Dude I cried. I remember fucking hating myself so much when I'd see myself in the mirror cooking a shot, missing my only shot. That bone deep hate of the failure of every ambition while squandering every opportunity presented. Getting sober was and still is weird. Like so much of my personality was rooted in my self loathing. Trippy to lose it
I'm sitting in the parking lot right now waiting to score sick as hell. Feeling like all I want is death. I'm happy for you. Truly I am. I just don't see any way out for me and that's the way I am.
@@rawkscott71 Y'all ain't the only ones. It took me a lot of time relapsing, near death experiences & some serious determination but if I can kick the shit then anybody can. Being dope sick is like visiting Hell. Each time you pop in, you go a little deeper & stay a little longer. Get the fuck out while you still can dude. Wishing you the most luck stranger...
@@thereindeertherabbitthebat592 thx for encouragement. It's like I've reached an age where I feel like I've accomplished pretty much what I can and the rest is all downhill, ya know? So many either dead or dropped out friends who lived punk as a phase not as a life changing experience that never stops shifting, changing, growing, shrinking, motivating, brightens, lightens, darkens, frightens, helps us grow, become who we choose, also demeans and gatekeeps but despite it all it tries to become better but I feel now that I've got a lifetime of punk and now what? I've done a lot of shit, fought Nazis in ND, MN, WI, SD, MT, WA and Nevada. Taught special ed. Started an anti racist non profit, been in bands, raised an awesome boy (18 now) mostly by myself who has a heart of gold and is one of the most solid dudes you'll ever hang with, I have super rad sisters and a brother, good mom n dad yet i find little to nada ability to see myself in the future being anything but miserable. It sucks ass cuz this is not the way I used to be but fuck, I lost hope and motivation and truthfully, most of all I lost youth.
@@rawkscott71 Twenty years in the streets brother I did it you can too I promise if you don't like AA and all that shit realise you are alive for a reason what I can't tell you but know that and above all you are always loved if you ever need anything reply here I'll check back from time to time.
Opening up for Little Foot on new years was one of my favorite accomplishments in life. Definitely look forward to meeting you again down the road bud!! MUCH LOVE FROM FUPA PUNK !!
lyrics : Mama im so sorry Would never have known But i need to tell my story Need to be truthful and show Anyone thats still in the struggle You are not alone Well its truly death or glory starting now lets overcome Mama im so sorry Its true ive done it again Well i promised you and everyone i wouldn't use that heroin Well i didn't mean to lie Ya see ive got my hands tied Sex drugs and rock and roll is a life i chose Now im payin the price. Well its true this is the last time and ill say it time again I even wrote you all a song, going chek number 10 She just seemed so nice sweet like sugar bad like spice My pain has deceived me im a fool to think that it wouldn't be twice. I just wanna die No really i wish i was dead So i could be with all my friends I was never invitedI hope i can bring my new friend What you thought i was done with her? Sadly no but i do wish for a happy end Well this new chapters just begun so like i said lets overcome And if one day i stop writing, youll know my days are done Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo oo woah Well i got one more thing to say before i go Somethin i was taught by mama Never give up hope You are loved by somebody i promise you And i know that ive lied before but today i speak the truth So promise me this is the last time and say it time again Go and write your own song with a very happy end Everybodys got a song dont leave unwritten or unsung And bury me with my banjo Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo oo woahWell im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo.. when that heroin has won
This channel is a true gem, mainstream music is no more art, it is marketing product, DESIGNED to sell merch, concerts, products, cosmetics,... pure soul should not dissapear in music
Somehow no matter how hard I try it's everywhere I go takes all I love I maybe sober but that devils all over my soul still sometimes I wonder if it's a curse for all the horror I caused before perhaps I survived just to see everything I love be taken out one by one by fuckin herion.
I'm really surprised he's not more popular than he is. Like most of us, Pat The Bunny is my favorite but Little Foot is a close second. he just doesn't have enough songs out yet.
@@moonrunnersfestival6052 are the two albums available online? Cus I've listened to the Odd One Out "what did you expect" album a thousand times but I've never heard anything else
@@littlefoot4630 I was at the end of a work week tonight and bingeing your music, just happened to hit the "more". This made my night. Sail safe, my guy. 🤙 Your tunes get me through.
Up the Recovery Punx! My sweetheart said "all the cool kids are getting sober" and I said "No. All the cool kids are dead. The rest of us are getting sober."
this is crazy, I remember sitting under a bridge in the south side of Pittsburg with little foot and a few others. we were getting drunk as fuck every day till it was too cold to stay anymore lol glad to see him doing good . Little foot if you see this , Smilez sends his regards
@@PunkWithACamera oooooo sadly don’t have insta (helicopter mom) but would you mind telling me if he’s coming to either Missouri or Illinois? I’d really appreciate it man
Hey man don't forget the guy at the leather shop that gave you. Cigarettes for playing hell and you by Amigo the Devil. I want a T-shirt too. You're heard in NC
Yes, you're Mama had some excellent words for you. PLEASE do you and set straight when YOU are ready. Please use fentanyl testing strips, you are too true a soul to lose😭❤️
your channel should be called a hipster with a camera and a bunch copy cat bands with no true identitys....nothing original here I'm sorry but the truth is the truth
Dude I cried. I remember fucking hating myself so much when I'd see myself in the mirror cooking a shot, missing my only shot. That bone deep hate of the failure of every ambition while squandering every opportunity presented. Getting sober was and still is weird. Like so much of my personality was rooted in my self loathing. Trippy to lose it
I'm sitting in the parking lot right now waiting to score sick as hell. Feeling like all I want is death. I'm happy for you. Truly I am. I just don't see any way out for me and that's the way I am.
@@rawkscott71 Y'all ain't the only ones. It took me a lot of time relapsing, near death experiences & some serious determination but if I can kick the shit then anybody can. Being dope sick is like visiting Hell. Each time you pop in, you go a little deeper & stay a little longer. Get the fuck out while you still can dude. Wishing you the most luck stranger...
@@thereindeertherabbitthebat592 thx for encouragement. It's like I've reached an age where I feel like I've accomplished pretty much what I can and the rest is all downhill, ya know? So many either dead or dropped out friends who lived punk as a phase not as a life changing experience that never stops shifting, changing, growing, shrinking, motivating, brightens, lightens, darkens, frightens, helps us grow, become who we choose, also demeans and gatekeeps but despite it all it tries to become better but I feel now that I've got a lifetime of punk and now what? I've done a lot of shit, fought Nazis in ND, MN, WI, SD, MT, WA and Nevada. Taught special ed. Started an anti racist non profit, been in bands, raised an awesome boy (18 now) mostly by myself who has a heart of gold and is one of the most solid dudes you'll ever hang with, I have super rad sisters and a brother, good mom n dad yet i find little to nada ability to see myself in the future being anything but miserable. It sucks ass cuz this is not the way I used to be but fuck, I lost hope and motivation and truthfully, most of all I lost youth.
@Scott, hang in there Brother. I struggle still too.
@@rawkscott71 Twenty years in the streets brother I did it you can too I promise if you don't like AA and all that shit realise you are alive for a reason what I can't tell you but know that and above all you are always loved if you ever need anything reply here I'll check back from time to time.
Met this dude at a gas station in Houston and he was as genuine as they get. Can relate to so many songs. Glad to see him getting some views!
Prob saw him after we shot this then
His voice is on another level. Love it.
Wander up to Canada
Opening up for Little Foot on new years was one of my favorite accomplishments in life. Definitely look forward to meeting you again down the road bud!! MUCH LOVE FROM FUPA PUNK !!
In 4 days I'm off to rehab again. We'll see. This music helps me a lot, thanks to the both of you!
lyrics :
Mama im so sorry
Would never have known
But i need to tell my story
Need to be truthful and show Anyone thats still in the struggle
You are not alone
Well its truly death or glory starting now lets overcome Mama im so sorry
Its true ive done it again
Well i promised you and everyone i wouldn't use that heroin
Well i didn't mean to lie
Ya see ive got my hands tied
Sex drugs and rock and roll is a life i chose
Now im payin the price.
Well its true this is the last time and ill say it time again
I even wrote you all a song, going chek number 10
She just seemed so nice sweet like sugar bad like spice
My pain has deceived me im a fool to think that it wouldn't be twice.
I just wanna die
No really i wish i was dead
So i could be with all my friends
I was never invitedI hope i can bring my new friend
What you thought i was done with her?
Sadly no but i do wish for a happy end
Well this new chapters just begun so like i said lets overcome
And if one day i stop writing, youll know my days are done
Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo
Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo oo woah
Well i got one more thing to say before i go
Somethin i was taught by mama
Never give up hope
You are loved by somebody i promise you
And i know that ive lied before but today i speak the truth
So promise me this is the last time and say it time again
Go and write your own song with a very happy end
Everybodys got a song dont leave unwritten or unsung
And bury me with my banjo
Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo
Well im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo oo woahWell im so sorry mama dead is your only son and bury with my banjo.. when that heroin has won
that laugh at the end.. perfect scene cutting. you don't gotta be a brother to love one another, thanks for all the great music.
Punk With a camera finds some of the best music in this world!
You are Truly inspiring!
This channel is a true gem, mainstream music is no more art, it is marketing product, DESIGNED to sell merch, concerts, products, cosmetics,... pure soul should not dissapear in music
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this hits hard as an addict in recovery. these are my favorite songs, the ones that hit hard. really love this
U can do this bro!!!
@@jalepezo ❤️❤️❤️ I'm trying my best.
God I love his voice so much, glad that I own both his albums on cd
you're a legend i wish i had those
Where did you get his albums at???
@@injectmewithnothing7194 It was a limited run by folkpunk archivest, some times he will run another print. I think I got it during a 2 or 3 print
I've been waiting two years to see this I really am proud of my homie
Thank you for your journey, and sharing your experience in such beautiful and creative art.
Excellent on so many levels ❤
This is absolutely gorgeous. Your voice, the lyrics all of it. Thank you
He's the best thing in folk punk right now.
I downloaded littlefoots album when this dropped and played it on repeat.
Music is an amazing thing. The first time I'm hearing this song aaaaaand it takes me back to another lifetime I used to live in. Good stuff.
Somehow no matter how hard I try it's everywhere I go takes all I love I maybe sober but that devils all over my soul still sometimes I wonder if it's a curse for all the horror I caused before perhaps I survived just to see everything I love be taken out one by one by fuckin herion.
Thank you. This is amazing and I love how it ties back to Littlefoot's "This Will Be the Last Time", another personal favorite of mine.
Oh my friend I am so happy and proud of you.
I love this type of music. Great and soulful voice😍
I love music and this epitomizes Music!!!
Can't stop listening to this song - Littlefoot is so talented in every single drop.
He has gotten me through so many dark times. My favorite writer
Amazing feels
little foot, don't ever give up! your music is amazing.
punk with a camera, keep up the good work!
Absolutely amazing!Everyone is free to choose his lifestyle.This powerful song is true punk!
Little Foot!! Come to NC!
It's fucking insane how incredible this is
Love u Little foot keep releasing music it’s amazing
You are amazing. Greetings from Poland!
I've been going though the different bands on Punk with a Cam and finally a song I like
🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡so good. Hits the heart strings
u have nailed my thoughts and feelings feel blessed to find u and able to vent with ur songs and truly relate
I'm really surprised he's not more popular than he is. Like most of us, Pat The Bunny is my favorite but Little Foot is a close second. he just doesn't have enough songs out yet.
he has two albums and is writing steadily.
@@moonrunnersfestival6052 are the two albums available online? Cus I've listened to the Odd One Out "what did you expect" album a thousand times but I've never heard anything else
@@willparsons7951 on Spotify I have a second album called on my way home. Both albums are under little foot. Thanks so much for listening 🖤
@@littlefoot4630 I was at the end of a work week tonight and bingeing your music, just happened to hit the "more".
This made my night. Sail safe, my guy. 🤙
Your tunes get me through.
Pat would be proud of this, all of it. It's why I'm so drawn to the music. It's real struggle and just feels right.
Loving you Brother Bear🖤
Thank you. I love this so much. Brought me to tears. Keep up the amazing music dude much love brother.
Up the Recovery Punx!
My sweetheart said "all the cool kids are getting sober" and I said "No. All the cool kids are dead. The rest of us are getting sober."
So what does that make me? Cause I'm neither dead nor getting sober. Nor a kid anymore 😊actually
Fucking brilliant that really touched me man Greetings from London 🌎✊🏽
Love your music man. Keep writing, it helps us just as much as I'm sure it helps you 🙏 sending much love your way
My dude!!! Keep doin your thing man!🔥🔥❤❤🔥🔥
this is crazy, I remember sitting under a bridge in the south side of Pittsburg with little foot and a few others. we were getting drunk as fuck every day till it was too cold to stay anymore lol glad to see him doing good . Little foot if you see this , Smilez sends his regards
first time I put this on I was like, "oh neat a Clash cover. oh wait, oh wow 🤩"
fantastic tune
It would be a shame for the world to lose this type of talented soul.
They sounds great
Just found your music, really great stuff. Hope you come to Denver soon.
You are amazing man
Powerful!
Awesome Lil brother 💪
Roddy!
Well hey there buddy long time no see 🥰 (we met in wisconsin at the barn gig)
Good stuff!
underrated asf
Man that’s a killer tune!
amazing voice man
Best damn throat tat ever! The music speaks for itself
Keep 'em coming.
Brilliant lyrics 🖤your voice
I love his new album so much
❤lobe itt
This reminds me of a good friend of mine who passed away, I wish I still had access to his music but this comes very close.
Это то что я искал пол жизни
You Inspire me alot tell Nina I said I'm proud of her and I'm also still sober
Colby is my best friend
Honestly
I'm super proud of him
Fuck yeah man you're finally getting the recognition you deserve
That's truer than fiction
magic
Damn you get me where it counts. Right in my heart. Beautiful tragedy you are.
Dude. Thank you so much ..
If ya know ya know
🖤
I dont comment often. Im obsessed. I need to see them live. Evey song hits every emotion and all the hurt hurts a little less
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
Hey, I was wondering if he ever tours possibly? I live in the Midwest and would love to go to one of his shows
He's abt to go on tour look at his insta
@@PunkWithACamera oooooo sadly don’t have insta (helicopter mom) but would you mind telling me if he’s coming to either Missouri or Illinois? I’d really appreciate it man
@@PunkWithACamera ah dang, I decided to check on google. Sadly not, maybe next time tho
fucking awesome omg
❤️
Yes.
The soul is still in you,quit while your ahead with that junk.Persue this for your mother and us.
Please for the love and future of yourself and your amazing songs don't let heroin win :'(
Finally
i was here
Hey man don't forget the guy at the leather shop that gave you. Cigarettes for playing hell and you by Amigo the Devil. I want a T-shirt too. You're heard in NC
Take more care to film the fretting hand, not just the strumming hand. It helps groms learn to play
Yes, you're Mama had some excellent words for you.
PLEASE do you and set straight when YOU are ready. Please use fentanyl testing strips, you are too true a soul to lose😭❤️
ТЫ лучший
461, cheers to all
❤...
'это очень круто
A tour with days n daze or escape from the zoo would work.
Does anyone know the chords ?
Am Dm C E7 F
Anyone know the chords and strumming patterns for this
Symbols will be their downfall
Reminds me of Donavan’s version of codeine
I’m not strong enough
I ain’t wanna go to prison
But the people that are mixed around and shit
Chords? 🖤🥺
I want to marry this man, so hit me up little foot, give a crazy chic ur heart
Let me be your family ,
If the dead could talk and walk to get help there’s no help no where cause everybody giving drugs to people
🔥🪕🔥
I don’t trust no damn souls really I don’t even know if I have a soul mate
ive perfected drug use. im addicted to self destruction
Change your name to something more unique u would get tons more attention if it was easier to find you. You have the makings of a star
I’m tired of sex trafficking and shit
Time to sell the buisness and transition into somthing else it's never to late
your channel should be called a hipster with a camera and a bunch copy cat bands with no true identitys....nothing original here I'm sorry but the truth is the truth
Fucking oogles I swear.
Trash opinion detected. Status: rejected
@@TheReddShinobi13 okay well, you must be an oogle too so, I'm basically tired of fighting with you trust fund hippies get bent dirty kid.
You're so fucking cool, crying about posers on the internet