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  • @annacaroline5720
    @annacaroline5720 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1015

    looking through all these comments makes me realize how many people feel just as tired and empty as I do.

    • @JoseSanchez-bp7xz
      @JoseSanchez-bp7xz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ac loves cheer
      That’s true. What’s going on in your life?

    • @altheasarmiento4432
      @altheasarmiento4432 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😞😢

    • @MB-do1pm
      @MB-do1pm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True

    • @dumitrustreulea5759
      @dumitrustreulea5759 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah mate...but I got ya’ all.

    • @thebobloblawshow8832
      @thebobloblawshow8832 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      anna caroline I know this mess is old . Things actually get better. People love you. You love people. Truly hope your feeling better.

  • @samsharpe3976
    @samsharpe3976 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1374

    i just want it all to stop. life, people, everything.

    • @ubaidkk4835
      @ubaidkk4835 6 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      We all want the same :/

    • @rusalka8893
      @rusalka8893 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I tried to come over it but I couldn’t, for now i’m ready to cry all the night and feeling alone

    • @Alex-gy5ce
      @Alex-gy5ce 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yep

    • @JoseSanchez-bp7xz
      @JoseSanchez-bp7xz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      sam sharpe
      One day it will, but until then, just try to take it one day at a time.

    • @sam-pz4nz
      @sam-pz4nz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope I’m not too late but just wait trust me even though u don’t know who I am but just wait and if u can’t find someone who u can talk to please

  • @darliipooh79
    @darliipooh79 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1529

    I heard that when you turn into a teen those are the best years of your life...
    *They lied.*

    • @t33j93
      @t33j93 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I know DA WAE gets fookin long as u grow up

    • @Marco.91
      @Marco.91 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      That doesn't change in your 20s n 30s it's still the same bs

    • @yashgaikwad3669
      @yashgaikwad3669 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Actually it only does for those insensitive and happy heads folks, sluty girls and guys, who don't know what depressed and life is.... We have different story we understand life to it's very core.

    • @daddysgirl5251
      @daddysgirl5251 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It’s a lie it just gets a lot worse

    • @ohsnap401
      @ohsnap401 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I'm a college student. My life became hell. My teen years were wonderful in comparison to my life now. Miserable and depressed.

  • @Supermahrukh
    @Supermahrukh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +647

    I feel so sorry that so many people searched "I'm tired of living"

    • @eris9971
      @eris9971 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      The sad thing is I didn't even search this up damn

    • @judyandrade1927
      @judyandrade1927 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@eris9971 same. It was on my recommended.

    • @arko2672
      @arko2672 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      it's okay I am used to it

    • @CinaMoon06
      @CinaMoon06 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I searched
      “I hate my self” ;-;

    • @minimoonie6431
      @minimoonie6431 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Blue_ Mochi myself*
      Yeah
      Me too

  • @obscureabsence9039
    @obscureabsence9039 7 ปีที่แล้ว +721

    I am tired. I can not find any reasonable explanation to fight anymore. I don't expect anyone to understand.

    • @HelloKittyOW
      @HelloKittyOW 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      alexis shaw I feel the same way, i am sick and tired of everbody and my life and myself. Nobody understands why i'm depressed; Not even my phycologist understands... I'm too far gone... it's like i'm screaming for help but no one can hear me... even if they could, they wouldn't understand

    • @_hiraeth_
      @_hiraeth_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Phanin Erata I am 3 weeks late but I repate to this so much. When not even the one who is supposed to help you doesnt understand you, then what do you do? I am so tired & I just want someone to tell me that is going to be okay.
      I hope, you will find your way through this mess. You are not alone, we all out here, connecting by pain.

    • @_hiraeth_
      @_hiraeth_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anonymous Persons I don't really think its quite possible as the things are now, but thank you so much for your kind words, the fact that you took some of your time to write me means a lot. 💙

    • @malindastepp86
      @malindastepp86 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I know this was three months ago, but I need you to keep fighting. you are beautiful and the things you call imperfections are perfect to me. I want you to know I will always be here for you whenever you need me. I cant promise everything will be okay, but I can promise i wont let you go through things alone, When you cant sleep I will stay up late just to talk to you, and I wont go to bed until i know you are okay. keep fighting

    • @charlottemorris336
      @charlottemorris336 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I understand.... I don't know how much longer I can keep going or why I still keep going... But I don't want to be a charity case or a pity party so I don't say anything to anyone. But it just makes it worse, I don't even know if my parents like me at this point and I just feel like everything I touch turns to shit. But I don't wanna be cheesy and say that u should live for tomorrow, because I don't see the point myself. I can't give you anything positive other than you were worth my time to respond to. If that makes you happy then good because how I feel is shit. That's what I have to say. Idk if it was good or if it was mean. I wasn't trying to be mean so sorry if I was. I guess all I can give you is this

  • @davidmwren
    @davidmwren 7 ปีที่แล้ว +505

    I say this to myself all the time now. I. Am. Tired. But even this in itself makes me feel guilty. I have a home, family, job, relative health and security, and I eat every day. I feel guilty for feeling this way because so many others have it sooo much worse. I can't help it though and it eats me up.

    • @freeaudio775
      @freeaudio775  7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      David Wren No one has it worse than anyone, no one knows how you feel. Just because you feel like someone has it worse than you doesn't mean you can't feel the way you feel. Don't feel guilty, sometimes we just cant help it :)

    • @davidmwren
      @davidmwren 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Free Audio thank you. Some days are harder/easier than others. May the peace and love you wish for others return upon you.❤️

    • @t33j93
      @t33j93 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      David Wren your situation is the worst because u have nothing to complain about but still feel like that..its a bitch of a feeling

    • @JoseSanchez-bp7xz
      @JoseSanchez-bp7xz 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      David Wren
      Are you on any medication that might help you? Do you exercise?

    • @maya-hx7xf
      @maya-hx7xf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn well said. Me too.

  • @reoldeidre5462
    @reoldeidre5462 6 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    "I dont know what happened to me or where i went wrong" I tell this to myself everytime. I'm just so tired, numb, and everything isn't the same as before. The things i used to love, i dont anymore. I dont know why am i like this. Just lost, confused, and frustrated.

    • @aliciaasc4996
      @aliciaasc4996 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Reol Deidre Just know this will all past ❤️

    • @aliciaasc4996
      @aliciaasc4996 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Reol Deidre Hope your doing okay. 🙏❤️

    • @ANabiha
      @ANabiha 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did you ever get out of this feeling

    • @reoldeidre5462
      @reoldeidre5462 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ANabiha A year had passed but it never got easier. Somehow, I managed to get out of this feeling by actually doing something to be and feel better. So yes, I got out of it. I'm happy and I love myself 😊

    • @ANabiha
      @ANabiha 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@reoldeidre5462 I'm really glad to hear that ❤

  • @hannahmae4949
    @hannahmae4949 7 ปีที่แล้ว +217

    And sometimes you hate yourself so much, you just wanna let go of everything because you know nobody cares.. Everyone only cares until you're gone. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of having to fight things every single day and having to fake a smile every damn day of my life. I have to make sure people think I'm okay. And if I don't, I gotta push people away and tell them I'm okay. I'm fine, I'll be okay. I didn't mean it one time. I'm tired of livin and I'm finally going to let go of everything.

    • @NylaTheWolf
      @NylaTheWolf 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stay strong! We love you! Im here for you! Here's a list of some suicide hotlines in the US: www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html Here's a list of some outside of the US: www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html If you don't see your country/state on any of these lists, I would recommend finding ones for nearby countries or contacting any hotline. I recommend this one: www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us
      That one has a number of ways you can contact them. You can contact them through email or texting or calling or any way you're comfortable with.

    • @JoseSanchez-bp7xz
      @JoseSanchez-bp7xz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hannah Mae
      Are you still here, Hannah?

    • @user-ik2yw1sw4g
      @user-ik2yw1sw4g 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I understand i dont want to be here anymore ...

    • @user-uc9px7de1j
      @user-uc9px7de1j 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @hulavux8145
      @hulavux8145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good luck mate, once u done it u will be free from everything. If u are still here, then maybe see u soon. Well I’m off bye world

  • @freeman-mv9gy
    @freeman-mv9gy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I feel like my soul is locked up inside my body and I’m just waiting the day to be released to fly so far away from this world.

  • @niasayles3251
    @niasayles3251 7 ปีที่แล้ว +420

    its 4AM and im in bed crying

  • @amandeepkaur2237
    @amandeepkaur2237 6 ปีที่แล้ว +248

    I hate myself and just want to die

    • @aadzaad
      @aadzaad 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I have the same. But what keeps me from doing it is the fact that i'm a human. And it took me almost 700 million years to evolve from a small bacteria to where I am now. I'm out of the animal world where it is eat or get eaten. Just be glad that you're human, and not a worm that could get eaten alive any moment by a bird. Enjoy the years that will come because a human life is very short compared to the time it takes to evolve to human. And whenever you feel down, take a walk, go outside in nature. Think about the wonder of nature and how beautiful it is. Clear your mind. Sometimes you must leave your mind alone. Your mind can drive you insane. But you are not your mind. You are not your thoughts. Because thoughts are just thoughts. They are not real. It's an illusion. Your mind is fooling you. Our brains always want to get better in things. If you have depression, it wants to get better at depression. The mind doesn't care if it get's better at a thing that is not good for itself. It just wants to improve. So find something to get better at. Or something that has your interest and where you can spend time in. Because if you don't have anything you like to do. Your mind will think it's worthless and it will create depression and things like that. Your mind always wants that feeling of being important. It wants to be seen. But why? What's the point of it? I always ask myself this question: what if you knew that you are the only one that is truly alive? And all other people are just your imignation? Would you live life differently? Why? Would it make any difference if other people were fake or real? No. So could you live life as if you are in a dream? Yes why not?

    • @carinadevelde79
      @carinadevelde79 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      me 2

    • @peazpoiiarnor5772
      @peazpoiiarnor5772 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Amandeep Kaur keep fighting. ✌🏼✌🏼

    • @madness5373
      @madness5373 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @lofiren8245
      @lofiren8245 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

  • @BenjaminChaplin1414
    @BenjaminChaplin1414 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    it still surprises me how many people feel empty and alone like i do.

    • @mikecordes
      @mikecordes 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You aren't alone. I have no idea who you are but you can talk to me if you want. I'm here for you

    • @kaustav0890
      @kaustav0890 ปีที่แล้ว

      hey mate hope you are doing well

  • @lloytre5379
    @lloytre5379 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Its funny how i have friends and my beloved families.
    It funny that i still feel empty sometimes.
    I know to myself to be grateful that i have all my friends and families.
    I know that they care and that they loved me even if they dont show it.
    I know i shoud not be complaining.
    Im lucky i have them.
    But knowing it is different from feeling it.
    Sometimes i feel so alone in my bed.
    Sometimes i feel so left out.
    This feeling were fleeting yet cuts deeep.
    Whats more funny is that they dont know im a little sad sometimes or so alone.
    I'm afraid to open up because i have no reason to be sad tbh.
    And yet i still feel lonely.
    (I was just supposed to comment normally but, i get carried away)
    Ty tho if you read it all

    • @yutasenpai8078
      @yutasenpai8078 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel the way like you felt.

    • @Ali_0h
      @Ali_0h 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Perhaps you should try and talk to someone whom you trust. Sometimes there is no reason why you feel sad or depressed. Try reaching out for help.
      Hope you are doing better now my friend!

  • @rafaelpolo1291
    @rafaelpolo1291 6 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    I'm tired of living too like no point at all of waking up and just feeling like life has no meaning anymore

    • @t33j93
      @t33j93 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Rafael Polo you have to find a meaning no one will give it to u on a plste u no..

    • @youngniggaz1049
      @youngniggaz1049 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fuckin Same Let's Take Drugs Before Commit Suicide

    • @youngniggaz1049
      @youngniggaz1049 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same Man I Feel You

    • @jihadulyt8987
      @jihadulyt8987 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @ちひろ yeah

  • @sashamedrano7113
    @sashamedrano7113 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I’m tired of trying to enjoy something I can’t enjoy. I’m tired of trying to enjoy life but it’s hard.

    • @marlenemendez8714
      @marlenemendez8714 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      It is hard but no one can change that but you are a survivor and a fighter so as long as we all fight together we can beat the hell out of depression

  • @seventeenuchuchu3713
    @seventeenuchuchu3713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    wish i could give my life for those who wants to live,,

  • @rameexz
    @rameexz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Not everyone is so strong that they can keep fighting to every problem they are facing..
    Some peoples are weak and soft like me who doesn't have any extra options .
    Sometimes you have to accept that you can't do this and starts crying😥

  • @gh0stful
    @gh0stful 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Im sick of fighting myself and my thoughts everyday

    • @kittykat4551
      @kittykat4551 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      GOD I'm here for you stay strong 💛

    • @darkreaper9205
      @darkreaper9205 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Especially negative thoughts

  • @KhristineLindsey
    @KhristineLindsey 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    life will never get better

  • @laurakataja6649
    @laurakataja6649 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    YOU ARE WORTH IT.
    You are strong
    You are beautiful
    You are enough
    I Love you.

  • @aimeeofsmith2922
    @aimeeofsmith2922 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    i feel like im sinking at the bottom of the sea un able to swim
    every day i feel like a massive wait on my shoulders
    i struggle getting out of bed
    i struggle breathing
    i struggle living
    i just want everything to stop

    • @aimeeofsmith2922
      @aimeeofsmith2922 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      wtf

    • @t33j93
      @t33j93 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      aimee of Smith no u dont..u need ambtion, goal, purpose? Find it, and start working towrards it, i want to be a photographer, i bought the camera but its just sitting on my shelf, but i no my dream is there im working towrds it however fast or slow, exercise everyday, nothing will help u more than being active.even if its walking up n down the stairs, try breaking a sweat i promise it will make a diffrence.try getting into a good shape

    • @t33j93
      @t33j93 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      aimee of Smith i think ur dp got this aholes lil willy hard..ignore this waste cadet..his lonely tooo

  • @MemoTheLost
    @MemoTheLost 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    All I can think of these days are a few words I remember from a song:
    "Life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone."
    I'm tired. I'm burned out. I don't want to feel scared anymore, I don't want to hurt anymore, and I just want to be left alone. I'm so damn tired. I just want to sleep and not wake up.

    • @mellababy5282
      @mellababy5282 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is all I feel everyday

  • @mystic_user4105
    @mystic_user4105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "I don't like who i am"
    Argh i felt that.

  • @alt_lynnie
    @alt_lynnie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Having responsibilites, being an adult, it makes me so affraid..I don't want this.

  • @gosia8188
    @gosia8188 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    im just tired of everything

  • @digital2932
    @digital2932 7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    when you are dead on the inside (:V)

  • @dxrlenee
    @dxrlenee 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    im done fighting my demons inside of me everyday telling me im useless,im a nobody but istead of fighting i gave up and let it win and overcome me and thts who i am and im sorry if thats not wut u wanted me to be or become

  • @gamingtheory7209
    @gamingtheory7209 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It's hard. Getting up every morning, trying to scream at people and tell them to help....when really, you lie. With only two of the most simple words ever spoken.
    "I'm fine"

  • @margxgrl
    @margxgrl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I got this video in my recommendations so I came here to tell people who feel the same as this video that they’re note alone. You, yes you, you matter. You matter to people. And even if you think you don’t, you matter to someone. You deserve to live, to discover what the world has to bring you. Stay strong, your efforts will pay and you will know happiness

  • @darkreaper9205
    @darkreaper9205 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Nowadays I’m tired of living a terrible life & being depressed also dealing with negative thoughts & struggling all the time, honestly it feels like nothing gets better
    but death is scary,

  • @k7jbronx606
    @k7jbronx606 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I don’t know how many people are going through this but it will all get better I promise and we love you and we need you. Suicide is never the answer and it only leaves others in your pain so don’t do that talk to anyone and do something you like to do stay safe and take it one day at a time. ❤️

  • @michellewagenaar2456
    @michellewagenaar2456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    If you're watching this with tears running down your face , know that you're not alone. God loves you.

  • @sebiieex
    @sebiieex 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I’m so tired of being alive. People say I’m great and I’m talented but deep down, I’m tired. I just want to lay down and fall asleep. And never wake up again.

    • @abigelroberts8993
      @abigelroberts8993 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Are you still tired?
      Or changed?

    • @sebiieex
      @sebiieex 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@abigelroberts8993 no still very tired

    • @kentanzmontargi6310
      @kentanzmontargi6310 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sebiieex still tired bruh? I need my happiness back 😕

    • @sebiieex
      @sebiieex 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kentanzmontargi6310 always tired man.

    • @me-ny2wz
      @me-ny2wz ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sebiieex i know how u feel i don’t wanna fight anymore i just wanna have a long peaceful rest 🥺

  • @zephyr_c137
    @zephyr_c137 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    No matter how much you're destroyed, the fighting instinct is so strong that you won't even think about giving up even when you feel like your head is exploading. Then when you finally let it go that's when it stops hurting... It's not scary anymore, it's actually kind of peaceful.
    6 years struggling, I am tired... I want this nightmare to end. I can't hang on much longer...

  • @shadeandthesquads2553
    @shadeandthesquads2553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    (If I say “you” so many times, it’s not meant for you. It’s meant for my friends.)
    It’s funny of how they treated me. All I did was trying to make fun for them. Instead, I made them angry. I asked myself “If this isn’t what you want, then what do you want?” They don’t need me. Of course. If my best friend didn’t call me. None of this would’ve happened. If... They didn’t meet me. None of this would’ve happened. Of course. I blamed myself for everything. I’m trying so hard to stay positive and happy. I kept my feeling instead but it’s hard. I feel like an attention seeker but I just need help. Even if I want someone to help me, all their words are just... Terrible to me. My friends... I don’t even know anymore. I feel like they’re a stranger to me. That’s why I kept saying to them that they’re my classmates. I hate myself for being like this. I hate the people that says “Stop it. You’re emotionally unstable. You’re just like one of those freaks” says the one who accepted me but looks like you don’t anymore. Ain’t that a good thing to say?.
    I’m trying to be myself here. But instead, you just said “JEEZ, you’re so toxic”. How am I toxic if I’m trying to help you? Oh wait, never mind. You’re always like this. You got daddy issues, I know that because I don’t have a dad as well. You think he never tried to drown me of how I made a mistake? I mean, he did what he had to. I did make a mistake when I was at a young age. But still, I’m traumatized of what happened those few years ago. I’m here trying my best, you know? I’m trying my best to stay positive, staying happy, help people. But I know is that every time I see someone cries, I pretend to care because I don’t know how to really act.
    I don’t know if you’re reading this but... There’s so much things you can do in life. You may like feel like giving up now but... What will happened to your mom or dad or both? Or all you friends and family. What will happened to them if you give your life to god? You’ll just send them pain. You’ll send them the depression you had for the longest time. What about some people who actually care about you? You are worth it. You’re beautiful just the way you are. I accept and support you. LGBTQ or not, I’ll accept everyone. So please, don’t end your life until you see the bestest life life on Earth. I believe in you! Please, just please promise us or me that you wouldn’t end your life just yet :(
    I love you, stranger ^^❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤✨✨✨
    -Love, from a stranger (Shade Kuro)

  • @katieancona5066
    @katieancona5066 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I feel this way everyday but then I look at my amazing friends and family especially my little brother they are the ones that keep me going

  • @heshithsachintha6032
    @heshithsachintha6032 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My friend. I also so tired of overthinking.

  • @floweryunicorn8888
    @floweryunicorn8888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i feel so lost, I don't know what to do to stand on 'still ground'. Nobody can understand how i feel, my parents and sister get angry when i feel down, i feel like my only sanctuary is my little closed space i call my home. Sometimes i feel like just giving up...

  • @brandontorres3815
    @brandontorres3815 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It’s weird like, I don’t usually listens to videos like this. And they don’t get to me really. But when he says “I’m so tired” idk why it makes me softly cry, completely involuntarily. Like those words just resonate deeply and I don’t even realize it or recognize it.

  • @shutupidiot16yearsago79
    @shutupidiot16yearsago79 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm tired of pretty much everything I just want to escape the world and enter some other world with other entities and me being the only human being there.This would satisfy me more than anything! I wish I could find a gateway to such place if it exists...

    • @kittykat4551
      @kittykat4551 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Shut up Idiot I'm here for you stay strong 💛

  • @prtty_leii
    @prtty_leii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    looking back at my past i remembered how excited i am to be a teenager cuz i thought i can be free with my life but turns out i was wrong and if only i could change back time i would've been a child forever not only did i lost a complete family but also myself and my happiness

  • @byakkowaya6121
    @byakkowaya6121 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    That is how I feel.

  • @GOOP368
    @GOOP368 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm so tired. Somebody please make it stop.

    • @judyandrade1927
      @judyandrade1927 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I cant make it stop. Or I don't know when it will stop. But I do know that It will. Not from experience but from belief. You can add me on snapchat: judya20065
      I'll listen to whatever you have to say.

  • @avisheksarkar6925
    @avisheksarkar6925 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am tired of living. I am always sad, nothing makes me happy anymore. I feel like a failure, a waste . I'm getting worse and worse everyday.

  • @gabluigi2050
    @gabluigi2050 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I've been tired for so long, i don't even know what it feels like to relax. I don't even feel happy when I achieve something, because the negatives in my life outweigh my achievements. I trust fake friends, I fail my finals, and live with a broken family. At this point I just want to sleep and dream a life where I live happily with the things I don't have in the real world. I'm just so worn out.

  • @anecdotes6786
    @anecdotes6786 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Im tired of living

  • @princessbraixen1
    @princessbraixen1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't know if I can be who I say want to be anymore. Everyday, waking up to the same thoughts, same feelings, and yet I don't know if I could trust myself. I want to help others, but I don't know where to start. I don't know where to go. I don't want to continue where anything could potentially go wrong. I keep all of these thoughts to myself so others don't worry about me.

  • @miraiamanee7405
    @miraiamanee7405 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Well as a child i thought i had tough times.. problems at home and i would blame myself
    But i realised becoming an adult actually is the hardest thing
    No one appreciates anything anymore everyone thinks that everything i do is just natural
    Everyone would nag at me even if i help them
    I‘m exhausted..it’s not like i don’t wanna live anymore..it’s just urgh...i’m exhausted

    • @judyandrade1927
      @judyandrade1927 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish you luck on being a adult. I heard it's hard, and I believe it. You'll make it. Just think about the good memories when in the dark moments.
      I wish you the best of luck.👑

  • @saturn9944
    @saturn9944 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I wont let it happen to me.. i’ll fight until my last breath, stay strong y’ll💗💪🏼

  • @ifruitygirlgt6581
    @ifruitygirlgt6581 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I am so tired to live.It just hurts so much.I am trying to fight against depression.But I am losing.Everyone left me alone.

    • @tigrev363
      @tigrev363 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It is like a blade slowly piercing trough my heart, i don`t see the point of doing anything, im tired of eating, watching, reading, playing, even typing.... im tired of everything, but when i see someone like you, it just saddens me so much that i cant do nothing, because i can feel your pain, i can feel your tears running down my face ... i hope you are ok

  • @chadmassey9730
    @chadmassey9730 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Be blessed, I’m divorced, have a brain tumor, and I’m struggling with life. Try not to give up. It’s a heartbreaking emotional roller coaster. There is something better out there.

  • @raenipawline_6267
    @raenipawline_6267 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Im really tired, i just wanna sleep forever :)

  • @lacyanstradia5341
    @lacyanstradia5341 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Its 4 am in the morning and i am in bed crying
    Of how useless i am

    • @himanshu2k241
      @himanshu2k241 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Abigail Watt 😭i can't even explain,how much i hate this world (me),,,i just wanna go ASAP 😥

  • @sr0716
    @sr0716 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Lots people get addicted to certain kind of sadness, DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU

  • @thomasfuson2306
    @thomasfuson2306 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I understand. Never have i heard someone put voice to my thoughts so clearly.

  • @brittneybrown9916
    @brittneybrown9916 7 ปีที่แล้ว +108

    i am tired of living but i have to stay strong for my friends😞😭

    • @rileybeyer7158
      @rileybeyer7158 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Brittney Brown same for me i have a very bad past and i have so much depresion in my life that i cant even count i dont harm myself the closest thing i do of harm is snaping a rubber band on my wrist untill it bleeds and i enjoy it but im here for the people who need me they need me and i dont care if i feel like im worthless or should go in a hole and never come back because im here for them they deserve the happiness that i don't diserve or will never have

    • @brittneybrown9916
      @brittneybrown9916 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Riley Beyer im sorry if u need me u can add me on instagram its brittney_nichole_brown_ or u can add me on snao chat witch is brittneybrown20

    • @CelineWehbe1
      @CelineWehbe1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Brittney Brown you shouldn't be strong for your friends...you should be strong for YOURSELF !

    • @janetwambui5553
      @janetwambui5553 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Brittney Brown Same , I feel you

    • @timothyandrews246
      @timothyandrews246 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Brittney Brown at least you have friends,and you can at least act strong 4 ur friends,I had the worst panic attack the other day and everyone laughed at me,I felt so shit,I just wanna die but I can't,I have nothing left to live 4

  • @wolfiefrost1444
    @wolfiefrost1444 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Am tired of everything, tired of living a meaningless life. I feel like am worthless, non-existent. Am sick of all the fake people around me. I neither wanna die nor live anymore. I feel sick with my own skin, myself. Am all alone again. Turns out all promises were fake. I don't feel anything anymore; I became a robot, no feelings no nothing. The only question I ask myself over and over again is "Why!?" and all I hear is the echo of my own voice. Sometimes I wanna cry so badly but tears are unable to come out. My mind is the most dangerous organ, it scares me most of the time.

  • @philippwalder4328
    @philippwalder4328 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Fights we have with our own are the most brutal. One side has the power to kill itself while the other side is able to make the other side kill itself.

  • @LubjeSpanish
    @LubjeSpanish 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    After 21 years married now alone for 1 year...it feels like prisson captured and hold down to this place. The only thing what keeps me going are my children. Always cared for them now i only see them once every 2 weeks. Im so fucking tired. Hold down here for the care of my children and must go on.... for all of you with the same feelings....i hope sone things will change .

  • @kmzai24
    @kmzai24 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When I was teenager I keep saying I want to grow up fast so I can do anything I want. I can be free. But now that I'm adult. This world just ruined all my childhood fantasy and turned into a nightmare. Everyday I keep fighting all different kind of me inside my head. I've been in the battle but no one knew. But I'm so tired now. I'm so tired . and Im sorry. I tried my best to beat them but I just my wasn't good enough to make me live in a normal life.

  • @vannesiathen3036
    @vannesiathen3036 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    im so sick of being alive tbh

  • @thunderinghooves9561
    @thunderinghooves9561 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Wow... this is so moving

  • @andreymarchen5307
    @andreymarchen5307 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    tired of everything

  • @myamonkey4424
    @myamonkey4424 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Sometimes I wonder, would anybody care if I was gone?

  • @tufalufa4562
    @tufalufa4562 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i use video games as an escape from the real world it helps me keep my mind off it for a couple hours

    • @acesix5354
      @acesix5354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I wish... I can’t even get out of bed anymore because I’m really tired... I can’t even sleep when I want to anymore...

  • @deadwire5150
    @deadwire5150 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Cheer up and stay strong my people I can feel the pain as well but it’s part of the process, we must realize that we aren’t in control of everything and we all have a purpose for being here.

  • @starryeyed_orion
    @starryeyed_orion 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    One moment it felt like I've managed to escaped the endless cycle of guilt and despair, you know. Laughing with friends, affections from loved ones and all. But then, there I was, again, stucked in the same loop over and over again to the point where I don't care anymore. To the point where I just want it all to end. Nevertheless here I am, alive and kicking, living the same pathetic life all over again each day everyday.

  • @inanyuniversekc
    @inanyuniversekc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This hits really hard. This is exactly what goes through my mind. Breaking down at night trying as hard as I can to not be heard. Everyday it gets harder, I just want this to end.

    • @a9olkk601
      @a9olkk601 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Life is hard , just keep going my friend and try to enjoy it .. do what you love

  • @sunitakumari4665
    @sunitakumari4665 ปีที่แล้ว

    Everyone need to outgrow from the situation like this. We can't run away from our responsibilities. Feeling EMPTY is a state of mind. If you feel empty then, you are empty. Look around yourself, many people don't have access to many things, which you have. Don't become dead. Just remember we don't get what we want. We make ourselves tough enough, eligible enough to fetch the thing.
    Being Emotionally Empty means, you are too sensitive to accept the situation you are in, and you have plenty of time to think over that topic over and over again.
    I might sound very rude and heartless but that's how life treats ; to have a reality check ✔ is very essential in life.
    Time is precious.
    Rule your mind.

  • @tiffnathasingh6153
    @tiffnathasingh6153 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    yeah think the whole world feels like this hunny o love u

  • @livmarie1265
    @livmarie1265 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love love love it!!!

  • @yeontanseyebrows5588
    @yeontanseyebrows5588 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Tbh I just really wanna sleep :')

  • @ricohegelund2789
    @ricohegelund2789 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    feelt like this as a kid , now 40 years later and nothing have changed ...

  • @pabloalvaradoberrios6139
    @pabloalvaradoberrios6139 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This video is all i have to say. Awesone music! Thanks for sharing! :)

  • @coffeejelly1424
    @coffeejelly1424 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    every day i wake up and tell myself to smile for everyone and not let them see you. the real me. the one that hates herself and wants it all to end. and it’s been working. no one knows me.

    • @bko5489
      @bko5489 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/jbr9qVtHqh4/w-d-xo.html
      Hope this song helps

  • @alexandrarusu8515
    @alexandrarusu8515 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your voice . It's strange , I know but your voice is something special for me

  • @vidmaster011
    @vidmaster011 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I want to leave the world. But people tell you to stop. Why? Family? Friends? But when you do die you'll have to deal with God...you ask why did you choose me for this anyway? It's like existing in itself is an issue because you end up disappointing and pissing people off just by being. Give me my own little corner of the universe or multiverse or whatever to let me be who I want to be and I'll be happy. Cause this, it ain't real for me.

    • @shannonhawk8890
      @shannonhawk8890 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      vidmaster011 this is well said

    • @lisac.4094
      @lisac.4094 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      shannon hawk I also agree. I don't understand why suicide is a sin! That makes me so angry! I strongly feel like people shld have a choice. It's ur life. Some r cut out for it & some aren't & that as SHOULD B ok!!!!!

    • @t33j93
      @t33j93 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      vidmaster011 hardest battles are only given to the strongest soldiers..

  • @Haloushhh_06
    @Haloushhh_06 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im always crying my eyes out. I have no one i could trust anymore, i feel like i dont belong here..ive been bullied ive experienced all types of pain. No one cares, not even my parents, not even my siblings, not my friends, no one, im lonely and its heartbreaking me more everyday until i put my life to an end..im sorry for existing

    • @vorttevorvor4775
      @vorttevorvor4775 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't say sorry for being you. Theres nthing wrong with you.. at all!! You're valuable. You matter. Don't think so bad about yourself. I know its hard. You belong.. trust me, you matter❤❤

  • @fatinaqilah7753
    @fatinaqilah7753 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im so tired but i need to keep following what my mom want..she want me to have a good job but..I m so tired with friends who keep making me felt more anxiety...

  • @themakester3748
    @themakester3748 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I fucking hate life! It sucks.

  • @fatimasalame7819
    @fatimasalame7819 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Drowning. Drowning into a sea of tears, emotions and pain. waves of memories, the water flow drags me deeper down. Except, there's a twist. Everyone around me is breathing. That's where i realised i don't belong here.

  • @chestnut6252
    @chestnut6252 7 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Who that's so emotionnal !

    • @chestnut6252
      @chestnut6252 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      whoua*
      sorry x)

    • @freeaudio775
      @freeaudio775  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      :)

    • @livmarie1265
      @livmarie1265 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Woah* lol sorry I can't stand spelling errors😂

    • @chestnut6252
      @chestnut6252 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I apologies x)
      I'm not english, I take note for next time ;p

    • @freeaudio775
      @freeaudio775  7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Lol on one of my videos it says "woh" instead of "woah"

  • @minttumantyjarvi
    @minttumantyjarvi 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    i started to cry when i heard this cause these words are exactly what i feel

  • @dinnaadhila6720
    @dinnaadhila6720 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks man for your audio..

  • @briecordell3951
    @briecordell3951 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Starting 2021 right. Nothing like crying yourself to sleep on new year’s

  • @miss_introvert1311
    @miss_introvert1311 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't know why I searched up things like this when I'm perfectly fine and happy. Maybe there's a little part of me saying you're not ok, you're not going to make it through the day. But I'm the happiest I've ever been. I feel good about myself, and I haven't felt this confident in a long time. I wonder...

  • @differentvoices6241
    @differentvoices6241 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm to tired of life😔enough tired and alone

  • @Walkd3k
    @Walkd3k 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This speaks to me

  • @abdulmuneeb1233
    @abdulmuneeb1233 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    THATS SO PEACE

  • @fennejill
    @fennejill 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i hate all my 'friends'they say they are my friends but they are never there when i need them... and i'm always there for them when they need me... i'm sick of being treated like shit

  • @chloelinton580
    @chloelinton580 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m glad that we can all open up in the comment but I could never in real life

  • @nadiakumalasari9204
    @nadiakumalasari9204 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm tired of everything.

  • @veronicaaurell1506
    @veronicaaurell1506 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im really tired of pretending to be happy, my friends "just here when they need me" and "when they didn't need me, they just go away like never knowing that i need them to" im tired of that hope someday, someone will make me feel better

  • @AleMaia
    @AleMaia 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so exhausted.
    My family is a mess, my father is abusive and my mother is depressed. They control every aspect of my life.
    I try my best, but nothing seems to work: I’m on diet, I exercise...and my weight didn’t changed in a month. I hate myself because I know that my body could be so much better, but I’ve ruined it.
    I can’t pass the exams even if I study, I have no friend...ppl get bored around me.
    They just don’t like me.
    My bf takes me for granted. I think he’s starting not to love me anymore. And I’m trying so hard to be a better person, I try my best to make him happy.
    Nothing works. I destroy things.
    I turn gold into shit. No matter how hard I try no matter how effort I put into it, I’m just not enough.
    And I’m so sick. Life is becoming overwhelming.
    When you force yourself to be positive and productive, when you try to be more rational and do something to change the things you don’t like, but still nothing goes right, you just start hating your own existence.
    They tell you to be strong and to never give up, but when you and everything you try to build keeps falling, well...death starts to sound one of the best options.
    I used to hope in better days but now I’m realizing that there’s not an happy ending.
    It’s only getting worse and worse.
    When things seems to go right, suddenly everything falls apart, again.
    I’m so sick of my life and at this point, I don’t even care about keep trying.

    • @LolSnimci
      @LolSnimci 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey lady i suggest you to start watching Aaron Doughty,it helped me so much,also Dr Dispensa does miracles

  • @lxburress
    @lxburress 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You just got to learn who you are and who you want to be who the people that love you knows what's inside of you you're not gone just hiding the sooner we realize that sooner we get to crash who we really are

  • @jav4346
    @jav4346 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Does anyone else feel painfully numb and overwhelmingly sad at things that are supposed to be happy? Like when I see someone living my dream life, instead of being inspired or happy, it hurts so much that I have to hide it from myself. My chest feels heavy and I physically can’t find the power to do anything. I feel so totally hopeless and dark. Like I’ll never make it there. Like there is no one to listen

    • @judyandrade1927
      @judyandrade1927 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I do. Hopefully you'll make it there. You can add me on snapchat. I'll listen to you. Snap:Judya20065

    • @JC-uw7xg
      @JC-uw7xg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know things might get really tough sometimes, but you have to hold on and keep fighting for what you want no matter how long it takes.

  • @jeremymedina1000
    @jeremymedina1000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I find myself feeling like this more and more everyday

  • @vildemarkussen2420
    @vildemarkussen2420 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm gonna use this ima credit you

  • @brisvanijimenez6398
    @brisvanijimenez6398 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    😊❤I thought i was weird for looking this up

  • @maddytucker6131
    @maddytucker6131 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing!!!!!