I used to be so happy Used to be so kind The kind girl who would give and never think twice but my head was stuck in a dark place that I couldn’t escape Then I met you and my grey turned into colors The kind of colors you see when you’re in love. Have you ever been in love with me? Your rage again, it stirs, your tantrum blurs, Why so bitter, my dear? In this game of pretend, I won't break, won't bend, No place for the fake, on truth I depend. You said it wasn't real, tired of playing the fool, Label me cold, but I feel, defending our ending so cruel. I’m not defending all the bad that I did but to be honest, I had a reason for being rude. Your mind is twisted, nothing will ever be enough for you. Your words mean nothing because you keep running. There you go again, throwing a tantrum Why are you angry again? Cause in this game of pretend, I won't stake, won't bend, no room for the fake, on real I depend. You told me it wasn’t true so I’m tired of playing the fool for you. Call me cruel, I’m sick of defending our bad ending. Every word you say is a lie, I don’t know what to do but I know I have to try To keep this inside so I don’t lose my pride. I’ll let it out, in the rhythm and the rhyme. Turning feelings to lyrics, healing one verse at a time. Through the melody's rise, I find my peace of mind. In the song's sweet embrace, I leave my fears behind. Strumming chords of courage, I'm no longer confined. With every beat and measure, freedom's what I find. Again with the fury, your tantrum's in a flurry, Why the anger, my love? In this pretend game, I won't stake, won't bend, No room for the fake, on real I intend. You claimed it wasn't true, I'm done playing the fool, Call me harsh, but I'm through, defending our sad adieu.
(Intro plays ) Song : Going back to 7th grade Where wed always have our parades I used to always feel like youd never love me But i loved you And you hated me I tried to be the best girl you would see But there was another that u loved to meet And i always knew youd fall for her Because of her beauty and sweets Shes so pretty and shes so funny So perfect Thats all i everr thought Cause she was what you want And i felt so much pity Cause i just wasnt pretty Didn't feel worthy enough Even though we shared some laughs And shared our innermost thoughts You still never felt this for me And even though you hated me And you loved her much more I still felt this for you Because i adore you And times you'd argue with me I tried to play along But it was hard for me Because i cant stop loving you And seeing u walk with her And even sit with her And share your first kiss (Your first kiss).. Going back to 7th grade Where we'd always have our parades I knew you woulsnt be my lover Cause there was another And shes so pretty And shes so funny Shes everything you wanted And it just wasnt me I love you And I hate u Even though it means losing you (Losing you)..
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I used to be so happy
Used to be so kind
The kind girl who would give and never think twice but my head was stuck in a dark place that I couldn’t escape
Then I met you and my grey turned into colors
The kind of colors you see when you’re in love.
Have you ever been in love with me?
Your rage again, it stirs, your tantrum blurs,
Why so bitter, my dear?
In this game of pretend, I won't break, won't bend,
No place for the fake, on truth I depend.
You said it wasn't real, tired of playing the fool,
Label me cold, but I feel, defending our ending so cruel.
I’m not defending all the bad that I did but to be honest, I had a reason for being rude. Your mind is twisted, nothing will ever be enough for you. Your words mean nothing because you keep running.
There you go again, throwing a tantrum
Why are you angry again?
Cause in this game of pretend, I won't stake, won't bend, no room for the fake, on real I depend.
You told me it wasn’t true so I’m tired of playing the fool for you.
Call me cruel, I’m sick of defending our bad ending.
Every word you say is a lie, I don’t know what to do but I know I have to try
To keep this inside so I don’t lose my pride.
I’ll let it out, in the rhythm and the rhyme. Turning feelings to lyrics, healing one verse at a time.
Through the melody's rise, I find my peace of mind.
In the song's sweet embrace, I leave my fears behind.
Strumming chords of courage, I'm no longer confined.
With every beat and measure, freedom's what I find.
Again with the fury, your tantrum's in a flurry,
Why the anger, my love?
In this pretend game, I won't stake, won't bend,
No room for the fake, on real I intend.
You claimed it wasn't true, I'm done playing the fool,
Call me harsh, but I'm through, defending our sad adieu.
LOUD ASS PRODUCER TAG LOL, beautiful tho!
Hahahah it’s only for TH-cam
@@_austinweller I gotchu, gotta protect your content!
your Billie Eilish piano ballads beats are soo beautiful man. sounds like a whole orchestra was apart of this beat ❤
I have more tracks that will blow your mind. Just stay tuned🫶🏼
@@_austinweller o mb bro I didnt mean to like self promo
❤❤❤
Can I use it to make a song for a short film ?
If it’s non profit yes. Otherwise send me a dm to discuss about it🤞🏼
@@_austinweller Non profit of course 🙌🏻 I just want to make a TikTok short film to experiment my camera, but I'll credit you if I use your track
@@venusalarouge2539 Okay that's perfect! Feel free to send it over when it's out.
Is there any way to get the beat without the tags throughout it?
Yes of course. If you purchase a license this track will have no tags
can i use this for soundcloud?
If it’s only for soundcloud yes
joji type beat ?=D
Name the track👀
that chorus is special - amazing work ❤️
Thank you!
(Intro plays )
Song :
Going back to 7th grade
Where wed always have our parades
I used to always feel like youd never love me
But i loved you
And you hated me
I tried to be the best girl you would see
But there was another that u loved to meet
And i always knew youd fall for her
Because of her beauty and sweets
Shes so pretty and shes so funny
So perfect
Thats all i everr thought
Cause she was what you want
And i felt so much pity
Cause i just wasnt pretty
Didn't feel worthy enough
Even though we shared some laughs
And shared our innermost thoughts
You still never felt this for me
And even though you hated me
And you loved her much more
I still felt this for you
Because i adore you
And times you'd argue with me
I tried to play along
But it was hard for me
Because i cant stop loving you
And seeing u walk with her
And even sit with her
And share your first kiss
(Your first kiss)..
Going back to 7th grade
Where we'd always have our parades
I knew you woulsnt be my lover
Cause there was another
And shes so pretty
And shes so funny
Shes everything you wanted
And it just wasnt me
I love you
And I hate u
Even though it means losing you
(Losing you)..