for me I haven't been raped/assaulted I'm 14 but I went here because I was scared of my future partner not meeting my needs, me having sexual anxiety and worrying about wether or not the relationship is gonna be consensual/ideal with my future soulmate, despite me being single. I am going back to being controlling again and I need to stop any ideas to how? Also it's not a bad issue it's just I don't want it to develop into one. Also I'm scared of sex going rough or me not meeting my needs aswell as there's and not spending time making gentle love with my partner not too frequently but as a special occasion like an anniversary, not too much not too little just at the middles peak maybe more over the edge of too little but just right, I'm scared of having sex because usually the media makes me insecure with body type shape weight and how your partner will love you/impossible or very bad standards for a human being and I don't wanna go rough just yet! I want to wait until we get married and stuff but after I get help but still
I like your videos. Can you do a lesbian couple, where one of has lost a loved one to death and the other one comforts her ? I lost my grandfather and my girlfriend was very loving and comforting. I think it would nice for people to hear, how a lover should support the other in grief. 🙂❤️
I'm glad you like them. I will definitely put it on my list for the future. Be watching for it. ;). I'm sorry you had to experience that, and I hope that you are doing better now.
I know this video is from forever ago and I still stay updated on your newer content but I just listened to this for the first time and it was because I wanted to have it as something to help calm me down from a PTSD flashback. I just had one. I was practically hyperventilating at the beginning as I began to form coherent awareness after bringing my mind back to the present. Within a few minutes of this audio I was calmer. The ending made me cry as I was reminded that consent is important to somebody and that my life is not determined by my assault. In short (sorry for the word vomit😅) Thank you. This means a lot to me and plenty of others that have experienced something similar. Thank you♥️
I'm really happy that happened. I've known a number of people who have had consent violations and PSTD stuff. I hope things get easier for you sooner, rather than later.
I have not been assaulted sexually before by anyone much in a way like this, but I went here because I'm scared of being assaulted, not being heard or ignoring my needs as I care for there's. I'm also scared of going rough and stuff I'm 14 and I think I have sexual anxiety
So wait I don't have to do it just for the other partners pleasure? Is it selfish or sinful to feel pleasure or want pleasure in sex? Is it bad to wanna make love or someone to make love to me? Are these sexual thoughts natural for a teen like me to express or think of someone doing to me? Sorry I have been harrased but I'm scared of being pressured I really needed something to help me out
I am so happy to have been able to help you through something like that. I've only had one proper flashback before but I know just from that that it's a fucking horrible thing to go through and just brings everything back up to their rawest level. Just flashbacks on their own isn't something I would wish on anyone, and I'm so thankful I was able to help you throguh that experience. You are not defined by your assault and come back here anytime you need to remember that
Oh shite forgot about the llamas thanks for reminding me!! Yeah that's understandable, and that's what I'm trying to tell you through this audio, that even though I wanted to and you didn't, that doesn't mean you've done anything wrong and that you shouldn't feel bad. Your wellbeing is more important than their pleasure
I feel like I’m damaged goods, like anyone would leave me if I told them what happened to me in the past. Relationships feel so based on sex nowadays and I hate it.
I understand why people sometimes don't want to deal with that, it can get overwhelming. But the answer is not to keep it to yourself: it's to work through it while letting the other party know, because something like that certainly will have repercussions if kept to yourself
I do tend to agree, but that doesn't mean you're damaged goods. You're more than just this vehicle to have sex with people, sex isn't everything in life and anyone who things otherwise is odds on a predator of some kind. Sex isn't the be all end all, and you can work with what you got. I still got stuff I can't do, but through working on it and being transparent with people, it's helping, so I'd advise you do the same. Stay strong, and this won't defeat you ❤️
@@MistressAudio problem is her past absolutely matters. Men will see it that way. It hurts her ability, not necessarily to find a man, but rather a man she is attracted to and would want to marry. Generally those guys don't want the woman with a past, or at least consider taking her seriously for a relationship.
@@Synthetic94 It's better to be single than to be in a relationship like that. It's dangerous to encourage people to hide things like that in something as big as a romantic and sexual relationship. Men who don't "want a woman with a past" are usually the same men *CREATING* that past. Why would you want to be retraumatized and especially *STUCK IN A MARRIAGE* with someone who will probably constantly knowingly or unknowingly harm you over and over????? That's such a toxic and dangerous thing you're encouraging. Don't do that.
Another great audio Mistress , i am happy to see you back and i hope your studying will go well . Hope to hear you again soon , have great time of the day or night (^^)
5:13 Whats up? You should've told me, Me: whenever I don't feel like I'm totally sure or worried about something I usually stay silent I don't say yes or no I just stay silent and look at the ground or just straight up cry Ps: I'm 14 almost 15 haven't been hardassed but afraid or that and hurting someone and/or them judging me or doing it too much so thank you
Definitely a very valid position to be in hun I understand how that feels. But it's a very important skill that I've learned to regain that voice of yours. It's not something that can be taught, but if you put forth the effort, it is deifnitely something you can teach yourself. You are loved, and people want you to speak up, trust me ❤️
@@ariantecooper5556 I’m in Texas as well and the weather goes from hot to cold all the god damn time so guess what I think todoroki shoto himself is here in texas
This- Now this hit so close to home- Thank you for this. It was really comforting for me,
Thank you I'm really glad this could be of help to you :')
for me I haven't been raped/assaulted I'm 14 but I went here because I was scared of my future partner not meeting my needs, me having sexual anxiety and worrying about wether or not the relationship is gonna be consensual/ideal with my future soulmate, despite me being single. I am going back to being controlling again and I need to stop any ideas to how?
Also it's not a bad issue it's just I don't want it to develop into one.
Also I'm scared of sex going rough or me not meeting my needs aswell as there's and not spending time making gentle love with my partner not too frequently but as a special occasion like an anniversary, not too much not too little just at the middles peak maybe more over the edge of too little but just right,
I'm scared of having sex because usually the media makes me insecure with body type shape weight and how your partner will love you/impossible or very bad standards for a human being and I don't wanna go rough just yet!
I want to wait until we get married and stuff but after I get help but still
Ngl this comment same
I like your videos. Can you do a lesbian couple, where one of has lost a loved one to death and the other one comforts her ? I lost my grandfather and my girlfriend was very loving and comforting. I think it would nice for people to hear, how a lover should support the other in grief. 🙂❤️
I'm glad you like them. I will definitely put it on my list for the future. Be watching for it. ;). I'm sorry you had to experience that, and I hope that you are doing better now.
You did amazing on this topic. I think anyways. Keep up the great work. Also 4 more away until 800. Congratulations.
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it. :)
I know this video is from forever ago and I still stay updated on your newer content but I just listened to this for the first time and it was because I wanted to have it as something to help calm me down from a PTSD flashback. I just had one.
I was practically hyperventilating at the beginning as I began to form coherent awareness after bringing my mind back to the present. Within a few minutes of this audio I was calmer. The ending made me cry as I was reminded that consent is important to somebody and that my life is not determined by my assault.
In short (sorry for the word vomit😅) Thank you. This means a lot to me and plenty of others that have experienced something similar. Thank you♥️
I'm really happy that happened. I've known a number of people who have had consent violations and PSTD stuff.
I hope things get easier for you sooner, rather than later.
I have not been assaulted sexually before by anyone much in a way like this, but I went here because I'm scared of being assaulted, not being heard or ignoring my needs as I care for there's. I'm also scared of going rough and stuff I'm 14 and I think I have sexual anxiety
So wait I don't have to do it just for the other partners pleasure? Is it selfish or sinful to feel pleasure or want pleasure in sex? Is it bad to wanna make love or someone to make love to me? Are these sexual thoughts natural for a teen like me to express or think of someone doing to me?
Sorry I have been harrased but I'm scared of being pressured I really needed something to help me out
I am so happy to have been able to help you through something like that. I've only had one proper flashback before but I know just from that that it's a fucking horrible thing to go through and just brings everything back up to their rawest level. Just flashbacks on their own isn't something I would wish on anyone, and I'm so thankful I was able to help you throguh that experience. You are not defined by your assault and come back here anytime you need to remember that
What would you think abt doing a sub-drop comfort asmr? A f4f one obviously 🏳️🌈
Honestly an interesting idea love I can certainly give that a go!
Me in the beginning: ehhhh I gotta go feed the lamas yep lamas
Honestly tho if I was with someone and they wanted to but I didn’t I would feel bad
Oh shite forgot about the llamas thanks for reminding me!!
Yeah that's understandable, and that's what I'm trying to tell you through this audio, that even though I wanted to and you didn't, that doesn't mean you've done anything wrong and that you shouldn't feel bad. Your wellbeing is more important than their pleasure
@@MistressAudio I needed to hear that thank you
Mistress: relax
Me: aNd TuRn On ThE rAdIo WoUlD yOu WaNt mmmmm Or FMMMMM
*content awareness scale intensifies*
Awh this audio is so sweet!
I'm glad you think so. :)
@@MistressAudio 👌🏻💕
I feel like I’m damaged goods, like anyone would leave me if I told them what happened to me in the past. Relationships feel so based on sex nowadays and I hate it.
It's body count AND trauma people don't want to deal with. Best to just keep it to yourself I'm afraid.
I understand why people sometimes don't want to deal with that, it can get overwhelming. But the answer is not to keep it to yourself: it's to work through it while letting the other party know, because something like that certainly will have repercussions if kept to yourself
I do tend to agree, but that doesn't mean you're damaged goods. You're more than just this vehicle to have sex with people, sex isn't everything in life and anyone who things otherwise is odds on a predator of some kind. Sex isn't the be all end all, and you can work with what you got. I still got stuff I can't do, but through working on it and being transparent with people, it's helping, so I'd advise you do the same. Stay strong, and this won't defeat you ❤️
@@MistressAudio problem is her past absolutely matters. Men will see it that way. It hurts her ability, not necessarily to find a man, but rather a man she is attracted to and would want to marry. Generally those guys don't want the woman with a past, or at least consider taking her seriously for a relationship.
@@Synthetic94 It's better to be single than to be in a relationship like that. It's dangerous to encourage people to hide things like that in something as big as a romantic and sexual relationship.
Men who don't "want a woman with a past" are usually the same men *CREATING* that past. Why would you want to be retraumatized and especially *STUCK IN A MARRIAGE* with someone who will probably constantly knowingly or unknowingly harm you over and over?????
That's such a toxic and dangerous thing you're encouraging. Don't do that.
Another great audio Mistress , i am happy to see you back and i hope your studying will go well . Hope to hear you again soon , have great time of the day or night (^^)
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it. :) You too.
5:13
Whats up?
You should've told me,
Me: whenever I don't feel like I'm totally sure or worried about something I usually stay silent I don't say yes or no I just stay silent and look at the ground or just straight up cry
Ps: I'm 14 almost 15 haven't been hardassed but afraid or that and hurting someone and/or them judging me or doing it too much so thank you
Definitely a very valid position to be in hun I understand how that feels. But it's a very important skill that I've learned to regain that voice of yours. It's not something that can be taught, but if you put forth the effort, it is deifnitely something you can teach yourself. You are loved, and people want you to speak up, trust me ❤️
I almost fell asleep to this but your outro legit made me jump up and yell
Aqwww I'm sorry hun yeah I didn't have this shit thought out when it came to sound levels or anything like that, sorry about that!! 🥺
PINEAPPLES! GODDAMMIT I SAID PINEAPPLES!
I HEAR YOU BABY I HEAR YOU, I'LL STOP!!!
Great voice acting
Thank you hun! I'd be more than willing to remake this idea now that I can act worth a damn tho lmao~
Not me getting jump scared by the outtro 😰
Why was the first thing I thought of was Cardlinaudio
I take that as an absolute compliment lmao!
🎶a bird bird bird bird's the word don't you know that the bird is the word of course you know the bird is the word a bird bird bird bird's the word 🎶
*peter griffin starts fucking breaking it down*
miss u
Miss me?
Mistress Audio cuz u havent posted in a while lol
I'm currently editing for two vids to go up tonight. :)
Hey mistress how have you been doing I'm doing good just trying to survive the blazing hot sun lol oh and guess what?
I don't know how I've been honestly, but I'm glad you've been good. Ah, hot where you are? What?
@@MistressAudio I live in Texas so basically the sun is really hot where I stay and what's wrong
@@ariantecooper5556 Damn i live in the cold rainy Netherlands wanna switch??
@@POT123 I live in Puerto Rico, it's always hot. I will absolutely love to switch places with you
@@ariantecooper5556 I’m in Texas as well and the weather goes from hot to cold all the god damn time so guess what I think todoroki shoto himself is here in texas
Hi
Hey.
*i ✨c h o c k e d✨ on my soup*
I resuscitate you sexily and WITH your consent~
@@MistressAudio I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE CONSENT ROCKS!
can you do a pregnancy labor
Of course, it's on the list now that I've posted the first part to the story~
@@MistressAudio yay thanks