Also need to remember that she lives an easy, cushy life. Most people with ED still have to work, pay bills, struggle with finances, housework. I'm sure this adds to her ability to persevere as long as she has.
@jennamiller212 bingo so she had zero distractions which working having children could potentially put the ED on the back burner . It did for me . When I was pregnant I felt free because it was ok to gain weight for the baby. She unfortunately has a disconcerned mother whom promotes it . That's the sad part . She lies for eugenia which idk what's worse debs lies or debs denial or debs just don't give a shit attitude...how she does that as a mother . I'd be fighting tooth n nail for my child to recover.
I just want to thank again all those who struggle with ED who share so openly and vulnerably with us all the time. You help so many with your honesty and you inform many of us who may be ignorant. I hope Jordy’s community continues to be as loving and respectful and supportive as I have always seen them be. We all learn together and I hope you are finding support here in this community, too. Sending out all the love. 💜🙌🏼
I agree I'm from the 🇬🇧 and struggle with mental health and Jordy puts me in a good mood he is one of the few people that dnt talk about money and is very carefull with how he says things
My parents are boomers. And they’re all about shoving mental health issues under the rug. “Everyone has that”. “Toughen up”. “You don’t have anything I don’t see anything”.
my mom 1000% ignored all of my signs i needed help. but 'did the best she could with what she had' we are insanely close now and she's learned from then, but thst generation 10000% is a sweep it under the rug one
same here. My parents are boomers and so are most of my aunts and uncles. They all have the same attitude of not thinking mental health is a real thing. I've just started therapy a month ago for PTSD and I'm keeping it secret from my parents because I know they'd just invalidate it and ruin my progress. I was talking to my therapist about it last week and she said its not rare for people to hide going to therapy from their family, which made me kinda sad.... from what I've seen it seems like pretty much all boomers are crap about mental health problems and dont believe any of it is real and sweep it under the rug. I guess maybe boomers are like that cause of how they were raised? the generations before them that raised them lived through the war and were used to just "shut up and get on with things" and I imagine they imposed that onto their kids and now those kids who are grown up adult boomers are putting it onto the younger generations
Wait...she expects people to "battle" aka give her money for nothing, without even at least getting on cam? Just give money to her photo? And to a voice? Thats even more shameless. I knew she had contempt for the audience but damn.
Well apparently someone is paying her. If people just insisted on paying me for not doing anything other than speaking and I had no fuel to boost my brain empire to have bad conscious I would probably do the same 🤔🫠
Her buddy Jeffy BANNED me because I commented what is the truth: his beloved yaks are soon to be meat sticks. He screamed that they are pets! LMAO!! Minutes before those very meat sticks were being discussed. He's warped.
@AMKmusic96 odd, in my opinion. That would be like having some cats for pets and other cats for dinner. I mean...how do you pick who gets pampered and who gets processed?
She's not going to live to see 35. Her heart has already begun to fail, I guarantee it. No amount of "feeding through the veins" is going to stop death from getting her. The heart NEEDS FOOD to function normally, it needs good oxygen, and blood circulation, and MUSCLE to survive. She does not have that, she absolutely is on borrowed time, she WILL die. And soon. I'd say it's sad but she is absolutely vile, and knows what she's doing, spits on recovery, and is a gaslighting troll, so I'm not sad for her at all.
It's a spoiled, vile, lying troll, a walking monstrosity, that actually thinks it "looks good". I say "it", because it's nothing but an empty husk, incapable of feeling any type of genuine empathy for those who are TRULY struggling, and gladly continues to be a deadly trigger and prey on minors. It knows EXACTLY what it's doing. 🧌
That whole thing about boomers not ignoring ED’s, they knew but didn’t know how to resolve the issue. They had the, “rub some dirt on it and you’ll be fine” mentality. Until like 7 or 8 years ago, my dad thought therapy was for “crazy” people. He kind of understands now but that took a lot of explaining. They look at health and mental health as a non issue.
Your statement is an over generalization. Do you actually believe your generation validated the seriousness of mental health conditions? Ridiculous. Just because your father is an ignorant insensitive person doesn't mean that everyone in his age bracket is as well. 🙄
Yeah in my experience, boomers see everything as “demons.” Everyone has “demons” and they think everyone should resolve them privately behind closed doors. (Somehow😑) Their version of a polite society is one where everyone lives in denial ~ which could explain the current conditions of the world in general🥴
Younger kids don’t realise she uses a filter and that without the filter she’s looks awful. They think you can look this thin and still have normal colour, flawless skin and look beautiful. They don’t realise that behind the filter her eyes are sunken, skin is grey and has visible crease lines where there is no fat under her facial skin. She’s glamourising ED as she not being truthful and showing how she Acctually looks in real life !!
I feel like that feeding tube crap is reaching far far out there I think she eats just tiny tiny bites here and there through the day, Like if she starts feeling yucky. She might go take a bite of something so she feels better because you have got to think about it? She's going to be 30 years old and this girl has been doing this since she was a teenager... She has got this down by now. You ever think that her body is just so used to being malnourished that if she decided to do better, that is when she'll have to go get real help because if she actually ate a real meal she'd get sick probably stop her heart or something
My god 12 year old children still atealing their paarents bank cards to give this creep money for absoloutly nothing 😡 PARENTS FFS WAKE UP AND SEE WHATS HAPPENING. LOOK AT YOUR BANK STATMENTS FFS AND RESTRICT YOUR KIDS
Keep in mind that if she has little control of her life because of her mother this(food) is the last thing she can control. One of the mental aspects of ED is control over your weight/intake as act of defiance
@@jacquelynsharp9354Calm tf down! Coming in hot and virtually yelling and insulting someone who doesn't deserve it is beyond ignorant. 2 people already pointed out that she didn't _actually_ eat and NO ONE said ANYTHING about whether she wants to get better or not except for YOU! So pipe tf down and don't be so rude unless you want to be held to the same standard. smh
With an implanted port no part of it is visible from the outside. .........she might have a port for fluids and nutrients. They can be surgically implanted to give IV treatments and blood transfusions directly into a vein. A port also allows easy access to a vein for blood draws. People with cancer, severe infections, kidney failure and IBD may need implanted ports. With the device, you need fewer needle sticks for certain treatments, like chemotherapy. They can be implanted under the skin so not visible. An implanted port is a device that allows repeated and long-term access to your bloodstream. It can also be used for antibiotics, IV nutrition, and other IV fluids. Yes it can be used long term. I'm a nurse and have had long term cancer treatment with iv nutrients in through a port when I was unable to eat.
There's no sign of a port the way she has dressed forever and if she did that would mean she's bei g treated for which There are also no discernable signs Sadly.. even a resistant case will be hospitalized repeatedly the way she maintains her severity and never makes a single improvement as an outpatient
No bc she dont want help and I'm pretty sure those ppl at those places wouldn't wanna be responsible for her if anything went wrong bc of condition she's in😢
@jacquelynsharp9354 agreed. She'd be inpatient and never allowed out independently with NO recovery support in her own parents. Also she's flaunted every inch of skin front and back where ports are embedded.
"Morning skinny" is a real thing. Although I don't consider myself to suffer with an ED anymore, the mental effects will always remain in some way. It's just about having that self awareness from being in a recovered state that you're able to know when you're doing something or slipping into that bad mentality again. I wake up every morning and I'll check in the mirror, and I won't eat anything when I'm in work for the 12 hours just because I want to keep that look. I only eat once my shift has finished and returned home. If I'm going out with friends for drinks, I also won't eat, I don't want to look bloated at all. It's not a healthy mindset I'm aware, but, I have managed to transform it in a sense to be fasting. I still eat and get a healthy amount of calories, but I eat every 12 hours because that's what my body is used to and I find eating whilst I'm in work makes me feel sluggish.
I get bloated a lot too and I found some things that help me: Hot/warm Green tea Table spoon or 2 of apple cider vinegar with cup of water Probiotic yogurt ❤
The difference between foodie and amber vs Eugenia is people want to be skinny. People see her and see a pretty girl and can want to look like her. No one watches the two gorls and thinks “omg they’re so pretty. I’m gonna over eat and try and look like them” People do watch skinny people and feel motivated to eat less and restrict.
This is exactly why she needs to be banned from TH-cam and TikTok! When I hear people say that no one becomes sick just from watching these videos but they are wrong!!!!! 😭
@Tabbykat13 n thin feels good physically. I love to feel empty n not bloated. If I eat anything I bloat n it's miserable. It's sad because when I was recovered so to speak I turned into a foodie but during my obsessive times I hate how I feel after eating anything . It's hard . I'm at a point today that I'm not eating most of the week but then will stress eat for two days n I keep playing with this 4 to 6 pounds up n down from ejecting, projecting or the slower route of laxatives its a daily issue .. I'm short so it's noticeable either way. But I'm grown n I do the best I can only one person besides my mom n sister know about my ED. People just assume I'm small cuz that's my stature . I work at a correctional facility with mirrored windows so I see me all the time. I'm not going to place blame on mirrored windows for my problems tho. But with those issues it makes it easy to body check n not like what u saw at whatever angle u saw it.
@chyennewhisman7166 we can't ban things we disagree with . If we forfeit our freedoms to view things that are disturbing we don't live in a free nation. Cuz we can't discriminate based off of the what ifs. But what we can do is use the content as an educational tool to educate n prevent . I disagree with bans of any sorts . I believe in advisory statements and ratings like rated r viewer excretion advised then parents be parents .
If we ban her we ban foodie n amber n everyone in between which that's not realistic. Educate and advise that's all we can do. I don't like the degree of bans n discrimination and silencing of anything. We should be exposed to everything and anything as a free nation.
Yes, it is definitely possible to have an "in home" nurse who could easily put up IVs on a regular basis. Also, it's not just replacing water but, as Jordy said, electrolytes and even TPN (actual nutrition if needed). I'm a Pharm.D and we make TPN all the time in hospitals for kids, adults, patients of all ages. Same can be done at home. They would just pay the nursing service.
@@zenbella6 All I meant was that, as pharmacists, we make TPN specific to any patient. So, as Jordy was trying to figure out how she could be getting fluids at home (and the chat echoed the inquires), I just elaborated. I agree. No way she would allow TPN in her body. Sad, really, but maybe LR with certain electrolytes added? That wouldn't be completely out of reach. Also, she could be getting her blood drawn to see just how low her potassium, sodium, calcium, etc are in her system. The nurses may adjust the IV according to her specific needs. Sadly, I think, if this is the case, it is not much more (if at all) than supportive/palliative care as opposed to healing treatments.
I have an uncle who is like in his 70s but he definitely doesn't seem that way to me he still goes kayaking in fact and takes care of himself and just has a kind of younger mind. A younger mind in all the good ways with the wisdom to boot is attractive in and of itself in my opinion.
Her dad doesn't care for her at all because he's always gone and when he is there the way he neglects and never takes time to learn her wants/needs. I had to learn this same thing with my own dad at a certain age and it's just a sad part of life sometimes...
Qell some of us have never ever even met our fathers, or in fact any of our birth family ever so at least ahe has the privilage of knowing her family, her roots etc
A lot of boomers had millennial children who were teenagers and early twenties in the early 2000s. They definitely know about EDs. A lot of them learned from their experiences from being parents of children with EDs
As a parent of a child with eating difficulties (premature/esophagus issues) my child has a gtube and has to have iv treatments. She def has medical intervention
I think her decline has been quite rapid in past year . There is only so long a body can go on like this . She is running out of time. Not sure how she has lasted this long sadly but I do know others who have too. She has def lost weight since the Tt disaster .
The eating no calories thing is easier to an extent (from my experience) but then sometimes your Ed mind goes (I know this apple is less calories then say this chocolate but I can't eat the apple) I was like this the first time I was anorexic/bulimic I feel like your mind just goes crazy in the end and there is no reason or rhyme
Much love to those struggling or who have struggled with EDs. As Jordy said, I'd also like to believe that anyone can come back from the brink of death. However, Eugenia is not "anyone" in that sense - her worldview is far more limited. Her only social life appears to be superficial online interactions with underage strangers, being bullied by Jeffree and his goons, and enabled by her mother. She doesn't appear to have any interests outside of things that focus on her physical appearance (makeup and clothes). She doesn't appear to have long-term goals, independent life skills, or education. Her job is a professional fawner. I feel compassion for her mental illness and I believe in recovery...but Eugenia is so removed from reality that she's stuck in her own pocket dimension, as are the gorls. I can't hold sympathy for those who never take accountability.
It would likely be a TPN bag (total parenteral nutrition,) rather than a saline IV. I learned recently from a hospice nurse that typical IVs doing little to nothing unless someone is severelyyyy dehydrated.
10:30 I’m a singer so I know exactly what you mean, part of breath control is having to sing sometimes 15-30 seconds worth of music with NO breaths and singing takes more air than talking. Sometimes outside of singing I do this too because I’m bipolar and I ramble sometimes, (my poor husband who claims he loves it lol) and I can babble for a good 20 or 30 seconds and forget to breath then by the time I do it’s a big gasp for air and then back to babbling like an idiot. Then again I have severe asthma and a pocket in my lung, I don’t think normal people without some health ailments do that.
3 hours for a "battle" is last minute now? She couldn't get ready on time? 😂 Okay Eugenia. She's 100% getting fluids but I'm not sure if that's the reason tonight. Could be her filter is down and that's why she's not really sure if she'll be back live tomorrow or not.
Do you mean Jordy? I only just started the video. He has a mature look for his years, I doubt he would believe that. People can definitely look attractive in those decades, it just requires a little more effort I think. No more late nights, alcohol sessions, living on junk food (or no food at all as the case may be) good skincare, exercise etc. Eugenia looks older due to things like bone loss and skin shrivelling/dehydrating, things that usually happen in senior years. So I imagine she has a very poor perspective on ageing. Stay healthy and you can always remain the best version of yourself at every decade.
I've also been wondering with her being in very baggie clothes again that she does have a gtube. I could of sworn I've seen a gtube scar on her belly when she has worn less clothes
I was addicted to exercise and taking laxatives n ejecting my meals . My kids say mommy remember dad had to pull over so u could evacuate the meal u just ate... obviously I'm skating around the verbiage but u get the gyst. It feels good to feel empty idk how else to describe it. Feeling full is miserable overwhelming n gives u guilt
I have to wonder if it would even be possible for her to get an IV. I've heard that it can be difficult to get a good vein. Also, someone in the chat asked about bruising and considering how much we've seen her skin we've never seen any evidence of an IV.
1:26:00 Jordy I see reaction channels that react to old TV shows. Their trick is that they tilt the screen so that YT cannot register it. As an example YT channel Luxeria, she reacts on TV shows like "America's Next Top Model", "bridzilla's", "Supersize VS Superskinny", "wife swap" etc. Maybe it also works with old Eugenia YT videos? Like what DCP does is first download the YT videos and then film themselves and turn on their screen recorder at the same time so they can edit it at the same time for the video. And so with Eugenia's videos maybe tilt so YT and or that company doesn't "register" it as copyright? I try to think along with you, Jordy.😅
Jordy, I know what u mean with the IV's... they go to the med spas & have diff types u can choose. Some have B12 vitamins infused that go in thru the IV. It helps hydrate, give energy & focus. I've watched some of their videos & they explain & customers swear by them. They also help hangovers because it's mostly dehydration, ya know? I can't believe nobody really knows about what we're talking about. Alot of ppl do it on camera or the doctor/nurse can do their own. It's just a room with an IV pole, supplies & the "infusions" as they call them.
I have spooky stuff all year round lol so after the 4th of July I start buying new stuff & September I full on decorate 😂. I would love to visit Disney at Halloween though!!
I think all people struggling with an ED see bad things happening to others but never see it happening to them, but it's not really a matter of if but when. Your ED never lets you win though. In her mind she probably does not see herself as someone who is anorexic. She herself needs to make the choice I want to recover for me and not for anyone else. I think people would be a lot more open if she was simply honest with her struggle. I find her frustrating because she says she is "fine and everything" while people know with an ED how difficult it is to keep up with it and the constant anxious thoughts you have while being stuck in it. As much as I'm sure she loves going to see Jeffree it also I'm sure causes a lot of anxiety because it forces her to be around food. When you are that far in thoughts of food are constantly there and that too is a piece of shame for the person with the ED. I hope she can turn this around but it's hard to see what will be her push to recover for her.
The IV thing makes sense to me. With how long this girls has had an ED, and how thin she is, she should have been EXTREMLY sick a long time ago. She's too coherant also.
When u haven't eaten for days an IV, feeding tube, or even just drinking a vitamin shake can make u feel hot and flushed and bad, not something ide want anyone to notice on a stream
Ahhh i remember when i was 29. Spending all my days and nights doing make up on my pink couch....oh no, thats right. When i was 29 i had a full time job, house, partner and a 3yr old son 🤦♀️
@53:56. It actually could be why she hasn't gotten help, she is telling her mom she is fine and her mom is so removed from reality she ends up trusting her daughter... my mom did the same thing when I had an ED, it's easy to get away with for a long time if your mom or parent is always in their own head or world
honestly i bet she was probably just tired and plopped in the couch in an unflattering way and thats why she didnt want her camera on, she probably was comfy laying down and didnt want to have to sit up lol
When my husband was dying, TPN was only good/ useful for a week. He had to get a feeding tube down his nose and then a permanent one in a minor surgery in his stomach and when he came home, I had to measure his adult formula a press it into his permanent tube feeding thing. It was a super minor surgery. But the adult formula smells so bad. He was still allowed to eat, but at the end lost his appetite and threw everything up he tried to eat. She could have a tube feeding thing and Deb might be putting that adult formula in it. He lost 60-70 on it and hardly being able to intake calories. She isn’t on IVs- in the hospital they made it very clear that that isn’t a long term solution. Tube feeding is, though.
An RN taught me to do the tube feeding at home as well as dialysis at home. I’m a med lab scientist- not a nurse, so she wouldn’t even have to be an RN to be able to do this. They are super easy things to do after being shown a time or two.
NG is down the nose tube feeding- it’s very uncomfortable, and they pull it out in their sleep. That’s why I believe she had a minor surgery to have a permanent tube feeding thing put in her lower abdomen. Probably hidden by makeup or weirdly placed accessories.
I genuinely think she's managed to make it far due to how naturally thin she actually is so making her body as thin as it is but it wont last much longer
Her former tt stuff was in your face . Now it’s not but it’s so manipulative. I’m 27 years recovered but will never full escape the thoughts and body issues . She is triggering because it makes me so angry that she is hurting others and also I’m so upset that she is killing herself and making it seem so easy and glamour when i knows he is in pure hell.
I have POTS, Ive had magnesium IVs in the ER before. Very good, also saline which is for hydration. If she had these and took a bunch of vitamins as “food” she could get the energy. However, she is still dying due to lack of fats, and calories. P.s. vitamin C IVs are harmless and have the extra benefit of lightening the skin…
I'm 42, ok?😂 I've struggled with depression and as a side effect, disordered eating. At my worst in many years, we moved to Alaska. I got down to like 100lbs. Yea, depression, yall. Oof. Anyway, I couldn't find head med help for months, so I went to the med spa for vitamin shots, facials, etc. It's not standard practice for depression in that insurance won't cover it, BUT it helps a lot.
It didn't cure anything but it got me through til I got meds. In this case, I don't know how it could be much more for eugenia, as far as sustenance. Wouldn't it be riskier to administer IVs? Idk
Ive never delt with ed but do have alot of health problems and have had to go almost a month without eatting or drinking. There are iv's that will give you most of your nutrients. There are people that cant Digest food at all and they have to have an iv to stay alive. I would say she probably is having a home health nurse come out and give them to her.
A lot of people seem to imply that she cannot be both calculated and naive/clueless. And look, maturity is extraordinarily complex. Here's an example, beyond my puny Psych bachelor's degree:--- I "dated" a guy while I was in active drug addiction who spent 15 years in prison from age 18-34 (bad time, didn't have to tell me he was gonna beat the shit outta me but that was moreso where I was at, and not the point) But, he ended up years later down the road with a girl 20 years younger than him because of how much he could relate to her, in the emotional immaturity and otherwise that he possessed, based on his time away from society. Like full on high school relationship behavior. For instance, one small example and this is a purposely superfluous example: Once, I said to him that I needed to get away for a second and get a drink at the bar. Like, I went across the street to take a shot. Dude texts me saying "oh I'm with (x) girl and oh she's picking me up and oh we are doing this and this", and I just kind of side eyed it... and low and behold, I walk in my apartment and he's sitting on the couch by himself, texting lol. That's a very minute example in the grand scheme of what other types of behavior came from that experience but, indicative of not being able to think for the next moment, a key point of maturity.. in contrast to that, as much as I hate to say it, there were things he did in observing situations, driving carefully (seems a strange point but most reckless drivers are teenagers that cannot appreciate the next moment), planning, etc. Criminal stuff, but still. and some other bits of residual knowledge that were developed skills. And it was clear especially in retrospect the whole stretch of when I was with him. And the 18 year old girl behaved the same way, which is the way she was meant to... for her age. And wanted to be with him because her lack of life experience did not show her (a sober person) of any age, that he's a dime a dozen loser, talkin about how she "changed him" and he wouldn't put his hands on her. Well, I think both me and the phantom reader of this comment knows how right she was about that. She actually stabbed me and I never reported it so now I have 40 percent nerve function of my dominant hand for the rest of my life, so that's cool, but neither here nor there, besides the fact that she cannot appreciate the weight of her actions and I had a soft spot for her as I saw myself in her. Him, on the other hand, went back to prison. Alls well that ends well. Until he got out. So it can look a lot of different ways that people are complex and it just isn't as simple as calculated vs. la-dee-da
Did she ever pay any respects to Rachel Rising? She knew of her. Rachel would comment positively on her videos, letting her know she has support when ready.
As she gets older, her lifestyle is gonna take a much larger toll on her. You can already see the signs now but I think she’s gonna decline quickly within the next 5 years. Her hair is already thinning a lot. It’s gonna be more and more difficult to keep showing herself cuz she’s gonna be very weak.
My daughter is an RN and there’s no way she’s sustaining that weight without having a hospital grade IVs, and what not hooked up in her house or in here bedroom. There are even times when patients will rent equipment that they need at home so they don’t have to be at the hospital all the time…. so yeah it’s very easy to achieve her weight and energy if she’s getting food and medicine and it could be at night while she’s in bed sleeping….when it probably happens, but I don’t know when she does it, but there is no way she is sustaining her energy or her weight….without Hospital type help… plus you’ve got home health nurses that will come out and replace or check up or whatever the patient may need…..it happens all the time……
Ill tell you a little story. Once upon a time i drank from morning to night, right. Well one of those nights i drank too much and it was a mix of beer and liquor, and the next morning i could hardly stand up. I couldnt even have a cigarette. I was shaking very badly and i couldnt feel ok unless i was laying down. So i called my roomate and they took me to the hospital and i was put on an IV for like an hour or so and then i was normal after that. I have often thought about it and its like, man im lucky i even woke up.
Definitely know what you mean!!! Been there done that. I didn't quit tho. I did this for years until it caused me to have heart trouble if I binge drink called AFIB. Finally scared me into stopping tho I'm glad you quit sooner than me!
NG tube feeding can definitely be used long term. It is not uncommon for children and teens with inflammatory bowel disease to use overnight NG feeds to supplement their oral feeds. The place the tube in the evening, run the feed overnight, and pull it out in the am so they can go to school tubeless.
She’s been like this almost her whole life (since her teens) if I’m not mistaken. Her disease is progressing much slower than the typical person struggling with this. She and her mom talk about it as just her normal. It almost seems like until she was involuntarily admitted into the treatment facility she didn’t fully know (or acknowledge) that she has an ED. She just thinks she diets to stay healthy and looking good. It’s like she doesn’t know or engage in the more insidious and destructive elements of the disease that can cause the deadly stress hormone cortisol, which is what causes the disease to progress quickly and reap all kinds of awful on the body. From my point of view it seemed like she dropped weight and became more skeletal looking pretty quickly very shortly after the involuntary treatment debacle. Just my opinion.
I want to say some stuff that is not going to be popular and will probably get me a lot of hate in response but I don't care. Eugenia has been on TH-cam for probably close to 10 years now slowly starving herself to death. The entire time people have begged her to get help. People have tried to make her get help she absolutely refuses. she keeps going down this path. isn't it may be time to give up. I'm certain there are other people out there in the world and maybe on TH-cam that need help and advice and would appreciate it. Instead everyone keeps concentrating on Eugenia and all she responds with basically is just a big middle finger. Well maybe not that bold but she refuses to get help. She refuses to admit she even has a problem. At this point why even bother if you feel the need to help somebody I'm certain there's another young person on the internet going through issues that you can give advice to.
I bet your bottom dollar she is on an IV. I imagine there is another room with an iv and hospital bed. No way she sleeps on that couch. I bet she gets vitamins and fluids and other things to keep her alive. They would put the iv in where no one would see it, she probably bruises very easily. Her body has nothing left to give itself. I m surprised her teeth haven't fallen out. Her skin is stretched so far over her face. I don't wish her any ill will but she drives me crazy.
Also need to remember that she lives an easy, cushy life. Most people with ED still have to work, pay bills, struggle with finances, housework. I'm sure this adds to her ability to persevere as long as she has.
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True, however at some point they can't work and probably wouldn't even be hired.
@jennamiller212 bingo so she had zero distractions which working having children could potentially put the ED on the back burner . It did for me . When I was pregnant I felt free because it was ok to gain weight for the baby. She unfortunately has a disconcerned mother whom promotes it . That's the sad part . She lies for eugenia which idk what's worse debs lies or debs denial or debs just don't give a shit attitude...how she does that as a mother . I'd be fighting tooth n nail for my child to recover.
I never thought of this. Very true:/
Oh my gosh you have an excellent point!
I just want to thank again all those who struggle with ED who share so openly and vulnerably with us all the time. You help so many with your honesty and you inform many of us who may be ignorant. I hope Jordy’s community continues to be as loving and respectful and supportive as I have always seen them be. We all learn together and I hope you are finding support here in this community, too. Sending out all the love. 💜🙌🏼
Love this
Womp womp
I agree I'm from the 🇬🇧 and struggle with mental health and Jordy puts me in a good mood he is one of the few people that dnt talk about money and is very carefull with how he says things
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Anorexia is pure hell. She is in hell we just aren’t shown that .
@@laurad324 She's not like others who are GOOD people and WANT help, she's absolutely vile, she's LOVING this.
My parents are boomers. And they’re all about shoving mental health issues under the rug. “Everyone has that”. “Toughen up”.
“You don’t have anything I don’t see anything”.
my mom 1000% ignored all of my signs i needed help. but 'did the best she could with what she had' we are insanely close now and she's learned from then, but thst generation 10000% is a sweep it under the rug one
same here. My parents are boomers and so are most of my aunts and uncles. They all have the same attitude of not thinking mental health is a real thing. I've just started therapy a month ago for PTSD and I'm keeping it secret from my parents because I know they'd just invalidate it and ruin my progress. I was talking to my therapist about it last week and she said its not rare for people to hide going to therapy from their family, which made me kinda sad.... from what I've seen it seems like pretty much all boomers are crap about mental health problems and dont believe any of it is real and sweep it under the rug. I guess maybe boomers are like that cause of how they were raised? the generations before them that raised them lived through the war and were used to just "shut up and get on with things" and I imagine they imposed that onto their kids and now those kids who are grown up adult boomers are putting it onto the younger generations
I told my parents to their face for 6 years that I was bulimic and never even got a reaction. Went another 9 years after that and still have relapses
I'm a boomer and I know wht u mean but because I suffer from mental health I was able to get my daughter in therapy as I was able to see the signs
@@tashstephensexactly. I got mine into a psych at the first signs.
Wait...she expects people to "battle" aka give her money for nothing, without even at least getting on cam? Just give money to her photo? And to a voice? Thats even more shameless. I knew she had contempt for the audience but damn.
It’s like working from home instead of taking a sick day, but you’re a cashier 😂 pointless
Well apparently someone is paying her. If people just insisted on paying me for not doing anything other than speaking and I had no fuel to boost my brain empire to have bad conscious I would probably do the same 🤔🫠
Ffs Not empire I meant power 😂😂
This was the first time Eugenia reacted to one of my comments! I was the one that asked if she was afraid of fireworks😂
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 you did good
She's afraid of EVERYTHING
bet she is
😂😂😂😂
I think her mom made her that way@@jacquelynsharp9354
She sounds like she’s saying I wasn’t expecting to be alive
Her buddy Jeffy BANNED me because I commented what is the truth: his beloved yaks are soon to be meat sticks. He screamed that they are pets!
LMAO!!
Minutes before those very meat sticks were being discussed.
He's warped.
He's such a bi-polar, prima Donna! He's literally said he eats the yak meat....🥴 Why would he get so offended over you saying they're meat sticks? 😂😂😂
He's completely insane, coke brain will do that. 😂😂😂
I thought that was the point of those yaks. It’s called a ranch, not a zoo.
He has livestock for product and livestock as pets
@AMKmusic96 odd, in my opinion. That would be like having some cats for pets and other cats for dinner.
I mean...how do you pick who gets pampered and who gets processed?
Rewatch gang here. 👋☺️ Hello everybody.
Also: Caffeine pills? With Eugenia's "condition"? Her heart can not take that...
She's not going to live to see 35. Her heart has already begun to fail, I guarantee it. No amount of "feeding through the veins" is going to stop death from getting her. The heart NEEDS FOOD to function normally, it needs good oxygen, and blood circulation, and MUSCLE to survive. She does not have that, she absolutely is on borrowed time, she WILL die. And soon. I'd say it's sad but she is absolutely vile, and knows what she's doing, spits on recovery, and is a gaslighting troll, so I'm not sad for her at all.
There's a pic she posted on IG with midol in the background in her bathroom. I saw it on Reddit.
@@Pkh1187 Yup. She's a vile, cunning, lying troll 🧌.
It's a spoiled, vile, lying troll, a walking monstrosity, that actually thinks it "looks good". I say "it", because it's nothing but an empty husk, incapable of feeling any type of genuine empathy for those who are TRULY struggling, and gladly continues to be a deadly trigger and prey on minors. It knows EXACTLY what it's doing. 🧌
That whole thing about boomers not ignoring ED’s, they knew but didn’t know how to resolve the issue. They had the, “rub some dirt on it and you’ll be fine” mentality. Until like 7 or 8 years ago, my dad thought therapy was for “crazy” people. He kind of understands now but that took a lot of explaining. They look at health and mental health as a non issue.
Your statement is an over generalization.
Do you actually believe your generation validated the seriousness of mental health conditions?
Ridiculous.
Just because your father is an ignorant insensitive person doesn't mean that everyone in his age bracket is as well.
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Yeah in my experience, boomers see everything as “demons.” Everyone has “demons” and they think everyone should resolve them privately behind closed doors. (Somehow😑) Their version of a polite society is one where everyone lives in denial ~ which could explain the current conditions of the world in general🥴
She keeps saying "green screen." Jordy's on green screen. Eugenia's on avatar mode.
Thank you! I kept wondering if I was missing something. Like, what green screen? You're just not on camera at all...that's not a green screen
Younger kids don’t realise she uses a filter and that without the filter she’s looks awful. They think you can look this thin and still have normal colour, flawless skin and look beautiful. They don’t realise that behind the filter her eyes are sunken, skin is grey and has visible crease lines where there is no fat under her facial skin. She’s glamourising ED as she not being truthful and showing how she Acctually looks in real life !!
I feel like that feeding tube crap is reaching far far out there I think she eats just tiny tiny bites here and there through the day, Like if she starts feeling yucky. She might go take a bite of something so she feels better because you have got to think about it? She's going to be 30 years old and this girl has been doing this since she was a teenager... She has got this down by now. You ever think that her body is just so used to being malnourished that if she decided to do better, that is when she'll have to go get real help because if she actually ate a real meal she'd get sick probably stop her heart or something
My god 12 year old children still atealing their paarents bank cards to give this creep money for absoloutly nothing 😡 PARENTS FFS WAKE UP AND SEE WHATS HAPPENING. LOOK AT YOUR BANK STATMENTS FFS AND RESTRICT YOUR KIDS
@@5u1c1dal24 2024 tik tok raising kids by design
Keep in mind that if she has little control of her life because of her mother this(food) is the last thing she can control. One of the mental aspects of ED is control over your weight/intake as act of defiance
Anyone notice since she got her channel privileges back she doesn't eat on camera anymore? Sus?
She never actually ate on camera in the first place, tho.
She didn't actually eat, she probably spit it out off camera.
SHE NEVER DID EAT!!!!YOU BLIND!???SHE DONT WANT NO HELP,SHE DONT EAT NO FOOD 😢
@@jacquelynsharp9354Calm tf down! Coming in hot and virtually yelling and insulting someone who doesn't deserve it is beyond ignorant.
2 people already pointed out that she didn't _actually_ eat and NO ONE said ANYTHING about whether she wants to get better or not except for YOU! So pipe tf down and don't be so rude unless you want to be held to the same standard. smh
Yeah- she had cuts in the vids between taking the bite and “chewing and swallowing” scenes.
With an implanted port no part of it is visible from the outside. .........she might have a port for fluids and nutrients. They can be surgically implanted to give IV treatments and blood transfusions directly into a vein. A port also allows easy access to a vein for blood draws. People with cancer, severe infections, kidney failure and IBD may need implanted ports. With the device, you need fewer needle sticks for certain treatments, like chemotherapy. They can be implanted under the skin so not visible. An implanted port is a device that allows repeated and long-term access to your bloodstream. It can also be used for antibiotics, IV nutrition, and other IV fluids. Yes it can be used long term. I'm a nurse and have had long term cancer treatment with iv nutrients in through a port when I was unable to eat.
There's no sign of a port the way she has dressed forever and if she did that would mean she's bei g treated for which There are also no discernable signs
Sadly.. even a resistant case will be hospitalized repeatedly the way she maintains her severity and never makes a single improvement as an outpatient
No way she would allow them to put fluids that could cause her to gain in her. Plus Shes so dehydrated, they'd need to poke her alot.
She doesn't have a damn port.
No bc she dont want help and I'm pretty sure those ppl at those places wouldn't wanna be responsible for her if anything went wrong bc of condition she's in😢
@jacquelynsharp9354 agreed. She'd be inpatient and never allowed out independently with NO recovery support in her own parents. Also she's flaunted every inch of skin front and back where ports are embedded.
"Morning skinny" is a real thing. Although I don't consider myself to suffer with an ED anymore, the mental effects will always remain in some way. It's just about having that self awareness from being in a recovered state that you're able to know when you're doing something or slipping into that bad mentality again.
I wake up every morning and I'll check in the mirror, and I won't eat anything when I'm in work for the 12 hours just because I want to keep that look. I only eat once my shift has finished and returned home. If I'm going out with friends for drinks, I also won't eat, I don't want to look bloated at all.
It's not a healthy mindset I'm aware, but, I have managed to transform it in a sense to be fasting. I still eat and get a healthy amount of calories, but I eat every 12 hours because that's what my body is used to and I find eating whilst I'm in work makes me feel sluggish.
I get bloated a lot too and I found some things that help me:
Hot/warm Green tea
Table spoon or 2 of apple cider vinegar with cup of water
Probiotic yogurt
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… This is still an Ed. Please be careful. Thinking and acting like that almost killed me over time.
Fasting is good if you don’t have an ED background. Otherwise it’s contraindicated
ummm sorry to tell you, but you definitely have an ED...
@@ZeCahliPreppingGroupInBio I'm within a healthy weight and eat at regular 12 hr intervals. I'm alright, don't worry
Happy Sunday! Have a great week, everyone! 🎉
It’s shocking going back to her vids from 10 years ago compared to now with her appearance. This disorder has really aged her
Almost as if 10 years ages someone 😂
@@ChevereJones her disorder more then likely has
Body’s maturing but not the brain 🧠
She really doesn’t look that old. A lot of really thin people have a ton of wrinkles
@@thethe4665 she uses filters she looks around 40
You’re right, Jordy. I think she *wants* this to be normal. It’s just never going to be 😢
My parents were silent gen and they tried to help me with my anorexia ! They didn’t know what it was or how to deal but tried to find help
The difference between foodie and amber vs Eugenia is people want to be skinny. People see her and see a pretty girl and can want to look like her. No one watches the two gorls and thinks “omg they’re so pretty. I’m gonna over eat and try and look like them”
People do watch skinny people and feel motivated to eat less and restrict.
This is exactly why she needs to be banned from TH-cam and TikTok! When I hear people say that no one becomes sick just from watching these videos but they are wrong!!!!! 😭
@Tabbykat13 n thin feels good physically. I love to feel empty n not bloated. If I eat anything I bloat n it's miserable. It's sad because when I was recovered so to speak I turned into a foodie but during my obsessive times I hate how I feel after eating anything . It's hard . I'm at a point today that I'm not eating most of the week but then will stress eat for two days n I keep playing with this 4 to 6 pounds up n down from ejecting, projecting or the slower route of laxatives its a daily issue .. I'm short so it's noticeable either way. But I'm grown n I do the best I can only one person besides my mom n sister know about my ED. People just assume I'm small cuz that's my stature . I work at a correctional facility with mirrored windows so I see me all the time. I'm not going to place blame on mirrored windows for my problems tho. But with those issues it makes it easy to body check n not like what u saw at whatever angle u saw it.
@chyennewhisman7166 we can't ban things we disagree with . If we forfeit our freedoms to view things that are disturbing we don't live in a free nation. Cuz we can't discriminate based off of the what ifs. But what we can do is use the content as an educational tool to educate n prevent . I disagree with bans of any sorts . I believe in advisory statements and ratings like rated r viewer excretion advised then parents be parents .
If we ban her we ban foodie n amber n everyone in between which that's not realistic. Educate and advise that's all we can do. I don't like the degree of bans n discrimination and silencing of anything. We should be exposed to everything and anything as a free nation.
Boomers are the generation born in 1946 through 1964. That is why they are known as the largest generation.
EDs are no joke
Yes, it is definitely possible to have an "in home" nurse who could easily put up IVs on a regular basis. Also, it's not just replacing water but, as Jordy said, electrolytes and even TPN (actual nutrition if needed). I'm a Pharm.D and we make TPN all the time in hospitals for kids, adults, patients of all ages. Same can be done at home. They would just pay the nursing service.
I’m just a pharmacy tech, but definitely echoing these points.
She ain't getting TPN that's for sure
With TPN you get lipids every few days, she sure wouldn't do that!
@@zenbella6 All I meant was that, as pharmacists, we make TPN specific to any patient. So, as Jordy was trying to figure out how she could be getting fluids at home (and the chat echoed the inquires), I just elaborated. I agree. No way she would allow TPN in her body. Sad, really, but maybe LR with certain electrolytes added? That wouldn't be completely out of reach. Also, she could be getting her blood drawn to see just how low her potassium, sodium, calcium, etc are in her system. The nurses may adjust the IV according to her specific needs. Sadly, I think, if this is the case, it is not much more (if at all) than supportive/palliative care as opposed to healing treatments.
@@dpetrina4625 oh I agreed with you! As a hospital RN, I’ve seen this and recall lipids upsetting someone greatly.
I have an uncle who is like in his 70s but he definitely doesn't seem that way to me he still goes kayaking in fact and takes care of himself and just has a kind of younger mind. A younger mind in all the good ways with the wisdom to boot is attractive in and of itself in my opinion.
Her dad doesn't care for her at all because he's always gone and when he is there the way he neglects and never takes time to learn her wants/needs. I had to learn this same thing with my own dad at a certain age and it's just a sad part of life sometimes...
He is with his family in NYC. Debs is his side piece baby mama.
@@fa_fishyDeb was his side piece gone wrong 30 years ago 😁
Qell some of us have never ever even met our fathers, or in fact any of our birth family ever so at least ahe has the privilage of knowing her family, her roots etc
@@fa_fishywow she would be the worst side piece ever. I thought side pieces were supposed to be attractive
My guess was he goes back and forth to jail 😮 😅
She should never have an adult drink. It could probably hurt her a lot.
Omg like 1 drop would probs get her lit
Replay gang!!🤩☮️
I'm 46 so it could be that I'm just terrified because I am also very into self care and beauty. Aging is different for women.
A lot of boomers had millennial children who were teenagers and early twenties in the early 2000s. They definitely know about EDs. A lot of them learned from their experiences from being parents of children with EDs
As a parent of a child with eating difficulties (premature/esophagus issues) my child has a gtube and has to have iv treatments. She def has medical intervention
My parents were silent gen and they tried to help me with my anorexia !
When I wasn't eating even a drop of water would hurt my stomach
I think her decline has been quite rapid in past year . There is only so long a body can go on like this . She is running out of time. Not sure how she has lasted this long sadly but I do know others who have too. She has def lost weight since the Tt disaster .
The eating no calories thing is easier to an extent (from my experience) but then sometimes your Ed mind goes (I know this apple is less calories then say this chocolate but I can't eat the apple) I was like this the first time I was anorexic/bulimic
I feel like your mind just goes crazy in the end and there is no reason or rhyme
Much love to those struggling or who have struggled with EDs. As Jordy said, I'd also like to believe that anyone can come back from the brink of death. However, Eugenia is not "anyone" in that sense - her worldview is far more limited. Her only social life appears to be superficial online interactions with underage strangers, being bullied by Jeffree and his goons, and enabled by her mother. She doesn't appear to have any interests outside of things that focus on her physical appearance (makeup and clothes). She doesn't appear to have long-term goals, independent life skills, or education. Her job is a professional fawner.
I feel compassion for her mental illness and I believe in recovery...but Eugenia is so removed from reality that she's stuck in her own pocket dimension, as are the gorls. I can't hold sympathy for those who never take accountability.
I've never heard that Deb was/is an RN -- Eugenia has said in the past that her job was "stay-at-home mom".
According LinkedIn Debs was in IT.
She seems to unstable for any type of job. The only thing she knows how to do is garden
It would likely be a TPN bag (total parenteral nutrition,) rather than a saline IV. I learned recently from a hospice nurse that typical IVs doing little to nothing unless someone is severelyyyy dehydrated.
I'm a nurse and give it it has to be given over many hours she sure isn't getting that
Yep I'm a nurse
Also a previous ed sufferer
EVERYTHING is not OK to consume when deep in ed
Or she could be getting infusions such as iron infusions or other vitamins and minerals.
10:30 I’m a singer so I know exactly what you mean, part of breath control is having to sing sometimes 15-30 seconds worth of music with NO breaths and singing takes more air than talking. Sometimes outside of singing I do this too because I’m bipolar and I ramble sometimes, (my poor husband who claims he loves it lol) and I can babble for a good 20 or 30 seconds and forget to breath then by the time I do it’s a big gasp for air and then back to babbling like an idiot. Then again I have severe asthma and a pocket in my lung, I don’t think normal people without some health ailments do that.
3 hours for a "battle" is last minute now? She couldn't get ready on time? 😂 Okay Eugenia.
She's 100% getting fluids but I'm not sure if that's the reason tonight. Could be her filter is down and that's why she's not really sure if she'll be back live tomorrow or not.
Replay gang from the uk love ur videos
Lol we can still be attractive and some of us are younger in spirit which absolutely translates to the outside world.
I wonder what she’s going to do as she continues to get older? Like content wise- if she makes it.
I feel like you're trying to say that people in their forties and fifties cannot continue to be attractive and I don't like it.
Do you mean Jordy? I only just started the video. He has a mature look for his years, I doubt he would believe that. People can definitely look attractive in those decades, it just requires a little more effort I think. No more late nights, alcohol sessions, living on junk food (or no food at all as the case may be) good skincare, exercise etc. Eugenia looks older due to things like bone loss and skin shrivelling/dehydrating, things that usually happen in senior years. So I imagine she has a very poor perspective on ageing. Stay healthy and you can always remain the best version of yourself at every decade.
I've also been wondering with her being in very baggie clothes again that she does have a gtube. I could of sworn I've seen a gtube scar on her belly when she has worn less clothes
"everything is totally fine" is quite literally her catchphrase.
I agree totally
Jeffree may have a hard time financially. That's why he's desperate to relevant. He has a very expensive lifestyle.
The cars and other things could be rented. I agree he lives beyond his means since he left LA.
@@fa_fishynobody buys his cars anymore except some normal/poorer people lol
I was addicted to exercise and taking laxatives n ejecting my meals . My kids say mommy remember dad had to pull over so u could evacuate the meal u just ate... obviously I'm skating around the verbiage but u get the gyst. It feels good to feel empty idk how else to describe it. Feeling full is miserable overwhelming n gives u guilt
I have to wonder if it would even be possible for her to get an IV. I've heard that it can be difficult to get a good vein. Also, someone in the chat asked about bruising and considering how much we've seen her skin we've never seen any evidence of an IV.
Sorry I got stuck on this and I'm not even live I agree with everything you said about Eugenia. ;) she's glorifyy ED lifestyle
1:26:00 Jordy I see reaction channels that react to old TV shows. Their trick is that they tilt the screen so that YT cannot register it. As an example YT channel Luxeria, she reacts on
TV shows like "America's Next Top Model", "bridzilla's", "Supersize VS Superskinny", "wife swap" etc. Maybe it also works with old Eugenia YT videos? Like what DCP does is first download the YT videos and then film themselves and turn on their screen recorder at the same time so they can edit it at the same time for the video. And so with Eugenia's videos maybe tilt so YT and or that company doesn't "register" it as copyright? I try to think along with you, Jordy.😅
They tilt is and also flip it to face the oppoaite way to the original
@5u1c1dal24 exactly! That's what I meant but my English is not that great😅 thank you!😊
Jordy youngest boomer is 1964. Boomers are not gen x !
What do they call the generation after boomers ? Just curious. I was born in 1967.
Jordy, I know what u mean with the IV's... they go to the med spas & have diff types u can choose. Some have B12 vitamins infused that go in thru the IV. It helps hydrate, give energy & focus. I've watched some of their videos & they explain & customers swear by them. They also help hangovers because it's mostly dehydration, ya know? I can't believe nobody really knows about what we're talking about. Alot of ppl do it on camera or the doctor/nurse can do their own. It's just a room with an IV pole, supplies & the "infusions" as they call them.
i have found that ur live stream VODs r perfect for the gym
I have spooky stuff all year round lol so after the 4th of July I start buying new stuff & September I full on decorate 😂. I would love to visit Disney at Halloween though!!
Do you think people are purposely avoiding her for battle?
“Oh my gosh xtina is now me level 31, thats so amazing that xtina has sent me so much money guys that her reward is being on level level 31 !!” 🤨🤨🤨.
I think all people struggling with an ED see bad things happening to others but never see it happening to them, but it's not really a matter of if but when. Your ED never lets you win though. In her mind she probably does not see herself as someone who is anorexic. She herself needs to make the choice I want to recover for me and not for anyone else. I think people would be a lot more open if she was simply honest with her struggle. I find her frustrating because she says she is "fine and everything" while people know with an ED how difficult it is to keep up with it and the constant anxious thoughts you have while being stuck in it. As much as I'm sure she loves going to see Jeffree it also I'm sure causes a lot of anxiety because it forces her to be around food. When you are that far in thoughts of food are constantly there and that too is a piece of shame for the person with the ED. I hope she can turn this around but it's hard to see what will be her push to recover for her.
The IV thing makes sense to me. With how long this girls has had an ED, and how thin she is, she should have been EXTREMLY sick a long time ago. She's too coherant also.
When u haven't eaten for days an IV, feeding tube, or even just drinking a vitamin shake can make u feel hot and flushed and bad, not something ide want anyone to notice on a stream
Don't forget his EMU RANCH 🎉😂
I'm pretty sure the Iv's that people get for hang overs is called a banana bag .I think its because it has potassium in it.
Ahhh i remember when i was 29. Spending all my days and nights doing make up on my pink couch....oh no, thats right. When i was 29 i had a full time job, house, partner and a 3yr old son 🤦♀️
Well good for you
Shes mentally ill and probably had problems stemming from childhood. She is clearly stuck in arrested development sometime around 2008.
Not everyone's life goes like that.
She may get vitamin b shots
@53:56.
It actually could be why she hasn't gotten help, she is telling her mom she is fine and her mom is so removed from reality she ends up trusting her daughter... my mom did the same thing when I had an ED, it's easy to get away with for a long time if your mom or parent is always in their own head or world
She could be just using some ensure or boost drinks to get the minimum nutrition
honestly i bet she was probably just tired and plopped in the couch in an unflattering way and thats why she didnt want her camera on, she probably was comfy laying down and didnt want to have to sit up lol
Great live even though I joined super late😭
Maybe she was wearing clothing that was inappropriate and she wasn’t going to be able to change fast enough to be ready for the battle?
This was my first thought too
@@dollfacecandieeor she just wasn't in "full drag" yet like Jordy said so nicely once. 😁
“You’re exactly right, hypertensive tomato” 😂😂😂😂😂😂
She says she's fine too much. The slurp & gasp is worsening or maybe shes just tired.
When my husband was dying, TPN was only good/ useful for a week. He had to get a feeding tube down his nose and then a permanent one in a minor surgery in his stomach and when he came home, I had to measure his adult formula a press it into his permanent tube feeding thing. It was a super minor surgery. But the adult formula smells so bad. He was still allowed to eat, but at the end lost his appetite and threw everything up he tried to eat. She could have a tube feeding thing and Deb might be putting that adult formula in it. He lost 60-70 on it and hardly being able to intake calories. She isn’t on IVs- in the hospital they made it very clear that that isn’t a long term solution. Tube feeding is, though.
An RN taught me to do the tube feeding at home as well as dialysis at home. I’m a med lab scientist- not a nurse, so she wouldn’t even have to be an RN to be able to do this. They are super easy things to do after being shown a time or two.
NG is down the nose tube feeding- it’s very uncomfortable, and they pull it out in their sleep. That’s why I believe she had a minor surgery to have a permanent tube feeding thing put in her lower abdomen. Probably hidden by makeup or weirdly placed accessories.
I genuinely think she's managed to make it far due to how naturally thin she actually is so making her body as thin as it is but it wont last much longer
I love what people were saying in the live chat 👌
Her former tt stuff was in your face . Now it’s not but it’s so manipulative. I’m 27 years recovered but will never full escape the thoughts and body issues . She is triggering because it makes me so angry that she is hurting others and also I’m so upset that she is killing herself and making it seem so easy and glamour when i knows he is in pure hell.
She thinks 10:40 ET is 6:40 PT...
> "dash-hound"
0:35 did you just roll your eyes at me
I have POTS, Ive had magnesium IVs in the ER before. Very good, also saline which is for hydration. If she had these and took a bunch of vitamins as “food” she could get the energy. However, she is still dying due to lack of fats, and calories. P.s. vitamin C IVs are harmless and have the extra benefit of lightening the skin…
I'm 42, ok?😂 I've struggled with depression and as a side effect, disordered eating. At my worst in many years, we moved to Alaska. I got down to like 100lbs. Yea, depression, yall. Oof.
Anyway, I couldn't find head med help for months, so I went to the med spa for vitamin shots, facials, etc. It's not standard practice for depression in that insurance won't cover it, BUT it helps a lot.
It didn't cure anything but it got me through til I got meds.
In this case, I don't know how it could be much more for eugenia, as far as sustenance. Wouldn't it be riskier to administer IVs? Idk
This is a great idea, i needed a “thing to fix” me while i wait, making an appointment for one of those float tanks
You looked good tonight, Jordy! Not sure what's different
He's not wearing his glasses
He does look better without them, maybe he should switch up the model or something lol
You're right, and the black shirt. He could wear contact lenses, maybe he does sometimes
Ive never delt with ed but do have alot of health problems and have had to go almost a month without eatting or drinking. There are iv's that will give you most of your nutrients. There are people that cant Digest food at all and they have to have an iv to stay alive. I would say she probably is having a home health nurse come out and give them to her.
29:51 that's what I was thinking. That's what's keeping her alive.
NG are not long term. My disabled son had one as a baby. 4 months was it's max
A lot of people seem to imply that she cannot be both calculated and naive/clueless. And look, maturity is extraordinarily complex. Here's an example, beyond my puny Psych bachelor's degree:--- I "dated" a guy while I was in active drug addiction who spent 15 years in prison from age 18-34 (bad time, didn't have to tell me he was gonna beat the shit outta me but that was moreso where I was at, and not the point) But, he ended up years later down the road with a girl 20 years younger than him because of how much he could relate to her, in the emotional immaturity and otherwise that he possessed, based on his time away from society. Like full on high school relationship behavior. For instance, one small example and this is a purposely superfluous example: Once, I said to him that I needed to get away for a second and get a drink at the bar. Like, I went across the street to take a shot. Dude texts me saying "oh I'm with (x) girl and oh she's picking me up and oh we are doing this and this", and I just kind of side eyed it... and low and behold, I walk in my apartment and he's sitting on the couch by himself, texting lol. That's a very minute example in the grand scheme of what other types of behavior came from that experience but, indicative of not being able to think for the next moment, a key point of maturity.. in contrast to that, as much as I hate to say it, there were things he did in observing situations, driving carefully (seems a strange point but most reckless drivers are teenagers that cannot appreciate the next moment), planning, etc. Criminal stuff, but still. and some other bits of residual knowledge that were developed skills. And it was clear especially in retrospect the whole stretch of when I was with him. And the 18 year old girl behaved the same way, which is the way she was meant to... for her age. And wanted to be with him because her lack of life experience did not show her (a sober person) of any age, that he's a dime a dozen loser, talkin about how she "changed him" and he wouldn't put his hands on her. Well, I think both me and the phantom reader of this comment knows how right she was about that. She actually stabbed me and I never reported it so now I have 40 percent nerve function of my dominant hand for the rest of my life, so that's cool, but neither here nor there, besides the fact that she cannot appreciate the weight of her actions and I had a soft spot for her as I saw myself in her. Him, on the other hand, went back to prison. Alls well that ends well. Until he got out. So it can look a lot of different ways that people are complex and it just isn't as simple as calculated vs. la-dee-da
It's called arrested development
Did she ever pay any respects to Rachel Rising?
She knew of her. Rachel would comment positively on her videos, letting her know she has support when ready.
As she gets older, her lifestyle is gonna take a much larger toll on her. You can already see the signs now but I think she’s gonna decline quickly within the next 5 years. Her hair is already thinning a lot. It’s gonna be more and more difficult to keep showing herself cuz she’s gonna be very weak.
My daughter is an RN and there’s no way she’s sustaining that weight without having a hospital grade IVs, and what not hooked up in her house or in here bedroom. There are even times when patients will rent equipment that they need at home so they don’t have to be at the hospital all the time…. so yeah it’s very easy to achieve her weight and energy if she’s getting food and medicine and it could be at night while she’s in bed sleeping….when it probably happens, but I don’t know when she does it, but there is no way she is sustaining her energy or her weight….without Hospital type help… plus you’ve got home health nurses that will come out and replace or check up or whatever the patient may need…..it happens all the time……
Ill tell you a little story. Once upon a time i drank from morning to night, right. Well one of those nights i drank too much and it was a mix of beer and liquor, and the next morning i could hardly stand up. I couldnt even have a cigarette. I was shaking very badly and i couldnt feel ok unless i was laying down. So i called my roomate and they took me to the hospital and i was put on an IV for like an hour or so and then i was normal after that. I have often thought about it and its like, man im lucky i even woke up.
It was so bad honestly, I felt like if I didn't go to the ER..... idk man
And I was 117 lbs
Definitely know what you mean!!! Been there done that. I didn't quit tho. I did this for years until it caused me to have heart trouble if I binge drink called AFIB. Finally scared me into stopping tho I'm glad you quit sooner than me!
@mostlyysorryy well I had around 8 years of drinking and eventually it became worse and worse of an addiction and I was making poor choices.
@@mostlyysorryy Congratulations to you for getting away from the devils nectar 👌
NG tube feeding can definitely be used long term. It is not uncommon for children and teens with inflammatory bowel disease to use overnight NG feeds to supplement their oral feeds. The place the tube in the evening, run the feed overnight, and pull it out in the am so they can go to school tubeless.
She’s been like this almost her whole life (since her teens) if I’m not mistaken. Her disease is progressing much slower than the typical person struggling with this. She and her mom talk about it as just her normal. It almost seems like until she was involuntarily admitted into the treatment facility she didn’t fully know (or acknowledge) that she has an ED. She just thinks she diets to stay healthy and looking good. It’s like she doesn’t know or engage in the more insidious and destructive elements of the disease that can cause the deadly stress hormone cortisol, which is what causes the disease to progress quickly and reap all kinds of awful on the body.
From my point of view
it seemed like she dropped weight and became more skeletal looking pretty quickly very shortly after the involuntary treatment debacle. Just my opinion.
this girl is so dangerously close to collapse..........
She wasn't prepared to go live? But yet had a battle scheduled... lol ya makes no sense
I don't think she is on IV bc once you would notice some bruises from it. I don't believe she does anything for treatment.
Hey Jordy I'm a long time Eugenia detractor, just now getting into your videos. Big ups
I want to say some stuff that is not going to be popular and will probably get me a lot of hate in response but I don't care. Eugenia has been on TH-cam for probably close to 10 years now slowly starving herself to death. The entire time people have begged her to get help. People have tried to make her get help she absolutely refuses. she keeps going down this path. isn't it may be time to give up. I'm certain there are other people out there in the world and maybe on TH-cam that need help and advice and would appreciate it. Instead everyone keeps concentrating on Eugenia and all she responds with basically is just a big middle finger. Well maybe not that bold but she refuses to get help. She refuses to admit she even has a problem. At this point why even bother if you feel the need to help somebody I'm certain there's another young person on the internet going through issues that you can give advice to.
I bet your bottom dollar she is on an IV. I imagine there is another room with an iv and hospital bed. No way she sleeps on that couch. I bet she gets vitamins and fluids and other things to keep her alive. They would put the iv in where no one would see it, she probably bruises very easily. Her body has nothing left to give itself. I m surprised her teeth haven't fallen out. Her skin is stretched so far over her face.
I don't wish her any ill will but she drives me crazy.