I would not have figured out what i have now mastered about myself and reality as a whole without the suffering partly. The deeper the darkness the brighter the dawn. The key is to be able to crawl out of the pit after you have reached bottom. So it's not a safe game, all on the line. Not for everyone. Love you.
Nicole ..I left all that baggage behind and I finally moved on from past painful fears and pains and have moved on but yes there are cautions to take in life ...I once worked kn an industrial live plant in a petrochemical plant with live pipelines and working around Welders and I had to wrap around fire resistant covers all around and have a Water hose with a fire extinguisher on hand with a signal horn and any spark of welding fire would of ignited and blew us up sky high just the thought of it would've made shit in my pants like you too would shitted in your pants just by the thought of an explosion.
More than pain or fears , the real struggle it's about porpouses , the problem is what to do when you've nothing, just 0 will, dreams, a voided mind and well there's only that kind of fire inside that also moves himself through pain and fears, there's only that. A fire that desire only to live, eat and consume thinghs. I love your channel cause you're extremely honest and also cause you don't talk of psychological or any spiritual remedy, and I appreciate a lot that, in my little. For what this, my judgment, could count.
Life is a vast and awesome experience in itself, so no more purpose other than to live it is needed. I (and maybe yourself) just forget that fact all the time, but when it truly strikes me again, it's clear as water. And then I get this warm feeling and just laugh at the whole charade. It seems that you are very deep thinker, maybe too smart for your being. That is the biggest irony with the human being. We have these great minds and at the same time these simple bodys with very simple needs. For instance now my body needs to sleep, at 3am... I just needed to write this. Your questions awakaned these "answers" in me haha.
@@jonrixbus Thanks Jon, Funny thoughts, that resonates a lot within my inner mental state. When I was child I've lived through faith practically, but today it's even hardest, it's like I've comed to the point that all is just an illusion, even pain and fears that one could think and even feel, how real,even those are so illusionary, it's a like being in a deathless tie into some sort of a strange oblivion😅. But what about the little joy of my ordinary life's , just like eating a pizza with pepperoni or spending time with parents etc etc? It's like that I feel myself how disillusioned, also from those thinghs, cause after few hours those emotions just pass away, and I feel like my body is tired. Be conscious not in the past but In the present it's a good way to escape from the mind, that's sure, but the body, well... there's no other way I suppose, he needs to be worked, exercised to our pure will , now I've understood why the Greeks have called the body Soma, that in Latin means donkey lol. Brother donkey how many mystic peoples have sayed, centuries ago.
"Connect with them down below" part is missing, but hopefully they aren't just another front for Putin's Russian influence wing... which is sadly hiding everywhere in plain sight. The brain is so cool, it can self destruct and self heal, what a beautiful nightmare it can be. This power is NOT A GIFT though unless you're a master of it. The repression suggestion is certainly very interesting to me... I keep going in circles though and back to the notion that repression of self is the answer to get what I want, and that being open and extroverted, in any non self-sabotage way, is the antithesis of what I want. I mean realistically non repression is just me being the worst possible extrovert I can be... I'm introverted for a reason.
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I would not have figured out what i have now mastered about myself and reality as a whole without the suffering partly. The deeper the darkness the brighter the dawn. The key is to be able to crawl out of the pit after you have reached bottom. So it's not a safe game, all on the line. Not for everyone.
Love you.
Your videos be at a perfect timing! 🙏🏽 you do look very nice
Hey Nicole...Going Back to Reading my Book Betty By The Belgian Georges Simenon
Lovely improvised speech. You've got this special vibration...
Nicole ..I left all that baggage behind and I finally moved on from past painful fears and pains and have moved on but yes there are cautions to take in life ...I once worked kn an industrial live plant in a petrochemical plant with live pipelines and working around Welders and I had to wrap around fire resistant covers all around and have a Water hose with a fire extinguisher on hand with a signal horn and any spark of welding fire would of ignited and blew us up sky high just the thought of it would've made shit in my pants like you too would shitted in your pants just by the thought of an explosion.
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Wowsers looking good ,I always look forward to seeing what you have to say.
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More than pain or fears , the real struggle it's about porpouses , the problem is what to do when you've nothing, just 0 will, dreams, a voided mind and well there's only that kind of fire inside that also moves himself through pain and fears, there's only that. A fire that desire only to live, eat and consume thinghs. I love your channel cause you're extremely honest and also cause you don't talk of psychological or any spiritual remedy, and I appreciate a lot that, in my little. For what this, my judgment, could count.
Life is a vast and awesome experience in itself, so no more purpose other than to live it is needed. I (and maybe yourself) just forget that fact all the time, but when it truly strikes me again, it's clear as water. And then I get this warm feeling and just laugh at the whole charade. It seems that you are very deep thinker, maybe too smart for your being. That is the biggest irony with the human being. We have these great minds and at the same time these simple bodys with very simple needs. For instance now my body needs to sleep, at 3am... I just needed to write this. Your questions awakaned these "answers" in me haha.
@@jonrixbus Thanks Jon, Funny thoughts, that resonates a lot within my inner mental state. When I was child I've lived through faith practically, but today it's even hardest, it's like I've comed to the point that all is just an illusion, even pain and fears that one could think and even feel, how real,even those are so illusionary, it's a like being in a deathless tie into some sort of a strange oblivion😅. But what about the little joy of my ordinary life's , just like eating a pizza with pepperoni or spending time with parents etc etc? It's like that I feel myself how disillusioned, also from those thinghs, cause after few hours those emotions just pass away, and I feel like my body is tired. Be conscious not in the past but In the present it's a good way to escape from the mind, that's sure, but the body, well... there's no other way I suppose, he needs to be worked, exercised to our pure will , now I've understood why the Greeks have called the body Soma, that in Latin means donkey lol. Brother donkey how many mystic peoples have sayed, centuries ago.
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"Connect with them down below" part is missing, but hopefully they aren't just another front for Putin's Russian influence wing... which is sadly hiding everywhere in plain sight.
The brain is so cool, it can self destruct and self heal, what a beautiful nightmare it can be. This power is NOT A GIFT though unless you're a master of it.
The repression suggestion is certainly very interesting to me... I keep going in circles though and back to the notion that repression of self is the answer to get what I want, and that being open and extroverted, in any non self-sabotage way, is the antithesis of what I want. I mean realistically non repression is just me being the worst possible extrovert I can be... I'm introverted for a reason.
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love this! would love to talk to you on my podcast! called 1shoteffect, talk your journey and spirituality and being awake!
i would love to be on your podcast! shoot me an email: nicoleisabellaspeaks@gmail.com