Yes this has been an extremely difficult phase in my life. Deciding to leave behind someone you've known and loved for many years is very hard. But It had to be done. I woke up and realised he didn't see the world in the same way as I did.. we weren't on the same planet! it was truly difficult to accept. I realised he was quite a shallow hedonistic individual and when your values and morals are not on the same page...🤷🏼♀️ Over the years (15), we had some lovely times together. He supported me all through the pandemic.. he really cared for me, but slowly not long after that we started to grow apart. Tbh It was always pretty unstable. He wasn't very loyal and even though the chemistry between us was beautiful he kept lots of things from me.. he had secrets and didn't communicate effectively emotionally. Lies and deceptions flowed like water lol The tower had to fall. I made the decision to end it. He wanted to remain friends, but I just couldn't. I knew eventually I would have been charmed back into his arms.. It broke my heart to do it, but it had to be done. I wasn't happy. Damned if I stayed and if I left. So I chose to love me I'm starting to enjoy my single life now.. learning to be me again. I've been quite unwell, but I'm slowly recovering now. Im 65 and this whole experience has really drained the life out of me.! 💗✨️🙏
I recently moved back in with my toxic family. My mom is a narcissist and throughout my childhood manipulated me and made me feel like I owed her and was supposed to blindly obey her because she put a roof over my head and fed me. In college I healed from the manipulation, but wasn’t able to get a job in time so I had to move back with her. Now her toxic patterns are making me behave like I used to before I healed. She’s the devil and control in my life. I wasn’t watching you Sonja for a while because I am in a happy relationship, and I didn’t want to upset my energy with him, even though I stayed subscribed. But something told me to watch this video today. I AM financially under control of my mother and she uses it to scare me and make me feel small. But you and spirit are right, I need to make changes and take back my power. Even if it hurts her feelings, she’s hurt me just as much and more. I was only a child, but I’ve healed and our relationship has reached completion, there is no “fixing” it with my mom. She is a broken narcissist, I have to look out for myself. I also laughed when you said the person might have cheated in the past or was a cheater, because YES she cheated on my dad with someone. Traumatized me very badly, as I silently witnessed this. Anyway, thank you as always for an amazing read.
Yes this has been an extremely difficult phase in my life. Deciding to leave behind someone you've known and loved for many years is very hard.
But It had to be done. I woke up and realised he didn't see the world in the same way as I did.. we weren't on the same planet! it was truly difficult to accept. I realised he was quite a shallow hedonistic individual and when your values and morals are not on the same page...🤷🏼♀️
Over the years (15), we had some lovely times together. He supported me all through the pandemic.. he really cared for me, but slowly not long after that we started to grow apart. Tbh It was always pretty unstable. He wasn't very loyal and even though the chemistry between us was beautiful he kept lots of things from me.. he had secrets and didn't communicate effectively emotionally. Lies and deceptions flowed like water lol
The tower had to fall.
I made the decision to end it. He wanted to remain friends, but I just couldn't. I knew eventually I would have been charmed back into his arms..
It broke my heart to do it, but it had to be done.
I wasn't happy. Damned if I stayed and if I left.
So I chose to love me
I'm starting to enjoy my single life now.. learning to be me again.
I've been quite unwell, but I'm slowly recovering now.
Im 65 and this whole experience has really drained the life out of me.!
💗✨️🙏
Thank you for this reading, resonated! I am done feeling small, moving forward alone. You look very pretty in that dress Sonya!
I recently moved back in with my toxic family. My mom is a narcissist and throughout my childhood manipulated me and made me feel like I owed her and was supposed to blindly obey her because she put a roof over my head and fed me. In college I healed from the manipulation, but wasn’t able to get a job in time so I had to move back with her. Now her toxic patterns are making me behave like I used to before I healed. She’s the devil and control in my life. I wasn’t watching you Sonja for a while because I am in a happy relationship, and I didn’t want to upset my energy with him, even though I stayed subscribed. But something told me to watch this video today. I AM financially under control of my mother and she uses it to scare me and make me feel small. But you and spirit are right, I need to make changes and take back my power. Even if it hurts her feelings, she’s hurt me just as much and more. I was only a child, but I’ve healed and our relationship has reached completion, there is no “fixing” it with my mom. She is a broken narcissist, I have to look out for myself. I also laughed when you said the person might have cheated in the past or was a cheater, because YES she cheated on my dad with someone. Traumatized me very badly, as I silently witnessed this.
Anyway, thank you as always for an amazing read.
SPOT ON.
Thanks Sonya, very pertinent 😊
I was waiting for u..❤
Yes I have big expenses and July is just start
No Aries reading too. Quite delayed
Where is Taurus at!???