Girl yes! The mind definitely changes after kids. Intrusive thoughts are totally normal. We all have them but a person with an anxiety disorder definitely reacts and dwells on the thoughts more. It's awful. I've learned to just laugh at the thoughts and not let it scare me or spike my anxiety. I just roll my eyes and think " that'll never happen " 🙄 Just shows you are a good person and empath and that's why the thoughts scare you. Maybe look up OCD pure O to see if you relate? Kai is absolutely adorable. He looks like his daddy. It's great to see you back on here. I've watched you for years💕
Same, I had them especially with your first child. It’s a love so big and pure that you can’t imagine living without it and therefore our fear kicks into fear even when it’s so irrational. They do go away. For me when my first born was 2 years old I noticed I felt more at ease.
Wow this!! Also feeling every emotion they feel, my daughter is almost two and I feel like I am just now disconnecting from her emotional spazz but when she was first born, she couldn’t cry or scream without me tearing up or ready to have an emotional breakdown with her. This is another sector of parenting that no one prepares you for, emotional stability! 🥹
I lost my mom a few months ago and when you shared how you called your mom to come over it was so special. I got so emotional. Cherish the time with her just as you cherish the time you have with your sweet baby boy ❤ I love to see the woman you are as a mother.
I can say you are one of the very few ppl here on utube that keep it REAL. Real content , real life !!! I love you for that … its been amazing watching you transform into this wonderful mommy .
I can confirm my anxiety increased so much after having my kids. I’ve struggled with it my whole life but it definitely got worse. I feel like intrusive thoughts are natural once having kids. It’s our job to protect them so we naturally are on alert all the time which in turn allows those thoughts to happen. I’m so sorry you had to deal with that. It’s the worst 😔 I hope Orange and Blue are doing okay ❤️
My daughter is 10 and I still get those thoughts sometimes Your story really resonated with me because my anxiety flared up after I had my daughter, at 30. I never really had anxiety at all until I had her I had to go on a low-dose anxiety med at one point, I’m doing much better now hang in there mama❤️
I’m so happy for you and your growth in life and as a mom. I’ve been watching you for like 10 years. It’s amazing to see the woman you are today compared to 10 years ago. Love ya girl. You’re amazing. You have a beautiful family🥰
This took me back in time, when my son was a baby and my anxiety levels spiking, all while one of my kitties had gotten ill. Such a bittersweet period of my life. Good luck w everything. 🙏🏼👍✅💖
I missed ur videos and I was so excited to see this pop up. The baby is sooooo adorable. One toy he may like if u dont have it already is a bouncy seat and it spins and has toys all around it. My son Connor loved it soooo much.
It’s so sweet watching you grow!! I haven’t been watch as much as I did when I was younger but girlll you still doing your thang and married with a cute baby. May the universe continue blessing you
I can relate to the anxiety attacks. After having my first child I had so many anxiety attacks but thankfully over time got them under control. Totally normal!
Awww I totally understand about intrusive thoughts with your baby - I used to get like that, too! And so sorry about your anxiety attack - they are the worst! Baby is getting sooo big! I can't get over how much he looks like his daddy! And your Pumpkin Spice nails are soooo cute!💗💗
Ive been a Mother Baby nurse x 38 years...one word for everything you are feeling, thinking and experiencing....Postpartum Hormones...it can go on for a year or longer. You will come through it with flying colors mama!! Kai's a doll and you and hubby are amazing parents! Prayers up! Keep smiling that beautiful smile Nicole! 🙏❤️😍
Kai is the cutest baby ever ! I’ve been watching you for a while (10 years) so happy to see you as a mama now. You and Jeremy are great parents.❤️ Mana playing in the background 🎶🤩
As a mom of 2 sooo many things in this video were very relatable lol Thanks for sharing this new part of your lives with us, Sending you lots of love Nicole! 💓
Those thoughts are totally normal, loads of parents have them. Part of it is because they are so precious to you and you’re primed to protect them, so sometimes your mind gets carried away!
Girl, the thoughts happen with everyone!! I have had the most horrific, ridiculous thoughts go through my head and my baby is now 11. It happens for a while. It’s because we love so much.
The fact that i still have those thoughts with a 8 year old and 1 year old, totally normal. The big 1 is a huge reason to celebrate and do what feels best to you. Kai is so biggg omgg time flies. Im alone with my kids mostly and i freak myself out every night checking doors and what not. I love your vlogs (even if its 1 a month) lol and been a viewer for years. Please have a play date with carli ! ❤️🙌🏻 we need thatttt full circle moment!! Xoxo
Ahhh Kai is absolutely adorable! So so cute. Motherhood is such a mixture of emotions and feelings. The anxiety for me was next level when my son was small.
It’s good to have music or sound playing while your baby is sleeping. This will help out soooo much and make him a heavier sleeper. small things like that can have such a great impact on your life. It’s tough being mom. I remember you always valuing your sleep lol
So glad I’m not alone with the ‘tv on/off’ issue! That baby of your is adorable!! Love watching, thanks for sharing. Ps, your mom is there for you, like you will be for your beautiful baby boy! ❤️
Hey Mamas. I had the WORST postpartum anxiety and it is COMPLETELY NORMAL! There’s nothing weird about it! You are doing your best and your little man loves everything you do for him! Hugs to you Mama. ❤️
I do the same thing . I have anxiety and whenever my bf is not home I have to have the tv or a light on. When he’s home I can sleep without the tv on because then I feel safe. Your not the only one girl so don’t feel alone love.❤️
I know when my kiddos were teething they slept like crap and did the same - crying a ton, inconsolable and bad with sleep and naps. Love watching these videos! Such an amazing person! And you’re so relatable and real! ❤
The post partum anxiety is the absolute worst you will get through this though momma you’re not alone and I appreciate it this video makes me feel better that I’m not the only one experiencing this. ❤️
Those thoughts are completely normal! At times annoying but they are always there lol my boys are 14 and 4. I’m currently living with anxiety and depression and being a mom you’re always on high alert with everything! It’s tiring 😩 but they make it so rewarding ❤️
GIRRRRRLLLLLL - so many things I could relate to in this vlog haha .. i kept nodding "uhhuhhh" with everything you said ... mom thoughts, squeaky carts, brushing hair, .. sending you love
I totally feel you!!!! I have anxiety to begin with but after my son it heightened like crazy!!! My poor Mom did a lot of running in the night to come calm me as my baby Daddy worked out of town. Thank you for being honest ❤️
Postpartum anxiety is “a thing”. You’re not weird or the only one. Keep giving yourself grace & time. Motherhood has no manual, you’re doing great! He’s the cutest wittle chunkskin. I chuckled about the pictures. I was thinking the same thing when looking at pictures of my daughter- “I need to print these, heaven forbid I can find a charger or the file gets corrupted” chile!!! Lol
I related to SO much of this- from breastfeeding to intrusive thoughts to anxiety and House of Dragon almost being too much! Thank you for sharing so honestly of yourself, nice to know other people are going through it too 💗💗💗
Nicole listening to Mana 😱 this video just proved why your so relatable. I always related to you since day one but here lately your more relatable. Love how you haven’t changed & stayed true to yourself 143
Kai is SO sweet and handsome. I can’t handle it 🥺 I love how real you are about your motherhood journey. The anxiety is real and our brain changes for sure. I have the WORST thoughts sometimes, for absolutely no reason. Over time things will get better and when you and Beebs are away from Kai and have time to yourselves, enjoy it as much as possible!! You cannot pour from an empty cup; don’t put yourself on the back burner forever mama ❤️🙏🏼
Girl postpartum anxiety is very real. And with it comes the intrusive thoughts. I definitely had them. And it sucks sometimes. Don’t be afraid to talk to someone or ask for help
Watching you be a mom is my fav. You’re such a great mama 💙 Kai is so lucky to be your son! I haven’t watched you since day one, but I started watching you when I became a mom bc I finally discovered TH-cam, so it feels like we’ve come full circle lol.
After my brother passed I started sleeping with the tv or radio on, it helped soothe me but now I'm used to the noise. Idk why that loud ass cart made me laugh but it did. It's cool hearing that you guys plan on having another baby. 💜
My mother always made (baby) photo albums for her kids. She also would write the date/year or our age on the back of each photo which I always liked. You're a wonderful mother Nicole!
I had those same thoughts with my first one. I never told anyone because I felt so crazy. Years later I learned that’s part of Postpartum depression. So glad you are talking about it. You are not alone.
Yes! The mind goes WILD after having kids. I was always anxious, but after having my daughter (12 yrs ago 🥴) my anxiety and intrusive thoughts are next level! I totally had my nana stay with me once when my daughter was 3 years old when I was home alone.
Girl you aren't alone. I have two kids now and my husband's in the military, when he's away I am a wreck waiting for something bad to happen and I'll just be helpless. Taking them out alone I get really anxious and can't relax. It's great to call on family to help and know it gets a bit better when they are older
I had bad anxiety too after my first and I still have it from time to time. You’re not alone! Postpartum comes with a lot of changes and is so hard sometimes.
Absolutely! Your entire world after having kids is night and day! Everything changes and it’s because the love you feel for your baby is the most intense and fulfilling. Your instinct to protect is at an all time high and unfortunately the mind also thinks the worst as a result. My oldest is 24 and youngest is 7 and it hasn’t changed! One day at a time! Hope your anxiety stays at a minimum. You’re doing great!
Thanks Nicole! If it’s possible to pass along the prize to someone else, please do! I’m thankful for your time and effort making videos and sharing your life. As a mother who also works from home, It’s hard to make friends (and it’s hard to trust people to be honest!) so I’m so so so thankful you make videos because I feel like we’re Friends and you’re directly sharing your life with me. If that made sense!
Also, a tip on teething… I get a washcloth and run it water… get it damp and put in the freezer. Babies love “chewing” on the softly frozen towel and it helps with the pain .
Thank you for being honest. I have a 22 month old and I lose my mind sometimes and it feels so lonely. Like am I the only crazy mom having these awful scary thoughts of my child hurting themselves?! He recently fell and broke his elbow and although it was an accident, I still felt so inadequate and judged for it, had an emotional breakdown last night and it was comforting to hear you say you've struggled with those thoughts. I am a single mom and do not have any help whatsoever, so it's nice to know even moms who do have help can still have those bad days. I'm glad you were able to get yourself out of it and had your mom there to help! Being a mom is tough, keeping a tiny human alive and thriving is hard, but here we are kicking ass!!! Love you girl, little man is getting soo big! Cutie boy 💙
As soon as I brought my babies home from the hospital I would leave the TV on at night or have music on to get them use to the noise it was such a big help because I could not sleep at night with out the TV on
The intrusive thoughts never end when you are a mom, lol. My sons are now 25,23,11 and 9… and I still can’t stop thinking things and trying to figure how I will prevent them! It’s the worst! Your baby is soooo precious ❤️
That’s crazy! When you said Jeremy has been out of town, I was like, “idk how she does it. I’d be scared the entire time someone will break in.” Then, you said my exact thoughts. I’m glad you’re okay ❤️
They sell baby knee pad and non slip sock combo packs on Amazon that you should try for Kai. We don't want him hurting his little toesies digging them into the floor. Also to help with the tv situation next time try sleeping with an individual airpod. 1 ear for you and 1 ear on Kai.
Forever the most down to earth, relatable, REAL influencer. 🥰
Period! Love Nicole and her family ❤
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If I could heart this 1000 times I would 💜
Girl yes! The mind definitely changes after kids. Intrusive thoughts are totally normal. We all have them but a person with an anxiety disorder definitely reacts and dwells on the thoughts more. It's awful. I've learned to just laugh at the thoughts and not let it scare me or spike my anxiety. I just roll my eyes and think " that'll never happen " 🙄 Just shows you are a good person and empath and that's why the thoughts scare you. Maybe look up OCD pure O to see if you relate?
Kai is absolutely adorable. He looks like his daddy. It's great to see you back on here. I've watched you for years💕
If you look up Ali Greymond TH-cam channel she is SO helpful with this
Same, I had them especially with your first child. It’s a love so big and pure that you can’t imagine living without it and therefore our fear kicks into fear even when it’s so irrational. They do go away. For me when my first born was 2 years old I noticed I felt more at ease.
@@Ashleyiza Yes she helped me a lot! 💕
OMg thank you for sharing. I love that perspective to laugh, and remember that it would never happen. You truly just made my outlook. 🤍
Wow this!! Also feeling every emotion they feel, my daughter is almost two and I feel like I am just now disconnecting from her emotional spazz but when she was first born, she couldn’t cry or scream without me tearing up or ready to have an emotional breakdown with her.
This is another sector of parenting that no one prepares you for, emotional stability! 🥹
I lost my mom a few months ago and when you shared how you called your mom to come over it was so special. I got so emotional. Cherish the time with her just as you cherish the time you have with your sweet baby boy ❤ I love to see the woman you are as a mother.
So sorry for your loss 🙏🏽
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I can feel all the love you have for that little guy. 🥹😍
@@Tera543 no girl, her son 💙
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“I talked to my wedding planner about Kai’s first birthday party… it might be a little extra” LMAO YOUR WEDDING PLANNER?! 🤣 I love it sm!! 🤣🙌🏼
I can say you are one of the very few ppl here on utube that keep it REAL. Real content , real life !!! I love you for that … its been amazing watching you transform into this wonderful mommy .
one of the cutest babies EVER. so adorable.
I can confirm my anxiety increased so much after having my kids. I’ve struggled with it my whole life but it definitely got worse. I feel like intrusive thoughts are natural once having kids. It’s our job to protect them so we naturally are on alert all the time which in turn allows those thoughts to happen. I’m so sorry you had to deal with that. It’s the worst 😔 I hope Orange and Blue are doing okay ❤️
Exactly me. We’re definitely not alone, which is why it’s so good to share our experiences and help each other. ❤️
Im sad that we don’t get these as often. But I’m also so happy & proud of you! Thank you for continuing sharing your life with us 💓💓💓
It’s been so long. Kai is getting so big and what a beautiful boy he is. I hope Orange will be ok with his dental work. 🙏
The fact that I’ve been watching you for years and now you have one of the cutest families is amazing and I’m extremely happy for you ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing the vulnerable moments with your anxiety! Helps to know I’m not alone 🤍
Same here! 👋🏼👩🏻💕
My daughter is 10 and I still get those thoughts sometimes
Your story really resonated with me because my anxiety flared up after I had my daughter, at 30. I never really had anxiety at all until
I had her
I had to go on a low-dose anxiety med at one point, I’m doing much better now hang in there mama❤️
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I’m so happy for you and your growth in life and as a mom. I’ve been watching you for like 10 years. It’s amazing to see the woman you are today compared to 10 years ago. Love ya girl. You’re amazing. You have a beautiful family🥰
Jeremy’s cooking will never get old
I stood in my kitchen, Drank my coffee, and watched your video like it was the news🫶🏾 I look forward to these.
You & Jeremy really suit being parents!!❤️
Baby man is so adorable!!!! I am so happy for you guys!!!
This took me back in time, when my son was a baby and my anxiety levels spiking, all while one of my kitties had gotten ill. Such a bittersweet period of my life. Good luck w everything.
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No idea how much I needed this. I’m seconds in and instantly feeling less alone… thank you Nicole. ❤️
That little boy is the cutest and blessed to have parents like you guys.
I missed ur videos and I was so excited to see this pop up. The baby is sooooo adorable. One toy he may like if u dont have it already is a bouncy seat and it spins and has toys all around it. My son Connor loved it soooo much.
It’s so sweet watching you grow!! I haven’t been watch as much as I did when I was younger but girlll you still doing your thang and married with a cute baby. May the universe continue blessing you
I can relate to the anxiety attacks. After having my first child I had so many anxiety attacks but thankfully over time got them under control. Totally normal!
I love how real and raw you are this is literally so relatable 🥺♥️
Did you know you were the first influencer i started following on TH-cam? Your so real and genuine. Love ya....miss you🥰
Awww I totally understand about intrusive thoughts with your baby - I used to get like that, too! And so sorry about your anxiety attack - they are the worst! Baby is getting sooo big! I can't get over how much he looks like his daddy! And your Pumpkin Spice nails are soooo cute!💗💗
Ive been a Mother Baby nurse x 38 years...one word for everything you are feeling, thinking and experiencing....Postpartum Hormones...it can go on for a year or longer. You will come through it with flying colors mama!! Kai's a doll and you and hubby are amazing parents! Prayers up! Keep smiling that beautiful smile Nicole! 🙏❤️😍
Kai is the cutest baby ever !
I’ve been watching you for a while (10 years) so happy to see you as a mama now. You and Jeremy are great parents.❤️
Mana playing in the background 🎶🤩
As a mom of 2 sooo many things in this video were very relatable lol Thanks for sharing this new part of your lives with us, Sending you lots of love Nicole! 💓
Omg I LOVE those albums. You will be so happy later on. My son is 25 and I wish I had done more of this type of stuff when he was small.
He looks so much like his daddy! He has the cutest personality. You have such a good home atmosphere for your little guy. 👍
Those thoughts are totally normal, loads of parents have them. Part of it is because they are so precious to you and you’re primed to protect them, so sometimes your mind gets carried away!
Omg cleaning to a old car ride Chronicles volume 14 and seen the new video yes ma’am make my Monday better thank you 😍😍
Girl, the thoughts happen with everyone!! I have had the most horrific, ridiculous thoughts go through my head and my baby is now 11. It happens for a while. It’s because we love so much.
I love that you are printing photos for keeps! That will be so amazing for him when he’s older and for you to have them for him!
The fact that i still have those thoughts with a 8 year old and 1 year old, totally normal. The big 1 is a huge reason to celebrate and do what feels best to you. Kai is so biggg omgg time flies. Im alone with my kids mostly and i freak myself out every night checking doors and what not. I love your vlogs (even if its 1 a month) lol and been a viewer for years. Please have a play date with carli ! ❤️🙌🏻 we need thatttt full circle moment!! Xoxo
I have missed your videos. Life and your mind changes after kids. Congratulations again on your little one
Ahhh Kai is absolutely adorable! So so cute. Motherhood is such a mixture of emotions and feelings. The anxiety for me was next level when my son was small.
It’s good to have music or sound playing while your baby is sleeping. This will help out soooo much and make him a heavier sleeper. small things like that can have such a great impact on your life. It’s tough being mom. I remember you always valuing your sleep lol
Nicole thank you for giving us the photo and album info! Can always count on you to give the very specific details! ☺
Not Nicole mentioning the “Rihanna Red”!! Lol
I still get that as a recommended video in my feed 😅 💜143
I'm so freaking happy for you Nicole. I literally grew up with you. The first video I watched of yours was the diy ombré hair 11 years ago! 🥹
Also thank you for being so real and sharing your anxiety experiences with us. I can relate! 💜
From someone who’s been watching you for 10 years, you’ve come such a long way. Thank you for sharing your journey with us!
So glad I’m not alone with the ‘tv on/off’ issue! That baby of your is adorable!! Love watching, thanks for sharing. Ps, your mom is there for you, like you will be for your beautiful baby boy! ❤️
Hey Mamas. I had the WORST postpartum anxiety and it is COMPLETELY NORMAL! There’s nothing weird about it! You are doing your best and your little man loves everything you do for him! Hugs to you Mama. ❤️
I do the same thing . I have anxiety and whenever my bf is not home I have to have the tv or a light on. When he’s home I can sleep without the tv on because then I feel safe. Your not the only one girl so don’t feel alone love.❤️
Omg yes a vlog! I needed this!!!
I missed the rundown! 😫 you are still amazing
Thank you for sharing your life with us Nicole. I appreciate you! You are killing it in the Mom dept! Keep shining, beautiful!
Hearing Nicole talking about the second child is so amazing 🥹🥹🥹
Omg so relatable about the intrusive thoughts! I go through that often!
I know when my kiddos were teething they slept like crap and did the same - crying a ton, inconsolable and bad with sleep and naps. Love watching these videos! Such an amazing person! And you’re so relatable and real! ❤
The post partum anxiety is the absolute worst you will get through this though momma you’re not alone and I appreciate it this video makes me feel better that I’m not the only one experiencing this. ❤️
Those thoughts are completely normal! At times annoying but they are always there lol my boys are 14 and 4. I’m currently living with anxiety and depression and being a mom you’re always on high alert with everything! It’s tiring 😩 but they make it so rewarding ❤️
Exactly same with the intrusive thoughts and postpartum anxiety!! Things change for sure so we are here for you love!!
GIRRRRRLLLLLL - so many things I could relate to in this vlog haha .. i kept nodding "uhhuhhh" with everything you said ... mom thoughts, squeaky carts, brushing hair, .. sending you love
I totally feel you!!!! I have anxiety to begin with but after my son it heightened like crazy!!! My poor Mom did a lot of running in the night to come calm me as my baby Daddy worked out of town. Thank you for being honest ❤️
Postpartum anxiety is “a thing”. You’re not weird or the only one. Keep giving yourself grace & time. Motherhood has no manual, you’re doing great!
He’s the cutest wittle chunkskin.
I chuckled about the pictures. I was thinking the same thing when looking at pictures of my daughter- “I need to print these, heaven forbid I can find a charger or the file gets corrupted” chile!!! Lol
I related to SO much of this- from breastfeeding to intrusive thoughts to anxiety and House of Dragon almost being too much! Thank you for sharing so honestly of yourself, nice to know other people are going through it too 💗💗💗
I always get so excited to see that you’ve uploaded 🥰 please never stop being you 🤍
Nicole listening to Mana 😱 this video just proved why your so relatable. I always related to you since day one but here lately your more relatable. Love how you haven’t changed & stayed true to yourself 143
Kai is SO sweet and handsome. I can’t handle it 🥺 I love how real you are about your motherhood journey. The anxiety is real and our brain changes for sure. I have the WORST thoughts sometimes, for absolutely no reason. Over time things will get better and when you and Beebs are away from Kai and have time to yourselves, enjoy it as much as possible!! You cannot pour from an empty cup; don’t put yourself on the back burner forever mama ❤️🙏🏼
The anxiety is totally relatable! Sending you love and hugs. I really think us moms deal with so much that some times our systems go crazy.
Girl postpartum anxiety is very real. And with it comes the intrusive thoughts. I definitely had them. And it sucks sometimes. Don’t be afraid to talk to someone or ask for help
So happy you’re still keeping us updated ♥️ love your videos
Watching you be a mom is my fav. You’re such a great mama 💙 Kai is so lucky to be your son! I haven’t watched you since day one, but I started watching you when I became a mom bc I finally discovered TH-cam, so it feels like we’ve come full circle lol.
After my brother passed I started sleeping with the tv or radio on, it helped soothe me but now I'm used to the noise. Idk why that loud ass cart made me laugh but it did. It's cool hearing that you guys plan on having another baby. 💜
My mother always made (baby) photo albums for her kids. She also would write the date/year or our age on the back of each photo which I always liked. You're a wonderful mother Nicole!
You are literally the only Influencer I can sit and watch you talk the entire vlog!
Yup you are absolutely on the right track. Your motherly instincts are kicked in!
You are my favorite content creator ever!!! Your vlogs make my day ❤️❤️❤️
I have the same playpen. It’s the best. I have been following you from the start and watching you guys as parents are so amazing ❤️
omg 1. he is the cutest baby ever!! and 2. that is the best playpen I've ever seen!
Seriously always wait for your vlogs! You’re the most relatable as in not having makeup allll the time, always being home doing laundry 🤣
I had those same thoughts with my first one. I never told anyone because I felt so crazy. Years later I learned that’s part of Postpartum depression. So glad you are talking about it. You are not alone.
He is just SO cute I can’t!! 😍😍
10000% YES on the red hair idea 😍 your hair has grown soo much it would look so good!
Yes! The mind goes WILD after having kids. I was always anxious, but after having my daughter (12 yrs ago 🥴) my anxiety and intrusive thoughts are next level!
I totally had my nana stay with me once when my daughter was 3 years old when I was home alone.
Your baby boy is so adorable! God bless him and you and your husband.
Girl you aren't alone. I have two kids now and my husband's in the military, when he's away I am a wreck waiting for something bad to happen and I'll just be helpless. Taking them out alone I get really anxious and can't relax. It's great to call on family to help and know it gets a bit better when they are older
I had bad anxiety too after my first and I still have it from time to time. You’re not alone! Postpartum comes with a lot of changes and is so hard sometimes.
He’s honestly one of the cutest babies I’ve ever seen!!!😍😍 God bless him!
Absolutely! Your entire world after having kids is night and day! Everything changes and it’s because the love you feel for your baby is the most intense and fulfilling. Your instinct to protect is at an all time high and unfortunately the mind also thinks the worst as a result. My oldest is 24 and youngest is 7 and it hasn’t changed! One day at a time! Hope your anxiety stays at a minimum. You’re doing great!
Thanks Nicole! If it’s possible to pass along the prize to someone else, please do! I’m thankful for your time and effort making videos and sharing your life. As a mother who also works from home, It’s hard to make friends (and it’s hard to trust people to be honest!) so I’m so so so thankful you make videos because I feel like we’re Friends and you’re directly sharing your life with me. If that made sense!
Also, a tip on teething… I get a washcloth and run it water… get it damp and put in the freezer. Babies love “chewing” on the softly frozen towel and it helps with the pain .
It's crazy how much these videos make my day/night 🥺
Yay mom and sister and niece 🙌🏼 it’s hard being alone sometimes especially if you and Jeremy are always home together 🥺
Thank you for being honest. I have a 22 month old and I lose my mind sometimes and it feels so lonely. Like am I the only crazy mom having these awful scary thoughts of my child hurting themselves?! He recently fell and broke his elbow and although it was an accident, I still felt so inadequate and judged for it, had an emotional breakdown last night and it was comforting to hear you say you've struggled with those thoughts. I am a single mom and do not have any help whatsoever, so it's nice to know even moms who do have help can still have those bad days. I'm glad you were able to get yourself out of it and had your mom there to help! Being a mom is tough, keeping a tiny human alive and thriving is hard, but here we are kicking ass!!! Love you girl, little man is getting soo big! Cutie boy 💙
As soon as I brought my babies home from the hospital I would leave the TV on at night or have music on to get them use to the noise it was such a big help because I could not sleep at night with out the TV on
I haven’t watched in a long time cuz, LIFE but, omg I still cannot fathom you are a mama! I remember you saying you didn’t want kids . So beautiful 🤍🤍
The crazy thoughts never end! Lol my boys are 9 and 4 and I still think about the worst what if’s.
Love u Nicole God bless u and ur lil family thank you for your videos !!!! Xoxo
The intrusive thoughts never end when you are a mom, lol. My sons are now 25,23,11 and 9… and I still can’t stop thinking things and trying to figure how I will prevent them! It’s the worst! Your baby is soooo precious ❤️
I was just thinking of you today.!!! Lol fr fr.!😅 Excited for Yesterdays.!🙌🏼
That’s crazy! When you said Jeremy has been out of town, I was like, “idk how she does it. I’d be scared the entire time someone will break in.” Then, you said my exact thoughts. I’m glad you’re okay ❤️
We've been unpacking boxes and I ran across my kids bring home outfits. They were so small. Now they are 16 and 13. I definitely got teary-eyed
the little 'nicole keating' in the corner🥲🥲🥲🥲
They sell baby knee pad and non slip sock combo packs on Amazon that you should try for Kai. We don't want him hurting his little toesies digging them into the floor. Also to help with the tv situation next time try sleeping with an individual airpod. 1 ear for you and 1 ear on Kai.
If youuuuuu do your hair red omgggg! The old Nicole will be backkk and I’m here for it😍😍😍😍😍
For photos check out Persnickity prints. They are really good. They often run specials and have so many options in sizes.