I’m 1 year clean off of dope... I’ve never heard this song before today but god damn it brings me back... the pain... the suffering... wondering if it’ll ever end... it does but you don’t leave a war without a few scars... some nights it’s worse than others... sometimes it’s so distant it feels like a dream... tonight is not that night...
Stay strong. You’re doing great just going through with it. My parents were drug addictics. This makes you stronger. You can either let this process destroy you or you can grow from it and become wise from it. The pain and suffering gives you the gift to help people. Stay positive. There is always a negative to a positive
[Verse 1] Blunts in my lips as i take a first hit, looking for spare change just to pay for this shit. But no matter what I do these thought remain, I get high when I feel pain. Cause I think that it helps my senses more aware, more up and restless, but I just yelled at my mom, is it drugs or a broken heart why I'm reckless. I came to terms with a fact that I never recovered from the heartbreak, pain, and misery that came with last summer. I can't tell the diference between nightmares and desires, I close my eyes and reminisce, I see deth and feel inspired [Chorus] Couldn't sleep last night, because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real, and if in some place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy, and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees The best love, is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, and plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hope to give to you forever [Verse 2] Always talking bout my problems, and the shit that's in my head. You would always tell me it's OK as we layed in my bed. I was finding peace within the words that you would say to me, now you stay away from me, and life just anit' OK with me. I manifest this madness in hopes that you'd notice that I'm fallin' off the deep end screamin' take my heart and note that it makes no diference if I'm livin' if I'm sittin' here just wishin' I could buy you like a drug and form a new addiction, yeah
Michael Badger lol I once heard that song at the end of a Johnny cash movie while I was locked up in juvy it was really sad cause I didn't even get to watch the movie an I was stuck in a cell 😭😭😂😂 good old daysss.
nasty nate I wrote this though. I can say I'm okay because I can show you that I'm smiling, I can't show you how I'm feeling because deep down inside I'm dying. When I speak there's no feeling, I can't tell the difference between living or just being. So used to the abuse I find it pleasing, almost pleading for the shit because without the pain I dont feel like a fucking human being. I'm out of control and I dont want any help on achieveing, I'll keep doing this drug called ice until I've lost everythimg completely. Understand that this isn't what I wanted but i can't control these demons, I've been living with them since the day I started breathing and I've decided to take them with me. I'm just so lonely and I see no point in living, I used to not need someone by my side until I got a taste of him leaving. I want to feel complete but everything I think is just burdening me, I can't believe I'm letting the thing I told myself I didn't need destroy me. I love you so much, how could you do this to me.
When I saw the title I thought of how people use drugs and how they want to escape reality, I usually escape with my girlfriend but she's moving and I don't know what to do, I showed her this song and she's glad that I found it because it reminds her that it's my kinda song.
lyricsbyslcolby The relationship that drug addicts develop with the substance of their choice is just like being in a codependent relationship. You will be blinded to what the drugs are actually doing to your life, you will put them ahead of almost anything else, that same feeling of a lack of purpose and lack of self-worth intensifies when you try to leave/quit.
I've barely lived my life but I spent 4 months with her and she made me feel more alive than I have recently and all my thoughts just go back to her when I'm sad and it makes me more depressed that I fucked it up and can't go back to her and now she won't really even talk to me when I text her and it's been 5 years since I left. I've tried to move on and not think about it but it all comes back to that time in my head that makes me feel happy but sad.
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Thank You
TAZ DIED anytime my dude ✌🏻
nah Taz, thank YOU
Please upload the lyrics for dead to me
I love your songs
I can’t tell the difference between nightmares and desires . Hey taz I live in Vegas too.. let’s link sometime.
I’m 1 year clean off of dope... I’ve never heard this song before today but god damn it brings me back... the pain... the suffering... wondering if it’ll ever end... it does but you don’t leave a war without a few scars... some nights it’s worse than others... sometimes it’s so distant it feels like a dream... tonight is not that night...
Damn my dad was on that shit he died though when I was 6 😔army veteran
deem i feel same
You need ears you can have mine!
Stay strong. You’re doing great just going through with it. My parents were drug addictics. This makes you stronger. You can either let this process destroy you or you can grow from it and become wise from it. The pain and suffering gives you the gift to help people. Stay positive. There is always a negative to a positive
Michael Bozoff god bless you man.
“Is it drugs or a broken heart why im reckless” damn best line in the song
I've never in my entire life played a song so many times in a row. This song is my soul
right sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Same here
Same here I stop playing this song when i got numb 💯
1:10 - 1:44 I bet half of y’all don’t know where that part is from. Well it’s from The Notebook btw for all y’all youngins out there
That’s true
Taz has got me inspired to start writing my own music i feel every bit of his music on a whole different level 😔💯
This hits me in the feels, personally.
[Verse 1]
Blunts in my lips as i take a first hit, looking for spare change just to pay for this shit. But no matter what I do these thought remain, I get high when I feel pain. Cause I think that it helps my senses more aware, more up and restless, but I just yelled at my mom, is it drugs or a broken heart why I'm reckless. I came to terms with a fact that I never recovered from the heartbreak, pain, and misery that came with last summer. I can't tell the diference between nightmares and desires, I close my eyes and reminisce, I see deth and feel inspired
[Chorus]
Couldn't sleep last night, because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real, and if in some place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy, and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees
The best love, is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, and plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hope to give to you forever
[Verse 2]
Always talking bout my problems, and the shit that's in my head. You would always tell me it's OK as we layed in my bed. I was finding peace within the words that you would say to me, now you stay away from me, and life just anit' OK with me. I manifest this madness in hopes that you'd notice that I'm fallin' off the deep end screamin' take my heart and note that it makes no diference if I'm livin' if I'm sittin' here just wishin' I could buy you like a drug and form a new addiction, yeah
What is it called when there is just natural conversation talking over a beat
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I cant tell the diference between nightmares and desires, i close my eyes and reminisce
I'm so glad I found you Taz
I love the Johnny cash sample
^^^ obviously yo
I HURT MYSELF TODAAY
TO SEE HOW IT WOULD FEEL!!!!
Michael Badger lol I once heard that song at the end of a Johnny cash movie while I was locked up in juvy it was really sad cause I didn't even get to watch the movie an I was stuck in a cell 😭😭😂😂 good old daysss.
You mean nine inch nails?
"Now you stay away from me"
😈Love it so true😈
im in love with this song I can relate a lot to the lyrics 🔊🎶
My mind & vision went blank because my soul killed itself to this melody. #music open your mind an widen your eyes
This song song is a masterpiece, I lost my father on summer 4 years ago.💔
So fkin underrated
i do not know why but u voice consumes me. i love it. i love this song!
Never felt a song so much before
The string talk in this song gets me everytime.
Fucking underrated
Wow, this hit me right in the feels.
To find this song 3 days after a breakup 😅😐
Loony Toon K I feel ya
yo this is ok I like it better then drugs 3 but u wanna hear a break up song $uicidboy$ shattered amethyst is that shit
nasty nate suicide boys is life tbfh
nasty nate
I wrote this though.
I can say I'm okay because I can show you that I'm smiling, I can't show you how I'm feeling because deep down inside I'm dying.
When I speak there's no feeling, I can't tell the difference between living or just being. So used to the abuse I find it pleasing, almost pleading for the shit because without the pain I dont feel like a fucking human being.
I'm out of control and I dont want any help on achieveing, I'll keep doing this drug called ice until I've lost everythimg completely. Understand that this isn't what I wanted but i can't control these demons, I've been living with them since the day I started breathing and I've decided to take them with me.
I'm just so lonely and I see no point in living, I used to not need someone by my side until I got a taste of him leaving. I want to feel complete but everything I think is just burdening me, I can't believe I'm letting the thing I told myself I didn't need destroy me. I love you so much, how could you do this to me.
GrandAutismo Z I found out about taz about 5 days after a a break up I feel you
Man, you're honestly talented, Taz. keep this shit coming! Absolutely fireee 🔥
so ive listened to this song about a thousand times and I just realized at the end he says "formulate a new addiction" no "form you like an addiction"
I swear there needs to be way more of him!
Hands down best lyrics channel.
This was the first taz song I found. Still one of my favorites.
Nothing but blessings from taz
I really fw this song
How can you dislike this mans music SMH
Richard Hite They don’t know the struggle thats why!
I heard this in the winter when I was with her may you make one for each season for everyone so it may help them coop
Every time I listen to this one my non-existent heart breaks…
I get high when I feel pain💔
this beat, i love iiiit
Song is beautiful
This hits hard🥺
Would be sick if you posted Nightmares and Nightmares II
It's perfect
This is gold👌
This is 🔥🔥🔥💯
Trust R.i.p tiff wish i coullda chilled wit you 1 more time.
Ten Thieves. my music taste goes just as far as you. Sublime to this😂❤
If taz dies just remember that I was a fan before he did
sin same always
He better not be dead because his song was there for all of us taz i hope u see this i love u bro be careful and safe out there ✌🏼 i am out
This is really good.
Really good jams thanks yo
Intro music from Johnny cash - hurt ..
already love it
bruh fucking fire like damnnnnmm
Speak out bruh! 💯
good shit mane.
And love your music💕😭🤩
When I saw the title I thought of how people use drugs and how they want to escape reality, I usually escape with my girlfriend but she's moving and I don't know what to do, I showed her this song and she's glad that I found it because it reminds her that it's my kinda song.
damn man, that sounds like it's going to be tough for the both of you. i wish you and her the best
lyricsbyslcolby thank you from both of us
Kes Taggard lost my girl and listen to this when i think of her so I feel you man
lyricsbyslcolby The relationship that drug addicts develop with the substance of their choice is just like being in a codependent relationship. You will be blinded to what the drugs are actually doing to your life, you will put them ahead of almost anything else, that same feeling of a lack of purpose and lack of self-worth intensifies when you try to leave/quit.
I used my girlfriend to escape but she left and know idk what to do
Hard asf.
Lets spend more summers like that. Miss you my nigga
This song is so relatable to my life right now that it seems like I'm the one who wrote it
💯 bruh! Speak out on tha truth homie!
Like. Seriously man this is some great shit.
The sample from "The Notebook" killed me.
Awesome music bro
The notebook lol 😊
... I lost my self I relate to this
Litt🌚🙃
♡aaron this has been the hardest month ♡
Exactly how I feel
I've barely lived my life but I spent 4 months with her and she made me feel more alive than I have recently and all my thoughts just go back to her when I'm sad and it makes me more depressed that I fucked it up and can't go back to her and now she won't really even talk to me when I text her and it's been 5 years since I left. I've tried to move on and not think about it but it all comes back to that time in my head that makes me feel happy but sad.
the guitar is from hurt by jhonny cash ^_^
Honestly the Johnny Cash sample had me but this shit lit
Kolten Evans hurt was made by nine inch nails but Jonny cash made a cover of it
Im 8 years clean off drugs. But does anyone ever get the urge to go back and its like fighting the devils army?
DAMN.
Drugs 4 life
so fucking underrated rly
Sadness😢
we miss you slcolby
anyone one still listening in 2021 🔥🔥💪
Bones flow and melody I can tell you are inspired by him
What ever happened too drugs part one?? Can't ever find it anymore 🥺
Was watching the notebook and realized that’s where they got half of this song 🤯 who knew
uou...i loved!
this song has the same tune as hurt by johnny cash
Oh shit he's a litt
Damm your soo dam lit
2019?😞🔫
S A D 😔💔
The melody is like hurt by johnny cash
Heaven
Dam it's been a year fuck man this guy needs to blow up
Beginning always makes me think of Wither by Tech N9ne and Corey Taylor
1:10 - came from “ the notebook” Noah’s letter To allie.
I need u lamar 💜💚😥😥☠
bro omenxiii come get yo future partner
Sounds like hurt johnny cash
Mac Presten that’s what the guitar is from
It is a hurt sample
Word👌🏼
Awww 😌
Lit
I found this song the day we broke up
What happens to part 1 on SoundCloud!!!!!!
I get high when i feel pain
' S A D '
I hurt myself today
best
Taz you remember bloomzy from cs go or niconcp?
Did anyone think it almost sounds like Johnny Cash with the guitar playing
Its a johnny cash sample
Duh
Yep
It sounds like hurt by Johnny cash
Yeah
wow!