@@jacquelinewhite4340 i don't need a false god to enjoy this you all prat and talk about a peacefull god when it's origen from the first testament is a vengefull god and those are 1 and the same so don't come to me with your religious bs i know the truth
So deep to my heart and ripped out the the wrong person that ever truly deserved to have. And will never see my light. So sad for that stupid blind man that doesn't understand the real one who actually gave AF. But I definitely payed the price but now I was given the chance to walk away. Noone will ever touch the real me ever and I will never fall again
I am sorry that I pulled the Atom from my chest I am so sorry I never knew then it was what made me have the lights in my eyes. Now like they before remember in the SUN in chains never getting to the end fueled by the memories! I just want to be me.... I let a woman take my HEART and she left me just a piece of HERS Now what?! I CRY FOR THE ME WHO HAS TO BE THE ONE ON ALL LEVELS. THE HEART OF STONE IN A ROOM ALONE A TEAR IN THE EYE. I don't to REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS but I do.... I'm looking through the looking glass I am at the top of the tower I am in the pit core fire in the earth and im here right now on earth so I am in the realms. All I can do is keep living. I hear the cries of the women in the park I feel her heart as it breaks I feel her pain! God says RUN! I was on the FD for over a year, before medical discharge. A women who fell but I felt the reason the demons after her I was still on at this point, I ran over and she was more worried about the money with her own blood on it WTF. But I took the fall, I took the blame for this sin. People look at me I have to be careful so I do not accidently take things not mine. I just want to go home..... I lose my life because I cant turn it off. I love deep my heart bigger than the world. I see all the lights go out and I want to set the world on fire but i dont want to burn it up. I am so tired. What the hell is going on because everyone is so unkind often and in their own worlds look guys this has to change I am so tired to think that folks still judge by skin goodness source is so unhappy i am tired of being called crazy. I know the far extreme of the light and the dark and the middle ground and all. So ask me. Where do we go from here. Who is alone tonight? Close your eyes feel the spark sending sparks and your hearts still beat do not drop your arms close your eyes and see the brilliant colors breath deeplyu stop the madness call our name we will be there do you forget who you are home is where we are from. You dont wanna be in the sun on the moon or in the stars you are HOME We have not worked so hard to get you here to make EARTH not be your home Prime and consort is source Square to Circle we are the triangle now be good go forth keep moving love is still the answer kindness through mercy and grace trust the process.
@@Blessed_Eternity_888 I truly have love I can't turn off it hurts so bad to be taken advantage of ... I am. It weak I am real I am a soul a person I wish I could find someone like me. I'd love to look into someone's eyes and remember how deep the oven is 🥰 one day right 💓 we're not crazy just misunderstood 😊
For those who don't want to search it up, *Lyrics*: In the shade again I've fallen right into the masquerade again Can't for the life of me remember when I got lost somewhere between now and then I had a vision for something more A fire inside me and I felt it to the core So much of the world I wanted to explore But I never made it five feet from my door I'm done wasting away No excuses, there is nothing left to say Finding a spark deep down in the dark It's far from easy but I needed a brand new start This is the only way that I will find Something near to happiness in this life I can't remember the last time that I had any peace of mind I've fought for this, I've bled for this There is no turning back now (back now) And finally I'm able to see The place I'm meant to be I was fixated on the expectations Of everyone around me, I was so frustrated I became addicted to always overthinking everything I did I had nothing to give I started disappointing everyone Always letting down the ones that I love This road is covered in ice and paved with sacrifice I gave it all away and I paid the price This is the only way that I will find Something near to happiness in this life I can't remember the last time that I had any peace of mind I've fought for this, I've bled for this There is no turning back now (back now) And finally I'm able to see The place I'm meant to be I'm done wasting away I'm done wasting away This is the only way that I will find (I will find) Something near to happiness in this life I can't remember the last time that I had any peace of mind (piece of mind) I've fought for this, I've bled for this There is no turning back now (turning back now) And finally I'm able to see The place I'm meant to be (meant to be) I'm done wasting away
I feel you my dude, I was in the same boat. The days are getting easier, but for the longest time I felt like I couldn't breathe, I think of her often, I begged, cried, looked for her, spent a week in a hospital, but then woke up! Even if she wanted me back, I grew through the pain and I am at a place in my head where the bond we once had is now destroyed and not a chance in hell would I put myself in that world again I love her but I am much stronger without her! stay up my dude you are not alone
My wife of 12 years left 10 months ago. Came home from work and she was gone and took our daughter. She had it planned, she already had another house rented and all her belongings were gone. She still has not given me a reason. I used to bring it up to try and get some closure. But she never answers, so I just stopped asking. Amazing how someone you shared a life with for 12 years ended up being the person you knew the least. Stay strong brothers.
Same here my wife of 14 years left and moved to Florida but not before first moving in with her grandparents promising for us both to work on ourselves…..and as I did so…..she was never there at her grandparents after 6pm running around doing everything unimaginable imaginable with only God knows who. Once she decided to move to Florida with her mom she then broke I stole and pawned pistol, 4wheeler trailer, and all items of value inside and out of our what once was a home. But yet I love her. Recently I’ve realized all I was was a narcissist supply and when the supply and uses for me ran out she then had to go find another supply that would listen and believe the lies and false promises she utters. Even though now it’s been over a week since I heard her voice or read her text I can’t and I won’t go back to living a lie of things will get better. Hope this helps someone.
Shadow said that this is how we had this talk and now hres that music they didnt understand us o well f them and this is that one they koowe now who we are as one
There is a villain in every stories,,,but they cannot do anything to me...beczz,,that's the way am ...😬😬😬they can only chase me and following me like barking dog😅😅😅😬
I try to see good in life...but all I see is bad, andy mom said I'm always negative...I desperately tried to find ANYTHING GOOD be it butterflys or anything... but nothing.
Get out of ur head without overthinking it's hard to do I know I go there all the time but u have to find peace in ur life get ur chin up and roll on! Good luck to u 💜
Hurts so good this does
This song gets me through some dark days !!! ❤️ thankful for you guys such beautiful music .
This is something I can relate to listening to the lyrics It helped me overcome my darkest days of wanting to pull the plug this song is amazing
Well enjoy music joyment life where it is u got a friend never give up GOD GOT U 🙏 BLESSING TO YOU UR NEVER ALONE 😔
💕 LOVE 💕
No doesn't
@@jacquelinewhite4340 i don't need a false god to enjoy this you all prat and talk about a peacefull god when it's origen from the first testament is a vengefull god and those are 1 and the same so don't come to me with your religious bs i know the truth
Wow, awesome ..something near to happiness.. peace of mind. I can't remember either..
Thank you
So deep to my heart and ripped out the the wrong person that ever truly deserved to have. And will never see my light. So sad for that stupid blind man that doesn't understand the real one who actually gave AF. But I definitely payed the price but now I was given the chance to walk away. Noone will ever touch the real me ever and I will never fall again
I am sorry that I pulled the Atom from my chest I am so sorry I never knew then it was what made me have the lights in my eyes. Now like they before remember in the SUN in chains never getting to the end fueled by the memories! I just want to be me.... I let a woman take my HEART and she left me just a piece of HERS Now what?! I CRY FOR THE ME WHO HAS TO BE THE ONE ON ALL LEVELS. THE HEART OF STONE IN A ROOM ALONE A TEAR IN THE EYE. I don't to REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS but I do.... I'm looking through the looking glass I am at the top of the tower I am in the pit core fire in the earth and im here right now on earth so I am in the realms. All I can do is keep living. I hear the cries of the women in the park I feel her heart as it breaks I feel her pain! God says RUN! I was on the FD for over a year, before medical discharge. A women who fell but I felt the reason the demons after her I was still on at this point, I ran over and she was more worried about the money with her own blood on it WTF. But I took the fall, I took the blame for this sin. People look at me I have to be careful so I do not accidently take things not mine. I just want to go home..... I lose my life because I cant turn it off. I love deep my heart bigger than the world. I see all the lights go out and I want to set the world on fire but i dont want to burn it up. I am so tired. What the hell is going on because everyone is so unkind often and in their own worlds look guys this has to change I am so tired to think that folks still judge by skin goodness source is so unhappy i am tired of being called crazy. I know the far extreme of the light and the dark and the middle ground and all. So ask me. Where do we go from here. Who is alone tonight? Close your eyes feel the spark sending sparks and your hearts still beat do not drop your arms close your eyes and see the brilliant colors breath deeplyu stop the madness call our name we will be there do you forget who you are home is where we are from. You dont wanna be in the sun on the moon or in the stars you are HOME We have not worked so hard to get you here to make EARTH not be your home Prime and consort is source Square to Circle we are the triangle now be good go forth keep moving love is still the answer kindness through mercy and grace trust the process.
I really feel you💔😓
@@Blessed_Eternity_888 I truly have love I can't turn off it hurts so bad to be taken advantage of ... I am. It weak I am real I am a soul a person I wish I could find someone like me. I'd love to look into someone's eyes and remember how deep the oven is 🥰 one day right 💓 we're not crazy just misunderstood 😊
@@Blessed_Eternity_888 Don't drop your arms 💖
I LOVE THIS SONG
Brilliant deep song!
Bad ass fucking song this band rocks!!!!!!.......
New to this band and wow this song hit me hard
TH-cam recommendations has been getting it right lately for once. Nice song 🌹
Love this band beautiful songs
Thank you, so lovely vid... Following this my fav song ... Finally I am able to see the place I am meant to be
Thank you so much! I agree it is a fantastic song. 💜
Sometimes we are our own Villain to our Story. We have to dig our way out for a glimpse of light.
For those who don't want to search it up, *Lyrics*:
In the shade again
I've fallen right into the masquerade again
Can't for the life of me remember when
I got lost somewhere between now and then
I had a vision for something more
A fire inside me and I felt it to the core
So much of the world I wanted to explore
But I never made it five feet from my door
I'm done wasting away
No excuses, there is nothing left to say
Finding a spark deep down in the dark
It's far from easy but I needed a brand new start
This is the only way that I will find
Something near to happiness in this life
I can't remember the last time that I had any peace of mind
I've fought for this, I've bled for this
There is no turning back now (back now)
And finally I'm able to see
The place I'm meant to be
I was fixated on the expectations
Of everyone around me, I was so frustrated
I became addicted to always overthinking everything I did
I had nothing to give
I started disappointing everyone
Always letting down the ones that I love
This road is covered in ice and paved with sacrifice
I gave it all away and I paid the price
This is the only way that I will find
Something near to happiness in this life
I can't remember the last time that I had any peace of mind
I've fought for this, I've bled for this
There is no turning back now (back now)
And finally I'm able to see
The place I'm meant to be
I'm done wasting away
I'm done wasting away
This is the only way that I will find (I will find)
Something near to happiness in this life
I can't remember the last time that I had any peace of mind (piece of mind)
I've fought for this, I've bled for this
There is no turning back now (turning back now)
And finally I'm able to see
The place I'm meant to be (meant to be)
I'm done wasting away
❤❤❤ love truly live fully yes your song is right never let peace of mind go. The dark abyss awaits all who do
I really relate to the lyrics of this song. Great song, vocals on point👍🏻
3.40 beat gets Me everytime!!
Love this.❤The Lyrics are so good. 🙏
😢You are so sad. Leave the past behind you. You have found your future, or so I thought 😢❤
💗💗💗🖤💗💗💗
So true friend
Never give up I loss my love hurts lovely lady
Thee is always good in the future. I've lost much. I don't give up fully. I wish the best
awesome song
So touching🤗
Great song to listen too❤
This is like my anthology
This song is calming me through a hard time my wife left after 14 years
I feel you my dude, I was in the same boat. The days are getting easier, but for the longest time I felt like I couldn't breathe, I think of her often, I begged, cried, looked for her, spent a week in a hospital, but then woke up! Even if she wanted me back, I grew through the pain and I am at a place in my head where the bond we once had is now destroyed and not a chance in hell would I put myself in that world again I love her but I am much stronger without her! stay up my dude you are not alone
My wife of 12 years left 10 months ago. Came home from work and she was gone and took our daughter. She had it planned, she already had another house rented and all her belongings were gone. She still has not given me a reason. I used to bring it up to try and get some closure. But she never answers, so I just stopped asking. Amazing how someone you shared a life with for 12 years ended up being the person you knew the least. Stay strong brothers.
Same here my wife of 14 years left and moved to Florida but not before first moving in with her grandparents promising for us both to work on ourselves…..and as I did so…..she was never there at her grandparents after 6pm running around doing everything unimaginable imaginable with only God knows who. Once she decided to move to Florida with her mom she then broke I stole and pawned pistol, 4wheeler trailer, and all items of value inside and out of our what once was a home. But yet I love her. Recently I’ve realized all I was was a narcissist supply and when the supply and uses for me ran out she then had to go find another supply that would listen and believe the lies and false promises she utters. Even though now it’s been over a week since I heard her voice or read her text I can’t and I won’t go back to living a lie of things will get better. Hope this helps someone.
Shadow said that this is how we had this talk and now hres that music they didnt understand us o well f them and this is that one they koowe now who we are as one
That make you last of ur kind
There is a villain in every stories,,,but they cannot do anything to me...beczz,,that's the way am ...😬😬😬they can only chase me and following me like barking dog😅😅😅😬
😢😢😢
.................... Peace of Mind .......................
Peace of Soul
🫒🌍🕊
Turn evil to life♤
I try to see good in life...but all I see is bad, andy mom said I'm always negative...I desperately tried to find ANYTHING GOOD be it butterflys or anything... but nothing.
Get out of ur head without overthinking it's hard to do I know I go there all the time but u have to find peace in ur life get ur chin up and roll on! Good luck to u 💜
❤❤
I'm excited for you. I would love to see you happy ..happy happy. I hope I get the chance to
esplodi um inimigu olhe esplod essis tres olha eu tentandu acordu mundial por gente
Eadr
And of course it escape from a true story.
Oh; you're so naives.
I am sorry i usto believe in my also other s but they all die alcohol and drugs. No family that i can Rilley count on .