Reading my old DIARY | exposing myself...
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- Hello everyone!!
At last... the long awaited... READING MY OLD DIARY🙃 Yep... it’s true. I basically just completely expose myself for 24 minutes straight!
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Despite how embarrassing it is to read all this stuff out loud, I’m so happy that I have these journal entries to look back on. I find it so incredible to be able to reflect on what I used to write about at such a young age, and it’s really interesting to watch how my handwriting, spelling, and grammar changed over the years!!
I also wanted to say a HUGE thank you for ONE THOUSAND subscribers!! I hit 1k last week, and I’m so grateful :)
I hope you all are staying happy and healthy!! DM me if you’d like to talk!
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I collect diaries
I have 50 dollars in my wallet and my daughter 100 OMG how do you get that much money 💰
Its a journal not a diary!
InstaBlaster
Oooooo
Carrie: Writes in diary everyday
Me: *Does three pages then gets too lazy to do the rest*
SAME LOL!!!!!
Ikr
I just forget
SAME 😭
Hey so same!!! This is the reason I don't write a dairy :')
I could feel the cringe you experience reading your old diaries but it's fun and hilarious, should be a Netflix series
HAHA imagine that!!😂 and yeah, it’s so cringy but SO funny😂
Yeah. If it was a series that would probably be the only thing I would watch
Swme
YES LOL but the netflix ones would be fake and not juicy at all lol
@@simplybeegee7296 ya
can we just recognize here that Carrie is a literal hero for saying this in public on the internet-
Your profile is the Gru meme face. I have a Gru meme on my phone that says: "when you talk to your tesla but it talks back" 🤣
@@SpaceshipX74 that’s random lol
@@KFLobato-Buzzell10 I know lol
I would never I would write cringy stuff
@@bisexualtheatrekid4323 yeah right
I think we all have to admit that we tried to start a diary but never actually went through with it.or is it just me 🌝
Nah I have a few
me too and guilty
Me too-
Nope me too 🥲
You shouldn’t need to force yourself to write in your diary. It should be a natural thing. Maybe having a diary just isn’t your thing. (I may be wrong)
This why I love keeping diaries so much. It's like literally a day in your life, a memory, materialised into words. Frozen in time. Life then happens and you may forget all about the things you used to feel, but one day you decide to reread your old entries and is amazed by the things you've experienced. It's like a time capsule, so precious!
noira
Bro why are all the top comments so deep-
@@savvyq RIGHTTTTTT
You deserve to be famous. Great comment!
Are you a writer? OoO the way you wrote that was so poetic.
If it weren’t for this video I wouldn’t have started journaling - been doing it every day for 3 years and honestly couldn’t imagine life without it lol
Same like life without journaling is just not a real life
Ok but your 9 year old life was more planned out than my teenage life right now lmao😭🤣
Lol I was a planner from a YOUNG age😂
Yesss
I'm 24, and my life is nowhere near this planned out lmao
Lmfao
Lol 😂😂😂
These are what diaries are for. They’re for tracking your old cringe memories and your best days.
omg im famous 😍🤚
LOL couldn’t have said it better myself🙌🏻
Facts 👏
Yea but you shouldnt have a diary if you dont want people to find out your secrets becahse one day they will find your diary read it laugh at it then probebly post it on instagram twitter facebook tiktok or any other social medias like that so donthave diaries!!!!!!!!!
Or, if your me, your stress/overall mental issues..
@@emilyhayes7125 🤡
I had a smile on my face the wholeeeee time. I just got rejected by my crush and this lightened up my mood. Thx!
ur crush don’t deserve u queen! keep slaying material girl!
@Tuathla McGuire i meant their crush isn’t as good as them and that’s their loss for rejecting them
@Tuathla McGuire ohh okay, well that’s good
also thanks 😻😻💅🏻💅🏻
@@renn8331 awwwww, thank you so much! I still can’t stop thinking about him but I have to get over it… 💕💕
@@theylove_naoumy good luck with that ! 🙏🏻😌
Been journaling for 26 years, and I'm 34 now so you can imagine the amount of cringe. My first entry was::. "My brother sucks. He's my brother so I guess I have to love him. But only Tuesday. Today is Wednesday."
Oh my gosh that’s so funny😂😂 And I’m so impressed that you’ve been journaling for so long!!
@@CarrieWalker Thank you ! I love reading back and cringing :)
Hahahahaha!! You only love him on Tuesday 🤣🤣🤣
My first entry was:
To the person reading this, you want my secrets? *_Then you need to find a way to read my mind_*
I’m implementing that rule in my life now
I feel like everyone has had a bright pink cat or puppy journal as a kid
HONESTLYY😂🙌🏻
😂
Yeah. Most kids have really fun journals. But now, sometimes u won care what it looks like
I had a Hello Kitty journal
I hade a fluffy rainbow one with unicorn ears horn and tail
THIS NEEDS TO BE A 5 SEASON NETFLIX SERIES 😩👌
exactly instead of riverdale 😭
@@ieatsoccerballs(replying after a year) omfg ikr riverdale sucks.
I had a diary when I was really little too and I would think I was writing for ages and ages but actually it’s like three lines per entry 😂
Omg SAME😂 this is so accurate lol
It's okay. I did so too and it lasted for 4 WHOLE years!!!??? 😁
Yh!
My diary took 20 years for 2 words
That is so awesome
I was dying laughing when she said,”I’m still shocked on what you have to do to have a baby it sounds pretty fun omg I can’t control myself!”
SAME 🤣
same
Same
same XD
Aahh sameeee 🤣😧
I just finished my first journal today and I am now watching you with way more then I could count 😅❤
She's the reason I started a few months after this first came out and I've finished 5 journals. DON'T GIVE UP IT'S SO LIBERATING
This is the content I’ve been waiting for 😂
JUDE LMAO😂 you better not use this stuff against me😩 hahah
Yeah
Why is no one talking about how Danielle SWALLOWED a marble ? I hope she's okay !!! 😭
I’m glad someone noticed!😂 Don’t worry, i’m the mentioned Danielle and i’m ok 💓
Haha ily Danielle!!💗
Danielle Kneusel Hi Danielle ! 😅 um....... I never thought you would read this comment but, hi! 😂
I agree. I'm glad she's okay. 😊
I got a whole bead in my eyeball one time i was just holding it up to my eye and I accidentally pushed it in there probably still in my body somewhere 😂
This is the first video of yours I ever saw then I started journaling and I still journal every day now
OMG SAMEEEE😅😊❤
Such a fun video! I love how dramatic your diary was when you were so young. It was really fun watching! I really wish I started writing when I was younger like you instead of the age 18. It so much fun going back and reading what went through my mind. :) Anyways, I would love to see more of these videos!
Well hey, better late than never!! I actually have a new journaling vid coming up in a couple hours!! :) Glad you enjoyed & sending love💞
Same! I wish I had written more in a diary when I was younger.
Your writing as a six year old is better then my writing as a 13 year old XD
Hahaha😂😂
I am 12 and I NEED to write a diary and put allll the juicy stuff in there for me to read when I’m older 😙
Hi!!! I love you too!! The memories OMG. I'm getting so nostalgic :') Miss you
Ikr?! Love and miss you so much!! PS Jack and his wholeee family watched this vid😂💀💀 dead lmao
Carrie Walker oh my gosh😂😂😂too funny
Omg this is Nora, you two seem like good friends
@@CarrieWalker Lol omg 😂😂😂
Girl, you had so much game when you were nine haha and I was shook when you said thank you for 1000 subscribers! I thought you had waaaay more because of the quality and your personality. So happy I've found you!
Aw this is so sweet!!🥰 also lol I’m still in shock over my nine year old self lolll
So happy lve found you!
Not even 5 minutes in and I started crying on that one about your dad. :’)
I'm just surprised at how aware of your emotions you were, especially with romantic feelings. For a 10 year old, that's pretty impressive. It might be because I was a child gay surrounded by heteronormativity, but I wasn't ever aware of any crushes until pretty recently, at 14. Listening to friends talking about crushes and 'relationships' they had in elementary school is such a strange experience for me, because I didn't have any of that. It's just interesting
Yo same
I mean my first crush was in Year 5 (UK primary school years) on a girl called E######. Then, when I told her, she bullied me with her best friend at the time. Heteronormativity was everything in my years of primary school because there was NOBODY else gay or bi in any of my primary school years. A girl called L### started calling herself a lesbian (I was bi but everyone called me a lesbian -- bi-erasure) but it didn't last long. In year 7 I met many more people who were bi/gay/pan/non-binary/etc. and that influenced my comfort in telling people I was bi. But I was experiencing compulsory heterosexuality, (which is when a female person is mentally discouraged -- by experiencing assumed heterosexuality and heteronormativity -- from performing romantic interactions / having romantic thoughts about/with other females.)I'll link an article. Basically, my school went into Lockdown in January and I realized I was lesbian. Which was an extremely sensitive topic due to the bullying/compulsory heterosexuality. I came out to my friends in June (26th I think -- was meant to be 30th -- my friends read my notebook -- really upset me -- I cried) and they all supported me. I'm making great progress and I'm practically out to everyone I know (I go to a gay club at school, gay sticker on my phone, laptop, and pencil case I use every lesson!).
A detailed list at the end of the document outlines all the signs you might be a lesbian. Some of these include:
You feel like you could live with a woman in a romantic way, even if you can’t imagine doing anything sexual with a woman
You lose interest in a man as soon as they seem interested in you
You think that because you could survive dating, marrying, and/or having sex with a man, you’re attracted to men (hint: you don’t have to settle for just surviving)
The men in your fantasies are faceless or symbolise an emotion
You think your interest in seeing attractive women stems from the sexualisation and objectification of women in media
True, my bff is pan and I'm bi.. tmi?
@@islabuck8441 W honestly
i decided to journal for 30 days to see how i liked it and i’m officially obsessed :)
IT’S ADDICTING🤩
Carrie,you most likely won’t see this but, thank you so much, this video inspired me to start writing in a diary, it’s only been a week but I’ve filled over 75 pages, you really inspire me. I hope some day I’ll be able to flip through old diary’s and have my childhood writes down in ink.
I'm obsessed with journaling!!! I've done it every day for at least 2 years :) I normally just write about how my days go (There boring) I don't have ANY secrets :)
That’s awesome!! A lot of the days I do the same
That is great ! 😃
same
I normally just write ✍️ day for at least 2 years I normally just write about how my days go there boring , I don't have any secrets
When your days go boring do you still write? I always feel like I’m wasting paper
damn imagine being able to fill a journal, I still have a 2015 diary less than halfway complete in a box somewhere. kinda sad I never did more though, hilarious looking back at your entries 👏
I love looking back on old entries! And I totally believe in you that you can fill up your journal- you got this!❤️ I’m doing daily journal prompts on my channel right now, so those might help!
Family medicine April opening to filter I still have a 2015 diary less than halfway complete in a book somewhere. Kind of said I never did more thoughts hilarious look back at your entries
Carrie's kid self: writes in diary everyday
Me when i used to have a diary: writes for one day and stops for 5 months
Can we just appreciate how much bravery Carrie gathered for this video? I honestly couldn't do it..
THANK YOU HAHA
Carrie: Jack is innapropriate.
Also Carrie: I WANNA DELIVER BABIES
Frr thoo-
LMAO
You're not the only one who wrote about boys in their diary!!! 🤣
Love ❤ you Carrie. :)
Hahaha love you too!!😂❤️
@@CarrieWalker ☺☺☺☺☺
I love my crush deniz
Please do more of these and the part where you were talking about having kids and periods was hilarious also I remember Harriet the spy was obsessed with the movie and still am 😂😂😂😂
Haha right?! I was laughing so much as I edited this video!! I’m thinking of doing these kinds of videos whenever I hit milestones on TH-cam
She’s so good at filming videos , I didn’t think I would watch all of it.
I’ve been journaling since I was 9 and my gosh, how do you have the confidence to read them out loud? I could never!😂
It’s currently 4am and I’m sitting here laughing hysterically 😂😂😂. Also I just subscribed
Hahah omg thanks for subscribing! Glad my cringe can give you a good laugh😂💞 you should check out the part two if you haven't already!
“ I’m still shocked on what you have to do to have a baby…. It sounds fun” I may or may not be lying on the floor laughing. You are too funny 😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣💗
i love your pfp!
Can we just appreciate all the work has done for this video and the fact that she still likes EVERY single comment?? like omg just noticed and its been a year. Now this youtuber actually does care about her fans and should not be hated on
Thank you so much🥺 this means way more than you know!
@@CarrieWalker seriously this isn't even the kind of video I'd usually click on, but something about you and the interactivity here is so wholesome and makes me want to binge 👀
I thought I was a weird kid. I was not a weird kid.
bahah this comment has me deaddd😂💀
I was and m absolutely the weird kid
Same
My cousin litterally took a picture of her crush
Lets all appreciate the fact that this girl is exposing herself and having so much self confidence!!! Your self confidence is higher than me as a kid using building blocks
The dork diaries and diary of the wimpy kids really influenced me about what I'd write in my diaries. I'd always write as though I was the main character and write shit about the popular kids because that's what they did.
Omg I tried doing that as a kid and it just felt weird lol
Same- I was also influenced by the owl diaries series-
@@theyluvell_ omg I remember those!!!
@@HannahFaith08 Once I read the whole series in a couple of hours and then I got a new diary an started it with "Dear diary, my name is Ella. I live [wherever]. My favorite things are, [Insert favorite things]. My least favorite things are, [Insert least favorite things]." And I never wrote in the diary again lol
@@theyluvell_ lmaooo
12:21 “ It’s pretty fun:)” got me
“It sounds fun” 😅
I just started journaling today and I already love it so much tysm for the inspiration to start
Omg YAY!!💖
Congrats!!! I started journaling a year ago then stopped. But Carrie you inspired me to do it again.
Same
This has inspired me to start journaling. I hope I don’t do anything too crazy.
Hahahaha good luck!😂
The crazier the better👀
"I hope I don't do anything too crazy"
Me an experienced writer (fanfic and short stories) and always on diaries: sounds convincing.
I started trying to write in a journal everyday last week or so. It's helped me control my emotions since life is starting to get stressful.
Omg😂😂 6:40 'It took me 3 months to think about that' 😂😂 that was legit funny. OMG that video was so funny I loved it and I like how you got the courage to expose urself like this....💜 love ur channel and you❤
Aw I’m so glad you got a good laugh out of this video!! I know I did😅
"Daddy is clalafoina"
That is a hazard I laughed and choked on my food
Killua :o
@@emmadash8353 yeah he's my favorite character
lol this video inspired me to start writing diary everyday, So one day I could lay back and read my cringy stories of my life 😭😂
Same I plan on writing in a diary in 2024 for my 2025 self to react and cringe at 2024 me
"I think I might be going through puberty!" *every 8 - 9 year old ever lmfaosfbn sd
LOL TRUEEE
@@CarrieWalker AGHHHHGHG HII I LOVE YOUU!!! ❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺
Ily toooo!!!
What a cuuuuutieeeee diary! 😭♥️♥️♥️ I also have a diary when I was a kid but not so much about crush! Come on me write more about that like yours! lol lol
Hahah I wrote some TEAAA when I was younger😂
Lol I’ve been journaling since 2017. Like a bit older than you were. I can’t wait till I’m older only because I wanna do this. This was so fun to watch
Her:Ben is rolling around making weird noises HE IS SO ANNOYING
Me:I've never related to something more
Carrie- I appreciate your bravery. If I read my diary in front of so many people i would literally DIE.
Those sixteen wishes were hilarious!
“I was a teenager.”
My first diary also had a kitty on it😂
Haha what a coincidence!😂
@@CarrieWalker 😂❤❤
My first diary had a cat or unicorn?? I cant remember
Aww that's cute. XD
Mine is yellow and has dog days written on it
The way you read your journals entries is so cute and sweet ......you were so clear and straight forward when you were a kid ........the best video I have ever seen .....I am restless for reading my video part 3😘😘😘😘
Thank you!
That’s a really cute Diary girl
✨👌😉 and I never thought I would get so much tea from a diary that was probably written a bunch of years ago, I never thought so much tea could be in a super kitty cat diary
😫✋
Yeah it's so cool diary's are amazing for when ur older especially to show anyone u know!
9:17
“Daddy is California”
Alright I’m gone-
This video was so funny! I actually went back and read my old journals. They were unbelievably cringe worthy! It’s also kinda funny that Jack and I actually have the same birthday! Hope you’re doing well.
Omg too funny!! The cringe...it’s so real😂 I’m doing okay...things just always seem to get crazier! Sending lots of love to you and your family❤️
Looking at this 2 years later I am so happy that she got 62.2k subscribers now
1:31
Wait wait wait... She is celebrating over 1,000 subscribers? and this only premiered 8 months ago? And she now has 7 thousand subscribers? Finally, Carrie be getting the attention she deserves.
SO KIND💖
This has cheered my morning up to no end, I wish I had kept journals as a kid 🤣🤣 I’m now going to be encouraging my children to keep a journal ✌🏻
Ahh yes!! It’ll be so fun for them to look back on one day! I hope they like it :)
I used to have diaries from my elementary and school years. it’s hilarious going through and reading my thought process from years ago
I swear I was exactly like this in my childhood. ...love you girlie
Love you too!
4:43 oml! I had let my best friend write in my first diary as well! 😂
Hahah too funny😂
Oh my gosh. I've been journalling forever. Since maybe 2017? It was hilarious reading it. But I've definitely changed a whole lot.
She’s grown 25k in 1 year. Wow. Keep doing what you are doing 💜
🥰💜
You inspired me to read my old diary's and write in my new one I love you Carrie ☺️
Alternate title: Carrie saying "I was 10. Years. OLD." for 25 minutes straight.
Don’t you really like that she hearts all the comments, it makes at least me feel special.
🥰aw ily!!
having a diary is like storing your childhood in a book
Is it wrong that I’m addicted to these videos?
I wish I write a journal since then, btw I like this kind of content haha
🥰💓💓
Omg I love you and I miss these days!!
I love you TOOO!! Throwback to those days😂💖
HERE IN 2024 and Soo Soo happy I found this channel again 😭✨
I got logged out of my old account and I’ve been searching far and wide for this channel 🤭
In addition to my other comment, I have loved seeing your interactions with the camera become more natural and your videos become better and better!!
Thank you!! I’m not perfect in front of a camera now, but I do think I’ve warmed up a lot!
I think we all went through that stage after we had "the talk".
I had diarys too and I was reading over mine and it said "I'm in the mood, I wish (crush) was here."
the first sentence is sooo true lol
Carrie l love your videos and you're ten year old year was more planned out especially with that first crush everr l was laughing so hard at that and by the way you hit 80 thousand subs so congratulations on 80 thousand subs I am so so so so so for your subs
Young carrie: *its the new year! Wait the world is going to end this year!*
Me in 2020: sure......
Hahahah felt that😂😂😂
lol true
12:05 I wish thats how it is, it would be so easy😭😭😭
I’ve watched this series over and over again because it’s sooo good and I hope you do a pt 5 from one of your other dairies
Omg, your so brave! My journals from my pre teen years were very very embarrassing.. and with a ton of spelling errors lol. Love how you laugh through those awkward moments tho ❤ happy writing!
Haha I’m only brave enough to share the things from manyyy years ago😅😅
@@CarrieWalker 🤣😂
Love how she could write puberty but not Wednesday 😭😭😭
In her defense, Wednesday is harder to write than Puberty
I love watching people exposing themselves
7:29 Oh my holy fricking gosh, this is the exact day I was born. I mean EXACT, YEAR, MONTH, and DAY!
Wow!
your handwriting as a 10 year old is so good
Aw thanks!
Your actually the reason I started journaling
GREAT VIDEO CARRIE, NEW SUB :DDD
you’re not the only one with embarrassing diaries, I had to rip mine apart T^T
AHH THANKS!!
@@CarrieWalker AHHHHHHH I GOT A COMMENT FROM ONE OF MY FAVOURITE TH-cam STARSSS *internally dying*
Carrie: " Ok, yeah, sure, good job, carrie"
ME; *laughing so hard I pee my pants*
I don't Journal but I do Scrapbook with my sister. It's like our own little activity we have together after school.
Hi Carrie! I just subscribed and I can’t believe that you only have 9,000 subs! You def deserve a lot more!
Thank you so much!!❤️
Same
Carrie you're so cute!! Thank you for doing and sharing this video. Love you :*
Love you so much!!
I have a year gap in my diary and more than a year and months so ur 3 months and week gaps is better than I ever could x
Omg Carrie! This is so precious! Im 19 and I just found out what elated meant lol. You were using big words when you were young! Also this is giving me serious Carrie Diaries vibes! You just got yourself a new sub! 💓
Omg THANK YOU HAHA😂❤️❤️ I remember thinking I was sooo cool when I used the word “elated” hahah
I wrote about this video in my journal today 😂 Especially how you felt for jack 😁
Hahah there was so much cringe😂
@@CarrieWalker More than cringe😂
This video inspired me to make my own diary and a story book so when im older to read them
dad: can i read your diary?
young Carrie: no.
Carrie: **makes video about her diary**
dad: ima end this mans whole carrer
HAHAHAH😂😂
@@CarrieWalker Hi carrie i wasnt expecting you to respond to my comment but thanks
Omg carries a boy? What :0