Jamerill I am so sad that you had to go through that.But I would have never been the wiser. I told you once before.I think you are a very beautiful woman inside and out.
I grew up “don’t get involved, not our business etc” As an adult in the ‘60s , working on an airplane, I saw things parents did to their children you would not believe. I did begin to get involved, and give them a piece of my mind, and occasionally have the Captain call ahead for police. It all started with a mother who was giving her son vodka in a bottle. I later saw a picture of fetal alcohol syndrome baby. I never forgot that “mother”, and baby dressed only in a cloth diaper screaming. From then on I was a woman on fire for wrong doings, and put up with no abuse toward others, or myself. Even today as a senior citizen, if I see something, I say something loud enough for witnesses to hear. Mankind isn’t always kind. Lord Jesus, protect the children!
FAS is caused by heavy drinking while a woman is pregnant. It isn't caused by a child drinking alcohol, although I'm sure that it is very harmful in its own way. I have a horrible memory of not doing something when I saw that something was wrong. So i guess a trigger warning is necesary before i tell my story... My busband and I were checking out at the grocery store and saw two very thin kids (about 6 and 9), standing like soldiers at the end of the checkout line next to me. They looked TERRIFIED. I started watching and realized tthey were scared of their dad, who along with the mother was checking out their groceries. So I did a little wave and smiled at the older one. Her eyes got big as saucers. She tried tto lift her hand to be polite and wave back, but she was trying to hide that she was waving back at me from her dad. These poor kids were clearly being abused. I just knew it in my heart. I felt so afraid and heartbroken for them. I told my busband that I wanted to wait for them outside and get their license plate so children's services could do be called for a safety visit. He told me no. He said we shouldnt get involved. He wanted nothing to do with it. We drove away before they came out. To this day I think about them and hope they are ok now. This was about 10 years ago. They would both be teenagers now. Some things you just don't forget and will always regret. I will always regret not helping them.
My dad beat me as a child (alcoholic). He raised me from age 8. I’m 66 and am crying at your story, because sometimes, I’m still crying over mine. How dare that lady put her hands on you. 😢🙏
Your story just poke & woke the momma bear within me, I was absolutely enraged when you said you screamed "you're not my mom" and no one helped you...my heart just broke.
I'm sitting on my couch watching this video, and my teenage daughter looks over at me and said "mom, are you ok?" i'm literally wiping tears. I'm shocked on several different levels. The Lord was protecting you in such a big way. She should have gone to jail for child abuse. I'm SO SAD for what your friend must have lived through daily in her home. I'm also sad your Dad didnt come rescue you. Little girl/boy trauma like that heals, but is always a part of our heart.
Your story... I am literally weeping!!! I pray Holy Spirit heals your wounds and brings them up!!! There is nothing worse than feeling so helpless and traumatized as a child! Thank you for sharing this... beauty for ashes!!! I wish I could be your real life friend. You have such a beautiful heart!!!
Your mom is obviously a wise horse woman. Thanks for giving that pony a good home. Our first two horses were rescued. Very rewarding! They will stay with us forever.
I once made a comment about you having lip injections or something. I apologize. I shouldn’t have said that. Lesson learned. I’m sorry that happened to you
Agree that mother should have been arrested for assaulting you and your father is a piece of work for not coming to get you. Hubby would have driven past the speed limit to save his baby girl.
Exactly JennyWinters I would've went pass the speed limit to save my daughter and I would've called the cops had that mother charged for grabbing my daughter
I am thankful to know you- another mama who took those violent negative childhood experiences and went on to become the best Mom in the world. I have tears in my eyes thinking about how God protected us. I just wish that I had known when I was a kid that one day I would be safe and to not give up.
I cried watching this - I am so sorry nobody protected the 8-year-old, little Jamerill. She is loved as well as the adult Jamerrill who is an amazing business woman, mom, and human being with a beautiful smile! Take care and be well!!!
What was your mom’s reaction about this woman attacking you!! I am so sorry your 8 year old sweet self had this experience. I’m so thankful for you that you survived this attack, recovered and are thriving and helping others thrive.
Sorry you had to experience that with your friends Mom especially at such a young age! I believe that other Mom who helped you was an angel sent from God!!!
I had tears in my eyes listening to that story. My heart is broken. I sat listening to you and looking at how far you have come in your life and I couldn't help but thank God for protecting you and making you into the woman, mother and wife you are today.
It is so important that you shared your story. I am sad for that early trauma, but so proud of 8-year-old you for advocating for yourself when the adults in your life failed you. Scars are one of the things that make us who we are, and you are so much.
The story about the bowling alley and the awful woman was so scary and heartbreaking! I’m so sorry you experienced something so awful. I can’t believe a single person did not stop to help you!
Oh Jamerril, my heart broke for the little girl inside of you. You are such a strong woman today. The Lord is wonderful how he blesses us even through our trials. Hugs
I have thin lips, always admired yours💗 I love your unapologetic “youness”. We need to be ourselves, whoever we may be, this is sooo needed in our world today.
I’m in tears hearing your experience as a child. I have three boys oldest being 8 and my biggest fear is them being mistreated by someone. I myself was abused and my older two have only stay with my mother in-law and sister. I have a hard time trusting anyone to even babysit. The things we live threw as children shape us as adults.
As I've shared, my mom and I were living through our own daily hell and trauma with my drunken father (which you can hear more about in my assumptions video here th-cam.com/video/k40KmQbwxeI/w-d-xo.html). It's hard to help others when you're in the middle of trying to figure out how to help yourself.
@@JamerrillStewart Not wanting time share too much about my childhood but I want to know how your not bitter or angry I feel like I have a lot of anger that I don’t want 🙈🥺. People think I’m just a B word of think I’m fiesty but I’m really not in my heart. Your always so sweet, gentle and patient, your my idol on every level I’ll take all your wisdom💓
@@JamerrillStewart That's the truth. I remember all the bad going on in my life with an alcoholic dad and it leaves its mark on your heart big time. Til this day if I smell alcohol especially beer on someone it gives me chills down my spine. God bless you.
I've been watching you for a few years, and have never noticed anything "wrong" with your lip or anything. I always thought you are an absolutely beautiful woman.
Jamerill, I am so sorry that happened to you. I never noticed your lip before you told this story. You are such a beautiful person. Thanks for sharing parts of your story.
My heart broke for 8 year old Jammerill screaming for help and no adult helping, and a disengaged father. But with the Heavenly Father reaching out to cover her. I’m so sorry you ever had to go through that!
So many questions and concerns about that bowling alley story...was she ever prosecuted? I'm so sorry for that horrible time in your young life. I can't imagine no one coming to your rescue...thanks for sharing that awful experience you had. 😥
I’m glad you and your wonderful child are here on this earth happy and healthy. You seem like such good people and we need more good people here and now.
Omg I stopped breathing when you were telling that story. Then I got goosebumps! So many mums here including me wishing they could have been there to protect 8 yr old you. You have some pretty big life storys to tell. I watched the one about your dad too that you told while on your front porch. Broke my heart for you. Your such a strong Mumma!!
I always watch and never comment, but your story as an 8yr old child moved me. Thank you for the courage to share. Seeing the beautiful woman you are now is confirmation to let God heal old childhood traumas for me too. Much love. 😊❤🙏
You say we all have our things that we experience in life and, yes, we do....but a grown adult beating up a child is something that should never happen, and I am so sorry/furious/bewildered that you were made to endure that. Honestly, the ‘things’ you have risen from, while remaining such a beautiful human being is incredibly inspiring. Thank you for sharing Xx
I’m so sorry you had such an experience as a child. The Lord did protect you, I was raised in an alcoholic household I do have some idea of your talking about. I’m so thankful for the Lords protection. Thank you for your videos.
I know what you mean. I had a great mom but an alcoholic dad who was mean when he got drunk. He hit me once when I was small and I never forgot. My mom made sure he never did it again. He was violent toward her and she held her own most of the time. He quit drinking when I was a teen and went with us to church and stopped drinking. Thank the Lord. Have a good day.
This story almost made me cry..I'm so sorry that happened to you!! What a horrible woman. I never noticed your 'crooked lip' anyway but I'm still so sorry you had that experience. So sad.
I mirror everything said here. Been watching Jamerill for several years and I have never noticed anything with your lip. Your story makes me feel ill. I'm so sorry that you were physically and emotionally hurt, and that your father didn't protect you. I imagine that part of the story hurts the most looking back. And fyi, it's not a small story. You are allowed to admit that that was a massive deal. What a herioc lady.
Hi Jamerill, feel sad when i heard your horrific experienced..i was your silent viewer and subscriber for a year..But look at you now, you became the most supermomma that i adore so much and with a beautiful soul..Luv yah girl..Spreading my love to all of you, from Manila Philippines...
Thank-you for sharing your story. The survival story is beautiful, how you made peace with a horrible event in your life. You are an amazing woman. May light shine over you all of your days.
Isn't it amazing how certain stories creep up and out when they're ready to be shared. Thank you for sharing it, it once again reminds us to be vigilant and to know every experience, good, bad or indifferent helps shape us to be who we are. Great video, be well.
Ok Jamerrill so I am so into this story, but girl what did your parents do when they saw what she did to you? My neighbor lady whipped me white a switch for telling her child no, and my mom, well she did not act like she knew Jesus at that moment. So I’m really wondering.
Hey Jamerrill! I'm from Pittsburgh PA. I LOVE watching your video.. I'm a mother of 2 and a step mom to 5 children ... Your videos has inspired me to prep my future meals . So I can have more time to self care and I also have chronic migraines .. By preparing meals in advance has help on those chronic migraines day and be able to REST !! THANK YOU FOR SHARING. . HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Big hugs for 8yo Jamerrill. Im so glad the lord saved you! And thank heavens for that random mama there with her kids. We wear our scars as badges of the battles we survived. They all have a story. And you lived through something terrible and turned out to be a wonderful person. Hugs for adult Jamerrill too!!
Girl, I just love you and your freedom in Christ to be transparent 😊you are a blessing and proof that God is always with us even in the tough times! Found your channel and glad I did!
You are amazing. You have been through a lot of pain in your life, and you never lose your faith. Plus you are such a great Mom, friend, wife...truly an inspiration. Love your videos, and your stories.
Well that made me tear up! I would be enraged if someone hurt my child intentionally. Obviously, this TH-cam channel is part of God’s plan for your life where you can help motivate others. I’m very proud of you!
I am so sorry! God was most certainly with you ! Thank you for sharing. I love your style of sharing and bringing us with you in a day. Thank you for sharing lol the things. So excited to walk this new birth with you and your family. You make me smile everyday!
Just started watching your videos and I’m addicted! You are AMAZING! You are being yourself authentically and unapologetically. That story made me cry and made me want to go help the 8 year old you! You’re obviously living out redemption right now with your beautiful family. Excited to keep watching! ❤️
I am so sorry that happened to you, Jamerrill! ❤️ You did not deserve that (you know this) and it makes me angry that you had to experience that, especially at age 8. ❤️❤️❤️
You're a survivor! I too have lots of scars as I lived through abuse, but those things made me a better mom. I can remember as a little girl telling myself that my kids would never have to experience the things I did. I've forgiven the people that did it but it's still my story. Thank you for sharing yours.
No, I never saw that friend again. I've shared in many comments that I grew up in an unstable acholic household. My mom and I were trying to survive living through the daily trauma of my father's alcoholism. My dad was also most likely drunk when that family brought me home now that I think about it. Here's my Assumptions video which gives more details th-cam.com/video/k40KmQbwxeI/w-d-xo.html
@@JamerrillStewart Dang it, this infuriates me. I’m so sorry this happened. Imagine what she did to her own kids in a drunken rage if this is how she treated you. Poor kids. I’m curious, how did your Mom respond, Jamerrill?
@@judyoneal7887 here is what I answered above, "No, I never saw that friend again. I've shared in many comments that I grew up in an unstable acholic household. My mom and I were trying to survive living through the daily trauma of my father's alcoholism. My dad was also most likely drunk when that family brought me home now that I think about it. Here's my Assumptions video which gives more details th-cam.com/video/k40KmQbwxeI/w-d-xo.html"
Oh my gosh thank you for sharing that story. I am 35 in a new mom one on the way. I am a palled at the stories that I hear from older generations about abuse and no one really knew what to do about it. My Mom has shared stories of things and I’m like you needed to call the police there should have been an investigation. I am so glad there is help out there now and oh general awareness about what to do if you find someone an abusive situation or how to get out of one.
I have two 8 year old girls that I adopted out of foster care. Two of the best things that ever happened to me! Your story made me weep and think about my girls. I can't imagine something like that happening to them!! How did your mom handle the situation when she got home? So sad!! Your crooked lip is beautiful!!
I love that even though you went through that you did not let it affect the wonderful person you are today. You are right, we all go through things and hopefully we can live, learn and grow from there. I haven't seen your videos in a while but this one popped up in my suggestions and being that my husband and I bought a bowling alley back in January (what a year to buy a new business hahaha) I had to watch the video. If I ever see something like that happening at our bowling alley there is NO question my husband or I will be jumping in to help the child or for that matter anyone at any age. Love the video! :)
I haven’t even finished the video yet, but had to comment...your story about the bowling alley had me bawling. I can’t even imagine. I know it was a totally different time then, I’m 44 so I “get it” But wow...how traumatizing! I have a son who’s 27 and a daughter who’s 10. I’ve always been the mom who only lets my kids stay with family, I bet you’re the same way. I actually have a scar on the inside on my lip from domestic violence and every time my tongue passes by it I remember that day...it’s my survivor mark!! 💛💛💛
You have such a sweet family. I grew up in a large family- I had 7 brothers & 5 sisters, all of us adopted. And trips like this one you guys took are some the greatest memories I have of my family. Thank you for sharing your sweet family with us.
Your a blessing Jamerrill I am so sorry you went through that. ❤ Thank you for all your advice on daily life etc. Hope all is well for you and your family ❤
Oh my stars. My heart stopped until I read the comments. I was so fearful for you. I'm so sorry to hear that had happened to you. I've always thought you are beautiful and never questioned the way your lips looked. You remind me so so much of my sweet aunt who is like my second mom and your videos are always so comforting to me (even though I'm a mom myself 😂)
I’m afraid I’d have been arrested if I’d seen that person attack you, it’s a terrible thing to go thru. Love your cook ups. Stay safe and god bless xxx
I started watching your videos when you were doing porch chats and my little girl was 4/5(?) she is 11 now. You have always pointed me back to the Lord, encouraged me to accept myself as I am, stopped me from thinking about myself so much (even having low self esteem can make one self-absorbed, surprisingly) Anyways...love you and all you pour into those around you, near and far. Thank you!❤️
My friend and I were almost abducted by a man who exposed himself to us.......no one called the police or followed up in anyway. I guess it was the times in the 70’s. So sad!
My friend and I had a man follow us in his car and expose himself we were 11 and 10 it was terrible nothing was reported and that was the early 90's our mums went out looking for him but he was long gone its so sad that these things still happen 😢
Same thing happened to me and my best friend when we were 18. He wad lurking outside of a place where we were at a birthday...it was 2 am... we were waiting for a cab he came out of the shadows and opened up his coat...we started screaming and running..it was horrible
I was maybe about 12-13 and I was walking around the corner from my grandparents house and it was literally just around the corner. A van pulled up next to me and slid the door open, my mom was standing on the porch and started yelling and cursing the man out. It was so scary because I never saw her standing on the porch but that was one of the scariest times of my life.
As horrible as that experience was at such a young age, can you imagine what her daughter went through if her mom did that to you, what did your friend go through in her life at home! I speak from experience as I was severely abused as a child. Sorry about the pain you went throughout and we love raising Highland cattle! Please don't think I was saying what happened to you didn't matter because it did
I cried through your story of being attacked, dear Jamerrill...but to see how strong, intelligent, confident and at peace you are today, I give all the thanks and praise to the LORD! I admire you so much, my sister
The only thing I've noticed when I look at you is your beautiful smile and your warm personality- perfect on the inside and out! The emotional scars are probably much worse than the physical scars. It sounds like you have been able to forgive her for that terrible situation she put you through and move on. You'll never forget it, but you bravely lived to talk about it. So thankful to God for his protection over you and for that other mom who called your parents. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Nothing good ever comes from drinking alcohol.
Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤️ You're right, we all have stories and I agree that they should be shared if they can be because you never know when your story can benefit someone else. I think you are beautiful with and without the makeup, but in my mind makeup is about having fun and making yourself feel good. So whether what you're doing is "right" or not doesn't matter. If you like it then it's exactly right for you. One thing you could do with that gold shadow if you feel like it is grab yourself a $3 ELF fluffy eyeshadow brush (I buy mine at Walmart) and use it to blend that shadow on the corner and into your crease. It just helps blend any harsh lines that those smaller eyeshadow brushes can leave. Definitely not criticizing how you're doing it, just thought I'd throw the suggestion out there! ❤️
Bless your heart, Jamerrill. Thank you for sharing. No matter how good our life looks, even the highlights on TH-cam or Instagram, we all have our stories and scars. ❤️
“Heilan’ Coos” are my favorite; toured the Scottish Highlands in 2005. With our group was an elderly lady who, when noticing this breed, exclaimed, “Cows with bangs!” Enjoyed watching your children interact with the animals; so fun!
Loved seeing your trip to the safari park! What curriculum are you using this year for your teens? Thanks for sharing your week with us! God bless you and your family. ☺
Oh my...Yes Jamerrill, you are most certainly a testament. That lady was messed up, she wasn’t seeing you as a child...but herself and her own hate and anger. I’m so SO glad you are here with us to tell your story. This is one story that to me SHOULD be told in the classrooms, or anywhere you can tell your story! There are so many young and abused children that need a voice, what a voice you can be to them. I was one of those young girls that was abused for many years. Oh how I needed a voice! Thank you so much! Most definitely thank you for trusting enough. 🤗
I’m binging on your videos and came across the bowling alley story. I noticed, on your smart watch, your heartbeat rose to 96 bpm while recounting that awful experience. Bless you. ❤️
I have watched you for a long time now and never commented. I am so very sorry for what happened to you. That is traumatic, but you have overcome by the blood of the Lamb. Praise God. This is a lesson for everyone. With God all things are possible. You are a beautiful person and you help motivate me. Thank you and God bless you and your family ☺️.
Thank you for sharing your story. I appreciate you being so open. A scar is just a badge of honor for the things we have gone through in life good or bad. Some are visible and some are not. We need to be thankful for our scars because these happenings in our life help create the person God wants us to be.
Unacceptable behaviour and I would have paid the drunk woman a visit and she would never touch another child or person like that again, thank the lord another woman was there but no way would I have handed you over to anyone but the police or parent, children are to be protected tantrums or not. love the video have a great trip
Thank you for bravely sharing that traumatic experience. My goodness- what an evil act. I picture a sweet little Jamerill (and I happen to have an 8 yr old right now), I just want to swoop her up and rescue her from that horrific situation. So awful.
I don’t know why but I laughed out loud at “if you didn’t feed yourself this morning... go ahead get something to eat” 😂😂 this is exactly how my mom did breakfast in our house and there was only two of us haha
That's how your children grow up to be capable, hard working and able to look after themselves...if you do everything for your child, you are doing them no favours. X
Good day to you beautiful lady!!! Love your makeup and hair!!! You always look so put together!!! Thank you for sharing your story. We all have our battle scars from life. Hopefully you weren't too badly scarred from this horrible encounter. Blessings to you all....
Wow your story touched my heart in so many ways this is one of the reasons I homeschool my kids I was abused in another way and no one would listen to me. I have been accused of keeping my kids in a bubble because I watch over them like a hawk. But those type of things really scar you for life but you know what I can say my kids have never had to worry about that because of my “Bubble” and now that are almost grown I get nothing but compliments on how well behaved and respectful they are well that is because they are not influenced by other kids to act certain ways. Lol went off topic a little lol mom brain here
I homeschool mine too and that’s a big reason for us too. I’m sorry you’ve been through hard times, I have as well and I’d rather be over cautious than have my kids go through what I have 💖
I had to comment because this touched so close to home. I to was abused in another way and I do the same with my kids, I to have been accused of being over protective and helicopter mom, but they are just kids and your right, those traumas never go away, you just get to live with that baggage, I do not want that for my children.
I am 100% with you on raising my kids in a "bubble"! I get plenty of flack for it, but it is what it is. The hardest part is saying "no" to family members who are a bad influence.
Nothing wrong with homeschooling or being protective but I’ve seen first hand kids like that when they get to the real world their lost because they think the world is glitter and rainbows when it’s nothing like that you just have to teach them how the real world is when they leave you
This story makes me look up to you even more. You sure have been through a lot and I'm so sorry about that. But wow what a miracle that you chose to live your life spreading and sharing joy, love and light. You inspire me ❤
Jamerrill is one of the few people that I don't need to read the title. I click no matter what. I also have no interest in homesteading. But when you do I am all ears. lol
I don't know how to explain this, but your mom-ness is such a comfort to watch. You are such a strong lady! I LOVED the portion of your makeup that you shared too!
Who else thinks Jamerill is such a wonderful mama and person? We love her in the house ❤️I’m sorry that happened to you you’re such a sweetheart
One of the most amazing and a woman I highly look up to and strive to be the mama She is!
I agree!
Jamerill I am so sad that you had to go through that.But I would have never been the wiser. I told you once before.I think you are a very beautiful woman inside and out.
She's a GREAT Wife and Mom! Love watching her videos and seeing her farm.
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I grew up “don’t get involved, not our business etc” As an adult in the ‘60s , working on an airplane, I saw things parents did to their children you would not believe. I did begin to get involved, and give them a piece of my mind, and occasionally have the Captain call ahead for police. It all started with a mother who was giving her son vodka in a bottle. I later saw a picture of fetal alcohol syndrome baby. I never forgot that “mother”, and baby dressed only in a cloth diaper screaming. From then on I was a woman on fire for wrong doings, and put up with no abuse toward others, or myself. Even today as a senior citizen, if I see something, I say something loud enough for witnesses to hear. Mankind isn’t always kind. Lord Jesus, protect the children!
FAS is caused by heavy drinking while a woman is pregnant. It isn't caused by a child drinking alcohol, although I'm sure that it is very harmful in its own way. I have a horrible memory of not doing something when I saw that something was wrong. So i guess a trigger warning is necesary before i tell my story...
My busband and I were checking out at the grocery store and saw two very thin kids (about 6 and 9), standing like soldiers at the end of the checkout line next to me. They looked TERRIFIED. I started watching and realized tthey were scared of their dad, who along with the mother was checking out their groceries. So I did a little wave and smiled at the older one. Her eyes got big as saucers. She tried tto lift her hand to be polite and wave back, but she was trying to hide that she was waving back at me from her dad. These poor kids were clearly being abused. I just knew it in my heart. I felt so afraid and heartbroken for them. I told my busband that I wanted to wait for them outside and get their license plate so children's services could do be called for a safety visit. He told me no. He said we shouldnt get involved. He wanted nothing to do with it. We drove away before they came out. To this day I think about them and hope they are ok now. This was about 10 years ago. They would both be teenagers now. Some things you just don't forget and will always regret. I will always regret not helping them.
@@mygirldarby I too, have been in this situation. It does haunt you from time to time.
Absolutely! I don't stand for anything abuse either.
If I saw a child being abuse I would definitely jump in even if that meant I got hurt. That’s one of the things morally I couldn’t stand down to
Thank you for your service!
My dad beat me as a child (alcoholic). He raised me from age 8. I’m 66 and am crying at your story, because sometimes, I’m still crying over mine. How dare that lady put her hands on you. 😢🙏
I'm not a mom, but this infuriated me. Wish I could give 8 year old Jammerill a big hug.
Your story just poke & woke the momma bear within me, I was absolutely enraged when you said you screamed "you're not my mom" and no one helped you...my heart just broke.
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I'm sitting on my couch watching this video, and my teenage daughter looks over at me and said "mom, are you ok?" i'm literally wiping tears. I'm shocked on several different levels. The Lord was protecting you in such a big way. She should have gone to jail for child abuse. I'm SO SAD for what your friend must have lived through daily in her home. I'm also sad your Dad didnt come rescue you. Little girl/boy trauma like that heals, but is always a part of our heart.
Your story... I am literally weeping!!! I pray Holy Spirit heals your wounds and brings them up!!! There is nothing worse than feeling so helpless and traumatized as a child! Thank you for sharing this... beauty for ashes!!! I wish I could be your real life friend. You have such a beautiful heart!!!
Amen
Your mom is obviously a wise horse woman. Thanks for giving that pony a good home. Our first two horses were rescued. Very rewarding! They will stay with us forever.
Another nice perk is kids having fun and learning new skills by a expert horse person who happned to be grandma. Win win for all including the pony.🐎
I once made a comment about you having lip injections or something. I apologize. I shouldn’t have said that. Lesson learned. I’m sorry that happened to you
It's okay, it comes up once it awhile. That's why I shared the story again. xoxo 😘
@@JamerrillStewart 🤔I never thought about it is except I find myself trying to figure your lips out and loving your lips all the more!!!😉👍
Jasmine, how big if you to apologize. Sigh. This world needs more kindness and forgiveness. Blessed be!!!
Big of you to apologize. Well done.
Love that you came back to apologize, very kind of you.
I got chills when you were telling that story. Nobody should ever have to go through something like that!
Agree that mother should have been arrested for assaulting you and your father is a piece of work for not coming to get you. Hubby would have driven past the speed limit to save his baby girl.
Exactly JennyWinters I would've went pass the speed limit to save my daughter and I would've called the cops had that mother charged for grabbing my daughter
I am thankful to know you- another mama who took those violent negative childhood experiences and went on to become the best Mom in the world. I have tears in my eyes thinking about how God protected us. I just wish that I had known when I was a kid that one day I would be safe and to not give up.
What a story.. I am sure every mother's blood started boiling while hearing it. Thanks for sharing.
I’m not a mom and my blood boiled. So sad
It sure did
Yep. I'm livid. I'd be in jail if someone did that to my kid. The 80's were different days, but this story is horrific x
Boiling! 😡
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That was really hard to hear. I’m so very sorry that NOBODY did anything to help you. You are such a very good person. ❤️
I cried watching this - I am so sorry nobody protected the 8-year-old, little Jamerill. She is loved as well as the adult Jamerrill who is an amazing business woman, mom, and human being with a beautiful smile! Take care and be well!!!
⭐️As a mom of 3 boys you give me energy to cook more, clean more and fall into Jesus more!! Love your videos!!⭐️
What was your mom’s reaction about this woman attacking you!! I am so sorry your 8 year old sweet self had this experience.
I’m so thankful for you that you survived this attack, recovered and are thriving and helping others thrive.
Sorry you had to experience that with your friends Mom especially at such a young age! I believe that other Mom who helped you was an angel sent from God!!!
I had tears in my eyes listening to that story. My heart is broken. I sat listening to you and looking at how far you have come in your life and I couldn't help but thank God for protecting you and making you into the woman, mother and wife you are today.
It is so important that you shared your story. I am sad for that early trauma, but so proud of 8-year-old you for advocating for yourself when the adults in your life failed you. Scars are one of the things that make us who we are, and you are so much.
The story about the bowling alley and the awful woman was so scary and heartbreaking! I’m so sorry you experienced something so awful. I can’t believe a single person did not stop to help you!
Oh my stars! The title made my heart stop. How horrific at such a young age. Praise God it wasn't worse.
Oh Jamerril, my heart broke for the little girl inside of you. You are such a strong woman today. The Lord is wonderful how he blesses us even through our trials. Hugs
You’re bigger than your story, indomitable spirit, mama. I’m so proud of you for advocating for yourself. You’re so brave!
I have thin lips, always admired yours💗 I love your unapologetic “youness”. We need to be ourselves, whoever we may be, this is sooo needed in our world today.
Dear GOD stories like this is why I am over an over protective parent. Thank you for sharing.
Me, too.
I just found you a few months ago, so I enjoy these older versions. I loved the safari trip. So impressed that Travis went with you.
I’m in tears hearing your experience as a child. I have three boys oldest being 8 and my biggest fear is them being mistreated by someone. I myself was abused and my older two have only stay with my mother in-law and sister. I have a hard time trusting anyone to even babysit. The things we live threw as children shape us as adults.
If she did that to you, imagine what she did to your friend.
As I've shared, my mom and I were living through our own daily hell and trauma with my drunken father (which you can hear more about in my assumptions video here th-cam.com/video/k40KmQbwxeI/w-d-xo.html). It's hard to help others when you're in the middle of trying to figure out how to help yourself.
@@JamerrillStewart So much you had to endure! Praise God you came through it and became a wonderful Mother!!!❤ Just keep on being Jamerril!!!!!!
@@JamerrillStewart Not wanting time share too much about my childhood but I want to know how your not bitter or angry I feel like I have a lot of anger that I don’t want 🙈🥺. People think I’m just a B word of think I’m fiesty but I’m really not in my heart. Your always so sweet, gentle and patient, your my idol on every level I’ll take all your wisdom💓
@@JamerrillStewart some people may not understand this but I do. Big hugs
@@JamerrillStewart That's the truth. I remember all the bad going on in my life with an alcoholic dad and it leaves its mark on your heart big time. Til this day if I smell alcohol especially beer on someone it gives me chills down my spine. God bless you.
I've been watching you for a few years, and have never noticed anything "wrong" with your lip or anything. I always thought you are an absolutely beautiful woman.
Same here. I never would've noticed.
I completely agree. I've been watching her for YEARS and never noticed a thing except for a beautiful person with such a sweet spirit. 🥰
I just cried and cried for that 8-year-old little girl in you (cause she is still in there) and my heart just hurt for her!
I hope you realize how encouraging you are! The Lord works through you so much. You always witness to me the grace and love of Jesus. ❤️
Jamerill, I am so sorry that happened to you. I never noticed your lip before you told this story. You are such a beautiful person. Thanks for sharing parts of your story.
My heart broke for 8 year old Jammerill screaming for help and no adult helping, and a disengaged father. But with the Heavenly Father reaching out to cover her. I’m so sorry you ever had to go through that!
I'm so sorry you had no protection
“My teenage daughter tells me this is okay.”
🤣🤣 You make me smile Jamerrill!
So many questions and concerns about that bowling alley story...was she ever prosecuted? I'm so sorry for that horrible time in your young life. I can't imagine no one coming to your rescue...thanks for sharing that awful experience you had. 😥
I’m glad you and your wonderful child are here on this earth happy and healthy. You seem like such good people and we need more good people here and now.
Omg I stopped breathing when you were telling that story. Then I got goosebumps! So many mums here including me wishing they could have been there to protect 8 yr old you. You have some pretty big life storys to tell. I watched the one about your dad too that you told while on your front porch. Broke my heart for you. Your such a strong Mumma!!
I always watch and never comment, but your story as an 8yr old child moved me. Thank you for the courage to share. Seeing the beautiful woman you are now is confirmation to let God heal old childhood traumas for me too. Much love. 😊❤🙏
You say we all have our things that we experience in life and, yes, we do....but a grown adult beating up a child is something that should never happen, and I am so sorry/furious/bewildered that you were made to endure that. Honestly, the ‘things’ you have risen from, while remaining such a beautiful human being is incredibly inspiring. Thank you for sharing Xx
I’m so sorry you had such an experience as a child. The Lord did protect you, I was raised in an alcoholic household I do have some idea of your talking about. I’m so thankful for the Lords protection. Thank you for your videos.
I know what you mean. I had a great mom but an alcoholic dad who was mean when he got drunk. He hit me once when I was small and I never forgot. My mom made sure he never did it again. He was violent toward her and she held her own most of the time. He quit drinking when I was a teen and went with us to church and stopped drinking. Thank the Lord. Have a good day.
Anne Trowbridge I also grew up with the same but with an abusive step dad. Stay safe 💕
This story almost made me cry..I'm so sorry that happened to you!! What a horrible woman. I never noticed your 'crooked lip' anyway but I'm still so sorry you had that experience. So sad.
I mirror everything said here. Been watching Jamerill for several years and I have never noticed anything with your lip.
Your story makes me feel ill. I'm so sorry that you were physically and emotionally hurt, and that your father didn't protect you. I imagine that part of the story hurts the most looking back. And fyi, it's not a small story. You are allowed to admit that that was a massive deal. What a herioc lady.
Wonderful family trip. Thanks for sharing, also thank your family for sharing.
Hi Jamerill, feel sad when i heard your horrific experienced..i was your silent viewer and subscriber for a year..But look at you now, you became the most supermomma that i adore so much and with a beautiful soul..Luv yah girl..Spreading my love to all of you, from Manila Philippines...
Yes! She really is a super mum :)
Thank-you for sharing your story. The survival story is beautiful, how you made peace with a horrible event in your life. You are an amazing woman. May light shine over you all of your days.
That is an insane story I’m so glad you’re okay. Alcohol can be a terrible thing.
Agreed! I’ve seen and read some horrible things that people have done whilst drunk, makes me glad I’m tee total!
DUDE, my daughter is 7 and I can't even IMAGINE anyone, let alone a grown adult, putting their hands on her and doing something so traumatic and evil.
Isn't it amazing how certain stories creep up and out when they're ready to be shared. Thank you for sharing it, it once again reminds us to be vigilant and to know every experience, good, bad or indifferent helps shape us to be who we are. Great video, be well.
Ok Jamerrill so I am so into this story, but girl what did your parents do when they saw what she did to you? My neighbor lady whipped me white a switch for telling her child no, and my mom, well she did not act like she knew Jesus at that moment. So I’m really wondering.
Oh Jamerill! You are one of my favorite people! Bless your beautiful soul! ♥️♥️
Hey Jamerrill! I'm from Pittsburgh PA. I LOVE watching your video.. I'm a mother of 2 and a step mom to 5 children ... Your videos has inspired me to prep my future meals . So I can have more time to self care and I also have chronic migraines .. By preparing meals in advance has help on those chronic migraines day and be able to REST !! THANK YOU FOR SHARING. . HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
"My teenage daughter tells me it's okay."🤣 Love it!
Big hugs for 8yo Jamerrill. Im so glad the lord saved you! And thank heavens for that random mama there with her kids. We wear our scars as badges of the battles we survived. They all have a story. And you lived through something terrible and turned out to be a wonderful person. Hugs for adult Jamerrill too!!
Girl, I just love you and your freedom in Christ to be transparent 😊you are a blessing and proof that God is always with us even in the tough times! Found your channel and glad I did!
You are amazing. You have been through a lot of pain in your life, and you never lose your faith. Plus you are such a great Mom, friend, wife...truly an inspiration. Love your videos, and your stories.
Well that made me tear up! I would be enraged if someone hurt my child intentionally. Obviously, this TH-cam channel is part of God’s plan for your life where you can help motivate others. I’m very proud of you!
I am so sorry! God was most certainly with you ! Thank you for sharing. I love your style of sharing and bringing us with you in a day. Thank you for sharing lol the things.
So excited to walk this new birth with you and your family. You make me smile everyday!
Honestly never noticed your lip and I’m so glad she didn’t do more to you than she did. 💕
Just started watching your videos and I’m addicted! You are AMAZING! You are being yourself authentically and unapologetically. That story made me cry and made me want to go help the 8 year old you! You’re obviously living out redemption right now with your beautiful family. Excited to keep watching! ❤️
I am so sorry that happened to you, Jamerrill! ❤️ You did not deserve that (you know this) and it makes me angry that you had to experience that, especially at age 8. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much!
You're a survivor! I too have lots of scars as I lived through abuse, but those things made me a better mom. I can remember as a little girl telling myself that my kids would never have to experience the things I did. I've forgiven the people that did it but it's still my story. Thank you for sharing yours.
Oh man Jamerrill! You cant end the story there. What did your mom do? Did you see that friend again? Ever have trouble with that mom again?
Yes!! The rest of the story.
No, I never saw that friend again. I've shared in many comments that I grew up in an unstable acholic household. My mom and I were trying to survive living through the daily trauma of my father's alcoholism. My dad was also most likely drunk when that family brought me home now that I think about it. Here's my Assumptions video which gives more details th-cam.com/video/k40KmQbwxeI/w-d-xo.html
@@JamerrillStewart Dang it, this infuriates me. I’m so sorry this happened. Imagine what she did to her own kids in a drunken rage if this is how she treated you. Poor kids. I’m curious, how did your Mom respond, Jamerrill?
@@judyoneal7887 here is what I answered above, "No, I never saw that friend again. I've shared in many comments that I grew up in an unstable acholic household. My mom and I were trying to survive living through the daily trauma of my father's alcoholism. My dad was also most likely drunk when that family brought me home now that I think about it. Here's my Assumptions video which gives more details th-cam.com/video/k40KmQbwxeI/w-d-xo.html"
Oh my gosh thank you for sharing that story. I am 35 in a new mom one on the way. I am a palled at the stories that I hear from older generations about abuse and no one really knew what to do about it. My Mom has shared stories of things and I’m like you needed to call the police there should have been an investigation. I am so glad there is help out there now and oh general awareness about what to do if you find someone an abusive situation or how to get out of one.
I have two 8 year old girls that I adopted out of foster care. Two of the best things that ever happened to me! Your story made me weep and think about my girls. I can't imagine something like that happening to them!! How did your mom handle the situation when she got home? So sad!! Your crooked lip is beautiful!!
I love that even though you went through that you did not let it affect the wonderful person you are today. You are right, we all go through things and hopefully we can live, learn and grow from there. I haven't seen your videos in a while but this one popped up in my suggestions and being that my husband and I bought a bowling alley back in January (what a year to buy a new business hahaha) I had to watch the video. If I ever see something like that happening at our bowling alley there is NO question my husband or I will be jumping in to help the child or for that matter anyone at any age. Love the video! :)
I haven’t even finished the video yet, but had to comment...your story about the bowling alley had me bawling. I can’t even imagine. I know it was a totally different time then, I’m 44 so I “get it” But wow...how traumatizing! I have a son who’s 27 and a daughter who’s 10. I’ve always been the mom who only lets my kids stay with family, I bet you’re the same way. I actually have a scar on the inside on my lip from domestic violence and every time my tongue passes by it I remember that day...it’s my survivor mark!! 💛💛💛
You are a breath of fresh air! Makeup is whatever you want it to be. I love dark reds and bronzes, I wear them all year. Whatever makes you happy!!
This is one of my favorite videos you've ever posted. Felt like I was hanging out with a friend! Good for my momma heart after a long week!
You have such a sweet family. I grew up in a large family- I had 7 brothers & 5 sisters, all of us adopted. And trips like this one you guys took are some the greatest memories I have of my family. Thank you for sharing your sweet family with us.
Jamerrill you are Superwoman! Love watching your content and seeing how real you are. Stay healthy and safe.
Your a blessing Jamerrill I am so sorry you went through that. ❤
Thank you for all your advice on daily life etc.
Hope all is well for you and your family ❤
Oh my stars. My heart stopped until I read the comments. I was so fearful for you. I'm so sorry to hear that had happened to you. I've always thought you are beautiful and never questioned the way your lips looked. You remind me so so much of my sweet aunt who is like my second mom and your videos are always so comforting to me (even though I'm a mom myself 😂)
I have an aunt like that!
Thank you for sharing your story with us. I know it’s tough to relive certain memories; your personal stories are my favorite videos.
I’m afraid I’d have been arrested if I’d seen that person attack you, it’s a terrible thing to go thru. Love your cook ups. Stay safe and god bless xxx
I started watching your videos when you were doing porch chats and my little girl was 4/5(?) she is 11 now. You have always pointed me back to the Lord, encouraged me to accept myself as I am, stopped me from thinking about myself so much (even having low self esteem can make one self-absorbed, surprisingly)
Anyways...love you and all you pour into those around you, near and far. Thank you!❤️
My friend and I were almost abducted by a man who exposed himself to us.......no one called the police or followed up in anyway. I guess it was the times in the 70’s. So sad!
Omg that’s awful !!!!
I’m so sorry you had to experience that
My friend and I had a man follow us in his car and expose himself we were 11 and 10 it was terrible nothing was reported and that was the early 90's our mums went out looking for him but he was long gone its so sad that these things still happen 😢
Same thing happened to me and my best friend when we were 18. He wad lurking outside of a place where we were at a birthday...it was 2 am... we were waiting for a cab he came out of the shadows and opened up his coat...we started screaming and running..it was horrible
I was maybe about 12-13 and I was walking around the corner from my grandparents house and it was literally just around the corner. A van pulled up next to me and slid the door open, my mom was standing on the porch and started yelling and cursing the man out. It was so scary because I never saw her standing on the porch but that was one of the scariest times of my life.
You are amazing, what a testimony. Bless ya darling x
As horrible as that experience was at such a young age, can you imagine what her daughter went through if her mom did that to you, what did your friend go through in her life at home! I speak from experience as I was severely abused as a child. Sorry about the pain you went throughout and we love raising Highland cattle! Please don't think I was saying what happened to you didn't matter because it did
Thats what i was thinking too.
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You are a strong woman. Thank God for protecting your life. You are an inspiration to me!
I cried through your story of being attacked, dear Jamerrill...but to see how strong, intelligent, confident and at peace you are today, I give all the thanks and praise to the LORD! I admire you so much, my sister
The only thing I've noticed when I look at you is your beautiful smile and your warm personality- perfect on the inside and out! The emotional scars are probably much worse than the physical scars. It sounds like you have been able to forgive her for that terrible situation she put you through and move on. You'll never forget it, but you bravely lived to talk about it. So thankful to God for his protection over you and for that other mom who called your parents. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Nothing good ever comes from drinking alcohol.
Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤️ You're right, we all have stories and I agree that they should be shared if they can be because you never know when your story can benefit someone else.
I think you are beautiful with and without the makeup, but in my mind makeup is about having fun and making yourself feel good. So whether what you're doing is "right" or not doesn't matter. If you like it then it's exactly right for you. One thing you could do with that gold shadow if you feel like it is grab yourself a $3 ELF fluffy eyeshadow brush (I buy mine at Walmart) and use it to blend that shadow on the corner and into your crease. It just helps blend any harsh lines that those smaller eyeshadow brushes can leave. Definitely not criticizing how you're doing it, just thought I'd throw the suggestion out there! ❤️
Bless your heart, Jamerrill. Thank you for sharing. No matter how good our life looks, even the highlights on TH-cam or Instagram, we all have our stories and scars. ❤️
“Heilan’ Coos” are my favorite; toured the Scottish Highlands in 2005. With our group was an elderly lady who, when noticing this breed, exclaimed, “Cows with bangs!” Enjoyed watching your children interact with the animals; so fun!
I love you for sharing your story. I'm glad you lived through it and are able to share it! You make all of us stronger, you know?
Loved seeing your trip to the safari park!
What curriculum are you using this year for your teens?
Thanks for sharing your week with us! God bless you and your family. ☺
Oh my...Yes Jamerrill, you are most certainly a testament. That lady was messed up, she wasn’t seeing you as a child...but herself and her own hate and anger. I’m so SO glad you are here with us to tell your story. This is one story that to me SHOULD be told in the classrooms, or anywhere you can tell your story!
There are so many young and abused children that need a voice, what a voice you can be to
them. I was one of those young girls that was abused for many years. Oh how I needed a voice!
Thank you so much! Most definitely thank you for trusting enough.
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i love your family so much. keep doing what you are doing!
Thank you! Will do!
I’m binging on your videos and came across the bowling alley story. I noticed, on your smart watch, your heartbeat rose to 96 bpm while recounting that awful experience. Bless you. ❤️
Neglect is why parents our age are “helicopter parents”. I’m sorry that happened to you
100% agree with you
Yep. Nieve parents make me so mad
Helicopter mom right here, and my three grown children thank me all the time that they don't have the same sad stories as their friends do.
Yep, helicopter mom, former bullied overweight kid..I double dare anyone to mess with my kiddos
I am so sorry that you had to experience that. I’m so glad that there weren’t more injuries! Thank you for sharing your life with all of us!! 💜
I have watched you for a long time now and never commented.
I am so very sorry for what happened to you.
That is traumatic, but you have overcome by the blood of the Lamb.
Praise God. This is a lesson for everyone.
With God all things are possible.
You are a beautiful person and you help motivate me.
Thank you and God bless you and your family ☺️.
Thank you for sharing your story. I appreciate you being so open. A scar is just a badge of honor for the things we have gone through in life good or bad. Some are visible and some are not. We need to be thankful for our scars because these happenings in our life help create the person God wants us to be.
Unacceptable behaviour and I would have paid the drunk woman a visit and she would never touch another child or person like that again, thank the lord another woman was there but no way would I have handed you over to anyone but the police or parent, children are to be protected tantrums or not. love the video have a great trip
I wanted to know what Jammerill's Mother thought hearing about her baby girl getting beaten up.
Thank you for bravely sharing that traumatic experience. My goodness- what an evil act. I picture a sweet little Jamerill (and I happen to have an 8 yr old right now), I just want to swoop her up and rescue her from that horrific situation. So awful.
I don’t know why but I laughed out loud at “if you didn’t feed yourself this morning... go ahead get something to eat” 😂😂 this is exactly how my mom did breakfast in our house and there was only two of us haha
That's how your children grow up to be capable, hard working and able to look after themselves...if you do everything for your child, you are doing them no favours. X
Good day to you beautiful lady!!! Love your makeup and hair!!! You always look so put together!!! Thank you for sharing your story. We all have our battle scars from life. Hopefully you weren't too badly scarred from this horrible encounter. Blessings to you all....
Wow your story touched my heart in so many ways this is one of the reasons I homeschool my kids I was abused in another way and no one would listen to me. I have been accused of keeping my kids in a bubble because I watch over them like a hawk. But those type of things really scar you for life but you know what I can say my kids have never had to worry about that because of my “Bubble” and now that are almost grown I get nothing but compliments on how well behaved and respectful they are well that is because they are not influenced by other kids to act certain ways. Lol went off topic a little lol mom brain here
I homeschool mine too and that’s a big reason for us too. I’m sorry you’ve been through hard times, I have as well and I’d rather be over cautious than have my kids go through what I have 💖
I had to comment because this touched so close to home. I to was abused in another way and I do the same with my kids, I to have been accused of being over protective and helicopter mom, but they are just kids and your right, those traumas never go away, you just get to live with that baggage, I do not want that for my children.
Good for you. I also made sure my girls didn't go through some of the things I did.
I am 100% with you on raising my kids in a "bubble"! I get plenty of flack for it, but it is what it is. The hardest part is saying "no" to family members who are a bad influence.
Nothing wrong with homeschooling or being protective but I’ve seen first hand kids like that when they get to the real world their lost because they think the world is glitter and rainbows when it’s nothing like that you just have to teach them how the real world is when they leave you
This story makes me look up to you even more. You sure have been through a lot and I'm so sorry about that. But wow what a miracle that you chose to live your life spreading and sharing joy, love and light. You inspire me ❤
Jamerrill is one of the few people that I don't need to read the title. I click no matter what. I also have no interest in homesteading. But when you do I am all ears. lol
I agree always love her videos.
I don't know how to explain this, but your mom-ness is such a comfort to watch. You are such a strong lady! I LOVED the portion of your makeup that you shared too!