A friend was always having anxiety and stomach problems when she was in relationships. Turned out she was gay and as soon as she came out and started living truthfully, all of her health problems disappeared. The body knows❤
Isn’t it amazing how much we can love a fur baby. I’m so happy for you. I’m not a Christian but this is good advice for anyone regarding relationships.
Sam, please forgive me if this is a long comment. I’ve been a fan of yours for years it seems and it’s probably true. I’ve already mentioned in plenty of my videos that you are my favorite ASMR artist in the community. Don’t tell everyone shhhh lol. Anyways, I just wanted to share my story with you. When I was 22 years old, I was a church going devoted, faithful Christian servant of God. And I met my ex through his mother, who was the piano player at my church. I had known her for two years and I thought we were close, and that she would never put me in harms way. But when I started dating her son, a lot of my church family kept coming up to me and my mother and telling us please be careful. “Please tell Kelly to be careful I’ve known my ex For years and I know he has a drug history and he has anger issues”. But me being 22 years old and wanting to be in love I didn’t listen to any of them and at the time I thought I was following my heart. I thought that God had answered my prayers and sent me the love of my life. Before him I never really had a serious boyfriend. But I was a virgin when I met him. I always said I want to, You know save myself for the man I was gonna marry. So it was a whirlwind romance and he pretty much morphed himself into somebody that he knew I would fall in love with. And there were all these red flags. Red flag that I ignored until it was too late. On our honeymoon night he invited one of his drug buddies to go to the beach and swim all night long while while I was laying in our marital bed, unsatisfied and wondering why my new husband is out all night with his best friend instead of being with me. And that was the first red flag that I can remember. And it just got worse from there. I don’t judge people if they have a drug history. but he was the definition of a drug addict. In our 10 years of marriage he relapsed five times on Coke meth pills and a synthetic marijuana called spice. He could never keep a job. I was working 4 to 5 12hour shifts a week to support us because he was more unemployed than employed in our 10 year marriage. And one of the things he did was he alienated me from my entire family. Like you said in your video, the people that really love you will tell you if they feel like somebody is not right for you. and I’ll let him alienate me from my family and the people that love me for 10 years. And sometimes it makes me feel so guilty that I wasted so much time. I lost one of my brothers in 2022. He was only 43 years old, and, he had a massive heart attack while driving his semi truck which he did for a living. It was my Mama’s only son. And she was just so consumed with grief that she had five strokes. She lived in Virginia and I lived in South Carolina, and my ex never made away for me to go and be with her as she was grieving for her first born, and her only son, to be honest, he always talked smack about my mother. He knew that my mother was the most important person in my life. And he used things. I told him in confidence at the beginning of our relationship, and he made it seem like she was the enemy. So for years I was being brainwashed into believing that the people that I loved and cared about the most in the world were enemies. and I was unhappy for years. But I just didn’t want. I have a lot of divorce in my family in, and I just didn’t wanna fail, but one thing that I never lost even if it was no bigger than a mustard seed was my faith in August 2023 my ex talked me into taking tabs of a psychedelic drug and drink a half a ball liquor with him. By this point, I was numb I was unhappy I was depressed. I would’ve did it anything he told me to do. That night when we went to the beach because he talked me into going to the beach, I ended up blacking out and let it be known that I never would’ve dreamed I would’ve taken a drug that would numb my mind. I had never blacked out before. When we got to the beach he had talked me into it was about 3 AM, and he had talked me into stripping. He said nobody would be on the beach at the hour. But I ended up blacking out, and somehow we got separated. But the only thing I can remember doing is grabbing onto one of those big post that you see on the beaches you come in on the beach access those big log post, and all I can remember was cried my eyes out in college health to God, tell him to please forgive me. I called out to my brother, so please forgive me I said not like this. Because I seriously thought I was dying. It felt like the world was crashing around my shoulders. The waves were so loud and the wind was blowing in my ears. It was just the most horrible filled in the world And all I do was grab that post and call out to Jesus. And the next thing I knew a security guard was shine in their flashlight in my eyes asking me if I was OK I don’t know how I got to that security shack I have no memory of how I got there. All I remember is calling out to God and then being saved. I must’ve been quite a site because I was completely sandy and half naked. And I was completely delirious and my ex was not there so I thought he had drowned. At least that’s why I told the cop that found us. I was very lucky I wasn’t arrested that night. I’ve never been arrested before in my life. I’ve never even gotten a ticket from a police officer. So God was definitely on my side that night and it changed everything for me. I told you this would be a long comment. On March 22 it will be four months since I was saved from a very toxic abusive marriage to a monster by the people that love me the most and that was my parents. And I’m so grateful that God didn’t give up on me and I strive to serve him every single day. I know we all fall short of the glory of God so I try every day to find some new way to serve him because I owe my life to him. And I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. PS you look absolutely vibrant and beautiful. I could not be more proud of you. ❤
Btw I just wanted it to be known that I NEVER touched anything drug related before I met my ex. And thank GOD that I never touched the drugs he relapsed on. But he brainwashed me into thinking that take psychedelics was normal. It’s something that I feel very guilty about sometimes. But I know I’m not that person anymore. And please tell me if you use any certain app or bible to read your bible. I try to read it and it goes WAY over my head.
Sam, I Am So Proud of Your Honesty...But Never Allow Something or Someone Distract You from Your Faith and Your Walk with God!!...The Enemy is Always Lurking Around to see how He Can Distract You!! You have A Beautiful Testimony, This is Why You are being used by God. To Help Others. Remember God Will Never Leave You! GOD PUT YOU TROUGH THE FIRE, FOR A REASON!! BLESSINGS ALWAYS ❤️✝️🙏🏻
What a an amazing podcast 😊 I had an ex who I thought was the one till he almost screamed at me after coming from the concert home who made me cry so hard for couple of days. And after few years I decided to my enjoy my single life till I will meet the best one who will treat me right and be caring.
After my 8 year relationship ended years ago, from him cheating, I had stomache issues really bad for 2 years. It was stress. I still have IBS but I could totally tell a difference then compared to after I felt less stress.
Desde 2018 não tenho ninguém . Sou um homem temente a Deus e não consigo entender pq vivo a desgraça da solidão. Vendo vc, seria a mulher ideal para mim. Linda , alegre, mulher de Deus. Mas é isso é algo impossível. Você mora em outro país e jamais me daria uma chance. Meu destino é a solidão.
A friend was always having anxiety and stomach problems when she was in relationships. Turned out she was gay and as soon as she came out and started living truthfully, all of her health problems disappeared. The body knows❤
Isn’t it amazing how much we can love a fur baby. I’m so happy for you. I’m not a Christian but this is good advice for anyone regarding relationships.
So true on the body telling you before your mind does!
Luna constantly bitting your hand is the cutest thing ever I swear! 🥹🥹🥹
There are a lot of things I want to say but it’s late and I don’t want them to come out incorrectly. I’m proud of you Sam.
Sam, please forgive me if this is a long comment. I’ve been a fan of yours for years it seems and it’s probably true. I’ve already mentioned in plenty of my videos that you are my favorite ASMR artist in the community. Don’t tell everyone shhhh lol.
Anyways, I just wanted to share my story with you. When I was 22 years old, I was a church going devoted, faithful Christian servant of God. And I met my ex through his mother, who was the piano player at my church. I had known her for two years and I thought we were close, and that she would never put me in harms way. But when I started dating her son, a lot of my church family kept coming up to me and my mother and telling us please be careful. “Please tell Kelly to be careful I’ve known my ex For years and I know he has a drug history and he has anger issues”. But me being 22 years old and wanting to be in love I didn’t listen to any of them and at the time I thought I was following my heart. I thought that God had answered my prayers and sent me the love of my life. Before him I never really had a serious boyfriend. But I was a virgin when I met him. I always said I want to, You know save myself for the man I was gonna marry. So it was a whirlwind romance and he pretty much morphed himself into somebody that he knew I would fall in love with. And there were all these red flags. Red flag that I ignored until it was too late. On our honeymoon night he invited one of his drug buddies to go to the beach and swim all night long while while I was laying in our marital bed, unsatisfied and wondering why my new husband is out all night with his best friend instead of being with me. And that was the first red flag that I can remember. And it just got worse from there. I don’t judge people if they have a drug history. but he was the definition of a drug addict. In our 10 years of marriage he relapsed five times on Coke meth pills and a synthetic marijuana called spice. He could never keep a job. I was working 4 to 5 12hour shifts a week to support us because he was more unemployed than employed in our 10 year marriage. And one of the things he did was he alienated me from my entire family. Like you said in your video, the people that really love you will tell you if they feel like somebody is not right for you. and I’ll let him alienate me from my family and the people that love me for 10 years. And sometimes it makes me feel so guilty that I wasted so much time. I lost one of my brothers in 2022. He was only 43 years old, and, he had a massive heart attack while driving his semi truck which he did for a living. It was my Mama’s only son. And she was just so consumed with grief that she had five strokes. She lived in Virginia and I lived in South Carolina, and my ex never made away for me to go and be with her as she was grieving for her first born, and her only son, to be honest, he always talked smack about my mother. He knew that my mother was the most important person in my life. And he used things. I told him in confidence at the beginning of our relationship, and he made it seem like she was the enemy. So for years I was being brainwashed into believing that the people that I loved and cared about the most in the world were enemies. and I was unhappy for years. But I just didn’t want. I have a lot of divorce in my family in, and I just didn’t wanna fail, but one thing that I never lost even if it was no bigger than a mustard seed was my faith in August 2023 my ex talked me into taking tabs of a psychedelic drug and drink a half a ball liquor with him. By this point, I was numb I was unhappy I was depressed. I would’ve did it anything he told me to do. That night when we went to the beach because he talked me into going to the beach, I ended up blacking out and let it be known that I never would’ve dreamed I would’ve taken a drug that would numb my mind. I had never blacked out before. When we got to the beach he had talked me into it was about 3 AM, and he had talked me into stripping. He said nobody would be on the beach at the hour. But I ended up blacking out, and somehow we got separated. But the only thing I can remember doing is grabbing onto one of those big post that you see on the beaches you come in on the beach access those big log post, and all I can remember was cried my eyes out in college health to God, tell him to please forgive me. I called out to my brother, so please forgive me I said not like this. Because I seriously thought I was dying. It felt like the world was crashing around my shoulders. The waves were so loud and the wind was blowing in my ears. It was just the most horrible filled in the world And all I do was grab that post and call out to Jesus. And the next thing I knew a security guard was shine in their flashlight in my eyes asking me if I was OK I don’t know how I got to that security shack I have no memory of how I got there. All I remember is calling out to God and then being saved. I must’ve been quite a site because I was completely sandy and half naked. And I was completely delirious and my ex was not there so I thought he had drowned. At least that’s why I told the cop that found us. I was very lucky I wasn’t arrested that night. I’ve never been arrested before in my life. I’ve never even gotten a ticket from a police officer. So God was definitely on my side that night and it changed everything for me.
I told you this would be a long comment. On March 22 it will be four months since I was saved from a very toxic abusive marriage to a monster by the people that love me the most and that was my parents. And I’m so grateful that God didn’t give up on me and I strive to serve him every single day. I know we all fall short of the glory of God so I try every day to find some new way to serve him because I owe my life to him. And I’m the happiest I’ve ever been.
PS you look absolutely vibrant and beautiful. I could not be more proud of you. ❤
Btw I just wanted it to be known that I NEVER touched anything drug related before I met my ex. And thank GOD that I never touched the drugs he relapsed on. But he brainwashed me into thinking that take psychedelics was normal. It’s something that I feel very guilty about sometimes. But I know I’m not that person anymore. And please tell me if you use any certain app or bible to read your bible. I try to read it and it goes WAY over my head.
Love this podcast episode! ❤And I love hearing Luna's meows, that's very cute! 🥰
Sam, I Am So Proud of Your Honesty...But Never Allow Something or Someone Distract You from Your Faith and Your Walk with God!!...The Enemy is Always Lurking Around to see how He Can Distract You!! You have A Beautiful Testimony, This is Why You are being used by God. To Help Others. Remember God Will Never Leave You! GOD PUT YOU TROUGH THE FIRE, FOR A REASON!! BLESSINGS ALWAYS ❤️✝️🙏🏻
What a an amazing podcast 😊 I had an ex who I thought was the one till he almost screamed at me after coming from the concert home who made me cry so hard for couple of days. And after few years I decided to my enjoy my single life till I will meet the best one who will treat me right and be caring.
Excellent video Samantha 👏I can totally relate to this video 😊thanks for sharing this 🤝God bless
Really enjoying these podcasts, sound advice here.
Great job, Sam!! Really enjoyed this episode!!
Thanks for being so open and honest Sam. Do you have any aspirations of becoming a reporter?
After my 8 year relationship ended years ago, from him cheating, I had stomache issues really bad for 2 years. It was stress. I still have IBS but I could totally tell a difference then compared to after I felt less stress.
It's about effort and care if you don't have that you might want to look elsewhere 😢
Amen!
Luna ♥️😽❤
Hi Sam ❤❤😊
Desde 2018 não tenho ninguém .
Sou um homem temente a Deus e não consigo entender pq vivo a desgraça da solidão.
Vendo vc, seria a mulher ideal para mim.
Linda , alegre, mulher de Deus.
Mas é isso é algo impossível.
Você mora em outro país e jamais me daria uma chance.
Meu destino é a solidão.
Qhere is your husband?
Sam is the pengest criso