American Pleasure Club’s (formerly known as Teen Suicide) new album ‘A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This’ is out 2/16, listen to “this is heaven & id die for it” right here: th-cam.com/video/MtHifoG2kgM/w-d-xo.html
The last thing my daughter posted on her Instagram before she took her own life was "Meet me on the moon". That was 2 and a half years ago but I will never unsee what I saw when I walked in and found her gone. The image is seared into my brain and I see it vividly any time my eyes close. She had no idea the hole that she would leave in our lives. If only I had known how much pain she was in, but she never told me. I beg you, if you're hurting PLEASE tell someone. You're worth being here, more than you can possibly imagine.
@@marcelalatorre7256 "Woah your depression is the size of the sun?" "No actually, the light you're seeing is actually smothering the sun's. It's far bigger." "Wow extra depressing." "Thanks that doesn't help."
he sun is hidden behind the clouds the sun goes down i see it fall i write your name at the grocery store i want to see what it's like to be you i'm lying down it's raining now when things are gone you can't have them back i close my eyes it's late at night i hope i won't have that dream again
@@hamburger7243also he’s got an album out as starry cat which is very good. also a couple albums out with a band called Julia Brown, some of which very seriously rival the teen suicide stuff
this song reminds me of a certain time in my life. i miss the poeple since then, i miss me since then. I actually bought some afterhsave i used to wear back then and it really hit me hard. i miss being younger
I have a deep connection to this song, I remember listening to it late at night while looking at the moon. Just starting and getting lost in my thoughts, it was such a nice and peaceful experience. This song perfectly complements the feeling of the moon looking back at you.
words can’t describe how this song makes me feel. when the instrumental break comes in i’m just encompassed by overwhelming emotions that hurt my soul.
This song actually made me cry. The feeling and vibe that I get from this. It just reminds me of a friend that recently lost to suicide. I try my best not to think about it, but it’s so fucking hard. I could’ve done something...Anything that could’ve helped her. But I was too late to think she was going through anything. I hate myself for not doing anything to help. It just makes me so fucking sick knowing I could’ve done anything to help, but I was too stupid to notice anything...I really hope you Rest In Peace Natali...I will make sure your memory and story lives on. I love you. And suicide isn’t an option. It’s a bad decision to a temporary problem. If you notice any change in behavior in any of your loved one, via drug use, isolation, talking about killing themselves, etc., please don’t hesitate to talk to them, talk to a trusted adult, or have them call the suicide hotline. Everyone will have a dark era in their life, just know that you’ll get out of it. There are people who care for you and love you dearly. You’ll get through this, I believe in everyone who is struggling with suicidal tendencies, depression, or any mental illnesses. Just know it’ll get better, love
“committing suicide doesn’t take the pain away ... It passes it someone else” I would always think of this quote when I was in depression. I hope you are still here and feeling better . I hope things changed
do not think remotely about that, you will only trivialize suicide, you will belittle it. You have every reason to live. The real you will prosper if you put in the work. Goodluck
I found teen suicide during a dark point in my life and then i found XXXTENTACION during a darker point. I shouldn’t have made it past 2016, but both artists music helped me atleast calm down with my emotions. Edit: i'm doing a lot better in life now, thank you everyone :)
@@addivt9073 I am doing really good actually. Looking back, those really were dark times, but they definitely had to happen to get me to where i am today, so in the end i'm grateful. I really appreciate that you asked.
This song reminds me of 3 years ago my freshman year I used to listen to x and after my ex broke up with me I was depressed for 6 months and this was my song. Brings back so many memories. 3 years later I’ve been surfing everyday and love life having so much fun, not a lot of friends anymore or girlfriend but I’m having so much fun doing what I love with people who love surfing too. Surfing has changed my life. I hope anyone reading this in a bad situation knows life will get better
Honestly, I'm just tired of reaching out to people and them always trying to cheer me up. Just let me in my feelings. Be sad with me. Feel what I feel and just be there with me…
Yeah also people telling you "you should do this and that", I just don't wanna, whatever I do I will never fill the void inside me, I guess suicide is the last option
Yall talk about suicide but are probably 14 years old and sad cuz your friend ignored ya message. Yall don't know what real suffering is. What people in 3rd world countries suffer from. Done here
TH-cam comments do hit differently. Reading through them makes me feel like there should be there. Somehow they add to the whole vibe. The weirdest think is whilst some sad song propagade my negative feelings, making me go into the same eerie emotional loop, some others have the unxpected effect of ''draining'' my bad juju. Leaving me with a sensation of relief, feeling spent. Almost, as if i'd had finally understood a concept, like a physics principal or a hard to grasp mathematical theorium.
I dont think these thoughts will ever go away as much as i work towards living a better life i miss my old self but whoever this new me thats peaking threw has something to offer i just wanna be my self again
I came back after some years, my life has been better since that day when I was trying to end everything with this song in the back, it always turns better at the end, guys, you can, just believe in yourselves, and sorry if I have any grammar error I’m not even from an english speaking country but I wish you well
This song, as depressing as it is, actually brings back good memories for me. I heard this song for the first time in January 2022, when I was in a really dark place. The people who I thought were my friends turned out to be very toxic and manipulative people and were all leaving claiming I was the problematic one (though they intentionally faked their deaths to give me and my friend with severe anxiety a panic attack for their own entertainment, and that's just one of the many fucked up things they've done.) Being around them for so long was so mentally damaging for me and I was about ready to give up. At the time I was really into VRChat, because it was an escape from reality to me. I remember listening to this song one night before I got on, and it brought me comfort. Later on in the night I ended up meeting one of the best people I've ever met, and I'm still with him to this day. He's been with me through my healing process, he's helped me and I've helped him (because he also comes from a not so great past with his friends and other experiences too.) Things eventually did get better for me and I like to see this song as a starting point for things getting better. Although it was from a dark time in my life, it brought light into the dark tunnel I was in (quite literally too because the guy's username has "light" in it.) I'm so grateful I got to hear this song when I did. And I'm also grateful I got to meet such amazing people, like Light
ive been a fan of both teen suicide and xxx for about two years now but damn im just noticing he sampled it. he was so creative, both these artists are so uniquely amazing.♥️ long live jah.
I knew xxxtentacion was on this song, willie g sampled it from here, so i snooped around a little, and started listening too teen suicide, i started making music because of xxxtentacion, and now i might try something new because of teen suicide, much luv too both these artists, long live jahseh, aka XXXTENTACION
im glad i didnt commit 3 years ago. although i do still think of it many times; id like to try again in life. the only thing from stopping me is music. it’s the only thing here for me. i have no one but music.
I listened to this song as my plane was going down the lane, preparing for take off. My memories of the time I got to spend with my boyfriend replaying in my mind. As the song came to a gentle close, we touched the sky. I knew I’d cry. But this was a different kind of remorse. Thank you.
I really do love this song it’s so beautifully nostalgic yet dark. Has anyone got any decent teen suicide recommendations? Would love to hear some other songs by them
01/11/2024 listening to this for the first time, if i comeback to this song it means i'm depressed or i have something in my mind that i don't want anyone to hear because i don't wanna make people around me feeling the way i feel. If i didn't comeback, either i'm already making progress or i'm just dissapeard:)
@@sevay he's saying it bc x had a song called I don't wanna do this anymore. This song was sampled in a song by x called teeth. He wasn't saying he's suicidal
"Я ненавижу в себе всё, и в ненависти утопаю. А ты прекрасна словно сон, в который я попал случайно" "Вернуться в прошлое нельзя, но помнить буду постоянно..."
I would listen to this song for hours listening to this song on repeat looking out my window thinking what if… I was gone school sucks I’m always afraid, home sucks, even my own friends left me for a guy who hurt me the most nobody truly knows how I feel or how to be with me I’m sorry for everyone if you have a similar situation or a completely different one if your listening to this song and just completely down just know someone is always willing to help :)
its the fall after graduating my senior year. unusual feelings are afoot. used to listen to this album a whole lot when i was 13. i close my eyes. its late at night. i hope i wont have that dream again.
My dog that I have had since 1st grade is going to get put down tomorrow, I feel so numb and empty, nothing feels real. I shouldn’t be listening to this kind of music and make myself even more depressed, but i just cant help it. I’m so tired
Essa música é bela, é Maravilhosa , perfeita, extraordinária é tudo! Pq esses cara não têm tantas visualizações? Pq não são reconhecidos.... mano do céu que negócio intrigante!!!
I was always afraid to show and speak about my pain to my mom. Anytime she asked even the smallest concern, i shouted and said IM FINE MOM LEAVE ME ALONE, this went on for 8 years, she passed away 2 years ago. Right before she passed away, she looked at me said that my pain isnt my fault. I broke down crying. I am thankful i didnt choose to take my life. Now my mother gets to watch over me and see all the pain i was hiding and afraid to show. For anyone please going through something please talk to someone. Im begging you taking your life is not worth it. You put all your pain into so many others. Leaving this world is selfish, how could you? I say surving through everything is true power. Love you guys 💗 no matter who or what you are or what you've done, please talk to someone because trust me you matter all the way to the moon baby. 🌙
i dont think i have anything left to live for i havent been in a relationship in over two years, i have no bestfriends, i have three friends who occasionally contact me(ive tried organising plans and talking to them in the past, i found it best to just leave it now until they wanna talk) i dont go to school anymore, i have had a single job three years ago that left a bitter feeling abt working for other people and a sort of fear about it, and i cant find any motivation to even brush my teeth let alone get a job anymore.. i cant even go out the house on my own because im terrified of absolutely nothing. i have terrible anxiety about everything. it feels like any sorta strengths or talents i used to have have completely diminished and anything i used to like is so tiring. sometimes i feel like im in a video game and none of this is real and the world around me is fake, its humiliating and depressing living like this and i cant find the strength to change the way i live. my dad knows about my insistent need to end it and he dosent care hes told me he has no time for people who dont wanna help themselves bc hes to busy and among other things hes said i just feel like that proves theres absolutely nothing for me here. its been so lonely for as long as i could remember and im not living like this anymore
American Pleasure Club’s (formerly known as Teen Suicide) new album ‘A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This’ is out 2/16, listen to “this is heaven & id die for it” right here: th-cam.com/video/MtHifoG2kgM/w-d-xo.html
aaaAAAHHHHH HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I will say, you did a great job 🙂👍
instaBlaster
@@-justapenguin-7874 p pop pppll pop pop pop pop
Mfs got 12.3k subs wanna talk shit on Jah😂 pos band
The last thing my daughter posted on her Instagram before she took her own life was "Meet me on the moon". That was 2 and a half years ago but I will never unsee what I saw when I walked in and found her gone. The image is seared into my brain and I see it vividly any time my eyes close. She had no idea the hole that she would leave in our lives. If only I had known how much pain she was in, but she never told me. I beg you, if you're hurting PLEASE tell someone. You're worth being here, more than you can possibly imagine.
i’m so sorry, thank you for sharing. this encouraged me to stay a little longer. it’s going to get better for you, i promise 💓
@@hope1649 thank you so much for being here and telling me that! 💕💕💕
Jeez I’m sorry you and ur daughter go through that 💔💔🤦♂️
@@erinsonmartinez9341 i’m so sorry omg :( here for u, you’re loved
They humiliate me whenever i try to open up...yes my parents do that
This feeds my anxiety & depression, but I can't leave this song session
same..
Sutcho bi....
Bars
Hey if you like this you should check out Teeth by xxxtentacion it's this piano best but with his great voice and lyrics
@@avazord5194 no thanks
friend: ‘bro is that the sun?’
me:
no, the moon
More like depperesion
@@marcelalatorre7256 ?
@@marcelalatorre7256
"Woah your depression is the size of the sun?"
"No actually, the light you're seeing is actually smothering the sun's. It's far bigger."
"Wow extra depressing."
"Thanks that doesn't help."
no way
The piano in this song is my favorite piano part ever. I don’t think any song will ever top this.
88 zeppz Patience by The Lumineers
👍
Claire de lune - Claude Debussy
a deep dive into beautiful sadness
Edward scissor hands vibes
Cornfield chase from interstellar is amazing too
this is the most beautiful song that I have ever heard
I so agree…
+Dead Snow I have too.
Listen to snuff by slipknot 😭
same🥺
same
The sound perfectly captures the feeling of emptiness.
Hope you are doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️
he sun is hidden
behind the clouds
the sun goes down
i see it fall
i write your name
at the grocery store
i want to see
what it's like to be you
i'm lying down
it's raining now
when things are gone
you can't have them back
i close my eyes
it's late at night
i hope i won't
have that dream again
It's at the description but thx
The sun, not he sun.
@@yessir1814 obviously it was a typo
@@venusxxp Seemingly wasn't so obvious to the OP since he hasn't fixed it after 4 years
fart
NO ONE WANTS TO BE SAD, DEPRESSED OR NOR CRY ALONE. AND JUST SAYING THAT BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES BECAUSE IVE ALWAYS BEEN ALONE DURING THESE TIMES.
Grammar Nazi shut up
Mr Flanders Such a prick literally no need to be negative on a comment section full of people with issues
hey man its gonna be okay
Please tell me your feeling fine a year later?! I've been through the same
What if I want to be sad?
can't believe teen suicide released these bops then just dipped four years after where tf r they
they go by american pleasure club now
@ConnorJem NO WAY, THATS THE SAME DUDE?
@@hamburger7243also he’s got an album out as starry cat which is very good. also a couple albums out with a band called Julia Brown, some of which very seriously rival the teen suicide stuff
Hope everyone doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️
Still making bops 💪🏽🫶🏽
1:28 is my fav part, makes me wanna sleep under the night sky
Welcome x fans, you have discovered the originators.
Daniel Thrasher wtf i didn’t even know it was skins until the piano came damn
Daniel Thrasher and i actually came from x’s old periscope talking about teen suicide - Salvia Path
I knew this song before x's
@@hudlae5906 where i can find that?
It’s sucks cuz teen suicide hates X
this song reminds me of a certain time in my life. i miss the poeple since then, i miss me since then. I actually bought some afterhsave i used to wear back then and it really hit me hard. i miss being younger
I have a deep connection to this song, I remember listening to it late at night while looking at the moon. Just starting and getting lost in my thoughts, it was such a nice and peaceful experience. This song perfectly complements the feeling of the moon looking back at you.
Wasent gonna make it past 2017 but x and teen suicide helped me a lot.
glad you’re still here
How are you doing these days?
It’s crazy how many emotions this melody gives to everyone
What a wonderful piece of music.
words can’t describe how this song makes me feel. when the instrumental break comes in i’m just encompassed by overwhelming emotions that hurt my soul.
This song still touches me after all these years
This song actually made me cry. The feeling and vibe that I get from this. It just reminds me of a friend that recently lost to suicide. I try my best not to think about it, but it’s so fucking hard. I could’ve done something...Anything that could’ve helped her. But I was too late to think she was going through anything. I hate myself for not doing anything to help. It just makes me so fucking sick knowing I could’ve done anything to help, but I was too stupid to notice anything...I really hope you Rest In Peace Natali...I will make sure your memory and story lives on. I love you.
And suicide isn’t an option. It’s a bad decision to a temporary problem. If you notice any change in behavior in any of your loved one, via drug use, isolation, talking about killing themselves, etc., please don’t hesitate to talk to them, talk to a trusted adult, or have them call the suicide hotline.
Everyone will have a dark era in their life, just know that you’ll get out of it. There are people who care for you and love you dearly. You’ll get through this, I believe in everyone who is struggling with suicidal tendencies, depression, or any mental illnesses. Just know it’ll get better, love
Thanks for this message brother
It makes me cry in a way that makes me feel so empty. Currently learning it on the piano and i've almost cried a few times
Me: thinking about suicide
Also me: mommy is gonna be sad and I have a lot to live
every small reason is still a valid reason to keep living. i believe in you and wish you the best ❤
@@professionalcryer9368 that's so sweet. Thank u
“committing suicide doesn’t take the pain away ... It passes it someone else” I would always think of this quote when I was in depression. I hope you are still here and feeling better . I hope things changed
do not think remotely about that, you will only trivialize suicide, you will belittle it. You have every reason to live. The real you will prosper if you put in the work. Goodluck
Reason why I’m alive.
I've been thinking and crying with this song for more than 5 hours
so beautiful... my new favorite song.
I found teen suicide during a dark point in my life and then i found XXXTENTACION during a darker point.
I shouldn’t have made it past 2016, but both artists music helped me atleast calm down with my emotions.
Edit: i'm doing a lot better in life now, thank you everyone :)
i’m glad you’re still with us. hope you’re doing well
Hope u doing good my friend
I'm happy you're better. I hope nobody feels emotionally or mentally drained. That feeling kills man..
u still good?
@@addivt9073 I am doing really good actually. Looking back, those really were dark times, but they definitely had to happen to get me to where i am today, so in the end i'm grateful. I really appreciate that you asked.
i accidentally found this song and now i love this so much
This song is amazing . I feel his vibes 🖤💔
this song makes me cry
this is one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard
at some point this became one of my favorite songs of all time.
i've listened to a lot of songs.
I don’t know why but this song had me hit with so much emotion why am i crying in the club right now
you people are so cringe
This song reminds me of 3 years ago my freshman year I used to listen to x and after my ex broke up with me I was depressed for 6 months and this was my song. Brings back so many memories. 3 years later I’ve been surfing everyday and love life having so much fun, not a lot of friends anymore or girlfriend but I’m having so much fun doing what I love with people who love surfing too. Surfing has changed my life. I hope anyone reading this in a bad situation knows life will get better
im happy that you are okay now bro 🖤
@@xalk2914 thanks mate I hope ur doing good too
@@cades.clips101 thank you
It doesn’t matter who your here because of... it just matters that your here, listening, enjoying the song for what it is.
i just love this song so much
Every day, I just can't help it but cry to this. Whenever I listen to this, I think of every single horrible thing i've ever done.
you don't have to hold on to that weight anymore. it can be worked on.
Honestly, I'm just tired of reaching out to people and them always trying to cheer me up. Just let me in my feelings. Be sad with me. Feel what I feel and just be there with me…
Yeah also people telling you "you should do this and that", I just don't wanna, whatever I do I will never fill the void inside me, I guess suicide is the last option
ccsava hope your doing better bud.
Grammar Nazi stfu
Yall talk about suicide but are probably 14 years old and sad cuz your friend ignored ya message. Yall don't know what real suffering is. What people in 3rd world countries suffer from. Done here
Nate Rivers fax
This and spooky ghost are their best songs imo
Ryker Vivier don't forget dead cat
Dead cat is good too ♡
com certeza umas das melhores musicas do mundo!!
I just found this song today. I like it. It's very nice.
We all here for you
And if they all left
Ill be the only one for you
I used to not care about anything, but I think caring is what gives life meaning. For me at least.
TH-cam comments do hit differently. Reading through them makes me feel like there should be there. Somehow they add to the whole vibe.
The weirdest think is whilst some sad song propagade my negative feelings, making me go into the same eerie emotional loop, some others have the unxpected effect of ''draining'' my bad juju. Leaving me with a sensation of relief, feeling spent. Almost, as if i'd had finally understood a concept, like a physics principal or a hard to grasp mathematical theorium.
Yeah the post-nut clarity hits hard.
teen suicide used to be the shit i cried to at 2 am and seeing it on my recommended fills me with strange memories
I love that I’m here from teen suicide not anyone else
Same man
me too
wow ur so cool
exactly
Cooool, I'm from x, why are you more special than anyone else lol your comment is useless, everyone comes here from something different, peace
I dont think these thoughts will ever go away as much as i work towards living a better life i miss my old self but whoever this new me thats peaking threw has something to offer i just wanna be my self again
Man, it's been 2 years since I met her and she's still depressing me
Let it go I let my ex go and it’s been since 02/2018
leave her king.
I came back after some years, my life has been better since that day when I was trying to end everything with this song in the back, it always turns better at the end, guys, you can, just believe in yourselves, and sorry if I have any grammar error I’m not even from an english speaking country but I wish you well
Good to hear ! Be well my friend :D
Keep going on w/ your days this is your push not your enemy
🖤🖤
just listening to this isn’t enough, i need this song imported into my brain tissue
La sensación que me produce esta canción es indescriptible.
Es perfecta para no sentir nada
Se murió mi abuelo
Run for Cover is definitely one of the best record labels out there.
wicca phase
I think this is what depression sounds like.
nah this is what defeating depression sounds like.
@@viquza a sad win
@@n.r.b161 defeating depression is sad?
@@redblue2358 no. It’s a win to look back on and think the sadness that you went through without actually feeling it
@@n.r.b161 you put it into words
This is heavily underrated
This song, as depressing as it is, actually brings back good memories for me. I heard this song for the first time in January 2022, when I was in a really dark place. The people who I thought were my friends turned out to be very toxic and manipulative people and were all leaving claiming I was the problematic one (though they intentionally faked their deaths to give me and my friend with severe anxiety a panic attack for their own entertainment, and that's just one of the many fucked up things they've done.) Being around them for so long was so mentally damaging for me and I was about ready to give up. At the time I was really into VRChat, because it was an escape from reality to me. I remember listening to this song one night before I got on, and it brought me comfort. Later on in the night I ended up meeting one of the best people I've ever met, and I'm still with him to this day. He's been with me through my healing process, he's helped me and I've helped him (because he also comes from a not so great past with his friends and other experiences too.) Things eventually did get better for me and I like to see this song as a starting point for things getting better. Although it was from a dark time in my life, it brought light into the dark tunnel I was in (quite literally too because the guy's username has "light" in it.) I'm so grateful I got to hear this song when I did. And I'm also grateful I got to meet such amazing people, like Light
Sorry to hear that
ive been a fan of both teen suicide and xxx for about two years now but damn im just noticing he sampled it. he was so creative, both these artists are so uniquely amazing.♥️ long live jah.
I knew xxxtentacion was on this song, willie g sampled it from here, so i snooped around a little, and started listening too teen suicide, i started making music because of xxxtentacion, and now i might try something new because of teen suicide, much luv too both these artists, long live jahseh, aka XXXTENTACION
XXXTENTACION really made this beautiful song more beautiful
X was a genius for sampling this bro no way
I must alert gang that I fw this
This song gives me such a deep feeling.
I'm a die hard x fan forever and have never heard this song before but dont argue with me when I say this song is sooo much better than teeth.
Not Jaylon Smith teeth isn’t a song it’s an interlude lol
I mean teeth isn't really a song he just talks for like 20 secs while u hear a beat but I still love it
@@dakukami7270 he sings in the first part
@@williwnl6287 ik
don't compare them, they're both great, have some respect
This brings me comfort
Bruh I listen to x sometimes, but I didn’t even know he had something to do with Teen Suicide until I read the comments.
Im addicted to keep listening to this song over and over again
im glad i didnt commit 3 years ago. although i do still think of it many times; id like to try again in life. the only thing from stopping me is music. it’s the only thing here for me. i have no one but music.
Keep ur head up, I’m here rooting for ya.
Hey how you doing
this song brought out all the tears I had stored up in my eyes...
Rest in peace my brother Zell❤️
I listened to this song as my plane was going down the lane, preparing for take off. My memories of the time I got to spend with my boyfriend replaying in my mind. As the song came to a gentle close, we touched the sky. I knew I’d cry. But this was a different kind of remorse. Thank you.
I really do love this song it’s so beautifully nostalgic yet dark. Has anyone got any decent teen suicide recommendations? Would love to hear some other songs by them
01/11/2024
listening to this for the first time, if i comeback to this song it means i'm depressed or i have something in my mind that i don't want anyone to hear because i don't wanna make people around me feeling the way i feel. If i didn't comeback, either i'm already making progress or i'm just dissapeard:)
i dont wanna do this anymore
Youmc teeth
It's the name of a song by x
stay strong, please😭💔
ok
@@sevay he's saying it bc x had a song called I don't wanna do this anymore. This song was sampled in a song by x called teeth. He wasn't saying he's suicidal
This is so beautiful...
Watching the stars?
"No, the moon"
"Я ненавижу в себе всё, и в ненависти утопаю.
А ты прекрасна словно сон, в который я попал случайно"
"Вернуться в прошлое нельзя, но помнить буду постоянно..."
I will be gone soon but the only time I listen to beautiful music like this I feel alive
We have to appreciate both artists here, X and Teen suicide. Not just one of them
Teen Suicide is poison to my mentality but I'm hooked... Save me
i love this song
when I first heard this song like a couple months ago I was like “wait- t e e t h”
cant wait .
if you need someone to talk to i’m right here. going through the same thing:)
you’ve probably heard it a million times or seen it. but i am here. i’ll be waiting for your reply okay
Everyone here cause xxtentacions sample smh teen suicide has been amazing this whole time
what song from x is this from?
teeth
Shut the fuck up lol
teeth
teeth
They have the best vibe
I would listen to this song for hours listening to this song on repeat looking out my window thinking what if… I was gone school sucks I’m always afraid, home sucks, even my own friends left me for a guy who hurt me the most nobody truly knows how I feel or how to be with me I’m sorry for everyone if you have a similar situation or a completely different one if your listening to this song and just completely down just know someone is always willing to help :)
legendary to this day
2022 ya casi 2023 y aún la sigo escuchando 💗🥀
its the fall after graduating my senior year. unusual feelings are afoot. used to listen to this album a whole lot when i was 13. i close my eyes. its late at night. i hope i wont have that dream again.
I'm everyone's least favorite person. I lost my mind at 17 and ever since then i have been alone and fearful of my own mind.
i’m so happy this song exists.
My dog that I have had since 1st grade is going to get put down tomorrow, I feel so numb and empty, nothing feels real. I shouldn’t be listening to this kind of music and make myself even more depressed, but i just cant help it. I’m so tired
Keep your head up king. Hope you are doing ok
just found this and my god it gave me goosebumps listening to it
That's how you know the music is good my friend , Cheers. I hope all is well 🕉
@@Noise_Meister_Records still listening to this 2 years later amazing song
@@SuuDot Glad to see the spirit of the music stuck with you 🕉
Yo this hits hard, Thank you for this kind of music.
That piano is so simple but it has something very raw and beautiful.
Essa música é bela, é Maravilhosa , perfeita, extraordinária é tudo! Pq esses cara não têm tantas visualizações? Pq não são reconhecidos.... mano do céu que negócio intrigante!!!
This is the saddest song ever, brings me to tears
I was always afraid to show and speak about my pain to my mom. Anytime she asked even the smallest concern, i shouted and said IM FINE MOM LEAVE ME ALONE, this went on for 8 years, she passed away 2 years ago. Right before she passed away, she looked at me said that my pain isnt my fault. I broke down crying. I am thankful i didnt choose to take my life. Now my mother gets to watch over me and see all the pain i was hiding and afraid to show. For anyone please going through something please talk to someone. Im begging you taking your life is not worth it. You put all your pain into so many others. Leaving this world is selfish, how could you? I say surving through everything is true power. Love you guys 💗 no matter who or what you are or what you've done, please talk to someone because trust me you matter all the way to the moon baby. 🌙
Rest in peace 🕊️ X i love you
I'm not sad or anything i jus love songs like this, they make me feel so happy
Listening to this song after i thought i was getting better
this instrumental is a masterpiece ❤️
I like this and the x version . Both are their own thing , people like to ruin art by comparing.
i dont think i have anything left to live for i havent been in a relationship in over two years, i have no bestfriends, i have three friends who occasionally contact me(ive tried organising plans and talking to them in the past, i found it best to just leave it now until they wanna talk) i dont go to school anymore, i have had a single job three years ago that left a bitter feeling abt working for other people and a sort of fear about it, and i cant find any motivation to even brush my teeth let alone get a job anymore.. i cant even go out the house on my own because im terrified of absolutely nothing. i have terrible anxiety about everything. it feels like any sorta strengths or talents i used to have have completely diminished and anything i used to like is so tiring. sometimes i feel like im in a video game and none of this is real and the world around me is fake, its humiliating and depressing living like this and i cant find the strength to change the way i live. my dad knows about my insistent need to end it and he dosent care hes told me he has no time for people who dont wanna help themselves bc hes to busy and among other things hes said i just feel like that proves theres absolutely nothing for me here. its been so lonely for as long as i could remember and im not living like this anymore