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I really watched this and wept 😭Ezinne and Ini thank you so much , you don’t know what God has used you to pull me out of from this video , my trauma isn’t rape but it’s parent-child relationship (turned into anger to myself ) and also I have been spiritually lazy because these past few months I have felt stuck, emotional trauma , emotional abuse , anger , fell ill for over weeks , nothing is going my way , and feeling that God is just watching and not doing anything but through this video he talked to me directly, I could feel it , I have cried so much and now I feel better and I’m starting my healing process this instant ❤❤
So this Just happened now! I’m listening to this conversation and I’ve been in pain since morning (Menstrual Pain) and as soon as Ini said ‘God is Immanuel, He is always with us’. I immediately repeated and said ‘God you are Immanuel, you are here with me and I’m tired of this pain, please make it stop’. I kid you not. The pain stopped IMMEDIATELY! 😮 I couldn’t believe it! It ceased immediately! I started laughing 🤣🤣🤣 I’ve been in severe pain since morning! It’s amazing! I’m blown away 😅 Thank you God ❤️ Thank you Ini and Ezi 🥰
I was raped 19 years ago and wow listening to Ini brought back a level of trauma I did not realize I had. I was not born again nor did I deal with it in a Christian way, I just managed by the grace of God to continue having death with trauma from an abusive father and a mother who constantly rejected me, rape was just another item on the long list of trauma I already was living with. Funny enough I started street evangelism this year and as I evangelize I have spoken about my rape and it's effects on me, which surprised me but was also very therapeutic. Thank you Ezinne for this conversation. Truly God can heal and give us beauty for the ashes, the pain has become a well for others to find God.
Earlier this year, something happened that completely broke me, not long after I`d thought I`d gotten over it, I encountered something that had me crumbling all over again. The Holy Spirit led me to reach out to a friend, the least likely to be honest and I couldn`t even speak, tears on tears. Not too long after, she called and she said something to me at some point, she said "Jesus is right there crying with you. He loves you and He feels your pain just as strongly perhaps even more than you do" That opened me up. I`d never seen it that way, never thought of it, never really understood and the Holy Spirit ministered to me shortly afterward. God sees us, He hears us and He loves us. A God deeply acquainted with us and our nature. We really are not doing life alone, whether it looks like it or not, God is always with us and He sees us. Emmanuel, El Roi, thank you, Abba. If you got the end of this, please go listen to "Never Walk Alone" by Hillsong Worship. God bless you.
This is so beautiful!!! God is so good. He never wanted us to experience pain, but bc of the enemy here we are. But God is so merciful and good that he uses our pains to give us and our peers strength until the end. Glory to the Father, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit! 💜
I couldn't help but breakdown 😭😭😭😭when Ini shared the illustration from John 11... I am currently in a place where I am trusting God to help me understand the valley He led me into... And just hearing that God feels the pain I go through every day brings a lot of relief to me... Thank you so much for this video
"What wine will come of out of this crushing?" This question is just for me. Thank you so much Ezinne for bringing this to us and thank you so much Ini for sharing your story. I was greatly blessed and encouraged.
Conversations like this make are so crucial in our Christian walk- The vulnerability and genuity. I believe that as many people tune in and listen, it spurs healing and freedom. Thank you both ❤️
This is inspiring. Ezinne thank you for bringing your friend to share her story. I was sexually abused at 7, 9 and 12 by people who were trusted in my little life. It was a terrible experience for me too. Took me over 15 years to face it and deal with it.
I’m honestly just in tears. Just realizing that I never really healed from past trauma. Trauma led me to addiction and held me down for a long time. Each time o had the greatest feeling of unworthiness. I felt like I was alone, like I would never get out of that hole of addiction. I was recently led to start writing a book about my experience. My trauma. It feels too real, facing the past pain that I never really healed from but I see now that sharing is part of my healing journey. God is healing each aspect I revisit. I am so grateful that the Holy Spirit led me to this video tonight. I l have been scared to share my story because I was scared that I would testify then I would fall again, but affliction shall not rise again a second time! I am delivered and I will share my story. Just as Ini said, it would have helped a lot if I had someone like me who had gone through what I was going through and could assure me that it was not the end of me. God richly bless you Ezinne and Ini. The Lord has used you to reach a soul tonight 🤍
I am sorry you had to experience this. Last two weeks found me in same situation. I was not raped though. They kept touching me as though they were going to rape me. they just threw me out of the car and took everything away. I was and still I am grateful that I was not killed. The trauma is yet to leave especially when I see Cars like theirs that are tinted. If anyone try touching me from behind, I become aggressive before realizing it. I have gotten healing listening to this. Thank you for sharing your story.
Ini thank you for sharing this powerful story. I struggle with sexual purity a lot and the funny thing is that i want to avoid it but it's a struggle for me. I also believe that God can and will heal me just like he did for you 😊
This really helped me so much I'm 17 years old and I got sexually assaulted by a friend 5 months ago and trying to do things again was a bit hard ,i firstly thank God for helping me find this video lots of love from my side❤
Good evening Ezinne I feel led to share this with you and your beautiful friend Ini leye. You guys talked about how it feels to be abused and God opened my eyes to how i was the abuser. I grew up as a bishops daughter and I knew of God but i just felt like my dad was like Jesus my intercessor to God. If my father was praying for me then i was good to go to heaven. I was i think 6 or 7 years old when i kissed a boy forcefully. And it graduated to every one of my friends both male and female. It was a secret sin and pleasure of mine i was still daddy's little angel and k didn't want him to be disappointed in me. My father loved me too much. I was more concerned about what he thought of me than wjat any other person thought. In 2016 he passed away and once he did i knew that he was going to know and he could see all i did and will be doing so i just stopped and moved on with my life completely putting it out of my memory. Watching this video brought me to tears because God just told me you need to face this and forgive yourself for it. I feel a deep sense of guilt and regret right now but i know that God will heal me. It feels really great to have God fearing role models like you to watch and learn from. Thank you ini leye for sharing your story with us, God bless you and heal you. Thank you Ezinne for allowing God to work through you. God bless you as well.
Sorry to hear your story. One thing about making peace with what you have done (sharing as someone who has one too many times messed up in very wicked ways) is by looking at what you have done and admitting that it was a sin and that it was horrible then looking at Jesus and once you have asked him for forgiveness, sincerely, believing that it is finished. We do not need to forgive ourselves, we just need to accept the forgiveness Jesus has already given us. He has more authority than us, what he has forgiven, who are we to hold on to. Nowadays when Satan brings all these things to mind, I just worship God because look at the sin he delivered me from, look at how good He is that He would turn my life around like this. Satan cannot torment you with the past if you yourself acknowledge it and worship the Lord for how He has saved you.
I am half way through but this reminded me of an incident that happened today, I spoke to a man who had an accident and lost everything, to him, this was some sort of punishment for his disobedience, sometimes when things happen to us, we feel like this is some sort of payback but God is not petite and He is not like us, He doesn't respond to things like us. He is love and our actions or inactions cannot change that
In all of the story shared, this scripture comes to bare 1 Corinthians 10:13 TPT We all experience times of testing, which is normal for every human being. But God will be faithful to you. He will screen and filter the severity, nature, and timing of every test or trial you face so that you can bear it. And each test is an opportunity to trust him more, for along with every trial God has provided for you a way of escape that will bring you out of it victoriously. May the Lord strengthen anyone going through any tough times/situations. Know that God is faithful and there will certainly be a way of escape. God bless you ma'am ❤
I could totally relate when Ezinne began to talk about bandwidth and coming back from things, it has to be God that has kept me, because the discipline to come back from things is something I still trust him for... So when I hear people say the kind of things they moved on from, I have serious regard for them.
As someone who has gone through pain and is still healing, I find this really helpful. Thank you so much Ezinne for hosting, thank you so much Ini for sharing your story 🥰.
I understand you eni 🥹i've being traumatized before especially entering cabs , i always feel they gonna kidnap me again. Till date i still have this feeling of them coming for me again. I know God will heal me , battling with acute menia stress
I didn't want this conversation to end, it resonates with me and I learnt a lot. Thank you so much ini, for sharing your story. Grateful to God for the anointing on your life. Thank You Ezinne, for hosting, always spreading light and for your service unto God May the Lord in his infinite wisdom continue to impact your lives and bless you 🙏
My story isn’t exactly like Ini’s but the trauma is similar. It truly is a battle of the mind to keep going. My prayers used to be, “God give me the strength to keep living. Just one more day” (each day) to now “God complete my healing”. 16 years later and I’m still surprised that I’m still on this Earth and by God’s grace, I’m thriving. Those scars become battle scars. Sometimes they sting and everything floods back in, but I unfailingly find God clasping my hands.
This is so beautiful , i could relate from a different level of trauma. I wish she tallked a bit about how she got into a stable relationship , that's always the problem like the aftermath struggle of experiencing trauma
Wow! I'm watching this and I can't help but cry, I had an accident march, and my whole life stopped literally, still recouping and I'm just asking God, why!! I'm really glad watching it, helped me alot.
This episode felt very intimate and healing. Thank you, Ini, for allowing us share in this part of your life and thank you Ezinne for using your channel for the advancement of His kingdom 💕💐
Well like Ini said having someone share about their trauma is therapeutic. I am currently 18 i was sexually abused too when I was five and it went on for 3 years. Was seriously traumatized, I also asked God questions and to my surprise he answered them already and I never actually knew the answers were from him. I actually started my healing journey and trust me it's not easy. Trusting God, forgiving yourself and people who hurt you, letting go, moving on and people think you exaggerate when you talk about your trauma. I trust God to do his work in my life. I went through everything Ini mentioned and more for a child my age. Indeed when God is interested in you Satan also is. Unfortunately he (Satan) failed. Thank you so much Ini for sharing your story and letting us know we're not alone.
All I can say is that God is so mindful of me!!!! He is so intentional about my growth. I can certainly say that this video is not a coincidence, not at all!!! God bless the host and the guest
This has kept me in one spot even after i was done because it's like God just spoke to me today and i'm so shocked. I'm speechless but i had to type something..God bless uou❤ that's all i can say because this made me emotional. As i kept on watching i truly understood why i was led to watch this like i'm in deep thoughts Damn!
I loved this conversation so much. Indeed, all things work together for the good to them that love GOD and are called according to HIS Purpose! We are just clay in the hands of the Chief Potter. GOD bless you ladies! Ini, Ezi, you both are amazing!❤😊
The way I was bawling my eyes out in my car listening to this pod!!! Gosh and even Jesus’ revelation to her. Noooo I cried. I am soo sorry this happened to you 😭🥺❤️
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Thank you so much Ini and Ezinne. The God is partial part. I keep wondering why out of 4 sickle cell children, only me and my younger sister survived. 😢 Grace found us🙌 I'm not even worthy 😭😭😭
Amazing. God bless you my sister. I am a pastor and psychologist and I can put these pieces together in the light of the process of divine purpose for our lives. Its never going to be easy but there's God in it.
wow wow wow thank you so much for this video. Ini thank you so much for sharing your story. God bless you!!! "trauma will want you to believe that you are alone...." "don't rush the healing, take it one day at a time". I've learned so much from this video.
Trauma can be a painful and resented experience but God can use our pains for His glory, never has abandoned us and never will. I'm still learning this everyday. Thank you Ezinne and Ini for this conversation, it's nice hearing from someone who has experienced pain and is able to live in fulfillment of God's glory!
I like how you answered the question of whether God is partial through the lens of purpose, cause justness is an attribute of God that I've struggled to fully comprehend. Thank you
I felt everything absolutely everything, the story, the emotions and the breakthrough. "The next time you think of the trauma you've gone through, don't let it waste ". Thank you Ini for letting yourself and your story be used by GOD, you are a story teller with a purpose. Wonderful one Ezinne, GOD bless you real good ❤
This touched my heart.. there's this connection that she just automatically creates with anyone thats suffering from any form of trauma.. thank you for this
May God visit all women who have been raped and heal them. I am a man and if my wife tells me she has been raped, and she knows who, I might visit them and not for good. Only God will keep me from doing them worse. This means we have mothers, sister and firends, stop hurting women. I hate rapists just as I hate snakes.
Thank you so much for this conversation. Ini, your story reminded me of the traumatic experience I had a couple of years back (not rape) where I lost a lot of money but indeed that experience has brought me closer to God. I’ve gotten to know that indeed Honour and Riches comes from God. You mentioned to go back to ask Him questions, which I just did. I’ll say my questions have been answered over the years but going back to have the conversation with God, He gave me the word; RESTORATION!! I’m grateful to God and thank you for being a blessing!
Thank you so much Ini for sharing and thank you Zara. What you said about "Jesus wept" Have never have been more real than it was right now, in my deepest pain He is there. This scripture "When you walk through the fire, I am there" Stands out more now. Thank you so much, this really blessed me.
"Dear God, what is the product of my crushing?" is a very important question to ask God and GET THE ANSWER FROM HIM. I find that we can be impatient or distracted sometimes, we don't often PUSH till He answers. May God help us all 🙏🏾
I think it's always good to remember that there are people on this Earth who are living under the influence of evil spirits. Heavenly Father loves us all (even the influenced ones) and He respects our agency. Some people choose to embrace evil and the Holy Spirit can try to prompt them to choose what is right but, at times that's all the Lord will do to alter the situation but, He is always there. I'm glad you had that personal revelation that Christ was there.
ini, thank you so much for bringing your story to this podcast... i really feel your pain and I'm happy you have given your life to christ because he's the only one that heals😚🤝
This was a very very insightful and helpful session . Thank you Ini for opening up this part of you. I was blessed by your knowledge and the wisdom of things you shared . Thank you Ezinne , may God continue to use you as His vessel
As someone who is going through pain presently this is helpful thank you so much for reminding me not to waste my story the world will definitely hear it .
@Ezinne Zara Thank you so much for this. I really got a lot out of this I must confess I can't even begin to list them out but 2 things that stuck with me 1. When God takes interest in you the Devil does too 2. God is Emmanuel I recently had to go through a terrible trauma of heart and I've been trying to rush the healing process with temporary fixes.😢 I thank God for you and thank God for this video at this point in my life God bless you so much for all you do ❤
Ini thanks for sharing, I was so blessed by your story. I have learnt alot about walking with God and how to better manage trauma. Thank you Ezzine ,you're just the best.
My God ezinne, hmmmm the way this spoke to me, the depth it reached. My goodness i feel so understood, God directed me to click the lick, come here and listen to this and now i know why. If it's not too much is there a way we can join your community online, because it would be lovely to be close to you. Ini, Ezinne God bless you immensely.
I can relate During the healing process I still got another trauma since then have been feeling sorry for myself but this comfort my soul and I pray for the total healing ❤️🩹
Thank you, EZINNE, for bringing Ini. This seriously blessed me and opened my eyes to what God could be doing with me. I love you both. More wisdom in Jesus' name.❤
I could not have seen this video in a more timely manner. As someone who is navigating her own sexual trauma is is refreshing but still scary. For so many reasons my voice cannot carry my own story. Some of us don’t know when it started exactly who out of the many to blame. Still seeking restoration in Christ and I know he has done it. Life is useless like Ecclesiastes said ❤
This episode is powerful The part where ma ini said “Jesus wept" I cried too but with the understanding that God knows all I'm going through. Mama Ezinne and Mama Ini thanks for loving Jesus. To everyone passing through pain,I pray you find healing in Jesus.
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Aww...so we won't get the full thing in You tube?
Awww you're doing amazing Ezinne, thank you so much. 🤗🤗👏👏👏
This is a lot of work Zara. So selfless.
I will listen to/watch both, as usual❤
I really watched this and wept 😭Ezinne and Ini thank you so much , you don’t know what God has used you to pull me out of from this video , my trauma isn’t rape but it’s parent-child relationship (turned into anger to myself ) and also I have been spiritually lazy because these past few months I have felt stuck, emotional trauma , emotional abuse , anger , fell ill for over weeks , nothing is going my way , and feeling that God is just watching and not doing anything but through this video he talked to me directly, I could feel it , I have cried so much and now I feel better and I’m starting my healing process this instant ❤❤
So this Just happened now! I’m listening to this conversation and I’ve been in pain since morning (Menstrual Pain) and as soon as Ini said ‘God is Immanuel, He is always with us’. I immediately repeated and said ‘God you are Immanuel, you are here with me and I’m tired of this pain, please make it stop’. I kid you not. The pain stopped IMMEDIATELY! 😮 I couldn’t believe it! It ceased immediately! I started laughing 🤣🤣🤣 I’ve been in severe pain since morning! It’s amazing! I’m blown away 😅 Thank you God ❤️
Thank you Ini and Ezi 🥰
Hallelujah!!!🎉🎉🎉❤
I was raped 19 years ago and wow listening to Ini brought back a level of trauma I did not realize I had. I was not born again nor did I deal with it in a Christian way, I just managed by the grace of God to continue having death with trauma from an abusive father and a mother who constantly rejected me, rape was just another item on the long list of trauma I already was living with. Funny enough I started street evangelism this year and as I evangelize I have spoken about my rape and it's effects on me, which surprised me but was also very therapeutic. Thank you Ezinne for this conversation. Truly God can heal and give us beauty for the ashes, the pain has become a well for others to find God.
It is well dear. God's healing on you
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God will perfect the work he has started in ur life! In Jesus name
Thank you for sharing . Sending you virtual hugs
My major take home from this - "When God takes an interest in you, so does the devil." So, so profound!
Heard that loud at heart
Earlier this year, something happened that completely broke me, not long after I`d thought I`d gotten over it, I encountered something that had me crumbling all over again. The Holy Spirit led me to reach out to a friend, the least likely to be honest and I couldn`t even speak, tears on tears. Not too long after, she called and she said something to me at some point, she said "Jesus is right there crying with you. He loves you and He feels your pain just as strongly perhaps even more than you do" That opened me up. I`d never seen it that way, never thought of it, never really understood and the Holy Spirit ministered to me shortly afterward. God sees us, He hears us and He loves us. A God deeply acquainted with us and our nature. We really are not doing life alone, whether it looks like it or not, God is always with us and He sees us. Emmanuel, El Roi, thank you, Abba. If you got the end of this, please go listen to "Never Walk Alone" by Hillsong Worship. God bless you.
God sees 🙌 Thank you ❤. Sending you hugs 🫂
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That song was such a blessing to listen to. Praying for total healing for you ❤️🩹
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This is so beautiful!!! God is so good. He never wanted us to experience pain, but bc of the enemy here we are. But God is so merciful and good that he uses our pains to give us and our peers strength until the end. Glory to the Father, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit! 💜
I couldn't help but breakdown 😭😭😭😭when Ini shared the illustration from John 11... I am currently in a place where I am trusting God to help me understand the valley He led me into... And just hearing that God feels the pain I go through every day brings a lot of relief to me... Thank you so much for this video
13:00 - Trauma and hyper-vigilance 💔
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16:00 - PTSD 💔💔💔💔
18:40 - God is partial?
23:30 - Purpose & Intention
25:35 - Answers in YEARSS
26:40 - Healing is a Journey
28:20 - Oh wow.
31:00 - Pretense
33:40 - Only learned through xP
"What wine will come of out of this crushing?" This question is just for me.
Thank you so much Ezinne for bringing this to us and thank you so much Ini for sharing your story. I was greatly blessed and encouraged.
Conversations like this make are so crucial in our Christian walk- The vulnerability and genuity. I believe that as many people tune in and listen, it spurs healing and freedom. Thank you both ❤️
This is inspiring. Ezinne thank you for bringing your friend to share her story. I was sexually abused at 7, 9 and 12 by people who were trusted in my little life. It was a terrible experience for me too. Took me over 15 years to face it and deal with it.
oh my goodness, I am so sorry to hear this 😔
I’m honestly just in tears. Just realizing that I never really healed from past trauma. Trauma led me to addiction and held me down for a long time. Each time o had the greatest feeling of unworthiness. I felt like I was alone, like I would never get out of that hole of addiction. I was recently led to start writing a book about my experience. My trauma. It feels too real, facing the past pain that I never really healed from but I see now that sharing is part of my healing journey. God is healing each aspect I revisit. I am so grateful that the Holy Spirit led me to this video tonight. I l have been scared to share my story because I was scared that I would testify then I would fall again, but affliction shall not rise again a second time!
I am delivered and I will share my story. Just as Ini said, it would have helped a lot if I had someone like me who had gone through what I was going through and could assure me that it was not the end of me.
God richly bless you Ezinne and Ini. The Lord has used you to reach a soul tonight 🤍
I am sorry you had to experience this. Last two weeks found me in same situation. I was not raped though. They kept touching me as though they were going to rape me. they just threw me out of the car and took everything away. I was and still I am grateful that I was not killed. The trauma is yet to leave especially when I see Cars like theirs that are tinted. If anyone try touching me from behind, I become aggressive before realizing it. I have gotten healing listening to this. Thank you for sharing your story.
This story really hit me, I can totally relate and the more I think of the pain, the more I thank God. He really works things together for our good
I Was Kidnapped And Gang-Raped at 13. I Was A Virgin. My Innocence Was Violently Taken.
I Relate So Much. Thank You For Your Courage🙏🏾
So sorry dear 😢, so sorry this happened to you. May God's love, grace favour and mercy continually be with you
@@ugboborvictoria1798 wow. Thank you. My Own Family Never Said That To Me.
@@Lebo-Aaliyahyou are loved 😍❤️.
Woow😢😢 I don’t know what to say.
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I'm so sorry you had to go through that, especially so young.
I pray for your complete and permanent wholeness.
Listening to women like this just bring so much light and comfort to my own story.
God bless you! ❤
I don't even know what to say. But I gleaned so much from this video. Thank you, Ini and Ezinne.
I remember when she came to my church in Lagos in 2018 and she spoke on this experience. It was such a vulnerable but impactful time. I Love you!!❤️❤️
I was crying while watching this. Our trauma brings us to the deeper depth of God!!
Ini thank you for sharing this powerful story. I struggle with sexual purity a lot and the funny thing is that i want to avoid it but it's a struggle for me. I also believe that God can and will heal me just like he did for you 😊
It’s gets better ❤❤
This really helped me so much I'm 17 years old and I got sexually assaulted by a friend 5 months ago and trying to do things again was a bit hard ,i firstly thank God for helping me find this video lots of love from my side❤
I pray God’s healing finds you every moment of the day ❤️
Good evening Ezinne I feel led to share this with you and your beautiful friend Ini leye. You guys talked about how it feels to be abused and God opened my eyes to how i was the abuser. I grew up as a bishops daughter and I knew of God but i just felt like my dad was like Jesus my intercessor to God. If my father was praying for me then i was good to go to heaven. I was i think 6 or 7 years old when i kissed a boy forcefully. And it graduated to every one of my friends both male and female. It was a secret sin and pleasure of mine i was still daddy's little angel and k didn't want him to be disappointed in me. My father loved me too much. I was more concerned about what he thought of me than wjat any other person thought. In 2016 he passed away and once he did i knew that he was going to know and he could see all i did and will be doing so i just stopped and moved on with my life completely putting it out of my memory. Watching this video brought me to tears because God just told me you need to face this and forgive yourself for it. I feel a deep sense of guilt and regret right now but i know that God will heal me. It feels really great to have God fearing role models like you to watch and learn from. Thank you ini leye for sharing your story with us, God bless you and heal you. Thank you Ezinne for allowing God to work through you. God bless you as well.
Sorry to hear your story. One thing about making peace with what you have done (sharing as someone who has one too many times messed up in very wicked ways) is by looking at what you have done and admitting that it was a sin and that it was horrible then looking at Jesus and once you have asked him for forgiveness, sincerely, believing that it is finished. We do not need to forgive ourselves, we just need to accept the forgiveness Jesus has already given us. He has more authority than us, what he has forgiven, who are we to hold on to. Nowadays when Satan brings all these things to mind, I just worship God because look at the sin he delivered me from, look at how good He is that He would turn my life around like this. Satan cannot torment you with the past if you yourself acknowledge it and worship the Lord for how He has saved you.
Hi. Sorry to do this but how’s your healing process going?? I have a lot of questions that needs answers please
I am half way through but this reminded me of an incident that happened today, I spoke to a man who had an accident and lost everything, to him, this was some sort of punishment for his disobedience, sometimes when things happen to us, we feel like this is some sort of payback but God is not petite and He is not like us, He doesn't respond to things like us. He is love and our actions or inactions cannot change that
In all of the story shared, this scripture comes to bare 1 Corinthians 10:13 TPT
We all experience times of testing, which is normal for every human being. But God will be faithful to you. He will screen and filter the severity, nature, and timing of every test or trial you face so that you can bear it. And each test is an opportunity to trust him more, for along with every trial God has provided for you a way of escape that will bring you out of it victoriously.
May the Lord strengthen anyone going through any tough times/situations. Know that God is faithful and there will certainly be a way of escape. God bless you ma'am ❤
I could totally relate when Ezinne began to talk about bandwidth and coming back from things, it has to be God that has kept me, because the discipline to come back from things is something I still trust him for... So when I hear people say the kind of things they moved on from, I have serious regard for them.
As someone who has gone through pain and is still healing, I find this really helpful. Thank you so much Ezinne for hosting, thank you so much Ini for sharing your story 🥰.
Sincerely, see me taking in every bits of it bit by bit.
It resonates so well.
I understand you eni 🥹i've being traumatized before especially entering cabs , i always feel they gonna kidnap me again. Till date i still have this feeling of them coming for me again.
I know God will heal me , battling with acute menia stress
I didn't want this conversation to end, it resonates with me and I learnt a lot. Thank you so much ini, for sharing your story. Grateful to God for the anointing on your life.
Thank You Ezinne, for hosting, always spreading light and for your service unto God
May the Lord in his infinite wisdom continue to impact your lives and bless you 🙏
As a boy i cried so much watching this
My story isn’t exactly like Ini’s but the trauma is similar. It truly is a battle of the mind to keep going. My prayers used to be, “God give me the strength to keep living. Just one more day” (each day) to now “God complete my healing”.
16 years later and I’m still surprised that I’m still on this Earth and by God’s grace, I’m thriving. Those scars become battle scars. Sometimes they sting and everything floods back in, but I unfailingly find God clasping my hands.
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The Affliction shall not rise the second time. Really helped during my trying times also. My mum gave me the scripture. Thanks for sharing your story.
This is so beautiful , i could relate from a different level of trauma. I wish she tallked a bit about how she got into a stable relationship , that's always the problem like the aftermath struggle of experiencing trauma
Wow! I'm watching this and I can't help but cry, I had an accident march, and my whole life stopped literally, still recouping and I'm just asking God, why!! I'm really glad watching it, helped me alot.
"Trauma would want you to be alone but one thing is for sure; God is Emmanuel." Thank youu for this. God bless you.❤️👏🏽
This felt like a warm hug, couldn't stop crying. Thank you for sharing your story Ini
I can totally relate 😏
Still on the process of healing though it isn't easy I must admit 🥺
I'm glad I found this video.
This episode felt very intimate and healing. Thank you, Ini, for allowing us share in this part of your life and thank you Ezinne for using your channel for the advancement of His kingdom 💕💐
Well like Ini said having someone share about their trauma is therapeutic.
I am currently 18 i was sexually abused too when I was five and it went on for 3 years.
Was seriously traumatized, I also asked God questions and to my surprise he answered them already and I never actually knew the answers were from him.
I actually started my healing journey and trust me it's not easy.
Trusting God, forgiving yourself and people who hurt you, letting go, moving on and people think you exaggerate when you talk about your trauma.
I trust God to do his work in my life.
I went through everything Ini mentioned and more for a child my age.
Indeed when God is interested in you Satan also is. Unfortunately he (Satan) failed.
Thank you so much Ini for sharing your story and letting us know we're not alone.
All I can say is that God is so mindful of me!!!! He is so intentional about my growth. I can certainly say that this video is not a coincidence, not at all!!! God bless the host and the guest
This has kept me in one spot even after i was done because it's like God just spoke to me today and i'm so shocked.
I'm speechless but i had to type something..God bless uou❤ that's all i can say because this made me emotional. As i kept on watching i truly understood why i was led to watch this like i'm in deep thoughts
Damn!
This was so therapeutic and a healing process…Thank you Ezinne and Ini for sharing your light 💡
I loved this conversation so much. Indeed, all things work together for the good to them that love GOD and are called according to HIS Purpose! We are just clay in the hands of the Chief Potter.
GOD bless you ladies! Ini, Ezi, you both are amazing!❤😊
The way I was bawling my eyes out in my car listening to this pod!!! Gosh and even Jesus’ revelation to her. Noooo I cried. I am soo sorry this happened to you 😭🥺❤️
Here for all the Godly wisdom and very nice video edits❤❤. Thanks for sharing this Ini ❤❤
Thank you Ezinne for all you do
God bless you ❤
"When God takes interest in you does the devil" In
Wheeeew that phrase ❤
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Thank you so much Ini and Ezinne. The God is partial part. I keep wondering why out of 4 sickle cell children, only me and my younger sister survived. 😢
Grace found us🙌
I'm not even worthy 😭😭😭
Amazing. God bless you my sister. I am a pastor and psychologist and I can put these pieces together in the light of the process of divine purpose for our lives. Its never going to be easy but there's God in it.
This is deep!
Thank you so much for sharing your story, Ini.
Thank you very much, Ezinne.
This is medicine thank you Jesus
We overcome by the blood of the lamb and the words of our testimonies! God bless you for sharing
This story brought tiers to my eyes and memories, it made me cry for a lot of girls going through this. Dear Lord help us to heal completely
wow wow wow thank you so much for this video. Ini thank you so much for sharing your story. God bless you!!! "trauma will want you to believe that you are alone...." "don't rush the healing, take it one day at a time". I've learned so much from this video.
Thank you for sharing your story, Ini.
Thank you Ezinne for all that you do❤
Thank God for the strength to keep going 🤍
Trauma can be a painful and resented experience but God can use our pains for His glory, never has abandoned us and never will. I'm still learning this everyday.
Thank you Ezinne and Ini for this conversation, it's nice hearing from someone who has experienced pain and is able to live in fulfillment of God's glory!
I like how you answered the question of whether God is partial through the lens of purpose, cause justness is an attribute of God that I've struggled to fully comprehend. Thank you
This had me tearing up. Touched me in ways I cannot fully explain. Thank you for sharing your story ❤
This is something I needed to hear. I’ve been needing to heal and haven’t quite known how to.
I felt everything absolutely everything, the story, the emotions and the breakthrough. "The next time you think of the trauma you've gone through, don't let it waste ". Thank you Ini for letting yourself and your story be used by GOD, you are a story teller with a purpose. Wonderful one Ezinne, GOD bless you real good ❤
Ini Leye x Ezi! Our AMAZING storytellers in one video. Can't wait to watch ❤
Emsssss
This touched my heart.. there's this connection that she just automatically creates with anyone thats suffering from any form of trauma.. thank you for this
We appreciate the values gained from this story
May God visit all women who have been raped and heal them. I am a man and if my wife tells me she has been raped, and she knows who, I might visit them and not for good. Only God will keep me from doing them worse. This means we have mothers, sister and firends, stop hurting women. I hate rapists just as I hate snakes.
Thank you so much for this conversation.
Ini, your story reminded me of the traumatic experience I had a couple of years back (not rape) where I lost a lot of money but indeed that experience has brought me closer to God. I’ve gotten to know that indeed Honour and Riches comes from God.
You mentioned to go back to ask Him questions, which I just did. I’ll say my questions have been answered over the years but going back to have the conversation with God, He gave me the word; RESTORATION!!
I’m grateful to God and thank you for being a blessing!
Thank you so much Ini for sharing and thank you Zara.
What you said about "Jesus wept" Have never have been more real than it was right now, in my deepest pain He is there. This scripture "When you walk through the fire, I am there" Stands out more now.
Thank you so much, this really blessed me.
"Dear God, what is the product of my crushing?" is a very important question to ask God and GET THE ANSWER FROM HIM. I find that we can be impatient or distracted sometimes, we don't often PUSH till He answers. May God help us all 🙏🏾
Every time I hear Ini's story, I feel God love afresh! Thank you for sharing...thank you too Ezinne.💜
This is Amazing, thank you Ini for sharing and thank you Ezinne for putting this together ❤
Just got notified by TH-cam!!!!
Not missing this
Time to listennnnnnnn!!!❤🎉 I feel like this is going to make me cryyy😢
I cried while editing 😢
I think it's always good to remember that there are people on this Earth who are living under the influence of evil spirits. Heavenly Father loves us all (even the influenced ones) and He respects our agency. Some people choose to embrace evil and the Holy Spirit can try to prompt them to choose what is right but, at times that's all the Lord will do to alter the situation but, He is always there. I'm glad you had that personal revelation that Christ was there.
ini, thank you so much for bringing your story to this podcast... i really feel your pain and I'm happy you have given your life to christ because he's the only one that heals😚🤝
This was a very very insightful and helpful session . Thank you Ini for opening up this part of you. I was blessed by your knowledge and the wisdom of things you shared . Thank you Ezinne , may God continue to use you as His vessel
Ini thank u for the humility of allowing God to use you to minister healing. I have learnt alot and choose to live again. Thank you love
As someone who is going through pain presently this is helpful thank you so much for reminding me not to waste my story the world will definitely hear it .
Thank you God 🙏🏼
@Ezinne Zara Thank you so much for this. I really got a lot out of this I must confess I can't even begin to list them out but 2 things that stuck with me
1. When God takes interest in you the Devil does too
2. God is Emmanuel
I recently had to go through a terrible trauma of heart and I've been trying to rush the healing process with temporary fixes.😢
I thank God for you and thank God for this video at this point in my life
God bless you so much for all you do ❤
I can't imagine the amount of prayers that were going up to God on her behalf. I would like to think that it had a place in the whole process.
Thanks for sharing your story Ini
Indeed broken crayons can still color
I can’t even explain how insightful this video is,God bless you both,I know I certain didn’t come across your channel by mistake.
This conversation will get me to another level spiritually ❤.. God bless you and continue His work in you beautiful kingdom ladies ❤
Ini thanks for sharing, I was so blessed by your story. I have learnt alot about walking with God and how to better manage trauma. Thank you Ezzine ,you're just the best.
Met you yesterday, Wednesday 9th October 2024
You av just been an inspiration,been watching your videos
God does not bring the temptations greater than you to come your way.
Such a powerful message.
Thanks for sharing ezinne
Wow... That was powerful and I can relate with that experience. Thanks for sharing
Thank you so much for this... 'trauma is an invitation into deeper of God' I cried while watching this... Thank you for blessing me.
My God ezinne, hmmmm the way this spoke to me, the depth it reached. My goodness i feel so understood, God directed me to click the lick, come here and listen to this and now i know why. If it's not too much is there a way we can join your community online, because it would be lovely to be close to you. Ini, Ezinne God bless you immensely.
I can relate
During the healing process I still got another trauma since then have been feeling sorry for myself but this comfort my soul and I pray for the total healing ❤️🩹
Not you fault❤❤❤❤❤
I didn't know when I started crying while watching this.😅 This is beautiful.🥺❤️ Thank you, Ezinne and thank you, Ini! God bless you both!
Thank you, EZINNE, for bringing Ini. This seriously blessed me and opened my eyes to what God could be doing with me. I love you both. More wisdom in Jesus' name.❤
I cried like a baby when Ini said Jesus is crying with you
I love the way Ini described how God is with us in our pain❤️❤️ Thank you both for sharing 🙏🏾
Thank God for healing, This Journey is you and God and I love the fact that you Acknowledge God in it,
Thank you for Sharing ❤
This was so needed 🥹🥹🥹 Thank you Ini for sharing your story, and thank you Ezinne for bringing this to us 🤍
This episode is a lot to take I’m but I’m so grateful for the conversation and the gems littered all through. Thank you Ezinne and Ini Leye.
I could not have seen this video in a more timely manner. As someone who is navigating her own sexual trauma is is refreshing but still scary. For so many reasons my voice cannot carry my own story. Some of us don’t know when it started exactly who out of the many to blame. Still seeking restoration in Christ and I know he has done it. Life is useless like Ecclesiastes said ❤
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May God exchange all the ashes in your life for beauty in Jesus name ❤❤❤
Thank you Ezinne🫶🏾
I am really blessed ❤. God is here with me. In every situation, the question is not why me but why this?❤
I wailed 😢 I needed this! Thank you Ini for the gift of your vulnerability. God bless you & perfect all that concerns you🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
This episode is powerful
The part where ma ini said “Jesus wept" I cried too but with the understanding that God knows all I'm going through.
Mama Ezinne and Mama Ini thanks for loving Jesus.
To everyone passing through pain,I pray you find healing in Jesus.
This is so emotional.
Thank you so much for sharing❤.
THERE IS POWER IN HEALING
Ini is such an eloquent story teller. I thoroughly enjoyed this conversation.
Thank you Ezinne❤