So alt wie die modernen Zivilisation vor 100 Jahren waren, sind viele nebensächlichen Produkte wo toxologisch sind schon in verboten wiederholt verboten und verfolgt worden.
As someone who struggled with sh (I’m 2 years clean), in July, I am getting a tattoo with two blue butterflies turning to dust. It’s a symbol of growth, being a better person, new beginnings, confidence, being clean, and so so many more things.
"ten months sober, i must admit, just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it; ten months older, i won't give in, now that im clean im never gonna risk it"
I'm about seven months clean of them today exactly. Over halfway to ten months older than the last time I made myself believe they were still my friends. The night I realized this was awful. I must have cried for hours. I felt hopeless and fully alone instead of nearly alone like I had twenty-four hours before, but even just a little time and new experiences made it better. I still have the scars on my heart, and they burn with longing knowing that all three of them are only a text away, but I don't press send or even begin to type. They don't have enough power over my life choices and me. For everyone in a bad relationship, whether it be platonic, romantic, family, etc.- It can get better. p Please note that I don't say "will". It can get better, but it may take some new life choices to be "clean". I left somewhere that had basically raised me to get there. It worked, and I've barely had a bad day in a while. Please don't let life walk all over you. Rise and say, "You think you made me weak, but what you really gave me was a reason to fight." You may not have to do something drastic, but be prepared for change. It can be hard to be clean of anything, but I know it's possible.
I am soooo proud of you and love you💜💜💜I like how you say, it "can" get better but to be clean, it is going to take choices... I hope that you realize how motivational that is without being cliché.
@@mishaljaved8602 Thank you. That's what I was hoping. If even one person could see that and take it to heart, I'll have done something out of something bad.
Stop. Pause the video. Go listen to You All Over Me. Come back. THEY GO TOGETHER ITS AWESOME ITS LIKE A STORY. OHMYGOD WHAT IF TAYLOR PERFORMS A MASHUP OF THEM LIVE OHMYGOD
I was ready to take my own life 4 years ago after being betrayed by a man i trusted all my love with. I survived and now crying to this song for almost a week now realizing how strong I was to overcome that very dark moment in my life. I'm clean and I'm never ever gonna risk it. Again.
To you who is 1 year clean, 1 month clean, 1 week clean, 1 day clean, 1 hour clean, 1 second clean, I'm proud of you. I'm so so proud of you. Just hang on a little more, don't give up. More power to you.❤
I never thought I'd relate to this.. friendship-wise. Healing is tough but gonna move forward! Cheers to the hearts tainted with red it doesn't deserve.
The drought was the very worst (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst It was months and months of back and forth (Oh-oh, oh-oh) You're still all over me Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore Hung my head as I lost the war And the sky turned black like a perfect storm Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh, oh, oh) There was nothing left to do (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room So I punched a hole in the roof (Oh-oh, oh-oh) Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud But no one heard a thing Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Said, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Ten months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it Ten months older, I won't give in Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it The drought was the very worst (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (Oh) Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Finally clean Think I'm finally clean (oh, oh) Oh-oh, oh-oh (Oh, oh, oh) Think I'm finally clean
been addicted to cocaine for a long long time, leave me to a point of thinking that it was the "love of my life". it's been almost a year ago that i dropped it and as much i missed it sometimes, i never gonna risk again
My best friend sent me this the morning after the night I chose to end a 3 year relationship. My feelings are lightened and it feels really good realizing I was cleaned and I do not have to suffer anymore
@@samandarsharifjonov1807 I liked every version of TV except for Blank Space and Out of the Woods, especially Out of the Woods. Ugh, the OOTW TV version is just so bad to me.
I really am struggling with my friends. I dont want to be friends with them anymore but Im also scared of being alone because i was at 5th grade. Its just so sad that good friends dont last long but toxic friendships do…
I did it so happy with myself now clean from drugs it feels so good just now me and my PTSD but I will not let it win I am looking forward to hearing from kids I love you kids so much love your mum always Neshar xoxo 😘
I was drowning was when I could finally brewthe. IOW, i died and then I could begin living again. By morning, gone was any trace of you. I thi kk I am finally clean. IOW, just run the f away, as far away as you can and GONE WAS ANY TRACE OF YOU! When they are on the other side of the country, out of sight, out of mind! There was nothing left to do.
This is me 8 months after leaving my ex. I’m happier than ever because I appreciate myself so much for surviving all the pain I never thought I could deal with. It’s the first time I’m hearing this song and it came at the perfect time
Clean from all toxications - relationship, friends, situations. That’s when I can finally breathe 🙂💪
Always been single with no friends and it's great
So alt wie die modernen Zivilisation vor 100 Jahren waren, sind viele nebensächlichen Produkte wo toxologisch sind schon in verboten wiederholt verboten und verfolgt worden.
this song just feels like rain
Omg yesssss
True that
I can even smell it.
rain but the sun is out
“Rain came pouring down when I was drowning”
this song + rain + that feeling of well known sadness that you have to go throught to get better... just, art
Pleasant sadness, this song just kind of makes it ok
0@@Ina_Buzz_
clean is not a adjective anymore, its a feeling.
Totally agree, BUT feelings are technically adjectives so…
Hung my head as I lost the war.
Feelings are adjectives.
@@SwiftGirl-ns5gnthe sky turned black like a perfect storm
@@sillyperson1610 Rain came pouring down
As someone who struggled with sh (I’m 2 years clean), in July, I am getting a tattoo with two blue butterflies turning to dust. It’s a symbol of growth, being a better person, new beginnings, confidence, being clean, and so so many more things.
im proud of you, love!💗
aw, I'm sure I can speak for us all when I say we all super happy for you!
Congrats on 3 years!
Nearly, 2 months clean myself rn. doesnt zsound like much but its the longest I've made it so far. I hope to make it to where you have someday.
"ten months sober,
i must admit,
just because you're clean
don't mean you don't miss it;
ten months older,
i won't give in,
now that im clean im never gonna risk it"
Yup. That part hit different 🔥
going through a platonic breakup rn. it's been a month officially and taylor's music helps the hurt i'm feeling. cannot wait for midnights!!
I did and I got to tell you, Taylor helps!
❤️❤️
What is a platonic breakup?
@@Ana-yl2ey I think they mean that they fell out with a close friend
I'm so glad i discovered Taylor swift she's amazing her lyrics are so deep and emotional
and the song is masterpiece ofc
I never thought I would truly relate to this song but here I am 🥀
Im so so sorry u had to go thru that! I hope u r clean and I hope u get all the happiness!!
+1
So sorry, glad that you're 12 months clean now!
🥴
this is the perfect 3am song
3:30 here
Yeees
2:20 here and listened to this song the first time after awhile
I really love your profile
@@monroyyyli awww that's so sweet of you thanks, I like yours too , one month until frealess Taylor swift's version !!!!!
Clean (Taylor’s version) will definitely k!ll 😭 can’t wait
RIGHT
Ikr
1 more week!!!
Me ❤❤
IT DID😊
I'm about seven months clean of them today exactly. Over halfway to ten months older than the last time I made myself believe they were still my friends.
The night I realized this was awful. I must have cried for hours. I felt hopeless and fully alone instead of nearly alone like I had twenty-four hours before, but even just a little time and new experiences made it better. I still have the scars on my heart, and they burn with longing knowing that all three of them are only a text away, but I don't press send or even begin to type. They don't have enough power over my life choices and me.
For everyone in a bad relationship, whether it be platonic, romantic, family, etc.- It can get better. p
Please note that I don't say "will". It can get better, but it may take some new life choices to be "clean". I left somewhere that had basically raised me to get there. It worked, and I've barely had a bad day in a while. Please don't let life walk all over you. Rise and say, "You think you made me weak, but what you really gave me was a reason to fight." You may not have to do something drastic, but be prepared for change. It can be hard to be clean of anything, but I know it's possible.
I am soooo proud of you and love you💜💜💜I like how you say, it "can" get better but to be clean, it is going to take choices... I hope that you realize how motivational that is without being cliché.
@@mishaljaved8602 Thank you. That's what I was hoping. If even one person could see that and take it to heart, I'll have done something out of something bad.
@@SS-xm2hf Your welcome, and alll the love in the world 💙💙💙
im glad ur ok now:)
I'm ur 100th like
This song is a metaphor for leaving sorrows
Stop.
Pause the video.
Go listen to You All Over Me.
Come back.
THEY GO TOGETHER ITS AWESOME ITS LIKE A STORY.
OHMYGOD WHAT IF TAYLOR PERFORMS A MASHUP OF THEM LIVE OHMYGOD
Ok
Yess! It's awesome
i've never thought this day would come, but here i am finally relating to this masterpiece
Im am so sory for you hope you get better
I hope you're doing well now. 💜
@@SweetSirenia yesss i really am
it took me years to understand that this song is moving on 'theme'
Getting away from a bad memory of a person who did such serious unpleasant thing to me- Thats when I am finally clean.
me too
It just started to rain outside while she said "the sky turned black like a perfect storm"
This song has this happy, sad, kinda eerie, rain, Joy type of vibe
This song is like a refreshment for me from all the problems
For me this song means: letting your emotions out (crying) is good way of resetting yourself, which I agree with
I was ready to take my own life 4 years ago after being betrayed by a man i trusted all my love with. I survived and now crying to this song for almost a week now realizing how strong I was to overcome that very dark moment in my life. I'm clean and I'm never ever gonna risk it. Again.
You are very strong. I hope you find joy in life.
I am so proud of you
Stay strong my friend ❤
Ahh, the good ol' days of dancing to this at 11:00 at night in the summer...
This song feels so personal :)
To you who is 1 year clean, 1 month clean, 1 week clean, 1 day clean, 1 hour clean, 1 second clean, I'm proud of you. I'm so so proud of you. Just hang on a little more, don't give up. More power to you.❤
Tysm people don’t really tell me that they’re proud of me
@@LyntzbartzkyPerez well I'm proud of u babe !!! 💙💙
I never thought I'd relate to this.. friendship-wise. Healing is tough but gonna move forward! Cheers to the hearts tainted with red it doesn't deserve.
This song along with New Romantics and Style are her best songs from 1989
Nooo wonderland!!
SO TRUE
OUT OF THE WOODS.
this song gives me shivers
This song is cathartic.
This is a masterpiece.
The fact that one of the fearless Taylor’s version You all over me is link to this song
legit cannot wait to hear the tv of this
"ten months, i must admit, just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it."
I’m here after hearing You All Over Me
And you’re still all over me like a wine stained dress I can’t wear anymore
Me 2
can’t wait to listen to the re-record version 🪞
2 DAYYSSS 💙💙
listening to this while raining.. ah, i feel so free💜
I really love listening to this on rainy days... I'm so grateful I found your channel. Love your editing❤
WHEN I WAS DROWNING, THATS WHEN I COULD FINALLY BREATHE. In other words, when she died, she began to live again!!!
I like to come here and listen to the original
this song sounds so much like “RED” , it’s even giving red vibes.
Whose ready for 1989 TV 😭😭😭😭
The drought was the very worst
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months and months of back and forth
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
You're still all over me
Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore
Hung my head as I lost the war
And the sky turned black like a perfect storm
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
There was nothing left to do
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud
But no one heard a thing
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Said, I think I am finally clean
(Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh
Ten months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older, I won't give in
Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it
The drought was the very worst
(Oh-oh, oh-oh)
When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
(Oh)
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Rain came pouring down
When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe
And by morning
Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Finally clean
Think I'm finally clean (oh, oh)
Oh-oh, oh-oh
(Oh, oh, oh) Think I'm finally clean
when u finally healed from an awful toxic connection u cant wait to forget 🥰
Best song in 1989
Hands down
couldnt be more agree 😪
I've been listening to this song since highschool 🥰💖💖💖
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee this song. This song deserves more love fr.
this song sounds like it could be in one of those coming of age movies
I want to listen to this everyday.. 😢
I love this song 🎵
UwU there's two Clean lyrics vids in the 1989 dlx playlist
Came here after watching Out of the Woods mv 💙💚
been addicted to cocaine for a long long time, leave me to a point of thinking that it was the "love of my life". it's been almost a year ago that i dropped it and as much i missed it sometimes, i never gonna risk again
"just because it's gone, doesn't mean you don't miss it."
I'm proud of you ❤️
I absolutely luv your channel these videos are exactly what I described to myself I would do in my imaginary utube channel
I love this kind of melody👐❤️❤️
damn imagine listening to this after a breakup taylor how could u do this
i just broke up and im listening to this. am in my feels LOLLOLOl
My best friend sent me this the morning after the night I chose to end a 3 year relationship. My feelings are lightened and it feels really good realizing I was cleaned and I do not have to suffer anymore
Hope your doing better
it's been 4 years, and I just realized it now. My poor young self, blamed everything on her when it's everyone's fault.
Taylor swift 😍. just want to sayI am your big fan
listening to this while I write an essay it’s just making me more distracted lol
Thank you
listening this on the first day of 2022. i will be finally clean
Thankyou😘😘🥰🥰
The beat sounds like rain dropping on the roof
Melody's sweet!♥️💕❣️
This song feels like a promise ❤️
Someday, I’ll think I’ll finally clean.❤️
This April 2023, I now understand what this is meant. It came alive when it rained on a summer sky.
The way that Taylor's version is so much better 🥹🥹🥹
I guess the reason why I keep replaying this song coz I truly relate☺️
I love this song!💙
Finally clean
Love this song feel to clean
Sound. So. Good. Thankyou. ❤❤
My comfort song
Esta canción es hermosa ❤❤❤
I THINK IT'S A CRIME THAT I'M JUST HERE, LISTENING AND APPRECIATING THE OTHER SONGS OF 1989. 😭
No but The live version (1989 world tour) is more better than the audio version😭 (I'm being honest)
*الاغنيه تلامس القلبِ!*
It's like a morning dew
The last time I'll stream Clean before 1989 TV releases tomorrow.
And I didn't like TV of it
@@samandarsharifjonov1807 I liked every version of TV except for Blank Space and Out of the Woods, especially Out of the Woods. Ugh, the OOTW TV version is just so bad to me.
I just saw my ex after a year of break up and this song perfectly fit for the moment.🤷🤣
singing this while raining
I'm finally clean.
0:29
0:55
One of my fav❤
2024 ❤❤
I think i am finally clean
I really am struggling with my friends. I dont want to be friends with them anymore but Im also scared of being alone because i was at 5th grade. Its just so sad that good friends dont last long but toxic friendships do…
Guess 2 dislikes are from scott and scooter
Who r they?
@@Sag7789 exactly :))
@@esh8604 ?
love
POV: when you take a shower 🚿😆
I did it so happy with myself now clean from drugs it feels so good just now me and my PTSD but I will not let it win I am looking forward to hearing from kids I love you kids so much love your mum always
Neshar xoxo 😘
Baby my love will never change i know I will never get u love with this pain
11:11
❤💜
*and by morning gone was any trace of u..*
*3:42*
I think i am finally clean
@@mosaicbrokenhearts2886 *Rian came pouring down when I was drowning .*
*3:31*
I was drowning was when I could finally brewthe. IOW, i died and then I could begin living again. By morning, gone was any trace of you. I thi kk I am finally clean.
IOW, just run the f away, as far away as you can and GONE WAS ANY TRACE OF YOU! When they are on the other side of the country, out of sight, out of mind!
There was nothing left to do.
Finally I m happy leaving with pain of my love one given me best gift
The song is me now 😢
This is me 8 months after leaving my ex. I’m happier than ever because I appreciate myself so much for surviving all the pain I never thought I could deal with. It’s the first time I’m hearing this song and it came at the perfect time