Lost my lil bro 2yrs ago from oding he was 17, I was 19 at the time, I’m 21 now, I still feel suicidal at times and it’s rlly tough losing a brother someone whom u were close too. I play this song every time I get high and reminiscing the good old days we’ve had together. I believe in god, that’s why I can’t fucking do it man
“I been askin questions, where the love? And they don’t give me answers just a check” after my brother past, I realized nobody even checked up on me. Nun of my frens but my gramma
Just wanna share this with yall. This song SAVED my life. The night i found this song I was actively making a plan for suicide that I planned to put in action the next day. Then i found this song. The beat itself got me so mellowed out i was hooked. Then came the lyrics, which really got me to think, damn im not the only one. When I first heard this slowed reverb version I cried HARD. It reminded me how far Id come since askimg for help with depression and I was able to get therapy, switch schools and avoid all the bullying at my previous one, and I made several lifelong friends at my new school and overall am a much better person.
2 days ago I planned my suicide, all that was left was for me to convince myself or grow the pair of balls to do it... I don't know how Iam still alive rn. Iam in such a trance state rn. Idk what to do.
Isaiah Rashad is the heaviest sleeper I know. Nobody knows his shit. When I played some of my friends "4 da squad" they fell in love instantly but idk if they ever went further
Isiaih rashad is the first thing I hear every morning. Heavenly father has been my alarm for years. And its perfect. this song helps me get outta bed and activly want to fix everything
Yeah Now, everybody tellin' me a lie Lordy, give me somethin' for my soul See, I don't wanna think of suicide So please don't take the lock key off my door See, I've been tired of fuckin' all these girls And I've been tired of spendin' all my dough And if I give my story to the world I wonder if they'd book me for a show See you can't handle pressure on your own So why you carry boulder by yourself? The story’s storyteller tell it wrong And glorify the horror and the wealth My mama call me, tell me coming home And I just need some guidance in my steps I know I'm not the only one alone I know I'm not the only one that felt [Chorus: SZA] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? [Verse 2: Isaiah Rashad] Look Now, I'm prayin' that I make it 25 They be callin' doctor for my health And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs 'Cause I been havin' problems with myself And I been askin' questions, where the love? And they don't give me answers, just a check And they don't know my issues as a child 'Cause I was busy cuttin' on myself And hangin' from the playground wasn't wrong Until you got a rope around your neck And I been losin' more than just my mind Gatherin' what's left of self-respect And Daddy, why you call me while you're drunk? And why you never love me when I need it? And I don't wanna be like you no more And I been tryna cope, I'm getting weeded [Chorus: SZA] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? [Verse 3: Isaiah Rashad] Here, look, ayy I smoke too much: the problems of a 20-somethin' I drink too often, there's liquor pourin' from the faucet You would assume from following the tunes That I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum These bitches ain't shit, and pussy is my greatest vice I love smokin' weed, I hate advice I know some niggas that talk good, the wise men From a long line of bitch-made and brides-men You never had nuttin' but fuckin' dreams You just caught up in the hype, the fashion and so it seems The limelight, I know that I rhyme tight No need for your two cents and burnin' your blueprints These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about Just need a moment of silence, just close your fuckin' mouth Infatuated with violence, gun in my fuckin' mouth So you don't know that I'm serious, know what I'm talkin' 'bout? [Outro: Isaiah Rashad] Like you got punchlines for days So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged And you got punch lines for days So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented By niggas that claim trill and they souls was never in it, like And I'm so misrepresented By niggas that claim trill, they souls was never in it, like...
Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie Lordie, give me something for my soul See I don't wanna think of suicide So please don't take the lock key off my door See I been tired of fucking all these girls And I been tired of spending all my dough And if I give my story to the world I wonder if they'd book me for a show See you can't handle pressure on your own So why you carry boulders by yourself The story stole, they tell it till it wrong And glorify the horror and the wealth And mama call me tell me coming home And I just need some guidance in my steps I know i'm not the only one alone I know i'm not the only one who felt Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25 They be calling doctors for my health And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs Because I been having problems with myself And I been asking questions, where the love? And they don't give me answers just a check And they don't know my issues as a child Because I was busy cutting on myself And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong Until you got a rope up on your neck And I been losing more than just my mind Gathering whats left of self-respect And daddy why you call me while you drunk? And why you never love me when I need it And I don't wanna be like you no more And I been tryna cope I'm getting weeded Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Yeah, ay I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet You would assume by following the tunes That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice I love smoking weed, I hate advice I know some niggas that talk good The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen You never had nothing but fucking dreams You just caught up in the hype The fashion and so it seems, the limelight I know that I rhyme tight No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout Like you got punchlines for days So generic your flow You're too cold, you're aged And you got punch lines for days So generic your flow You're too cold, you're aged Yeah, And i'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill And they souls was never in it, like yeah And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill They souls was never in it like
He's closer than you think
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Religion is a disease
Amen
Thank you
You're the only channel doing this for Isaiah Rashad. Please keep this up
Lost my lil bro 2yrs ago from oding he was 17, I was 19 at the time, I’m 21 now, I still feel suicidal at times and it’s rlly tough losing a brother someone whom u were close too. I play this song every time I get high and reminiscing the good old days we’ve had together. I believe in god, that’s why I can’t fucking do it man
This song really helps, Issa gem 💎 💎
“I been askin questions, where the love? And they don’t give me answers just a check” after my brother past, I realized nobody even checked up on me. Nun of my frens but my gramma
Just wanna share this with yall. This song SAVED my life. The night i found this song I was actively making a plan for suicide that I planned to put in action the next day. Then i found this song. The beat itself got me so mellowed out i was hooked. Then came the lyrics, which really got me to think, damn im not the only one. When I first heard this slowed reverb version I cried HARD. It reminded me how far Id come since askimg for help with depression and I was able to get therapy, switch schools and avoid all the bullying at my previous one, and I made several lifelong friends at my new school and overall am a much better person.
Keep moving forward bro 🥲
That sounds great. Keep moving forward!
Hope you’re still doing alright bro. Have a similar story myself, this song is beautiful.
2 days ago I planned my suicide, all that was left was for me to convince myself or grow the pair of balls to do it... I don't know how Iam still alive rn. Iam in such a trance state rn. Idk what to do.
@@sadstoic You're still alive because your time hasn't come yet.
Isaiah Rashad is the heaviest sleeper I know. Nobody knows his shit. When I played some of my friends "4 da squad" they fell in love instantly but idk if they ever went further
I just pray that anyone dealing with depression/suicide finds some kind of peace
1:20 the part we all came for
Jack Moore I’LL HAVE U KNOW I CAME FOR THE WHOLE SONNG😂😂😂😂 nah but that part hits way different slowed frfr
@@Itsjustx._ same lmao
Isiaih rashad is the first thing I hear every morning. Heavenly father has been my alarm for years. And its perfect. this song helps me get outta bed and activly want to fix everything
Everybody telling me a lie 🔥
Gah damn that first lyric hit smooth af
this gif is perfect. i've been bumping since 2015 and you just made me love the song more, thank u :(
i am so happy that this exists - so beautiful
Congrats everybody, you have good taste in music.
This songs always makes sleepless better , I’m glad I’m not the only one ☝️ love you guys all
I'm glad to see you Bro
i wanna play this for the whole world
This shit makes me cry as much as the original every-time I bump bruh I feel it in my soul
Yeah
Now, everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordy, give me somethin' for my soul
See, I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lock key off my door
See, I've been tired of fuckin' all these girls
And I've been tired of spendin' all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulder by yourself?
The story’s storyteller tell it wrong
And glorify the horror and the wealth
My mama call me, tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know I'm not the only one alone
I know I'm not the only one that felt
[Chorus: SZA]
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
[Verse 2: Isaiah Rashad]
Look
Now, I'm prayin' that I make it 25
They be callin' doctor for my health
And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
'Cause I been havin' problems with myself
And I been askin' questions, where the love?
And they don't give me answers, just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
'Cause I was busy cuttin' on myself
And hangin' from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope around your neck
And I been losin' more than just my mind
Gatherin' what's left of self-respect
And Daddy, why you call me while you're drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it?
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope, I'm getting weeded
[Chorus: SZA]
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
Heavenly Father, why are you so far away?
[Verse 3: Isaiah Rashad]
Here, look, ayy
I smoke too much: the problems of a 20-somethin'
I drink too often, there's liquor pourin' from the faucet
You would assume from following the tunes
That I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit, and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smokin' weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good, the wise men
From a long line of bitch-made and brides-men
You never had nuttin' but fuckin' dreams
You just caught up in the hype, the fashion and so it seems
The limelight, I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your two cents and burnin' your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fuckin' mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fuckin' mouth
So you don't know that I'm serious, know what I'm talkin' 'bout?
[Outro: Isaiah Rashad]
Like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged
Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented
By niggas that claim trill and they souls was never in it, like
And I'm so misrepresented
By niggas that claim trill, they souls was never in it, like...
Thanks for this ❤️
thank you
Hard hitta
💙💙💙
He knows the bible too.
Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie
Lordie, give me something for my soul
See I don't wanna think of suicide
So please don't take the lock key off my door
See I been tired of fucking all these girls
And I been tired of spending all my dough
And if I give my story to the world
I wonder if they'd book me for a show
See you can't handle pressure on your own
So why you carry boulders by yourself
The story stole, they tell it till it wrong
And glorify the horror and the wealth
And mama call me tell me coming home
And I just need some guidance in my steps
I know i'm not the only one alone
I know i'm not the only one who felt
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25
They be calling doctors for my health
And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs
Because I been having problems with myself
And I been asking questions, where the love?
And they don't give me answers just a check
And they don't know my issues as a child
Because I was busy cutting on myself
And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong
Until you got a rope up on your neck
And I been losing more than just my mind
Gathering whats left of self-respect
And daddy why you call me while you drunk?
And why you never love me when I need it
And I don't wanna be like you no more
And I been tryna cope I'm getting weeded
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Heavenly father why are you so far away
Yeah, ay
I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something
I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet
You would assume by following the tunes
That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice
I love smoking weed, I hate advice
I know some niggas that talk good
The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen
You never had nothing but fucking dreams
You just caught up in the hype
The fashion and so it seems, the limelight
I know that I rhyme tight
No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth
So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout
Like you got punchlines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
And you got punch lines for days
So generic your flow
You're too cold, you're aged
Yeah, And i'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
And they souls was never in it, like yeah
And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill
They souls was never in it like
this cartoon is about Jesus and two people watching
What’s the name of the cartoon ?
Pain
Mainly made this for 5 years back
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aumin
🤎🤎🤎
Jesus Christ forgot about dream everything that was suicide for us 😇💘
2026
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