reading my anorexia recovery journal

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heyyy guys, welcome to a fun video! today, i read my old recovery diary from last year, and reveal my secrets and hardships that i didn't cover on the youtube channel at the time. get some popcorn, and enjoy!! :)
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[@tyrannosaurus16]

I love your “approach “ (damn no idea how else to say it) to recovery, like you’re not just romanticising it. I really relate to your experience and I guess seeing someone with a similar issue dealing with it is making my recovery journey easier (even if I’m at the beginning of it). So yeah thanks and I’m proud of your progress

[@jonahhab]

i tried to keep it as real as possible on this channel, and i have from the start, it's just easier for people to relate to you that way. i wish you the best on your journey!

[@tyrannosaurus16]

@@jonahhab thanks

[@yviwi4238]

My eating disorder started when I was 17years old. I have ADHD and a very severe panic disorder in addition to generalized anxiety disorder and social phobia and I started starving and not eating anything so that I no longer notice anything (so that my senses become clouded and I can no longer think about anything that scares me). to anesthetize myself. the anxiety disorder, the ADHD and also the depression I had got better or the anxiety and depression disappeared completely but then I got a voice that suddenly wanted me to become very thin and it hasn't left me to this day. Ana.

[@emm204]

genuinely have never related to someones recovery journey more, i love how real you are and wish you the best with the rest of your journey

[@LifeOfLiz]

When you talked about knowing the calories for a pop tart I felt that I have calorie aspergers for everything - thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us

[@ChloeSinclair-jt5kj]

This was so raw and real I love it queen 💘

[@dianlachance6414]

Yass the king has posted❤ already excited for your next vid!!!

[@jonahhab]

i have lots of videos planned just don't know what to do first 😭

[@TomPatrick-kr9pe]

Can’t wait for your next vid (:

[@Garamisinnocent1116]

Omg 1.01k subs!

[@jonahhab]

i knowww i'm glad people r liking my content!

[@ChloeSinclair-jt5kj]

I'm so excited never clicked so fast.x

[@Jsembojovnik]

I am here only overcome my PTSD with men eating disorder :)

[@miapoopenis]

ur skin is so clear now what

[@jonahhab]

conceal don’t feel

[@markkemoel]

I loved your videos ❤🇧🇷

[@hamzabinshuaib968]

waut so you and victor sogaard arent the saem person?? 😭😭😭😭

[@keilanneville5749]

katsucurry 😜😜

[@miapoopenis]

i smell lulu if u know who i mean

[@miapoopenis]

did u e-date the maths tutor

[@jonahhab]

ABSALOUTELY NOT (i think he had a bf)