I've heard this song before I knew Fleurie and my heart broke for Nate because he doesn't deserve this 😭😭 And I found Fleurie again and she brought me here. I feel like song is supposed to mean something to me?? I keep coming back to it..... GREAT VIDEO BTW LIKE OHMYGOSHHHH I LOVVVE
Lyrics are just woa, as we humans we live in there and there are the same. Nationalities, skin color, beliefs, sexual choices, culture all of these things won't matter. Since we all built our own houses and became trapped in it.
Yo, my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics, they're all over the place There's songs in the mirrors written all over the floors, all over the chairs And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release And let out the version of NF you don't want to see I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Matter of fact I think I'ma burn this room right now So now this memory for some reason just won't come down You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) And slept in Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Inside this mansion Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Cover em up, like it never happened Say I wish I could change, are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) And slept in Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Inside this mansion So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear and not come back And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside So I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me I'm barricaded inside so stop watching I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em I built it because I thought that it was safer in there But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore
A TRUE HEART FELT THANK YOU! TO THE CREATER OF THIS. The visual/ simplicity of it all ...alllowing one word to fade then bringing it back for the repeating chorus is SO IMPORTANT AND PERFECT. I've searched for a long time for wanting to share NF lyrics with my sister and brother but there's SO much to absorb if you've never listened or ..arent used to listening to rap+ how fast he can go I'm scared they'd miss something , I only now learned to adjust the playback speed on TH-cam 🤓 Would/could you Please use this same background visually and make it for JUST LIKE YOU?💞🤞🤞
I'll wait. Please do this the same visual for Just Like You so I can share with my big sister , I'm in the USA she's lived/moved to the otherside of the world to escape narssisitic/schoprenzic 'mom' and forget our childhood is in Australia 🇦🇺 for 16yrs now🥺 Been back only 4 times over the year's. I'm 10 yrs behind in technology/ don't have a computer🙏
@@amazinggracelyrics863 I feel so old I just now found you replied! (I can't maneuver YT / dont comment ) Like NFs lyrics speak for us ..you truly have my💟
I'll seriously be skipping around on 3 hrs of sleep just know your coming back with this 😃😁 My adrenaline is sky high ....guess I'm " in the clouds " again💋
Maybe they have you dont have the right to say they havent. Very ignorant of you to say something like that; especially when NF doesn't care about likes.
@@jamesarnold5487 It's irrelevant whether he wants the likes or not, you cannot dislike this tune and what he's trying to say through it and have been through any sort of pain, 1.2k people understand, maybe the other 27 and yourself do not
@@coryh7384 actually I do and its very ignorant of anyone to assume that just because youve been through similar issues that they can relate to how others feel. Everyone handles their issues differently, and like different music, people like you who assume others havent been through abuse because they disliked a song are the ones who make it hard for others to come forth with thier issues. I love NF music but people like you who assume other issues or pasts because of a dislike are ignorant.
@@jamesarnold5487 you're talking through your ass, pipe down, it's a good tune with a deep meaning, whoever disliked it are just probably people who doesn't feel his emotion through this song, it's my opinion whether its ignorant or not, your ignorant saying another person is ignorant for expressing opinion, you're just contradicting yourself being ironic
Nice video👍 love this song
I've only recently become acquainted with NF's work. I gotta say, wow. I'm not generally into Rap but what he has to say hits home. Hard.
I know right
-me listening to this when I get sad-
0:07
When you were supposed to wake up at 3:00Pm but you end up waking up at 11:00Pm-
iM OKaY-
Are you sure you're okay though because some people with depression do that Im not Trying to assume things I just want to know your OK
God damn, this hits my soul.
I relate to this song so much 😟
I've heard this song before I knew Fleurie and my heart broke for Nate because he doesn't deserve this 😭😭 And I found Fleurie again and she brought me here. I feel like song is supposed to mean something to me?? I keep coming back to it.....
GREAT VIDEO BTW LIKE OHMYGOSHHHH I LOVVVE
This is me
He is one of my fav artists! ❤
"Beat me til I screamed and cried"
💔
Can I have this guy's number...?
I just wanna "talk"
I'll bring the guns
@@vxnus_xx let's go👍🏻
Can I join too?
ofc >:)
Lyrics are just woa, as we humans we live in there and there are the same. Nationalities, skin color, beliefs, sexual choices, culture all of these things won't matter. Since we all built our own houses and became trapped in it.
Yo, my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics, they're all over the place
There's songs in the mirrors written all over the floors, all over the chairs
And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs
That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release
And let out the version of NF you don't want to see
I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed
You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me
Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in
That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it
And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em
But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em
I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around
Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground
Matter of fact I think I'ma burn this room right now
So now this memory for some reason just won't come down
You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes
Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
And slept in
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion
Inside this mansion
Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain
See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint
Cover em up, like it never happened
Say I wish I could change, are you confused?
Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean
This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller it seems
The moment I walk in to it is the same moment that I wanna leave
I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things
But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep
I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls
Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom
And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called
But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song
And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am
And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can
Shrug it off like it ain't nothing like it's out of my hands
Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans
And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive
And at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die
Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind
The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time?
Insidious is blind inception
What's reality with all these questions?
Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in)
And slept in
Broken legs but I chase perfection
These walls are my blank expression
My mind is a home I'm trapped in
And it's lonely inside this mansion
Inside this mansion
So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years
I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there
'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear and not come back
And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
So I just leave my doors locked
You might get other doors to open up but this door's not
'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me
And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me
I'm barricaded inside so stop watching
I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking
I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in
I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience
I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem
But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em
I built it because I thought that it was safer in there
But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here
Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in
Maybe that's the problem 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since
I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did
He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in
Now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win
Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can
'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors
Is that me or the fear talking?
I don't know anymore
Jelle Smets thanks for the lyrics but you realise that it’s a lyric video?
@@blaisemischief some people cant keep it up and wanne read farther
Jelle Smets yeah haha sorry i didn’t mean it in a rude way. I’ll delete the comment if you’d like
Thanks for lyrics UwU
@@blaisemischief naah ur fine i just like to defend myself
This is probably the smoothest lyric video I've ever seen, very nice video!
Open minded to life and relestic opinion to reality dang love it.
This song is so powerful. Especially to me
i am crying from dis words :(
This hits home hard 😭😭😭
Love NF songs
“Sick to my stomach pain.” It’s so inhumane that life is altered to depression and fear, and your trapped.
Story of my life
I Love this song
A TRUE HEART FELT
THANK YOU!
TO THE CREATER OF THIS.
The visual/ simplicity of it all ...alllowing one word to fade then bringing it back for the repeating chorus is SO IMPORTANT AND PERFECT.
I've searched for a long time for wanting to share NF lyrics with my sister and brother but there's SO much to absorb if you've never listened or ..arent used to listening to rap+ how fast he can go I'm scared they'd miss something , I only now learned to adjust the playback speed on TH-cam 🤓
Would/could you Please use this same background visually and make it for JUST LIKE YOU?💞🤞🤞
I love this song my fav
Songs acc amazing, so relatable
Love it he got the best songs I have heard
3:37
As someone who has been mentally abused by a few people in life this hits home for me
i love this music
1:15
This made me cry so much because i understand this to well...
For some reason this song reminds me of my life a lot... But I don't know why😢
You need more views😊
Nice!
This is basicly me all the time. Story of my life
Ha me too
Are you guys OK do you guys need to talk
I must give credit where it's due... thank you.
I feel so bad for nf
So very well done..
Wow
👍 I the song
Pretty good!
Really good
This song is about life and wut it is like right now
“Beat me til I cried”
Don’t be shy drop their @ so we can have a friendly conversation 🔪
I have been beat before and let me tell you this it hurts like hell
random nobody I’m so sorry that happened to you, I’ve never been through anything like that and couldn’t even imagine it
@@luca-gi1jt welll it sucks my family disowned me and then kicked me out
random nobody Nooooo I’m don’t even have words
@@luca-gi1jtwell thats ok
'' with all this anger in me physically abused " dang man
Who here has been beaten, angered, broken, and hated by your parents.
I cannot be the only one.
I'll wait.
Please do this the same visual for Just Like You so I can share with my big sister , I'm in the USA she's lived/moved to the otherside of the world to escape narssisitic/schoprenzic 'mom' and forget our childhood
is in Australia 🇦🇺 for 16yrs now🥺
Been back only 4 times over the year's.
I'm 10 yrs behind in technology/ don't have a computer🙏
Thank you for your comments. Just Like You, soon.
@@amazinggracelyrics863 I feel so old I just now found you replied! (I can't maneuver YT / dont comment ) Like NFs lyrics speak for us ..you truly have my💟
I'll seriously be skipping around on 3 hrs of sleep just know your coming back with this 😃😁 My adrenaline is sky high ....guess I'm " in the clouds " again💋
@@highpricedkid28 th-cam.com/video/Tpraje7mBVE/w-d-xo.html
Why why WHY does everyone have their lyric say "for some reason this memory just won't come down" when it's "won't burn down"??
I'm the black guy rapping on this.
You're welcome everybody!
i missed my alarm
im late to work
Omg eminem vibe
No... This dude is better
Nf an Linda bugh made this rap song about the ausbe
this was my edgy song of 2018 lmao- lord how cringy i was-
Whoever disliked this song, you have never experienced any true emotional or physical pain
Maybe they have you dont have the right to say they havent. Very ignorant of you to say something like that; especially when NF doesn't care about likes.
@@jamesarnold5487 It's irrelevant whether he wants the likes or not, you cannot dislike this tune and what he's trying to say through it and have been through any sort of pain, 1.2k people understand, maybe the other 27 and yourself do not
@@coryh7384 actually I do and its very ignorant of anyone to assume that just because youve been through similar issues that they can relate to how others feel. Everyone handles their issues differently, and like different music, people like you who assume others havent been through abuse because they disliked a song are the ones who make it hard for others to come forth with thier issues.
I love NF music but people like you who assume other issues or pasts because of a dislike are ignorant.
@@jamesarnold5487 you're talking through your ass, pipe down, it's a good tune with a deep meaning, whoever disliked it are just probably people who doesn't feel his emotion through this song, it's my opinion whether its ignorant or not, your ignorant saying another person is ignorant for expressing opinion, you're just contradicting yourself being ironic
Me kinda wondering if no is actually broken and if his parents or brother sister realities is abusive...😗😐
Nice!