*SOLD* J Hus x Big Tobz Real Rap Type Beat | "Essence Of Pain" | (Prod. By Yoni)

[@ay_beats]

Love the guitar sound floating in the background

[@rj_8088]

Lately I've been feeling depressed
Way too stressed
But I've got a roof on my head
So I'm blessed
But on the inside I'm hurting
My bro's in jail for what we call working
He's jus praying that he buss like a virgin
Until then he's on the wing like sterling
We ain't never waved no wands like Merlin
But we were selling rocks on the block and it was cops we were curvin
I didn't run the drugs so I could have nice stuff
Tried to pay the rent so I could show my love
I'd be lying if I said that my mum was the greatest
She slept all day and didn't work no late shift
She was consumed by the drugs yeah my mummy was a fene
To live a normal childhood man I couldn't even dream
But i Couldn't show my pain I had to stay strong for my sister
Taught myself to be a man cos my dad weren't in the picture
By 14 I was kicked out of school
Bunning crow with the older cos I thought it was cool
But them man were jus dick heads it weren't love there tryna show me
When I went into care we drifted apart slowly
And then one day they messaged me saying it's on in the streets
But like m huncho man I don't do beef
Cos it's a broke man's sport an everybody knows that
I'm jus on my grind tryna get stinking rich like mostack

[@ay_beats]

Very smooth

[@ShelnBeats]

Really fw this 🔥

[@dqondatbeat5004]

💥💥

[@DilzTV]

its like why did i lose you
why cant you tell me the truth boo
why do i feel like im in too deep
no sleep
and i never even knew you

[@YunaWYD]

Can I use this beat for frr

[@Yoniprod]

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