Hi everyone! Thanks for watching my video. :) If you do not see any replies from me on any comments, it's because they accidentally got all removed on November 2016. I actually love replying to comments, so feel free to share your feedback or just say hello. ^__^
I listen to your music every single night before I sleep ... There’s so much connection with your music . I tried contemplating why ??? Soon I realised its the music which connects me and probably all your well wishers worldwide. I love you to bits !!!! I wish I could see u in real one day some day !!!
I really enjoyed listening to this, its given me time to reach in to my thoughts & suppress the dark side that keeps pervading me. strength is something we all have just some can't seem to continue without alittle reminder like this music to give us faith & not heart ache even though times may be tough we must fight on to save others but most of all save our selfs.. thank you for reaching out to us all with such passionate & moving music x
It is not my first time here... something really really really bad happens with me every year and I find my self here again.... first time listened to it was 6 years ago... I wish I will never come back here... but still... this is my fav place to cry... alone.
Thank you Claudie. I discovered your playlist in 2015 and now I return again. There's a girl in my high school in who Im in love, but she already have boyfriend. You know, it's an endless suffering see her all the days and not be able to tell she my feelings. I just fell into my old depression again, and the only person that could help me is the one who is hurting me. She's so sweet and cute, I love her so much and I dont want to lose her, but it'll finally occur, at the end she'll make her life with her boyfriend and she will forget me. I know I have no any right to be like this, that she and her boyfriend are not guilty, but I just cant ignore my feelings and, right now, my hearth is burning. I dont know what to do, Im despair and I feel wants to die. A few months ago I surpassed something that cost my healthy, and now I met this girl, my perfect girl, but I just cant reach her. Fucking destiny, if you want to kill me, do it at once, but please, stop this suffering. I'm so tired of everything. I do not feel like doing anything and I dont want to wake up again. Love you, Jessica.
Hey, Birgkitt! Thanks for reaching out and commenting. I'm sorry about your situation and to know you are suffering. I think it's beautiful that you opened up about what was troubling you. Of course, everyone should be able to talk about their feelings. Yes, I can see how this situation would be tough to deal with. Love can be a powerful feeling and can sometimes hurt us a lot when it is not going in the right direction. But the thing is, the story doesn't end there. We have to keep faith and mostly know that we are all loved. Someday things will look different and maybe this will have leaded you to somewhere even greater. You're not alone and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always there. :) Please take care of yourself. You are a valuable person. ^^
@@ClaudieMackula Oh... thank you so much for these great words, at least I can say still have hope^^ It was a hard night, but now I'll try to push forward. Your music helps me alot by the way, it's so beautiful and it give me a calmy and nostalgic feeling; I'll buy it when I get some money, no matter the situation, I want to keep these songs with me for the rest of my life. Again, thank you so much and keep the good work!
This is so beautiful , I love it , I could listen to this all day long , this makes me relaxed, I feel happiness, for some reason I don't feel sadness at all, might be due to my job as I work in a funeral business. Anyway , thank you for sharing it
This is fantastic music... I am listening to it while i write a script. and BELIEVE me its working. its really pushing on some emotions, and doing great things with them. Again, this is fantastic stuff. I appreciate your work considering today is the first day I have heard your stuff. I intend to listen to more.
I'm in love with this music,in fact,I listen to sad instrumental each an every Sec it really really heals me emotionally,God bless you Claudie,"Michael upon this"
I would have liked to hear again love hurts was one of my favorites, all his songs inspired me to create my drawings, but also Goodbye is one of my favorites
I don’t want to die…. I just don’t want to live. And some days, I miss who I used to be. I was a girl who was happy. But now, I’m just a person with depression, anxiety, sh behaviour gender dysphoria, autism, cerebral palsy, a shunt and health issues. 18 years and the struggles haven’t stopped… I’m not trying to guilt trip anyone, I just don’t know what to do anymore. Yes, I finally made new and real friends who manage to make me feel better for a bit but the pain is still there…. As soon as I’m alone, my problems comes crashing back into my head
Verse1: It doesn't matter That we're different genders Even though your our classmates You just feel like Offenders So what Im a girl and hes a boy Doesnt mean we cant be friends And play with our toys You know what I will just ignore you Because i know what you're saying And it aint true We dont deserve this We just wanna have fun We are best friends Like everyone We dont like this feeling I dont know why we're dealing With this For it to come to an end Is my wish No matter what happens We will always be friends Verse2: Every day It makes me sad But im just to scared To tell my mum and dad I dont wanna show my fears Cry 1 thousand rivers Im drowning in my tears I dont know what to Or what i ever did to you But sitting here and wondering Is this a clue Our friendship wont last And if it doesnt I'll look back into the past Thinking in my head Time flies by so fast I hope one day We wont have to say our last goodbyes On the outside im tough But im scared inside I wont give up Our friendship will stay strong Everybody knows That what you're saying is just wrong I dont wanna say it to you Thats why im writing this song The years fly bye So do the months and the days Everyday im getting stronger As my fears fade And i know that one day All effort we put in Will eventually pay Verse3: Eventually i couldnt take it anymore I wanted to scream Break down to the floor I cant take it Its driving me crazy Then i had a solution i thought it was amazing It could change us forever We can write a song about how we are feeling This could be the start We will have a meaningful melody I have to go back to real life and stop ignoring reality....
The urge came like a thief in the night. I could only fend it off for so long; I could only go to rehab so many times. The rain drops sounded like pebbles as they hit the window, it was also darker tonight then it normally was. I tried to distract myself but I couldn't look away, I was fixated as a hawk to a mouse. I had to feed the urge. I hastily grabbed the handle to the nightstand next to my bed and yanked the door open revealing a beautiful blue knife. I immediately seized it and tightened my grip tightly on the handle. The urge I had was the reason I didn't have friends, it was the reason my parents thought I had mental problems, I don't . . . I'm perfectly normal. I slowly lowered the knife to the level of my exposed forearm, I then put the blade against my skin. I closed my eyes tightly and gently let the blade glide across my wrist, it cut through the skin like paper. Cut after cut, more blood formed at the wounds, but I didn't care, it was the thrilling part of it. Suddenly I made another cut but this one hurt worse then any she had done before, it felt as though her whole wrist was about to burst. Mass amounts of blood came in waves out of my wrist. I could already feel myself getting dizzy, had I cut an artery? I tried to stand but only slipped in my own blood. I scurried to the door and tried to latch myself to the metal handle but my hand slipped. My vision began to fade, I was finally able to grab the handle but what good did that do when the door was locked. The thought had never crossed my mind till now, death . . . I felt something a bit ticklish go down my nose and fall down my cheek. I layed in a fetal position, why did I give into my stupid urges . . . then, another sickening though crossed my mind. My parents won't even know until they hire a locksmith, and I didn't even get to tell them I loved them, my last words to them were 'You think I'm the fucking sicko' which made me cry even more. "Sorry," I conjured with what energy I had left. I layed in front of the door of the empty room with one though . . . everyone dies alone.
Donnie, what did Roberta Sparrow say to you? She said that every living creature on earth dies alone. How did that make you feel? It reminded me of my dog Callie. She died when I was eight and she crawled underneath the... the porch. To die. To be alone. Do you feel alone right now? I don't know... I mean, I'd like to believe I'm not, but I just... I've just never seen any proof, so I... I just don't debate it anymore, you know. It's like... I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again, weighing the pros and cons, and in the end, I still wouldn't have proof, so I just... I just don't debate it anymore. It's absurd. The search for God is absurd? It is if everyone dies alone. Does that scare you? I don't want to be alone.
Hi Sheron! Thanks for writing. The first track "Melancholy" is mine, and you would have to send me a message with more details about your film, so I can give you permission to use it. All the other music was composed by Chris. You can find links to his pages in the video description. I suggest reaching out to him and ask, since I cannot give you permission to use it myself. Glad you like our music and would be interested in using it in your project! :)
From what I heard, NightsAmore retired. Atleast from making moody and emotional music. He/She said that they want to move past it. I came to know about NightsAmore just when they are retiring. I wished them good luck. And I intend to go through their entire legacy left here. But they did start making upbeat and ethereal music like those in games and stuff.
Shit... The character in my book just said "Nobody should die alone..." as he committed suicide in front of his friends. Then I randomly clicked on this one to set the mood after his dead and the sentence on the screen... This is too much for a coincidence...
Michael Sherwin I know you wrote this 7 months ago and I hope you are ok now. I know how it feels I am and have been in that place myself. There are people out there that can help you and be there when times are hard you just got to reach out.
Hi everyone! Thanks for watching my video. :) If you do not see any replies from me on any comments, it's because they accidentally got all removed on November 2016. I actually love replying to comments, so feel free to share your feedback or just say hello. ^__^
Hello. :)
Love this music it makes me go to sleep
Are you the author?
Where is nights amore channel?
I can't find it any more
'Die Alone' is one of the best compositions i have heard!! Thanks!!!
Oh my it's been years since I've heard this! Such a wonderful blast from the past.
Hi Claudie ... still listening to your music and ITS RAINING !!! THANKS FOR THIS MUSIC
I listen to your music every single night before I sleep ... There’s so much connection with your music . I tried contemplating why ??? Soon I realised its the music which connects me and probably all your well wishers worldwide. I love you to bits !!!! I wish I could see u in real one day some day !!!
Playing this in the background when traveling the world of Skyrim makes it SOOOO much better! Thanks you for making this compilation!!❤️
I cannot agree more with you my friend 👍
Sometimes I forget about this playlist and then I remember about it, listen to it again and appreciate once more how it makes me feel
I wish there was a repeat button so I could play this on a continuous loop I have played this 100s of times because it’s definitely my favourite.
Right Click -> Loop
🤔
Catdoge that only works on desktop mode. Not mobile.
Its work on mobile
Click the video, click the setting menu
And there is an option if u want it to loop
Sorry, bad English@@mystic47563
Hi thanks a lot. A great piece of work. Amazing. Beautiful.
Wonderful.
I enjoy when you both collaborate.
Great compilation. A beautiful hour long journey of emotions .
to anyone who wonders, the conversation at 8:26 is from the movie Donnie Darko.
I KNEW it sounded familiar. I might have to watch that tonight.
I really enjoyed listening to this, its given me time to reach in to my thoughts & suppress the dark side that keeps pervading me. strength is something we all have just some can't seem to continue without alittle reminder like this music to give us faith & not heart ache even though times may be tough we must fight on to save others but most of all save our selfs.. thank you for reaching out to us all with such passionate & moving music x
8 years have passed very quickly since the video was first uploaded. I've been listening to it constantly since the beginning. :((
I'm really happy that I found this set, it's hits the spot perfectly 😇 ❤️
It is not my first time here... something really really really bad happens with me every year and I find my self here again.... first time listened to it was 6 years ago... I wish I will never come back here... but still... this is my fav place to cry... alone.
Thank you Claudie. I discovered your playlist in 2015 and now I return again.
There's a girl in my high school in who Im in love, but she already have boyfriend. You know, it's an endless suffering see her all the days and not be able to tell she my feelings. I just fell into my old depression again, and the only person that could help me is the one who is hurting me. She's so sweet and cute, I love her so much and I dont want to lose her, but it'll finally occur, at the end she'll make her life with her boyfriend and she will forget me. I know I have no any right to be like this, that she and her boyfriend are not guilty, but I just cant ignore my feelings and, right now, my hearth is burning. I dont know what to do, Im despair and I feel wants to die.
A few months ago I surpassed something that cost my healthy, and now I met this girl, my perfect girl, but I just cant reach her. Fucking destiny, if you want to kill me, do it at once, but please, stop this suffering.
I'm so tired of everything. I do not feel like doing anything and I dont want to wake up again.
Love you, Jessica.
Hey, Birgkitt! Thanks for reaching out and commenting. I'm sorry about your situation and to know you are suffering. I think it's beautiful that you opened up about what was troubling you. Of course, everyone should be able to talk about their feelings. Yes, I can see how this situation would be tough to deal with. Love can be a powerful feeling and can sometimes hurt us a lot when it is not going in the right direction. But the thing is, the story doesn't end there. We have to keep faith and mostly know that we are all loved. Someday things will look different and maybe this will have leaded you to somewhere even greater. You're not alone and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always there. :) Please take care of yourself. You are a valuable person. ^^
@@ClaudieMackula Oh... thank you so much for these great words, at least I can say still have hope^^ It was a hard night, but now I'll try to push forward. Your music helps me alot by the way, it's so beautiful and it give me a calmy and nostalgic feeling; I'll buy it when I get some money, no matter the situation, I want to keep these songs with me for the rest of my life. Again, thank you so much and keep the good work!
Wow thx it really helped me to bring back the times i was alone and realised the people who make made r actually always there for me thx again
This is so beautiful , I love it , I could listen to this all day long , this makes me relaxed, I feel happiness, for some reason I don't feel sadness at all, might be due to my job as I work in a funeral business. Anyway , thank you for sharing it
Amazing when im depressed
This playlist puts my mind in a calm state. Love it. Please continue.
This is fantastic music... I am listening to it while i write a script. and BELIEVE me its working. its really pushing on some emotions, and doing great things with them. Again, this is fantastic stuff. I appreciate your work considering today is the first day I have heard your stuff. I intend to listen to more.
This song makes me flashback the people I love. good job friend. you never disappoint.
I'm in love with this music,in fact,I listen to sad instrumental each an every Sec it really really heals me emotionally,God bless you Claudie,"Michael upon this"
Beautiful, emotional, soothing music.
can i just mention - what a beautiful treatment of arn andersson's work
Amazing, thanks! The first song is my favourite, I really like the tone at the beginning and then the harmonising...perfect for sleeping :)
Love using your piece 'Melancholy' to imagine scenes of a novel I'm writing. Beautiful!
Love the background picture ❤️
I have loved this channel. Continue to share new songs...
Beautiful music...thank you!
Absolutely marvelous ❤️🎶❤️
Your music content us absolutely amazing
amazing music, so soothing, thanku so much
We will MEET AGAIN & we will be together forever my love &
I will came from darkness to you the lightest ELIN JAN
I Love you
Very sad I'm crying
Straordinario,bellissimo,bravissima.
I would have liked to hear again love hurts was one of my favorites, all his songs inspired me to create my drawings, but also Goodbye is one of my favorites
8-11mn I just love it :D
I still listen to this
Thank you ...
Beautiful music.. I like ....
I don’t want to die…. I just don’t want to live. And some days, I miss who I used to be. I was a girl who was happy. But now, I’m just a person with depression, anxiety, sh behaviour gender dysphoria, autism, cerebral palsy, a shunt and health issues. 18 years and the struggles haven’t stopped… I’m not trying to guilt trip anyone, I just don’t know what to do anymore. Yes, I finally made new and real friends who manage to make me feel better for a bit but the pain is still there…. As soon as I’m alone, my problems comes crashing back into my head
nice songs
Very good music, I was wondering about using some for my behind the scenes videos of my photography. I would of course credit and link you to it.
Hey Claudie, do you know what happened to NightsAmore or if he's okay? His channel disappeared.
@Nights Amore Music Official Channel Oh I'm so glad, I was worried about you.
08:26
Verse1:
It doesn't matter
That we're different genders
Even though your our classmates
You just feel like
Offenders
So what
Im a girl and hes a boy
Doesnt mean we cant
be friends
And play with our toys
You know what
I will just ignore you
Because i know what you're saying
And it aint true
We dont deserve this
We just wanna have fun
We are best friends
Like everyone
We dont like this feeling
I dont know why we're dealing
With this
For it to come to an end
Is my wish
No matter what happens
We will always be friends
Verse2:
Every day
It makes me sad
But im just to scared
To tell my mum and dad
I dont wanna show my fears
Cry 1 thousand rivers
Im drowning in my tears
I dont know what to
Or what i ever did to you
But sitting here and wondering
Is this a clue
Our friendship wont last
And if it doesnt
I'll look back into the past
Thinking in my head
Time flies by so fast
I hope one day
We wont have to say our last goodbyes
On the outside im tough
But im scared inside
I wont give up
Our friendship will stay strong
Everybody knows
That what you're saying is just wrong
I dont wanna say it to you
Thats why im writing this song
The years fly bye
So do the months and the days
Everyday im getting stronger
As my fears fade
And i know that one day
All effort we put in
Will eventually pay
Verse3:
Eventually i couldnt take it anymore
I wanted to scream
Break down to the floor
I cant take it
Its driving me crazy
Then i had a solution i thought it was amazing
It could change us forever
We can write a song about how we are feeling
This could be the start
We will have a meaningful melody
I have to go back to real life and stop ignoring reality....
I like the first song
The urge came like a thief in the night. I could only fend it off for so long; I could only go to rehab so many times. The rain drops sounded like pebbles as they hit the window, it was also darker tonight then it normally was.
I tried to distract myself but I couldn't look away, I was fixated as a hawk to a mouse. I had to feed the urge. I hastily grabbed the handle to the nightstand next to my bed and yanked the door open revealing a beautiful blue knife. I immediately seized it and tightened my grip tightly on the handle. The urge I had was the reason I didn't have friends, it was the reason my parents thought I had mental problems, I don't . . . I'm perfectly normal. I slowly lowered the knife to the level of my exposed forearm, I then put the blade against my skin. I closed my eyes tightly and gently let the blade glide across my wrist, it cut through the skin like paper.
Cut after cut, more blood formed at the wounds, but I didn't care, it was the thrilling part of it. Suddenly I made another cut but this one hurt worse then any she had done before, it felt as though her whole wrist was about to burst. Mass amounts of blood came in waves out of my wrist. I could already feel myself getting dizzy, had I cut an artery? I tried to stand but only slipped in my own blood. I scurried to the door and tried to latch myself to the metal handle but my hand slipped. My vision began to fade, I was finally able to grab the handle but what good did that do when the door was locked.
The thought had never crossed my mind till now, death . . . I felt something a bit ticklish go down my nose and fall down my cheek. I layed in a fetal position, why did I give into my stupid urges . . . then, another sickening though crossed my mind. My parents won't even know until they hire a locksmith, and I didn't even get to tell them I loved them, my last words to them were 'You think I'm the fucking sicko' which made me cry even more.
"Sorry," I conjured with what energy I had left. I layed in front of the door of the empty room with one though . . . everyone dies alone.
Harambe Gaming - Games, Vlogs and more Dude!!!!!!! Amazing
Poor you are you alive or dead
Wow, that story hit me like a brick...
Does anyone have a link to the song with the assisted suicide patient commentary over it? It was my all time favorite and I haven't found it in years.
C beautiful
Oui
Can I use this for a video on youtube?
Donnie, what did Roberta
Sparrow say to you?
She said that every living
creature on earth dies alone.
How did that make you feel?
It reminded me of my dog Callie.
She died when I was eight and she crawled
underneath the... the porch. To die. To be alone.
Do you feel alone right now?
I don't know...
I mean, I'd like to believe I'm not, but I just...
I've just never seen any proof, so I...
I just don't debate it anymore, you know. It's like...
I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again,
weighing the pros and cons, and in the end, I still wouldn't have proof, so I just...
I just don't debate it anymore.
It's absurd.
The search for God is absurd?
It is if everyone dies alone.
Does that scare you?
I don't want to be alone.
Hi Claudie, where can you purchase the first track for royalty free use?
i cry
Hey!! I was wondering if this was copyright and royalty free? I would like to use it for a film I'm making and I'll give you credit for sure!
Hi Sheron! Thanks for writing. The first track "Melancholy" is mine, and you would have to send me a message with more details about your film, so I can give you permission to use it. All the other music was composed by Chris. You can find links to his pages in the video description. I suggest reaching out to him and ask, since I cannot give you permission to use it myself.
Glad you like our music and would be interested in using it in your project! :)
tracklist please?
Omg. Thank u. I admire you so much. 💘
???
I don't want to be alone
Blackhuskyy No1 is Ever Totally Alone my Dark1/(;-)can I ask have u Ever seen an All Black Husky cuz I Never Have🤔🤔
I do, so I can listen to these tunes however I want for the rest of my life.
Nobody is alone... the lord is in the heart, waiting for us to turn to him. God bless.
Do you know what happened to Night Amore? It looks like they deleted their channel :(
Hi! You can find him on soundcloud. He might start uploading to TH-cam again in the future! :)
From what I heard, NightsAmore retired. Atleast from making moody and emotional music. He/She said that they want to move past it. I came to know about NightsAmore just when they are retiring. I wished them good luck. And I intend to go through their entire legacy left here. But they did start making upbeat and ethereal music like those in games and stuff.
Please can anybody write text of the second song .Die Alone, because I'm not english man and can't understand the dialog(
Who compose : Goodbye ?
It's Nights Amore. :)
My thanks :)
Tiago Cavalca .....................lol
Shit... The character in my book just said "Nobody should die alone..." as he committed suicide in front of his friends. Then I randomly clicked on this one to set the mood after his dead and the sentence on the screen... This is too much for a coincidence...
when im alone i go to scato
That was copyrighted ?
😔💔
Who compose no tomorrow?
It's Chris. You can find links to his pages in the video description. :)
Is there a youtube video where i can view the original song?
You can search for it on Nights Amore's channel. The link is in the description. :)
The link for his youtube channel is in the description? I don't see it...or did you mean his bandcamp and stuff like that?
Here it is: th-cam.com/users/BeyondTheBeyond7 You are right, it wasn't included in the description. Sorry, haha!
hi
im sad because im suicidal
Michael Sherwin I know you wrote this 7 months ago and I hope you are ok now. I know how it feels I am and have been in that place myself. There are people out there that can help you and be there when times are hard you just got to reach out.
@ Michael Sherwin in the line brother
I only like the first song
The music was decent, but please dump the conversation. Let people form their own thoughts.
:(
I don't want to be alone....
You're not :)
Claudie Mackula there's a reason why I listen your music....
I don't want to be alone...
Kreivan Reyhers th-cam.com/video/Vi0KTmKSJCU/w-d-xo.html