I'm staring at the ceiling, feeling so numb Thoughts of ending it all, feeling so dumb The weight of the world, crushing my soul Suicidal thoughts, taking control I try to fight it, but it's hard to resist The pain inside me, I can't dismiss I'm drowning in darkness, can't find my way out Suicide seems like the only route Suicidal thoughts, creeping in my mind I'm running out of reasons to stay alive The demons inside, they won't let me be Suicide seems like the only key I reach for the bottle, try to numb the pain But it only makes me feel more insane I'm trapped in this cycle, can't break free Suicidal thoughts, haunting me I look in the mirror, don't recognize myself The person I once was, lost in this hell I cry out for help, but no one hears Suicide whispers in my ears I know I'm not alone, others feel this too But it's hard to see past the darkness, the blue I pray for strength, to fight this fight To push through the pain, to see the light Suicidal thoughts, creeping in my mind I'm running out of reasons to stay alive The demons inside, they won't let me be But I won't let suicide take meL
0:40 Look Said ion fit in with this generation, They either looking for handouts or they be steady waiting, I’m tryna go and get a bag and Ian ever patient. Ima flip up like every house before I get to waiting. They tryna say that I’m trash, that I can’t really rap. But Ian worried bout words im tryna get pass. They be living for the media that’s how they get trapped. And by the time they get out, ima already hit a lap. I been doin this since a kid so what you really mean. I rap the truth and ion cap or blow off any steam. So what I say up in my songs is what I really mean. Don’t hit me up about no quote I’m saying everything. I had to cut some people off cause they ain’t serving my life. I already been through it alone, Ian roughing it twice. Certain people I do for, wouldn’t do for me in the life. But see Ian ever tripping I’m just rolling the dice. You walk through puddles, but see I be making puddles of tears. Lost myself as a kid and I’m still finding the years. Ima take it on the chin because I’m finding myself. I refuse to say I’m good, cause I’d be lying to myself Ian perfect I did good but see I also did bad. I got attached. It went left and soon after I crashed. But I started driving straight. Had to narrow my path. Had to show em in my lane you gone get right or just crash Used to be the sweetest girl but now I’m so full of hate, Can you relate to the plate I be dishing away, Hate the way that in my heart, I be feeling so cold, Ian wanna feel this way, Atleast until I get old.
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I'm staring at the ceiling, feeling so numb
Thoughts of ending it all, feeling so dumb
The weight of the world, crushing my soul
Suicidal thoughts, taking control
I try to fight it, but it's hard to resist
The pain inside me, I can't dismiss
I'm drowning in darkness, can't find my way out
Suicide seems like the only route
Suicidal thoughts, creeping in my mind
I'm running out of reasons to stay alive
The demons inside, they won't let me be
Suicide seems like the only key
I reach for the bottle, try to numb the pain
But it only makes me feel more insane
I'm trapped in this cycle, can't break free
Suicidal thoughts, haunting me
I look in the mirror, don't recognize myself
The person I once was, lost in this hell
I cry out for help, but no one hears
Suicide whispers in my ears
I know I'm not alone, others feel this too
But it's hard to see past the darkness, the blue
I pray for strength, to fight this fight
To push through the pain, to see the light
Suicidal thoughts, creeping in my mind
I'm running out of reasons to stay alive
The demons inside, they won't let me be
But I won't let suicide take meL
Stay safe 🙏
0:40
Look
Said ion fit in with this generation,
They either looking for handouts or they be steady waiting,
I’m tryna go and get a bag and Ian ever patient.
Ima flip up like every house before I get to waiting.
They tryna say that I’m trash, that I can’t really rap.
But Ian worried bout words im tryna get pass.
They be living for the media that’s how they get trapped.
And by the time they get out, ima already hit a lap.
I been doin this since a kid so what you really mean.
I rap the truth and ion cap or blow off any steam.
So what I say up in my songs is what I really mean.
Don’t hit me up about no quote I’m saying everything.
I had to cut some people off cause they ain’t serving my life.
I already been through it alone, Ian roughing it twice.
Certain people I do for, wouldn’t do for me in the life.
But see Ian ever tripping I’m just rolling the dice.
You walk through puddles, but see I be making puddles of tears.
Lost myself as a kid and I’m still finding the years.
Ima take it on the chin because I’m finding myself.
I refuse to say I’m good, cause I’d be lying to myself
Ian perfect I did good but see I also did bad.
I got attached.
It went left and soon after I crashed.
But I started driving straight.
Had to narrow my path.
Had to show em in my lane you gone get right or just crash
Used to be the sweetest girl but now I’m so full of hate,
Can you relate to the plate I be dishing away,
Hate the way that in my heart,
I be feeling so cold,
Ian wanna feel this way,
Atleast until I get old.
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