Ugh, I had to pause the video and just say Jessica, you are so brave to come back to work and face the “music” as they say. I really hope your family gets the answers you deserve. And I am very very sorry from the bottom of my heart that you are going through this tough phase of life… 😢❤
I appreciate you so much. It's hard, but I'm SO grateful for the support. Just trying to do the things that bring me joy when I have been able to has helped so much ❤️💔
@ as in watching more I see you talk about your brother and your mother and their last encounters as well as yours, and I am realizing you’re right to come on here and just talk! It makes you feel less alone and get some well needed support from some awesome fans of yours! I relate to you so much, as my brother is an alcoholic and we get into fights all the time with the mean words and things he says to me.. and he usually apologizes but lately he waits for me to be nice first and then he apologizes… hearing you talk about your brother is making me feel so close to you! I am going to be 40 on 1/11 and my brother turns 39 on 2/13…
Thank you SO much for this ❤️ I LOVE my community on here so much and the love and encouragement I receive has been so amazing in my life. Connecting with people is an amazing thing and to have an outlet and an opportunity to do that means so much to me 🥰🥰🥰 i hate to hear thats how it is with your brother but its also so comforting because we can feel so alone when our family relationships arent perfect or even great. Im glad we can relate and I can bring you comfort ❤️ Me and you are the same age!
@@JessicatheDollarDivayes! We do have a lot of similarities! I’m still in the middle of watching your video, I had to pause it to go grocery shopping and now I’m turning it on in between cleaning up and putting groceries away. My house is turned upside down when I have my son over the weekends, I have a 7 year old son named Kannon, whose autistic and sometimes temperamental and things are his way or the highway most times, so things get scattered about… anyways enough about me! Back you you! I have 10 minutes left to watch and I wanted to come back and reply before it gets too late. It’s so refreshing to feel relatable stories and yours definitely is to myself. And it’s also refreshing to talk about crap going on in our lives and see the REAL human being on the other side of the camera and REAL feelings and emotions, it makes you very lovable! And I enjoy you that much more after hearing you share! ♥️
Jessica, this is heartwrenching. The poor son. I know you all will shower him with love. My sincere condolences to you and your family. It's so difficult. I'm glad you were able to have a good last contact with him. Please take care of yourself. We all love you here. You have such a nice way about you, and everything you do for this channel is so appreciated. You sound very strong.
Thank you, I appreciate that so much… We definitely will 🥰 I definitely waited until I felt good enough to film and I’m so glad I did, it’s helped me a lot ❤️💔 I love my community and yall’s love and support means as much if not more in the bad times than the good 💔❤️🩹❤️
Jessica, Im so deeply sorry for your loss. You handle this unimaginable heartbreak with grace, compassion, truth, and strength. You are one of the most genuine and kind-hearted friends I've known. I love you (and miss you!) and thank you for being such a light in the world. I pray you feel held by God ❤🙏. Sending my love and support, dear friend.
I’m so sorry for your and your family’s loss. Ty for normalizing talking about hard things. I hope making this video helped you in some small way. You are so loved here. You’re such a delight to watch. Take good care ✌🏼💖🙂🙏🏻🌈
There are no words to even write. Know that so many of us who follow you and are part of your community have gone through similar situations. Boundaries, patience, and time. Family dysfunction, especially during tragic events, is magnified. Cope the best way you can. We'll be patient and here, waiting for you and your next video. Giving you a hug ❤.
Jessica, I lost my sister 11 years ago Dec. 30. She had a brain aneurysm and we had to do a DNR on her or she would have lived on life support. I was devastated. It’s so much better with time. She struggled with many challenges and I truly believe she’s finally at Peace. We love you and we’re here for you. ❤
Take care of yourself Jessica. You held your family together like a real trooper through all of this. Losing a loved one is so very hard. We are all sending love your way.
I’m so sorry Jessica, my condolences to you and your family. I pray you have peace and strength in the next few months and year. I recently lost my dad so I know all of the emotions that come when you’re not expecting them. Take care of yourself first as everyone else is looking to you for strength. Sending you love and hugs and thank you for all the joy you bring into our lives, we truly appreciate you so much. ❤
Jessica, my heart breaks for you and your family. Especially for your brother's son. I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad that you were able to get your feelings out in this video and that you felt comfortable enough to be so transparent with us. Thank you for being so genuine and trusting with us. Your family, you, and your brother's son and X girlfriend are in my prayers.
It's always different when you don't expect it, your body has no time to process what you're going through and it's incredibly hard. You're a very sweet human and I'm so sorry that you and your family are going through this.... i hope you heal in time ❤
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost one of my older brothers back in 2018 at the age of 51 after decades of battling with alcoholism. There were and still are many different emotions. He was my brother but I watched him take advantage of nice people including my parents for many years. I hope both of our brothers are at peace and that our parents can find peace as well. So hard to find the right words to say.
Thank you so much ❤️ You understand completely the emotions. My husband had a sister that was very similar to our brothers as well 💔 We are definitely not alone and that brings so much comfort to me. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🥰❤️
I am so very sorry for your family loss Jessica. My only brother also has drug addiction problems. He had OD’d twice on fentanyl. He is a transient and is in and out of jail/ prison since age 14 and he’s 49 now. I lost my mother in Jan 2023 to homocide. Her life was taken violently. Grief is different for each person and deserves understanding and empathy. Prayers to you and your loved ones Jessica.
Oh my goodness! Im so sorry!! Thats just so tragic I have no words 💔💔💔 I’m so sorry your brother struggles so bad. This has hit me harder than I thought it would although I never did think it would actually happen, especially while my mom is still alive 💔 Thank you for your support and for sharing your story ❤️
I’m so so sorry Jessica I so understand I lost my only sister last August and still not over it, it’s so so sad, sending lots of love and prayers ❤️🙏❤️
Just starting the video and i lost my brother in September, I'm gonna try to make it all the way thru. But i want you to know I'm so sorry for your loss, there are many stages of grief and please take the time to go thru all of them.
Awww I’m so sorry 💔 Your grief is still really new as well 😔 Thank you always for love and support, I appreciate you so much and I will also have you and your family in my thoughts as well 💔❤️🙏🏼
Im so so sorry for your loss. Jessica you give so many of us strength in seeing your strength through all this. My thoughts are with you and your family and I pray for your ongoing strength and healing. 🙏🏻💜
I just finished the video and I relate completely about the mom challenges. My mom is 92 and isn’t very emotionally available, never really has been. I just wish I could give you a hug. You were trying to be nurturing with your mom and her reaction broke my heart. If I can give an ounce of suggestion, please do something nurturing for yourself. Get a massage, do some self care, as best you can. ❤
I'm at a loss of words, but I will say I'm sorry for the loss of your brother😢 Thank you for sharing a very private part of your life and I'm sure this can help others who are dealing with things kind of things. Praying for comfort and peace ❤🙏🏻 Please take care of yourself.
Sending lots of love ❤❤❤❤ I’ve been on both sides of this - receiving help & providing help. I wish more successful, high profile people like you would share even just that their family faces this, and I know it’s hard but so important to talk like you have about the specifics. It’s incredibly common in the US right now & all the issues that come with addiction are faced by so many families, but many are still embarrassed or ashamed. I am sure you have subscribers in the same family situation who feel a bit less alone & are reminded that this is, sadly, pretty normal in 21st century America & we gotta love & support each other. I’m so sorry your brother is gone & your family is hurting but thank you to the moon & back for sharing. It’s a powerful reminder to some of us why we stay away from certain substances or lifestyles. ❤ I’m a caregiver to my mom fulltime now, and you brighten my days
I am deeply sorry for your loss, I lost my sister around 6 years ago and It still hurts, but I know that you will keep him alive in your heart, God bless
I am so sorry for your lost. I lost my mom last December and know how hard it can be. May God give you and your family peace and comfort during this difficult time.
My darling, I am so sorry for your loss. I understand that loss. My brother passed at home alone and my sister in law found him after work. It’s been a year now and I’m still mourning him. This can’t be easy when you’re taking care of so many. God will give you the grace and strength to get through this. Your baby brother is no longer tormented by the pains of this world and can rest in peace now. Praying for you at this most difficult time. You’re precious ❤️
I'm so very sorry, Jessica. That's a lot. It took courage to make this video while holding it together.My heart was breaking for you.I understand the trauma and confusion when a sudden death occurs.You have such a sweet and calm demeanor.Sending big hugs.❤
So sorry about the loss of your brother Jessica, I know it takes a toll on every part of life. The way you described all that has transpired says a great deal about you and your love and strength as a person. My condolences to you and your family, extended etc. during this time. Your community is here for you, and happy to see your beautiful face in spite of recent events. All the love in my heart from me to you-from a tiny corner in SE Missouri ❤❤❤❤❤❤
It's never a good time to lose a family member. But I imagine it's even harder when it's the holiday season. I hope you and your family are able to deal with this tragedy in the best way possible. My heartfelt sympathies are with you and your family.
Oh, Jessica, I’m so sorry for everything you’ve been through. It’s clear you are the rock of your family! Thinking of you and sending positive energy and virtual hugs your way! ❤❤❤
Wow this was so raw and honest and painful. I'm so sorry for your loss.My mom was an angel but my oldest sister sounds just like your mom. Yes hard to deal with. I feel your pain and i pray you can make it the other side in one piece. You have to take care of yourself first and then deal with the other things.
Honey I understand. My family is what it is. I love them to death but we are also very much like yours. My youngest son has the same issues and he is in prison now for 2;yrs for child endangerment. I still can’t believe I have a child in prison. So I really felt your pain about your brother. I hope you are doing better and you and your husband enjoy your holidays as much as you can. Sending ❤️
Thank you so much 🥰❤️ That is part of the reason I wanted to share the story, I know how much things like this can bring people together and that is so important in this world. We are never alone ❤️💔
My sisters waited for the cops to come tell them i was gone for many years. I was a raging drug addict. The bad part is i didn't become an addict until i was 40. I've got 13 yrs clean now. I have 2 nephews struggling hard right now. Sweet girl if i could wrap my arms around you right now i would squeeze you tight!!! I'm so sorry about his death but I'm just as sorry your Mom is the way she is. I love you so much and you're in my prayers❤
Awww Tina I can feel your love and I love and appreciate you so much!! ❤️🥰 Thats a fear that is so real 😔 You’re struggle and your recovery is something you can be so proud of overcoming, most dont ever get to see the other side of it. I’m SO proud of you!! ❤️❤️❤️
So sorry for your loss. I lost my Eldest brother in 2005 just 2 half years after my mom. My brother was 5 years older than me.I still miss them very much.😢
Prayers for all of the family! You are a strong person and I know firsthand how difficult a needy, self-centered mother can be. Hang in there and show your nephew how love truly is!❤❤❤
My heart hurts for you Jessica and I'm deeply sorry upon your brother's passing. Your poor Mom; I hope if you want, will seek out grief counseling. Your poor Nephew too! And actually, you have to be the parent. I totally understand that you need to keep busy but promise us that you will take steps to look after you. For what it's worth, I have a step sister who is in transitional living despite my brother and I having made numerous attempts to help her. Please know that your brother is in Heaven now, possibly having a long talk with God. ❣️🙏🏻
Thats how I feel, he gets to rest for the first time in a long time 💔❤️❤️🙏🏼 I promise I will take care of myself, I like to be good for others and I know that is such an important element of that 🥰❤️ Thank you so much for your love and support ❤️❤️❤️
Omg so sorry for your loss Jessica! I lost my handsome brother a few years ago he passed within one week from leukemia! We were all in shock! I come from a big Italian family! God has your back Jessica these two shall pass! Sending live and light sorry Jessica!
I am very sorry for your loss of your brother. Every one grievs differently. Take your time ,its a process. Prayers for you & your family through this loss and for this Christmas season. ❤ You are a very beautiful & strong woman. Blessings ~
My heart is breaking for you and your family. I pray that you will find the answers you need and that you and your family will find comfort and healing. I lost my brother the morning after thanksgiving 2 years ago. Allow yourself to grieve however you need. ❤
Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry , I just buried my mommy this past Thursday December 5th. 😢 Definitely one of the hardest days of my life and definitely the most emotional. So sorry we share this pain & grief together right now 🙏🏽🙏🏽
Aww, Jessica, I'm so sorry for your loss. Such a difficult time to maneuver and you truly seem to be handling everything with strength and grace. Wishing for you and your family healing and comfort.🙏 As always, you look absolutely beautiful...it exudes from the inside. Take care love! ❤️❤️
My condolences to you and your family. You articulated this experience very discreetly and respectful. Praying that you and your family can get through this together with love and understanding. 😢🙏
Oh huny, I'm sorry for your loss!! You're such a sweetheart & a very strong woman 😊 I'm praying for you 🙏 and your nephew & mom too... I did want to tell you that I really liked your makeup today as well & thank you SO much for helping all of us save money & still feel beautiful & presentable. It means more than you know. .I will continue to pray that your heart heals & thru it all, you all will have the peace that passes ALL understanding! God bless 🙏 ❤❤❤
Your strength, grace, and goodness astound me. I see why I have loved watching and listening to you. It's not just about the makeup! My prayers are with you and your family, that you may find Peace and Comfort.
Nothing can make you feel better but allow yourself time to be sad, be angry, and even be selfish so you can keep your sanity. It isn't easy to be the "stability" in the family because you have to be the "strong'' one..... however you deserve to just be.........and take the time you need. You can't change the circumstances but at least know what you're going through isn't uncommon and you aren't alone. We here on TH-cam will be keeping you in our thoughts. Surround yourself with those you love, they will help you. Stay strong. Hearts do heal eventually but it can be a rough road back to happy. XXX ooo
My heart goes out to you dear girl. Lost my nephew last year to the same situation. You are doing all the right things. I love your channel and your energy.
Jessica I am so seriously sorry for your loss and extend that sympathy to your family as well. You are a beautiful person who is brave to speak the truth. I can so relate to your loss.
Awww Marina, Thank you SO much ❤️🥰 I know you have been through SO much in such a short time and I have thought about you often 💔❤️ We are not alone 🙏🏼
So sorry for your lost, It will get a little bit easier in time, I do not know how you did this video with out breaking down and crying I know that if it was me I would you are a strong woman, I hope that you and your family can do everything your family want todo with his Son. God bless you and your family and hope God can give you and your family what you need to get though this.. Hugs with love ♥
Dear Jessica I send u & ur family my deepest sympathy and condolences on the loss of ur little brother. You've been so strong thru everything. Losing ur brother, being punched in the face, handed the bag with the last personal effects of ur brother, and helping, supporting ur mother thru this & did arrangements too. Please hun make sure you take the time u need for yourself aswell. To feel - heal & get thru this. Thank you for sharing & being so open vulnerable with your subscribers. I know we've never met i person, yet watching ur videos, chatying thru comments are like spending girl time with a friend i really enjoy. Sending healing, happy vibes ur way. Again so sorry for ur loss. Sincerely Katherine 🙏🏼💞
That means so much to me, thank you 🥰❤️💔 It was all so much and I knew I had to make sure i took time and my husband made sure I did too. Thank God for him 🙏🏼❤️❤️ Thank you for your love and support 🥰
@JessicatheDollarDiva Great I'm glad to hear ur husband was watching out & supporting you thru it all. He sounds pretty understanding especially when it comes to stuff with ur mom too. My hubby is the same way, he's always reassuring. We got a few things in common. We're the same age, I also have a sibling 5yrs younger than me (a sister) married & have "colorful" parts n ppl in our families 😂 but what family doesn't right. Also thanks for replying. The engagement/interactions/responses u have with ur subscribers & audience is A+, 5 ⭐ way better than Any other channel big or small I've seen. That's y ur subs Luv ya so much🥰. Hope ya enjoy the rest of your evening pretty lady & see ya next video.💞✌🏼
So sorry for what you are going through right now Jessica!! This is a very difficult and stressful time for you!!! You are a very strong woman!! God bless you and your family as you go through the days ahead without your brother. Prayers for peace and rest for all of you in the days ahead ❤️🙏
Jessica I know we are all strangers to you but we love you and feel like family!Very sorry for your loss.
Thank you so much, that means so much to me ❤️ I love our community on here so much 😭
Ugh, I had to pause the video and just say Jessica, you are so brave to come back to work and face the “music” as they say. I really hope your family gets the answers you deserve. And I am very very sorry from the bottom of my heart that you are going through this tough phase of life… 😢❤
I appreciate you so much. It's hard, but I'm SO grateful for the support. Just trying to do the things that bring me joy when I have been able to has helped so much ❤️💔
@ as in watching more I see you talk about your brother and your mother and their last encounters as well as yours, and I am realizing you’re right to come on here and just talk! It makes you feel less alone and get some well needed support from some awesome fans of yours! I relate to you so much, as my brother is an alcoholic and we get into fights all the time with the mean words and things he says to me.. and he usually apologizes but lately he waits for me to be nice first and then he apologizes… hearing you talk about your brother is making me feel so close to you! I am going to be 40 on 1/11 and my brother turns 39 on 2/13…
Thank you SO much for this ❤️ I LOVE my community on here so much and the love and encouragement I receive has been so amazing in my life. Connecting with people is an amazing thing and to have an outlet and an opportunity to do that means so much to me 🥰🥰🥰
i hate to hear thats how it is with your brother but its also so comforting because we can feel so alone when our family relationships arent perfect or even great. Im glad we can relate and I can bring you comfort ❤️ Me and you are the same age!
@@JessicatheDollarDivayes! We do have a lot of similarities! I’m still in the middle of watching your video, I had to pause it to go grocery shopping and now I’m turning it on in between cleaning up and putting groceries away. My house is turned upside down when I have my son over the weekends, I have a 7 year old son named Kannon, whose autistic and sometimes temperamental and things are his way or the highway most times, so things get scattered about… anyways enough about me! Back you you! I have 10 minutes left to watch and I wanted to come back and reply before it gets too late. It’s so refreshing to feel relatable stories and yours definitely is to myself. And it’s also refreshing to talk about crap going on in our lives and see the REAL human being on the other side of the camera and REAL feelings and emotions, it makes you very lovable! And I enjoy you that much more after hearing you share! ♥️
Jessica, this is heartwrenching. The poor son. I know you all will shower him with love.
My sincere condolences to you and your family. It's so difficult.
I'm glad you were able to have a good last contact with him.
Please take care of yourself.
We all love you here. You have such a nice way about you, and everything you do for this channel is so appreciated. You sound very strong.
Thank you, I appreciate that so much…
We definitely will 🥰
I definitely waited until I felt good enough to film and I’m so glad I did, it’s helped me a lot ❤️💔 I love my community and yall’s love and support means as much if not more in the bad times than the good 💔❤️🩹❤️
You will help many people telling your story about your brothers death. Your open honesty about the good, the bad and the ugly will be very helpful.
Thank you ❤️ I hope so. I think honesty is something that brings people together 💔❤️
Jessica, Im so deeply sorry for your loss. You handle this unimaginable heartbreak with grace, compassion, truth, and strength. You are one of the most genuine and kind-hearted friends I've known. I love you (and miss you!) and thank you for being such a light in the world. I pray you feel held by God ❤🙏. Sending my love and support, dear friend.
Awww Juli, thank you so much!! I still miss and love you SO very much 🥰❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭
I’m so sorry for your and your family’s loss. Ty for normalizing talking about hard things. I hope making this video helped you in some small way. You are so loved here. You’re such a delight to watch. Take good care ✌🏼💖🙂🙏🏻🌈
It really did and now reading the comments is another layer of therapy 💔❤️ I appreciate you SO much Michelle 🥰
So sorry for your loss. This is heartbreaking. Prayers for you and your family.
Thank you so much 💔❤️❤️
There are no words to even write. Know that so many of us who follow you and are part of your community have gone through similar situations. Boundaries, patience, and time. Family dysfunction, especially during tragic events, is magnified. Cope the best way you can.
We'll be patient and here, waiting for you and your next video.
Giving you a hug ❤.
The fact Im not alone and so many have shared their stories, similar experiences and understanding has helped me so much 🥰❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry, Jessica. Prayers for your and your loved ones. My heart goes out to you. ❤
Thank you so much ❤️💔💔
Even through tragedy you can always see a blessing. You are such a beautiful soul Jessica. Prayers for you and your family.🙏
Thank you so much ❤️💔 There is always something to be grateful for 🙏🏼
Condolences!!!! Im sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and you look beautiful!!!!
Thank you so much ❤️💔 I promise I will ❤️🩹
Jessica, I lost my sister 11 years ago Dec. 30. She had a brain aneurysm and we had to do a DNR on her or she would have lived on life support. I was devastated. It’s so much better with time. She struggled with many challenges and I truly believe she’s finally at Peace. We love you and we’re here for you. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story with me ❤️💔💔 I love my community on here and It makes me feel not so alone 🥰❤️
Sorry for your loss.. wishing you and your family much peace and blessings..
Thank you so much, I appreciate it. ❤️💔
Family can be so hard. HERE IS A BIG BIG HUG!!!!!!
It definitely can be 😔💔 Thank you SO much ❤️❤️❤️
I too lost my older brother when I was 19...very difficult. I wish you so much peace and joy. You are such a nice lady.
Ya’ll were so young, im so sorry 😔💔🙏🏼 Thank you so much, I really appreciate it 🥰❤️❤️
So sorry for your loss, hope the Creator will comfort your soul
Thank you so much 🥰❤️❤️
I'm so sorry, Jessica. Prayers for you and yours for strength and peace in mind through this time. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you 💔❤️❤️
I'm so very sorry for your loss. May God comfort you and your family during this time. ❤
Thank you so much, I appreciate it 🙏🏼💔
Take care of yourself Jessica. You held your family together like a real trooper through all of this. Losing a loved one is so very hard. We are all sending love your way.
Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️ I did the best I could ❤️🩹
Jessica, I am so, very sorry for your loss. May God grant you comfort & peace.
Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I’m sorry for your loss Jessica. Condolences to you and your family 🙏🏽
Thank you so much ❤️💔💔
I am so sorry for your loss, my deepest condolost to you and to your family.
Thank you so much ❤️❤️💔
Heartwenching 😢 so sorry for you and your family. Prayers 🙏
Thank you for your super in depth sharing ❤️ God bless you
Thank you so much, your support means the world ❤️💔🙏🏼
So sad Jessica. We love you. Thank you for sharing so honestly. ❤
Thank you so much, that means the world to me ❤️💔 I love you all so very much 🥰
Jessica I am so sorry for the lost of your brother. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Thank you so much! 🥰❤️
I’m so sorry Jessica, my condolences to you and your family. I pray you have peace and strength in the next few months and year. I recently lost my dad so I know all of the emotions that come when you’re not expecting them. Take care of yourself first as everyone else is looking to you for strength. Sending you love and hugs and thank you for all the joy you bring into our lives, we truly appreciate you so much. ❤
Thank you so much, I appreciate it 🥰❤️ I’m sorry for your loss as well 💔🙏🏼
I am so sorry for your loss and all that you are going through. My heart, thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.❤
Thank you so much, your love and support mean the world 🙏🏼💔
Jessica, my heart breaks for you and your family. Especially for your brother's son. I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad that you were able to get your feelings out in this video and that you felt comfortable enough to be so transparent with us. Thank you for being so genuine and trusting with us. Your family, you, and your brother's son and X girlfriend are in my prayers.
It's always different when you don't expect it, your body has no time to process what you're going through and it's incredibly hard. You're a very sweet human and I'm so sorry that you and your family are going through this.... i hope you heal in time ❤
You’re very right 😔💔 Thank you so much, I really appreciate you ❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost one of my older brothers back in 2018 at the age of 51 after decades of battling with alcoholism. There were and still are many different emotions. He was my brother but I watched him take advantage of nice people including my parents for many years. I hope both of our brothers are at peace and that our parents can find peace as well. So hard to find the right words to say.
Thank you so much ❤️ You understand completely the emotions. My husband had a sister that was very similar to our brothers as well 💔 We are definitely not alone and that brings so much comfort to me. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🥰❤️
I am so very sorry for your family loss Jessica. My only brother also has drug addiction problems. He had OD’d twice on fentanyl. He is a transient and is in and out of jail/ prison since age 14 and he’s 49 now. I lost my mother in Jan 2023 to homocide. Her life was taken violently. Grief is different for each person and deserves understanding and empathy. Prayers to you and your loved ones Jessica.
Oh my goodness! Im so sorry!! Thats just so tragic I have no words 💔💔💔 I’m so sorry your brother struggles so bad.
This has hit me harder than I thought it would although I never did think it would actually happen, especially while my mom is still alive 💔 Thank you for your support and for sharing your story ❤️
Sending you a virtual hug Jessica.
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I’m so so sorry Jessica I so understand I lost my only sister last August and still not over it, it’s so so sad, sending lots of love and prayers ❤️🙏❤️
Awww I’m SO sorry 💔💔🙏🏼 You know all too well 😔
@ Thank you dear❤️
Just starting the video and i lost my brother in September, I'm gonna try to make it all the way thru. But i want you to know I'm so sorry for your loss, there are many stages of grief and please take the time to go thru all of them.
Awww I’m so sorry 💔 Your grief is still really new as well 😔 Thank you always for love and support, I appreciate you so much and I will also have you and your family in my thoughts as well 💔❤️🙏🏼
Prayers for you snd your family, Jessica. May God hold you gently in the palm of His hand.
Thank you so much ❤️💔💔
Im so so sorry for your loss. Jessica you give so many of us strength in seeing your strength through all this. My thoughts are with you and your family and I pray for your ongoing strength and healing. 🙏🏻💜
I just finished the video and I relate completely about the mom challenges. My mom is 92 and isn’t very emotionally available, never really has been. I just wish I could give you a hug. You were trying to be nurturing with your mom and her reaction broke my heart. If I can give an ounce of suggestion, please do something nurturing for yourself. Get a massage, do some self care, as best you can. ❤
Thank you so much. It great to know we’re not alone ❤️💔 I promise I will ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a loved one is hard, even if you may almost be expecting it. Praying for you and your family.
I'm at a loss of words, but I will say I'm sorry for the loss of your brother😢 Thank you for sharing a very private part of your life and I'm sure this can help others who are dealing with things kind of things. Praying for comfort and peace ❤🙏🏻
Please take care of yourself.
Sending lots of love ❤❤❤❤ I’ve been on both sides of this - receiving help & providing help. I wish more successful, high profile people like you would share even just that their family faces this, and I know it’s hard but so important to talk like you have about the specifics. It’s incredibly common in the US right now & all the issues that come with addiction are faced by so many families, but many are still embarrassed or ashamed. I am sure you have subscribers in the same family situation who feel a bit less alone & are reminded that this is, sadly, pretty normal in 21st century America & we gotta love & support each other. I’m so sorry your brother is gone & your family is hurting but thank you to the moon & back for sharing. It’s a powerful reminder to some of us why we stay away from certain substances or lifestyles. ❤
I’m a caregiver to my mom fulltime now, and you brighten my days
It makes me so happy to be able to bring joy 🥰 Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️
I am deeply sorry for your loss, I lost my sister around 6 years ago and It still hurts, but I know that you will keep him alive in your heart, God bless
Absolutely we will ❤️💔 Thank you so much and Im so sorry for your loss as well 🙏🏼
I am so sorry for your lost. I lost my mom last December and know how hard it can be. May God give you and your family peace and comfort during this difficult time.
Im so sorry for the loss of your mom 💔❤️ Thank you so much 🥰
@JessicatheDollarDiva Thank you! 🩷 I promise it does get better with time.
So sorry for the loss of your brother. Heartfelt condolences to you and your family.
Thank you so much 💔❤️🩹❤️
You’re a very strong person,Jessica. Sending love and prayers to you and your family especially your nephew❤
Thank you so much ❤️💔
Sorry for your loss Jessica. Family relationships are so hard ! There’s only so much one can do. My thoughts and prayers are with you. ❤
Thank you so much ❤️💔 We can only try our best ❤️🙏🏼
My darling, I am so sorry for your loss. I understand that loss. My brother passed at home alone and my sister in law found him after work. It’s been a year now and I’m still mourning him. This can’t be easy when you’re taking care of so many. God will give you the grace and strength to get through this. Your baby brother is no longer tormented by the pains of this world and can rest in peace now. Praying for you at this most difficult time. You’re precious ❤️
Thank you ❤️💔 I appreciate your kind words so much and I’m so sorry for your loss 💔🙏🏼 You know all too well ❤️🩹
I'm so very sorry, Jessica. That's a lot. It took courage to make this video while holding it together.My heart was breaking for you.I understand the trauma and confusion when a sudden death occurs.You have such a sweet and calm demeanor.Sending big hugs.❤
Confusion and trauma are very real 💔 Thank you so much, it means the world to me ❤️❤️❤️
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Take care of your fragile heart.❤💔
I will try ❤️🩹🥰
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So sorry about the loss of your brother Jessica, I know it takes a toll on every part of life. The way you described all that has transpired says a great deal about you and your love and strength as a person. My condolences to you and your family, extended etc. during this time. Your community is here for you, and happy to see your beautiful face in spite of recent events. All the love in my heart from me to you-from a tiny corner in SE Missouri ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much, it means the world to me 💔❤️
I’m sorry for your loss Jessica. My sincere condolences. May your Brother rest in peace. 🙏
Jessica, sincere condolences to you and your family! Thank you for sharing ❤
Thank you so much, it means a lot ❤️💔
It's never a good time to lose a family member. But I imagine it's even harder when it's the holiday season. I hope you and your family are able to deal with this tragedy in the best way possible. My heartfelt sympathies are with you and your family.
Thank you so much ❤️💔 I feel it definitely hits a bit different for sure. My husband and I are trying to keep our joy through it ❤️💔
Oh, Jessica, I’m so sorry for everything you’ve been through. It’s clear you are the rock of your family! Thinking of you and sending positive energy and virtual hugs your way! ❤❤❤
Wow this was so raw and honest and painful. I'm so sorry for your loss.My mom was an angel but my oldest sister sounds just like your mom. Yes hard to deal with. I feel your pain and i pray you can make it the other side in one piece. You have to take care of yourself first and then deal with the other things.
My husband is making sure I take care of me and I’m so thankful for that 🥰❤️❤️ Family dynamics can make a hard situation harder 😔
Honey I understand. My family is what it is. I love them to death but we are also very much like yours. My youngest son has the same issues and he is in prison now for 2;yrs for child endangerment. I still can’t believe I have a child in prison. So I really felt your pain about your brother. I hope you are doing better and you and your husband enjoy your holidays as much as you can. Sending ❤️
I'm so sorry honey. I have been praying for you and your family. I've had my share of tragedy so I'm here if you ever need a friend to listen.
Aww That means the world to me, thank you 💔❤️❤️
Im so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing. Xox Your story will bring another comfort, for that i am certain. ❤
Thank you so much 🥰❤️ That is part of the reason I wanted to share the story, I know how much things like this can bring people together and that is so important in this world. We are never alone ❤️💔
I'm so sorry for your loss Jessica. Thank you for sharing your story. Your family is very lucky to have you ❤
Thank you so much 🥰❤️💔💔
Sorry for your loss, I to also loss my brother in 2021. I understand your grief, I will pray for you and your family 🙏🙏🙏
Thank you so much, I appreciate it. ❤️💔💔 I will do the same for you. I know even with time, the pain and loss is still there 🙏🏼
Sorry about all of this. You seem to be holding up well. Keep on Keeping on Girl.
Aww Thank you 💔❤️ It’s been harder than I thought but I’m in a good place right now ❤️🩹
My sisters waited for the cops to come tell them i was gone for many years. I was a raging drug addict. The bad part is i didn't become an addict until i was 40. I've got 13 yrs clean now. I have 2 nephews struggling hard right now. Sweet girl if i could wrap my arms around you right now i would squeeze you tight!!! I'm so sorry about his death but I'm just as sorry your Mom is the way she is. I love you so much and you're in my prayers❤
Awww Tina I can feel your love and I love and appreciate you so much!! ❤️🥰 Thats a fear that is so real 😔 You’re struggle and your recovery is something you can be so proud of overcoming, most dont ever get to see the other side of it. I’m SO proud of you!! ❤️❤️❤️
I am so so sorry for your loss Jessica 💔 I am praying for you and your family. May God be with you all during this hard time. 💔💔💔🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you so much, I appreciate it ❤️💔🙏🏼
So sorry for your loss. I lost my Eldest brother in 2005 just 2 half years after my mom. My brother was 5 years older than me.I still miss them very much.😢
Awww I’m so sorry for your losses, two so close together is extra rough 😔🙏🏼❤️
One Day At A Time.. Prayers for you and your Family, Jessica ❣️
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Thank you so much 💔❤️❤️
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I am truly sorry we lost our daughter almost 4 years ago and her brother lost his best friend. 😂🩷🩷🩷 Prayers of peace to you and your family 😢
Oh gosh Im so sorry, burying a child has to be the absolute worst 💔💔💔 Thank you so much and prayers to your family 🙏🏼
Prayers for all of the family! You are a strong person and I know firsthand how difficult a needy, self-centered mother can be. Hang in there and show your nephew how love truly is!❤❤❤
Thank you so much 🥰💔💔❤️❤️
My heart hurts for you Jessica and I'm deeply sorry upon your brother's passing. Your poor Mom; I hope if you want, will seek out grief counseling. Your poor Nephew too! And actually, you have to be the parent. I totally understand that you need to keep busy but promise us that you will take steps to look after you. For what it's worth, I have a step sister who is in transitional living despite my brother and I having made numerous attempts to help her. Please know that your brother is in Heaven now, possibly having a long talk with God. ❣️🙏🏻
Thats how I feel, he gets to rest for the first time in a long time 💔❤️❤️🙏🏼 I promise I will take care of myself, I like to be good for others and I know that is such an important element of that 🥰❤️ Thank you so much for your love and support ❤️❤️❤️
😢 I am so sorry for your loss. Sending prayers and hugs for you and your family.❤
Thank you so much ❤️💔
Omg so sorry for your loss Jessica! I lost my handsome brother a few years ago he passed within one week from leukemia! We were all in shock! I come from a big Italian family! God has your back Jessica these two shall pass! Sending live and light sorry Jessica!
Im so sorry to heart that 💔❤️❤️
I am very sorry for your loss of your brother. Every one grievs differently. Take your time ,its a process. Prayers for you & your family through this loss and for this Christmas season. ❤ You are a very beautiful & strong woman. Blessings ~
Thank you so much 💔❤️❤️❤️
So sorry for the loss of your brother. Prayers to your Nephew and family.
Thank you 🥰❤️💔❤️
Awww I am so sorry for your loss. Sending extra prayers for your nephew.
God Bless you Jessica!!! Praying for you and your family.❤
My heart is breaking for you and your family. I pray that you will find the answers you need and that you and your family will find comfort and healing. I lost my brother the morning after thanksgiving 2 years ago. Allow yourself to grieve however you need. ❤
I'm so sorry to hear that, thank you for sharing your story and I'm glad to know I'm not alone 🙏🏼💔
Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry , I just buried my mommy this past Thursday December 5th. 😢 Definitely one of the hardest days of my life and definitely the most emotional. So sorry we share this pain & grief together right now 🙏🏽🙏🏽
Im so sorry for the loss of your mom 💔💔💔 but it’s always comforting to know we’re not alone. We’ll get through 🙏🏼
Aww, Jessica, I'm so sorry for your loss. Such a difficult time to maneuver and you truly seem to be handling everything with strength and grace. Wishing for you and your family healing and comfort.🙏 As always, you look absolutely beautiful...it exudes from the inside. Take care love! ❤️❤️
Thank you so much, you are so kind. ❤️💔 I have had my bad moments but I know I have done my best 🥰
Thank you for being so open and honest about your experience ❤ it means more than you would think
Thank you so much, that means the world to me ❤️
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My condolences to you and your family. You articulated this experience very discreetly and respectful. Praying that you and your family can get through this together with love and understanding. 😢🙏
Big hugs Jessica. I’m so sorry for your family. Im glad you got that text. I lost my Dad in January. Mom & I are still healing. 💙💔💙
Me too 😭❤️
So sorry about your dad ❤️💔 Loss is hard and takes time, but we will get through 🙏🏼
Thank hun. Take care of yourself. Pamper yourself a little more. 🥺
I promise I will ❤️🩹❤️🥰
I am so sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry for what your going through I will pray for you and your family hugs xoxo
Thank you so much, I appreciate it. ❤️💔💔
So sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your family.
Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️
You are so brave Jessica! Hang in there Jessica! God bless!
Thank you so much, I appreciate it 🙏🏼❤️
My heart is with you and I love your courage to share your grief 🙏 My brother died in a car accident when he was 21. Hugs and prayers 😢
Im so sorry for the loss of your brother, much too young 💔💔❤️ Thank you so much 🥰❤️
Very sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your family 🙏
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it 🙏🏼💔❤️
My true condolences to you and your family, may God bless y'all! Hugs from San Antonio Texas
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it ❤️💔🙏🏼
❤ Jessica I am sorry for your loss. You are an amazing person and wish you the best with everything
Thank you so much 🥰❤️💔
You are so brave my beautiful Jessica and i have been praying for you and your family ❤ We love you and hope to see you soon!🥰
Thank you so much, it means the world to me 😭❤️
Oh huny, I'm sorry for your loss!! You're such a sweetheart & a very strong woman 😊 I'm praying for you 🙏 and your nephew & mom too... I did want to tell you that I really liked your makeup today as well & thank you SO much for helping all of us save money & still feel beautiful & presentable. It means more than you know. .I will continue to pray that your heart heals & thru it all, you all will have the peace that passes ALL understanding! God bless 🙏 ❤❤❤
Your strength, grace, and goodness astound me. I see why I have loved watching and listening to you. It's not just about the makeup! My prayers are with you and your family, that you may find Peace and Comfort.
Thank you so much! Your kind words and support mean the world to me 🥰❤️❤️❤️
Grief comes in many phases. Be patient with yourself while you navigate them. ❤
Im definitely learning that ❤️🩹💔 Thank you 🥰
Peace & love Jessica. Thinking of you❤
Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️
Nothing can make you feel better but allow yourself time to be sad, be angry, and even be selfish so you can keep your sanity. It isn't easy to be the "stability" in the family because you have to be the "strong'' one..... however you deserve to just be.........and take the time you need. You can't change the circumstances but at least know what you're going through isn't uncommon and you aren't alone. We here on TH-cam will be keeping you in our thoughts. Surround yourself with those you love, they will help you. Stay strong. Hearts do heal eventually but it can be a rough road back to happy. XXX ooo
Thank you, that means the world to me 🥰❤️💔 You all mean the world to me
Sending you lots of love, I'm so sorry for your loss.
Thank you ❤️❤️💔
I’m so sorry for your loss. May your brother fly with the angels now. Your makeup looks beautiful in this video, I love the green. Take care ❤
Thank you so much, I appreciate it ❤️💔
My heart goes out to you dear girl. Lost my nephew last year to the same situation. You are doing all the right things. I love your channel and your energy.
Thank you so much, that means the world to me ❤️💔 So sorry about the loss of your nephew 💔
Jessica I am so seriously sorry for your loss and extend that sympathy to your family as well. You are a beautiful person who is brave to speak the truth. I can so relate to your loss.
Awww Marina, Thank you SO much ❤️🥰 I know you have been through SO much in such a short time and I have thought about you often 💔❤️ We are not alone 🙏🏼
I’m so very sorry and I hope things get better for you. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🙏🙏❤️
Thank you so much, I appreciate it ❤️🙏🏼
I am so sorry for your loss!! Thank you for having the courage to let us know what happened in your life. 💙💙💙
Thank you ❤️💔 Im so thankful to have a community where I can, this helped me so much ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
I'm so extremely sorry to hear about your loss!! Please know we will be keeping you in our prayers!! ❤️🙏❤️
Thank you so much ❤️💔❤️
So sorry for your lost, It will get a little bit easier in time, I do not know how you did this video with out breaking down and crying I know that if it was me I would you are a strong woman, I hope that you and your family can do everything your family want todo with his Son. God bless you and your family and hope God can give you and your family what you need to get though this.. Hugs with love ♥
Thank you so much, it means a lot ❤️
Dear Jessica I send u & ur family my deepest sympathy and condolences on the loss of ur little brother. You've been so strong thru everything. Losing ur brother, being punched in the face, handed the bag with the last personal effects of ur brother, and helping, supporting ur mother thru this & did arrangements too. Please hun make sure you take the time u need for yourself aswell. To feel - heal & get thru this. Thank you for sharing & being so open vulnerable with your subscribers. I know we've never met i person, yet watching ur videos, chatying thru comments are like spending girl time with a friend i really enjoy. Sending healing, happy vibes ur way. Again so sorry for ur loss. Sincerely Katherine 🙏🏼💞
That means so much to me, thank you 🥰❤️💔 It was all so much and I knew I had to make sure i took time and my husband made sure I did too. Thank God for him 🙏🏼❤️❤️ Thank you for your love and support 🥰
@JessicatheDollarDiva Great I'm glad to hear ur husband was watching out & supporting you thru it all. He sounds pretty understanding especially when it comes to stuff with ur mom too. My hubby is the same way, he's always reassuring. We got a few things in common. We're the same age, I also have a sibling 5yrs younger than me (a sister) married & have "colorful" parts n ppl in our families 😂 but what family doesn't right. Also thanks for replying. The engagement/interactions/responses u have with ur subscribers & audience is A+, 5 ⭐ way better than Any other channel big or small I've seen. That's y ur subs Luv ya so much🥰. Hope ya enjoy the rest of your evening pretty lady & see ya next video.💞✌🏼
So sorry for what you are going through right now Jessica!! This is a very difficult and stressful time for you!!! You are a very strong woman!! God bless you and your family as you go through the days ahead without your brother. Prayers for peace and rest for all of you in the days ahead ❤️🙏
Thank you so much, I appreciate it ❤️🙏🏼