great grandfather has passed. It’s sad. And I also turned 15 on December 3rd. So just last month
Hi! I am in love with your music. I first found out about it from The Soul of Wind's videos. I came here and have loved everything in this channel.
Sorry if this comes out as rude, but I really love the piece used in this video: th-cam.com/video/KJVpU68IwJI/w-d-xo.html , and I really want to listen to it in this channel.
But I couldn't find the name of this particular piece. If it's not too much to ask, could you tell me the name of this lovely piece?
Permission to use this track on my TH-cam channel.. With credit you
Yes, you may use my music as long it is for personal and non-commercial videos that aren't monetized. :)
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