Traumatic Childhood Nightmare Home Revisited Twenty Years Later
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 1 ต.ค. 2024
- Hello everyone, it's me Solomon Chau from West Orange, New Jersey. This is the house I grew up in. It was much different back then, but the infrastructure remains intact, and things look renovated for the better. In any event, times were rough back then and it still is with the post-apocalyptic Covid, inflation prices of EVERYTHING gone up. None the less, waters still run deep.
Well, I don't have a time machine. I don't know how I could have made things better for myself and/or family or was the known future already set in stone? Am I just an avatar, a human body, just unfolding as time goes on like in a story book or can I personally change things through situational awareness and making intelligent choices each step of the way?
After everything has been said and done, I've tried by best. Well, this is it. The future is here now. Time to grow up.
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"when you're a kid, the adults are like gods"
spot on lol
Yep just like god's they are abusive constantly demand worship and sadistic sacrifices
Alek. Do you listen to Avici?
I knew the adults around me were mostly stupid slaves
I'm sorry you suffered
Solomon I'm from New Jersey and a Rutgers Graduate. Stop being so hard on yourself. You're doing better than most of America. Thanks for Sharing your Personal Story about your Childhood Trauma. Have you considered discussing some of your feelings and thoughts with a Mental Health Professional? It helped me. Good Luck with everything 😊
i absolutely hate going to my childhood home. Every time I have to go there i get ptsd symptoms even when I try to psych myself up to not be bothered but I always am. sounds like you had a rough childhood. It's ridiculous that adults act like that around kids. No excuse for it
i have very little recollection of my childhood because of trauma, and i have yet to decide if it’s better off that way or not lol.
fascinating video, nonetheless!
and yeah..your dad was a bad guy. there's never any good reason to beat your wife especially in front of your kids. it's a wonder you turned out as good as you did
If you watch more of this channel, this man seriously needs help, it's terrifying
@@EffyKai yeah its bad, but could've been worse. id say still salvageable though...
@@EffyKai He is the voice of the millennial generation. You would be shocked how common this mindset is. There are hundreds of thousands of guys like him. And he's not really wrong.
@@EffyKai Nah, man, that's just the Jersey in him coming out.
@@EffyKaiya it's bad
"Because that's my opInIOn!"
You couldnt have ever done anything differently. Not a fucking breath. If life felt harder for you thats because it was actually made to be harder. Both in body and mind. On purpose. Lined up. The place you are at now is exactly where you were set up to be. Peoples opinions and perceptions of you, you of them, your perception of their perceptions, all on purpose. All timed to perfection to create the outcome like the butterfly effect on your gray matter and environment.
Edit: some of these commenters are like, oh man this guy needs help blah blah and maybe you do but none of this shit is on you
Thank you for sharing! I respect you for being authentic. You are worth more than you know. You have a lot of value, more than most people I know.
True, 6 figures is middle-income in expensive ass place like where you are. Time to consider moving to lower cost of living area, then you can live like a king. Come to the south. With a medical career like yours, you can pick literally anywhere in the country.
My parents were like gods. The best embodiment of male and female. At 13 I knew I was cursed. I come from fancy poor. My dad is an artist and my mom was a model. We are all narcissistic beggars depending on the kindness of others.
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Respect!
It’s time for you to move and get away from your dad. My dad beat me often with a 2x4 as a child and then progressed to throwing me around in my teens. I was ok being around him in my early college years, but something happened when I turned 30. I started having night terrors 1-2 a week, and they are still occurring 10 years later. I moved my wife and I to the east coast because I wanted to make sure it was not a convenient trip to come see me. I’m doing a little better now that I cut him out of my life. The night terrors still happen, but the wife wakes up as they are starting and brings me out of them. I’ve kicked her numerous times, and she is a saint to tolerate this crap. All I’m saying is get away from the trauma and things will get better.
This was cathartic for me. Good video man. Thank you 🙏
He took his time
If me and you hung out bro I could teach you what I know. You seem like a cool dude.. you right alott scammers and goofballs are out there lol stay the course bro you're smart you gone be fine
We're with you Chau.
I remember all my childhood trauma, just except it and move on.
Accept trauma? 😂
Lol accept It like bury it and pretend it's not there like an elephant in a room
If I had to guess your brothers are just more positive than you.
Better to be a negative realist than ignorantly/artificially positive.
@@the_gilded_age_phoenix8717 But in realism the glass is both half full and half empty. Realists often see the glass as half empty and claim they merely see reality.
@@jackmiddleton2080 Sometimes, the glass only has one or two drops of water in it, though. Life isn't always equally divided between good and bad. Sometimes, things are all bad. Sometimes, things are all good. Other times, it's some mix in between the two extremes.