Maybe you should try some challenges where you go out and eat lots by yourself? I feel like that transition to being able to eat lots on your own might be more difficult for you? It might help but totally up to you and you are doing great !
Your mum is one of the loveliest mums I can imagine. The red coat was a gorgeous colour on her! You’re blessed to have such an incredible support system. You’re an inspiration for many girls Elzani! Keep on your path! Go for it!
It’s sooo refreshing to see you and Satara get along so incredibly well! I can’t wait to finally be able to have fun with my brother again and stop thinking about food 24/7 and just enjoy being around my family without constantly lying and fighting. Recovery is going to give a normal and happy life back. Thank you for showing that recovery can give you so so much xx
I LOVE how supportive your family is. Like your mom is probably really hungry but she waits with you to try it. Idk if anyone else notices that but it’s just something that I’ve just now started to notice. They all do that. Like so you don’t feel so out of place when eating something new or something you haven’t had in years. You and your family are so amazing, Elzani. Much love from Greenville South Carolina! ❤️❤️❤️
you’re such an inspiration to me!! i am so proud of you Elzani, you are doing amazing!! keep doing you and never give up. you are also helping me in my recovery and for that thank you 💗 i wish you the best always
This is the pret I collect the leftover foods from at the end of the day and take to the homeless shelter!! That pret is so nice allowing us to take the leftovers to the homeless and they are so grateful and funny
Sitara (sorry if the spelling is wrong) is loving the camera 💝💝💝 love her confidence 🙌🙌🙌 I love how your relationship is improving with her and all of your family 💝 recovery really does help build relationships back with friends and family 👍👌 (even your nan joining in your vlogs is amazing as the first video I watched was of you crying because you couldn't manage eating chips with your nan) Seeing your progress is precious 💓💓💓
Congrats Elzani, with enjoying life, getting better and better day by day! I can see you shining and getting more vibrant every video. I think some viewers are too focussed on weight. All bodies are different and I think your development and well-being is not only defined by (for the viewers viewable) weight restauration. I have a question. Just like you, i am battling an ed (and other disorders) for many many years. Sometimes i feel like i missed so much of the 'normal' life. This is an extra motivation to recover: being alive! Probably you have tried recovery many many times in the past, without real succes. Is that true? I try it all the time, but aftre a couple of days i chicken out because I get panic. Can you describe why you can push through this time? What is the difference with all the times you have tried but couldnt succeed?
Satara really is beautiful. Whoever gets to settle down with her when she's older will be so lucky. Not only is she beautiful on the outside but also on the inside.
Wow i’m the first one🤗 but I just wanted to say that you’re doing well and I’m proud of you. I can learn from you and you are helping me very much in my recovery💗 thanks
You're more beatiful than your first recovery videos. I don't say it to courage you. It is real. I compare it. You are really more beatiful and energetic,shining:))
Lol, they obviously don't trust us Brits to pronounce the full name properly, so just call it 'Pret' for us over here!! 😂😂 I do love a Pret, (now I've sussed out the ordering system) lol. I was so excited when they opened one in our City!! Your mum looks set to stay on that first sofa 😁 Really wish I lived nearby to a beach!! So beautiful 💕
Another day of fabulousness.... Pret...we don't have that here...it seems nice. Lol...cute...sharing is caring 🖤 nice having a frap as well. Your not "treating" yourself..your feeding yourself ☺️👍🦋 wow...fancy baguette sandwich. Lol..."whooooohhhh" 🦉 the bread seems soft, thick and savory. You gals just want to chill out lol (on the coach) j/k. Christmas stuff out early. Ooh love looking at kitchen wear/supply. Yes!!! Go for it!!!!! You ARE doing it. Satara...lol....so close to the camera. She looking good 👍😘👌 lol Blazy!!! Life is twisted lol. Nice din din...great job! Proud of you as always. And a Devine cheesecake dessert for two amazing woman. "...it's a co-op cheesecake.." "only serving 4 of us" lol yea baby!!! Glad you gals enjoyed it. It seems anything Biscoff is very hard to beat. Yea..make some flapjacks again...it's been some time. Love you Elzani 🖤🦋🕊️💪🎸🥪🌯🛋️🛍️👑💜💙😘👍🥊
@@marieburkhead5272 aaawww...thank you, that means a lot. I truly appreciate her and I feel like she may like it, I would love to read something like this, she deserves to be loved and cared, I appreciate her family as well. Her videos are also freaken good lol. Idk, but thank you again 🖤☺️🦋
@Life as we know it not entirely sure. Definitely a Southern accent, however in many regions of England now people lazily drop 't' in words and other letters too, so words blend into one another, lol. For instance doesn't it might become doesnit!
can people stop commenting on how elzani still looks thin? or telling her to increase her portions??? just because your recovered body isn't stick thin doesn't mean it has to be that way for other people. i feel like out of all the people in the world people that suffer from eds should understand that bodies come in different shapes and sizes.... just because someone is "stick thin" it doesn't mean that they are restricting, over exercising, or purging. some people are naturally stick thin and i know it can be hard for some us to accept!
She's not back to her pre-ED self though. I think that's important to recognize. Trying to maintain a low weight while also recovering doesn't work. Most people in recovery DO end up gaining quite a lot, that's normal... it's the body's way of protecting against future famine.
Elzani, you need to eat MORE than your mother. If she's maintaining eating like this, when she is both older and requires less energy overall, you really need A LOT more. You are still so so skinny girl xx
thealiceftw I know! Please remember this isn’t a what I eat in a day, so I didn’t show everything I ate this day (breakfast, snacks on snacks and things after the cheesecake) I just showed more vlog footage of my day and the cheesecake because I thought it looked awesome and was new 😄 I’ll be doing more what I eat in a days though!
At least she’s eating! She only deprived herself from food for 6 years. I literally cry with happiness that the girl can eat ! Keep going Elzani these people who say those things clearly haven’t seen your very first video before hospital! Your a great girl with a wonderful family don’t give up ever girl !!! Take as long as you need! Strong steady progress seems to be your key x
@@alliealice4739 I sure do have seen all her videos. You know that this is an illness that isn't linear and it sooo easy to fall back, so you can't guess how things re going for her without her telling you. And what do you mean by "at lest she's eating"? That's a rather weird thing to say... it not about eating, it's about eating enough for recovery and for enjoying life.
Don't want this to sound rude or like i'm undermining your achievements but I think this overdramatic playing-up of food and 'first time evers!' needs to stop. It's just a sandwich (something we all know you had before). Yes this may be your way of coping but it's getting pretty old now and it would be more beneficial for you to stop hyping it up so you can normalise eating and view food as just a necessary part of daily life, rather than something to be conquered?
Yeah and everything is always "the best" or "amazing". I feel like half the time she just says that to convince herself in an effort to keep eating because for some reason she has it in her head that everything she eats has to be amazing which is not realistic at all. Please do a challenge to get through a meal without saying these things. Just eat a meal and move on with your day instead of talking about it for the rest of your day.
remember to keep increasing your portion sizes x
Maybe you should try some challenges where you go out and eat lots by yourself? I feel like that transition to being able to eat lots on your own might be more difficult for you? It might help but totally up to you and you are doing great !
Your mum is one of the loveliest mums I can imagine. The red coat was a gorgeous colour on her! You’re blessed to have such an incredible support system. You’re an inspiration for many girls Elzani! Keep on your path! Go for it!
a Q8A would be nice, just get a better understanding of where you're at and how recovery has been so far
Yes this would be so good
Could you do a what I eat in day? I find them so helpful and fun to watch ❤️ love you elzani!!!!!!!
It’s sooo refreshing to see you and Satara get along so incredibly well! I can’t wait to finally be able to have fun with my brother again and stop thinking about food 24/7 and just enjoy being around my family without constantly lying and fighting. Recovery is going to give a normal and happy life back.
Thank you for showing that recovery can give you so so much xx
I LOVE how supportive your family is. Like your mom is probably really hungry but she waits with you to try it. Idk if anyone else notices that but it’s just something that I’ve just now started to notice. They all do that. Like so you don’t feel so out of place when eating something new or something you haven’t had in years. You and your family are so amazing, Elzani.
Much love from Greenville South Carolina! ❤️❤️❤️
you’re such an inspiration to me!! i am so proud of you Elzani, you are doing amazing!! keep doing you and never give up. you are also helping me in my recovery and for that thank you 💗 i wish you the best always
ommgg two videos within a day! You spoil us so much! ly
You literally keep getting prettier each vlog! Ur glowing literally 💓💓💓
This is the pret I collect the leftover foods from at the end of the day and take to the homeless shelter!! That pret is so nice allowing us to take the leftovers to the homeless and they are so grateful and funny
All prets do that
Thank you for coming back for us, sometimes I just need to watch one of your videos ❤️🇧🇷Brazil kkkk
Sitara (sorry if the spelling is wrong) is loving the camera 💝💝💝 love her confidence 🙌🙌🙌 I love how your relationship is improving with her and all of your family 💝 recovery really does help build relationships back with friends and family 👍👌 (even your nan joining in your vlogs is amazing as the first video I watched was of you crying because you couldn't manage eating chips with your nan)
Seeing your progress is precious 💓💓💓
I can't wait for your Christmas vlogs :)
Your hair looks really healthy and full!! 😍😍
You really do have a super mum!❤️
You are both lovely together 🥰xx
I had missed these vlogs 💛
And Elzani you truly are a lovely person. I like to think we would be good friends. ❤️ So proud of you❤️
I wish I could get this excited over a cheese roll!
So proud! I’m sorry for my comment on your last vid❤️ your going so good🙏🏼🥰
I love pret! And your positivity ❤️ your vlogs always put a smile on my face. Is the vlog filmed in Exeter? I used to live there and miss it so much
Congrats Elzani, with enjoying life, getting better and better day by day! I can see you shining and getting more vibrant every video. I think some viewers are too focussed on weight. All bodies are different and I think your development and well-being is not only defined by (for the viewers viewable) weight restauration.
I have a question. Just like you, i am battling an ed (and other disorders) for many many years. Sometimes i feel like i missed so much of the 'normal' life. This is an extra motivation to recover: being alive! Probably you have tried recovery many many times in the past, without real succes. Is that true? I try it all the time, but aftre a couple of days i chicken out because I get panic. Can you describe why you can push through this time? What is the difference with all the times you have tried but couldnt succeed?
Thank you for the video. I am craving Pret and this made me feel closer to the lovely sandwiches
hiya I enjoy watching your videos u are doing so great keep up the good work u are getting there!
Oh I like your family sooo much😍
You help me so much💓 thank you!!!💓
I'm impressed you live in the UK and have never been to Pret haha
I've always wanted to move to the UK. Watching your videos ☺️ makes me want to even more.
Love you sm elzani !!!
Bratzy Baby 😘
Satatra you look beautiful too!! Damn gurl! 🔥
Satara really is beautiful. Whoever gets to settle down with her when she's older will be so lucky. Not only is she beautiful on the outside but also on the inside.
Your doing so wonderful x
I also love spending time with my mum they are the best company. Do eat like that every day or just when your filming?
If you’re ever looking for recipes to make, I’d recommend a blog called Jane’s Patisserie. All of her stuff looks amazing!
The posh cheddar is amazing!! Used to eat that on my lunch break
Me tooo on my lunch break its the best 😊
An idea for a video it’s to let ur family portion ur food ❤️
You should have gotten a second Sandwich at Pret!
Why do people comment shit like this ? Do you understand how triggering your comments can be. She's eating. Celebrate that.
It's so weird seeing you go to places that I walk past every day 😂😂😂 I live in Ex too :')
Right!
elzani you should do a unbranded vs branded test! xxxx
Sophie Bessant I second this
Wow i’m the first one🤗 but I just wanted to say that you’re doing well and I’m proud of you. I can learn from you and you are helping me very much in my recovery💗 thanks
Sterre Van Genderen thank you so much!!! I’m so glad it helps 😘
You're more beatiful than your first recovery videos. I don't say it to courage you. It is real. I compare it. You are really more beatiful and energetic,shining:))
You’re glowing! Go girl beat this sh*t ! I’ve overcome bulimia after having it for 5 years, so it IS possible! You’re doing great ❤️
Comments like glowing are extremely triggering just stop
Lol, they obviously don't trust us Brits to pronounce the full name properly, so just call it 'Pret' for us over here!! 😂😂
I do love a Pret, (now I've sussed out the ordering system) lol.
I was so excited when they opened one in our City!!
Your mum looks set to stay on that first sofa 😁
Really wish I lived nearby to a beach!! So beautiful 💕
Pret coffee is one of the best xx
I was in Exeter pret today with my mummy!! Xx
pret a manger (preh ah mongee) is french for ready to eat :D
S. R. we pronounce the t in pret at the end as it's followed by a vowel ! Pour info ;)
@@princessladytanya Just what I was going to say lol I am not French though, I just took it in college 😆
@@princessladytanya that's depending on where you live though isn't it
I appreciate that. Nice to know.
waw looks so fancy
Its the best me allways going with my friends and working there also 😊😊😊
I Love your Chanel c: hi from Mexico
Oscar Yael Colín hi!
Another day of fabulousness....
Pret...we don't have that here...it seems nice. Lol...cute...sharing is caring 🖤 nice having a frap as well. Your not "treating" yourself..your feeding yourself ☺️👍🦋 wow...fancy baguette sandwich. Lol..."whooooohhhh" 🦉 the bread seems soft, thick and savory.
You gals just want to chill out lol (on the coach) j/k. Christmas stuff out early. Ooh love looking at kitchen wear/supply. Yes!!! Go for it!!!!! You ARE doing it.
Satara...lol....so close to the camera. She looking good 👍😘👌 lol Blazy!!!
Life is twisted lol.
Nice din din...great job! Proud of you as always. And a Devine cheesecake dessert for two amazing woman. "...it's a co-op cheesecake.." "only serving 4 of us" lol yea baby!!! Glad you gals enjoyed it. It seems anything Biscoff is very hard to beat. Yea..make some flapjacks again...it's been some time.
Love you Elzani 🖤🦋🕊️💪🎸🥪🌯🛋️🛍️👑💜💙😘👍🥊
Your comments are always so lovely!
@@marieburkhead5272 aaawww...thank you, that means a lot. I truly appreciate her and I feel like she may like it, I would love to read something like this, she deserves to be loved and cared, I appreciate her family as well. Her videos are also freaken good lol. Idk, but thank you again 🖤☺️🦋
. You're welcome! I'm sure she appreciates all the thought you put into your replies! So encouraging ☺
@@marieburkhead5272 alright, yeaah. 🖤🖤🖤💜💜💙💙🥊😌
Prêt À Manger is actually french for Ready to Eat
You look so beautiful
Love the way your mum pronounce the 't' s in words!! (doesn't happen much these days)!!!!
@Life as we know it not entirely sure. Definitely a Southern accent, however in many regions of England now people lazily drop 't' in words and other letters too, so words blend into one another, lol. For instance doesn't it might become doesnit!
Did you go on Saturday? C
Tahinish and sesameish!! 😂😂😂💝💝💝
Bring back the Coronation Chicken sandwich!!!!!!!
I ADOOOORE PRET
Yahhh
They don't have warm sandwiches?
Love
you should really consider cutting your hair again soon! i think it would make you look fresh and fun for the new year!
just me hahaha I just had it cut last week 😂
Elzani oh haha 😂😂 btw love you!
15:00
You have such a beautiful face. Like an angel 👼 😊
Yeah first lol
You need two fish cakes
can people stop commenting on how elzani still looks thin? or telling her to increase her portions??? just because your recovered body isn't stick thin doesn't mean it has to be that way for other people. i feel like out of all the people in the world people that suffer from eds should understand that bodies come in different shapes and sizes.... just because someone is "stick thin" it doesn't mean that they are restricting, over exercising, or purging. some people are naturally stick thin and i know it can be hard for some us to accept!
She's not back to her pre-ED self though. I think that's important to recognize. Trying to maintain a low weight while also recovering doesn't work. Most people in recovery DO end up gaining quite a lot, that's normal... it's the body's way of protecting against future famine.
11:54 her face😂😂
Didn’t a girl die after eating one of those
Loves you lots but was that enough for lunch? I say this will total care and love for you xxx
You should have got hot food
Chloe Johnston
Elzani, you need to eat MORE than your mother. If she's maintaining eating like this, when she is both older and requires less energy overall, you really need A LOT more. You are still so so skinny girl xx
thealiceftw she’s doing things at her own pace and she’s doing great
thealiceftw I know! Please remember this isn’t a what I eat in a day, so I didn’t show everything I ate this day (breakfast, snacks on snacks and things after the cheesecake) I just showed more vlog footage of my day and the cheesecake because I thought it looked awesome and was new 😄 I’ll be doing more what I eat in a days though!
At least she’s eating! She only deprived herself from food for 6 years. I literally cry with happiness that the girl can eat !
Keep going Elzani these people who say those things clearly haven’t seen your very first video before hospital! Your a great girl with a wonderful family don’t give up ever girl !!! Take as long as you need! Strong steady progress seems to be your key x
@@elzani6744 That's nice to know. Keep fighting! :)
@@alliealice4739 I sure do have seen all her videos. You know that this is an illness that isn't linear and it sooo easy to fall back, so you can't guess how things re going for her without her telling you. And what do you mean by "at lest she's eating"? That's a rather weird thing to say... it not about eating, it's about eating enough for recovery and for enjoying life.
Ur very cute
Don't want this to sound rude or like i'm undermining your achievements but I think this overdramatic playing-up of food and 'first time evers!' needs to stop. It's just a sandwich (something we all know you had before). Yes this may be your way of coping but it's getting pretty old now and it would be more beneficial for you to stop hyping it up so you can normalise eating and view food as just a necessary part of daily life, rather than something to be conquered?
Yeah and everything is always "the best" or "amazing". I feel like half the time she just says that to convince herself in an effort to keep eating because for some reason she has it in her head that everything she eats has to be amazing which is not realistic at all. Please do a challenge to get through a meal without saying these things. Just eat a meal and move on with your day instead of talking about it for the rest of your day.
Don’t go to that restaurant the food is a con
You’re literally living the life of a 12 yr old ...just gonna throw that out there 🚩